#That always felt like a reach to me

[crunchchute]

Sam and Max if they were cool /j

#sam and max #crunchchute art #my art #somehow this shitposty art piece made me emotional while drawing #i miss highschool and my friends and just going on school trips and stuff listening to shitty scene music like botdf #and playing the songs on a phone close to our ears or sharing an earbud on the bus #and being fucking cringy and shit man i wish i experienced more of that #perhaps i wasted my teen years on stress and worrying so im dressing like this now to make up for it #i know you wont see this D and im sorry i was being awful to you sometimes but i liked teasing you as if you were my sibling #i really miss those times. and i know i could always reach out to you but you moved on and im still stuck so i wont. but im thinking about #you from time to time! and the little fun we had back in hs. i really felt like i could be myself when hanging out with you #and i thought about you making this piece. me as max u as sam that would fit lmao #<- hes getting sappy missing the idea of his friends 10 years ago that only exists in memories now because everyone except him grew up

[stardestroyer81]

yo congrats on that P rank :D

⭐ STAR P-RANK SCREEN REAL??? ⭐

Oh my gosh, thank you!!! For context, last night I completed the Noise Update and absolutely refused to take down Pizzahead until I P-Ranked him— it took a little over an hour of nonstop attempts, and I only ended up making it to phase three two or three times, though I'm pleased to announce that I've P-Ranked all bosses as both Peppino and The Noise!

I thought I'd doodle a quick something to go along with the superb P-Rank screen you drew! While I've still yet to conceptualize Star Tower's P-Rank screen (I have a general gist of how it's going to look and I've only drawn complete art for the D-Rank screen), I'm absolutely going to reference facets of your own if I may, especially the star spotlight; that's probably my favorite detail!!! ⭐👾✨

#Mail Time with Star #⭐ Star's Art ⭐ #Star Tower #Pizza Tower #Pizza Tower AU #The Noise #Star Splitscreen #Peppino Spaghetti #Aseprite #Sprite Art #Coolness #Seriously though I can't get over how cool that P-Rank screen is. I deeply appreciate you drawing such a cool piece!!! #Initially I wasn't going to P-Rank Pizzahead at all seeing the third phase includes a particularly distressing sprite #Those who know know. Those who don't... it involves the Doise and I suggest you not go looking for it if you're sensitive like me #But I just felt COMPELLED to go out with a bang once I reached Pizzahead. And besides I could always look away once said sprite comes up #And seeing as I barely made it to the third phase I didn't have to see it repeatedly #I feel like I have it in me to 101% the game as Peppino and Noise though it's going to take a lot of practice #I've yet to match my bestie Pan's gamer panache in P-Ranking every level #But for now? P-Ranking every boss as both characters will do just fine!

[inkblackorchid]

Love how this outtro contains both the biggest slap in the face the show has to offer as well as arguably my favourite shot of all outtros, full stop.

#yugioh 5ds #yusei fudo #aki izayoi #akiza izinski #faithshipping #orchid watches 5ds (again) #anyway guess who deadass forgot that the recap episode was a thing that existed #I do always like seeing Carly but ep 130 is easily a contender for the most forgettable episode in the entire show #also. #the d r e a d as I realised that I've reached the final stretch of the show #like this is it. this is the final outtro. #when I tell you I literally felt my heart sink knowing I'm about to get to the final WRGP duel and the ark cradle arc #and CRY LIKE AN IDIOT OVER THE ENDING AGAIN #I'm in too deep help me #I've said it before but THE GRIP THIS SHOW HAS ON ME AFTER TEN YEARS #anyway so if you're wondering why my rewatch is going at s snail's pace now? #IT'S BECAUSE OF THIS #I'M NOT READY TO CRY DAMN IT #episode 130 #screencaps

[mylifeiscomics]

Part 32 - College AU

Mickey & Rose are on good terms but not that good lol.

#nine x rose #rose tyler #ninth doctor #Shareen #Mickey Smith #fan comic #ninerose #doctor x rose #time petals #college au #clubbing in the 2010s was like... sexy business wear #I had both these outfits in different colours and they were staple for me #I had a peplum top I always wore too that was like zigzag horizontal strips in hot pink and block that I always wore with skinny jeans #I was going to put rose in that but it felt too aggressively 2012 LOL #anyway designing outfits for this comic that are all 2010-2012 has been so fun #thats when I was in college so a lot of it is reaching back into my own wardrobe lol lots of nostalgia

[boyybites]

And while it's 3am and I have no filter and can remember, thank you all for the support you've shown me over the years, I really do appreciate it even if I don't say it often. I keep forgetting that yeah I should thank people for their kind words and support since I'm more or less not just posting into a void or for a little hobby like at the beginning of my whole art thing.

So yeah, thanks so much for all your support and kind words and just general everything, even to the people that like my stuff for years (literally remember you guys from the beginning of this tumblr art blog and I do excited seeing you in my notifs<3)

#ki screams #not art #im still in the mindset of im just posting into a void just for fun #and i was never social online like that #always felt like i was bothering people #even those i considered close friends and assumed if they dont speak to me first they jsut dont wanna talk #need to get out of that and reach out to ppl but damn #its hard

[mueritos]

bestie you often reblog the 'when things are scary' cat are you okay? sending you hugs and some love

ah 😭 im in a much better place rn and definitely surrounded with support and not in the fucking su*c*dal trenches I was last semester, but ive just been thinking a bit this morning and hilariously a lot of the readings im doing for research have been helping me settle in some feelings. i have therapy later today and i would never dump my private life online. just working thru some resentment and realizing that in a lot of ways i'm seen as far too independent and level headed to be asked if i am okay. i'll feel much better after therapy tho, but i have to just sit in these feelings and remind my body im in the present. thanks for checking in tho 😭😭

#muertoresponds #i never want to be where i was last semester #but god is it still traumatizing #just tryna sit in my feelings #ive been misunderstood my entire life #that unfortunately even at my lowest and most suicidal ever people still thought i was....capable.... #when really i was so low because it felt like no one was trying...to reach out... #and i understand theres some responsibility on my end to communicate how bad i was doing but guys..... #i cant even explain how fucking obvious it was. everyone knew. and no one ever asked if i was okay #i am unfortunately the therapist friend who is always giving but can never ever receive the same support #im doing a lot better but man does it sure like. trigger me and make me feel resentful #im not alone its not october or november im not alone im not alone #it is february i have friends and i am not alone i am not alone #sigh

[hecksupremechips]

Minor thing that really irks me is when people treat the femc route in p3 portable as like the lesser story or like it’s a fanfic where nothing that happens in it is the “true” canon like. Bitch. The femc and everything that happens in her version of the story is just as canon as the male protagonist and everything that happens in his story. And there’s literally been so many fucking versions of p3 at this point like the base game, fes, portable, the movies, stage plays, reload, as well as spinoffs and manga and they all do things differently. I don’t see anyone acting like the base game is more canon than, say, reload so why do they do this with portable? Why can’t the (infinitely superior) version with the female protagonist just be respected for five fucking minutes goddamn

#persona #persona 3 #kotone shiomi #its the misogyny yay #but god i am so tired of her game being treated as not actually canon like it literally is #theres multiple canons dipshit there is no true version of this game #and also people saying she doesnt fit the theme or some shit like. she literally does??? and honestly she does it better #like you can really feel the love she brings to the group and how she gives everything life and helps everyone #but also just how it all comes with pain she smiles and befriends everyone but shes always been so deeply alone and she doesnt want anyone #to feel the pain shes felt and so she carries all those burdens on her own and when everyone goes to reach out for her #its too late far too late shed sacrifice herself over and over for these people and theyll never once see her cry #she also you know. actually has good social links and gets to know everyone not just people she wants fuck #so you get to see just infinitely better versions of every character with her she really does bring out the best in them #and another thing in particular with the disrespect of her story is the way shinji living is treated again just like #some kinda fanfic au by someone who didnt wanna cope with their blorbo dying like ughh #shinji surviving is just as canon as him dying there is an entire canon where he gets a happy ending and it is once again #much better than versions where he dies like ive. exhausted myself with explaining it but its just better #so yeah basically out of spite i like acting like kotones story is actually the one true canon #and when people mention stuff that isnt in her story im like ‘huh? what? that didnt happen’ #cuz whos gonna stop me

[sskk-manifesto]

Omg I actually enjoyed this episode quite a bit!!!

#It wasn't... Particularly extraordinary but it still felt almost meeting the season 4 standard #Things are still going super super fast 😭😭 #Like it may be that I'm just... Slow to process info but I seriously feel like I can't keep up with what they say #I can't believe at this point they've basically caught up with the manga 😭😭 #In the next ep they'll reach the moment when *I* caught up with the manga when I read bsd for the first time which is just insane to me. #Like my brain can't conceive it #It's such a shame to think that means we aren't getting another bsd anime season for another five years... My heart cries #Even more since at this point it's probably going to stop right before sskk meet again and it's going to be so frustrating for me #But the Aya / Bram scenes were so cute!!! In them I felt like the pace was actually okay for the first time since forever. #It may be that they weren't very information packed so they kind of flew smoothly but I thought the pace was enjoyable– #and the animation too was pretty good!!! #There's always a black shadow wrapping my heart tight whenever I notice the animation gets better– #because I can't help but mourn what the sskk fight could have been and can't stop the resentment... #But in the end I'm happy if the budget goes to a little girl that's what she deserves :') #In the next episode we're probably going to get a little Atsushi screentime too!!!! #Man I'm so starved for Atsushi screentime every time he appears on screen for 0.06 seconds there's a whole crowd cheering in my head #random rambles

[bylertruther]

kinda cool how in season one eleven escapes the lab thinking she's the monster & in season four eleven escapes the lab again knowing she never was and that none of what happened was ever her fault.

and how in season two she goes on a journey to figure out part of her past and is told by another of the lab's victims that she needs to find strength in pain and anger & in season four we saw that it was her mother calling her by her real, human name and telling her that she loved her that gave her enough strength to overpower evil and banish it from their dimension, not the hurt and rage she felt at her being taken away. and that again, she was able to perform a miracle and bring her friend back to life by thinking of the love she showed her and the way she had always treated her like she was a human being.

she and her story are just really cool, methinks.

#being selflessly loved and treated like a human being what gives characters who have never once been shown that before without having to #give something back in return the strength to fight back and reach their final form is something that can be so personal #like. why am i crying in the club right now #terry called her JANE not a number but a NAME a real HUMAN name and told her she loved her! #and max treated her like a PERSON like a GIRL not a weapon or a superhero and she never asked eleven to do anything for her #she just loved her and treated her like a normal girl like a normal friend #and it was THAT which gave eleven the most strength #eleven who has always had to give in order to get eleven who gets punished whenever she steps outside of the box people put her in #eleven who didn't know that people could LIKE things until season three eleven who had never felt like a girl until season 3 #eleven who finds her strength to release herself from henry's vines when she looks at max and remembers tht she has to fight #for her the same way that max fought for her then bc she loves her she loves her friend so much #eleven who looks at a man who has never been treated like a person and in her last moments thinks of her mother and the fact that #she was loved and she was given a name that she is still a person despite everything that there is still kindness in this world and #THAT is what gives her the strength to save herself and literally unmake him and tear a fucking hole in time and space like. #are you kidding me bro how do u expect me to realize all of that and NOT cry like 😭 #the power of love... and being treated like a human being... to be seen and understood... there is always a light to be found in the dark #i'm . someone sedate me please for the love of god SEDATE ME PUT ME DOWN SHOOT A HORSE TRANQUILIZER AT MY ASS PELA SE

[enjomo-arch]

cleaned up my follower list a little bc it was getting a bit messy. If you're still here and survived the ace finger snap it means I love u and have a good day 🔥

#「002」 𝗢𝗨𝗧 𝗢𝗙 𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗘𝗥 #clean up was needed obv people are welcome to follow me back #But I just felt like unfollowing people who haven't reached out / interacted with me in any sorta way for a month + #I mean obv people who followed me first but there's always second chance to do it < 3 #No rush whatsoever bc I'm lazy and slow myself #Anyhow feels clean man I go back to being bored at work 🙏

[dawntheduckrb]

I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)

I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏

#seriously though I'm sorry for just up and disappearing like that #wanna talk to people and interact with them so bad lately but I just can't bring myself to do it #so the best i can manage is blabbing in the tags like always #i don't know wtf is going on but over the past few days I've just felt like i don't deserve to talk to anyone #tried to reblog posts from mutuals several times but something in my head keeps saying; #'yeah they don't actually care for your input at all and you're being a bother for even trying etc etc' #and i know deep down that's probably not true (i hope) but i can't reason it away you know #and i know the best solution to this is to just talk to someone #let it be known that i *did* make an attempt to #i tried texting someone (and succeeded) but i couldn't keep doing it and I'm back at square one (and now feel worse lmao) #i'm not really putting this here for anybody to see it as much as i am for myself #but i know that (hypothetically) this could be seen by a real human so it still kinda feels like I'm reaching out in a way which feels nice #makes me feel less like I'm shriveling up in my own self imposed solitude #so uh hello person who might be reading the tags (there's six of you guys here now which is crazy cause i post nothing but junk here lol) #((but thanks anyway for following and even more thanks for reading this if you did)) #i'll make my way around all the posts i missed soon enough don't worry #i'm sorry i'm really not meaning to ignore anybody #i have drafted quite a few posts from moots that i couldn't finish leaving comments on but i have seen them #everyone here is super cool and talented as always <3 whether that be through art or writing or just finding neat posts to share #this wall of text is long enough and i'm very eeby so thank you again for reading this #tldr; not dead and i'll be okay eventually :) #not rb #hey look i didn't post a picture of my dog this time (a crime) #i'll make sure to share one the next time i get a good one

[detransraichu]

man i'm such a great lover too is the thing :( not to toot my own tits

#lay text #like tenderness and passion and being cherished THAT'S ALL I WANT TO GIVE A WOMAN #like sex is never just sex for me #idk. i need the right girl thrown my way #idk if i can keep doing sex flings and giving my all and receiving crumbs like. sometimes a butch wants to be cherished too #like maybe i want to be seduced too #i'm always the one complimenting seducing touching saying sweet and dirty things and just Making Things Happen #i'm always the one giving sweet gestures out of nowhere and just trying to make girls feel so special. i try so hard #but i get so little #maybe i should just lower my expectations #i'm still so sad the new girl i liked didn't like me back :( i feel really embarrassed. i reached and held her hand TWICE too!! so cringe!! #and i'm watching my ex live this wonderful perfect romance with a new potential bf and ngl i'm rly jealous i want smtg like that too :( #not with them GOD FORBID THAT WAS HELL #but just with a special girl #i hope i'll find her this year bc i'm getting tired #i've only truly felt desired and cherished by my xmas fling and it ended so bad. i want that feeling again. but better

[itspileofgoodthings]

As someone who isn’t married I like having married friends so much because they absolutely (1000% understandably) are swallowed by their responsibilities and their work and their families in a way that unmarried people don’t where they just disappear for a bit and then they resurface like “life has been CRAZY here are 10 million things that have happened” and tbh it really is very steadying and kind of wonderful for me

#of course like. I’ve had to FIGHT the fierce waves of loneliness that hit when someone who was once on the single side with you #crosses over #when my high school friend got married and I was in her wedding I sobbed at her first dance #Because it was like …. She’d walked through a door through which there was no return #anyway of course it’s hard and it takes work but I love the fullness of their lives and their perspectives #and it’s really precious to me that they still wanna be friends with me even though we have on the surface much less in common #but also. Like if it’s a real friend of course they do? #Or a friend who’s meant to go the distance with you of course they do #Anyway I have felt sadness and sometimes bitterness at the way it can change a dynamic #especially if I knew you before you got married #but I do love having friends who are married and who have to come and go from the richness of their world #me trying to walk the line of calling them too much and at other times presuming they’re always busy #Like. It’s good to reach out. #They’ll tell me if it won’t work out #@ilovevanillatea yes this is largely inspired by you #❤️

[kotaerukoto]

More moments of Makoto weakness... Obviously he doesn't let himself go crazy, but the fact he even thinks this... He's not doing well at all. The reason why Makoto is strong is not because he's immune to feeling despair but because, at the end of the day, he's able to keep going and not give up anyway

#ooc ramblings. #alex rereads danganronpa // #god. damn. how shaky Makoto's mind is after an execution is always jarring to me because of how strong-willed he can be #i think dr3 is VERY bad but it has some tasty moments that I like. nowadays I'm a big fan of Makoto being susceptible to the despair #vid (even if I think the plot point that the remnants were brainwashed into despair was just really bad and took away #a lot of interesting things about their characters and turn to Junko's side that were implied in DR2) #because he's not immune to despair! Makoto's a regular guy who was just too stubborn to ever give up. who wanted to LIVE. who wanted #his friends to live. and he dragged his friends out of the pit that they had gotten stuck in and reignited their wills to keep moving #forward. and he carries all this hurt and despair with him too #the helplessness he felt in the game and the anger he felt towards monokuma and the despair he experienced is forever etched onto his soul #and the video exploited the incredible amount of guilt he feels for having (to him) failed to save the others in class 78. for having lived #where the others died #yet he keeps going and he will always reach his hand out towards others. his kindness was forged and tempered in FLAMES #god i fucking love makoto naegi. my goat

[ijzermansdriesen]

Two years later and on the other side of major depressive disorder, I don't remember ever crying for maandag 11:03 like I did today.

#like don't get ne wrong I've cried a lot like A LOT watching Sobbe.. an insane unhealthy amount even #over the littlest of things but #not over maandag 11:03 as far as I can remember #Sander breaking down.. his broken cries in Robbe's arms and I couldn't hold my tears anymore #somehow I relate to Sander much more much much more than I went on the hiatus and it's funny because I already related to Sander more #than Robbe before as well #I just felt what he must feel on a very deep and personal level... to think he can never be loved or be treated normally again to always #feel like a victim of his illness a shadow that's lurking always and can anytime overshadow what little happiness or normalcy he tries to #reach and then have someone to tell you it's okay I'm here you're safe you're good we can and we will get through this together ... #to feel anchored and not like you'd fly off any time to have the stability of a loving caring person even through the worst of times when #you hate yourself #oooffff #a crying mess it made me #the way Sander trying to be strong otherwise but breaks down as soon as he realises Robbe really loves him he's really staying ... #not the cruelty it's the tenderness that makes you break down #just how horrible Britt must have been to him nobody deserves that shit #wtfock #don't know if I want to tag this but I'm keeping travk of my posts this way so anyway tag is bereft of people of sorts

[hollowflight-propaganda]

Me: has my sixth sudden crying spell of the week

Also me: "yeah but I'm probably not ACTUALLY depressed"

#gonna be honest boys. I have been feeling like dogshit #started with me having a good ol' existential spiral at 4 am a week ago and now I don't even know what's bothering me #and then there's all of the bad stuff going on making me anxious for myself and everybody on top of everything #all the abhorrent transphobia has been making me feel worried for the future #(as if the passing of time doesn't already horribly scare me but I digress) #idk man. I already feel like I'm unequipped for the future because I've realized I never thought I'd still be alive right now #majority of my childhood was filled with adults preaching at me to think about where I'd be going in the afterlife so I did just that #that plus they were the type to believe that the rapture is soon cause “the signs are all coming true” #so I always thought that either that would happen or I'd die before now #well. I'm still here and I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. #and I'm lonely. really fucking lonely and I'm going mad cause of it #never had actual friends besides the kids I was with at my old private school. now they're all raging conservatives who mock minorities #I was able to get away but moving on isn't as easy as I hoped #it'd be so much easier to betray all my beliefs and act ignorant again so I can have my friends back #but of course I can't do that. I can't throw out who I am and all of the wonderful people I know who would be “sinful” in their eyes #idk man. I think I've finally reached the breakdown I've been feeling coming for the past two years #fuck. sorry for this trauma dump of a post. I've just felt numb for months and now everything's catching up to me #needed to yell about it I guess #vent #phoenix prattles