#Today I felt Proud

[ms-moodie]

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#me #mine #msmoodie #cute #love #girl #what do you think? #answered asks #photography #asks #blackootd #black is my happy color #cute babes #babe #daddy’s babygirl #adhd #pictures #selfietime #today i felt proud #felt cute #might delete later

[luck-of-the-drawings]

YELLOW MEANS PAUSE. GREEN MEANS FUCKING G O. RED MEANS STOP. MUSTVE BEEN A HOT FUCKIN DAY. Y’ever been in a tent on a hot day? What about a tent made of meat? The air is so heavy with moisture that you could drink it, and youve been running the fuck around all day. Youre exhausted. And they ALL KNOW. The weight of just your own life is almost too heavy to carry, and theres still more to do. Just survive for me, okay?

#jrwi bitb #jrwi fanart #jrwi bitb spoilers #jrwi blood in the bayou #cw body horror #cw eye contact #cw eye strain #rolan deep #LOTSA TAGS ON THIS ONE BC IM REAL PROUD #LOOK AT MY POST BOY #I GOT SOME STOOORIES ABT THIS ONE TOO... #so i got wizard high with a homie. homie left n i brain blasted into the bitb soundtrack #felt emotional and conjured the red picture within about 2 hours #today i worked on the green one and that took most of the day #and then i took some old sketches i foror abt and made that into the yellow one which waaas #4 hours at this point #i got fukin TURBO INSPIRED by the gorefield thing from that one thing like remember gorefield or watever shit was fuqued #4 COLORS FOR EACH PIECE and its so pixely its socrunchy to me #i love pixel horror guys i love it so much #AND THAT RED ONE?? #i put it on twitter and i think its my most popular drawing on there now..... shits CRAAAZYYYY #IM SO PROUD AND SO HAPPPY

[jojen-hewitt]

💖💙Happy Holidays!! 🎄✨

#my art #fire emblem #fire emblem fanart #fire emblem engage #alear fire emblem #alfred fire emblem #sommie #snow-mie #winter scene #obligatory i'm not dead post of the year #i haven't felt great about posting anymore but i'm proud of this one #wanted to do a more detailed background but i also wanted to be done by today so the winter void instead #happy holidays to those who celebrate #and merry monday to those who don't #to draw a snow-mie was a need not a want for me #also i love these two (three - sommie too) so much! #also thats supposed to be a Sommie snow angel at the bottom #dose it come across that i wished it snowed on the somniel #because i know why it didn't but still yearned you know #well anyway #merry engagemas #ok i'll shut up now #see you next year i guess #merry xmas

[smilingberryy]

JSAB: Regret comic page test

#Really proud of this it took like 4 and a half hours straight and I felt like digging into some concepts today #out came a whole page where Vail is having the time of his life:] #sorry Vail #also I like the Barracuda design I did for this #my art #jsab #just shapes and beats #jsab au #jsab oc #jsab barracuda #Jsab: Regret #OC - Vail #OC - Zadglow

[lyloneliness]

Hey sooo... As you already know, I'm the type to forget some drawings in my sketchbooks.. Or in the big mess of folders I have on my computer but... Honestly this one is probably my record 😹

I sketched it last year and decided painting over it and started... But never finished. Until just today!!!And try to guess what this drawing was...?

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Of course it's a skk fanart! AGAIN!!!

So here it is folks, I'm really proud of this one, hope you like it at least as much as me, I'm a proud parent who like when their child gets to be loved by other people ✨✨✨

And yes! For those who read it, it's a stormbribger fanart! I started it just after I reading it as the brainrot started to crawl in my silly little head, and one year later I'm still obsessed with this lightnovel! (๑✪ᆺ✪๑)

Well, dazai isn't supposed to be naked in stormbribger but ykonw... The brainrot? *innocent look* 👉👈 As for the color of his eyes, I only wanted to out a red gleam at first, but it turned out wayyyy redder than I'd first intended, but well! He was in full demon prodigy mode back then so I left it like that!

And for chuuya's eyes, there is this eternal war about which colour they actually are! Blue in the anime but harukawa makes it brown.. So I just put chestnut on a dark blue base! Everyone's happy! ✨ and the best part is it gives a deepness I like to give to my drawings' eyes ✧(｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

Ps: I wanted to put the complete version below this but turns out a post can't have too many pictures at once so I used the secret ancestral technic... ℝ𝔼𝔹𝕃𝕆𝔾 !!! Now you can see it (ʘᴗʘ✿)

#oh and when reaching the second phase i just felt like something was missing #and then i remembered how well blue and red suit them! #but i couldn't chose so i flipped this layer over so i could have both! (*ゝωб*)b #✨✨✨ #in one week this drawing will be 1 🎂✨ #(even though i finished today but shhhhhhh (￣∇￣)) #my little baby #*proud parent sob* #bungou stray dogs #skk #dazai osamu #bsd fanart #nakahara chuuya #bsd stormbringer #i loooove stormbribger #and i love them #art

[crow-with-a-pencil]

Moon moon moon moon moon moon

#my ârt #fnaf daycare attendant #what the hell it's been days since I've drawn the bois #moondrop #aauaauoohohuuhaiouhhjhau #I've been sketching with this wet charcoal brush lately and wanted to see how it would look as the actual lineart #I like it it helps me stay loose #figured out the posing during class with the skrungliest sketch of all time #I remembered the ribbons this time are you proud of me #one of those days when I just don't have the energy for accuracy #fnaf #also I practiced watercolor today and felt like using some poppy colors #had a grilled cheese and a nap too it's been a nice day #if you read this far I'm handing you a flower

[chiropteracupola]

Said hello and goodbye / Do you feel alright with the days gone by / I'll never waste my time, I'll never say goodbye...

#em draws stuff #em is posting about the wizard of oz in this the year 2023 #<- organizational tag in lieu of a more findable one since I do not wish to discover an internet soup of some sort at this time #this is due to sanguinity's tags on that 'kissing someone up against a wall but the wall is jeff' post #'and now I can finally check these three off a to-draw list they've been on for years' says guy who now wants to draw them Again #designs here are mostly based on the john r neill illustrations with a few of my own twists but I'd like to try out my own take on them too #I drew this mostly in one probably eight-hour sitting and for several reasons maybe I should not have done that #but I am too proud and pleased to have any regrets on that particular front #now I think maybe I shall fall over. but alas I have got tasks. no falling over for the emmothy today :| #caption lyrics are from 'might quit' by bill wurtz since it felt right for some inexplicable reason

[lvstharmony]

​beyond grateful for the people that are surrounding me in my life, just as i am grateful for the people i’ve parted ways with, for without them, i would not be the person i am today.

#i have left so many people throughout my life #and #if someone would ask me if i’d regret any choice i’ve made i would say no #i regret hurting people yet i wouldn’t change a thing if i could #without the suffering the sacrifices and the lessons i would not be the person i am today that i can finally say i’m proud of #whenever i read the question “would you want to be your friend if you’d meet yourself?” deep down my answer was no #i was a good friend and i always tried my best to be there for everyone #but i was so blinded and overwhelmed by my pain that i tried so hard not to project on others that it was exactly the thing i’ve done #i was extremely caring sensitive loving and selfless but my ”bad“ traits were just as extreme #my emotions were so overwhelming that they were scattered all over the place that it didn’t allow me to have any control over them #i used to be so terrified of being alone. all i’ve felt was a great loneliness that was residing within me #until i’ve gathered the strength to leave an entire friendgroup with people that meant the world for me #they weren’t good for me anymore just as i wasn’t for them #since that day i’ve grown a lot i became a better and healthier version of myself #i learned how to be alone and to find the peace in it and in myself #all i’ve had was Allah swt. and He is all i will ever need. #without the hardships in terms of friendship i wouldn’t have been able to learn how to be alone and love and enjoy it #without it i could not say that i could easily give up the people in my life #i could if i had to bc i have Allah swt. #but i’ve learned how to choose and to choose the right people #i don’t need you and never will but i choose you bc i want you in my life and i think that makes it so much more special #i can finally say that i love the person i am today and can’t wait to see myself grow even more as the cycle of growing is never ending #I still have so much to learn and I will let it come to me with open arms #an open mind and an open heart #above all the most precious gift i’ve earned is to learn how to have tawakkul. #everything that happens every trial that is afflicted upon us has meaning #and it’s beautiful. #being able to pick out the khair in everything is the biggest blessing #alhamdulillah for the things that bruised my soul alhamdulillah for the things that mended it #alhamdulillah for everything bc truly; Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear.

[kohakhearts]

theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :( #anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

[c3rnunnos]

Small life (?) update

21/01/2024

I'm proud of a little thing that happened today and I will scream about it! I managed to open and use the computer :)

I spent almost 5 months not touching it due to a fun little... phobia (?) I developed of it (specifically, of my own personal computer. I can use other pcs just fine).

Checked that it was working a couple of weeks ago, and today I managed to sit down and write some stuff/edit a lil thing for about an hour without getting an anxiety attack. I'd say that's pretty neat!

I hope that next I'll be able to sit down and relearn how to use krita, little by little, and that I'll be able to make myself sit down and buy a ps plus subscription so I can play bloodborne with some pals. I'd like to get the ps plus subscription by the end of the month, so I'll need to pester a friend to help me out because I'm kinda stupid with technology. As for krita, I hope that by next year I'll be able to draw digitally again.

#Sorry to those who may not give a shit but it felt like a secular achievement for me bshsbsj #This damn phobia kicked my ass so bad I have to leave the house while my Playstation updates games #And i can't download anything without getting the Nervous Dumps #But I managed to actually edit a fic and write down character profiles today #Without having to get up!!! #I'm so proud of myself. It's a small win but it's a big one for me #cernu speaks

[st-sainz]

FIRE MOVES AWAY/ALL THINGS END

THANATHOS: PERSONIFICATION OF PEACEFUL DEATH - Thanatos as a winged and sword-girt youth. Sculptured marble column drum from the Temple of Artemis at Ephesos, c. 325–300 BC.

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"ice, fire, fire, ice?"

"oh no no, he said you are fire. i'm ice?"

"i'm latino; i'm fire."

"why am i ice, though?"

"you are not ice, either."

"i think i- ... i am fire. we are fire fire."

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(references: Thanathos (wikipedia); youtube shorts ; Sainz heaps praise on Leclerc after fight for final Monza podium ; Leclerc full of praise after ‘enjoyable’ fight with Ferrari teammate Sainz ; Daniel Dal Zennaro EFE ; F1- CARLOS SAINZ TAKES VICTORY IN SINGAPORE TO BREAK RED BULL WINNING STREAK; Charles Leclerc winning in Singapore “wasn’t the plan” | “It was beneficial to Carlos…” ; Carlos Sainz Shoots Down "Uncorroborated Rumours" Of Ferrari Exit ; Carlos Sainz’s ‘Plan A, B and C’…and none of them involve Audi F1 ; Ferrari preparing for Carlos Sainz to leave at end of F1 2024 season - report ; Carlos Sainz mirando su F1-75 en llamas ; Sainz reveals mantra he repeats on difficult days at Ferrari ; The burnt remains of Sainz' engine and car ; song: only skin by joanna newsom.

#felt sad and decided that i wanted to make something angsty to cope #sorry if its crap i mean its my first try at webweaving lol but im proud of it nonetheless #yees i know rumours are just rumours but i wanted to be dramatic today #charlos #webweaving #web weaving

[lauryn-order]

I’m trying to fall back in love with myself by forcing myself to take selfies and nudes.

#So I’d say sorry for spamming y’all with my posts #but ya girl is on a self love journey #so I’m really not sorry #also because I didn’t take pictures of myself for a long ass time #so you’ve had a long break from me spamming myself #🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😂😂😂 #but I think it’s working #I went out earlier today and wasn’t overly self conscious #and I actually felt kinda hot and attractive #which doesn’t happen to me these days #be proud of me? #mine

[blujayonthewing]

stepfather-in-law: and now we're going to go around and each say something we're thankful for 😌

all of the kids and most of the other adults:

#'kids' and 'adults' she says as if the youngest of the kids is not 26 #but you know what I mean #everyone-- halfheartedly: well I am grateful for family and friends and being here today #two relatives just went 'uh. pass.' and I'm proud to say I was not one of them. rude #but I AM also glad I wasn't the only one who felt put on the spot by that lol #about me

[rosenfey]

okay not to like get real or anything (I'm def gonna get real, sorry), but one of the reasons why gale is so important to me is that I've learned to just. like something without feeling guilty over it. like I used to believe having strong feelings for a fictional character is cringe, that oc x canon is cringe and daydreaming abt pixels is cringe when it is. not? I mean I only thought its cringe when I do it, not anyone else, but you know how it is. but hey. I'm learning to just. love. unconditionally. lichrally fictional characters are designed to be liked and related to. gale has gone through a lot of things that I personally went through, like the resemblance is uncanny. feeling like one is not enough and throwing yourself into love so readily, not realising the problem is in the lack of self-love? not being loved in turn and feeling the fault is in you, that you need to be better, that you need to impress, that you need to prove yourself worthy without realising that none of that matters to someone who truly loves you? believing the world will be a better place without you in it? ouch ouch ouch. I know these feelings so well and going through his romance has helped me heal, something I strived to do for so long. I know he isn't real, I know he is a bunch of pixels, but I am real, and my feelings are too, and I am forever grateful for this game because it has opened my eyes and let me process my past as an abuse victim, in a safe and healthy way. I'm not the same person I was before I played the game and I never will be. and that is such a comfort to me.

#ambie.txt #I ugly cried about gale today again fam but it was like. good tears. I'm doing so much better and I'm so proud of myself #for realising I am enough and never need to impress anybody. #so yeah ;; just wanted to get this off my chest #because I've heard there's some onions going around and maybe someone can feel better knowing i felt the same way #loving a fictional character doesn't make you cringe fr fr #I'm gonna get gale's orb tattooed because hey. his story helped me process my abuse. and that's not a small thing #and if any of y'all wanna do sth similar but are scared ppl will judge. I promise I support you and love you a lot #anywhooo I'm gonna get back to normal ambieposting soon <3 sowwy just needed to let this out