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kabutoden · 3 months

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they dont know what a vegetable is : (

#karkat vantas #dave strider #homestuck #grocery shopping #i hate going grocery shopping. ugh. its so stressful #i think if karkat vantas was in a grocery store he would cry #they are both 13 in this #davekat #not romantic im just tagging it for friendship moment #its them. theyre hanging out #karkat showing off a leadership moment here after surviving the grocery store btw

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delicatepointofview · 1 year

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The Scala concert in 2020 being a turning point for Louis when it comes to his confidence in performances

#louis tomlinson #dailytomlinson #tomlinsonedits #hledit #hlcreators #hljournal #1dsource #all of those voices #gif*#the last gif really doesnt make it justice to how excited he looks and sounds #but he goes on for so long #its impossible to put it in one gif #you have to hear him to get it #my favorite segment in the whole doc <3 #feels the most genuine too #like you see him very stressful at the beginning and then he does a 180º and seems so overjoyed #ugh. obsessed #if you were at the scala concert. bless you.

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puppyeared · 5 months

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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 7 months

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WIFI IS MINE ONCE AGAIN as i sit on a mattress on the floor

#it feels like ive been without it for so long...#it has been... three and a half days... i am Weak....#nah jk i wouldve been find without it for much longer #but boy howdy am i Glad to be able to use my dear beloved laptop again #i am In The New Place i am Beginning To Settle #tomorrow i begin unpacking my own stuff!!! exciting!!!#i cant wait to admire all of my Things!#ohhhh and i finally have a spot on the wall for my combo whiteboard/corkboard....#im still very stressed and i want to lay in a hole but!!#i am doing slightly better than a few days ago!#the weather has been nice... cool and rainy... i am not used to cool and rainy #its also cold and i am - unfortunately - a desert creature #suffice to say i am wearing hand warmers a hoodie and a blanket #absolutely unprompted #the place's last owner Didnt Fucking Clean though #so there have been many spiders. and cobwebs. and general Grime we will have to scrub #like seriously today i was dusting the ceiling. THE CEILING.#had to dust & vacuum the windowsills... gonna scrub my bathroom tomorrow...#theres a large tear in my bedroom carpet too...#ugh and the cabinets are Small so organizing all the spices and shit has been Rancid #stuff has to go out of place and you cant see it all and MY ORGANIZATIONAL SYSTEMS ARE CRUMBLING #sometimes it feels like my adhd and autism are fistfighting but during a move?#lockstep babeyyyy. they are Streamlined. lots of things and lots of sorting & placing and eeheehee #i have also killed most of the freakishly huge mosquitos in the house so! things are better!#that first night was Rough! its better now! this shell is becoming a House!

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moonlume · 2 months

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tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything

#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism.#sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art...#i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this.#but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again.#its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years.#im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again...#but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it.#anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human.#i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable #but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start #ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍

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nafohcnis · 1 month

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jd is just so much hes Such a good character. as someone with an actual shitty oldest brother that ruined his life i kind of find how people treat his flaws funny. esp when people blow them out of proportion like my guy was struggling and stressed and trying and . it didnt go so well but hey! he’s never hurt you on purpose and he wants to make up for it and be in your lives again

johnd oddory uhhggffgggg!!!!!!!! its so silly whenevr i think of how engrained this guy is in my head, cuz im the youngest out of my siblings but im closest with my sister The Eldest Daughter.. AND WHATS FUNNY is she says i’d be john dory and she’d be branch.. i forced her to watch trolls.she hates musicals. LAWL.

oh but anyway john dory’s whole dynamic.. ESPECIALLY with branch is soo… John Dory as the eldest, and the least favorite brother among them and branch as the youngest and most adored.. ugh it just so so so good. especially with how they mirror eachother so much… and how everyone treats them differently even though theyre so similar!!!! not that its a bad thing its just so.!!!

JOHN DORY MAKES ME FEEL SO BAD when i see him reuniting with his brothers like oh my god. because i KNOW his last impression on them was horrible and all their reactions are reasonable but man. John “GOODBYE FOREVER” Dory was the Only one to come back to the troll tree. Was the one to get everyone together to save floyd. Was in isolation for 20 years thinking his brothers were dead probably all his fault.

AND THEN guess what he WASNT EVEN OBSESSED WITH THE PERFECT FAMILY HARMONY AGAIN WHEN THEY REUNITE!! when floyds like ‘jd its diamond💔’ this dumbass goes ‘DIAMOND SHATTERING DIAMOND HAMMER’ he wasnt even THINKING OF IT!!!! uggghhhh and then theyre like THE SAME OLD JOHN DORY which is .partially true. but i feel like the siblings anger at him was definitely some bottled up feelings coming out cuz ths guy was clarifying that it was For FLOYD!!!!! ugh ugh ugh whateve Watt ever..!!!! ugh ugh ugh ugh everyone hug eachother and apologize and talk NOW!

#SORRY i went on a whole rant there #john dory and the sibling dynamics make me so……#i should probably feel more align with branch which I Do sometimes… john dory just something about him #im gonna smash his head with a hammer #ugh strugglung and stressed and TRYING UGH UGH UGH im gonna be sick its too real #i AM gonna tag thsi one idk . listen to my john dory thoughts boy!!!#john dory #trolls john dory #trolls band together #dw trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls #ask

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buglaur · 8 months

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picking up something small for the baby's room!

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #horseranchgp #sawyers outfit UGH shes so beautiful #this girl hates being pregnant though #she can't get on a horse and its stressing her out #i think one kid'll be enough for her

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angelpuns · 2 months

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I need a book or smthn on like - how to do completely normal things that could be potentially stressful. I. E. Jury duty, going to the DMV, making a doctor's appt. Cause the stress of doing something new without knowing exactly everything that will happen is gonna get me bad one of these days. I just need to know exactly step by step what us going to happen like why is there nothing that says exactly what I will have to do

#i have jury duty tomorrow #i am so stressed thinkijg about it #there is no way to be preparee cause no one i know has been lately #i havrnt been to the courthouse in years #ugh #anyway im fully prepared to have some sort of meltdown tomorrow #and by fully prrpared j mean its gonna happen and i will not be able to stop it

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skitskatdacat63 · 6 months

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2023 Brazilian Grand Prix - Parc Ferme - Fernando Alonso

#EVERYONE LOVES HIMM SOOOOOO MUCH #IM SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR HIM #I WISH they showed him actually getting out of car #yeah yeah max but THIS IS HIS 8TH PODIUM CMON WE KNOW WHOS REALLY IMPORTANT HERE #and god him and mark im still dying #can you beleive its almost been 3 hours??????#ugh wow what a da #i can never not talk about that last lap #i wanna rewatch the last 20 laps or so but i dont know if my heart can handle that stress again #what a fucking race old man!!!#fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1 #2023 brazilian gp #we do a little bit of f1

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riacte · 28 days

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so hey guys i finished dungeon meshi yesterday and i'm still thinking about it

#ria.txt #i spoiled myself so at first i was like 'this is bonkers wtf are they doing in those last few chapters?????'#but then it was like. yeah. i see #love those ch when it's just clearly putting the squad into Situations #also. izutsumi #what i really liked was how tightly the protagonist and the deuteragonist were wound up in the overall themes #the plot the themes the conflict the characters it was very neatly connected #hence i am also now accidentally invested in whatever going on between laios and marcille #not just platonic not romantic not enemies i just think they work well tgt and deeply care for each other its great watching them develop #it's the leader + most trusted advisor / anxious girlfailure + the annoying freak she's somehow attached to vibes #haha that rabbit chapter with marcille. hahha i was like what the fuck man. it was funny and then boom whump [tears streaming down my face]#those shapeshifter chs were sooo much fun esp seeing other chara's perceptions of each other. stealing that #the changeling ones were great too elf senshi is the fucking funniest he looks sooooooo unserious #marcille's evolving perception with death starting with saving falin and saving the squad and her nightmares of outliving everyone-#-and her dad and her 'temper tantrum' and UGH when at the end she said she was fine with falin not coming back.... WAAA. OUGH.#i think dunmeshi handled the trope of 'prophecy of chosen one becoming king' pretty well and it makes sense why laios is the protag #the worldbuilding is so thoughtful as well i liked seeing different characters with different worldviews interact #very solid and well rounded series wooo #the main 4 has such a fun dynamic together #anyways. dunmeshi au.....#more like borrowing the worldbuilding bc charas are too nuanced for a one to one comparison #ren is like some prince of his own species but he's like 34th in line and no one cares about him so he fucks off to eat monsters #which is why he's both snobbish AND a total freak when it comes to his food taste #false is originally in for the money from ren and plans to scam him but unfortunately the cringefail swag captures her #martyn is Obnoxiously Clueless and thinks he's smart but he's not. he's resourceful but also pathetic and crazy #stress cant cook but she thinks she does so everyone goes (≖_≖ ) when she picks up a pot. they delegate her to killing and chopping duty #the mvp is iskall who keeps on saving everyone's asses and somehow has resources for everyone #i think ren is actually aware false is going to scam him but he has too much money to spend anyway and he thinks shes cool so he lets her??#and somehow she doesnt take the money and run. and goes back to eating monsters w/ the party. everyone is crazy

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skimmeh · 3 months

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...hmm stressful week, wish me luck to get through it :')

#things came up ... like uncomfortably last minute things to do #and stressful unexplained uni things #as well as just person things too #... its my bday in a couple of days :'3 #its like every form of holiday im actually about to have a stressful week during so i cant even relax-#... hhhhh #tiny bit if a rant #rant #ugh... ill see yall in a week or so with my own art hopefully #hope you're having a lovely day regardless:D

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asickandtirednobody · 21 days

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It sucks when you are disabled in Ontario.

I am literally not able to work.

But since I am legally married to my wife, I don't get to collect disability.

Even when I did go on it for a bit, I was making half of minimum wage working 40 hours a week.

The cost of living has gone up, my cost of living has gone up, but the government thinks one income is enough.

I can't work anywhere. I am too sickly now and wouldn't be considered reliable. Which sucks, I used to be Mr. Reliable... Your disability making life harder every day, took parts away. My disability is taking parts of me, not only physically, but mentally...