#THIS BECAME A VENT LMAO

[kabutone]

oh another question i like to ask people - specifically other people with ocs - is, if you were an oc, what do you think your creator is like? what kind of oc do you think you are? do they have other ocs and do they know you?

#be cringe. be free #like . for me i think im an oc that was created in like elementary school or early middle school #ive been around the longest and they might not play w me as much anymore but i am secure in my spot #like they will never get rid of me i am permanently here #i think i was originally made to be some anime protag but as they grew up and matured i became the oc thats adapted to every situation #like yknow the ocs that break out of their universe and you just use them for every single thing. that is me #sometimes i do feel like a vent oc tho lmao #i feel like they probably made newer ocs that they play w more now but im never going away

[edns]

"You kill as if it means nothing to you."

Chapter 4 of Cerise Sun has been out on AO3 for a while! My health was too bad to make a proper announcement and it still kind of is but umm. Link will be in reblogs in a bit!

#fe3h #fire emblem three houses #fe3h fanfiction #fe3h fanart #byleth eisner #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #fe3h oc #fe3hoc #blue lions #oc x canon #Not pictured here but this is an oc x canon fic so ya #Sorry for the art being a bit uhh messy this kind of started off as vent art and then I became more hinged as I was drawing it #But it fits this chapter well it is a bit unhinged #Also literally my first posted attempt to draw Byleth LMAO #oc cyrus bartholomew lenz #blood tw

[zeawesomebirdie]

Okay I was only going to vague about my old Zelda wips in the tags but oh my fucking god okay. So the Fronk/Ledo fic. I somehow managed to forget what inspired me to write it in the first place was my (at the time) boyfriend ?????? Hello?????? At least now I'm confident enough in my gore and horror to make it line up with my true nature

#vent post #not actually a vent lmao but thats the tag #like girl???? #how did i get *this* out of *that* relationship #huh #anyway my writing got a lot better once i became single #its easier to write feral stuff now and i love it for me #so when this fic inevitably comes out of dormancy it will be the glorious filth that i always do these days 😌

[deathxproof]

I am here but I am also not here but I’m also here, you know?

#ooc ! (the tags accidentally became a light vent it seems. this is your warning.) #today bc I have stuff to do but also in general. Here but not here. I check in and occasionally work on a draft or something #not only am I generally just busy and tired bc life stuff but the quiet here is also incredibly unmotivating rn not gonna lie #Trying to make it work bc I Do Not like… idk…. complaining? voicing negative? idk it’s my void to yell into I guess #<- is also just generally going through general brain and social anxiety friendship stuff beyond this #ANYWAYS I want my brain to not be this way. Bc I really love this hobby. And I do want to write + have fun with it. I have SO much muse. #But right now the ‘have fun with it’ part is incredibly important yet incredibly hard to achieve. skill issue on my part maybe idk. #So then I will sometimes just outright avoid checking this blog because ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #BUT ALSO I’m here but not just because I have to go downtown to get wrapping paper and some extra gifts today. lmao.

[chocolatespyro]

me knowing i shouldnt post vent art publicly but also going "but what if it looks REALLY good????"

#lmao #v tempted with like 2 i think they genuinely look nice in the sea of kinda meh art ive made recently but like. one is very intense in the- #-feelings department and i feel like it'd be like. really fucking irresponsible of me to show that kinda stuff #im not bottling up emotions i just dont want this shit to be easily publicly available #i say as a vent i made and posted without telling anyone it was a vent became like. my most popular post LMAOOOOOO #yes it was the cabby “do i have a choice” one i was frustrated at the time bcus of the bot apology to cabby #that was also why it wasnt maintagged for a bit until it blew up a little #now you know the backstory behind the making of that yippee

[bonestrouslingbones]

one day im gonna go batshit and share every one of my bone boys playlists. if only i wasnt so scared of somebody analyzing every individual song and comparing each and every connection between separate characters' playlists and then using that to figure out the entire story and the biggest twists instantly

#as if anybody would actually care enough about my story to give more than a glance to any of the playlists lmao. but still #What If Somebody Sees The Deep Lore In Rasputin On Ebony's Playlist #god i really do miss atbb's heyday dont i. when people would theorize about shit and really really engage #instead of just feeling like im the only one who cares about it anymore #definitely not the actual reason i've been posting about The Intricacies here rather than on my other blog haha. surely not #wough this became a vent. who cares this is the blog for Not Deleted Shit #i only started posting this because i listened to some Edge Songs. i should go to bed

[citylighten]

as i outline the next segment of dear diary, i have to say there’s intentionally been less diary entries because eve hasn’t been writing as much 😂 it could also be rooted in the fact she has more people to talk to about her feelings and thoughts than what she did at the beginning of the story.

#it's so crazy to think about how sad and depressed eve was at the beginning. then she became depressed and ANGRY. now she's in #a emotionally good spot lmao #but i felt the need to type this because i'm outlining a segment where after a annoying work situation #eve vents IMMEDIATEDLY to sal about it when home instead of taking her thoughts to paper

[crystalkiseki]

idk people telling me "wait don't hate this character! they get character development" is really fucking annoying to me actually and probably makes me want to hate that character more. "trust the process" and trust the process of me hating their guts for a while so i can learn to love them again, or not, because i don't have to, i can also just hate their guts forever, that works too

#don't tell me how to feel about fictional characters istg lmao #vent #sure this became negative as hell #swearing

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

🎫 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other self shippers!

//No pressure!! but I hope you have a good day today anyway ^v^

AAKSSJHDISSS OKAY IM GONNA ANSWER THIS FINALLY WEEWEIWIWIWIE THANK YOU SO MUCH BY THE WAY 💞💞💞

ok so I had this thought about their physical appearances,, i think i made it obvious enough that i'm a fan of the concept of red being a little bit bulky than usual, combined with his 6'0" stature (all are my HCs) so hes like a really big bear. or.. usaring i don't know JSKSJSDHSK but yes basically that! big boy!! big pookie!!

now, now i started thinking lately what if jaide is somewhat the opposite of what red got? she's shorter and a little chubby, she buys a lot of food when she's outside and brings a lot of snacks when shes on the go and she always has a snack to offer to you if you need it :] he doesn't mind her physique and think its actually SUPER adorable - she's like a bouncy squishy ball of sunshine weeee (we'll expand on that soon)

when they're outside doing pkmn stuff together, i think jaide would beg him for a break time and he would sternly respond no, or like, "later okay?" and she would pout about it. if she saw a vending machine outside she is sure to eye on it like crazy and give him the wet dog eyes like "pookie can i get one 🥺" and he shakes his head and drags her (or even carries her) away from the vending machine and she's uueueueing (rip babygirl)

when they're at home however, or somewhere more private (basically, anywhere where red feels more comfortable) he would do everything to grab her tummy (preferably hugging her behind and latching on her waistline WEEJDHEE) and just. ~enjoy~ her presence and whatever the heck she's talking about since she likes to talk about anything related to pkmn biology aehehue and he's savoring every bit of it :] he love his chatterbox girlfriend frfrfr

and that's it :] THANK YOU FOR THE PASS WAWAWA 💞💞💞💞💞💞‼️‼️‼️

#the reason why i became more open about the whole plumpy topic was mostly because of this tiktok i found about a person who once had an ex #who didnt like her slight chub (but she didnt care) but her current partner would LOVINGLY GRAB HER CHUB and she's like #(gibberish while trying to explain her point but it made sense) I LOVED THAT VIDEO not only was it so funny but super inspiring to me! #i really dont mind about my how i look but lately i keep getting comments about how i need to lose more weight even if. WHERE???? I'M OK? #WHAT ARE YOU SAYING FR 😭 AND I DON'T EVEN CAREEEE #I SWEAR IM NOT VENTING BUT ITS LIKE BRUH LMAO OK #but yeah that's about it! :] #ask to tag (the weight topic mostly!) #~ mail #♥️ appleshipping #🍀 gush post

[chaosdisorganized]

Its been such an emotional day but I was really excited about getting a new doll in the mail today and then my package got delayed and now im very sad and disappointed. Now it's not expected until tomorrow or Friday :((

Give me my green queen.

#also yes i know the bratz doll won the poll but it ended up being out of my budget (under 30$) #harley limestone became the obvious choice after asking my bf which one he liked most lmao #my friend wanted me to get mara but mara can wait even though i also want her really bad #doll talk #vent kinda

[atomic-sludge]

I kinda want to like Lowhunt, like it's a cute ship and all(when done correctly. *ahem.*) but I just get it recommended to me so much as someone who personally doesnt ship it for personal reasons its kind of annoying and puts me off from it even more.

#maybe its something ive done to not properly curate my experience #but i could swear ive seen more for this ship than the CANONICALLY EXPLICITLY GAY WLW SHIP #even in the tag for Luzmity some of the. most popular posts. are more about hunter and willow. than THE FUCKING CANON BI AND LESBIAN COUPLE #incorrect ship names to avoid this popping up in the tags #sorry im an annoying little gay person lmao #not art #text post #vent #bunbon overshares on the internet #and i do follow people who ship it but thats cause i like their other art. #another thing about not shipping something thats 'canon' is that i cant find a lot of good artists that dont draw it #rant in the tags #plus another apology because i really am so annoying also #its like a repeat of my last fandom. where i disagreed with most of the fandom on this one thing #and it became outright uncomfortable for me to interact with canon or the majority of the fandom #and i feel like its gonna happen again if lowhunt becomes canon #yeah theres nothing objectively wrong with it and most people ive seen are pretty good about it #im not gonna pretend like im morally superior for not shipping it or anything #because most of the complaints i have about it are things im guilty of in other ways #i just wish people werent so in-your-face about it yk? #i will probably end up deleting this at some pointttttt #bunbon is a stinky little hypocrite

[diyorgans]

white lady jumpscare but its opening a dating app bc u got a notif and the first thing u see is someone who hurt u

#howls #this happened literally first thing this morning anf i was talking (venting) about her to my friend the night before #also i know the only reason she even knows about that app is bc i told her that was the only one i was using at the time lmao #as soon as i saw it i took a screenie and sent it to my friend and was like this is her. this is that girl that i was so unattracted to i- #became a pillow princess #i was laughing at her profile but seeing her did actually make me really sad #dont rb why would u also #ALSO i didnt block her profile because i actually want her to come across my profile and get sad or angry or feel literally anything

[snekdood]

sometimes i see a post on here that reminds me that so many people on this website are like. fucked up lol

#the weirdest shit is normalized here #infact harmful shit is normalized here a lot of the time #idk about ya'll but like i was always under the impression that 'gossiping' was something everyone was supposed to grow out of #when they became and adult...? #idk where i got this impression growing up but its p dissapoing thats not the reality lmao #ig thats what i get for expecting maturity from my fellow adults #do ppl just like *not* get a gross feeling when they talk about ppl they know who aren't around lol? #i always try to shut down those convos when ppl bring them up bc idk it makes me feel weird and bad and shitty #like i dont wanna shit on someone when they cant defend themselves idk #unless ig its some weird republican but thats a stranger so its kinda different #oh also theres a clear difference i think between gossiping and venting bc venting sometimes requires that person not be around lol #but thats not the same as randomly shitting on someone?

[valleyyofthemoonnn]

bitches will create a sideblog just to post their art n then never post there

(im bitches)

#idk im just looking at my art blog like Damn Bitch You Live Like This ? #i always wonder why my silly little shitpost blog has more followers than my art and its like!! Bitch Post Maybe ?? #ive been having very severe artblock that goes on and off since like . January i think? #ive only made a few ‘finished’ pieces since the start of the year … #and its either gifts for my friends or low effort things i dont feel like posting #other than that its just alll been unfinished sketches / little shitpost drawings #i guess i could post those as well? but im always like. very self conscious abt showing my ‘messy’ art .. idk why #im a perfectionist when it comes to sharing my art online so . i guess that is why i post like once every 6 months #and then contemplate deleting it the very next day lmao #but its just that more lately ive been really struggling to make. anything at all #i just stare at a blank canvas for hours and its killing me #bc i usually use art to unwind and relax .. but its been a very stressful year for me already #its sucked out all my motivation to do Any form of art - but drawing especially….. #WOW this became a vent post fast LMAO #im hoping after im done with school in a few weeks i’ll find the motivation to pump out several drawings a week like i used to #but for now . Stuggling . #rambles of a sad man #<- im sorry i’ll probably never use this vent tag again but it was . Right there

[withinthecoffin]

I wish the bodies mother could go two seconds without saying “who are you talking too?” (I’m literally not talking to anybody)

#I’m not tagging my name lmao #I’m going to scratch myself until I bleed #/srs #I’m just so pissed off #I can’t even fucking sing a song I enjoy without her making me want to kms #she constantly try’s to make me seem like I’m ‘talking to myself’ and going crazy #to the point it became a fucking trigger to be asked that #✧ ꒰ txt. ‧₊ #꒰ rambles ꒱ #tw #cw #tw vent #cw vent

[knightoflove]

“Will you come to (event) on (specific date)”

*thinks for a moment* “idk maybe,,”

“So no?”

No. Maybe!! I said I might! If u catch me on the wrong day where I have absolutely no energy then no, I’m not going. Obviously for special occasions I’ll come and bear with it regardless, but I’m not gonna over expend myself for ur party, Jennifer.

#AND you’re just gonna complain if I show up and don’t do anything and am in a bad mood #AND ur gonna complain if I say yes and then go ‘no actually I don’t think I’d be very pleasant to be around atm’ #I vividly remember going out on the town with my family in Nashville and saying very clearly after hours of walking around #‘hey I’m tired and I’m gonna be grumpy can u guys drop me off at the hotel or smth?’ #and they went ‘no just bear with it!! u just gotta push thru it!! :)’ #and then guess what? I became grumpy and didn’t want ppl to touch me bc I was tired and overstimulated #and my family HATES when I go and say ‘please don’t touch me’ even when I’m not upset #like no I’m not upset I just don’t wanna be touched at the moment #is this a vent? not really #I’m just ranting lmao #trist.txt