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#THIS JUST MADE ME START BAWLING
hood-ex · 5 months
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The desire to have a No Capes AU where the Titans crew go to a boarding school and sneak out at night to read poetry in a cave...
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rainofthetwilight · 5 months
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have been seeing this going around so i decided to make my own!!
(just a disclaimer i havent rewatched some of the seasons in a while so i did this according to what i remember)
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starlightkun · 3 months
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to YOU it's "washing the dishes" to ME it's a thrilling game of "which sentimental thing that i love and honor by using for its intended purpose of eating/preparing food will my wet hands smash onto the countertop into dozens of irreparable and sharp pieces today"
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nctjpeg · 2 months
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so….. “see myself in a documentary” was an item on my bucket list that i didn’t know i had but can now be crossed off…….
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paying attention to the palestine situation as a U.S. citizen means reconciling what we already knew but seeing it so fucking blatantly presented to us in broad daylight: the U.S. government is so beyond right wing that our "progressives" are just right of center at best, there's a teeny tiny contingent of elected officials who are called "radical" for straying just slightly left of center, our elected officials do not represent the majority of americans (did you know that ⅔ of american citizens support a ceasefire and i can probably count on one hand how many of our officials are even willing to mention it?) and of course that the entire thing is so entrenched in militarization and committing horrible atrocities with zero accountability overseas that 99% of our government has no problem plugging their ears and looking away when an entire culture is being wiped off the map. i'm so fucking tired man
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fear-no-mort · 4 months
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if you were planning on rewatching rick potion #9 because of unmortricken
Do Not Do It
just wait a few more weeks or something
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andragoras-in-vanity · 9 months
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i got a new mug and a face mask today, i am so tired but lets call it self care and not what it is (poor spending habits while unemployed).
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blinkpen · 2 years
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my birthday is coming up but it's been a fraught thing for me for awhile since my 19th birthday was also the day my adoptive dad decided that, because i did not magically grow out of being ‘abnormal’ within a year of reaching legal adulthood, to completely disown me, and pretend we were never family, never met, nothing, to the point he started refusing to acknowledge the fact i even physically exist in a room. i straight up ceased to exist.
he was never the best parent. he wasn’t even a good person. but you know how it is. part of me still always hoped one day he'd apologize, reach out, say something, anything, especially since he still keeps touch with my brother just fine, but no. silence still. this will be the official 10 year mark of this. so yeah. it’s getting to me a little more this time. if i get a little Weird, i apologize in advance. i’ll be okay in the end. it just hurts. it makes me very sad.
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hella1975 · 1 year
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the boys' first commentary on keating's lessons being cameron and neil saying 'that was weird' / 'but different' is getting to me like the entire film is a narrative on the suffocation of heavy academia and how it prioritises certain subjects (medicine, law, business, engineering) while condemning creativity and passion and how institutions are promoting conformity and grades-over-wellbeing teaching methods more and more as you both move up the elitism scale and as time goes on, and how that was okay for these kids and like so many generations before them they were going to let it happen to them, but one teacher was different. one single teacher told them to seize the day and make their lives extraordinary and he made them look directly at the state of things, and for a little while it was beautiful but they're just kids; how could they ever change things? and sure enough it catches up to them and the institution wins because it always does and suddenly the suffocating thought of what neil is so sure his life is going to be is so daunting and terrifying that he cant even face it
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lylia9000 · 9 days
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Sometimes I have the strong urge to post some of my thoughts that make me very emotional, but it's also sometimes so very personal that I'm like... "How many friends and mutuals on here are going to give me a side eye or worry for my mental health if I say this shit?"
ANYWAY, mutuals feel free to jump into my DMs anytime, I love talking to people. I am an extrovert, plz, plz, plz. I am ALWAYS in DIRE need of human interaction, and it will give me SUCH a high to talk to such TALENTED people.
Anyway, original thought below the cut lol
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So last night while I was studying for my exam, I was listening to the Hadestown musical and the song "Epic III ("They Danced...") - Instrumental" comes on... and I just start BAWLING.
For context, this is the song that I did an RP to. A very sweet scene for one of my characters, Monarch, who has suffered quite a bit (like they all do lol) but has come very very far. The scene I had RPed out, because the RP died and I left it behind so I could of course, focus on my studies and what not - is the last one I ever did with him. It was the current largest step to his much-deserved happy ending.
And of course, because I left the RP on that un-strummed string, he'll forever be waiting for a happy ending he will never have in my mind. In my head, he's back at his flower shop, going through the daily motions over and over again, not making any progress towards a brighter future... not that his life right now is horrible - just that he could have had more than that he has now - and been healed from the trauma I inflicted on him.
I always feel bad for ripping away his happy ending, but last night, while I was studying and stressing and this whole week I've been trying to figure out my future - THIS SONG COMES ON AND YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HE SAYS TO ME WHILE I'M FEELING BAD AND MENTALLY APOLOGIZING ABOUT HOW HIS RP TURNED OUT??
"it's alright. i want to give my happy ending to you."
The thing about these damn characters that I've made is that they eventually get so complex and detailed and 3-dimensional that I hardly have control over them anymore. They are whole personalities that will take the wheel of the story themselves and jerk it in whatever direction fits their personality most. I am but their humble writer - they use my physical fingers to make their own stories.
So lemme tell you - I cried so fucking hard lol. This is why I love writing. There are all these little people in my mind, but I swear I'm not that mentally ill. I swear. It's not a dissociative disorder, I promise. I'm just a deeply emotional person with a scarily strong understanding of people's emotions, capability of kindness, cruelty, and empathy, and I'm only a little traumatized myself, I swear :) why else would I be a writer if it's not to make the little people in my head kiss to cure the stress?
BUT I'M FINEEEE, I'M FINEEEEE.
This is how character development and depth is made. I'm sorry to all my non-writers who are just finding this out, but this is just how it happens. Sometimes it takes sweat, sometimes it takes blood, but most of the time it takes tears UwU.
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somelazyassartist · 3 months
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Do you ever learn of a really really good song at the exact worst possible time for you to hear it and you just kinda burst into tears over it and can't stop
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psychopomparia · 4 months
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Drawing The Character is just me going through a massive cycle of "Oh wow this is good" to "waoohhh this is pretty!!!" to "THIS DOES NOT CAPTURE HIS BEAUTY, I NEED TO START OVER AGAIN"
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atlafan · 6 months
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L’shana Tova!
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evcrgardn · 2 years
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them 😭
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stellarree · 1 year
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rosicheeks · 7 months
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😔
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