#That closing off mistrusting aggressive bullshit... You only end up alone

[mischievouspoltergeist]

#L #But you won't stay by my side in bad times the way I do you #Even when I don't like you if you needed something I'd be there #I love you much #And I care deeply #And it's one of my best qualities but damn it gets me hurt #I should sleep #But I know I'll dream again #I know what she'll say and I know the spirit will come #I don't believe in God so much. A higher being maybe. But I pray to whoever to help her heal #I just want her to be happy and healthy #If that's not with me then it's not with me #But I wish her recovery and love and health #And have nothing but hope that she'll be okay and have a good future #I don't want her to do what so many of my family have done #That closing off mistrusting aggressive bullshit... You only end up alone #I've seen it so many times #And I know I don't want to be there so I've worked on it. It wasn't easy but God I don't want to end up entirely alone