#The queue is in agony

[thebad-lydrawn-sanses]

Apologies, but have you ever ruined a man's vegetable cart once?

#nightmare sans #killer sans #dust sans #my cabbages #cabbage guy #nootmare reading a book in the background #unfortunately without arms or hands the cabbage guy cannot clutch his head in the agony of his poor cabbages being ruined #i should also probably clarify that they didn't take noot's arms that's just the art style #queue

[varilien]

and nobody will, nobody can, take it away this time he’s gotta feel good before he dies

#trigun #trigun fanart #trigun anime #vash #vash the stampede #wolfwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #vashwood #good morning everyone i'm queueing this at SIX FUCKING THIRTY IN THE MORNING because i watched the new stampede last night #and have basically just been sitting here shaking violently for the last seven hours!!!!!! #this week's gonna be fuuuucked i just know it if i'm still up when this posts at 10 u either cheer me on or mind ur business okay thanks #hey unrelated to the agonies of this recent stampede saturday bullshit (affectionate) do y'all ever think about that moment in episode 23 #when vash is alone curled up in a ball unable to sleep PRAYING to rem to help him make up with wolfwood before it's too late #:) #anyways #i'm gonna go throw myself into the sea now lemme know if y'all need anything

[boydswan]

THE AGONY AND THE ECSTASY (1965) dir. Carol Reed

#the agony and the ecstasy #carol reed #charlton heston #rex harrison #classicfilmsource #mine #here am I queue me

[pjshermann]

[Jude’s friends visiting his shared apartment w CM when he was at MIT/Harvard]

Cue them wondering if they should tell Andy bc there’s no way Jude “leg spine back problems” St. Francis should be sleeping on a floor mattress

#bro slept in the corner of a living room on a pallet #considering he has a really fucked up spine and lumbar problems this was an insane move for him #like I know he was waking up in sheer agony every morning #a little life #a little life play #jude st francis #een klein leven #a little life book #and in everything i queue i queue him

[not-poignant]

If you have the spoons and it's not too spoiler-y, could you elaborate a little on claim repudiation and what that entails in the Underline series? I'm not super familiar with it as a trope 👀💦

Hi anon!

It's not that spoilery. It was never going to be explained in technicalities so much as in - people would watch it happen and realise it's a really bad thing for omegas.

So, depending on the omegaverse, sometimes tropes arise around omegas being caused pain around separation from a partner after being claimed (sometimes even beforehand). It can be geographical - where the omega (and rarely the alpha) is in agony the further apart they're moved from their alpha. It can be emotional, and so on.

And part of this is the "claim" or the bite or whatever people want to do it, where alphas bite into the back of an omega's neck (usually where glands are, but not always) and basically imprint themselves into that omega for life, deeper than a wedding vow, physically profound, that can have fatal consequences when broken (or...repudiated). In some omegaverse stories, biting/claiming in this way also brainwashes the omega, so they can never essentially be themselves again. They become enslaved to the alpha, unable to think for themselves, understand if they're being abused, or even want to run away if they are. In some omegaverse stories, they simply die if abandoned.

In Underline the Blue, Nate has never been claimed, though he wants to be badly by Christian. Instead, because he's an atypical omega, he's asserted an invisible "claim" (not through a bite, it's more a shift in himself than anything, where he's unconsciously altered his own biochemistry as though he's been claimed by Christian already) himself.

As a result, he was never able to deeply or properly bond with Janusz until that claim was broken. He would never have turned away from Christian himself, until it's broken.

Repudiation is the act of the originating alpha essentially saying - quite literally - I repudiate this bond, I do not want you, I do not want this claim. It might simply be words, but to an omega, it is a profound act that shatters them in the process of breaking the claim. It can sometimes be fatal.

Claims can also be broken by force (say the alpha isn't around to break it), but this is agonising (we saw the start of this with Janusz forcing Nate to say 'you're my alpha' while mounting him - this is clearly not an easy or peaceful process, and so distressing to the point that it made Nate suicidal). Wherever possible, this is avoided.

Incidentally, in Underline the Gold we are going to see a claim broken by force. Flitmouse has been claimed by Vadim and then abandoned without repudiation (which is basically the equivalent of a divorce). Which means Flitmouse is still Vadim's property, and if Vadim returns, Hillview has no right to keep Flitmouse from him. Like legally. Not only that, but abandonment without repudiation is itself a shattering thing to experience. It's a big part of why

So it will become increasingly important to forcefully break that claim, if Flitmouse wants to escape Vadim's legal custody of him (which he does, there's no legal protections for omegas who are being beaten or abused) and also ever be in a proper relationship with someone else again. And that will be extremely dangerous for Flitmouse, and he needs to be stronger to even attempt it, and even then it could still kill him. (I mean it won't, because I don't write tragic endings, but it's still a close thing).

Anyway, when it comes to Underline the Blue, Temsen gives Nate two options in the hopes that Nate won't talk to Christian and they can now start deliberately working on forcefully breaking the bond and at least keeping Nate away from Christian. But Temsen also knows that a repudiation breaks it instantly, and then they can focus on Nate's recovery instead. Nate chooses Christian (of course he does, he's created his own "claim").

It's going to be awful T.T

#asks and answers #underline the blue #underline the gold #nate prince #alois flitmouse #unfortunately abusive alphas are way more likely to randomly stake claims #just because they enjoy knowing that omegas are suffering agony because of them #christian thankfully didn't stake his own claim #but nate did it anyway to which temsen is like 'ahhhhh shit' #so yeah anyway repudiation sucks #ideally it would never happen since *technically* (lol) an omega should only be claimed #by someone who wants to look after them forever #but you know it's a dystopia #so that's not what happens sdlkfjsa #administrator gwyn wants this in the queue

[good-beans]

Beans Id like to mention every time I see you reblog an es quest post with your tags I go “oh lovely Beans is in agony <3333” so I hope you enjoy that info

Idk what you're talking about pal I'm always normal about esquest I'm always feeling things that are so so normal about it and never ever going batshit insane about it chewing through the walls about it I'm so normal

#ASDFVVHJB thank you i do enjoy that 😂😂😂 #i finally went through my queue the other day and just sat and really digested some the songs you assigned amane/the au #and OUGH I WAS SO SO NORMAL ABOUT IT DONT YOU WORRY #thank you for all the art and extra content that is putting me in agony 🙏✨️😂 #ask

[redux-iterum]

This chapter was paaaaaiiiiinnn

Fireheart providing some comfort to Tigerclaw in his last moments, just staying with him until he bled out, uuuhhh

It also got me to feel bad for Darkstrip as he is left grasping for straws as the one cat he had a friendly relationship with is killed. Wonder what happens to him from here, maybe he warms up to Fireheart now that they can connect over their loss. Probably not, but its nice to think about

Maaan, I am so excited to see how you all respond to Darkstripe in the next book. SO excited. This is gunna be great.

#also thank you for the kind words! #im glad you liked the chapter #in that it put you in agony #ask #anonymous #i speak #queue #burning hearts ask

[delimeful]

how many "real human features" have wibar!virgil convinced the crew of??? do they just think all humans are these fucked up caffeine trainwrecks??

the entire wibar crew, the moment they meet another human in circumstances that allow them to make comparisons and notice how jacked up virgil is physically and mentally: Now Hold The Fucking Space Phone.

#asks #anonymous #wibar #ts virgil #roman is too busy waxing poetic about the agonies of having misjudged virgil in lmmr to realize just yet #but he'll get there :) #queue

[oathofpromises]

So, been digging more into Yotsuyu character rewatching cutscenes, and it's honestly awful what she did to the people of Doma, but at the same time some people miss how horrible her entire life was, and how much of an impact that can have on a person. I am no by means excusing the way she acted, but if you think about it her childhood was a lot of abuse. Her parents died, and it was after that she was sent to live with her Aunt and Uncle, who often hit her. They even married her off to an even more abusive noble named Sashihai.

I just..her past makes you really feel for her character, how she was treated so horrible and ended up becoming a monster. It reminds me of the line Yotsuyu says before killing her adopted parents. That is was them who turned her into the person she was, and you believe for a moment that she might have a chance at a normal, happy life after losing her memories. When she was Tsuyu, you could just see that tiny bit of kindness she had left..it broke my heart when she remembered everything and how she did want to stay with Gosetsu..but didn't feel she deserved such kindness, especially after how she treated him and other citizens of Doma. Which is one reason why I disliked Asahi since he brought in their parents to purposely stir her memories up.

Even after defeating her, the Warrior of light looks down at her mournfully, and Yotsuyu is confused as to why they look so sad. People had referred to her as the Witch of Doma.. Which she even ended up seeing herself as after a while...her parents and husband treated her as nothing more than a doll. Someone they could use to gain more favor..it just makes me cry how often her sorrow is overlooked. I do get why some dislike her and again am not excusing her behavior, but as someone who has taken Psychology courses a bit...how you are treated growing up can have such a big impact on the person you become later in life.

I can't relate to her directly with treating others like that, but I do know what it's like to be bullied growing up. To be made to believe that you are nothing..that no one would love you aside from what they can take from you. Sorry..kind of getting emotional thinking about this, but that pain...she felt is valid. She wanted someone to show they cared, but by the time they did..Yotsuyu didn't feel deserving of such affections. I hope the more I write her that I can dig deeper into her background. To show more of her kind nature, despite how hard that is given her background. She is a different character than one I am used to playing, but I feel I can portray her well given time.

#— ❛❛ // YOTSUYU GOE BRUTUS ¦ My appetite for your agony is as an abyss-bottomless. Insatiable.・ 「 Musings」 #ooc: I am just sitting here thinking about her character #trying write a reply and attempting not get emotional as there is so much to her... #— ❛❛ // MISSION REPORT ¦ QUEUE・ #— ❛❛ // CRYSTAL FLOWERS ¦ HEADCANONS・ #tw: depression #tw: ab*se

[ronyavalentine]

| pitiful brothers, torn from their roots |

#op art #oc #friend oc #rp oc #relic regalia #sketch #emil #sorrel #in agony for the rose brothers they deserve so much better #old art #queue

[misspoetree]

A random note reminded me of this meme I made after episode 9 so I obviously hade to make a very appropriate Pete version. 😭

#the amount of agony they put Pete through #i still haven’t recovered #kinnporsche #kinnporche the series #thai bl #kinnporsche + pain #pete phongsakorn #kinnporsche ep13 #come join the fandom! #the kinnporsche brain rot is real #in the queue you go #did I mention pain

[probablygayattorneys]

Eh. You’d be surprised.

#phoenix wright: ace attorney #ace attorney: spirit of justice #Phoenix wright #believe it or not I’m actually not that likeable #getting miles to let me be his lawyer was fcking agony #pretty sure Matt never liked me #Simon never had a single kind word for anyone at the waa #queue takumi defense squad

[gay-yosuke]

a couple days back i went to use my discord bot to get my persona weaknesses checked to make a point against someone and my file was the fucking test file instead of the real one. my physical affinity is "fuck you"

#I ALSO FOUND OUT I FUCKED UP IMMENSELY IN THE SAME COMMAND #shes supposed to run off an internal ID that discord users have that isnt normally seen #but she was actually looking for people's usernames in there #which normally wouldn't be a problem ! discord did that whole discriminator thing and most people dont have their discriminators anymore #EXCEPT for two people i know. ONE OF WHICH IS ME. #so as you can imagine. fucking NIGHTMARE. she'd say 'i dont have your data!' AND THEN JUST GO GRAB YOUR DATA? #thank you for your work risette bot i love you. #im like in the process of changing all the actual shadow data (for persona 4 golden) from her 6700~ line command into files #so that a) no more bloated as shit scan command and b) its so much fucking easier to do shit #i dont fuckin know how im gonna do it for the social link command. that's a beast of its own. #mitigate the pain and agony of programming by programming stupid shit into her (going to program a command that just queues up prince.mp3) #also i direly missed her birthday. i started working on risette bot on the 8th of june last year. #oops ! axels in the tags talking about programming for a bot that he isnt going to release to the public for like another year #maybe less if i get off my ass about it but yknow. i dont like getting off my ass.

[kazz-brekker]

hozier ticket website my BELOATHED

#wasted 45 minutes of my life trying to get tickets for the tour that i desperately desperately DESPERATELY wanted #only for LITERALLY every single one of them to be sold out by the time i was at the front of the online queue #life is agony and suffering there is no meaning to the world etc etc etc #pie says stuff

[osargis]

need to fill up my queue but i can't be bothered zZzz

#i know it's something that requires minimal effort but also... it's too much #haven't used the queue function in AGES but thought i would now because i honestly just wanted a queue tag and now... :agony: #crow.txt

[numbuh]

yes i clipped the terrible awful scream </3

#transmission.mp4 #numbuh 2 #queue #ben diskin throat agony #video