Cherry Bomb | Billy Hargrove x reader
The reader gives Billy a run for his money
Aka you’re loud and tough and have a cool car and for Billy that means love at first sight. I might have written him too sweet here but idc, this was supposed to just be a short little thing and then it took on a life of its own and here we are. Sorta follows the start of season 2 but then does its own thing lol
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PART TWO
Warnings: mentions of abuse, drinking, f slur/homophobia (thanks neil)
Tags: @smenny @infinitelyforgotten
Billy Hargrove hated this fucking town.
He hadn’t even been at the new house for a full week yet, and he hated it and everything around it. Hawkins was a little shithole, as far as he was concerned, full of hicks who couldn’t tell their left asscheek from their right. And the worst part? It was October, and it didn’t even look cool outside.
God, he wanted to go back to California. At least it was sunny there. At least he had the beach. This place was just gloomy and beige, the townspeople all boring and normal. Nice, conservative families, who dressed in nice, conservative clothes, and drove nice, conservative cars.
That really wasn’t Billy’s scene.
At all.
When he drove to Hawkins High one gray morning, he made sure he made a fucking spectacle of himself. He had managed to toss Max in the car before Neil was awake to start yelling and then tossed her back out in the middle school lot before tearing away again. His stepsister wasn’t about to cramp his style, not when he needed to size up the locals.
He had his stereo blaring a Scorpions casette, he had his favorite denim jacket, and he had half a pack of cigarettes left. His jeans were tight. His hair looked good. And he knew his Camaro was the sexiest car in town.
Because how could it not be? Everybody else drove pickups or ugly sedans. He hasn’t seen or heard a single engine that rivaled his, and that stroked his ego a little bit. At least he could become the king of Hawkins, Indiana while he was stuck there. At least he could get the attention he knew he never got at home.
He could see everyone staring curiously as he pulled into the parking lot. Girls—and guys—were craning their necks to see who was driving this unfamiliar car, and when he got out and grabbed a cigarette to light, he spotted a group of girls who were absolutely swooning. He glanced over them and then looked away again, surveying the rest of the student body while he still had the chance to enjoy the fresh, stinking air. Those girls would be all over him, desperate to use him to get back at their parents. He knew they’d all wanna get with the bad boy from out of town. They’d be good for a quick hookup and then they’d either wander off after their great conquest or he’d get bored and move on to the next one, never giving himself the opportunity to stop and wonder how bad it was for his mental health.
Oh well. It gave him something to do, at least. And he was good with girls, and he liked the attention, never mind that it was hollow and performative and none of them would ever actually care about him. It’s not like he was expecting anybody in this backwater little town to give a shit, anyways.
They were all whispering and giggling, the guys sizing him up. He definitely stood out, with his earring and mullet and denim on denim getup. They were all the picture of small town midwestern America, the fashionable ones all looking perfectly respectable and the less fashionable ones looking fine. There wasn’t much in the way of diversity.
It was boring as shit.
He resisted the urge to stomp out his cigarette in irritation. He also resisted the urge to get back in his car and get the hell out of there. He wanted to be anywhere else at that moment, literally anywhere would be better than—
The sound of an engine pulled him out of his thoughts and he turned towards the street.
He was not expecting what he saw.
Because how could he possibly have expected that?
A bright orange muscle car—shit, was that seriously a cuda??—whipped around the corner, narrowly missing a guy on his bike. The windows were down, Sammy Hagar was blasting, and Billy suddenly felt like he was being challenged. As much as he wanted to appreciate this car, whoever the fuck was driving it was seriously pissing him off just by existing, and when they had the nerve to park right next to him, he wanted to explode.
Who the hell did this guy think he was?
Billy puffed his chest out and straightened his shoulders. He was a fairly broad guy, and he knew how to use that to his advantage. He was ready to start a fight just to prove that he couldn’t be fucked with…but then the driver got out, and all he could do was stare.
What the hell was a girl doing with a car like that?
“Hey.” You said as you climbed out, shoving your aviators up onto your head to look at the new guy. “You parked in my spot. I don’t like that.”
He immediately sneered at you. “Sorry, sweetheart. Didn’t see your name on it.”
“Don’t have to. Everybody knows it’s mine.” You said coldly. Then you paused as you looked him over. He didn’t look too bad…but you knew his type. You had to put him in his place before he got too cocky with you. “You’re new, so I won’t make you move today. Consider it like a welcoming gift.”
His eyebrows shot up in surprise. You were bold. At least there was one interesting person in Hawkins.
“Nice car.” And with that, you turned away, and Billy watched your ass as you went.
———————
You tried not to think too much about the new guy, but that proved difficult when everyone else was talking about him. You were unlucky enough to have a locker close to Vicki’s, and when you approached it before lunch, you found that she, Carol, and Tina were blocking it as they talked.
“—I mean, did you see his ass?” Carol asked in a comically loud whisper.
“I heard his name’s Billy Hargrove,” Vicki said. “He just moved from California.”
Great. At least you knew his name now, for when you inevitably ran into him again. It really wasn’t that you didn’t like him—on the contrary, you were interested. Very interested. You liked his looks. You liked his car. You could guess that you had at least a few common interests. You just didn’t want to deal with him being a complete ass to you, not that it was anything you couldn’t handle, having grown up with three older brothers.
And you also didn’t want to deal with girls like Carol and Vicki and Tina, who did their best to bully you and grew increasingly frustrated when their insults seemed to roll off of you like water off a duck’s back.
“Move,” you grunted at them.
They paused their conversation, looking you up and down with disgusted expressions.
“Oh.” Carol said, wrinkling her nose. “It’s you.”
“It’s me, and this is my locker,” you growled. “Move.”
She did, but not without a loud scoff. “Freak.”
Water off a duck’s back.
You sat alone at lunch, waving at Robin but ultimately deciding to fly solo. All you had was a sandwich, anyways. You were planning on sneaking out for some fresh air if you could, maybe taking a power nap in the car—
“This table have your name on it, too?” A familiar voice sneered.
You looked up to see Billy Hargrove standing there, hands shoved in his jacket pockets, no food in sight.
“It does,” you said, watching as he took that as an invitation to sit down across from you.
You could already feel the girls glaring daggers at you.
“I’m not sure you understand the concept of what I’ve been trying to tell you,” you growled, putting your sandwich down. “This is my spot. Now you’ve taken both my parking space, and my lunch table.”
“Don’t care.” He put his elbows on the table, his chin resting on his hands as he looked at you. “Name’s Billy.”
“I know.”
“You know?”
“Your admirers won’t shut up about you.” You tossed your head in Carol’s direction. “Why don’t you go sit with them?”
“No room,” he shrugged. “Besides, I figured I’d come introduce myself.”
You arched an eyebrow. “Why?”
He sighed and put his hands on the table as he straightened up. “Because nobody else in this stupid fucking town has a car like mine…besides you.”
You wanted to laugh. Not at him, but at how honestly cute he was being. “You like it?”
“Where the hell did you get a Barracuda around here?”
“Guess you underestimated this stupid fucking town, huh?” You grabbed your sandwich again.
Before you could enjoy it, though, Billy had snatched it out of your hands and taken a bite, staring you down. Daring you to do something about it. But you were determined not to react, because you knew his type…and you knew he was trying to get a rise out of you.
You also knew that he didn’t have any food on him and hadn’t tried to get any, and you felt like maybe he could appreciate half a sandwich more than you could.
“Who’d you get it from?” He asked through a mouthful of food.
“It was a gift.”
“Don’t tell me you’re some stuck up rich bitch who just gets cars as presents every year,” he scoffed, seeming genuinely offended.
You rolled your eyes. “No, it was my mother’s.”
His eyes nearly popped out of his skull and you actually did laugh that time.
“No fucking way,” he said. “Women don’t drive cars like that.”
“She did.” You shrugged, using every skill you had ever gained from dealing with your brothers to not jump across the table and strangle him.
At the use of the past tense, you saw him hesitate for a moment. “She dead?”
“No,” you shook your head. “But she can’t drive anymore. The boys all had their own rides by the time she had to quit, and she’d never sell it…so I got it.”
“Big car family, huh?” He asked, almost seeming like he was warming up to you.
“My dad owns the mechanic shop here in town.”
You saw Billy really perk up at that one. “You know, I never did catch your name, sweetheart.”
You offered him a sickly sweet smile as you stood, stepping away from the table and patting him on the shoulder before you left. “Maybe next time, handsome.”
He stared after you as you walked away from him for the second time that day, knowing that not only did he have to talk to you on a regular basis now, but also that he would already do just about anything for you.
—————-
You left school without any further Billy incidents. You half expected him to catch up and try to race you or something, but your drive back home was peaceful—or as peaceful as it could be with the way you drove on Hawkins’ quiet roads—and completely uneventful.
Your family lived in a cozy old house situated right next to the shop, and as you pulled up, you saw that your dad and brothers were working.
“You better not let Mom see the way you drive that thing,” Danny yelled as you approached the garage.
“Don’t let your old man see, either.” Your father grunted, wiping his hands off with a rag before tucking it back into his pocket. “Good day at school?”
“It was fine.” You shrugged, leaning on a car. “There’s a new guy.”
“Family moved in on Cherry Lane,” your second brother, Curt, called from beneath a car as he worked on it. “The mom was in this morning. Said she’s got a daughter and a stepson and a husband named Neil.”
“I met the son,” you said.
“How was he?” Your father asked absentmindedly as he walked to the desk to pull out a logbook and scribble in it.
“An asshole.”
“Language,” he growled out of habit, not bothering to look up.
“A jerk,” you corrected yourself.
“Better.”
You heard the sound of wheels against the cement as Curt pushed himself out from under the car. “We need to have a talk with him?”
“No, I can handle it.” You snorted a laugh. “He drives a Camaro, you know.”
“Damn, really?” Danny asked. “And here I thought the ‘Cuda would always be the nicest car in town…”
“It still is!” You argued.
“Get him to bring it in and we’ll see.”
You rolled your eyes. The concept of Billy fucking Hargrove coming into the shop wasn’t one you felt like visiting quite yet, even though you figured it would be inevitable. If not for service, since he seemed the type to try to do everything on his own, then for parts. You knew the boys—and your dad—would appreciate the Camaro, but you had your doubts about how much they’d appreciate its driver.
“Maybe,” you grumbled, tightening your grip on your backpack strap and heading across the lot towards the house.
“Hey, sweetie,” your mom called as you entered the kitchen through the back door. “How was school?”
“There was a new guy and he took my parking space.” You grumbled, plopping down at the table across from her.
“Did you give him a piece of your mind?” She laughed.
“Sort of.” You paused. “He likes the Cuda.”
“Then he has good taste,” she smiled.
“He said women don’t drive cars like that.” You grumbled.
“Then, unfortunately, he’s a man,” she snorted, leaning back in her chair. “Your father was like that when I met him…’til I finally got him to race me, and I smoked him.”
You grinned. You’d heard this story dozens of times, but it had always been one of your favorites.
“Of course, that was what…fifty nine?” She laughed. “Sure didn’t have the Barracuda back then.”
“So what’s the moral here?” You asked. “I should race him and then when the Camaro can’t keep up he admits he was wrong?”
“Camaro? At least he really does have nice taste. What’s his name?”
“Billy,” you sighed, laying your chin on your arms. “Billy Hargrove.”
———————
The next morning, you were running late. You were never one to show up particularly early, but you had a feeling that if you didn’t make it before Billy showed up, your parking spot was in jeopardy. Sure enough, when you pulled in, the Camaro was already there, and your mood was quickly souring.
“Billy Hargrove, get out of my spot!” You yelled over the sound of Iron Maiden.
“Mornin’ sweetheart,” he smirked, leaning up against his car.
“Move!”
He looked around. “The only other free spot is this one right next to me. Not sure what the point would be.”
Oh, he was definitely just trying to get under your skin.
You let out a loud noise of disgust and pulled into the space anyways. When you got out, slammed the door, and marched away without another word, Billy just watched you go, grinning to himself like a madman. He had been thinking about you all night, and not even in a dirty way--okay yeah, that was involved, too, but not exclusively--and he had actually been eager to head to Hawkins High just because he knew he’d be able to see you.
He’d never felt this way before, and he really wasn’t sure what to do about it besides keep bugging you. He had already asked around and gotten your name—as well as the numbers of about six different girls—and judging by the way the others talked about you, you weren’t all that popular. On the one hand, he could see why; you were loud and liked to give everybody the finger, just like him. On the other hand…well, you were just like him, and as far as he was concerned, that was fun.
He wanted to get to know you better. He wanted to do more than just give you a ride and try to get as handsy as you’d let him. He was curious about you, and he wanted to get you to like him enough to actually have a real conversation.
You spent the next few days trying not to give him too much attention, but he was always there. He always parked in your spot, because apparently, it was his spot now, and your spot was right next to him. He always sat across from you at lunch, and after the third day, you started bringing extra snacks. Not for him, but because you knew he never brought anything for himself and if he had his way he would eat all of your food.
“Why don’t you ever bring your own lunch?” you huffed on day five.
“Didn’t have time to stop at the store this morning,” he shrugged as he tore through a bag of chips you had thrown at him.
“You outta food at home or something?” you asked. You were just glad he was leaving your sandwich alone so you could actually enjoy it for yourself.
“No,” he snarled with a little too much oomph.
You stared at him for a long moment but kept your mouth shut. You could tell you’d somehow hit a nerve, and it seemed that Billy Hargrove, the obnoxious, attention-seeking bad boy, was a little more complex than you had initially thought.
He was silent after that, looking pissed off as he ate. The problem wasn’t that they didn’t have food. Sure, they didn’t have nice three course meals for dinner every night, but they had food. The real problem was that his father called him a pussy anytime he did something as simple as make himself a sandwich, because Neil called that women’s work, and Susan was usually gone for work by the time Billy was getting up for school. And it’s not like Max was gonna make him anything when she hated his fucking guts. So, basically, he was relying on you to give him your scraps at this point, even though he refused to tell you and look like the weakling his father always told him he was.
You spent the rest of the day wondering about it. The tone in his voice when he gave you that no had been angry and defensive, and he was definitely upset about your question for a reason. You figured something had to be going on at home, but you had no idea what that might be, and you weren’t about to push him when he obviously didn’t wanna talk about it.
So you didn’t bring it up again, but you did start bringing more snacks.
As much as Billy annoyed you, you had to admit he brightened your days a little bit. Okay, a lot a bit. You found yourself enjoying the way he shamelessly flirted and all the stupid pet names he gave you, and you started seeking him out for a change. He was a complete dick to everyone else, but with you? With you, he was actually halfway decent. He even carried a textbook for you one time.
You liked it. And, as always, the sneers and glares from Carol and her friends hardly bothered you.
“Slut.” Vicki said as she passed you in the locker room.
“The mirror’s over there, Vick.” you said as you pulled your gym uniform on.
You heard her scoff before someone shoved you forward into your locker. When you turned, you saw Carol standing there with her arms folded over her chest, a nasty smile on her face.
“Okay, what is it this time?” you asked, pulling your shirt down and squaring up with her.
“I just don’t see why he hangs around you.” she said.
“Who?”
“Hargrove,” she hissed. “Duh.”
“You already have a boyfriend, Carol.” you rolled your eyes, sitting down to pull your gym shoes on. Three older brothers and a childhood full of schoolyard fist fights meant that there was nothing Carol could do to scare you...especially because you had gym with her, and you knew she couldn’t pack much of a punch.
“Just stay away from him!” Tina snapped.
“Why?”
“Because he’s ours!”
You glanced up at her. “I don’t exactly control him, you know. He does what he wants.” You stood and turned away, then paused and looked back at them. “And who he wants.”
They stared at you, their jaws dropped in shock. You just shrugged and walked away, heading out of the locker room and up to the gym. Would you regret starting a rumor about yourself? Probably, but it was worth it for the look on their faces. Plus...you wanted them to stay away from Billy. You told yourself it was because they were just annoying and you were saving him the headache, but there was a little bubble of jealousy you kept trying to push back down. You didn’t want them to go after Billy, because over the past week, you had grown so used to him bugging you that you had begun liking him.
And you didn’t want to think about that.
At least you had gym, right? It would be a perfect distraction, and if push came to shove, you could probably find a way to hit Carol with a dodgeball or something. You wouldn’t have to think about Billy Hargrove and whether or not you liked him at all, because for the next hour or so, you had nothing but physical exertion to focus on, and no boys would be around to--
You stopped dead in your tracks.
The boys were inside playing basketball, and unfortunately, it was shirts versus skins…and extra unfortunately, Billy was on the skins team.
And he looked good.
He was absolutely destroying the other team, and when he got the ball from a frustrated Steve Harrington and made a basket, you found yourself biting your lower lip. Billy was glistening with sweat in a way that was so sexy you thought it should be impossible, and for a guy who smoked so much, he seemed totally athletic. At least he could back up that macho man attitude he always put on.
“Oh my god,” someone whispered from behind you.
“He’s totally better than Steve Harrington…”
“He’s hotter, too!”
You glanced back to see most of the girls from your class had all clustered in the doorway, their eyes all glued to Billy. That jealousy rose in your chest a little, and you had to face forward again before you said something else you’d regret.
When you looked at him again, you caught Billy’s gaze, and a blush spread across your cheeks. He gave you a nod and a smirk, and—had his eyes always been that nice? No way, right?—and he actually winked. He winked at you before jogging off to join the rest of the guys at the other end of the court.
The girls erupted in excited whispers as everyone insisted that he had winked at them, but you were too shocked to say anything.
“Ladies,” the PE teacher growled from the sidelines. “We’re outside today. Chop chop.”
You tore yourself away, following the others in a daze. How had this happened? Just a week ago, you had been totally annoyed by this guy, and now, you couldn’t stop thinking about his abs. You didn’t want to stop thinking about his abs.
He didn’t want you to stop thinking about them, either.
When he saw the way you stood there and stared, Billy finally knew for sure that you were into him, and it made him happy. It also made him happy to know that you had seen him beating Harrington, and as all the other guys congratulated him on winning, he was busy running a hand through his hair and thinking about how he could spend more time with you.
At the end of the day, you walked out to the parking lot to find Billy leaning up against your car, a cigarette in his mouth. Your weird mood immediately soured, and you gave him an angry look as you stomped up to him.
“Off my car, Hargrove!” You barked.
“What’s the matter, sweetheart?” He chuckled, puffing smoke in your face. “Afraid I’ll chip the paint?”
“Afraid you’ll get your sweaty hands all over it,” you snapped.
He grinned and leaned down, looking you in the eyes. “Thought you liked me all sweaty. Or was that some other girl eye-fucking me in the gym today?”
“That was definitely Carol,” you rolled your eyes, ignoring the heat spreading across your cheeks. “I was busy watching Steve Harrington.”
Billy’s eyes darkened angrily. “Oh yeah?”
“Yeah. Now move.”
He took a step to the side, just far enough for you to open the door and toss your bag inside. “What’s Harrington got that I don’t?”
“What?” You asked, looking back at him.
“You heard me.” He said bitterly. “What’s that douchebag got going for him?”
“Billy, I was kidding.”
“…oh.” He furrowed his brow. “Yeah.”
“Steve is popular. I don’t really talk to anybody popular besides Carol and her friends, and that’s not exactly by choice.” You climbed into your car and Billy actually closed the door for you before leaning on the open window.
“Why not?” He asked.
You shrugged. “Don’t really get along with them.”
“Don’t you have any friends? You’re always all alone, doll.”
“I like Robin.”
“Who?”
“Yeah, alright. I gotta get home, Hargrove.” You turned the key in the ignition and the barracuda roared to life in a way that had Billy grinning again.
“This is a nice ass car, babe.” He said over the sound of the engine. “She suits ya.”
You had to smile at that. “Thanks, Billy.”
His heart warmed at the sight, and he decided he wanted to see you smile more often.
“You wanna go for a drive, sweetheart?” He asked, still leaning through the window.
“Don’t you usually pick your sister up after school?” You asked as you grabbed your sunglasses and put them on.
“She’s got a skateboard. She’ll just go to the arcade or something.”
You looked at him for a moment. “…alright, fuck it. Where you wanna drive, Hargrove?”
“I was hopin’ you’d lead the way, doll.”
“Then hurry up, because I don’t drive slow.”
You threw the car into reverse and he only had a second to jump back before you were peeling out. With a triumphant yell, Billy jumped into the Camaro and took off after you, tires squealing as he tore out of the parking lot.
You weren’t too bad at first, obeying all the basic things like stop signs and the concept of crosswalks. But as soon as you were on a two line highway outside of town, you opened it up, glancing at your rear view mirror every so often to see Billy grinning behind you as he kept up.
The cars were roaring, the road was empty, and soon, Billy had pulled into the other lane and was riding next to you…and something about it felt so fun and so right to be racing alongside him. 
You led him down the highway a ways before hitting the breaks and turning onto a smaller road and he followed begrudgingly, a little pissed that he didn’t get to race you for real. When he saw your destination, though, his anger dissipated.
The lake was beautiful.
And you were beautiful, too.
He got out of his car to join you as you spread your jacket out on the ground and sat on it. When he sat down next to you, he realized how quiet it was, and for a moment, he just took it in. He wasn’t used to quiet. He wasn’t used to peace.
“I like to come out here this time of year,” you explained, looking at the water. “It gets busy sometimes when the weather is nicer, but come fall, there’s usually nobody around.”
“It’s nice,” Billy commented.
“You know, you almost kept up with me back there,” you teased, nodding towards the cars.
He scoffed. “I was going easy on you, baby.”
You wrinkled your nose. “Why do you call me that?”
“Call you what?”
“All these pet names. What’s the deal?”
“You don’t like em?” He asked, looking down at you as he leaned back on his hands.
“…I didn’t say that.”
His signature smirk returned. “They just suit you is all. ‘Specially Princess.”
“What?” You smacked his shoulder playfully. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
He just laughed. “It just fits. You’re a princess with a pony car.”
“Muscle car.”
“Whatever you say.”
And you laughed, and it made him laugh, and you decided it was a nice sound coming from him.
“You’re not too bad, Billy Hargrove,” you said.
To him, that was practically a declaration of love.
“Oh yeah?” He asked, inching closer.
“Why aren’t you a jerk to me?”
The question caught him off guard. “…what?”
“You heard me.” You said, noticing the momentary vulnerability in his eyes. “For the past week I’ve been watching you hit on girls like Carol and tell Harrington to go fuck himself. The worst thing you do to me is eat my lunch and take my parking space. You’re practically a gentleman with me. What gives?”
Billy didn’t know what to say. He didn’t like feeling so exposed, because you were managing to strip away every single barrier he had put up to protect himself over the years. He wanted to clam up or tell you to fuck off, but when he looked down at you, he realized that he wanted to talk to you…and he’d never tell you to fuck off, because he never wanted you to leave.
And he didn’t want you to think he was just an asshole, because he wasn’t.
But he couldn’t possibly spill his guts to you.
“Guess I’m just sweet on you, babe.” He managed to say smoothly.
Your heart fluttered. “…are you?”
His heart fluttered, too. “Might be. What’s a guy gotta do to get a date with the hottest chick in Hawkins?”
You were full on blushing, and he thought that it was downright adorable. That was a sight he was used to—girls blushing because of his sweet talk. Normally, this would be when the clothes started coming off, but he was fine with talking, even though you drove him wild. He wanted to hear your voice, and he wanted to spend time with you, and he didn’t want to scare you off.
Meanwhile, your mind was racing. A date? With this asshole? Sure, you had grown used to him being around, but he was the type of guy to ask a girl out, fuck them, and then dump them again. You really didn’t feel like having your heart broken over some idiot like Billy Hargrove. But then again, you had three older brothers would make him regret ever speaking to you if he pissed you off, and you really did like him…
“Ask me,” you finally said.
He let out a tiny breath he hadn’t realized he was holding and gave you his best panty-dropping smile.
“…wanna go to Tina’s party together?” He asked.
You grinned. Tina would blow a gasket if she saw you walk in with Billy, and you’d pay good money to see how pissed off Carol got.
“I didn’t get an invitation,” you said.
“I did.” He shrugged.
Of course he did.
“Just come as my date, sweet cheeks. Unless you’re scared.”
“Scared?” You scoffed. “Of what? Bad beer and public make out sessions?”
“Didn’t know you were into those,” he smirked, leaning forward.
He was suddenly looming over you, and you couldn’t look away from his beautiful blue eyes and those dark lashes that framed them.
You swallowed hard. “I’m not.”
“No?” He asked, and you could feel his breath on your face.
“…maybe.”
“Maybe?” His smirk grew into a grin. “How ‘bout we find out?”
You wanted to kiss him.
You really, really did.
Fuck. How had this happened? You weren’t supposed to get a crush on the asshole new kid. You were supposed to put him in his place, get him to stop parking in your spot, and then maybe toss him a bag of chips or a cookie once in a while so he didn’t starve at lunch. That was it. So how had you managed to develop such a crush on Billy Hargrove?
You wanted to kiss him. You really did. But…you knew his type, and you didn’t want to become another one of his conquests. You didn’t want him to get in your pants and then move on to easier prey. You were sure he could just look at Vicki or Tina or Carol and they’d be on their knees ready to do anything he asked in a heartbeat, and you were also sure that it would absolutely kill you to watch.
But you really, really wanted to kiss him.
“Babe?” He asked impatiently, snapping his fingers in front of your face. “Eyes on me. C’mon.”
You focused on him again, mentally said fuck it, and grabbed him by the front of his jacket.
His eyes were wide with surprise as you yanked him down roughly. For a moment, he tensed, and his immediate reaction was to wrench himself backwards and out of your grip, because whenever someone came at him fast like that, it ended in bruises and split lips. But then, everything was still for a moment, and he was just staring into your eyes. He wasn’t used to girls initiating things. He wasn’t used to not being in complete control with them. But he found that he kinda liked it, especially when your lips met his in a kiss that felt all too sweet to be coming from someone who had just taken complete control so quickly.
But oh, did he love the feeling, and as you sat there at the edge of the lake, kissing Billy Hargrove, he decided that he never wanted it to end.
——————-
You crushed an empty beer can in your hand and tossed it away. The look on Tina and Carol’s faces had totally been worth showing up with Billy, even if you had lost him not five minutes later when one of the guys from the basketball team grabbed him and said something about a keg. Now, you had just finished your first beer, you were very skeptical of the weird punch bowl in the kitchen, and you were on the hunt for this keg and the idiot who was probably chugging from it.
You walked out into the yard and were immediately greeted by the sight of a crowd and the sound of chanting.
Yep.
This had to be it.
“Billy! Billy! Billy!“ the guys yelled over the sound of Motley Crue.
Yep. You found him.
You watched, mildly jealous that he had so much beer and you had just run out, as he finished the keg, threw his head back, and sprayed some in the air. The guys all erupted in cheers, Tommy H. loudly announcing that Hawkins had a brand new keg king.
A smile played at the edges of your lips. You were...proud, sort of? You knew the boys at Hawkins High took the whole keg king thing very seriously. In fact, before Steve Harrington had come along, your brother Curtis had carried the title, and you had helped Danny drag his drunken ass into the house on more than one late night occasion. Now, apparently, Billy was the new king, and even though his bare chest was covered in spilled beer, you thought the look and title suited him.
You didn’t think the stickiness would, though, and you were immediately reminded of all the showers you’d had to toss your brothers into after parties just like this one.
“Alright, keg king.” you said, pushing your way past a couple boys to stand before Billy. “Let’s go get you cleaned up.”
He was leaning against Tommy heavily, still trying to get his sea legs back. When he looked down at you with a lopsided grin, though, you could see that his eyes were still fairly focused, and when he spoke, he was pretty coherent. At least he could hold his alcohol.
“Hey, sweetheart,” he said, chest still heaving as he caught his breath.
“Hey, Billy.”
“Didja see me?”
“I did.” you laughed at the manic look on his face. “Very impressive, dethroning Harrington like that.”
“Harrington’s been a pussy ever since he started dating Nancy Wheeler,” Tommy sneered.
“That’s not very nice, Tommy.”
“What the hell are you doing here, anyways?” he scoffed. “No way you got invited. Fuck off.”
Ah, there it was. Tommy’s dazzling attitude. He had never liked you, because you had never put up with his bullshit—or Carol’s—and you generally tried to avoid him. Unfortunately, it seemed that he was practically gluing himself to Billy, and you’d been seeing him following the new boy around with the rest of the jocks lately.
“You fuck off,” you snapped at him.
“What the hell did you just say to me?”
“You heard the lady. Fuck off, Tommy,” Billy snarled, giving him a rough shove.
You were pretty sure you heard Carol gasp excitedly somewhere in the crowd.
“Yo, what gives, man?” Tommy asked as he stumbled back. “She’s a total freak. She shouldn’t even be here.”
You watched as Billy’s eyes narrowed, and all you could see in them was rage. He grabbed the front of Tommy’s Halloween costume and yanked him forward, and for a moment, you thought he was going to waste him right there.
“Don’t fucking talk to my girl like that.” Billy growled, knuckles turning white as his grip tightened.
“Your—what?” Tommy tried to glance at you but Billy grabbed his chin and held him in place.
“Understood?” He demanded.
“Y-yeah man,” Tommy stammered quickly, nodding his head.
“Good.” Billy let him go with another shove before turning to you. Then, as if to illustrate his point, he took your face in his hands and pulled you in for a hot, wild kiss that left your head spinning.
You could practically hear the shock on Carol, Tina, and Vicki’s faces.
“You were saying?” Billy asked casually, letting you go again.
You cleared your throat and steadied yourself again, taking in a breath to replace the one Billy had stolen.
“I was saying you’re covered in beer and you’re going to get sticky unless you wash it off,” you said, ignoring the stares everyone was now giving you. “Come on. You might even get to kick someone out of the bathroom mid-fuck if you’re lucky.”
He grinned at that and was immediately at your side, arm draped over your shoulders as he steered you towards the door. He was enjoying the party, you could tell; he loved all the attention he was getting, and he loved the free booze, even if it was shitty. He had already been crowned keg king, and the girls were all making bedroom eyes at him while their boyfriends tried to act tough enough to hang with him. But instead of paying attention to any of that, he was holding your hand like a lost kid at the fair, following you through the crowd obediently.
You spotted Nancy Wheeler drinking the questionable punch, and Steve Harrington looking distraught. Whether it was about her or the fact that he was quickly losing his seat as the most popular guy at Hawkins High, you didn’t know, but you tried to offer Nancy a concerned glance and received a confused look from Steve instead.
“Hey, don’t pay attention to him,” Billy grunted said you led him out of the kitchen. “Fuck that guy.”
“Alright, Billy. Whatever you say.”
“I mean—don’t fuck him,” he growled. “I’d kill him if he touched you.”
“How sweet.”
You could tell the massive amount of beer he has just consumed was starting to hit him when you glanced back to see a lazy smile on his face.
“Y’think so?” He asked.
“Yes, very sweet.” You stopped in front of the bathroom and banged your fist against the door. When no one answered, you tried the handle, finding it unlocked, and you shoved Billy inside.
“So rough, baby,” he smirked as you pulled the door shut. “If you wanted to get me alone, coulda just asked…”
“Hold still, Hargrove,” you mumbled, pulling one of the perfectly white hand towels off the rack and wetting it in the sink.
He leaned up against the counter in a way that you knew was premeditated, stretching his torso out and giving you the best view of his golden skin as possible. When you turned towards him, you paused for a moment, appreciating the sight before shaking your head and smoothing the towel down his chin and neck.
“Shit!” he hissed, jerking back. “Couldn’t’ve made it warm at least?”
“Come on, you big baby.” you laughed, scrubbing him clean.
“It’s cold.”
“Being cold is better than being covered in beer.”
He huffed indignantly but held still, stewing. He wasn’t used to this. He wasn’t used to someone trying to take care of him. The soft touches, the light laughs whenever he made a particularly grumpy face, the lack of blood and bruises and pain...it was new to him, after so many years of nothing but shouting and pain.
“There.” you said, wiping his chest off. “Better.”
He quirked an eyebrow as he looked down at you. You were standing between his legs, pressed right up against him, but there was no blush creeping across your cheeks as you checked your work.
“Y’know, this is usually the part where the chick is throwing herself at me.” he commented as you stepped away to wring the towel out in the sink.
“Oh yeah?” you asked.
When he didn’t give you another smooth reply, you glanced up at him. He was looking down at you almost thoughtfully, his eyes following your every move as you laid out the wet towel on the counter and turned to look at him properly.
“What’s wrong?” you asked.
He immediately scoffed. “Nothing.”
“Why are you looking at me like that?”
He paused, then reached for you. You let him pull you to stand between his legs again, his hands moving to your waist. Instead of trying to kiss you, though, he spoke, and he asked you the last question you expected him to.
“Why’d he call you a freak?”
You were expecting something more flirtatious, some attempt at getting in your pants because you were together in a bathroom at a Halloween party and Billy was buzzed thanks to becoming keg king. You really didn’t think he cared about why Tommy H. and his clique thought about you, because why should he? Billy was already the coolest guy around, and he’d only been in town for a week. You didn’t really get why he was even into you, besides the fact that he liked your car.
“Why do you care?” you asked stubbornly.
He fixed you with a look that suggested he was just as stubborn as you were. “Tell me.”
“...Fine.” you sighed. “I dunno. They don’t like me because I don’t like any of them, and I’ve had a locker next to Vicki for years, so I’ve been dealing with them just as long.”
And a lot of their parents talked badly about your family even though they needed them to fix up their shitty stupid cars, and you’d been an absolute terror on the playground in elementary school, and your brothers had spent more nights at the sheriff's department than you could count and in a town like Hawkins that meant you were bad news.
“I’ll make them stop.”
“You really don’t need to, Billy.” you said. “I’m fine. And if I really needed help...well, I’ve got three big brothers.”
He snorted angrily, like a bull about to charge. He didn’t like that you were refusing his help. He wanted you to want his help, because he was offering it and he never offered it to anybody. Didn’t you realize how highly he thought of you, that he would stoop so low?
“Fine. Whatever.” he jumped off the counter and eased you back a few steps. “I need another beer.”
And then he was returning to the party, and you were left staring after him, wondering what the hell his deal was.
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“My god, Billy,” you groaned. “Could you at least give me a little help here?”
He just grunted and tried to push you away, which decidedly did not make it any easier to get him out of the car.
“Quit!” you hissed, hauling him into the street and kicking the door shut behind him. “God, how are you so heavy?”
“M’ muscles, baby,” he slurred, his head lolling back as he licked his lips and grinned.
You wrinkled your nose. “You are so fucking drunk.”
“Yyyyeah....”
After he’d stormed out of the bathroom, you’d lost track of him for a while, choosing to wander and stop thinking about him for a while. Apparently, during that time, he’d won at least one other drinking contest, mixed up a bowl of something that was even worse than the weird punch, and by the time you found him again, he was completely sloshed.
Getting him into the Camaro had been decidedly easier than getting him out again was. He’d already puked on the grass at Tina’s once, and you hoped that meant that he had reached the stage where all he needed was a boatload of water and some good sleep.
Unfortunately, you didn’t actually know where on Cherry Lane he lived, and when you’d tried to ask, he had been vehemently against going back home. There were moments of clarity in his drunk eyes, but all you saw in them was absolute terror at the prospect of dropping him off at his place and then figuring out your own way back again.
“‘M not goin’ in there,” he said as you ducked under his arm and half-dragged him up the street towards your house. “He’ll kill me...”
You frowned. “Who?”
“M’old man,” he hiccupped.
Your frown deepened, but before you could try to get anything else out of him, you saw the front door open and you froze.
“What the hell is this?” your oldest brother, Kenny, asked, standing there with his arms folded over his chest and taking up the entire doorway.
“Just shut up and help me get him inside!” you hissed, trying and failing to drag Bill up the steps.
Your brother took in the sight and sighed. “You owe me, kid.”
“Don’t call me kid,” you grumbled as he joined you on Billy’s other side, hoisting him up easily and getting him up to the porch far more quickly than you’d ever be able to on your own.
“Why’d you bring him here?” he asked as you let go of Billy to close and lock the door.
“Because I don’t know which house is his, and he said his dad would kill him,” you said, following as your brother dumped Billy on the couch. He grunted and for a moment you were afraid the movement might make him sick, but he just rolled over, tucked his face up against the cushions, and immediately passed out.
Well, at least he was easy to put to sleep.
“...This that Hargrove guy?”
“Yeah.”
Kenny grabbed a blanket off the back of the couch and threw it over Billy unceremoniously. “Go get him some water. He’ll be fine down here til morning.”
You sent your brother a silent thank you look before running to the kitchen. It wouldn’t be the first time a guy spent the night drunk on that couch after a party, and after seeing Billy in action, you doubted it would be the last.
“He’s the new keg king,” you commented when you came back and set a cup down on the coffee table.
“I thought that Harrington kid was?” your brother raised an eyebrow.
“Not anymore.” you looked at Billy almost fondly. It was a stupid title, keg king, but you were still a little proud of him.
You could tell that Kenny was the tiniest bit impressed, just as you’d hoped he’d be. He’d graduated from Hawkins High five years ago--and then Danny had, and then Curt, and now you were on your way--and he had been one of those guys who would yell and fight and drink more beer than humanly possible at house parties. Now, he was slightly calmer, but all three of your brothers still knew how to throw down. Actually, now that you thought about it, maybe you didn’t mind Billy’s antics and asshole attitude because it felt so familiar.
“Well. He’s lucky you brought him back here, because nobody else’s house is better at making hangover breakfast.” Kenny snorted, heading towards his room. Before he opened the door, however, he paused and fixed you with a glare. “And you better stay the fuck upstairs all night. No funny business.”
You felt your face heating up. “Kenny!”
“Got it?”
“Yeah, I got it.” you grumbled, making for the stairs. “Don’t let him choke on his own puke in his sleep.”
Your brother rolled his eyes. “Goodnight, kiddo.”
“Night, Kenny.”
You trudged up the stairs and managed to take a shower before going to bed. You were fucking exhausted, but at least you were back home, and Billy wasn’t lying in a ditch somewhere. The worn out old couch downstairs wasn’t the comfiest, but it was a perfectly good place to sober up. You just hoped he wouldn’t leave before you got the chance to check on him in the morning and get at least a shitty thank you for dragging his ass all the way there.
When Billy woke in a strange house, on a strange couch, he was more than a little freaked out. He couldn’t see the piles of trash that would indicate he was still at Tina’s, and he definitely wasn’t back at his place, because there was no way Neil wouldn’t have already beaten the tar out of him for sleeping on the couch.
He pushed himself up and immediately felt the familiar nausea and headache of a hangover. He could remember most of the night, right up until he had walked away from you. After that, everything was a blur, and he had no idea who had given him a ride, or if he had even gotten a ride, but he was at least a little glad that he didn’t seem to be covered in vomit or mud or anything that would indicate his night had gone worse than it did.
He downed the cup of water in front of him greedily and then put his face in his hands, rubbing his eyes. He felt like absolute shit, but it could be worse. It could always be worse. Now, he needed to find his keys, and his car, and then a bite to eat, and then he could spend the rest of the weekend making himself scarce in the hopes that Neil wouldn’t catch him.
...Fuck.
Neil.
Billys father would have definitely noticed he hadn’t come home by now, and he wasn’t going to be very friendly when he did. Billy wasn’t getting away without a good beating this time, that was for sure, and the thought made his throat tighten as anxiety rose in his chest. He had to get out of there, wherever there was, before anything happened.
He stood as quickly and as quietly as he could, noticing that his boots were still on. Had he just crawled into some random house and passed out on there couch? He wouldn’t put it past himself, honestly.
“Where do you think you’re going?” a feminine voice asked as he reached for the door.
He froze and turned. There, through the doorway to the kitchen, he could see a middle-aged woman sitting at a table, sipping from a mug as she watched him. Behind her, there was a big guy standing in front of a stove, cooking what smelled like bacon and eggs. At the sound of the woman’s voice, he looked back over his shoulder towards Billy, fixing him with a smirk.
“Glad you didn’t die in your sleep, keg king,” he mocked.
Billy immediately bristled. He didn’t know who this guy was, but he was asking for a fight if he thought he could just--
“Be nice, Danny,” the woman chuckled, taking another drink. “I can’t count the number of calls I used to get from Hopper to come grab you out of the drunk tank.”
The guy rolled his eyes and turned back to the stove. “Yeah, yeah. Whatever.”
The woman looked at Billy again and then gestured to the chair next to her. There was already an empty plate and silverware set out for him and a full glass of orange juice, but he didn’t move. This was way too strange.
“Come sit down, sweetheart.” she said. “You need to eat. Then you can run off.”
He didn’t budge. He didn’t trust this. Nice things like this didn’t happen to Billy Hargrove, and parents didn’t just sit there and not shout when they found out their kids got absolutely shitfaced the night before. He was too hungover to even manage that award-winning smolder he was so good at that always got all the moms going.
“Sit down,” Danny growled, setting a plate full of bacon down on the table.
Billy just raised his lip in a sneer.
Danny rolled his eyes before yelling towards the second floor. “Hey, shitheads! Breakfast!”
Billy heard thumping upstairs, two doors slamming open, and then something that sounded like a shoulder hitting a wall.
“Fuck off, Curt!” you shouted.
“Move, pipsqueak!” a guy yelled.
Billy turned in alarm to see another guy, this one more his age than the one in the kitchen, tearing down the stairs, with you hot on his heels. You were still in your pajamas, but you looked like you were in far better shape than Billy was...and suddenly, he started putting two and two together, and he realized exactly whose house he was in.
“Hey, you’re up!” you smiled at him.
“Outta the way, keg king,” Curt growled, shouldering past him.
“Be nice, Curtis.” your mom said.
“Come on.” you seized Billy’s arm, pulling him towards the table. “You have to eat before Curt gets it all, or else there won’t be anything left.”
Your brother was already chowing down, but he managed to fix you with a glare that you happily returned.
“I should go.” Billy mumbled, trying to pull out of your grip.
He underestimated how strong you were, though, because you just tightened your hold on him and dragged him towards the chair next to your mother. “No way. I didn’t go through all that trouble getting you back here last night for you to just leave without food.”
He made an irritated noise, but when both of your brothers and your mother glared at him, he sat down. There you were, feeding him, just like you did at lunch every day. When your mother smiled at the sight of him reaching forward and taking a piece of bacon--with his fingers, not a fork, something that would have earned him a sharp slap at home--he realized where you got it from.
Your family was way different from his.
“Honey, will you go get Kenny and your father?” Your mother asked, turning towards you. “They’re already out in the shop.”
“But I just sat d--”
“I’ll make sure your brother doesn’t eat all your food.”
“Fine.” you sighed, pushing your chair out and running out the back door.
There was silence for a moment, broken only by the sound of bacon crunching, before one of your brothers spoke up.
“You like my sister, huh?” Curt growled.
“Fuck off,” Billy spat back.
“Ooh,” your brothers laughed, glad to finally get a reaction out of Hawkins’ new keg king. “Pretty boy here does talk.”
Billy shoved another strip of bacon into his mouth and sneered. “Shut the hell up.”
“Boys, don’t antagonize him when he’s not feeling well.” your mother said calmly, looking at her newspaper.
“Not our fault he can’t hold his liquor,” Curt said, leering at him from across the table.
Billy may have been exhausted with a splitting headache, but his temper was still there. He slammed his hands down on the table--your mother picked her mug up just in time to avoid any of her coffee spilling, as if she was very used to doing so--and leaned towards your brother, just about ready to grab him by the shirt and teach him a fucking lesson.
“Boys, no fighting at the table,” a gruff male voice said, and Billy immediately sat down as your father appeared.
Billy was waiting. Waiting for the shouting. Waiting for something along the lines of you fucking pussy, practically begging for table scraps, sitting there like some fucking faggot with no shirt on under your jacket and that stupid pretty boy earring. He was bracing himself for a fist in his face or hair. He was ready to be yanked from his chair and shoved into something. It’s what his old man would have done, so why shouldn’t yours?
You snuck around your dad and took your seat next to Billy, glancing at him. Everyone had noticed the sudden quiet that came the moment your father came in, and your mother gave you a knowing look, as if she recognized something you didn’t.
“I told you not to work before breakfast,” she chastised your father and older brother as they sat down. “Makes the whole kitchen smell like oil and grease.”
“Gotta finish that job for the Wheelers,” your father grunted, scooping a few helpings of scrambled eggs onto his plate. He took a drink and then finally seemed to notice Billy sitting there, looking sullen and hungover, avoiding eye contact as he crunched on bacon. “You the Hargrove boy?”
“Yessir.” Still no eye contact.
He realized too late that he hadn’t even looked up at your father, and once again, Billy was bracing himself.
“Bet you’ve seen better mornings.” Your father chuckled. “I like that Camaro. You bring that here all the way from California?”
You watched as Billy relaxed slightly, and he finally managed to look up at your father. You didn’t understand why he was so tense. He was practically afraid. Yeah, your dad could be stern when he wanted to—he had three sons within a fairly short time frame, of course he had perfected the tough dad routine—but he was never mean.
And then you remembered Billy’s drunken statement from the night before, about how his old man would kill him if he came stumbling home so late and so drunk, and realization dawned on you. At the time, you had thought he wasn’t serious. Tons of people said stuff like that, and they always meant that their parents would be seriously pissed off and they’d be grounded for a month. You were starting to get the feeling that maybe Billy’s dad wasn’t really the grounding type.
“I did, sir.” Billy said, some of that smooth façade crawling back into the picture.
“You take good care of it.” Your dad commented. “Kenny brought it into the garage first thing this morning and we popped the hood. Doesn’t even need a tune up.”
Billy puffed up a little and you had to resist the urge to laugh at him. It was actually cute watching him interact with people in a setting where there were no girls and no Tommy H. tripping over themselves to impress him.
“Thank you, sir.” Billy said.
You noticed how stiff and polite he was, and it bothered you. He said sir like he had to. It was more than just because he was talking to your father. It was as if he was afraid to fuck up, because he was afraid of what might happen if he stepped out of line.
Just like that day at lunch, you found yourself thinking about how there was so much more to Billy Hargrove than pretty eyes and a bad boy persona, and you felt like you were chipping away at the walls he had put up, slowly but surely.
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After he left your house, you didn’t see or hear from Billy for the rest of the weekend.
It worried you a little bit.
Thankfully, you had plenty of work to do, and your dad saw to it that you spent most of Saturday and Sunday helping in the shop. Less than thankfully, however, that meant dealing with an onslaught of questions from your brothers, all of whom had plenty to say about Billy Hargrove and why he’d better keep his mitts off their baby sister.
You could tell they actually liked him, though. By the end of breakfast, they’d actually almost been getting along, even Curtis. You knew it meant that you would be able to bring Billy over more often, and you hoped that he would actually accept the invitation now that he had gotten some free food and realized that they weren’t all going to beat the shit out of him.
On Monday, he wasn’t in your parking space, and that worried you a little more. You left it open for him, seeing as it had become his space, and tried to wait around...but when he still hadn’t shown up by the first bell, you gave up and went to class.
He finally appeared at lunch, leaning up against your locker in that way that made him look extra gorgeous. You had to admit, the guy knew how to work his angles, even in the shitty fluorescent lighting of the hallway.
“Hey, sweetheart.” he greeted.
“Careful, that’s Vicki’s locker,” you said dryly. “Might get her a little too worked up if you get your cologne all over it.”
He snorted a laugh. “You like it?”
“Your cologne?” you paused and leaned in. “...Yeah, it’s alright.”
“Just alright?” he taunted as you opened your locker.
“Yeah, you heard me.” you shoved your books at his chest for him to hold while you pulled out your lunch, and you saw the way he winced as they hit his ribs. “...Hey, you okay?”
He immediately bristled in that overly defensive way he always did. “I’m fine. You’re always so fucking worried about me, babe. It’s a bad look.”
“Whatever, Billy.” you rolled your eyes.
“What’s for lunch?”
“A sandwich you will not be sampling for me, and a sandwich you will be sampling for you. My mom insisted that I bring you one.”
When he was quiet, you glanced up and saw a strange, faraway look in his eyes. He almost looked emotional. You wanted to ask if he was okay again, but you knew the answer would be even more volatile this time, so you simply took your books from him, shoved them in your locker, and then slammed it shut.
He threw his arm around your shoulders as you walked to the cafeteria, seeming completely at ease and not at all bothered by the fact that absolutely everyone was staring at the two of you. You could see them all whispering, some trying to hide it behind their hands, others not bothering at all and just talking about you at a normal volume.
“Oh my god, are they seriously together?”
“What’s Hargrove want with her?”
“I thought he was into Carol. It’s what she’s been telling everyone.”
“Yo, Hargrove!” one voice called out over the others.
Suddenly, you were faced with Tommy H. and a few of his friends, guys from the basketball team who probably didn’t even know your name. They forced you to come to a halt, blocking the hallway as Tommy looked over your head to talk to Billy.
“We’re gonna scrimmage in the gym. You in?” he asked.
Billy offered him one of those smooth, nonchalant smiles. “Nah. Got plans.”
Tommy’s eyes slid down to you. “...Seriously, Billy?”
“I said I got plans,” Billy growled. “You got a problem with that?”
Tommy suddenly smirked. “Oh, I see. Not really my type, but let us know how it is, yeah?”
The rest of the guys chuckled, and you suddenly got the feeling that you were the butt of a joke. When you looked up at Billy, you saw that he was laughing along with them, in that fake way he always did with people at school. People he didn’t actually give a shit about.
People who weren’t you.
“Come on,” he muttered, nudging you around Tommy and urging you to walk forward.
“Do they really think we’re about to go fuck in your car?” You asked bluntly, glaring up at him. “And you didn’t correct them?”
“What d’you want me to say?” He asked angrily as he glanced down at you. “Just leave it, doll.”
“I don’t want to,” you grumbled, leaning into his side anyways. “I shoulda punched him…”
You didn’t get a chance to see the fond look Billy cast your way. Even though you were tucked right up against his bruised ribs, he loved having you there next to him, and he never wanted to let you go. He didn’t care what dickheads like Tommy H said, he was into you for more than just sex, though judging by that kiss by the lake, you’d probably be great in the sack. No, Billy legitimately enjoyed the time he was spending with you, even though he didn’t really know how to show it.
When you sat down for lunch and he still hadn’t brought up Friday night or the morning that followed it, you decided that you would have to be the one to breach the subject.
“My parents like you, y’know,” you said.
He raised a brow as he bit into the sandwich you’d brought for him. “They tell you that themselves?”
“Yes, actually.”
“Your family’s weird as hell.” He said bluntly, not caring how rude it sounded.
“What makes you say that?” You asked.
“Uh, they seriously don’t have a problem with drunk guys like me crashing on their couch?” He scoffed. “My—most parents would lose their fucking minds.”
“They kind of just…would rather somebody not end up on the side of the road somewhere,” you shrugged. “My brothers partied a lot when they were in school. Actually, our whole family has kind of a…reputation.”
“What kind?”
“The kind where everybody else’s parents talk shit, but they can’t be too mean to our faces because they need their cars fixed.”
“It’s a good thing I don’t care about reputation, then.”
You let out a loud laugh. “You? Not care about reputation? That’s rich.”
“What?” He asked, irritated. “I don’t. Not really. In fact, I—you know, I don’t have to explain myself to you.”
“You don’t, but it might be kind of nice if you did,” you pointed out.
He gave you one of those angry snorts, the kind that he always paired with a disgusted grunt in the back of his throat, and it made you smile. At least Billy was back to normal after the weekend, even if that meant he was back to being a dick.
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It was a night a few weeks later that you learned why he was such a dick.
A sound outside your window startled you, and when a second one followed, you decided to check it out. You turned the lamp on your bedside table on and slipped out of bed as quietly as possible, thankful for your carpeted floor and the way it muffled your footsteps. When you reached the window, you saw a familiar face, as Billy Hargrove was clinging to the side of your house.
“Oh my god,” you hissed, opening the window and grabbing a handful of his denim jacket to pull him in. “What the hell are you doing here? It’s fucking midnight or something—are you okay?”
He wasn’t.
He wasn’t okay.
You sat him down on the edge of your bed and he just stared down at the floor. His lip was split. He had a black eye. A nasty bruise was forming on his jaw. He looked like he had just coke from a fight, though you had no idea who he possibly could have been facing when word around school was that he had already beaten the absolute shit out of Steve Harrington.
“Billy, are you okay?” You asked when he didn’t answer.
This time, he gave a slow shake of his head, still refusing to look up at you.
“Hey,” you stepped between his legs and gently took his face in your hands, mindful of the bruises as you tilted his head up to look at you. “What happened?”
“…Neil.” He said. Somehow it was more to himself than to you.
For a moment, you had no idea who he was referring to. You wracked your brain trying to remember if you went to school with anybody named Neil, and you came up empty…until you realized that you had heard the name before, from your brother.
“…a daughter and a stepson and a husband named Neil.”
You suddenly felt sick to your stomach as all the pieces of the puzzle began falling together. Every time he winced when you shoved him too hard. The way he was so nervous at breakfast. His bad attitude. It was all starting to make sense, and you hated it.
“He isn’t here now,” you whispered, pulling Billy’s head to your chest in a hug. “He’s gone. You’re safe with me.”
That broke him. Because he knew he was safe with you. He always had been, from that very first day where you let him eat your sandwich at lunch.
You felt him shudder as a silent sob rolled through his body. You didn’t care if he cried on your pajamas. He needed it.
“Don’t tell,” he mumbled, his voice muffled against you. “Don’t you dare fucking tell anyone about this.”
“I won’t tell,” you murmured as you ran your fingers through his hair. “I promise.”
This time, you heard the sob that wracked him and it broke your heart.
“Wanna spend the night?” You asked.
“…not on that shitty couch.”
“In here. With me.”
He hesitated, then nodded, and a minute later, he was curled around you, breaking down, holding you tightly like you were the teddy bear his father had never let him have as a kid. You could feel the chain around his neck tickling your skin every so often, and it reminded you that it was Billy Hargrove whose chest you were pulled up into.
And nobody else’s.
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