#Top moment of the last days

[helielune]

i'll angel in the snow until i'm worthy (snow angel)

#infinity train #grace monroe #she is. such a moment #my art #guesstimating this took like 6-8 hrs #okay actually according to my screentime this took just over 5 hrs? but i literally. basically did nothing except this all day #talk too much was on loop the entire day today it has at least a 90% chance of appearing on my top 5 this wrapped #then again i had a huge loop song last month too so maybe it'll still need to battle it out w the other 9 songs for this yr #it snowed recently and i did not make a snow angel but i did hit some of my friends with snowballs. and get hit. infinite train reference.. #i'm not totally sure how this specific shape of snow angel is physically possible but please ignore physics in favor of aesthetics #eventually i will be able to color things in a way that completely (as completely as possible) matches my Head Vision #this one was pretty good as far as vision matching goes though so yay for improvement and progress and growth

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

Finally catching up on the Horizons episodes I missed 👍

#fluff binges !!! #I've missed out this one and the one from last week that I'll watch once I settle my work for tonight--mainly due from a whirlwind on my en #even if it were just for two weeks I missed these sillies sm 🥺🥺🥺 #Diana was finna gonna murder that man you gotta respect that #I think I saw online that not that many people liked this episode because of the main concern that Friede usually saves the day #I do get that though I actually really enjoyed this episode because I think it's one of Roy's best battles (aside from the top one which wa #--the confrontation with the explorers in Diana's hideout) #he got a couple hits in and even thought to send in Wattrel when he realized that he'd get an advantage up in the air which was so so good #the kiddos mainly fumbled this time 'round because they forgot about the foongus/didn't have another mon to counter it #(maybe Hatena could've countered but Liko still needs to learn How to use her in battles--she does want to help though !!! with how she #--moved that shovel on her own - which I thought was a nice lil indicator of a possible battle highlighting her in the future) #I loooved that moment at the end with Diana showing the dude his true self through Bronzor's reflection that was actually very sweet #so yeah it's a simple ep but an enjoyable one - I think people gotta chill with constantly wanting peak sdkjfskndjfs #loads of Horizons content are focused on character moments and a slice of life feeling to everything which is something I love personally #this is a nice breather after the insanity of the last arc methinks hehe #anipoke #pokeani #pokemon horizons #diana pokemon #arcanine

[tomalaferme2013]

gone girl (dir. david fincher) // tom at the farm (dir. xavier dolan)

#felt like lying. i’m the only person in the world who could’ve made this post #besides the last few days all i’ve been thinking abt is the continuation of tom at the farm being gone girl #let tom have his amy dunne moment #i mean he wouldn’t. but can’t he try #the top three are genuine parallels the rest are stretches #i loveeee you crazy blonde bitches #gone girl #tom at the farm #tom a la ferme

[quaranmine]

it's been a year since Grian's dodgebolt win....omg.

#well a year + day because i think the anniversary was yesterday #god. one of the best mcc moments i have seen live #easily a Top Moment in the entire fandom for me #(other Moments include: blue bats win and last life watcher lore skdjksjfk)

[deus-ex-mona]

happy white day, aiyuu!

#@lxl fic writers how does it feel to know that no lxl white day fics that you write will ever top the canon-ish lxl white day event— #the fight. the ‘very hurt gf aizo’ moment. the ‘aw dammit idk how to make it up to him’ bumbling regretful bf yujiro. #the ‘yeah no i don’t get paid nearly enough for this’ counsellor mona moment. yujiro finding his own way of making it up to aizo. #aizo cheering up after receiving the *white day* gift from yujiro. yujiro instantly reverting to his tsun ways. #what is perfection and why is it the lxl white day event— #though with that said… i’m probably misremembering a ton of the actual story. it’s been forever since i last read it lol #anyways happy white day to lxl and lxl alone #may they give each other white day love&kisses this year too~~~~~ #just honeypre things

[famewolf]

I'm nearly 60 hours into this playthrough of Inquisition! And I only just finished Here Lies the Abyss.

holy shit that mission is ten times harder to complete after having played the other games. I spent literal days agonizing over who to leave in the Fade.

and despite speculations about who might survive, I still didn't want to leave Hawke. But I did anyway. My Hawke felt like the only one who would make it through between him and Stroud. And the Wardens needed someone who had some sense to help lead them through the fucked up shit that had just happened. It felt like another moment for the Champion of Kirkwall to inevitably succeed against the odds.

but it gutted me to see Varric so sad and a big old punch in the stomach to think about the letter Fenris would receive and how he would react thinking that Hawke had perished in the Fade. ooooughhh I need to write a hurt/comfort fic Right Now

#[static] #wolf plays da #it would be INSANE to just off Hawke like that off screen right? Right?? #I have to believe he made it through and he'll find his way to both Fenris and Varric one day #I super love Varric so it was hard to do that to him but i gave him a big hug (thank the gods they let you) #also I think Fenaril (my Inquisitor) would have listened to Hawke in that moment too since he spoke with sense #my Hawke is a mage as well and it just feels like ... he'd figure a way out and survive #I've been quiet online because I've been spending every waking moment playing dragon age if im not at work lmao #ive managed to put in 40 hours in the last week on top of working lMAO

[pallases]

ourgejjg

#i am feeling so ill rn for no reason and i need to shower and wash my hair so bad but i can tell if i do it rn it’ll make the #lightheadedness ten times worse and there is a nonzero chance i will just pass out in there 😭 #best guess is bc my period started today and yeah the first two days suck but they’re not usually This bad #personal #also this is the last thing i need rn it’s tech week and all rehearsals lately have been going/are going to go till 10 pm and i have no tim #to do all my assignments and my probability prof assigned a lab today that’s due TMRW AT MIDNIGHT? <- we usually get a class period btwn #it being assigned and the deadline and he’s not even giving us until the next class period to do it now like why is it due at midnight #instead of noon the next day… also i have not one but two exams immediately following this weekend and i really want to see my family for #easter but that sounds like such a bad idea im so unproductive at home and i’ll be busier than usual when i go home on top of that bc easte #and one of the exams is circuits for which exams are worth 90% of our grade and im averaging a 74% at the moment which is NOT #promising and. AAAAA #also have an exam this thursday which imnot nearly as worried abt but still. and i have to meet w someone abt a scholarship tmrw during my #free period so i Still can’t work on that stupid lab due tmrw night like. this sucks okay ‼️ #the engineering chronicles #the music chronicles #i know it was only a matter of time before musical started stressing me out but 😭 please give me back the joys of saturday’s rehearsal… #oh also there’s ANOTHER probability lab due day after easter and same day as circuits exam and the prof is the same so he knows full well #what he’s doing like. why are you not giving us the usual period in btwn for these anymore fuck you <3 #OH ALSO soldering qualification i need to do for like 3 hours wednesday the night before my thursday exam. nearly forgot abt that one i hat #it hereeee #soldering i could reschedule tho which i might do. but ive already pushed it back once so im like :/ do i really wanna do that #idk. still feel sick as fuck and still need to do physics prelab tonight 😭 it shouldn’t take long but i really don’t want to get up and #stare at my computer even more ifeel so awful rn #ANYWAY. sorry that was oversharing even for me i am just 😐 you know.

[cluster-b-culture-is]

npd + szpd culture is having that one moment every couple of months where you just completely break and everything comes flooding forth and then you just go back to normal again

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#cluster b culture is #npd culture is #npd + szpd culture is #cluster b #npd #Mod Reef #anonymous #MOOD #the moment usually lasts a few days to a week tops i think #at least for us

[lonestardust]

this was playing in the tarloft when iris visited! i love how Carlos and TK always put on music when they have people over!! i love diegetic music so much; something so intimate about knowing what's on a character's playlist and how they enjoy listening to music, it brings a certain type of tangibility; to know their little habits and their taste in things!!

#idk why I'm only posting this now but I've been obsessed with this track for days!!! #also Love on a Real Train by Tangerine Deam that was playing when Carlos was at the scene discovering Iris' disappearance!! which is not #really a listenable track but im just getting a kick out of the connection to carlos doing cop things & the inception of the arc spiraling! #also tangerine dream is such a classic procedural drama choice i love it!! #also the bar hard rock music in owen's scenes are personal favs too #and last but not least — the cherry on top; son of a preacher man during tommy's wet dream!! just perfect!! #911 lone star #911 ls #lone star music supervisors my beloveds #i'm dying to know which sequences/scenes this season will have big music moments #aside from the wedding obviously #ALSO Tennessee Whisky in a sexy tarlos scene WHEN #tarlos #tk strand #ronen rubinstein #carlos reyes #rafael silva #4x02 #tarloft #lone star music

[minilpark]

topgun: maverick pilots as things that have happened in my life pt. 5

-the crew showing up to a party at 11pm to see mav and penny drunk-

rooster: alright we're just going in and out. i wanna be back in my bed by midnight. phoenix: sounds good to me the crew: *finding mav, extremely drunk leaning against a wall* payback: oh my god look at him- he's so far gone mav: *sliding down the wall to sit* phoenix: *taking a selfie with the group for memories* bob: guys...i think he's about to- mav: *throws up on hangman's shoe* everyone: oH FUCK hangman: dAMNIT NOT MY SHOES coyote and fanboy: *cackling at the whole situation* penny: *rushes over to drag mav to the bathroom to clean up* the crew: alright time to go sksdkfsgs *evacuates the scene immediately*

#this happened on ldoc last semester #my friends and i went to 3 parties that day #this one being the last one because we wanted to see two of our friends/coworkers fucked up #because they're usually so put together #anyways i was bob and phoenix in this situation and whats even more funny is hangman is my best friend/roommate #he had to put his shoes through the wash twice to get the smell out #topgun #top gun maverick #topgun maverick imagines #bradley rooster bradshaw #robert bob floyd #natasha phoenix trace #jake hangman seresin #pete maverick mitchell #mickey fanboy garcia #reuben payback fitch #javy coyote machado #penny benjamin #mercedes' life moments

[sleepyselkiesketches]

I wanted to do a big piece to wrap up my year solidly, and here it finally is! I forget when I had the idea, but I really wanted to draw the ocs who had physical effects on my life all in one place. This has been a few months of work, and I may not be quite finished with it, but I have alas run out of time if I want to meet my deadline XD

More info on how important these characters have been to my life under the cut, cause that stuff’s Personal

Joy was my very first oc. The one that showed me just how much my imagination could Do, how far it could go. The one that gave me something to really write about, so I discovered my passion for writing and spent Years learning everything I could about writing and books. I don’t think anything will ever top how good my first rush of inspiration felt. None of my other ocs would exist without her paving the way. She even ended up being the reason I picked the college that I did, so many years later.

Arrow introduced me to online spaces, and helped me work through the concept of trauma and mental health. She carried me through a really hard transition, though I didn’t realise it at the time. She gave me a safe way to dip into my harsher emotions without self destructing. I learned so much about my own values and my mind from her. Honestly I’d rather not get into exactly what my experience with her was, it’s so cringy (to give you a hint, she was my online-sona) XD Out of all of them, I think she has changed the most and really gives me a sense of how far I’ve come

Kai is one of the main reasons I conquered my social anxiety, and managed to coast through my worst depression period. There are so so many experiences I never would've gotten without him. I am so much braver and kinder to myself for his existence. He sort of picked up where Joy left off, inso far as filling me with joy and inspiration again, and expanding my imagination and writing skills. Plus it was the first time I got to really experiment and branch out with character design (ie. There are more outfits out there than just tank tops XD)

And Ebony... aaahhh, Ebony. The whole reason my tumblr is what it is today. The reason I really became an Artist, and even got commissions! They led me to my partner, to my gender, and to so many dear online friends. Years of digital art and practice, all because of Ebony. Half of the art gifts I’ve gotten are of them! I can’t even keep track of all the ways they've affected the course of my life, like just my partner Alone completely changed everything for me

I can barely begin to scratch the surface of every small way these characters physically impacted my life. No shade to my other ocs XD

#Can you see the theme with my characters XD #god Kai stands out so badly #You get 3 guesses for what my favorite color is XD #yeah wow this really tacks my creative and emotional history from ages 10-19 #This really feels like a piece I'll want to re-do like 10 years down the line #I haven't drawn Joy in uhh... well over 6 years #I may or may not have cried seeing her again #I still vividly remember the moment she came into my mind #it was like my whole world suddenly becoame so much Brighter #and I knew who I was in this world with no shadow of doubt #Arrow was a different story XD #quite a bit bittersweet #ig getting to show care to that version of me #I also did her last cause I realised that I wanted to move forward from the tank top XD #it's my guyyyyyssss #sleepyselkiesketches #can't wait for the day I actually do good shading XD #ocs #Ebony #Kai #Arrow #Joy #yknow maybe drawing my mostly brown and green ocs in a forest was not the best move XD #....actually I'm suddenly struck by how you can see my energy decline through the characters #from climbing trees to leaning to sitting to reclining #....huh

[magentagalaxies]

happy birthday to the incredible paul bellini!!! may this be the best bellini day ever

(picture on the left is from the first mouth congress concert i went to last december and picture on the right is from my first ever zoom with paul bellini which is going to be exactly a year ago in a few weeks. so surreal how far our friendship has come since then, he's genuinely like family now)

#uncle paul <3 #i should make a ''top ten paul bellini moments'' thing some day. the chia pet story is number one #but also shoutout to literally the first thing he ever said to me on that zoom #i was like ''just so you know i'm feeling a little starstruck right now'' and he was deadpan like ''you'll get over it in 5 minutes.''' #and i did <3. but just because i'm not starstruck doesn't mean i've ever stopped being excited that he knows who i am #also i'm like 99% sure that i reminded the kith instagram to make a bellini post today lmao. i posted this exact thing on instagram #and the kith account liked it and then 5 minutes later posted happy birthday paul bellini like i'm out here reminding people it's bellinida #last thing. this is not a post about scott but can i just take a moment to appreciate how far my friendship with scott has come #just looking at the pics of us together??? #like the one on the left here. that's the first time i ever met scott so obviously he wasn't as familiar with me as paul #so he's just kind of posing doesn't look as excited (plus he was tired it was like 3 a.m. that's fine) #but look at the ''family photo'' i took with all three of my guys in june??? (the one where he's directly next to me) #he looks SO HAPPY by then it's such a difference! like over the course of those months he did get to know me better #and now any time i'm in town it's a whole Event with everyone trying to get their jess-time lmao #as i was falling asleep last night i was thinking about how different that new year's eve trip would be if i went up this year vs last year #just bc everyone knows me a lot better #and it just makes me so happy. character development all around

[deepwoundsandfadedscars]

I have officially reached "yeah, you know what to do" level of tattood when the tattoo artist is about to go through the aftercare instructions

#kee speaks #was doing my aftercare this morning and suddenly remembered what the tattoo artist said to me last week lol #yessir i do #feel like i need to get some torso ones done #cause currently i can easily show off all my tattoos during a warm day #one follows my collarbone and covers like a third of the distance from shoulder to center of my chest #and that's the closest to 'torso' i have but i feel like it doesn't quite count since it can be displayed with a tank top #i remember hearing something that was like #'if a tattooed person takes off their shirt and has nothing underneath they're a poser' #or something like that #maybe i should plan one for on my back #but also because i live alone that would make aftercare harder; it'd have to be somewhere i can reach on my own #and honestly i want to be in better shape before getting anything in that area #or better yet wait til I can get top surgery and decorate that area afterwards #I don't have any current plans for more tattoos at the moment though #i didn't expect to be getting 5 tattoos within 11 months so i am just going to sit and save money again lmao

[dirt-mccracken]

Every now and then I think about seeing MSI at age 15 (1 month after the MCR split) and how during the meet and greet LynZ kept visibly trying to get away from everyone who kept immediately bringing up Gerard and so we spent like 10 minutes just me, her, and my friend standing in a circle talking about other cool art (+ how she cut her finger open). Anyway I bought my first bass a week after that show.

#'now and then' aka 3 times a week for the last 10 years because it changed me fundamentally #it's such a bittersweet memory amd one of many that involves processing the good times along w my current vile feelings towards msi #but they are far from alone on the list of bands i have seen + have good personal memories tied to that ended up being fucking disgusting s #it's not a unique pain but it also fucking sucks growing up and seeing it all clear as day lol #but! that show was very fun in the moment and I learned a lot about how I enjoy going to shows and being in crowds #still probably top 10 pits ive been in

[mona-liar]

Fuck the FIFA. The DFB, Manuel Neuer, and the other teams/team captains are fucking cowards.

[Translation: Football world cup

Captains do without "One Love"-Armband

Manuel Neuer will not wear the captain's armband with the inscription "One Love" at the World Cup in Qatar after all.

Manuel Neuer as well as the team captains of other teams do not take part in the action for equality and freedom of opinion after all - Fifa had threatened sanctions again.]

#Posers and virtue signaling if i've ever seen it #Doing all big and playing up their allyship at euros against Hungary last year like they're heros but the moment it matters they cower #At the mere sight of consequences for their so called support #Okay let's be honest did we expect anything else? #And (america centrism put aside) the day after two people were killed during an attack on a gay bar? #Shameful and zero brain to keep up their performative allyship #The consequence would have been to possibly start the game with a yellow card btw #which they said they cannot accept bc their top priority is still to win the games and that's too big a risk #uefa was involved in discussions as well and is of course not except from a heartily fuck them #football

[horrorwebs]

fucking hell fucking hell is she gonna reject me? i want to let sth out for a second and didnt want to tell my psychologist until i have answers so. tags it is

#so. i told my friend i like her. i really really do you cant imagine how much. this was while i was away on a trip last week and we were #messaging.honestly i wanted to be brave enough to tell her in person but i tried already and i was tired of waiting for 'the perfect moment #i was tired of not doing anything ever and watching my life go by. so i drann a bit and told her. not bc i was a bit drunk thats just an #excuse. i was plenty conscious and still scared as fuck (so much that after i sent the message i took a lap around the building lol) #she said i should be scared first. then that she wasnt sure what to say. in her words 'more yes than no. but i dont know what to say' #understandable. she prob wasnt expecting it and its not amazing to have a conversation like that through text (despite the fact that our #relationship has always relied heavily on texting cause weve always stayed up talking. like from day 1) #anyway. she said that before we met she had a crush on me (i already knew this) and that she sometimes felt this way too wbut was scared i #didnt feel that way as well and didnt wanna risk anything so didnt do anything (granted. but she DID say plenty of ambiguous things + #told me i could sleep w her then um. slept on top of me. hugging. you know) #my friend said this was a good sign i was nervous and told her that i thought it was weird and she said her response was p good #and later she uploaded on her cf story a video that said a ring she shares w me is her 'married ring' so i think thats good?? #but also. we havent talked yet (hard to do in 15 min at school) and i have a bad fweling #i feel shes going to say sth like she likes me but doesnt want to risk what we have esp considering her other friends sometimes treat her #badly/exclude her and that shes worried if we fight we are going to lose our friendship + shes going to lose my friends as well #which is well. stupid of course. because i always want her in my life. i think she knows this. i want her to know this. #ever since we met i want her in my life and i cant stop thinking about her and how i miss her and her eyes and how she hugs me and GOD #THE OTHER DAY WHEN WE SAW EACH OTHER AFTER I WENT ON A WEEK LONG TRIP SHE FUCKIN. LIFTED ME OFF THE GROUND AND. CARRIED ME AROUND #HONESTLY IT WAS A BIT EMBARASSING THERE WERE LOTS OF PPL SRIUND AND IM A VERY PRIVATE PERSON BUT I WAS SO HAPPY !!!! #and idk i just dont want her to reject me. shes the first person i really like and i see myself together with. we have so much in common an #we understand each other and we are GOOD for each other. shes so good for my life and i want to believe i am as awell and god how i #want to kiss her and call her my girlfriend and just. agh #its exhausting liking someone huh #loveposting #spikeposting #if anyone has read this far omg hi thank you what do you think?