#THE BACKROUND MUSIC WAS REALLY GOOD LIKE

[blueysobssesions]

His last moments with you

Angst, Character death

Hobie Brown, Pavitr Prabhakar, Miguel O' Hara, Miles Morales, Peter B Parker, Gwen Stacy

Hobie Brown

His last moment with you, was him pulling you from the backstage, taking you to the stage while the band played their instruments. Kissing you right there, with his fans watching the two of you. You can hear the lousy screams from the crowd as he held you close, pulling away. "H-hobie..." "Shh, jus' look at me, luv" You locked eyes with Hobie, his forehead touching yours saying "I love ya'"Seems like most of the crowd heard what he said, they were screaming. You were flustered, wanting to go back to the backstage but, he placed a kiss on your cheek before letting you go.

The concert wasn't the same when Hobie took a break... over a month when the 'event' happened.

Pavitr Prabhakar

His last moments with you were after the graduation of the both of you, you two were excited at that moment. 3...2...1! the countdown finished, then everybody started to toss their caps in the air, celebrating the completion of the journey. As the caps fell back down, you locked eyes with Pavitr, leaning into a kiss. The world seemed to fade away in that moment, and all you could feel was the warmth of his lips against yours. Everyone looked at the both of you in awe, one of your bestfriend didn't hesitate to take a picture. "Everyone's looking at us" "Do you think that I care?" he said before pecking your lips.

It was a bittersweet goodbye, this would be the last time you would be together.

Miguel O' Hara

His last moment with you was, at the bedroom, cuddled up together. It was his first proper sleep. You watched as him peacefully drifted off, his breathing steady and his face relaxed. Your fingers slowly stroking his soft hair, while your other hand held his hand. You were happt to finally see him sleep properly, with how much he's focused and stressed... he couldn't sleep. As a wife of his, you need to take care of him and ensure he gets the rest he deserves. 

But now, he's taking care of himself... the word 'sleep' now was nothing to him.

Miles Morales

His last moments with you was having a dinner with you and his parents. Rio already liked you when you started to teach Miles spanish, and you helping jeff solve some crimes here and there. Miles couldn't help but smile at this. Rio was the one who made you come over and have dinner, and of course you agreed. He couldn't help but be flustered when you talked about him to them. "He did great at spanish class" you smiled, before eating your food. "Oh, really? Well, that's indeed great! What did he get?" "I think miles should answer that" you giggled. They turned their head towards them, which miles flinched. "u-uh, yeah... I got an A plus" he said nervously. Rio gasped, impressed "Wow, really! That's great!" "Good job, miles" they said. "Well, Y/n helped me with it. You guys should thank Y/n too" Miles smiled at you, how can he be lucky? You smiled back and blushed a little bit.

And now here... Rio and Jeff comforting their son... holding his phone, the picture of the both of you showing in the screen.

Peter B. Parker

His last moments with you is the both of you danicing in the living room while music plays in the backround. You began to move to the beat, leading him in a slow dance. As the both of you moved together, you both found lost in the moment, forgetting the world outside your own four walls. It was just the two of you, surrounded by love and music. The song ended and you both stood still for a moment before breaking apart and looking at each other with a smile on your face. "I love you," he said as he pulled you into his arms. "I love you too," you replied as he kissed your forehead.

It was the first and last dance for him

Gwen Stacy

Her last moments with you is hanging out with the others for the first time. Going on a picnic with Hobie, Pavitr, You, Gwen, Miles, Peni and Peter with mayday. As the sun set on that memorable day, laughter filled the air as you all bonded. It was a beautiful moment for everyone, the two of you watching the sunset while the others chatter. Your head on her shoulder as you both shared a comfortable silence. 

Knowing that it would be your last moments with all of them.

#blueyheartzposts #spiderverse #spiderverse angst #astv #astv angst #hobie brown x reader #pavitr prabhakar x reader #miguel o hara x reader #miles morales x reader #peter b parker x reader #gwen stacy x reader #hobie brown #pavitr prabhakar #miguel o hara #miles morales #peter b parker #gwen stacy #angst #character death

[normal-internet-user]

Alright so my little sister requested I do Leo cuddle headcanons, so here we go.

This is also dedicated to my dearest friend @regretisstoredintheme !!! happy birthday fren!!💕🎉💗💝

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LEONARDO CUDDLE HEADCANONS

RISE! LEO

Oh this poor clingy babay.

It's really bad when he's sleepy.

He doesn't wanna let you go 'cus you're warm.

He likes to lay on your tummy.

It's all squishy and soft, like a pillow :D

He also likes to lay in your lap.

Leo doesn't really have a preference on being the big spoon or little spoon, although sometimes he just needs to be held.

Sleepy turtle taps.

Yessir

While you two are laying together and talking, he'll just tippy tap your cheeks.

He doesn't even register he's doing it most of the time, he just does.

If you start tapping back his tired turtle brain will get so excited he'll start chirping at you.

If you try to do that too, ya know chirp back, literally melts.

Gone.

Deceased.

2012! LEO

He is so grumpy when he's sleepy-

He's all pouty and he'll lay ontop of you.

Unless you're spooning, then he's the big spoon.

Otherwise you're always the one holding him.

Mr Leader Man just needs some love.

I personally believe Leo needs backround noise to sleep.

So like the tv on low volume, maybe you humming or some quiet music.

He prefers you humming though.

It also helps when you trace patterns into his shell,

Words,

Maybe hearts,

Just patterns in general.

Overall, Leo just likes to be held.

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@regretisstoredintheme I know I said I was gonna write a oneshot but I couldn't figure anything out-

I'm sorry 😓 I hope you have a good birthday though!! 🎉🎉

#tmnt #tmnt x reader #x reader #leonardo x reader #rottmnt #leonardo x reader tmnt #normie writes #tmnt 2012 #tmnt 2k12 #leo x reader

[ladyzirkonia]

Until your song is written.

I must shamelessly take this opportunity to thank you all. Yesterday I reached 100 followers and I can't believe that there are so many people who enjoy reading my stuff. I would like to take this opportunity to open my question and request box. Don't be shy to send me questions or ideas you want to discuss, whether it is Dinbo stuff or something about Mandalorian culture.

This is the way.

The scene starts with a completely shattered Bo-Katan. You can tell that she has to pull herself together not to burst into tears. Her confession about the night of a thousand tears and the memory of it seem to torment her. She hears Din approaching and tries to compose herself by briefly closing her eyes.

I think Din apologizing to Bo is one of the most beautiful things in this scene. He admits once again in this season that he was wrong. Din Djarin knows no false pride and has no problem admitting mistakes. And he admits what's been said about her being selfish and uncaring isn't true. It seems to have touched him that Bo-Katan gave up the darksaber for her people, gave up the claim to the regency.

Din steps up to her after she repeatedly blames herself for everything. He tries to build her up, not downplay what she did or what happened, just making sure that he wants to help her. He says: ''WE will rebuild it.'' A foreshadowing that you both should bring the future for Mandalore?

She doubts herself, still. She has made so many mistakes, mistakes that are unforgivable, that she cannot undo. How is she supposed to be the one to hold her people together in all the animosity?

Din repeatedly makes it clear that this weapon means nothing to him and his people. I think it's really ironic that so many have a problem with Din giving up the darksaber. He just doesn't care. It's just a story, a legend that doesn't matter until people believe it. And he also makes it clear what really matters to him, he basically tells us what it means to him to be a good Mandalorian.

When Din mentions the term honor, she seems to sigh slightly and raises her head. She's heard those words from him too many times. For a short break it seems that his words are bothering Bo-Katan. Honor... This is the way. It seems to be a constantly repeating mantra.

Din appreciates Bo-Katan's loyalty and character. These things that have been most important to him since we saw him first time in season 1. And Bo seems to appreciate his words as you can see a very faint smile on her lips. It's good to hear such words after years of being reminded of her failure by others.

That's why I serve you Lady Kryce. After this words I really think Din Djarin's love language is act's of service as he showed many times to different people who he cared for. He is not a man of many or fancy words, but of deeds. So what's a better way to show his affection than to offer his services to her. She doesn't have to go through this alone, he wants to stand by her side.

Bo-Katan turns her head to him after his words. It's obvious that she wanted to hide her feelings before and remained with her back to him. Now she shows him her face for the first time in this conversation. Din Djarin has managed to amaze her time and time again, and her expression softens because of his words to her.

Din gives her hope. Your story is not over yet. Her song is not yet written. The Mandalorian's main musical theme sounds in the backround. He begins to weave his fate irreversibly into hers.

I know some people have wrote, more or less jokingly, that this could be Din Djarins wedding vow. But it's not that exaggerated and ridiculous. We must not forget that the Mandalorians are based on a clan system of warriors. If Mandalorians are one thing, it's very pragmatic. Marriage is consummated between the two partners alone and in any place. Just before or after a fight, the couple doesn't even have to be in the same place. The marriage can even be consummated via voice or text messages. (if you are interested in this kind of topic, please tell me!!)

Honor and loyalty means everything to Din. He would not lightly pledge his life to someone. It means exactly what you suspected, he stands by her side until death.

Screenshots are mine. Gifs made by the wondeful @itberice. Please go and leave a follow and some love there!

#the mandalorian spoilers #the mandalorian season 3 #bo katan kryze #din djarin #bo katan x din #dinbo #analysis #the spies #mandalorian culture #the darksaber #until your song is written #acts of service #the mandalorian

[charliesgoodboy]

-🎄Christmas ft. Venti, Zhongli, Childe, Xiao, Pantalone, Dottore, Scaramouche, Kaeya, and Diluc

-🎄Venti

You cannot tell me this man is a sucker for Christmas.

If there is an event in Teyvat ? Your going, this Bard will be bringing so many drinks.

If you don't drink he will gladly get you some Apple juice(me) or any type of other beverage you'd like so you can still be satisfied.

Now if you do drink that's quite a different story.

I bet that you two would be going against eachother for how many bottles you both could drink in the shortest amount of time.

In all honesty he would want to really have a bunch of fun on Christmas.

-🎄Zhongli

He would be one of those people who sit in front of the fireplace with hot tea/coffe/chocolate.

I just picture him doing that with you.

Both of you cuddling in a singular chair together watching as the fire dance around in the fireplace, the warmth of the hot beverage, the fireplace and the both of your bodies cuddled together beng protected from the cold.

-🎄Childe/Tartegila

Whole ass celebration.

Like Venti he would want to go to a really fun Christmas event and have a bunch of fun.

Oh gosh he seems like one of those kids people that would wake you up at exactly 12:00 being all " 'C mon it's Christmas lets go open presants !"

Instead of booze or hot tea it's that sweeted sparkling water in a fancy wine glass.

Yall will both have fun while being very very ✨Fancy✨

-🎄Xiao(a little bit modern)

Please watch Christamas movies with this man.

He seems like that type of person who just wants to watch Christmas movies with someone he's close with and enjoy the warmth with them.

Just the both of you cuddled up on the couch with a famous Chritmas movie(*ahem* Home alone) sharing a few laughs and maybe sneaking a few kisses.

-🎄Pantalone

Jesus fuck.

This.

Man.

Will spoil your ass rotten.

Say you barely put anything on the Christmas you give to him, he'll bye you maybe ×50 of what you asked for and was it expensive.

Your greatful of course, and you kniwnhes wealthy..but so much damn money-

You'll take it.

But where in the hell will you put it ?!

"Uh- Pantalone.."

"Hm ?"

"I'm glad you got this all for me..but where will I put it ?"

"Hmm..oh..oops- I seem to have not thought about that."

-🎄Dottore/Zandik

I just feel he'd slow dance with you.

You'd have the decoration, the tree, the lights etc.

But I feel he'd have calm music in the backround while he'd slow dance with you.

Both of you hand and hand slow dancing to the music together.

Just both of you in your own little worlds, the two of you simply just sharing love on Christamas.

-🎄Scaramouche

I'm going to be 100% honest

I have no idea what the hell he'd even want to do on Christmas.

He'd be the grinch/ the Scrooge on Christmas.

I just know it.

He'd be giving people dirty looks, saying rude stuff, this man would say 'Bah humbug' I just- I just know it-

He wouldn't be rude to you though.

If you get him a present he'd keep it.

Forever.

If anyone but you would try to touch it it's instant death.

-🎄Kaeya

Flirty.

I swear he would get you something skimpy to wear on Christmas.

Christmas themes lingeire ?

Big definate.

He'll make you wear it.

You literally have no choice.

-🎄Diluc

Will get Christmas candles.

I just looked at him.

And I knew.

He would fill his place with the good smell of Christmas.

You might start sneezing a bunch because of the overwhelming smell-

I mean his place would smell nice and set the Christmas mood.

So I guess it's not so bad.

#Genshin impact x male reader #genshin on christmas #kaeya x male reader #scaramouche x male reader #diluc x male reader #dottore x male reader #childe x male reader #zhongli x male reader #venti x male reader #pantalone x male reader #fluff #headcannons

[rzyraffek]

Hey umm are you still doing people requests? Umm can i request about Billy lenz,michael myers,the sinclair brothers,and Jason with a bassist s/o? i mean like s/o can play a bass or a guitar!! like that, im sorry if its too hard for you and sorry for my bad english

Im still doing requests!! And I will for long while! I never played any indtrument but I did my best. Also your English is great! (And sorry for long wait) Request open

Slashers with guitarist s/o

Billy Lenz

Lisening to gossip and drama all day might sound cool, but it isn't lol. Imagine sitting in attic and the only things you can hear is some girls talking shit 24/7

So yeah when he hears music he is more than intrested

This guy never was huge music fan but oh boi its good to hear something new

Gonna sneak into s/o room and play with guitar 100%

If s/o is a professional player and has some sort of medals/rewards im sure he gonna steal some frf

Micheal myers

Guy was in hospital for 30years i doubt he heard anyone play in real life. Maybe in radio or guard himming but omg its been long time since he saw somone do it irl

My guy is gonna stalk the hell out of them

When they are in relationship He gonna just grab guitar and bring it to them and stare. He wanna hear you play so much😭😭

Doesnt understand that most guitars aren't made out of super strong materials and he probably step on it few times or trow it at them for no reason. So they either have to buy new ones or scod him so much he never goes near that thing again

Vincent

He just gonna sit there awkwardly, enjoying the music😊😊

Loves it!

Wants s/o to teach him! He is a fast learner! Pls!!

Will beg them to play his favourite songs (dude looks like my chemical romance fan)

If s/o plays some slow calm songs he will acually fall asleep to it

Bo sinclair

Hes not big music fan tbh

Guy will say "oh? Cool cool" and move with his life

But he likes to have backround noise when he does stuff so he won't mind them just vibing with guitar while he does he work

After a while it kinda gets in his routine to lisen them play so he might acually come around once or twice asking them to continue

Lester Sinclair

Omg THE VIBE

Imagine IMAGINE JUST driving on empty road in Forest, great vibes, and nice guitar. Man it sounds amazing!

He gonna sing to it frfr. Does he know what theyare playing? No. Does it stop him from singing some random lyrics? No

Will tell them all complements in the word. That he never heard such amazing play or that he could fall in love with them again if he could ect ect idc

He gonna flex to bo and vince. Like: watch this yo shes soo good with that guitar

Jason Voorhees

I can imagine how they met really

S/o just trying to vibe on trip, having casual walk in Forest, they decide to have lil break and sit down and maybe play a little. And this precious bean hears it and is soso curious and he just ends up standing behind them lisening to them play for like good 10minutes untill they either see him and evaluate or just leave without even noticing

Pls this guy doenst even care about killing at this point, pls play more rn!!!! Please?

I can see this guy accidenlty kidnapping them and just giving them guitar and probably panicking as much as them tbh😭😭😭

But the best vibe is when s/o and Jason just sit next to campfire and vibe. He plays with their hair/makes flower crowns while they play guitar

#slasher x reader #slasher headcanons #billy lenz #billy lenz x reader #micheal myers #micheal myers x reader #lester sinclair x reader #lester sinclair #vincent sinclair x reader #vincent sinclair #vincent x reader #bo sinclair x y/n #bo sinclair x reader #bo sinclair #house of wax #black christmas #friday 13th #jason vorhees headcanon #jason vorhees imagine #jason voorhees #jason vorhees x reader

[dismemberment-on-a-tuesday-night]

Eden

TW: kidnapping, captivity, creepy/intimate whumper, pet whumpee, referenced drugging, referenced stalking, emotional manipulation, referenced depression

As he roused from a deep sleep, Ezra found himself curled up on the sofa in his living room.

He racked his brain as his senses slowly reaserted themselves, but found no recollection of where he had been the previous night, or how he had gotten home.

The cloying smell of lavender perfume overwhelmed him. Ezra didn't wear perfume.

As more sensations flooded his body, he realized his head way laying on someone's lap.

Someone who was running their fingers through his hair.

None of his friends were this affectionate. They all knew him to be severely touch averse. They wouldn't try something like this.

Trying to sit up, he found his arms to be bound behind him with soft, but tight strips of fabric.

This finally spiraled Ezra into panic. He thrashed, struggling to get away from whoever was with him, putting his full strength into breaking his bindings.

Despite his best efforts, his sluggish body couldn't move enough to fall off the stranger's lap, let alone escape.

The stranger had no problem pushing Ezra down by the shoulders and holding him in place.

"No," they said in a deep voice, firm but gentle. "Stay still."

Ezra scanned the room. The clean beige carpet, new looking brown sofa, and sea scape paintings certainly weren't his.

"Where am I?"

Ezra's heart raced, fuelled with fear and andrenaline, pounding against his ribcage in a mockery of a ceremonial drum.

"I didn't give you permission to speak," his captor said.

Ezra stayed silent. The humiliation of being treated like a lap dog wasn't enough to render him stupid.

His captor could have a gun or some other sort of weapon. Fighting back simply wasn't worth the risk.

Ezra needed answers before he could decide what to do. There wasn't any point in getting himself killed.

Music played softly in the backround, the melody much too pleasant for such an occasion. A woman sang softly from the spinning record, but was not loudly enough for Ezra to make out her words.

Turning his head slightly, Ezra got a look at his captor. He looked to be in his thirties, fair skinned with mousy brown hair, wearing wire framed glasses and a small smile.

He tucked a lock of hair behind his captive's ear, before leaning down to kiss him on the cheek.

Ezra flinched and tried to pull away.

"Tsk tsk," his captor said. "That is no way to treat your master. I'm just being friendly."

Ezra opened his mouth to retort, but swallowed his complaint before it could escape his lips.

"You're being such a good pet," his captor continued, petting Ezra's curly hair. "Now, if you had something you wanted to ask me, you may. So long as you're respectful about it."

"Where am I?"

"Call me sir."

"No way in-" he broke off, remembering his position. "Yes, sir."

He tried his best to sound vaguely ticked off, but still compliant. Judging by the look on his supposed master's face, he succeeded in only the second part.

"You may ask that again."

"Where am I, sir?"

"My home. You are still in the United States, but I took you over state lines."

None of this was helpful in the slightest, but Ezra figured it was the best he was going to get.

He lived near enough to the borders of Idaho, Oregon, and even Montana that he could have easily been taken to any of them.

"Why am I here, sir?"

"Because I thought you would make a good pet."

Ezra's stomach dropped.

"Oh, don't look at me like that. It isn't anything horrid. I'm not going to hurt you, unless you harm me or attempt escape. You should be grateful, really. I'm a lot kinder than most of the masters you could have gotten stuck with."

The term human trafficking sprung to Ezra's mind. He had never thought to worry about such a thing happening to him. It always seemed so removed from his normal suburban life.

"Can you tell me what happened, sir?"

Sir. How he loathed that word. It was meant to refer to a person he respected, and his captor sure as hell didn't qualify.

But he needed information. And he needed a plan. Faked respect was his best bet, and he would use it to its fullest extent.

"Well, let me see..." His captor considered for a moment how best to explain. "I saw you at that shopping mall. Do you remember?"

Of course he remembered. Ezra hung out in that concrete, capitalistic place of congregation every week.

It had always seemed so...pleasant.

Graphic t-shirts, warm pretzels, loose change jangling in pockets, luke warm carbonated drinks, bad hair dye, and casual socialization.

Sure, it was only a way to cope with the dreaded outside world. Spend five bucks on a drink to pretend you aren't in credit card debt, buy a fun piece of clothing to make yourself feel better, avoid becoming an alcoholic by gorging on salty pretzels that only ever seemed to make you hungrier.

The mall was routine. It seemed safe.

What he didn't remember was being kidnapped.

"I don't remember you," he said. "I mean sir," he hastily added. "The last thing I remember was feeling ill from a bit of food poisoning in the food court and walking out to the parking lot."

"It wasn't food poisoning. I drugged you. It was so easy too. You kept leaving your drink unattended. I noticed that habit in you for weeks."

This remark set off a phantom cascade of crushed ice falling under Ezra's shirt collar and sliding down his back.

"You always seemed like such a sweet thing. Tipping cashiers and complimenting every other person. Such a sunny disposition too. I am very surprised that I was the first person to sink my teeth into you, so to speak."

Was that it then? He had seemed "sweet," so some stranger decided to drug and kidnap him? Had every good deed only brought him closer to this insane fate?

No. This was not going to be his fate. He was going to cooperate, and then, when his captor finally trusted him enough to let his gaurd down, he would make his escape.

There was no point in rushing, not if his captor wasn't going to hurt him. He just had to bide his time.

"And you're so pretty too," his captor continued. "I know a few men who would wear your face as a mask sooner than saying hello. No, no, you're much better off with me. I'll take care of that pretty face of yours."

He trailed his fingers down his captive's cheek.

"I've admired your smile from afar for much too long. Waiting for my golden opportunity was simply torturous."

Ezra wasn't smiling.

"I was so paranoid that someone else would find you. I considered taking you from your bed, of course. But I didn't want to leave any evidence. So many people go to the mall, a few of my stray hairs won't mean anything to an investigation. And I didn't take you until you were already in the parking lot. No security footage. I checked."

Hot tears pricked the corners of Ezra's eyes. Despite all his pragmatic reasoning, he still found himself overwhelmed by the enormity of his situation.

He didn't know where he was. There wasn't any evidence of kidnapping. He had ghosted his friends all too often, mostly out of depression. They wouldn't be concerned by him not responding to their messages.

In short, he was completely screwed over by a demented stalker and his own poor social skills.

"Oh, don't cry." His kidnapper pulled Ezra's head up, so that it was resting on his chest.

Despite Ezra's best efforts, hot tears continued to roll down his cheeks. He hated not being able to move his hands and wipe them away.

"Angel," his captor whispered. "I should have realized that this would be too much for you. Oh, I tried so very hard to be kind. To make waking up as easy for you as I could. These first few days are going to be rough. I know that. But you'll learn to be happy with me, just give it time."

Ezra sobbed and melted into his captor's warm embrace, allowing his lavender perfume to smother him.

Despite its obvious falseness, the comfort was pure bliss. He wanted to ignore his troubles for a few hours and cry himself asleep in his captor's arms.

His captor began undoing the knot holding Ezra's arms behind him, pull the strips of fabric off, and drop them on the living room floor.

To his relief, Ezra's sore muscles were finally allowed to move. He fought the urge to run, knowing that it would only cause him more suffering.

Instead, he hugged his captor, still an uncontrollable sobbing mess.

A familar, detached sense of pain overcame him. This all was a dream. It had to be.

But still he wept, unable to bring himself to do anything else.

His captor held him close.

"I love you," he whispered soothingly. "I want you to know that. You will be happy here. I'll keep you clothed, clean, and fed. You won't have to worry about anything. No twenty-four hour news cycle. No war, famine, and disease. No abuse and neglect. I will treat you with all the kindness, affection, and care you have always deserved. And I'm only sorry that I didn't give you the chance to come willingly. I was so afraid of scaring you off."

That sounded like hell and heaven all rolled into one. It reminded Ezra of the best promises weaved by fascism, while it went about ignoring its bloody history.

His captor didn't love him. He couldn't delude himself on that point. All his captor had was obsession and mental health problems. What he needed was serious help, not a human pet.

But it was tempting to stay like this forever. Warm and comfortable. Letting his captor keep his promises. Not having debt and the constant risk of homelessness. Living somewhere his toxic friendships and familial connections could never bother him again.

Ezra felt truly pathetic. Had his depression and anxiety really gotten bad enough that he was considering becoming a pet to his kidnapper? And for what, cuddling and empty promises?

He took control of his breathing and was, at long last, able to wipe the tears from his face with his long sleeve.

"Please," he whispered, his voice breaking.

"Please what?" his captor asked, his voice drenched with sympathy.

"Please let me go...sir. I know that you mean well. But I can't stay here. I have to leave."

Another sob choked him, and sent him collapsing into his captor's open arms. The act betrayed a nonexistant lie.

"Oh, darling. I'm afraid not." He squeezed his new pet in another suffocating embrace. "I can't lose you. Not after everything I've been through to get this far. You're far too perfect to be damaged and discarded by the outside world. I'm not doing this out of cruelty. I'm doing this because I love you. Just give me time. That's all I want."

"Well, I want to go home."

Ezra's body didn't match his words, clinging desperately to his captor, seeking any semblance of comfort from this torment.

God, maybe he would make a good pet, needy and compliant. Sitting on his master's lap, cradled in his arms.

No. He wasn't going to give up. It would be absolute insanity. He had to stay strong internally, even if he showed his captor every sign of weakness.

"I'll give you everything you need," his captor promised. "Our own little Eden."

Ezra's mind felt like it was stuffed with barbed wire, every wicked point concealed by a cotton ball.

His friends would report him missing eventually, even if it took them a few months to realize he wasn't intentionally ghosting them.

Patience, he simply needed patience.

@elim-flower @thedarkmongoose @devourerofcheesecake

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[vampireadri]

what i think Party Poisons top 5 Britney songs are (and explained)

For backround: they saw Britney on the the tv, knowing that they are a teen/young adult in 2019 and how Britney was mostly in the news around 2017-2010 he was probably around 4-6? They would see her on the news all the time and think she was absolutely iconic. History was made that day.

1. I Love Rock N Roll (cover)

okay, here me out, i can see Poison very much into the punk scene, I can also see them possibly being made fun of for the fact of loving Brit (for the time anyway) and so they choose this one to seem more “chill” about it.

2. Soda Pop

i can see them loving this song for some reason, maybe its the summer vibes of the song. I always like to think that Poisons favorite season is summer, so this song just helps me with that theory

3. Hot As Ice

This song is from Blackout, their favorite album, and so obviously they love all the songs from it but this one just hits different for some reason. I dont really have a good explanation the sing just gives me huge Poison vibes

4. The Beat Goes On

The song in general is just very Danger Days, if you told me that Gerard Way wrote The Beat Goes On in 2010 i would have believed you. It almost reminds me of that same brand of ‘the world sucks but we got music, bitchhh’ or maybe thats just me, idk. I think this is one of the first songs Poison would have listened to though. Knowing the order in which they forced their parents to buy all the main Brit cds. (I’ll do that at the end)

5. Heaven On Earth

Again, a Brit song from Blackout, he knows the kind of Brit songs he loves what can ya do (can you tell i dont know how to explain this one?)

Close seconds

1. (You Drive Me) Crazy

2. Brave New Girl

3. Everytime

The order of Cds they got (excluding Femme Fatale and the ones after)

1. Baby One More Time

2. Blackout

3. Britney

4. In the Zone

5. Oops!… I did it again.

#mcr #my chemical fucking romance #my chemical romance #killjoys #headcanon #britney spears #party poison #danger days #my chem romance #party poison headcanon #britney bitch #dontfuckingflopbitch #mcrarmy #gerard way

[bubblespalace]

My Original Character in Diabolik Lovers//💋🤍🕊️

TW// mentions of not having enough food or rest.

🩸Name: Bella Wayland

🥀Race: Nephilm: Half angel, Half human.

🕊️Age:19

🌬️Appearance: Bella has super long, curly black hair. She's always super pale and thin because she doesn't have time to eat. She wears a black dress, fit for battle and is always carrying knifes and daggers on her that are marked with runes to help her kill demons. She's tall, 5'9, which makes her intimidating. She has golden eyes, that shine in the light. Strong Italian accent, and speaks Italian and English.

🖤Personality: Calm, Intelligent, Powerful, Cocky, Flirty, Focused, and Caring all at once. She really is good at matching other people's energy. She's an ambivert. She's very closed off around people and doesn't trust easily.

🤍What she calls the diaboys: Shu-Golden Boy/Shoe, Reiji-Four Eyes/Smartie, Ayato-Christmas Eve, Kanato-Puppeteer/Kid, Laito-Christmas, Subaru-Car/Emo

🌹About/Backround: Bella was raised in the beautiful city of Idris until the Circle attacked the Nephilms leaders, The Clave. Her parents died in the battle and she was taken in by a man, who started her harsh training her when she was only two years old. However, her father was a bad man, he was the Leader of The Circle, Valentine Morganstern. She changed her last name to Wayland to separate herself from him.

-Bella and John, her mentor, moved to Milan. She lives in the Milan Institute for Shadowhunters when she is not battling demons. She is one of the strongest Shadowhunters to exist, due to the fact that she has extra angel blood.

-Due to this, she is severely overworked by The Clave. She is used to only getting a meal a week and not getting a lot of sleep. She doesn't know what a lot of things for leisure are, like movies and TV shows. But she knows music because she has had to go to an opera undercover more than once.

-She's been fighting almost all her life. She's very hardcore and doesn't really even know the definition of the word "relax".

-Because she has strong angel blood, her blood is some of the best tasting on Earth. It can also give vampires special abilities, like being able to use runes. It can also enhance the abilities they already have. That's why she is weary of vampires. She doesn't want them to drink her blood and go power-crazy.

-Men fall for her left and right because of her mysterious ways. She's used to having to deal with simps.

💌How she met The Sakamaki Brothers.

-Bella was on a mission in Japan, trying to kill a wanted demon, when she stumbled onto their property accidentally. She ran into Kanato, who smelt her blood quickly and knew just what she was.

"Ah, Teddy? Do you smell how sweet her blood is? I'm quite tempted to take a bite... But then I would ruin her porcelain skin... Fufu... What a shame, I might just have to drain you first, then make you into my new doll."

-It was then that Bella realized he was a vampire. Bella fought Kanato off well until Subaru walked out of his rose garden to see what all the yelling was about.

"Tch, found a new prey, haven't you Kanato-kun? She looks like a Nephilim... She better taste good."

-Bella was malnourished at the time. She may have been strong enough to fight Kanato, but Subaru knocked her out in 30 seconds flat. They dragged her inside and brought her to the living room. Shu, who was lying on the couch as always, opened one eye and glanced at her and the other two men. He seemed almost shocked by how pretty she was. He closed his eyes again.

"As long as she's not noisy, but Reiji might take an interest in her, he's always wanted to experiment on a Shadowhunter before."

-Then, Ayato and Laito walked in, probably on their way back from Yui's room. Laito looked at the passed-out woman in Subaru's arms.

"Fufu, she's quite pretty Subaru-kun~ I might just steal her from you~ Her blood smells delicious."

-Subaru blushed and studdered out his tsundere response. and set her down in the other armchair. Ayato looked at her closely, smirking.

"Tch, she isn't flat like Chichinashi, that's for sure. She's at least a C."

-Reiji walked out of the shadows, looking annoyed because of another unannounced guest, but he perked up when he realized she was of angel blood.

"Although she is trespassing, I suppose we can keep her, but she will be on thin ice."

Bella soon learns that these are The Sakamaki Brothers. When she does, she knows better than to run for it quickly. She's buying her time, when she sees the right moment, she will escape.

She makes friends with Yui, who becomes like a little sister to her, she always directs the boys away from her when she can. However, she may start falling for the six vampires in the process, and they might start falling for her.

🤍🥀

#diabolik lovers headcanons #my ocs #oc #diabolik lovers #diabolik brothers #sakamaki brothers #diaboys #reiji sakamaki #kanato sakamaki #subaru sakamaki #shu sakamaki #laito sakamaki #ayato sakamaki #Bella Wayland

[carehounds]

Hey, can I ask what your process was for that valentine's animation with cardinal and blue? I keep coming back to it it's really nice

Oh yeah ofc! that makes me glad uaaua Although. Im not at all in any way an experienced animator i dont animate often so my workflow may differ and change due time! none of it is has a rigid structure and i usually just do whatever feels right. I also would love to show you what i did for the valentines animation, but the file is very disorganized and slow on my end </3 so ill be using diffrent clips from in the meantime.

to start off ! keep in mind that i use Clip Studio Paint, which has a diffrent workspace from other programs and I only use 5-8 frames per second on an animation canvas with extra space. its just so i can write notes or extra details id like to add whenever im animating! keeps my brain less messy while working. heres a little visual :^) (literally just my normal workspace witb the timeline and autoaction that i can just hide wenevar i wnt)

the actual process can be summed up to Keyframe > secondary action > "inbetweens" or just little adjustments which is just duplicating still frames and moving and transforming some parts to add a little bit of bounce, > lineart and color.

I dont neccesarily follow that step by step though ! i usually just do frame by frame while going back to fix little errors I may have missed. I also tend to animate other parts of the body first (arms heads eyes) instead of drawing the entire thing one by one so itll be more digestible, especially for things like hair and face in some cases. those usually have their own dedicated folder depending on how complicated they are. Coloring is a whole nother can of worms but theres a lot of clip studio brushes that make the process easier.

again ! im not at all anywhere experienced in animating. ive only animated a few times in years and alot of what i know is just me relaying information from people more experienced. so definitely having some knowledge beforehand even passively helps alot too! Ive heard some act out scenes before putting it onto paper and i did that too. for the backround painting I dont actually do anything too fancy. all I did is paint each individual parts that i want moving, and moved it slightly around using the keyframe feature to make it look a little lively. Its sorta like a capcut transition feature more than what keyframes traditionally means. I definitely recommend derrek's tutorial on the prgram for a more clearer explanation on it!

and thats about it!!! I listen to music sometimes but other than that my process isnt really that complicated! i really just do watever when it comes to animation and experiment! its a weird learning curve but the payoff is good n swell.

#puppetmail #animation #hope this is readable #</3 #animation is usually a hit or miss for me but itdoes feel nice to make something move! #let me know if u have anything else u want me to touch up on in detail! some of these are a little oversimplified but thats it!.

[toyafreethoughts]

⌨️ᶻᶻᶻ...[Jaxrel] is typing... <3 ↻ᴹᵉˢˢᵃᵍᵉ ˡᵒᵃᵈᵉᵈ ꒰Enjoy Your Life Matchup, Quasar!꒱ 🦋~* Logging Off… @fourtyfourcatss

A/N: Hello again Quasar! Words cannot describe how happy I am that you request an anime I enjoyed for over a while now, Since the fandom is kinda dead there isn’t a lot for me to crunch on but since you sent this hopefully I can also reach more people! Also if anyone wants to send in anything for akudama drive wether it’s requests, matchups, etc, I don’t care I’ll do whatever it takes to feed the dead fandom. Anyways, enjoy this matchup as much as I enjoyed your other matchups you’ve made for me. It’s always good to partner up with you again.

[ ☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆ GENERAL HEADCANONS ]

𓆩♡𓆪 When you guys first met I think you guys instantly clicked, well… maybe not instantly but from what I can tell when I saw Courier he always seems wary of people at first, like he can’t really trust someone fully yet until he sees their true colors which is pretty much accurate of him and also very smart to as he’s an akudama.

𓆩♡𓆪 He appreciates that there’s someone like you, at least your an honest person he knows (besides swindler.) that’s another step he can take around you to know that you aren’t shady like the other akudamas, that you don’t really hide anything to make yourself look suspicious, I feel like you would have to confess to him first because I don’t feel like he’s the type of person to go and confess to you yet, UNLESS he can go first but he’ll be a little hesitant at first but when he confesses to you and you say yes he’ll be a little taken aback at first but also he’s happy but he’s obviously got gonna show it of course.

𓆩♡𓆪 He likes that your blunt, and also smart, it’s definitely what attracted him at first, he’s also glad your at least optimistic, I feel like he lost that hole a while back but with you around he will find that hope again soon, he was a bit annoyed at your pridefulness but later grows into not caring that much, I also read that people think your funny and you are! whenever you joke with him he’s not gonna laugh, no way in hell is he ever gonna laugh but I feel like you made him laugh at some point, mostly like a snort or a grin but he quickly hides it away (out of embarrassment).

[ ☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆ HOW’S THE COUPLE DOING NOW ? ]

𓆩♡𓆪 Your honor they are doing very well, ever since they got together they have been very happy together, seriously though, I feel like since he has you he’s been doing more better, I also believe you would live in his small house (or apartment, there wasent a lot of information of what house he has.) but since you dislike unhygienic things I feel like the house would always stay clean because of you, I mean it’s always been clean but still, I can imagine just courier cooking for the both of you while there’s soft music in the backround, just one of those happy and peaceful times between two lovers.

𓆩♡𓆪 You and Courier would go for walks during the night, somewhere where people aren’t around to freak the actual hell out when they spot a Akudama, He would also like watching you draw, he would always hang them up around the house to admire when he gets back home, he even keeps a drawing with him whenever he goes out, you don’t know though so he hopes you won’t catch him, I feel like Courier would also somewhat take naps, but not a lot like you do, but he’ll indulge with you though if you want him to rest and not stay up and smoke.

[ Round-Ups: Hacker, Hoodlum. ]

[ A TERRIFYING WEAPON THAT CAN MAKE SOMEONE FALL WEAK ]

REASONING: I feel like with your personality and also your hobbies and talents it felt like one of the best options, Since your usually psychically active I feel like it would make the best option.

My other options for you would be… A bow, An Axe, or a Spear.

I should also add this but I feel like you would be in a similar situation to swindler but with a little twist, I feel like you were in some situation that didn’t even associate with you but they still made you a Akudama anyways.

— Hacker; You guys met before you became a akudama and also before you were couriers partner, he would only interact with you not with the others, he favored you more than the others, he likes spending time with you a lot! wether it be reading or writing or whatever, he was always grateful to be around you, I feel like you guys would listen to music with each other a lot.

— Hoodlum; When he met you he was a bit nervous at first I guess (?) but later on when you get to know each other more he was able to become quickly comfortable with you knowing he can trust you fully, you guys are always seen with each other or also with Brawler, he finds peace with you so much, he’s always with you so you can also protect him LMAO.

— Swindler; Yet another one! I feel like she immediately knew she can trust you, you were so honest with your information and advice, how could she not believe you? You are very trustful in her eyes, she always goes to you for a lot of advice and you always somehow help her so much?! She’s impressed! She’s always taking walks with you while you guys talk about whatever, she respects you so much I also believe she looks up to you so much, your a role model to her.

Songs I was listening to: I’m a controversy (Ado), Show (Ado), Drunk-Dazed (ENHYPEN), Non-breath oblige (Pinocchio-P), What Is Love? (TWICE), CAKE (Itzy), Anti-Romantic (TXT), Cookie (NewJeans), DJANGO (ATEEZ), Mr. Simple (Super Junior), Blood Sweat Tears (BTS), I Want That (GI-DLE), In My Dreams (Red Velvet), FAILURE GIRL (Kairikibear), Last Night Good Night (Livetune), On the Rocks(OSTER project).

[SPOTIFY]

#[❁] albert / jaxrel posts ! #matchups #matchup #akudama drive #akudama drive x reader #akudama drive matchups #akudama drive matchup

[nickeverdeen]

Hi! Here's my info for the matchup exchange! Could I get a matchup for Avatar: The Last Airbender and Legend of Korra please.

Name: Eren

Pronouns: She/Her

Sexuality: Straight

Zodiac Sign: Gemini

MBTI: INFJ

Personality: I'm pretty quiet in social settings but if someone talks to me first, I can keep a conversation going. I will occasionally go up to someone to initial a conversation but not very often. With people that I'm close with, I'm very open and sarcastic. And I make a lot of self-depreciating jokes (even though I have a high self worth).

Likes: Reading, writing, anime, video games, Marvel, and listening to music (stuff like Hamilton, Panic! at the Disco and Offspring).

Dislikes: Spiders (deathly afraid of those), being forgotten when I'm gone, and disappointing those who I care about.

Looks: I'm 164cm (5'4") and have an average build (not too curvy but definitely not straight up and down). I have green eyes that everyone thinks are brown and curly/frizzy dark brown hair that is just below my shoulders.

Extra Info: I'm at university and am majoring in English and Writing. I regularly get distinctions and high distinctions with my assignments and have very high expectations for myself. I want to be a published author and have written several manuscripts.

I hope the rest of your day goes well for you!

Hey, there you go, I hope this is good enough!

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Your Avatar The Last Airbender match is…

Aang

Like it or not he calls you “Eri”

Aang likes to keep up conversations with you no matter the topic

He was pretty lonely so he’d be very glad to talk to you

Sometimes takes your sarcasm in a wrong way as an insult

Please explain it to him

Doesn’t really like it when you make these kind of jokes, it worries him

He’d definetly be curious about what you’re writing and reading

Aang doesn’t understand why you are afraid of spiders

He finds them nice and friendly

(Relate to him with this)

Always makes sure that you feel that you’ll never be forgotten

‘Cause you won’t

He’ll remind you that whatever you do he won’t be ever dissappointed in you

Finally someone who ain’t so much taller than him

It kinda comforts him

Complimenting your personality and appearance 24/7

You’re his comfort person

He trusts you with his troubles and wants you to trust him with yours

Your The Legend of Korra match is…

Bolin

Unlike Aang he calls you by your name

No nicknames from him at this point

Admires and compliments you

Likes your sarcasm and when you’re yourself

He isn’t sure how to react at your self-depreciating jokes

Video games and music? Let’s go

Definetly would try to beat you at video games while music would play in the backround

Bolin is also afraid of spiders so he might as well call Mako to help

Tries to comfort you that you’ll never ever be forgotten or disappointing others

Is by your side no matter what happens

Jokes about how short you are against him

He was indeed at first confused by what color your eyes are

Bolin thinks that you’re super smart and would be here to help woth anything even if he won’t understand the topic

Cuddles are expected at night

Treats you amazingly

He loves you no matter what

Plus after his few heart-breaks he could use some real love in his life

He would try to flirt with you, but it ends up awkwardly

#request #headcanons #matchups #exchange #avatar bolin #avatar aang #the legend of korra #avatar the last airbender #tlok x reader #atla x reader #tlok bolin #tlokbolinxreader #atla aang #atlaaangxreader

[moonlight-yuyu]

Hi Yuyu or Gigi as you prefer!

Excited for the general readings so here my big6 hehe

Sun Virgo

Moon Pisces

Rising Capricorn

Mercury Virgo

Venus Leo

Mars Gemini

Take your time~

And Thank you as alwaysss

Here you go love!🫶 I was acutally shocked when people start calling me yuyu because the yuyu in my @/ is for yunho but I'm good with either yuyu or gigi <3

You’re hardworking and love having a huge know how

You tend to be embarassed easily and you’re really sensntive to your surroundings in general

You don’t like being in the spotlight and like being in the backround

you like presenting yourself as self-controlled, and respondible

you want to come of as goal-oriented and controlled overall

you're generally goals oriented and like focussing on your work

you're productive over all and like working towards your goals

You can be quite protective

You’re capable of learning a lot You can be very impatient at times

you expressing yourself in arts, music and drama

you can be describe as warm and dreamy

When you’re in love you tend tob e very proud and biastful

You’ll be a demanding lover You need to feel special to others

#Astrologigi #moonlight-yuyu #astrology chart reading

[ma-mariarie243]

2023 SUMMARY OF ART!!

The year is almost over, so to celebrate ill show the history of my art throughout this year!!

As you can see, my art has improved a lot hehe

Under the cut will be the full pieces, along with my thoughts on them (this will be long)

JANUARY

my first art of 2023, i really like it. It shows my improvement. During this time, i was learning to draw more anime-like things. I took great inspiration from shizu (or is it shidu?), the main artist for the kagerou project music videos/light novels. This is marry kozakura in her medusa form.

FEBRUARY

my hiyori obsession started rising. Anyway i like this drawing a lot (in a sense that ive improved much). I had a dialogue playing in my head "goodbye hibiya.." while drawing this for some reason (wow i havent said hibiya in a while..). I think about this one often.

MARCH

ENE!!! This pose is from "INTERNET OVERDOSE" by Aiobahn which i had an obsession over at the time. I didint really have a good coloring style during these times but it does feel good to look back at it sometimes. Ene was really my confort character during this time, i ♡ her

APRIL

As you can tell, this isint finnished. This was supposed to be of my oc kokuta and my bestie raine's oc azalea. There have been changes to kokutas design lol (this is also the first time i did side profile.

MAY

this wasnt finished either lol. This is my girl adachi from adachi and shimamura. I really identify with her so i wanted to try drawing her. It never got finished though, and im sad that it didn't

JUNE

haruka!! my boy haruka!!! He is really important to me and i decided to draw him during this time. The hand is surprisingly good?!! I was trying to learn hands during this time. I still used the blur tool wich, i dont think was the best opinion lol

JULY

this is my original character called Undead Angel. I tried to experiment with different color and shading techniques and materials (i used the watercolor brush) I was also expirimenting with undead's design hehe.

AUGUST

this was my kagerou day drawing (aka august 15th). I was using a new drawing program for this one. I drew actor (or takane enomoto) for this drawing hehe. I like how it turned out tbh

SEPTEMBER

for this drawing, i drew marry kozakura again. I also exprimented with another coloring style for this one 😎. I really love how the pose turned out, as that was what i was trying to focus on.

OCTOBER

this was a drawing of one of my friend's deamon slayer oc aijurou. It was a gift for her but i never got to finish it. I was also trying a different shading, highlighting meathod.

NOVEMBER

my crystal p obsession began, so i tried my hand at drawing the illustration of rb but in my style. I really love this one. I really love how len turned out hehe, i was very unsure of how he would turn out.

DECEMBER

My most recent drawing. This is the version without the effects. I love how i drew the backround and i love how i drew len. I like kaito but he looked kind of off to me 😕. The side profile for len brings me joy i love how i drew him so much. Im going to be proud of this one for a while.

#my art #art recap #2023 art summary #vocaloid #kagamine len #art #kaito vocaloid #kagerou project #marry kozakura #hiyori asahina #adachi sakura #original character #takane enomoto #ene enomoto #haruka kokonose #i ♡ my art

[eggs-can-draw]

I’d imagine after the initial reunion in the watching room they don’t have much time to go out and get things before they get moved to jabberwalk, and the parents stick behind(naegamigiri and others) to grab all there things and the things to help jog their memory’s

When they get back to jabber walk the kids are still set taking down and after getting there stuf and taking time to set it up we’re they are staying I think they get together with their respective guardians and try and start jogging memory’s

Now shuichi and naegamigiri r have many many things to show, stuffys, blankets, and photos from all ages they start with more recent to older ones

Pictures like shuichi getting his first car, him solving a case, listening to music, on hikes, younger shuichi riding his bike, makoto and younger him all messy while baking, younger shuichi copying kyoko a serious face, and baby shuichi sleeping on another asleep byakuya sitting in a rocking chair

Then they have a video, it’s shuichi who can’t be older that 5 or 6 and he’s standing on byakuyas feet and in the backround there’s an abba album playing, dancing queen, and with his feet on byakuyas, he is dancing with byakuya moving his own and his feet, and it’s not good, byakuyas doing that and swinging his arms and singing along lightly, while shuichi sings along a bit louder while giggling and smiling, it’s an old video, probably shot on a old cam corder, and byakuyas not completely out of his work clothes, still wearing his now messy dress shirt and pants, like he was rushing home and didn’t want to be anywhere but there badly “teaching” and dancing with his son

Shuichi looks at it like he wants to remmber but also like there is something missing, something isn’t there

Byakuya notices, and can’t take it anymore and abruptly gets ups and walks out

Makoto and kyoko are calling after him but just sit back down and try and give him time but before they can even show the next thing shuichi starts jogging after him

They let them talk

Shuichi find him at the beach sitting on the sand

“I’m sorry for leaving so abruptly.” He try’s to talk stern but it’s not working

“I want to remember, I really want to”

“….”

do you ever just. evaporate. from pure feels

#eggs can answer #g-eetings #shuichi saihara #byakuya togami

[chopinski-official]

Like I promised, Maestro Fryderyk, I have drawn you. I hope you like it, I tired to go for a backround this time (I really dislike drawing backrounds).

https://www.tumblr.com/frycekseuthanasia/731746430542381056/finally-a-chopin-drawing-again-since-his-death

But, anyways, I do also have a question: You see, I am "one of those people" who, when hearing music, see or relate that to colours. And I am curious to know if you are also able to do that?

It’s wonderful! You’re very good a creating an atmosphere, I think. And one in keeping with the more delicate and mysterious aspects of my nature. Not to mention my preference for playing in the dark and, of course, my nocturnes, which would conjure such images as the one you have sent me. I thank you, mon élève, for this lovely gift.

As for seeing colours when hearing or playing music… No more than the average person. Anyone can relate a colour to a sound — say a note is deeper, you will probably imagine a darker colour — but I personally cannot see the colours. I would have to think and consider it before relating a colour to a sound. So no, I’m not capable of that. However, I believe @franzliszt-official could have been, so you might ask him.

#frédéric chopin #frycekseuthanasia

[pauliesshoredom]

~Babe~

Pt.2 of the series

[Buzz from Phantom of the Mall: Eric's Revenge fluff SFW]

POV:1st person

Backround: It's date time! And......I'm stressed

I had anxiety all day about the movie with Buzz. My heart pounding out of my chest when I came in sight of The Chill Factor. Honestly I attempted to avoid it at all costs because I didn't want him to see how fidgety I was. I was too focused on "Is what I have on good enough?" "Do I look ok?" "I mean he never specifically said it was a DATE...maybe I'm overthinking it......"

Around 5:15 I started my way towards the Fountain in the center of the mall. I didn't really find anything I wanted ,but I took so long in one shop I didn't get to see that many of them. This place is just so huge I'm not used to it.

Before I sat by the fountain I did a quick hair check in the nearby bathroom and ate a handful of mints I keep in my bag *upon the occasion* you never know...

I walked up to the fountain and take a seat on the edge of it watching as kids on the other sides would ask there parents for coins to toss in for wishes. They're so funny to watch pout when they don't get their way.

I sat and began looking at my watch every few seconds. Each second ran by slower than the last.....5:21... .....

5:22.......it felt like lava was burning me up with anticipation.....5:23 ....I start to stare off in the distance with my worries and loose track of time. I realize and quickly snap my eyes towards my wrist 5:29.....

Anytime now...maybe he's pranking me or something,but that's just not Buzz....

All of a sudden, I feel an arm wrap around me softly and say with a loving tone "Hey babe,you ready to get outta here?"

My whole body jolts and I almost would have fallen if not for his hold of me.

"Whoa-hey hey its just me,I didnt mean to scare you"

I playfully slap his chest with a grin,

"Dont do that shit Buzz,gave me a heart attack!"

"Haha s-orryyy" he mocked me with a whiny tone.

"ShuUsh"

"Stop being cute and lets go.The next screening is in 30, we should be able to catch it if we go now"

"I've been wanting to see this for forever! I saw it advertised in the papers but I didnt know it was out yet"

We carried on with our conversation out the door.

He opened the car door for me ...I've never seen him this gentle. I mean Buzz has never been the most charming guy to some,but to me he always had this kind demeanor. It seems in an instant he turned from the quirky dork I know to the most charming, considerate, and calm person I've ever seen.

Buzz gets in and he let's me put the radio on where I want it. We cruise and listen to music all the way until we arrive at the theater.

As we head in,Buzz grabs a bunch of popcorn and candies and sodas to gorge on,and take our seats at the back of the screening room.We whisper and tease one another until the movie abruptly begins. We watch and we laugh until our sides hurt we're in tears.

About mid way through I get freezing cold,and chills run all over me. Buzz had been looking at me every few seconds to see if I was enjoying myself and he had noticed even before I did. He quickly grabbed his pinned and patched denim jacket off of the back of his seat and layered it over me like a blanket before I could say anything. I pulled it closer and as I do,a wave of vanilla patchouli and sea breeze engulfs me and my whole body heats up with a flush. It made me feel *safe* and the more comfortable I got the closer I got to him.

He definitely noticed,because I heard him giggle to himself quietly as he moved ever so close to me. I get kind of nervous but I don't back away,I can't.

Despite all my nerves telling me otherwise,I went for it. Yet unsure, I softly layed my head on his shoulder ,particularly expecting him to move me.He actually wraps his arm around my shoulders and pulls me in closer to him as he lays his head on top of mine. We stay like that for a while and then Buzz slowly moves his hand from behind and inches his hand to mine and slightly touches the tips of my fingers to ask permission to hold my hand.Still laying our heads on one another I meet him half way and we softly held one another until we fell asleep. I usually have dreams when I sleep but with him I have a quiet mind and I'm able to completely relax myself . I feel totally at ease and I've never been able to sleep next to someone, so this is foreign to me.

We were woken up by the end credits music. We both nuzzled into one another in resentment of the rude awakening and stretched from being crunched up to one another for a long time.

His nose crinckles and his eyes squint as he says in a yawn "shit-its over?"

"Hm?I guess so.."

He laughs pitifully."Dammit you missed the end,I'm sorry"

"I enjoyed laying with you more than I enjoyed the movie,I think I'd rather have that than anything"

He just stared at me wide eyed for a moment,not sure of what to say or do or even think. Buzz's face went crimson .

I began to panic and think to myself

*Oh shit..Did I come off too strong?*

[To be continued]

Yes I know it was short but it's gonna have parts to it(gotta build some anticipation)😌✨️

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