#They just have so much backup now

[coquelicoq]

crashes ur board meeting n drags u out by the collar but its fine bc youre the one always saying shit like "im looking for people i can use" ok lol. get used idiot

#just tracing like. the sequence of events that had to take place in order for this to come to pass #1. natori and his shiki are skulking around homura stalking ban. possibly it's just his shiki and natori is elsewhere. #either way 2. natsume shows up and natori learns about it either bc he witnesses it or a shiki comes to tell him #3. natori gets in his little richard scarry apple car (this is my mental image for some reason) & fucking. BOOKS IT to the matoba compound #4. goes inside. presumably matoba lackeys try to stop him bc their boss is in an important meeting but somehow he gets past them #(possibilities here are v fun to think about. maybe natori does this all the time and they're used to it. maybe he's never done it before #but they're all on orders to let natori in if he ever shows up. maybe natori convinces them he's supposed to be IN the meeting #which is great because it sounds like some important clan thing so what is he in the clan now??) #5. interrupts matoba's meeting like 'i need you' and matoba's like 'bye everyone whatever this is is more important' #6. they get in natori's comical apple car (again the apple car is not canon don't worry about it) #& natori drives like a bat out of hell back to homura. (SOURCE: matoba is so scarred he refuses natori's offer for a ride later) #i wonder what they talk about on the way there? because they don't talk about why natori is stalking ban until much later #so they must be busy talking about something else. but what?? #that or they're both too distracted by all the near-death experiences from natori's crazed driving lol #natsume's book of friends #natsume yuujinchou #homura cats arc #horrible exorcists #my posts #sidenote i feel like that page at the end where both matoba and sensei refuse natori's offers of a ride is really funny because #sensei's reason is that it will take too long. but sensei did you know natori drives like a speed demon? think it thru... #also like. how long did it take him to decide to involve matoba? was that his backup plan all along? #also it's pretty lucky that he found matoba at all considering he could be anywhere...the matoba have like 15 houses... #he has matoba's schedule memorized lol #natori sparkling to the assorted clan members in the meeting: sorry ladies and gentlemen i just need to borrow this~ #*throws matoba over his shoulder and fireman-carries him to the parking lot*

[incorrect-riordanverse]

im so mad that this is a side blog account and not a main account. i started this blog when i was still relatively new to tumblr and i think i was… like. fourteen years old or something. i never thought i would continue for this long, and i never knew so many people would like the content i put out here (i have over 9k followers which is literally mind-blowing, like wow….).

because this isnt a main account, i cant respond to replies left on my posts, i cant really reply to anyone unless i reblog !! i cant even follow people with this blog, it just comes up as my main blog (which is not pjo-related… rip my failed attempts at organising my fandoms to different blogs). so my avenues of interaction with a lot of you are seriously impeded.

so i just want to say i am so thankful for all of you, i read every single person’s tags who reblog my stuff, i read all of your replies and every time im crying screaming rolling around on the ground in agony over the fact i CANT REPLY!!

i know my posts are super inconsistent these days, im glad so many are still here! i think i may change some of my content eventually (never gonna get rid of the incorrect quote stuff, i’ll just be adding some other things like pjo headcanons or analyses or something), just to spice some stuff up on here.

#also! im currently writing a fantasy book rn and have been so stressed over the fact that authors are expected to have a following before— #—reaching out to agencies with a manuscript. and i seriously stress about creating a following. #so my backup plan is literally you guys. my four year old pjo account on tumblr with its silly little quotes 😭😭 #and like. if that works. could you imagine. that you guys may actually save my future ??? like?? i love you guys for just following me bc ?? #YOU MAY SAVE ME FROM THE CAPITALIST PRESSURES OF SENSATIONALISING ONES OWN ART FOR INVESTED SUCCESS YAYYYYYY #anyways im not going to promote it now bc its still in the first draft area. not near for me to even go thru revisions yet. i may never- #-promote it on here. i dont want to annoy people with suddenly changing tracks. and i def wont transform this blog into a self promo for me- #-thats never going to happen! i would make another blog for it but for now everything’s just an idea! #i just wanted to say thank you because this has been giving me so much anxiety especially since graduating high school. the problems of— #—trying to be an author have become more pressing and immediate for me. i hope it will happen one day but who knows #you guys give me confidence though. and i literally cannot thank u guys enough (I HATEEEEE THE CAREER ANXIETY) #not riordanverse #not incorrect either #for followers #rewriting #sorry for the whole essay in the tags ☠️

[angellurgy]

squeak

#when i am gone it will be no more impactful than a tree falling in a forest with no one to hear it. #my death will have a meaninglessly small impact on this world. maybe it'll have a larger impact on the incorporeal. #there is something in my soul. something hungry. a serpent of unstoppable magnitude held captive in my stomach. #it wont stop until it or i kill us both will it? like a cancer. #im so deeply sorry im so bad at responding to everyone's kind messages. even more so sorry for what will eventually happen next #i have some plans. to excise this tumor that is myself. to rid the world of this putrid filth girl who is nothing but a drain on her compan #we'll see what happens. at least i got my body to a point of self approval before. at least i tried music. at least i tried to be me. #even if it changed nothing. at least im more secure in my being. if only the people around me werent so emotionally far. if only we cld tal #if only i could live with my self approval instead of loving and wanting so dearly. instead of having a mind corrupted by love #and friendship #i was so much. i know you all barely know anything about me in reality. if i asked any you'd probably just list off kinks and species. #but still. ty those who'll remember yk... #and as backup. if it doesnt work. well. please dont hate me. im just a girl who needs out. and cant keep her thoughts inside more #i hope i can be happy in the afterlife. i hope i can see these angels and maybe be one myself. #gonna put a post on top of this to hide it from brand new ppl lookjng at my blog. bc yeah. you all dont need to hear all of this #its the last one of these for this period either way #god i wish i couldve gone to toronto. i want to so bad still. god. why did i have to realize my hopelessness now of all times #bye

[48787]

New Transmission The fucking Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons apparently developed what they're calling "Hetero Sapience" and are corrupting the brainmodules of the non-Pseudo 'cons around them by using annoying xenophilosophy words. Soundwave tells me they're 'Greek' and 'Latin' words, apparently. Cool, I guess? Anyway, if you see any SI Class 'cons causing... issues, just try your hardest to turn your brainmodule off before you start getting infected with their weird lingo, alongside all the other issues pertaining to letting the SI Pseudocons transmit data into your brainmodule in their own weird ways. Thundercracker, on a bet with Starscream, tried to get into an argument with one of them and his head literally exploded when it started talking about Alpha Trion's "Mythological Origins" in its weird dialect. He's mostly fine, CR Pods are working at 'peak' efficiency, but the facial reconstruction is apparently impossible due to some kind of corruption. I thought it was just some weird prank but there weren't even any scorch marks or anything. Just exploded. So yeah, just avoid optical contact and auditory contact to the best of your ability and you should be fine. Otherwise, try to force-shutdown your brainmodule if you can. Shockwave is working on a cure right now, mostly because I know he had something to do with this in the first place so he's going to be the one to fix it. He probably wanted a greater justification to do that weird data-transfer idea he mentioned previously. But it also explains the weird Thunderwing hypotheticals he's been asking me lately... Can I go one fucking cycle without someone trying to "Perfect Thunderwing's Work" or whatever other idiotic drivel that I keep finding our limited energon reserves siphoned into?? It's not even a Shockwave thing, it's like every damn Cybertronian these days thinks they have the "Missing piece of the puzzle" or whatever. In fact, Shockwave might be doing this as a weird threat against the other R&D 'cons to cement himself as the one and only Decepticon "Allowed" to have resources wasted on projects like that. Ugh, now that I think about it, that's probably a correct assumption and he's probably gonna expect me to thank him for it later. Ugh, and he's probably literally right. Ugh. At least his repairs both to himself and to his lab seem to be mostly complete so further research into the SI project should hopefully come along a little faster. Both Shockwave and Soundwave think the SIs could potentially be used as some kind of specialty weapon, but we'll have to see how they work on sparkless lifeforms, like biological lifeforms or xenomechanical lifeforms. The SIs don't seem to corrupt each other, but Shockwave keeps reaffirming that they're not "Sparkless Lifeforms" because they "were never lifeforms to begin with"... but I think he's trying to hide something. Usually Soundwave is the one to pick up on that kind of technological obfuscation, but he actually agreed with Shockwave and offered to send Ratbat to try to work out exactly what each "sapient" SI is now capable of on a personal level. We could have just had regular Cybertronians aboard to fill the role SIs fill. I would've preferred K Class to fill any role an SI could fill in all honesty!! But no, constructing cold wasn't enough, we just had to try to learn how to "Construct Frozen" and the "Absolute Zeroes" just had to be put on my ship. Whatever. I've probably said too much already. This was supposed to be a warning for my ship crew, but it's looking like it'll end up being transcribed on the golden disk as well so when this new Scientific Instruments of Destruction project backfires in some absurdly bombastic way there will at least be something remaining that says I was right. End of Transmission

New Transmission Okay so I was right, but so was Shockwave and Soundwave. Or, well, they were right just enough to make sure the backfire is postponed for at least another handful of cycles. Ratbat is still in CR from the investigation, but the cure Shockwave developed seems to be effective and Thundercracker is out and aiding the repair effort. Shockwave is now in contact with one of the SIs digitally and the other few are... integrating due to the personal efforts of Soundwave. I suppose now would be pertinent to mention not all the SIs developed the "Hetero Sapience" condition, many of them are safe for interaction. Soundwave is also currently monitoring their presence, Ravage is tasked with the regular SIs and Laserbeak is tasked with the "Sapient" SIs. Shockwave probably knows exactly what caused this event but he is preoccupied with the one he no doubt is either indoctrinating or ruthlessly interrogating. Report to Soundwave if you see any suspicious behavior, he has been working very hard to ensure the SIs have their purpose clearly defined (And closely monitored). And, Starscream, stop trying to convince the SIs that you are the leader of this ship. Not only have the majority of your efforts been wasted on subsentient automata, the only one you have actually found who possesses the ability to truly listen to you immediately came to the bridge to complain about you. They were the first sapient SI I communicated with directly and it was because they felt the need to complain about you. I almost feel embarrassed for you. Come back to the bridge so you can apologize to it or so I can teach it how to laugh at you. It's practicing right now actually! This moment of chaos should hopefully be largely under control now, the actual "population" of Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons was actually quite fewer than initially expected due to an indexing error incorrectly labeling certain shells as SI class. At the very least, we have some more specialty warriors because of it all. End of Transmission EOF

#yippie peace through tyranny!! #nemesis posting #Decepticon High Command Slice of Life rambles #Matrix Visions #I like this “chat” font I think it's cool #spacebridge still needs more time in the oven unfortunately #I'm also procrastinating on that because I can't seem to wrap my head around guestmount but do not want to send backup files one at a time #wegh. It'll get done. Eventually. #I'll have so much more bullshit once I actually finish the damn comic my wife radically altered my life with hehehe #I cannot wait to start posting about Alpharius Trionicon. He's the fucking worst if you couldn't tell by name alone and I love him so much #Anyway I just had a very specific joke/pun in my head in the shower then it turned into a whole *thing* like it usually does. #I usually don't explain shit but the shower idea centered around getting the SI acronym to work for hyper specific jokes. #Still can't decide if I want to lock in on “Scientific Instrument” because it fits *so well* for *so many reasons* #But “Synthetic Intelligence” is more generic in a more understandable way... Eeh.. It's a little *too* generic. “Instrument” is cooler. #Once my wife helps me understand her lil fucker more I'll come up with an even shitter joke using “Y/N” so I can do Y/N x SI x SI bullshit! #Oh! The matrix triune project is coming along slowly as well!! I think I mentioned that microphone project once or twice now hehe #I'm gonna make so many shitty covers of songs once I get the soundproofing to start focusing on vocal training stuff #It's been quite a fun time aboard the nemesis!! There's so much to “Blog” about that it's hard to really know when to start *or* stop hehe! #And the fact that all these projects are all interwoven is so fucking wonderful!! I FINALLY feel able to fully grasp my own focus!! #My brain is like a particle collider for certain interests now. I can reliably just.. Spit things out and tie it into the other interests! #It's sometimes exhausting but in such a new way. Like a relieving exhaustion? #Still figuring that part out!! #Anyway that's enough personal project vagueposting I should really be getting back to work hehe this was fun

[hollowflight-propaganda]

It's that time again where a random song makes me think of a wof character, this time it's Homesick by Noah Kahan with Flame

Do what you want with that information

#idk. just how the song is about hating where you're stuck but still feeling unable to leave no matter how much you hate that place #yeah I'm probably projecting but I feel that since he got so used living with the talons that he doesn't know what to do with himself now- #that he's not needed to act as backup anymore #that plus I feel the song's sad yet angry energy captures him well #wof #wings of fire #flame wof #phoenix rereads wof #might come back to this when I have a refresher on all the flame stuff but yeah. there you go

[servospawn]

Talking to MJ & seeing her posts make me wanna play TS4. Is there a mod where you can finally paint ceilings yet?

#i would try to figure out my game and install some things but my desktop has some kinks it needs to work out #and idk when im gonna get it fixed because priorities #hopefully very soon though #with all the recent packs i would hope i could play for longer than 2 weeks before becoming bored again #that was always my problem with ts4 #after downloading a shit ton of cc youre just bored after 3 hrs of playing #i also wouldnt mind reinstalling ts3 either #but listen #i really hate the idea of having so many cc/mods slowing down my build now #it takes up so much fucking space #gbs on top of gbs of cc #even with merging you still have to store the unmerged files as backup.. so annoying #also hi! #i havent forgotten about this place #but life happens #hope you guys are all well

[warlordfelwinter]

it feels so weird to just be at home doing my thing while there are people here working. i feel like i should have to leave so they can have the house to themselves and I'll just come home in like four hours and there will be a new air conditioner

#there is just so much noise from the basement and now also from the roof #and im just eating lunch and reading a book #another van just showed up #did they have to call backup?? #personal

[running-in-the-dark]

got a new hard drive (had to, no space left 😔), so I'm using that as a reason to completely reorganise my files (mostly shows, movies etc)

I'm having such a good time 💖

#not sarcasm! it's so fun #the only thing that sucks is that I managed to break sonarr somehow. didn't touch a thing but okay sure #I'll figure it out #I've got to wait for a couple cables that we had to order anyway before I can start moving stuff around #I've been sooo frustrated with how chaotic everything has been so this is gonna be great #but yeah I've had to delete so much stuff already (not at all because I've been downloading too much John Larroquette stuff or anything... #😬😬) #and I've been complaining about it every day so my husband bought me a new hard drive 🙈 #still not enough space but it'll do for now #I always think 'oh I'm not a data hoarder! I don't have nearly as much stuff as those guys on reddit or wherever!' but like. it's not #because I don't WANT to save all of it #I only have *checks* 16 TB now with the new hard drive. I'd absolutely get a bunch of 20 TB ones if I could but no instead I spend money on #dumb shit lol #anyway yay I can stop deleting movies! very exciting #lol if anything I'm a hard drive hoarder.... I've got 7 internal ones and 3 external ones now. #yeah I just add new ones and don't remove any #I don't even wanna say it because I'll jinx it but. I've never had a hard drive fail. in over 20 years of having computers. I'm scared it's #gonna happen but 🤷 so far it hasn't lol #well one external one started failing but it went gradually not all at once. so I was able to move everything off of it first #and I mean I have backups of everything that's important! but not any of the media stuff 😬 it wouldn't be awful but it'd definitely make me #sad because I'm sure there's things there's that I couldn't find anymore #personal

[twig---verginix]

god if no one else got me. i know the drawn to life soundtrack got me.

#how much of adulthood is just fucking up paperwork? and finding out months later how badly you fucked it up? #and trying to determine the fewest amount of people you need to share that with in order to fix it? #inside of me there is a cartoony priest and a cartoony criminal and they are both trying SO hard to spare me the indignities of living #by threatening to shoot me dead if i fuck up one more time. swear to god. #i love doing everything right the first time forever. also i love getting away with things and never having to apologize for anything ever. #but see. i also love being a normal person with a job and proportionate emotional reactions. im sure you can see the conflict. #im sure you can see why im listening to history's best video game soundtrack right now. #but LE SIGH its Fine no one's Dead. it's FINE i'll figure it out TOMORROW or FRIDAY better that i noticed now instead of tomorrow evening #and im sure worse fuckups have happened etc. etc. #and if they FIRE ME i will throw myself into pizzamaking and failed authorship. as my chosen careers. backup plan see #AUGH. ANYWAY.

[elvencantation]

.

#for some reason i thought now that i have a new job and a new place to live it’ll get easier #i know i moved in two days ago #but i’m just miserable #there’s so much to unpack #and i don’t know #i might have to move again in a few months #there’s a ladybug infestation apparently #it sounds cool and cute #but one just fell on my hand when i was in bed on my computer #and the shower has tile appliqué that’s bowing out cause of the moisture i suppose #the hot water didn’t last a fifteen minute shower #we’re in an apartment building #im paying nine hundred fucking dollars a month #if the landlord raises the rent in august roommate will move out #so i’ll have to find another place to live too #i have no backup #mom and dad both live in one room apartments #im just so tired of being an adult #sadblogging #blue rambles #it’ll get better i know this is temporary #but i’m just so tired of having to juggle everything all the time #time to go to work and stop crying in my parked car 😂

[juice-enjoyer]

swapped out my case fans all by myself and i feel like a greek god rn

#it's not that i don't understand my computer or anything. just whenever i have to switch out parts or fix something #i'm terrified the whole time of breaking something else in an even worse way in the process #....granted the top fan isn't lighting up but i'm honestly not worried about that. i don't care enough #my hunch is the leds are defective or something bc they were kinda packaged like shit lol #i'd just have to swap it out again but. i dont want to. #anyways #txt #like ok. my one fan's motor died. and i was like well this sucks. guess i'll replace it. so i bought like #five fans. bc the type i use in pc only comes in five packs for some fucking reason. and i was kinda mad that i had to buy five #but THEN like two days ago the motor on the OTHER fan started giving out. and i was like OKAY?? JESUS #GLAD I BOUGHT FIVE #now i just have three extra i have no idea what to do with. backups i guess bc they're kinda cheap oops #granted on the first fan i kind of ignored the motor problem for longer than i should have #and when the second one started making the same noise the other one did i was like BE FOR REAL!!!! CMON!!!!!! #but now...my pc is so quiet....it's beautiful #i'm like super sensitive to noise so it bothered me SO much #but now. she's nice a quiet. it's great

[miodiodavinci]

biting and attacking past me for being lazy with this .oto and only .otoing half of each sample so they could move on to the immediate gratification of hearing the vb in action

#for context this is a cvvc library recorded using a 7 mora string + 2 mora breakdowns #which yes is redundant BUT #well there isn't much but it was mostly me just being viscerally against pure 2 mora strings skdjfhgk #the 7 mora makes me feel like i'm going faster and ensures i have a backup if any of the 2 mora sound like ass #AND then i get both continuous samples and starting samples which i find really adds to the voice #ANYWAY #past me .oto'd only the 7 mora string part on most of these #and not even the VCs #so now i'm agonizingly having to go through and .oto out the remaining CVs and VCs #i keep thinking about the people who have offered to help #but i look at the redundancy hell in which i find myself (i.e. .oto contains ど1 ど2 ど3 ど4 and - ど) #and feel i cannot subject anyone else to it sdkhflgk #when it comes time to .oto primavera leftovers though i will gladly take up on the offer #← original half-made .oto was done in 2015 and i can't bear to make it again #but all the samples are standard 7 mora CVVC and clearly labeled with no repeats so PHEW #utau hell continues . . . .

[unearthlydream]

I’m having such a fun lil thought spiral today. Today has been going so well and I’m totally okay and fine and normal about it :,)

#I’m not aching I’m not aching everything is fine #I was so ready to take on this week and my mom has me changing plans and now I have to #take even more time off of work when I have so much to do. I have so fucking much to do and I wanna kms about it #I wish I could just quit my job but I can’t afford to without having a backup #I can barely afford to live as-is bc my household relies on me so heavily #I solely find groceries and weed and basically anything we need that isn’t a $20 purchase and I’m so tired. #and even when I ask for help supporting things it’s usually sorry I’m broke I don’t have money #my roommate has more fucking K-pop books than I have dollars in my bank account but she can’t help give me money for gas or groceries #I’m so tired I’m so sick Rickey I’m shattered and I want to cut someone but I know I shouldn’t #I just want to light a building on fire #bc simultaneously we are collectively ignoring a genocide and I’m so fuckin stuck like how am I supposed to keep living when all of this i #happening like why am I at work when bitches don’t even have clean water I should be terrorizing my local polaticians and s #doing literally anything else I’m so fucked it’s fucked fucks fucked #but ya know…. staff meeting at 2pm !!!!!! #personal

[rosemirmir]

Been going in an absolute mad dash to download all the embedded imgur images hosted on this old inactive tumblr from 10+ years ago since it has a lot of OOO cast photos

#the blog is haiena if you're curious and wanna download things yourself before the imgur purge #the news about imgur has gotten me nervous and that blog just has so much history on it #im gonna try to download all i can everywhere from places i remember that have imgur image embeds in general #just backup all you can i can just feel more than r18 images are gonna get lost too this aint my first rodeo #im also downloading all their old fanart comic translations too #not all of them in their high res versions can be saved sadly since some were only posted on imageshack and those links are long dead #also been archiving those pages since they have blog post translations on archive.today (still gotta do wayback ones too) #while the text for those aren't in immediate danger those images are plus its better to save them now than later #linky posts

[savefrog]

me: okay we need to clean

stupid brain: i dont want to clean i only want to look at fish

me: if we clean we can get more fish

stupid brain: GO GO GO LETS CLEAN LETS GO

#petco has their tank sale rn... #got a 10 gal for a betta and a 20 long for an eventual river setup with hillstream loachies #i have a 10 gal in backup already but its got so much crust on it i think it's better off as a quarantine tank #i mean. at least if the replacement is 12$ thats like less than i bought that tank USED from a neighborhood store lol #ok wait no i think i got it for 10. but anyway. new tnak for almost the same price as an old crusty one #ive been scouring fb marketplace for used tanks and its hard finding one without some sort of drawback #anyway i listened to fish history while i cleaned im just going to use this hyperfixation to my advantage while its in the forefront #ive had aquarium hyperfixation come and go several times now so i think its safe to say itll be a recurring fixture #and therefore its safe to actually get tanks and not worry about dropping it later #this is all after a shrimp disaster...im just determined to do things better #also panicking bc i have 200000 scuds in my shrimp tank and i need something that eats them STAT #i dont mind the scuds and i dont rlly wanna just kill them but my shrimp just had a massive die off and i dont want them competing rn #my poor shrimpies ): #dont leave veggies in the tank for too long. even if they are tiny #also clean the tank BEFORE the shrimps have their babies and ur too scared to clean #also. have a backup air pump for the filter #you can see the series of events that went wrong ): #dullblogging

[ironmanstan]

School start 11 am i get home at 10 thirty i die infinitely and forever and do it all again tomorrow

#i am going insane and losing my mind /so fucking serious baby ! #i was normalizing and being so great ! *gets rejected from my backup school* #so cool ! cries until 5 am because suddenly i have so much fear ! i had 9 hours of class today because i went to extra class for 3 hours ! #i need to do my homework i need to do my portfolio i am falling down the stairs in my brain and bones forever and always #i will simply stop hoping for things that wont happen and just grind out portfolio and never think about it again ! #i love my perspective teacher he said he'd get me a list of designers who do work similar to one piece i have so i have references #my bestie my bestie who ive never had homework for i loveee perspective class #i have a 95 so far in perspective. the only thing that matters yeay #nobody look at me i lost all of my marbles now im just insane #the gamer speaks uwu #vent #i fucking guessssddsdddsd