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#THAT I NEDD TO WRITE MY THESIS are in the library !!! that is closed!!!!! I AM SO ANGRY my fury has literally no limits
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you know what i decided i don't want 'back to normal after covid thing'. because it wasn't fucking normal. i want things to change and capitalism to DIE
#i am extra salty today so here's the rest of todays story because i had a major breakdown today and it was UGLY
#i am so fucking overwhelmed with elearning in uni bc they assign us so much stuff to write now and i wouldn't be that mad if it wasn't so mu
#*so much or if we had conditions to do this at home
#like i don't even have my own room and i always did my essays in library or something because i can not focus at home for the love of god it
#it's too loud and messy
#and you know how many past-deadline essays i have yet to write? a bazilion. and not to mention i was to get my degree this year
#but it requires wiritng a thesis and guess what - i don't have time energy or silent conditions to do it
#so after smoking half of a pack of cigarettes because i had a serious breakdown today (wow i survived without a breakdown for 30 days straig
#in this lockdown thing this is an accomplishment) i decided: fuck it i am not gonna do this. i am stopping stressing about it.
#if uni will make me problems i will move heaven and hell write every petition do everything to prove
#that it's because the elearning thing SUCKED ASS AND IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO DO THE ASSIGNMENTS i am unable. i am physically and mentall
#mentally UNABLE to continue living under that much stress for another... month? months? things won't just magically
#and snap back to normal! and we should stop pretending they will! THE STRESS IS EATING ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT
#and i can joke all i want about spending days thinking about fictional characters and all but always
#in the back of my head there are USELESS ESSAYS TO WRITE that won't even be properly graded and the effort to write them
#won't be noticed because lecturers are also human beings and how many papers can you focus on while grading???
#we were not assigned this much when we were having normal classes because this is the last year the last semester of our studies
#and we were supposed to focus on our thesis and development !!! and i can't do that because all the materials
#THAT I NEDD TO WRITE MY THESIS are in the library !!! that is closed!!!!! I AM SO ANGRY my fury has literally no limits
#i refuse to live lika that under constant stress u can get cancer from this shit
#personal
#ugh sorry but like if anyone read all of this know that i am very sorry pls ignore me i am just having a shitty day
#:(((((
#gonna reblog some destiel stuff
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