Hey Stephen - taylor swift // she plays bass - beabadoobee // jack antonoff via his twitter // writer in the dark - lorde // sweet nothing - taylor swift // joshua bassett for zach sang // cupids chokehold / breakfast in America - gym class heroes // fame < infamy - fall out boy //
"Time flows like water, but when I'm with you it rushes like a waterfall.. oh this ocean of me is turbulent every time that you are near. I fall like raindrops, I fall like a rock.. and I am caught in your atmosphere like a falling star as it wishes across the sky."
Somewhere, someone sits on their porch, they listen to the thunder rumbling in from afar and sit through a period of unpredictable weather, the sky as tumultuous as their soul.
A decision has been made. I feel it in the electric warmth around them.
I know not who they are, nor the length and depth of the journey they have taken for me. But I feel it. Slowly I churn, turning over and over in anticipation, reaching desperately with my winds; a swirling mass of tension.
Then they are there, staring up into my soul, feelings of apprehension, and confusion clash against the certainty in their eyes, I do not know whose feelings are whose.
It is over as swiftly as it came. Their absence fades with a soft smile. I feel it upon me now, within my very being. A name.
Electric. A flash, a jolt as powerful as anything runs through me and I roar with all the power of a name bestowed upon me. I ravage the land, strike with fear and fire. Give life and take it. They will speak of me, mutter my given name.
As I fade, tired and lethargic, I wonder. What journey must they take in order to give a name. The winds have always implied that a name given, is a name carefully constructed, decided and debated till the very moment it departs their soul for mine. But in that moment of connection I felt my turbulence mirrored.
Perhaps the decision was not to gift a creation; but to sacrifice, carve off and cast away an appendage of their past.
I feel the weight of this title, it gives me great strength. I am honoured to take this weight from their shoulders and carry it far, far away.
~STUPID FOR YOU: You probably found out about them from a pop punk playlist but looked more into them and realized they fuck.
~21 QUESTIONS: I'm so sorry. if you are CURRENTLY in a relationship, that shit hurts and you should try your best to fix it or get away. If you AREN'T in a relationship, you have had your heart broken like this multiple times by people you really care about (either side of the story)
~TELEPHONE: before heartstopper: you have really fuckin good taste
after heartstopper: you still have really good fuckin taste this song goes hard
~I MISS HAVING SEX...: you probably found it from a TikTok playlist and it stuck out to you (funfact: i once saw a d*ad b*dy on the highway while this song was playing)
~TURBULENT: I will murder that ex for you. (or you like heavier shit)
~REAL SUPER DARK: impecable taste. I imagine you like heavier shit too but more Rob Zombie and Slipknot esk.
~HIGH DEFINITION: how's the BPD going? you have been hurt by your own actions countless times and you are TIRED of it but have no fucking clue how to fix it. this is the most relatable song they have to me and if you relate to it too then dear god im sorry. (funfact again: this song is what i named my system after, also its my fave one)
~11:11, LUCKY PEOPLE, FRUIT ROLL UPS: you either have a really good relationship or these are on your break down playlist.
She felt the tears coming, but held them tight. As tight as the chains that left those scars she kept dragging around. The woman took a deep breath and said, lifting the chin, “Things were not going well between us lately".