Would you like to know precisely how dark the night of the soul can get?
Mary Doria Russell, from 'The Sparrow'
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sam winchester + suicidal ideation
supernatural (2005-2020) cr. eric kripke / the sparrow, mary doria russell
↳ inspired by a conversation with @steppesliver
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tumblr user starpeace / the sparrow by mary doria russell / matthew 26
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“I had a dream last night,” he said quietly. “I was on a road and there was no one with me. And in the dream I said, ‘I don’t understand but I can learn if you will teach me.’ Do you suppose anyone was listening?”
—The Sparrow, Mary Doria Russell
my first embroidery project, made for @boudiccabeautiful! ID in alt text.
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Practical to the end,
it is the poem
of his existence
that triumphed
finally;
a wisp of feathers
flattened to the pavement,
wings spread symmetrically
as if in flight,
the head gone,
the black escutcheon of the breast
undecipherable,
an effigy of a sparrow,
a dried wafer only,
left to say
and it says it
without offense,
beautifully;
This was I,
a sparrow.
I did my best;
farewell.
William Carlos Williams, excerpt of "The Sparrow," from Selected Poems
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anyone else want to kill themselves
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i'm going to gnaw my own arm off the aeschylus passage giuliani has emilio read ("in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom through the awful grace of God") is the passage anne carson translates as "and the grace of the gods / (i'm pretty sure) / is a grace that comes by violence."
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"Maybe that's what it meant to find God: to see what you have been given, to know divine generosity, to appreciate the large things and the small..."
- Mary Doria Russell
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God will break your heart.
Mary Doria Russell, from 'The Sparrow'
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She learned what everyone learns in war. Living through it is all that matters.
Mary Doria Russell, The Sparrow
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children of god by mary doria russell
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just an unfriendly reminder that ummmmm girls did you know that so you have come as a tourist perhaps to see how the whore sleeps as you see the whore sleeps badly the choice of words distrubs you it did me at first but i have reconsidered what is a whore but someone whose body is ruined for the pleasure of others i am god's whore, and ruined
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