Thank you to everyone whose been reading UNCOMFORTABLE, my first fanfic of Henry Cavill.
I’m glad so many of you are enjoying it and I haven’t tainted your man. 😊
Some of you may have noticed that the chapters are posted slowly. I have two reasons for that.
1 - because I found if I dumped the chapters all at once that no one cares. 😪
2 - because it also gives me a chance to make sense of what I’ve written.
So, I’ve uploaded the first two chapters. I have two more chapters in queue. So,four chapters in total.
I do plan on adding more chapters. How many? Not sure yet..we’ll see.
But I do have more handwritten unfortunately for me,it’s in random paragraphs rather than chapters..so yay! 🥳 because I’m clearly not someone who wants things to make sense. 🤦♀️
Chapters are uploaded once a week,every monday…between 10am - 11am, Australian/Queensland time…Until I finish this series.
Some of you have asked to be tagged in future posts and I have tagged you,I’m more than happy to tag others.
Next Chapter..Chapter 3 is due out 2 November 2020.
I really want help. Please someone help me. Please.
I’m in a physically abusive home and I wish to get out. who can relate✌🏽
On the plus side, my family is chill with me eating in my room. On the bad side, I can’t eat in front of people anymore because it makes me extremely uncomfortable B)
Word count: 836
Synopsis: She is a scriptwriter and had Henry Cavill in mind for a character she’s written. She never actually imagined meeting the man himself, let alone him saying yes to her casting suggestion. During the table read, she tries not to obsess over a man she never thought was her type.
Written in third person. Y/N – your name. L/N – last name.
A/N: Hey, Cavillry! I’m not really a henry cavill fan, I’m only familiar with him in superman and stardust but your posts have inspired to write this. Hopefully, I did your king justice.
photo credit: @dailynetflix
Do you ever just feel… uncomfortable? Like, randomly. You feel kinda sick, but just mentally/emotionally. It’s weird. I don’t like it.
A coworker said he fancies me. That if he was 20 years younger he’d do everything to win me. That I’m a natural beauty. Sometimes he poked me. He took a picture of me although I said I don’t want him to. We have an app where we see which team we’ll be working in every day, and he called the person responsible for the planning to get us planned together. This morning I also called that person to ask not to be planned with said coworker anymore. The coworker then said I am betraying him and tomorrow will be a useless day since he’s not planned with me, and that he’ll miss me etc. He’s 50 years old or so, and I’m 25… I’m so scared that he’ll try to be planned with me again. Or that he’ll ask why we are not planned anymore. Or that he’ll send weird messages to me outside of work. I confided in another coworker whom I trust a lot. But we do on-call duty every so often, and what will I do when I’m on call with him? I’m so scared to go to work. My coworkers are all men and I’m the only woman there. But that person is the only one behaving like that and I don’t want him to destroy my work life. I like working there. But it also makes me feel filthy and like I have to do everything to become ugly. I want to hurt myself and lose so much weight that I’m unattractive. Alcohol doesn’t make me forget it…
Please post as anon and tag thetho. Thanks :)
I am so sorry that you are going through all of this. I can really relate to wanting to hurt yourself and lose lots of weight to become unattractive though so you are definitely not alone with thinking this way. To be honest though (and it took me a long time to realise this) but doing these things will only hurt yourself and not the other person. This co-worker may always fancy you but it’s not fair on yourself to punish you for the way that another may feel towards you. Does that make sense?
It sounds like from what you have written too that you have done everything in your power to try to distance yourself from this co-worker. It can be so hard to work in a job where you are the only female, and I can understand that you love working where you do. In the end though work is meant to be a safe haven where you can do what is expected of you in your work duties and do this work whilst feeling comfortable and not feeling filthy and like you need to become ‘ugly’ to just be left alone and be accepted and treated like you deserve to be (which sounds like you aren’t right now).
So I guess that in the end you have to know when enough is enough. You deserve so much better and I wish so much that you could see this too! You are an amazing and beautiful person just as you are and instead of trying to take this beauty away from yourself, you need to find a way to make peace with this situation and decide if you want to keep working where you are under the current situation or if you would be happier and more comfortable working in a better environment where you can just be yourself! Unfortunately though, no one can make this decision for you but yourself!
I really hope that this has helped a bit and please know that we are here for you if you need to talk some more. You are not alone!
I’m thinking of you!
So here’s a story for y'all (second post of the day, kudos to me):
So I was in P.E (Gym if you’re not from the UK) and we, the class, had to sort ourselves into two groups. (I can’t believe teacher man even let us do that)
Anyway, obviously everyone (except for me who stood there thinking wtf) immediately was like “boys v girls”.
Now, quick background about me, I am a demigirl but, I feel more non-binary than feminine. I still go by she/her pronouns tho, as I cannot come out to my family.
So, this particular day I wasn’t feeling like a girl, so to speak. Like, people there are more genders than female and male!
I never joined a group, btw. I sat the entire class out because I didn’t want to be put with the girls. Instead I talked with, let’s call her June (I don’t want to use her real name) and her friend who were talking about boobs and flat stomachs. T-T
That was not a fun lesson…
Also, I cut my hair today. It did reach my mid boob, but now it’s above my boobs! :) It’s effing amazing what a haircut can do.
Am i the only one that feels uncomfortable looking at thin lines/strings?
Like I’ve been having dreams of a giant baby staring at me with an evil grin behind a glass window, just watching me slowly getting crushed by a big piece of metal until I’m thin as a paper.
Is that why i get so uncomfortable by them?!
(And kids too)
What is the meaning behind those dreams anyways….?
I’ve been having these dreams for so many years and they tend to gome rapidly, sometimes once a month and sometimes even after just waking up from them, i fall asleep and dream this over again.
Is there something i can do about this or..?
I want someone to make me feel comfortable in a place where I feel so uncomfortable. I want someone to make me feel loved above the scale. I want someone to talk to so I won’t feel alone. I just want someone to be there. It’s sad having to beg.
Weird random numbers that text me, I am not going to answer you, even if you do get my name right. You gotta introduce yourself first.
Worst part of a Pap smear? Hearing them crank the speculum open. 🥴🤢
it’s all fun and games until you catch feelings with your best friend after joking about dating each other 😃
feeling: the emotional need to attach to someone
It’s so hard to feel absolutely disgusted with your body. Like I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. Does anyone else feel like this?
that feel when you can literally feel an overstimulation meltdown creeping up on you and yet you cannot escape The Noise Everywhere 🙃🙃🙃