#THIS WAS SO DIFFICULT YO

[flowery-laser-blasts]

Come on girl, come on... this game is for kids 7 and up.

My other fear:

Dr. DRonkken

I HATE HOW THEY DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER ERASING HALF OF RON'S FACE / DRAKKEN'S HEAD LINE

I have to start all over again.

#HOW IS THIS GAME FOR 7 AND UP THIS IS SO DIFFICULT #I HIGHLY UNDERESTIMATED THIS #THE START OF THIS STAGE I WAS LIKE “HA- AS IF” AND THEN THAT FREAKING LAWNMOWER COMES OUTTA NOWHERE #I HATE PROFESSOR DEMENTOR WITH A PASSION BECAUSE OF THIS #ALSO YO!? THIS GAME IS HELLA VIOLENT WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT???? #THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I ACCIDENTALLY KILLED KIM BY CARTWHEELING OFF A MOVING TRAIN IS REGRETABLE AND SAD #kim possible what's the switch

[avoiltaire]

wanshi/pgr - super old lightning/colours practice i did a month ago 😭

#this is like 2 months old #LOL i just never posted it #also im sorry for the long ass break ive been kinda just living my hols life lmao #long overdue for posts ik #APOLOGIES #but ive rererewatched into the spiderverse like 3 times now #n ill be seeing the sequel 2 days later overseas #bro its been so hard #ive been avoiding spoilers #but its really difficult #i havent even seen the trailer cus i wanna go into it like fresh n beta #also i just had a bbq im full as hell #lmfao gotta have to go jog like 5 timez to make up for this #pgr wanshi #pgr #punishing gray raven #my art #also i did this b4 i found like the crispiest render brush ever #so its a lil patchy tho i went over it woth the new brush #yo i cant even go onto any social media like i like 1 miles loml post n now i have barrages of spiderverse spoilers all over all my tls #god bless

[found--family]

they couldn't let cesar and jesse return bc they would've taken one look at dean and cas interacting and known they had it bad for each other

#and sam is just like. oblivious. bc i think that's funnier 😂 #meanwhile dean and cas are pining away for each other like the beautiful dumbasses they are.. #cesar says to cas all easy and patient and knowing: so how long have you been in love with dean? #and cas is surprised and scared and tries to deny it but overcompensates by saying he loves all of humanity #meanwhile jesse is talking to dean like: what do you mean you're not in love with him dude i have eyes. dean: ??!! #cas @ cesar: i love dean bc i love humanity i love them for all their faults and quirks and beauty.. *thinking about freckles + bowlegs* #dean @ jesse: you don't know what you're talkin bout man! jesse: oh so now you're going to get angry and defensive like that isn't #overcompensating and an obvious tell that i speak the truth. dean: yo-.. shutup!! #cas @ cesar: .. humanity really is quite remarkable and so worthy of love when you think about it. and affection. and praise.. #dean @ jesse: --swayze always gets a pass!! jesse: oh so he's on your celebrity exception list? dean: yeh man of course he is. #jesse: mhm. even though he's a guy? dean: ... who HASN'T had gay thoughts!?! #cas @ cesar: humanity should really eat more vegetables and drink less alcohol and sleep more. but this life can be difficult #and habits are hard to change and i will be there to help in any way i can like making coffee just the way humanity secretly likes it.. #dean: *frazzled and exhausted as jesse hands him a beer* --i prefer the classics: Say Anything. When Harry Met Sally. Princess Bride.. #jesse: *nodding along as they chat about chick fliks* cas @ cesar: i help with humanity's laundry. i once found a pair of jeans #in humanity's room with the legs torn off. i thought something awful had happened during a hunt but humanity wouldn't be able to #regrow his legs without my angelic assistance.. unless humanity met another angel.. *white knuckles the chair in possessive jealousy* #dean: *getting teary as he talks about dory's story* sam: *walking in on cas cracking the chair + dean sobbing into his beer #but taking no notice bc his eyes are on the ipad in his hands* so get this-- #destiel #crack #thoughts #😂😂😂😂😂

[tissuegore]

i'm shy so i'm sorry if this comes off as awkward but your reblog tags for my AU blog make my entire world go round like you have no idea how much they mean to me 😭

hEhHeehehHEHEEGEHEHEHE

I'm glad to hear that aaaa.,,, keep going and don't give up ofczz!!

alsoimightmakeafanartofyourausoyeahahahahah

#eddsworld #eddsworld au #ew au #eddsworld last chance au #ew last chance au #ask #tomii replies #sorry if the last sentence was a bit difficult to read shdhdjdhej #wasn't expecting an owner of an au decide to ramble in my ask box #but im glad teehee #keep going yo #i love tordmatt #so ya #yeaah #keep goinggg

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#love that my body decided to incapacitate me the weekend before i have to read 5 different papers for classes #and it would b one thing to just read them but no for 3 of them i have to give detailed interpretation and 1 i have to present on #ive already failed to read one bc i forgot we had to do 2 papers for monday. oops. not that i could have done it anyway. i barely got 1 done #and im on track to fucking up the one due Tomorrow as well #im just fucking tired of reading fucking chemistry driven papers that i dont understand no matter how many times i read them #and everyones like oh itll get easier but no it fucking wont bc i cant fucking read right #its so fucking frustrating. why do i even bother? im so tried #i don't even have the paper im supposed to present on so ill have to do it all tomorrow. cool. great. not that i could do it today anyway #im just. this is gonna b a difficult week #and i misused my whole day by doing extractions bc i scheduled my training a week ago when i thought i would b fine over the weekend #nope. its fucking bullshit. this is y im like. y do i even want to b in academia? #how could i b a prof if i cant read well? its fine to b dyslexic as a math person but im like i have to read so much and so little gets thru #but then what the fuck else am i supposed to do? idk. im just gonna write down something for all these questions and go tf to sleep #ill get up at some horrible time in the morning to finish this. damn the consequences. ill see my therapist tomorrow anyway #and meet with my advisor like 🤪 yo guess what i made zero progress this week #sorry u got stuck with me while im going thru a year of fucking health problems #but whatever cant get rid of me now im already here. here and tired and i wanna go to bed #unrelated

[gingerbreadmonsters]

'buying things with money cannot fix you' well today i bought a hello kitty bowl to eat my dinner out of and it did actually make me feel a lot better. so

#continued apologies for inactivity i am simply trying to learn how to keep myself alive (intl exchange student) #everything in japan is very different to home and significantly more difficult (read: bureaucratic) than it needs to be #so its sucking up all of my brainpower atm i do apologise #i have to get up v early tomorrow and go to the city office to beg them yo register my residence #*to #so please keep me in ur prayers 🙏😭

[aggressiveguitarnoises]

reminder to speak ur mind as soon as u want and can especially if its about smth u wanna change cuz its gonna come out eventually and sure sometimes its better later but sometimes its also better to do it as early as possible

#me cuz im mad at my 15 yo self for choosing to go strictly into digital art after my parents convinced me #LMAO IS IT THE PEOPLE PLEASING TENDECNIES AGAIN FFS #cuz now lool whos dropping physics and computer science that she hesitated to do in thr first place #and is now trying to figure out with the teacher how can i finish learning chemistry p1 book of like 10 full topics in the next like6month #after a full year of doing as i am suddenly switching a levels so i can try and do the samn art restoration and conservation i wanted to do #except i still cant choose if to do digital art or restoration. its just i will lose less if i do chemistry #i would lose much more if I don't do chemistry #already kinda losing since im no gonna also suddenly change to history #AAAAAAA WHY ARE CAREERS SO DIFFICULT! WHY THE HELL DO I GOTTA CHOSE WHAT IM GONNA STUDY FOR AND TRY AND ACHIEVE FOR THE REST IF MY LIFE AT16 #WHAT THE HELL IS THAT! #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #rumaiq rambles #vent #again

[capricioussun]

what is fell papyrus' biggest obstacle in becoming the best version of himself?

His inability to self assess, without a doubt.

This is a problem consistent with all Papyruses imo, but it’s quite possibly the worst/most difficult to deal with for UF Papyrus. He struggles a lot with a personal sense of self, and isn’t really even aware enough to realize that, which causes, as I’m sure you can imagine, a lot of conflict when he‘s influenced by two (or possibly more) contradictory “goals”.

In general, I hc all Papyri as being…impressionable, of their surroundings and the people they care for, and due to…a lot of things that happened in his past/early childhood, UF Papyrus specifically wound up with an overactive sense of responsibility. He feels overly responsible for…like, everything, and constantly assumes the role of “problem solver” any time he comes across a problem he feels could impact him/the people he cares about (which…is most problems).

Aside from obvious reasons why this is unhealthy on its own, it becomes especially counterproductive when partnered with the fact that, despite how “malleable” his personality can be, at his core, there are some traits that are inherent, most of which are…rather “good” or “innocent” things, like his desire for companionship, his compassion for others, the genuine belief in the greater good. While those things can, and are impacted by his surroundings, it’s very difficult to fully and truly uproot or damage them. So in a world like underfell, he has essentially been raised and influenced by ideals that are the polar opposite of things lying at his core.

And that’s only just the first inception layer of complicated for him. The lines only get muddier and muddier as time goes on and his pool of people he cares for grows. Yes, there are tiers, for example, he would choose his brother over Undyne and Undyne over the Dogi, etc if pushed to it, but overall, he becomes influenced by all the people in his life. This causes a considerable amount of internal conflict, since he desperately tries to be…what he thinks he needs to be by everyone else(that he cares about)‘s standards.

So…when left to his own devices, like, for example, on the surface, after everything slowly becomes lower stakes for them, as the people he’s tasked himself with being caretaker/loyal to start “needing” him less, well, it can be a very difficult balancing act for him. Without a solid influence (be it good or bad) in his life, Papyrus struggles to understand what he “needs” to do. What his purpose is. And…I supposed “relapses” into simply looking to be as “useful” as possible in whatever ways he thinks he needs to be.

This is why being ambassador or something similar would be such a double edged sword for him - while it would be good for him to feel important and have a lot to do to keep him busy, it would be all too easy for him to slip into a sort of…unhealthily codependent relationship with his work.

At the end of the day, he always assumes if something in his life isn’t working out the way it should be, it’s somehow some fault of his own, to varying degrees, and if he wants to fix it, he has to fix “himself” in whatever ways this applies. This is a very unhealthy and even dangerous mindset, especially for someone as genuinely kindhearted as Papyrus, as he could so very easily forget about his own health and wellbeing for the sake of others’ (or a cause he’d believe worthy of it).

His lacking self awareness is the biggest roadblock in meeting his own goals, ironically, considering his main goals are…essentially always meeting his own goals. But, as the saying goes, you cannot feed others from an empty basket, and since he also doesn’t ask for help (it’s his responsibility, he can’t burden others with this), he can’t really see or learn how to identify this flaw in his own thinking. It’s one of his biggest fatal flaws, and can lead to even heavily self destructive behaviors in extreme enough circumstances (and unintentionally hurting/“burdening” those he’s trying not to in the process).

#this is something that comes up a LOT in writing him u can ask anyone I’ve talked abt w/ him in depth he is a PROBLEM CHILD when it comes #to character development because it’s such a self perpetuating issue. it’s so deeply ingrained in him it’s not something he can ever truly #get ahead of so to speak. and you can see a milder version of this even in published stuff like Glasses w/ UT Rus. it’s a bitch and a half #it’s SO so difficult for him and he tries so hard but he just…doesn’t ever FULLY get it ya know. it’s just something he needs help w/ tbh #left to his own devices w/o at least *some* support…he wouldn’t do very well #ty for the ask mwuah mwuah #weia-yo #clear sky sunset #underfell papyrus #uf edge #sun spots #papyrus #underfell

[jewishcissiekj]

hebrew is fun except when it's not

#i don't like the gendering of objects but it's not that difficult so I'm fine with learning it #names of numbers are also pretty easy to me #but so much about it sound wrong #זה נחמד פשוט להחליף למקלדת העברית כשאני צריכה tho #but it leaves me with writing halves of posts in gibberish #איןד צקשמד מםאיןמע #zv kt tunr auo scr #one time i was 13 talking to my 15 yo online friends about pronouns in hebrew and they were like #'lol a 13 year old is giving me a lesson in hebrew rn' #and yes i might have gone a bit overboard with my explanations but cmon man #also it's concerning to me how easily biblical references come to me #i think i might just have been raised in a religious Jewish household. #sounds kinda unlikely tho hm #if i talk any more about anything relating to judaism I'll blow up so good night

[moonlite-drabbles]

My only real gripe with Genshin is the inability to follow a specific story. Like, it’s JUST enough for everyone, but not enough to satisfy a particular urge.

Like, I love found family, and there’s plenty to be found! Diluc and Kaeya, the Knights of Favonious and Klee, Lyney, Lynette, Freminet (+ Alrechinno).

But there’s just not. Enough?

Not enough for a continuous story within canon to be obsessed with. It will never quench me in the way a tv show like Arcane will, or a more centrally focused video game like Breath of the Wild or The Witcher will.

And that’s a CRAZY thing to say considering the pure amount of content within Genshin. Genshin is a wide, well built, shallow experience because We Don’t Have Time for That.

Sure, you’ll get your Ragbros content in an event, and maybe next year you’ll get to see Xinqui and Chongyun hang out again. Maybe. But it’s always impersonal, like we’re outside observers.

I suppose we are. Lumine/Aether will never get those moments with the characters. The kind you’d get in a more personal show/game. The kind that you obsess over. And they’ll probably not get those moments being central to The Plot. Maybe they get one, or two if they’re a main character.

Story quests weirdly just CANT scratch this itch either it’s so annoying. But they have their own issues I don’t wanna get into.

#genshin impact #moonlite rabbles #just yapping #complaining #not to complain because people can make what they want #but the more ship-centric focus on most fanfic also makes it difficult to sate this urge too yo #like I wanna FEEL them and I wan my HEART RIPPED due to Plot Stuff #which makes it rough #and I KNOW there’s stuff out there but #it’s so exhausting to find #especially with over tagging #which is another days ramble #as much as I hate to say it Genshin is like Skyrim

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

Hmnnngg Big Anxiety today

Trauma Cunt is working today but I've spoken to managers about my issues and they've said I can go and work in the flat next door instead when she's in. But like. It hasn't been said as a definite "You're working in here today" way? And so far I've only ever worked in one flat? So I'm really nervous about going in bc Uncertainty and also I haven't worked with the other kids before so I don't know their routines. And the app is fucking me over again and not letting me view their support plans

The good news though is four seperate people have complained about The Cunt in a single week, including one going directly to HR so like. Very much holding out hope this asshole is gonna lose her job and potentially her carers liscense

#like to be clear #and i have said this to management too #its not just that i dislike her. #like ive actually been overly polite abt her by explaining ahe specificslly triggers my trauma and so i dont feel comfortable criticising #bc its difficult for me to know when shes actually doing something wrong or if its just my brain going back into hypervigilant defence mode #but. like. she tells the AUTISTIC CHILDREN to shut up bc a movie is on. #she tries to grab stuff away from the kid who specifically becomes violent when agitated by having things taken away #(she literally caused him yo have a violent incident and then ran away while another staff member got injured) #i dont just dislike her. she actively is unfit to be a carer.

[nanamin-nah-nanamine]

Y’all I went to all my classes

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If you wanna see my daily rant it’s in the tags but if any of the subject matter makes you uncomfy then feel free to block those tags :)

#bunny rambles #slight rant tw: #mental health #medication #depression #seasonal depression #yo okay so college has actually been beating me to a pulp??? #like #I thought I had gotten into the grove of things but daylight savings happened and it’s dark asf so #my seasonal depression decided to kick itself into gear and ruin whatever plans I had #I’m also on the spectrum so things changing outside of my control absolutely sends me🤡 #idk I’m just like really frustrated and tired and ugh don’t even get me started on my medication #like I’m in my third year so I should have my shit together but I just don’t and it’s really just rahhhh👹 #and class was particularly difficult today because I couldn’t sit still and the professor was just talking about deeply sad shit and I have #her classes back to back so I’m there for almost 3 hours #in the same🥲fucking🥲room🥲🥲

[vroom-vrooms]

On one hand, it would be so hot if Max won the dutch gp

On the other hand, if would be so fucking hot if Charles won the Dutch gp

#difficult decisions #formula 1 #f1 #formula one #yo last time I called a driver hot or sexy someone got mad at me #so if you’re mad at me now know that I’m not actually attracted to them and even if I was #fuck off #it’s none of your business #charles leclerc #max verstappen #delete later

[sizhui]

JUMPS UP AND DOWN HI HI HI ITS ME THE MOTYA OH EM GEE I have returned to tumblr so glad i found u again >:)<3333

MOTYICAAAAAA YAY I'm so glad we're officially oomfies again!!!! Love you 💖💖💖

#im having a kinda difficult period so im only online sporadically but im trying yo fix that bc i miss everyone

[mizuribbons]

my autistic ass trying not to start infodumping to relatives out of nowhere

#autism #autistic #actually autistic #actually neurodivergent #i'm trying so hard to not talk about sonic to these 60+yo people #it's more difficult than you'd think

[ofgentleresolve]

low key really want to revamp k ( lee ga-ram ) because ever since i put him on here i haven't?? been able to nail his character down/figure out a lot of engaging plots for him....might also just add ballister to this blog too bc i underestimated how many blogs i can juggle and keep a consistent activity on :'D

#that would be truly wonderful ( ooc. ) #don't mind me and my many ooc posts across all my blogs :'D #i've been wanting to be more active on here!! since i feel like i have?? more energy these days?? #( i've been avoiding coffee actually so maybe that's been why :'D ) #hahahaha i'm sorry i thought the renovations were over but apparently not #i guess the thing with ga ram tho....he's so entrenched with the lore and plot of d*evil's judge #it's actually difficult to get him outside of a space more often than not that doesn't involve yo*han #so i might rewrite his plot and his main verse so he's like....free from working with yo*han #give him more reasons to branch out </3 #i just wanna write violent but well meaning guy is that so hard to ask for :'DDDD