#THIS IS A VENT POST

[nothingbutloveforyou]

yea i love being the friend you only have time for when nobody else is available!! i love not getting a text back when i ask if we are even still seeing each other TODAY. yea. i love seeing how everyone else matters more to all of you. i love seeing all of you not give a damn about my feelings!! thank u!!

#this is a vent post

[hacked-by-jake]

Your local duskwood shitposter starts her first group therapy today and I'm so freaking nervous, please wish me luck. :'D

Posting it here because I’m in a hole full of self-pity and that's why I need to mimimi. xD And I'm not ashamed xD

#send help #hbj talks #personal #not dw #<3<3<3<3<3 #this is a vent post #I need a Jake to drive me there and to pick me up afterwards it would make me feel better I think xD

[beelze-the-bubkiss]

God sometimes I feel bad for my mom, cause I can only imagine how terrifying it must be getting a phone call from you child who has a history of paranoia and mental illness, never knowing if this is a 'hey I'm craving **insert food place here** do you wanna order out tonight call/we need milk' call or if it's a 'I'm have a paranoid episode, the walls are watching me and I'm fairly certain there's murderer in the house, tell me the monsters are just in my head mommy' call. I feel bad cause I'm fully aware I swing wildly from a okay to violently unwell every few hours. She tries and I love her for that.

#this is a vent post #personal vent #just venting #vent post #vent #tw vent #mental health #mental illness #paranoid thoughts #paranoia #paranoid delusions

[cinnamon-coffees]

i believed you when you said i was a bad person. i had to question myself once you told me you were a good one.

#vent post #this is a vent post #daddy issues #crying screaming throwing up #lol #lolz #tw vent #like it’s not my fault #anymore #i don’t trust anyone now

[snakegirllovehandles]

It should be illegal to make patients with ADHD search for a pharmacy that has the fucking ADHD medication that they need.

I'm going fucking insane I've called five pharmacies so far and nobody has this stuff. I'm currently on hold with a sixth and I expect to be told that they don't have any either. I have two days of this medication left and I've been using up my reserve supply the entire time since I tried to get it filled two weeks ago last friday.

I just started a new semester of college and I'm going to run out on wednesday and I'm freaking out a little bit. I'm not completely up a creek (I plan to go back to the previous medication that didn't work as well for me that I still have an old supply of) but this is really, really worrying me.

#actually blogging on your blog #this is a vent post

[malachitemischief101]

Why do I feel the need to burn myself out???

Genuienly, I want to study until my mind can't think

Be a "gifted kid"

Be a polyglot

And the worst thing? Im acting on it,

I want every second of my life to be busy while I work out learn something new practice maths

I fucking crave to work myself to death. Why?

#this is a vent post #mathematics #burnt out #gifted kid burnout #thoughts #that being said #i think i need help #i think i may have a problem #uhhhh yeah #i dunno

[shinekocreator]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#this is a vent post #i am screaming #working with kids sucks

[barneysbigstompers]

my back hurts

#this is a vent post #MY BACKKKKK :SOB:

[weird-but-hey]

Ok I just spent the last like three hours balls deep in Alice in wonderland fanfics and um

No offense absolutely I'm glad there's fanfics at all and y'all are amazing for writing but

Is it just me or can't the fandom tag. Like ok I've been reading Alice Kingsleigh/Mirana of Marmoreal and like one Tarrant Hightopp/Ilosovic Stayne

Which obviously isn't the most common ship in the fandom so the pickings are even slimmer

Also is it just me or do y'all write weird

Like most fics are super super short (I'm used to 2 000 to 10 000 one shots??) Or super long and desperately unfinished? And a lot of fics are crossovers? And there's also just no normal fics you'd expect in a fandom, like where's all the love confessions and the pwps and slowburns? Because if they're there they're desperately untagged. Why is so much of it taking place in the real world? So. Many. Questions.

#vent #this is a vent post #sorry if this makes no sense #sorry if this is cringe #sorry im hyperfixating #sorry if I offended anyone that was not my intention #alice in wonderland #alice kingsleigh #mirana of Marmoreal #white queen #tarrant hightopp #ilosovic stayne

[ari-makes]

Hi, I don't normally ask for things, but I am in a difficult time in my life so I just wanted to let you guys know. It's about a friendship I have with someone. We have known each other since we were kids so what they said really broke me. I am trying to recover and since I only found out about 30 minutes ago so I'm still down in the dumps.

#this is a vent post #sorry cc. I don't know what i did but #u know who u are

[nothingbutloveforyou]

while i love this blog it also makes me realize sometimes that all of the things i write about are things i really want, but don’t have. it’s just wishful thinking. it makes me realize how it’s been this way for so long and how it feels like it will be this way for my entire life. *sighs*

#this is a vent post

[hacked-by-jake]

We went from 'no group chats anymore' to 'tumblr live' and I take that personal.

#what happened? #:') #tumblr things #tumblr live #hbj talks #this is a vent post

[beelze-the-bubkiss]

About five days ago I began working at the local grocery. In those five days I've meet some really kind people, and had some great learning experiences. But also in those five days I've discovered that this job is probably the most physically and mentally taxing job I could have taken. Last Saturday my hands began trembling it has only gotten worse and spread to other places and hasn't stopped since. I come home emotional and physically stressed. Due to said stress I've been having issues sleeping. I've small cuts and bruises all over my hands and arms from breaking down boxes and handling everything. I've broken several of my fingers nails one down to my nail bed (I am very proud of my nails because I used to bite my nails off when anxious). I've also become so stressed that some of my worst thoughts have begun to creep in again. Last night at some point I started wondering if it was better just to k*ll myself than to continue.

#this is a vent post #personal vent #just venting #vent post #vent #tw self destruction #tw sui talk #tw sui ideation #tw sui vent

[faolanmoon]

Coming out of my comatose to say FUCK LIGHT IT UP BLUE AND FUCK MY SCHOOL’S INTERACT CLUB FOR HAVING A LIGHT IT UP BLUE PEP RALLY YESTERDAY . It took them 2024 to STOP using the damn puzzle piece and crediting Autism Speaks in their stupid fucking posters.

And yet they still hold PEP RALLIES when trying to show autism acceptance even though all the autistic kids in the building that aren’t in the sped classroom literally NEVER go to the pep rallies . Hey guys didn’t you say that people on the spectrum are SENSITIVE to loud noises like music on max volume aggressively playing in a high school gym? Why the FUCK are y’all doing this? Huh? Ya sure y’all aren’t just trying to gain social brownie points??!?

If you lit it up blue, FUCK YOU because that is something tied to Autism Speaks, a group that is KNOWN for spreading MISINFORMATION about autism among the community.

Also if any other people on the spectrum want to add on to this with their thoughts and experiences with this “Light it up Blue” bullshit please do, one of my friends is cooking up a plan to talk to the principal about how much this doesn’t actually help anyone on the spectrum.

#not a shitpost #this is a vent post #vent post #autism #autism acceptence month #fuck autism speaks #fuck light it up blue #fuck you interact club #my friend is cooking guys he needs testimonies

[ehmuhree]

Violence is happening

In lands I don't live in

And in my land,

I can't protest.

In local news,

A Muslim lady was accused

Of being violent.

All she did was listen to the call to prayer.

"Too loud," she was told.

She wasn't as loud as the one

Who screamed at her

To shut up.

There's people who refuse

To learn the truth

To see their privilege

To be kind.

May God guide.

#free palestine #free gaza #ehmuhree wrote #this is a vent post #but I want to have hope #poets on tumblr #poetry #palestine #they were told to evacuate but where the hell will they go? #so... may God also punish the people behind this senseless murder

[briefcasejuice]

the omfd thing is literally just save daredevil pt2 which fucking sucks because these people need to become normal about the media they consume like i knowww i understandddd that usamerican capitalist culture ensures that you're so entrenched in individualism for the purpose of consumption that when you recognise that you like something you're consuming, and you realise that other people like consuming this thung as well it creates an illusion of community but PLEASE know. community is much more than consumerism and you people rallying around shit like a canceled tv show really shows how even some of you all do not realise how much of a hold capitalism has on you

#this is a vent post