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#Virgil Angst
logan-the-artist · 7 days
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i can’t push you away, what a dumb thing to do!
my irreplaceable you <3
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thinking about how Virgil probably understands how Logan is feeling right now. how Logan feels like no one wants him around anymore, no one values his opinions, the other sides occassionally villanize him or act like he's the problem; and Virgil gets it. he knows exactly how it feels.
and that's why he doesn't make a big deal out of Logan jumping to conclusions about his present. it probably hurt Virgil to see Logan immediately assume that he didn't care enough to prepare a good present but in the end, all Virgil says is “and you thought I would just get you a newspaper”.
because he's been in this exact position before and in that moment, it was Logan who gave him some believable assurance that he is not unwanted, that his presence means something to the rest of them.
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so when Logan jumps to a conclusion and assumes that Virgil doesn't like him all that much, Virgil doesn't take it personally. he's just returning the favor.
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monkeythefander · 6 months
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Sanders Sides Angst Headcannons
@thatsthat24
CW: Angst headcannons for each of the sides
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• After Janus’ fake compliments in the courtroom, Roman has a hard time believing compliments from Thomas and the other sides.
• Back when Virgil still lived with the Dark Sides, Janus would make a cake for Virgil’s birthday every year that the two of them and the other Dark Sides could share. After Virgil left, Janus continued the tradition of baking a cake. However since Virgil’s gone Janus takes the cake to the anxious side’s old room and eats some of it by himself, leaving a bit in the room in case Virgil ever decides to come back.
• Remus has a sketch book full of drawings he and Roman made together before the mindscape became divided. Whenever Remus misses his brother he’ll look at the drawings.
• Since nobody likes to listen to him, Logan has a journal he writes all his thoughts in. The journal started off as a professional log of his days, but it’s slowly become more of diary since it’s basically his only companion.
• Patton has a closet full of boxes tissue boxes in his room because he lets out all the sad emotions he suppresses through tears when he’s alone.
A/N: I just wanted to note that if you like any of my headcannons and want to write a fanfic or make a drawing based on it you can do so as long as you credit me and tag me in the post so I can see it.
-Monkey💜
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bumb1e-vee · 10 days
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Virgil couldn't stand it. Though it wasn't their fault (never their fault those two were perfect). They were the perfect mix of logic and passion and Virgil just whishes he was able to be included in that love that the two of them share. It hurt, his arms ached and burned when he saw them cuddle, tears pricked at his eyes when he watched them share sweet nothings during movie nights, his heart felt like it was being squeezed in an iron fist when the two of them held hands. It hurt the worst when they sat right beside him.
He couldn't help it, after he saw the two of them together, he ran up into his room, locked the door and started sobbing on the floor, not even making it to his bed. He had gone downstairs for a snack, and when he was in the living room he saw Logan and Roman making out on the couch. It made his heart shatter (the pieces of his heart always chipped away the more he saw the two of them together like that), and his eyes prick with tears that he managed to keep at bay until he was alone in his room, skin stinging with phantom touches, not knowing the feeling of loving touch (He wishes he could be between the two of them on the couch, smothered in those sugary sweet kisses he watches them indulge in).
But Virgil knows better than that, he knows better than to wish for such things. He knows better than to know that he's worth their love (he wants to be, so desperately, he wants nothing more than to be worthy of them). Logan and Roman were the perfect match, logic and creativity, brains and passion, and who was Virgil to think he deserved a spot in love with them, he had a perpetual storm cloud hanging over his head. He'd only put a damper on the perfect happiness the two of them had.
He picked himself up off the ground and got into the shower, that way his sobs could be masked by the running water and the playlist he chose to put on. A bunch of breakup and unrequited love songs used to put salt into his wounds.
(How could he listen to anything else, his heart was screaming in pain?). Virgil sat in the shower until the water ran cold and the playlist had played out at least three times. His eyes were red rimmed and his skin was wrinkled as he pulled on a tee shirt and a pair of shorts. It was only about 5:30 at night, well before dinner, but Virgil didn't see himself going to dinner with the others. (He didn't want to face the other two and sit across from them to see them so in love). It didn't matter that much he decided. He pulled out his phone and opened tiktok, the endless doom scrolling was about to begin, and he could at the very least distract himself from the growing hole in his heart.
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oscpaistry · 1 year
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His hair<3
•Virgil van Dijk•
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Ugh his hair always made you weak. You just loved how it looked, felt and smelt. He knows you like it, or better yet, love it. It was one of you many favorite things about him. You loved how hes always keeping it up for football games, interviews and just for going out. Always in that signature slicked back bun. But at home. It was lose. His beautiful, dark brown curls hanging there. And when he came out of the shower... Just wauw. A towel risky low on his V-line, his chest covered in water droplets and his hair dripping droplets onto his chest. It made you weak in the knees seeing his hair.
"Schat, could you please do my hair today. It wont work for me" (Babe) he whined in the bathroom. You stood up and walked to the bathroom. There you see your handsome husband standing infront of the mirror with hair supply's on the counter. First you give him a peck on his temple. Then you took his brush and brushed slowly through his hair. Not wanting to hurt him or rip out his gorgeous hair. Then you took some hair oil and rubbed it into his scalp. He always enjoyed it when you were either doing his hair or playing with it. You took his brush and brushed it back, while taking the hairspray you look in the mirror. Meeting his beautiful brown eyes. You smile and spray some hairspray on his hair and brush it back to slick it back. Then you take his elastic and tie it together. Last thing you take some hair gel and slick it back and secure it in place. You hid his fly aways. He turned around and hugged you. His love language is physical touch. And you loved it. He thanked you by kissing your lips passionate. You smiled and left him. After that, all you could think about is his hair<3.
No but Virgils hair is so gorgeous. I just know that he uses baby shampoo to keep it soft and to let it smell good.
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anonymous-gremlin · 2 years
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Roman writes the Sanders sides scripts. That's a fact known to Thomas.
But what Thomas doesn't know is that the scripts aren't actually, it actually happens.
Roman knows how much control he has being creativity and writing the scripts.
The constant ignored Logan, the more unsympathetic actions of Patton, the coddeling of Virgil. All Roman's writing.
After an argument with Patton, he writes in the script, letting Janus impersonate Patton. Later the same with Logan.
Remus went of script by knocking Roman out and introduced himself. That was the only time someone went off script and could be because Remus is also an creativity.
Now a while later, Roman and Logan get into a massive argument that leaves Roman fuming.
He meets an certian orange side who promises to make Logan's life hell if he just lets him into an episode.
Leading to Roman writing the orange plotline including Logan being tormented by orange inside his head.
Roman is the puppet master and the other sides are his puppets.
And he isn't giving up that control soon.
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meowthefluffy · 1 year
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is Virgil ready to face the scorn of all of Roman's family and probably his dad too when he comes clean
is he ready to face Roman?
would he try to defend himself or would he take it all without complaint?
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I just gotta say I think i got this ask a few weeks ago and I promise you it has not left my brain, u my dear anon ABSOLUTELY GET IT
Virgil thinks he’s ready to face Roman’s parents, he knows they never liked him so he is pretty accustomed to how they behave when upset with him, and he knows after all of this is over he will probably never see them again, so he thinks he can handle it
he’s a little less sure about Remus, since he just recently gained his trust and doesn’t know him super well but he thinks he’ll be able to manage. Remus is a lot more unpredictable than his parents but he knows generally what his main ways of showing distain would be, so he is pretty mentally prepared to find dead mice in his mailbox or dodge a punch to the face.
He’s even emotionally prepared himself for his own father’s disappointment! Of course no matter what Virgil is his son, so when push comes to shove he will be there for his kid, but Virgil also knows how excited Janus was to have Roman as his son in law, and he understands that even as Janus comforts him there will be a level of disappointment and disgust for what Virgil has done. Janus is all for lying, but when honesty comes at a price like this he really can’t see the appeal of telling the truth.
but that’s okay, all of that is okay, Virgil is more than ready to deal with it all for-
Roman.
He’s absolutely terrified of what this will do to Roman, the thought of it nearly makes him sick. Virgil knows that it’s for Roman’s own good, that in the long run this will be better for him, for both of them but that doesn’t stop his heart form clenching when Roman presses a kiss to his forehead or pulls Virgil into his arms.
He hopes that Roman’s angry. He can handle angry. Roman has every right to be mad, and maybe taking a bit of that anger out on him will make it easier for him to heal. Virgil hopes that he’ll be mad, tear down some decorations, break a vase, curse him out(heaven knows Virgil thinks it’s all he deserves) really give him the what for. He hopes that Roman will come at him with all the vitriol and hatred that comes in a moment like this. He’s ready for Roman’s next words to be, “ How dare you!”
He’s not ready for the alternative, that Roman starts apologizing to him.
Virgil knows Roman has self esteem issues, and he knows that there’s a chance that when he looks into Roman’s eyes and explains the situation all he will be able to see is guilt, fear and heartbreak. He knows that there is a chance that Roman will hear this and think.
“ I’m so sorry I forced you into this, and I’m sorry I ever thought for a second that you loved me.”
Because Roman has always. ALWAYS, put Virgil’s feelings first, and he is terrified that in this moment Roman will smile with tears in his eyes and let him go happily, because of course Virgil wouldn’t really want to marry him.
Virgil isn’t ready to face that.
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isaiahs-cemetery · 2 years
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a prophecy - asking alexandria
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tss-whumper · 4 months
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tss kidnapped au
this is the summary of my tss kidnapped au!
(cw -> kidnapping, c-ptsd, abusive parents, physical abuse, violence, emotional abuse, ransom, captivity, past bullying)
roman was a spoiled brat and a bully. from kindergarten all the way to the tenth grade, he always got everything he wanted, and his powerful politician parents had enough money to buy him an entire country if they wanted to. with his influence and money, roman terrorized other children, making fun of them for not being able to afford name brand clothes, recording them crying and posting it to his very active social media accounts, and overall just making their days at school a living hell. he doesn't get violent, not wanting to dirty his dainty hands, but he has others do his dirty work for him, rewarding them with money and the like.
and his most prominent victim is virgil: a small, shy boy his age who obviously is very poor. virgil's life has been made a living hell by roman, and he dreads going to school because of it.
until roman gets kidnapped.
virgil is free, but at what cost? without roman to stifle him, he becomes more confident, coming into his own and finding his voice. but in the back of his mind, he can't help but worry about roman, at the mercy of dangerous men who have done way worse than the fifteen-year-old spoiled brat was ever capable of.
when roman gets rescued two years later, he’s a completely new person. years of torment did something to him. he never brags, never says rude things anymore. he's changed drastically, but was it really for the better? or really for the worse?
virgil is torn, but he decides to help roman out, seeing that everybody else is too scared to approach the fallen monarch. maybe this is his way of getting closure, of letting roman's reign of terror come to an end by shaking hands and declaring a truce.
as the two get to know each other better, as friends instead of enemies, roman learns just how awful virgil's life was, even without roman's torment in the way. virgil's parents were terrible to him, and they ended up going to jail for child abuse/endangerment. and virgil finds out what roman's time with the kidnappers was like: nonstop abuse and terror, and heartbreak because his parents valued their power more than his safety. the two slowly understand each other more and more, and start to become genuine friends more so than stranded kids helping each other through a tough situation.
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“Virgil loses his memories of joining the core sides” fic EXCEPT that after he loses his memories, Virgil doesn’t say anything or let on that he lost them because from his perspective he woke up and the Core sides were just being nice to him for once, and Hell if he isn’t taking full advantage of it. He doesn’t say anything lest bringing it up will make the kindness and gentleness and understanding end, so it takes a while for the rest of them to realize somethings off
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lily-janus · 10 months
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Someone Like You - Chapter 4
Chapter 1 | chapter 2 | chapter 3 | next
Summary: the inevitable clush between the two ex-friends.
Pairings: roceit
Warnings: disability, public humiliation, painful history, angst. I think that's it but let me know if I missed anything.
Word count: 1,183
It's that time of the week again folks! And this time I bring you the first chapter that was written by me only! Hope you all enjoy^^ @prince-rowan-of-the-forest
"That's a terrible idea." Janus deadpanned as Roman finished telling him his next idea for their project.
It was a few days after he… after they toured the potential places of filming their little film.
"What? Why? We can't film it with just the both of us! We need a crew!" Roman protested.
"A different crew, then." Janus said stubbornly.
"Oh c'mon, what's wrong with my friends?" Roman folded his arms over his chest, waiting for Janus' answer.
"I… They don't know anything about film-making." Janus tried to come up with an excuse. Roman might treat him nicely for some unknown reason Janus is still trying to figure out, but that doesn't say anything about the rest of his friends. And.. of course there's um… There's Virgil.
So, obviously Janus can't work with them, he does not have the energy to deal with what that entailed.
"Yes they do! I promise, plus they're really nice and great people… Well, Logan can be a bit stiff but he does have a good heart." Roman continued insisting.
"Just… no, okay?" For fuck's sake that sounded so pathetic, what's wrong with him? Well… besides the obvious.
There was a beat of silence in which Janus could feel Roman's gaze studying him.
"What's your problem with my friends? You don't even know them. I promise they won't judge if that's what you're worried about." Roman said again, though much softer this time.
"I just… I prefer to avoid meeting new people." He settled on, eventually. Which was half truth, true, he hated meeting new people. But, unfortunately, Virgil is far from 'new people'.
"Ohhh I see." Roman said, and Janus let out a sigh of relief. "I'll help you then!" Roman said immediately after, dragging Janus away from the lockers before he processed what was happening.
"What? No! Roman! Let go of me!" He almost dropped his cane from the surprise-dragging, left leg aching as he struggled to keep up and free himself from Roman's grip.
Someone must have walked towards them in Janus' blindspot and bumped straight into him, making him lose his balance and fall painfully on his behind. He heard some faint chuckles and his cheeks burned in embarrassment.
He lost his cane during the fall and attempted to crawl towards it when he saw a hand in front of his face.
"Janus! Oh gosh I'm so sorry… Are you okay? Can I help y-" Roman said distressingly above him.
"I think…" Janus cut him off, "you've helped enough" he hissed at him, finally reaching his cane and using it to help him get back on his feet without Roman's help.
Roman looked down in shame, "right… sorry, I just thought you'll see him coming your way and-" he tried to explain himself but Janus was already walking away, trying to ignore the laughter that followed him.
"O-okay… see you after school for our project okay?!" He shouted over the rackous in the hallway but Janus didn't grace him with a response.
Despite not answering Roman about whether or not they'll be meeting after school, he still found him waiting for him outside of his last class. He would have loved to ignore him and go home but they still had a project to finish and he did not feel like failing this class.
Roman bit his lip, "listen, about earlier-"
"Just forget about it, what are we doing today?" Janus cut off his less-than-genuine-apology.
Roman sighed, seeming to have expected this reaction, "...if that's what you want… I thought we could work on our costumes today but…" he hesitated.
"But what?"
"Well, as much as I hate to admit it, Virgil is way better than me when it comes to sewing… but I know you two have a history so… I guess we'll do our best with my skills." He laughed awkwardly.
Janus huffed, "how bad can it be?"
"Um… sewing-my-hand-into-the-fabric kind of bad?"
Janus swore under his breath, heart aching in his chest as he realized there's not going to be any way around it. Life just keeps being oh so kind to him. "Fine… whatever, let's go to Virgil's and get this over with."
Roman smiled in relief, "oh good, I'm sure this won't be awkward at all!" Janus would have said that sentence with a lot more sarcasm but Roman seems to really mean it, ignorance is bliss I guess.
"Oh, Roman, what's up man?" Virgil said in surprise when he opened the door, "...and Janus… long time no see?" He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly as he noticed his ex-friend at the doorway as well.
"I don't want to be here anymore than you want me here, trust me." Was all Janus said as he walked inside after Roman.
"...good to see you too." Virgil sighed, closing the door behind them. "Roman, what did we say about springing upon me human interaction without warning? Texting is not very complicated, you know." He said tiredly, leading them to his room.
"Sorry, Virge, it was kind of last minute and I forgot to notify you, we won't be long though, just need your help with our English project." Roman apologized, Janus staying silent beside him, trying his best to sink into the floor but not really succeeding.
"Oh, the Macbeth one? What do you need me for?" Virgil asked, walking to sit on his bed.
Janus tried readlly really hard to ignore the pinch of nostalgia this place brought, Virgil's room especially… he does not cherish those memories at all… in case you were wondering. He knows now it was all fake, Virgil was just his friend as long as he was his only option, once he got more, he was more than happy to ditch him for those…. Not that Janus cared, alone suited him just fine.
"...what do you think, Janus?"
He was suddenly aware of everyone's eyes on him and he realized he spaced out without noticing. "Um… it's great!" He hoped that fit with the question Roman asked him.
Roman and Virgil exchanged looks, "ah… we asked if it was okay if I measured you guys before I start working on Roman's designs? Are you okay?" Virgil said, frowning at him.
Janus huffed in annoyance, "like you care… and yes, fine, whatever, just make it quick."
Virgil rolled his eyes, "of course, wouldn't want to make you suffer in my company for more than necessary."
"Aw c'mon, Virge, he didn't mean that-"
"Yes, that'll be appreciated, thank you." Janus agreed.
"Janus!" Roman protested.
"I don't know what's your issue with me, I never ditched anyone to hang with the more popular kids the first chance I got. Virgil on the other hand…" Janus spat, watching Virgil's gaze turn downward.
"That's not what happened, and you know it." He said quietly.
Janus gripped his cane and turned to face the door, "keep telling yourself that." He opened the door and made to leave.
"Wait! What about-"
"I'll measure myself at home and send it to you, goodbye." And he walked away without another word.
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logan-the-artist · 5 months
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Prinxiety cuddles? Pretty please?
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i love them so much-
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Janis’ Angst Corner
+ Roman has a skin picking disorder, he will spend hours in front of a mirror trying to get rid of any blemishes, real or imagined. 
+ While Patton has gotten better with sharing his feelings with the others, he still prefers to repress them, he hates all his negative thoughts and emotions, and often confides in Logan or Janus about them because those are the only two he thinks can handle it without making a big fuss
+ Even though Janus encourages Patton to open up and be honest about his emotions, Janus himself represses all of his own negative emotions, not wanting to burden anyone else because he already feels like a constant burden. 
+ Remus doesn’t miss his brother at all, in fact, he hates that the others think he does, he wants nothing more than for Roman to disappear because there is nothing Roman could do to fix things. 
+ Virgil struggles with self harm, and uses his webs to bind his own arms so tightly that he restricts his blood flow, but he magically fixes them so no one knows, other than Janus who stays out of it because Virgil would kill him if he told the others. 
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soc1850 · 5 months
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“you’re just being para-! expressing an unhealthy amount of concern.”
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rube-too-many-fandoms · 8 months
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Howdy! I wrote a sanders sides fic when I was in seventh grade and OH BOY IT. IT’S SOMETHING. VERY angsty. I poured my soul into it back then, so I decided to give my seventh grade self the gift of finally posting it in all its unedited, unpolished, unfinished, angsty, cringe glory. It’s partially on Wattpad rn, and once I make an AO3 account I’ll post it there too! I hope you can check it out and enjoy reading it as much as I did editing it.
Ships: Prinxiety, Logicality, Dukeceit
TW: Main Character Death, Angst, Vomit, Illness, Pain, Self-Harm
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Virgil was keeping the worst secrets for the worst of reasons.
Sickness was growing at an alarming rate. Daily function was getting too difficult.
Small changes at first: his hoodie looked baggier, his eyeshadow seemed darker, skin paler. He'd spend less time outside his room.
Then things got worse: constant sickness, endless nausea, vertigo, emaciation. Virgil struggled to keep balance without some sort of crutch or support.
It took everything out of him to pretend he was fine. It took too much out of him.
It took so much out of him that he knew he was running out of time.
It was his decision whether or not to take action. His life was in his own hands.
The only thing in his way was fear of himself.
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oscpaistry · 1 year
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|| Mommy and Daddy are having a fight. ||
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!! Warning: cursing, other languages with translation, tension under cut !!
Virgil and you have been married for 13 years now. But one day you saw something that wasnt yours, his or your guys's children.
"Good morning lieverd!" He says with his deep morning voice. "Goede morgen schat" you say has you turn yourself around, kissing his bare shoulder. (Good morning babe)
You get off bed and put on a sweater and shorts. You go downstairs and hear the tv running in the background. You go to living room and see your both beautiful children.
"Mama! Mogen we alsjeblieft iets eten?" Nila says while running up to you and hug you. You pick her up and kiss her. (Mom! Could we please get something to eat?)
"Tuurlijk schatjes. Wat willen jullie?" You asked them while putting Nila down. (Of course sweethearts. What do you two want?)
"Pannekoeken!" Jadi answered from the living room. "Okay!" You said back. (Pancakes!)
You went to the kitchen to prepare the pancakes. You heard Virgil coming down. You heard the kids running as well.
"Papa!" You heard the two yell while hugging Virgil's leg. (Daddy!)
"Hey lieverds! Wat doen jullie hier al beneden?" Virgil picks the two off them up and came to the kitchen. (Hey darlings! What are you two doing here already?)
"Mama gaat pannekoeken maken voor ons! Wil je ook pannekoeken papa?" Nadi asked Virgil. So sweet. She always had manners, she got it from her mommy! (Mommy is gonna make some pancakes for us! Do you want some panecakes too daddy?)
"Mama haar pannekoeken zijn altijd wel lekker! Ja hoor ik wil er ook wel een paar." Virgil answers Nali while putting them down to kiss you. (Mommy her pancakes are always delicious! And yes ill take some panecakes."
"Babe, put on a shirt. Its so cold. I dont want you to get sick." You said while cleaning the kitchen counter and putting the pancakes, sugar, siroop and plates on the table.
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You go and clean your room. While picking up clothes you see a bra under the pile of Virgil's clothes. It was a blue laced bra. You dont wear blue bra's. Your shocked, tears filling up your eyes. You pick it up and put it somewhere. You go back to cleaning and putting the clothes in your washing machine.
There he was. The skumbag. You ignored him. Not even looking at him.
"Hey baby. Its sunday. Come downstairs and relax." He says while laying on the bed. "Jadi and Nali really want to see you and watch a movie with them!" He said and your heart skips a beat. You were so angry. All you wanted to do is ignore Virgil and be left alone. But you couldnt say no to your own children. You throw everything aside. Trying to hint at him that your angry. But he didnt notice. You go downstairs and see that they are already watching the movie. 'Pim & Pom: Het Grote Avontuur' the movie.
It was a cute movie but you've already seen it 100x because your two girls love it so much. You go and sit next to them and cuddle them. You heard Virgil coming. And your heart starts to beat faster. Virgil come and sit next to you and puts his arm around you and the girls. You try to nudge him away. But didnt really work.
After the movie you leave and go back upstairs. You lay in bed and your still thinking about that bra you found. You feel a few tears roll down your face. You wipe them away and scroll on your phone.
You hear the bedroom door open and hear virgil talking about something. You wont listen.
"Y/n, wat is er? Je luistert niet eens naar me." He says while tapping on your shoulders. (Y/n, whats wrong? Your not even listening to me.)
You finally snap and say "Virgil alsjeblieft speel niet so dom godverdomme!" You sit straight up facing him. His smile fades away. (Virgil please dont play stupid god damnit.)
"What are you talking about?" He asked when you get out off bed.
You are searching for that blue laced bra you've found. There it was. You throw it to him.
"This is what im fucking talking about!" You say while your voice breaks and your eyes are filled up with tears. Still standing there as if you didnt care.
His pupils shrink while he looks at the bra. His eyes widened, lips pressed against each other and his forehead covered in sweat.
"Am i that boring? Really Virgil? You needed to fuck another bitch?" You try to say. But your voice is almost gone.
"No i-" he stuttered.
"After 13 fucking years being married to each other. We have 2 beautiful girls. Do you even care about them? And still you pull this stunt off." Almost incoherent. Then you bawl your eyes out.
He just looks at you and sighs. Knowing fucking well he fucked everything up. No fixing up.
"A sigh? Is that your response to all of this? I felt safe with you. You were my home. You were my happy place. You were the person i trusted. Virgil you were my number one in everything. I thought you understood me. I... I dont even know what to say anymore. Just fuck you Virgil." You say while pointing at him and crying. Your heart is torn apart.
"Im sorry Y/n. I dont know why i did it." He says while tears are streaming down his face.
"I need to go. I cant be around you anymore. Im gonna stay at a hotel or something. I just cant stand looking at you anymore. I just cant stand you at all anymore." You say while getting a bag and shoving everything you could fit in it.
You go downstairs and put on your shoes and jacket. You heard Virgil running behind you. Tears streaming down both off your guys's faces.
Nali came and asked both of you. "Mama, papa! Waarom huilen jullie? Mama waarom doe je je schoenen aan? En je jas? Wat ga je doen? Mag ik mee?" While hugging my leg. (Mommy, daddy! Why are you crying? Mommy, why are you putting on your shoes? And your coat? What are you going to do? Can I come with you?)
You bend down to Nali. "Nee schat sorry je mag niet mee. Mama een papa hebben een ruzie. Mama gaat effe weg. Papa, Jadi een jij blijven hier. Ik hou van jou en Jadi! Echt waar! Mama komt in een paar dagen weer terug! Ik zal papa bellen een vragen ofdat ik met jullie kan praten! Ik hou zo veel van jullie!" You say while giving Nali a forehead kiss. (No, honey, sorry you can't come. Mommy and daddy are having a fight. Mommy is going away. Daddy, Jadi and you stay here. I love you and Jadi! truly! Mommy will be back in a few days! I'll call daddy and ask if I can talk to both of you! I love you so much!)
You look at Virgil, his eyes already red from crying. You go and take you car keys and go up to Jadi. You kiss her goodbye. You walk out and go in your car. You sob in your car. You search for the closest hotel near your house and drive off.
Bro i even got emotional at a point i could even write for 10 minutes 🥹. Tiktok is @virgilcentral
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