#Vent

[zebrabyopn3]

A girl has not felt loved in years. She never gets told that she's a pretty girl. She doesn't get called a girl. Her parents don't call her daughter. She never smiles and doesn't take care of her hair anymore. She stopped taking showers every day. She has acne and stubble. She doesn't shave, she can't stand looking at herself in the mirror. She was told that "fat is hot" until she gained more weight. People look at her weird. She feels like nobody wants her. She doesn't want anyone to look at her. She feels alone. People avoid her. She feels like she can't vent to others anymore because it's all she can think about. She wants to be loved

A girl doesn't talk anymore. She's distant and insecure. She bottles up her feelings. People reach out to her to try and help, but don't know how to help. She isolates herself, she's scared. She knows that nobody will put in the time and effort to be there for her. Nobody says good morning to her. She stopped asking for help. She doesn't laugh anymore. She feels like she's worthless. She's told that this isn't true, but notices that people only care about her when she's feeling suicidal. She feels like a burden. She can't think a week ahead because she is terrified of the future. She doesn't know if she'll make it to the end of the year. She wants to be loved

A girl doesn't express her opinions anymore. People think she's a dangerous freak, that she is disgusting, gross and filthy. She feels that weight. She cries most of the day, most days. She stopped brushing her teeth. She feels disposable. She only feels useful when she's validated. People will toss her aside as soon as they get a good excuse to do it. She feels like a sacrificial lamb. They keep her at arm's length. She knows that she's judged silently. She feels like people would feel more comfortable if she wasn't there. She's trying to keep going. Her eyes hurt. She's loud. People think she is annoying. She's tired. She wants to be loved

I see u. I love u

You're a pretty girl. What you say matters. How you feel matters. It's ok to be angry and afraid. It's unfair that others don't notice and don't care. Keep being loud, keep being yourself. It's not too late. You matter

#mine #vent #this post is about the struggles me and my friends share

[leidensygdom]

Some of you may remember that time I posted Yxala on reddit, and I got some incel of sorts getting extremely worked up at me because she has a bit of a belly, and he found the concept completely impossible to believe. Because well, that's what happens when you mostly watch anime girls and play league of legends, I guess. Conversation in the left, right is the character in question.

I blocked the guy, he saltily edited the message after that because he couldn't keep illuminating my itty bitty AFAB brain with his Truth, I guess.

Now, here's the fun part: The other day, Reddit updated for me and now I can see message requests- Those messages that stay on a different folder until you approve of them. And it turns out, this guy had sent me a message with a throwaway account months ago, named "Thin Weight", to keep shedding his truth to me:

I won't even get on how he had to infantilize me to feel superior, but. Wow. Just. What in the actual fuck.

This grown man felt the URGE to make a new account (against reddit's ToS, btw) to bypass a block (also against the ToS) to keep telling me how he knew what Womens Bellies Look Like. Funniest thing? Her bodytype is based on real-life wrestlers.

I'm mostly sharing because I just want to laugh at this clown at this point, because you just can't make these up

#vent #reddit #i keep thinking these people are mostly an exaggeration and then they arrive and prove me wrong. fun

[dying-weeds]

Just a visitor 042424

#vent #traumacore #mine #ventcore #actuallytraumatized #trauma #actually ptsd #trauma vent #traumacore vent #my photo #my edit #spilled thoughts #dissociation

[foxlungz]

No matter how much effort I put in it’s never good enough

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life

[coyotehusk]

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@yet-another-heathen

#coyote husk draws #oc #unknown #gore #guro #blood #guts #gut spill #impaled #muzzle #self harm #vent #sorry if you get pinged again #i messed up my tag list #rip

[disfrutalakia]

Me when, me when old qsmp lore makes me anxious to think about

#vent #don't think it classifies as one but mostly for tagging #in case anyone has that blocked and all #anyway guys doing grrat today

[charlieslowartsies]

me: gee id sure like to take today as a writing day!

my brain: which project? we got too many. lets start another. lets not work on any. let's work on 1/2 of one and then switch gears to a whole different fandom AND pov. let's work on an au of an au that has too much info. its raining, wish it were sunny. you could work outside in the sun. laptop battery is dead. go to your work pc. lets go work out. you have commissions you should be working on. lets do art FOR the fanfic, maybe that will help. or work on a secret-only-for-you fic. lets read a book. wait the last book sucked and didnt help you refill your mental dictionary. lets write 4k for the au of an au that cant be posted yet. why are you writing for others? write for yourself. why are you writing for yourself? dont post your writing. no one will like it or review. no one reviews when they like it. that's false. lets go reread old amazing reviews, those are the best. lets clean our room. we dont have any food in the house. itunes or youtube? nancy drew sountracks or dark lofi?? we have no money, no prospects. if you worked on art, at least you'd make money. ...which project?

me after 3 hours fighting for my life and 3k words:

#vent #.txt post #writing #can u imagine if i was a writer for profit holy fuck id be dead in the ground already

[magical-sickness]

Everyone is doing things with their lives except me... Anyways time to rot in bed again!!!!

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd mood #bpd vent #pienblr #bpd feels #vent #bpd problems #bpd stuff #hikicore

[missazura]

i'm trying to cut off from doing selfship stuff since i've been shamed and bullied for it the other week, unfortunately that just leaves me with suicidal thoughts and depression lol

#i can't stop ruminating about it #personal #vent #ive been called deranged / freak and delusional so its been souring my interest in it #people say cringe is dead yeah but i guess it hits harder in a real life conversation from someone i love

[foxlungz]

It is what it is (I’m losing my mind)

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life

[insignificantfailure]

I'm such a failure, a complete fucking failure

#why can't I do anything in a day #all I do is waste my time #like I wanna do so many things but my brain is just like nah aaah no you don't bitch #rot in bed like the corpse you are #all days blend into each other #and time is passing me by idk #I just can't #I can't do anything at all #I can't #personal #vent #venting #depressing shit #mentally tired #tw depressing thoughts #mentally fucked #actually mentally ill #mental health issues #tw depressing stuff #tw depressive #tw depression #tw depressing shit #i'm exhausted #i'm so tired #sad shit #sad thoughts #i hate my self #i hate this #life is shit #there's a few good things that keep me alive at least

[golden-letters]

people my age are ridiculously talented what the fuck do i do

#writeblr #vent #light academia #poemblr #chaotic academia #dark academia #poetry #quotes #burnt out #aesthetic

[batsbolts-andfangs]

Lovely, it's the one week I don't feel I belong because I have problems believing I'm not "lesbian enough" /sarc

It's.. Hard for me to believe in my own validity. I don't think I am femme enough because I am fat, because I am a bat, because so many reasons and it is hard. I don't even know what to say. Like yes I get there are other lesbian therians out there but for me I just feel like I am wrong for it.

#🦇 ︴batty babbles #vent #lesbian #femme lesbian #bat therian #werebat holothere #therian #holothere #nonhuman

[bonyboduu]

Latley i’ve been finding myself almost “seeing him” everywhere i go, hearing his laugh when i tell a joke even though he is not here, he feels like a part of me now. And it really hurts beacuse i know i will never even be remotely apart of him.

#male tc #male teacher crush #tc crush #teacher attachment #teacher crush #teacher crush community #teacher love #teacher x student #tc feelings #unrequited love #i sound crazy #rant post #vent #vent post

[missazura]

"i've cooked for you using expired ingredients and recycled old dishes to make new ones :) you'd better eat it or else i'll throw a tantrum because you don't appreciate the effort for me to feed you" should not be a common occurrence in this household

#personal #the thing is. its not like she's not aware of it being wrong (aka dementia) bc she ALWAYS avoid her own cooking #especially the fucked up ones #vent #the way she said ''yes there's food for you :))'' so maliciously it gave me the creeps #im not fucking touching that #abuse tw

[oishartmani]

#oish scribblz #doodle #vocaloid #vocal synth #tradigital #rin kagamine #this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass #:( #vent