#UGH its gonna HURT

[5hrignold]

reminder

#rewatched this sneak peek for the first time since i first saw it and ugh. UUUUGHHGGHHH. #it hurts me a lot I’m ngl….. like to see charlie be so critical of something pim likes #except this time it’s even more painful because it isn’t just that pim likes it he also thought charlie would like it too and he literally #took him out and did this just for him because he thought he’d like it. he thought charlie said something so he went out of his way to #organise something to show to him to make him happy. and also how like… expectant? charlie is acting in the clip #like the way he just kinda frowns at pim whenever one of the dudes says something particularly out there #and it’s like. dude what the fuck #ive Said it once i’ll say it again i think charlie needs to lose pim during an episode or something. itd humble him #i mean that KIND OF happened with the finale but look where they are in s2 #as usual what i always say. absolutely no actual complaints. if anything i Love this because it’s very clearly like #im so excited for this particular episode because you can just TELL its gonna be such a good one for their relationship #like looking into it analysing it n stuff #literally anything with them together has me screaming and cryjing they’re one of my fav duos ever #ok my hands are shaking bye #smiling friends #💝 #smiling friends spoilers #also this is just Such a cute clip. the way pim runs and how charlie slugs on close behind him looking all grumpy #and how happy he looks to be calling him his best friend… actually peak i fear this is the peak of the season (joke

[gunsatthaphan]

so anyway mentally I’m gonna stay here for the rest of the season 😊 

#to my star #to my star 2 #tms 2 #jiwoo x seojoon #korean bl #bl drama #to my star 2 ep1 #tms 2 ep2 #no but in all honesty #this shit hurts but its fcking GOOD #like omg #im loving the filming style so much #ugh #i guess im really gonna let them destroy me huh #big sigh

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Fuck u I shouldn't have to work on weekends vs Jesus christ I have so much to do. Fight.

#i did fuck all this weekend so its gonna hurt monday when i have to start scrambling #ive gotta do extractions and make media and back up cultures and work on my preproposal #and do 3 assignments rip. ugh im so tried. ill just work on things tomorrow #i have an appointment tomorrow to get accommodations for my learning disability tomorrow and idk what thatll b like #ive sorta got a chip on my shoulder abt using accommodations so im afraid ill come off as rude #but idk itll make me freak out less if i get etra time on exams. i never stay after tho basically i wont use any #so whats the point but everyone is telling me to do it so i am #my mom calls the way i read a lil ADD bc i cant pay attention long enough to make the words make sense bc i get distracted by my thoughts #its real annoying 😒 #how to cure that? stop reading. problem solved 😌 #unrelated

[webvampzz]

blame it on the

#/lyr #/ref #UGH SORRU FOR THE BAD CAMERA QUALITY #MY HANDS R SHAKY 👎👎👎👎 #AAASGGGJFHDJSNS #I cant practice guitar because every time i see the amp i go insane #Btw i found it for like 15 dollars at goodwill which is like WHAT????? #I LITERALLY HAVE A TINIER ONE THAT COST ME 44 DOLLARS AND NOW THAT IM NOT LOOKING FOR IT ITS THERE #But yeah #my guitar journey is going kinda BAD but thats cs im procrastinating practicing and i need some fucking motivation which im trying 2 find #so like one day ill take this shit seriously (hopefully tommorow) (and it has a headphonr jake) #(oh yeah and the headphones im using for it suck( (they hurt my ears) (im gonna buy new ones) (i think) #(theyre the one that came with my cd player) (and speakinh of that i might buy some new cds) #(i fucking love physical media) #(cds ftw) #(oh yeah the song im referencing is called black star by radiohead) #(which is their 10th song on their 2nd album called the bends released in 1995) #(can you tell i like that band)

[oh-gh0st]

flings this all to u

#ghost's wips #idk. my head hurts #turns out listening to bewitched and being ina good mood can quickly go to shit in like 5 minuntes when u realize #ugh. i wont say anything to save ppl from me ranting but. sigh #whatever i might not finish this its not coming out good (granetd its 12 am me talking tho) #im gonna. go to bed. whatever

[comas-are-for-sleeping]

my toxic trait is wanting to call ed nygma the f slur

#i listened to the new podcast all in one day and i love it sm #the riddler is such a fun character #i think i like intelligent psychopath characters 😔 #but HFHJGJFJ foaming at the mouth at this new riddler #like sure the off handed ‘theyre not gonna know its me bc they think every brown man looks the same’ was like. not interesting humor #BUT IT STILL MADE ME GIGGLE SO HARD #and every time he called himself delicate i was like 🤨 homosexual behavior #and in gotham too he is just!! UGH THAT MAN IS SO HOMOSEXUAL IT HURTS #well in gotham the actor is actually gay so like that prolly made me clock the homosexuality lol #bc he kissed women in the show #🙄🙄 #the riddler #gotham #the riddler: secrets in the dark #edward nygma #ed nygma

[wibblywobblykid]

NEW CLIP FROM ARI AND DANTE JUST DROPPED

#ugh im gonna see this scene in context with the WHOLE MOVIE in one week #because im seeing the WHOLE MOVIE IN ONE WEEK #cannot believe it honestly #but ugh this scene!! dante you're hurting me :( #okay but im so glad i saw this scene because it shows like how comfortable their friendship is at this point? #like even though its a vulnerable and kind of uncomfortable moment you see how close they are at this point #which you didn't get with the other teaser because obviously they're just meeting at that point #this makes me even more excited for the movie max and reese are so perfect for this ugh #ari and dante #Youtube

[coridallasmultipass]

Felt cute, might deteriorate later. [He/Him]

#feels like im in hell um #shibuya to belgium #anyway did my eyebrows perfectly but its night and ill prob sleep em off so ugh #im so tired bro i went thru my arm workout THREE times today bc of stress and anxiety #not to mention body dysphoria on top of the health concerns im trying to not think about anything rn so selfie time #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #but tbh not enough im still hurting with stress #could fuckin go for another round but i rly gotta try n sleep bc i get to cry abt all this in therapy tmr yaaaaay #fuckin hate that i cant treat endo lmao its like living in a cage w a tiger and not knowing when its gonna attack or give a love bite #anyway not to be a crybaby but yeah im not okay and dont know how im expected to go on lol #thought i looked good in my red light but ended up w a good orange light pic #wish i could show off my arms but its not impressive. mostly just feels nice to be like... solid lol #wish i could afford a gym #so my face will have to do for now hope i dont regret posting selfies at almost midnight lol #me #selfie #Cori.exe #Image.exe #ignore my chapped lips pls my dermatillomania has been rampant for the past like 2 days lmao i never stood a chance #hhhhh idk what to tag beyond this fence sitting whether to post or not so im just gon post and then go sleep hffff

[chemicalbrew]

achievement get (for the billionth time): take one look at an assignment and get severely overwhelmed AND discouraged for the rest of the day and do nothing

#it's so much and it's dishonest work!! literally dishonest because all i can think of is how bullshit a lot of it sounds. instead of #you know? #actually learning anything? #but this thorough lack of motivation is just gonna get me in trouble isnt it. how do i swallow my emotions and figure things out #its getting harder every year and the feeling that the few people i have close by do not ever truly understand - like at all - is horrifyin #yes sorry this is all i could think of for the past six hours. im having a great day (no im not. i also hate myself for feeling this way) #zero.txt #im sure it hurts the few people who care and who thought i'd actually go on to do things to see me constantly wallowing for reasons #that they refuse to comprehend or have compassion for. #just stop being sad! just get to work piece by piece! have some resilience #meanwhile all ive done is cry. maybe a part of me just likes feeling like this i DONT KNOW #and ofc so often im like. the only reason im still around is im quiet and they havent invented thought police #yet. #how can i have hope when the moment i decide to pluck a silver of it out of my core i read something that in a better world would not even- #-be a nightmare #like. you say things like that with your mouth and expect us to mindlessly repeat if we want anything in life... #fuck my stupid baka life <3 #ugh im just going in yet another circle now when i know trying to put my feelings in words is not helpful. what IS helpful #negative #again sorry. at least you dont have to open this wall of tags #delete later #maybe

[toastsnaffler]

watched half of poor things this evening and damn this movie boring ass..... wish I'd done smth else lol

#i expected more from lanthimos tbh cuz i loved killing of a sacred deer + lobster. but this ones just not doing it for me sorry #it rly is just the barbie movie but frankenstein #but not even in a fresh or interesting way. its very pretty tho ill give him that plus i do have a soft spot for emma stone + willem dafoe #ill finish the rest of it tmr cuz i wanna check it off my watchlist regardless. i dont have time to watch a whole movie in the evenings- #after work anyway saaaad 😔 #ugh my head hurts.. and im in danger of starting to think so im gonna get ready for bed goooooodnight #.diaries

[digirainebow]

i didn't think jacob would be arguing with olivia, wanting it almost as much as her. what the hell. i expected the self defeated, taking one for the team attitude but actively needing it like her? when he had been trying to stop her all night? i feel like i've been blasted by a buckshot

#digi discusses #the world needs more jacobs and i just took him out of it #did he go back to being a kid again? to see the lights of possibility again? #to feel like he's doing something exciting and worthwhile again not by making art but by being “freed” by maggie's knowledge once more? #or did he. choose another timeline entirely? augh i'm gonna have to watch the ending back again...where did he go... #maggie would be turning in her graaaaaave to know he chose this. she would hate that for him she would h a t e it #the anna parallels. stuck between time only able to hear him on radios if you are lucky. fuck off #becoming an urban legend...i think he would have liked that. immortalized just like he wanted. ugh wait did riley do that for him #but the details getting lost his name becoming warped over time? i think riley (and i) would feel it was almost disrespectful to his memory #the fact he puts meeting riley on the same pedestal as saving camena. god god god god. even when they aren't friends they are. #riley talking to athena like a person like he did. i am MISERABLE #its the dys exocolonist thing all over again. he's happy and that's...good. but he could have been just as happy if he'd stayed too #every single time i think about the hug i'm going to cry #every single ending has done this to me there is literally no winning #being kinda mean to him was bad enough but this ending just feels! it feels like riley. like i. drove him to. #girl i need to log off bye #oxenfree II spoilers #yeah there's the essay. just took a minute #i will make another one about hurt healed olivia in a bit too because that. made me sob. that one hit really...close to home #he says when he was a teenager he would have fallen for it if someone told him he could open a portal in the sky and make things better #what a liar he would still do it now #EDIT: NO i knew it he says almost exactly what nona says after you hug her when you hug him. the orange-associated characters strike again

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#love that when ur stressed and having a bad time it makes ur menstrual pain worse so you feel even more awful #like. yes. id love to get things done but unfortunately i need to go home immediately at 2pm bc i feel physically ill. vibes wretched. #im considering sleep here at 6pm but 2 b fair i think i only slept 4hrs last night. woof. tomorrow is gonna b interesting #i think the allergic reacting is abt over now tho. like im not really itchy anymore. the rash is still visible but i think its just dry now #bc of the cold. so was i ever reacting to the tatto0? or was it all the medication? im so interesting in what happened #would i not have had a reaction if i hadn't got a bunch of holes poked in my skin? or was it just a coincidence #that the rash started on that arm? ugh. so frustrating. and i think the psychiatrist forgot to actually book my appointment from when we #last talked so idk. maybe if i watch t4skmaster over and over it will heal my soul #ay. its all very frustrating. and i still dont have fucking autoclave access. fuck off. just give me the fucking key code #i just wanna pour plates 🫗 lol that actually looks a lot like pouring solid media. i dont wanna have to steal someone else's card to open #the door. who even locks up an autoclave??? they didnt at my old school and u could wheel a body into that thing. im pretty sure it was #bigger than this one. also there's another unlocked on on campus. why?! i ask ppl and fucking no one knows. that's just how it is #ugh. i should go to sleep. my tummy hurt #unrelated

[keira-draws]

have officially watched 2/3 original evil dead movies 👍

#i wont watch the first one #im a pussy i cant handle gore that intense #ALSO UGH I LOVED BOTH EVIL DEAD II AND ARMY OF DARKNESS #i had seen most of the scenes already on youtube but it was very nice to actually see them in the right order LMAO #my fav silly guy ashley williams didn't fail me #(i knew he wouldn't) #whatever i'm gonna be shaking him around in my head for the next forseeable future #also! watching evil dead ii and then immediately going to aod is really funny cause like #ash's character doesn't necessarily change a ton a ton right #but he's just so pissed off the whole movie of aod it's actually crazy #and i've seen a couple aved clips and knowing that the evil dead trilogies basically change him from soft spoken ash in evil dead i #to his character in aved is like so sad to me!!! #sad in the sense of like all the stuff and trauma from the cabin and aod caused him to create this like ultra-dramatized bravado #like ash's character arc is one of the most realistic one's i've seen and i think that's what sucks for him :( #and we know its at least part a coping mechanism based off his breakdown in season 3 of aved!!! he does NOT want to be the chosen one ughhh #like the whole chosen one who doesn't want to be the chosen one is an arc that always hurts #i was going to say more but this is already longer than i intended!!! #maybe some day i'll write a character analysis on ash because he's so so interesting to meeeee #knawing on him #keir thoughts

[direwombat]

Syb talking to God who is also her (dead) mama who is maybe real or maybe a bliss hallucination but whether or not it's physically tangible or in her head doesn't matter because the catharsis is very real

#wip: kneeling at the crossroads #katc spoilers #(technically) #its gonna be like...five years until i get to this point in the fic but UGH #i havent stopped thinking about this and it makes my heart hurt #whining wombat