#THIS VERY DISCIPLINE IS CONTESTED AND ABOUT HOW EVERYTHING INTERSECTS IT'S WORTH NOTHING TO JUST COMMENT HOW THINGS ARE RELATED

[stillfruit]

nothing in uni makes me feel more violent than teachers asking for a paper that’s a summary, a reflection and a challenge of every theme of a course all at the same time in under 1k words

#i hate the faculty of my major i hate them especially this teacher i feel like i get nothing from her ever #while at the same time constantly feeling like whatever i write will never be enough for her and will always be lacking #we have to write a 500 word paper every week read a book discuss it in groups and then on a forum and then do the final essay #and we get no feedback for any of this except for one paper #and in this one paper where we do get feedback it's like you didn't mention antiracism 4/5 #OKAY BUT IT'S LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO MENTION EVERYTHING EXPLICITLY I CANNOT DO IT #YOU ARE NOT GIVING ME THE WORD LIMIT NEEDED FOR A THROROUGH EXPLORATION OF RELEVANT THEMES #THIS VERY DISCIPLINE IS CONTESTED AND ABOUT HOW EVERYTHING INTERSECTS IT'S WORTH NOTHING TO JUST COMMENT HOW THINGS ARE RELATED #development studies could be interesting but bc of things like this i just hate this so much i never feel like anything i do is ever enough #how are the lecturers and professors of every other major in my programme so nice and inviting and motivating and then there's this #like if you study something else or in some other way or just are different you might not care about feedback but i Need it #i cannot do this i'm not capable and i feel like there's no one to help not only bc the teachers are distant and unhelpful #but bc this doesn't really reflect on my grades so it feels like useless complaining #i know an answer would be to Stop and not freak out over single grades lower than 5/5 but i can't let go when it's something like this #where how i get the grade feels so artificial #i shoudl've just went with anthropology the staff is so good #literally had the most workload heavy course there but the teacher gave the best feedback and for everything!!!!!! so it felt Worth it #it's like night and day with an anthro course i'm taking and this development studies one #i said to the professor of my anthro course that i'm afraid i can't make the essay deadline adn he was like don't worry abt it #don't work on it during christmas and email me later on your process and i'll see if i can help istg i was about to cry there on the spot #whereas in this course every time you turn in something late it's minus points and you have to have like a Really Heavy reason for a delay #i can't start my masters next year like this fuck #shit talking