#There's a reason why kids with strict parents usually go wild at the first opportunity they get

[marculees]

I love how my family say they don't invade my privacy yet if I ever receive a letter or package, they will ask what it is and get offended if I don't tell them. Because not opening it obviously means they aren't being invasive. It's easier to tell them in advance what I am expecting, if anything, rather than not tell them and have them grow more nosy.

So with that said, I just woke up and heard my parents answering the door with my mum explaining to my dad that it's "Niamh's ****" that I won in a competition earlier this week. And my sister immediately came into my room to ask what it was too because? The lady said she would put it in an ordinary envelope to be as discreet as possible and not make any family suspicious, but that doesn't work with this household 😭

#there are a few reasons why I dont shop online and this is one of them #I literally cannot wait to wait to move out just so I can literally just buy stuff in peace #There's a reason why kids with strict parents usually go wild at the first opportunity they get #T-T #I don't even want to do anything wild when I leave I just want to buy cute clothes and lingerie and not feel like I can't wear them #I definitely can't wait to buy other stuff related to what I got today because god knows I need it for my own mental state #:')))) #there's even 'innocent' stuff I want to buy but I know she would call a waste of money even though it makes me feel calm and happy #The only thing I own that she doesn't know about is a colouring book and she found it recently and tried to throw it out #I panicked and I said I'd put it with stuff to give to my cousins and then when she wasn't looking I hid it away #💀💀 #I really miss college for lots of reasons but being able to go shopping and buy stuff and not have to tell or show anyone is nice #there was a shop that had lots of stuff but their art and stationery was really nice and I bought a few things there before #they had lots of stickers and I'm running low on some rn rip #I'm hoping this lockdown again will mean I can order stuff online nonchalantly but I doubt it #anyways I censored this post for kiddos but its nothing big or special its literally just something to make fun stuff more fun :)) #rambling on main