#The Great Gaytsby Speaks

[d-tyler]

I miss the comfort of my bed at home. The safety of it and the support of my family. But here I am, in a different bed, waiting until Friday when I’ll be back in the safety of my home.

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[d-tyler]

I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday, even though we haven’t talked in months I hope you have a wonderful day, on the off chance that you see this. 

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[d-tyler]

Confession:

One of the few things many people don't know. Up until 2 years ago I would pray every night that God would make me straight. It was one of the things I was most ashamed of. I sometimes I do pray that I will somehow miraculously turn straight because this is the first time in 4.5 years that I haven't been in a relationship. I have no idea how to talk to guys and when I do and meet up with them I think it goes well but it apparently doesn't. I have no idea why I am posting this here but I needed to put it somewhere besides my journal

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[d-tyler]

My First Week of College:

As a transfer I was super nervous about being at Appalachian State, even though I only live one and a half hours away it was still met with uncertainty if whether or not I would enjoy it here. In this one week I have changed my major, I have dropped 4 classes and added 4 new ones. I have gone to bed at reasonable times, woken up on time, and I haven’t been as homesick as I thought I would have been (don't get me wrong I miss my family but I really miss my dog). I have learned that the coffeeshop is my favorite place to be because they sell decent coffee with low prices. I have met several new people which has been nice, my roommate is awesome, and App State feels like home. I am so glad I chose to come here and look forward to the next year to year and a half I have left here. 

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