#WHY AM I LIKE THIS

[a-silly-worm1]

So I went to Chuck E. Cheese’s for my little cousin’s birthday party and I took these photos..

#the stanley parable #tsp #tspud #tsp stanley #this is so stupid #why am i like this #teenhood is amazing for me #chuck e cheese

[iiflywithmeii]

i hope i can kill myself soon

#actually bpd #bpd culture is #bpd feels #bpd fp #bpd problems #bpd safe #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #depressing life #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #depressiv #sadgirl #sad thoughts #bpd #i’m so lonely #i’m bored #im bored #i just wanna sleep #i hate it so much #i hate it here #why am i like this #i hate this #i hate everything #i wanna die #i’m outraged #i’m going insane #i’m just a girl #i’m sad #i’m so sorry

[justagalwhowrites]

Y’all… I think I need to write three things.

(Not immediately. Like post Yearling wrapping at least.)

1) QZ Joel being incredibly possessive and toxic and the fic ending badly

2) Reader dying and Joel coping

3) …Joel dying

THE THIRD ONE WOULD ONLY BE A ONE SHOT OR A VERY SHORT SERIES I CAN’T LIVE IN A WORLD WITHOUT HIM VERY LONG but I think I need to do it.

I probably shouldn’t do all these at once because my page would be hella depressing for a bit but yeah. I think I need to do this things.

Will y’all hate me for it? Please don’t hate me for it 😭

OK love you bye

#fanfic #joel miller x female reader #why am i like this #why can’t I just leave that man in peace

[skeletalcrayfish]

my "best friend" told me last night that she wouldn't be coming to my birthday today because she somehow managed to conveniently forget she had a trip to go on. It was only going to be her and one other person. I feel like the little kid who can't get anyone to go to her birthday party.

#bpd problems #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder #sad but true #actually bpd #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd safe #bpd stuff #personal vent #vent post #loneliest #i just want to be loved #i just want to be happy #vent #why am i like this #borderline personality problems #borderline problems #borderline blog #borderline pd #actually borderline #no friends #i need to be euthanized #end me #beautiful princess disorder #personality disorder #cluster b #mental illness #depersonalisation and derealisation #depressing shit

[geminiwierdo]

My talent

#air signs #best memes #funny #funny shit #funny stuff #gemini moon #gemini saga #gemini shit #gemini sign #haha #relatable af #relatable content #comedy #emo #fuckyeah #like wtf #why am i like this #humor #lol #meme #funny memes #relatable memes #meme account #meme collection #meme dump #meme funny #meme format #meme humor #meme joke #meme lol

[heavenly-haunted]

see i have a very serious question is there a place where i can find dark academia boys that are single and love to read poetry and will talk to me about books and murder all day and night and kiss me passionately and gives off james farrow or henry winter vibes like genuinely serious question

#dark academia #dark academia books #dark academia aesthetic #the secret history #if we were villains #dead poets society #kill your darlings #why am i like this

[dolliznez]

todays mood

#mecore #coquette dollete #aestethic #dollette #girlblogging #coquette #lana del rey #lizzy grant #this is what makes us girls #girlhood #girlblogger #hyper feminine #female manipulator #female rage #feminine beauty #black beauty #ultraviolence #lolitagirl #why am i like this #this is a girlblog #girl blog #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #cinnamon girl #tumblr girls #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #girl interrupted #girl interupted syndrome

[acabspocky]

"Slut era" I whisper to myself as I read another Feypaul fic on a Saturday night

#dune #feyd rautha #paul atreides #dune part two #why am i like this #feypaul

[starxslvs]

me

#girlblogging #coquette #girl interrupted #girlblogger #lana del rey #femcel #female hysteria #female manipulator #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #this is what makes us girls #ethel cain #put me in a movie #i hate being alive #i wanna be pretty #hell is a teenage girl #life is unfair #i hate it here #why am i like this #im going insane #im just a girl #tumblr girls #girlhood #manic pixie dream girl #she’s just like me fr #besties #im high #sillyposting #shitpost #the virgin suicides #i hate school

[titanicdni]

Did I just make an OC just because I like Gabriel ultrakill? Yes.

This is just a quick sketch, trying to get used to my new tablet.

#ultrakill #ultrakill gabriel #ultrakill original character #ultrakill oc #art #why am i like this #i am cringe and i am free

[bluegirldreams]

#im just a girl #this is a girlblog #girlblogging #girly blog #girly stuff #girly thoughts #girly things #girly #just girly posts #just girly things #just girly thoughts #female rage #female manipulator #female hysteria #this is what makes us girls #why am i like this

[yesifuckfryingpans]

#anime #art #artists on tumblr #one piece #roronoa zoro #one piece zosan #zoro #one piece zoro #zoro x sanji #pirate hunter zoro #gay men #gay #denial is a river in egypt #denial is not just a river in egypt #zosan #op zosan #sanzo #sanzoro #this bitch #this took way too long #idk how to tag this #idk what im doing #idk what this is #why do i do this to myself #why am i like this #megumi fushiguro #jjk megumi #jujutsu kaisen #op #zoro gets lost way too much

[iiflywithmeii]

i love cutting

it’s always been there for me

always helped me

#actually bpd #bpd culture is #bpd feels #bpd fp #bpd problems #bpd safe #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #depressing life #depressing shit #bpd #sadgirl #sad thoughts #i’m so lonely #i’m bored #im bored #i just wanna sleep #i hate it so much #i hate it here #why am i like this #i hate this #i wanna die #i hate everything #i’m outraged #i’m going insane #i’m just a girl #i’m sad #i’m so sorry #i’m so tired #i’m sorry

[uzguncilek]

Hi cutie

#uzguncilek #aesthetic #artists on tumblr #aestehtic #aestheitcs #aestethic #brown aesthetic #why am i like this #goodmorning #goodtimes

[aziraphales-flaming-cock]

I join the Discord server

I mute the Discord server

I'm never seen again in the Discord server

#why am i like this #*craves human interaction* #*refuses to interact with other humans*

[wistfulenchantress]

completed.

EDIT: this has now, as of this edit, reached over 2,000 notes. And I have started doing the things. My life is still far from perfect, but I genuinely do scroll through all the replies and reblogs and watch people get other people to help and reassure me and check on me and it makes me feel so much more loved than i normally do. i'm even going to bed earlier because you said i should. i love all of you so much, and i owe you 2,053 times. all my love, witch.

ORIGINAL POST:

ok here goes. i haven't taken enough care of myself recently. so here we go

if this reaches 100 notes i will start doing yoga again, to help with my anxiety COMPLETE (how you guys are insane)

if this reaches 200 notes i'll start studying more and putting in more effort COMPLETE (o my gosh)

if it reaches 500 i will actually try my best to exercise for the right reasons, instead of random bursts of self-hatred/body hatred COMPLETE (i posted this yesterday evening)

if this reaches 700 notes i will try my absolute best to fix my sleep schedule COMPLETE (ok this is insane)

if this reaches 1000 notes i will be more honest with my therapist COMPLETE (dammit you guys ilysm but this is gonna be hard)

if this reaches 2300 notes i will be more honest with myself about why i am turning to tumblr for this kind of thing and write a poem about it. (this one is a joke since i think 5000 is impossible, and i will write a poem for you guys anyway. i love you) (i’ve now changed this to a more reasonable goal - one really close to what i have now - because honestly i want you guys to succeed because the fact that people are still on this post is insane and it makes me smile.) AND COMPLETE! (i love every person who interacted with this post so much it isn’t even funny. all my gratitude and adoration, witch)

this ends at the beginning of may. you can spam i guess i have 35 followers it prob wont even reach 100. but go ahead, tumblr, do your thing. lol