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#WHYYYYY AM I ABOUT TO CRY
hella1975 · 7 months
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basically threw away £20 on my nails today so was already getting weird bc i apparently cannot be normal about money and then my paycheck came through just for my manager to have knocked off 11 hours worth of pay. so naturally i am crying in a dark room about it
#this is such a girl moment wdym you’re crying about your fucking nails. couldn’t explain it to you if i tried#im just an utter FREAK about money and then for my payslip to get fucked as well. whyyyyy would you do that#im not built for the working world truly idk how sensitive people do it bc i am NOT im tough as shit 99% of the time and i STILL can’t deal#just give me my fucking money it’s not fair 😭😭😭 i worked hard 😭😭😭#and the dumbest brattiest part of this is that the thing that tipped me over the edge is that my mum didn’t offer to pay for my nails#like how ridiculous and spoiled is that but still i was so so angry at myself about fucking them up and it’s £25 to get them done tomorrow#and I’ve worked so hard for her this summer and both days I’ve been in town I’ve got her things#like nothing spenny but I’ve just thought of her and got her things I know she’d like just to be nice#and £25 is NOTHING TO HER AND SHE DIDNT EVEN OFFER 😭😭 she even joked it off#she was like ‘your dad would offer to pay if he was here but I believe in lessons’ GIRL FUCK YOUR LESSONS I WANT MY NAILS DONE 😭😭😭#why am i actually in tears over this. this is so silly. now all my money is fucked and im going to be the skint one when we go to dublin#AS USUAL. even though i worked hard and clocked the hours it still got fucked bc im fucking. cursed#im aware im being dramatic and this isn’t even about the amount of money i have atm i promise this isn’t some desperate bankruptcy claim#like for once im actually fine money wise it’s just all been FUCKED and my dates are now FUCKED bc i have to wait for next paycheck now#and it’s so unfair bc usually things go wrong for me bc im DUMB and mess it up LIKE MY NAIL APPOINTMENT#but for work and dublin i literally planned it perfectly and did the hours and it still didn’t work#like what is WRONG with me. i hate being an adult i need a sugar daddy ive had enough#the message I sent my manager…. scathing…. ik his scared of confrontation ass is panicking. give me my fucking MONEY#hella goes home
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foxgloveinspace · 9 months
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*looking at that photo dump post of Vessel’s hands*
Yes yes, I am now aware of my hand kink, and yes I think of those hands doing things no one needs to know about, BUT I think about just holding them more. And the mount of times I just think about him holding my face in his hands?? Sickening. Even more sickening then the above mentioned gross things.
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sternenmeerkind · 6 months
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Why am I SO soo scared of everything?? Please, brain, just let me enjoy and experience stuff I'm interested in without making me too scared to do them... T-T
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heartual · 2 years
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full offense to past me but why did you get us into this mess
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romanarose · 2 years
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Just Happy Accidents
Jake Lockley X Reader
Summary: Jake gets rear ended.
Warnings: A lil yelling, Jake kinda being a dick, a lil smutty (over the clothes touching, thigh riding) Mostly just cuteness
Forgot to add, bold is Steven, italics is Marc, red is Jake (This is my system for all my fics btw)
Jake Lockley was about to lose his goddamn shit. Here he was, stopped at a stop sign, when some dumbass rammed into it. A full stop, mind you, because despite what everyone seems to think, he actually follows all traffic laws. Last thing he needed was a run in with the cops, or god forbid an accident that leaves Marc and Steven fucked up. Luckily, as he moved his body, he was sure things were probably fine. He had to explain to them why their neck hurt, but that was it. For him, anyway.
His car was going to be another fucking story. He gets out of his cab, fuming, ready to yell at someone. He did not expect the girl to get out of the car and yell at him. 
“What is wrong with you!” You shout, furious.
He blinks at the audacity. “Excuse me? You hit me!” He shouts, pointing at himself.
“YOUSTOPPEDTOOFAST” You spit out rapidly, panic quickly setting in.
“There is no such thing as stopping too fast, idiota, you were either following too close, or not paying attention!” Jake counters, knowing traffic laws better than he probably needs to. 
You freeze, knowing he has a point, and you were caught. You immediately break down crying.
Jake is only human, and a pretty young girl crying in front of him is not something he enjoys.
“Hey… hey now…” He starts, uncertain ahow to go about this. 
“I’m never going to financially recover from this!” you sob into your hands.
Jake, why is there a crying girl in front of you? Of course Steven comes to the headspace when there’s crying.
Everything is fine, Steven, just a fender bender.
Oh bullocks, are you okay? Is she?
I’m fine, Steven, so is- Jake realized he didn’t know if you were hurt or not. “Are you hurt?”
Your hands were in your face as you cried. “No” You shook your head.
Jake paused, waiting for you to stop crying. It didn’t happen. He was still irritated. “Well, this is what insurance is for.” C’mon mate, don’t be an arse
Your sobs picked up again. “I don’t have insurance.” 
Dios Mio. Jake thought, just my fucking luck. “You don’t have insurance?” Jake pinched the bridge of his nose. “Mujer, what the fuck?”
You remove your hands from your red and blotchy face. “Well you don’t have to be a fucking dick about it.”
He put his hands on his knees in bewilderment. “You rear ended me, Chica. You don’t get to tell me not to be a dick.”
“Do you think I hit you for shits and giggles?” You said through tears.
Don’t be an asshole Great. Marc was here, just what he needed.
Jake tried to calm himself, stand back up straight. “Whyyyyy don’t you have insurance, Carino?” He tried to hide the irritation in his voice behind the pet name.
You threw up your hands. “I got laid off okay! Are you happy! I got laid off and I just got behind on all my bills and I was either car insurance or rent so you can fuck right off with your judgy fucking face right now!” You were angry, not necessarily at him… but he wasn’t fucking helping. He was being a dick. You start crying again.
Come on mate, be nice. Jake sighed. “Okay don’t start that again, I’m sure we can work this out.” Just let it go, man. It’s just the fender. We can buy one online and install it ourselves, she’s clearly having a rough time. She kept crying. Would you be saying that if she wasn’t pretty? You got me.
“I’m sorry.” You muttered into your hands. “It’s been a long few months. Lots of pent up emotions. I’ll call the police and get your information and figure out whatever the fuck I do now.”
“Listen, don’t… don’t worry about it, hermosa.”
“No!” You pointed at him determinedly. “No, Thank you but no. I’m just so sick of charity. I know it’s probably hard to believe when I’m crying in front of you, but I am sick of people pitying me. I just found a new job and I’m catching up on bills, I’ll just skip a few card payments or whatever.”
“Okay, okay.” Jake put up his hands defensively. “No charity. We can exchange information and figure out a payment plan. I know some shit about car repair, I can do that myself, and you can pay me back what you can, when you can.” Is this just an excuse to get her number? No, dumbass, it’s an excuse to get my car fixed. Listen, I wouldn’t complain, she’s cute. You watch too much porn, Marc. We’re not using sex as payment. That’s not what I meant!
You looked at him hesitantly. “This isn’t just an excuse to get my number?” 
Jesus, does she share Steven’s brain? “No, Cariño, I just want my car fixed. Listen, there’s a dinner down the road, I was heading there for lunch. We can talk this over, come up with a plan?” When you still eye him suspiciously, he raises his hands defensively. “No funny business! Just business… regular business.”
“...Regular business? I sure hope you aren’t trying to make a come on, because you are not smooth” You laugh a bit, and suddenly Jake wanted to make you laugh again.
“Believe me, Carino, if I was flirting, you’d know” He winked at you, and moved to get in his car. “Vamnos, Chica, Gena is going to think I backed into a poll if I don’t bring a witness to testify.”
Lunch was absolutely not strictly business. It was absolutely silly business, borderline tomfoolery. No regular business got done, not in the 3 hours at the diner, not at the park after Gena kicked you out (with love), and not in the nearly three months you almost always slept at his place. At month four, you moved in. After being able to catch up on bills with a much smaller rent, you surprised him by fixing his car. Well, you bought the piece, Marc put it on. You were in charge of handing him the tools. 
“The philips head screwdriver”
“I’ll give you head.”
“Baby, please, give me the screwdrive- no not that one! I said philips head!”
“YOU SAID SCREWDRIVER”
“I said philips head before you had to make a sexual inuedo!”
“Here”
“THATS A HAMMER”
“AH DON’T YELL AT ME DAD!”
“I’M NOT YELLING”
“Fine I don’t know what a philips head screwdriver is.”
“Jesus Christ baby  you could’ve just said that.” He rolled out from under the car, grabbing what he needed. He raised his eyebrow as he held up the philips head, a lopsided smile on his face. With the help of his under-car roller, he slide back under. You pull him back you, giving him a kiss on his gross, dirty, grease covered mouth.
You adored all three of them, you adored how they all complimented each other, how you got different aspects of them all combined into one, incredibly sexy man. All of them offered something different. Jake was wild, reckless, fun. Marc was domestic, suburban dad energy. And Steven? Steven was your sexy professor.
“C’mon Steven, pay attentiont to me!”
“Let me finish this chapter, then I promise, I’m all yours.”
“Can you at least tell me what you’re reading about?” You scoot up to him, pressing your body against his as you pretend to read the book. 
Steven was not deterred. “I’m learning about the Hyksos invasion of Egypt, I didn’t think this was in your wheelhouse?”
“What the fuck are the Hyksos?”
“They are an ancient civilization that came out of nowhere and took over the Egyptians for several dynasties. No one knows who they are, where they came from, where they went…” 
“Like cotton eye joe.” You place your hand on his thigh, hoping to get him worked up.
“I- what?”
“You know. Where did he come from, where did he go, where did he come from, cotton eye joe?” You palm his hardening cocked over his jeans.
“Love… “ He warns you.
“I’m sorry! Tell me something fun about the Egyptians. I promise I’m listening” You weren’t.
“There's uh…” he swallows. “There was a female pharaoph, actually. A few of them, really but one that is particualrly interesting is Hatshepsut. She rules as a regent when her- oh god” Steven swollowed hard as you climbedup on his thigh and beganrocking your body on him as your strocked his clothed dick.
“Keep going baby.”
“T-thing is” he panted, hips bucking up. “She just never gave the thrown back, she just banished her step son.”
“Gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss”
“I-” Steven stopped, looking confused at you. “Sometimes, I wonder how your mind works, love”
You start to unbottom his jeans slowly, watching his lips part in aw as you pout at him. “Does this mean you are going to fuck me, finally?”
Gently set his book down, making sure to bookmark his spot, then pushed you back down on the couch, enrapturing you mouth in a kiss.
That’s how you found yourself in Jake’s arms, a year after the car accident, with a ring on your finger.
“Remember how we met, baby?” You ask him, tracing his bare chest with your fingers.
“How could I forget, Carino” Jake kissed the side of your face, still sweaty from making love all evening.
“Never thought I’d be this happy to have gotten in a fender bender” You smile
“It’s like Bob Ross always says. No mistakes, just happy accidents."
@my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction @ahookedheroespureheart
Thank you for reading! Had this stupid idea in my head for a while bc I'm silly
the cotton eye joe bit is based off of an actual moment with my history professor where he was talking about the hyksos and i said that. He did not know what the cotton eye joe was. At least the class laughed.
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sensei-venus · 10 months
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I have to get my wisdom teeth removed soon and I'm scared. Could you maybe do something with poly hawk and moon taking care of reader after she gets her wisdom teeth out and she's really loopy and frightened by a lot
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(Unedited) (I tried really hard on this, but letting y’all know, I don't have wisdom teeth. Idk how or why but I don't so I don't have to worry about them.💀) (Mentions of blood & teeth pulling)
“Whyyyyy am I-here???” Reader moaned out around the multiple cotton balls that were shoved in her mouth. She whimpers and looks around the dentist's lobby. Her hand travels up to her face and over her cheeks.
It's quickly pulled away by Moon who just gently shushes her. Moon wants to laugh just a little but she knows Reader isn't all there. It wasn't right to laugh at the poor girl.
Hawk looks over at the two girls before signing the last of the paperwork from the dentist. He had to sign a few forms about the aftercare for Reader’s mouth. She had all over her wisdom teeth pulled in one sitting.
“Moonnnnyyy why does my face feel funny?? Can we get food? Pleeeesssd?” Reader starts to tear up as Moon starts to help get her standing. Hawk grabs the small aid kit the dentist staff gave him a long with pamphlet on how to take care of her gums, and a small prescription for some pay meds. Hopefully, Moon would keep the disoriented girl busy in the car while he ran into the local pharmacy to pick up her new meds. He watched as she struggled to move with Moon out of the lobby. He walked behind them just in case Reader tried to take a tumble.
Their girlfriend was still outing of it from the anesthesia.
Hawk slowly helped get her into the car with the help of Moon by his side. They struggled as she tried to borderline escape them. Trying to get out of the vehicle from the other side. He was quick to lock the door with his keys.
“Sweety calm down. We can get you yogurt when we get home. It's nice and cold and will feel so good on your gums.”
“My gums?? What's wrong with my gums?”
Hawk got into the car and started the engine. Keeping his eyes on the road he tried his best to listen to their conversation in the back seat. Moon sat next to the other girl stroking her thigh.
Suddenly Reader started to whimper and cry, making Hawk look back in the mirror.
“Why is there bloodddd?! Where are my teeth? Hawk, they took my teeth.”
“Babe, they pulled your wisdom teeth, the nice dentist said they had to go because they were starting to hurt you remember?”
“They stole my teeth!!” she sobbed as Moon tried her best to hold back a laugh. Hawk was in the same boat trying to keep his own laughter down. He coughed into his hand. His eyes go back to the road ahead of them. Luckily the trip to the pharmacy wasn't that long and Moon was able to talk Reader out of going inside with him.
Doing his best he grabbed a few extra ice packs and picked up her painkillers. He hoped that those would be enough to get her through the next week or two as she healed.
The ride back home was perfect besides Reader's occasional mumbling.
When they where finally back hike everything started to settle down. Reader was ushered in front of the tv in their room with a newly frozen ice pack and her first round of painkillers. Moon brought her the fluid and bottle she needed to clean out her raw and open gums. She helped remove the nasty blood and spot-soaked cotton balls from her mouth and the old gaze.
For once Hawk was happy that he had seen and dealt with a lot of nasty shit in karate. Most of the wounds and gross cuts he suffered in karate were nothing like this. But still, he felt trained enough to help wash Reader’s gums out. She moaned and tried to jerk away from him at first. But with some help, he was able to get her mouth and gums rinsed out.
Moon shivered as she caught a quick glance at the girl spitting out the gross red-tinted water into the small bowl they gave her.
“I love you guys~” Reader said as Moon stuffed a spoon full of half-frozen yogurt onto her mouth. Her eyes fluttered as the cool food passed over her sore gums. She slumped into the mound of pillows behind her.
Hawk grabbed the tv remote and scanned though one of their streaming apps. He found one of her favorite long movies and clicked it on for her. Lazily she opened her eyes a little and watched the intro startup. She smiled a little at the sound of the intro music and narration coming through the speakers. Moon spooned another mouth full of food into her mouth and cuddled up next to her.
Hawk felt a small smile creep onto his face. He pulled one of the blankets from the bottom of the bed and placed it over the two girls. Slowly he drifted over to them, sliding in next to Reader.
He sighed one last time as Reader cuddled onto his side. Her head rested on his chest as they watched the movie.
It was definitely going to be a long few weeks, but at least they had a crap ton of organic yogurt and painkillers.
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bean-t · 5 months
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Ann ☆-! on pinterest
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YES THEY DO. NOT BE THANK GOODNESS BUT HERE'S A UNNESSECARYILY LONG STORY IF YOU CARE. So, last week, two friends randomly decided to read TBHK. Friend A out of sheer curiosity, and friend B out of boredom (she chose to read TBHK over all the school work). Friend A is currently on book 6 and still reading. Friend B is currently on um, well, she's done. But basically, they have met Sakura and the rest of the broadcasting team. Friend A claims to now be obsessed and wants to become a fan. Friend B will probably forget about this by next week. Both of them claim that there are too many characters and they can't remember their names and who they are💀 So with friend A, I sent her this chart with the characters she knew SO FAR (remember she's on chapter 26) and YES I AM LEAKING HER RESPONSES.
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SHE PUT DISLIKE FOR SAKURA!!! TT I asked her "WHYYYYY????" and she said she was "mean" and she "tricked and trapped Nene". Like- SO DID HANAKO AND SHE STILL PUT HIM AS FAV??? And for friend B, I was referring to a scene in book 19 when I mentioned Sakura. She asked me "Who the hell is that" and I responded with "The green-haired girl". She replied, "HOW TF ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHAT HAIR COLOUR THEY HAVE". So I sent her a colored picture of Sakura. Her response killed me. She said
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I WAS SOBBING, CRYING, AND BANGING MY HEAD ON THE WALL IN AGONYYYYYY. So, therefore, yes. There are indeed and unfortunately, Sakura haters, and I just so happened to have unknowingly created two of them.
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avionvadion · 2 months
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Hi I just wanted to say that I read the second part of the Lucifer stuff (idk what to call it; a fic? one-shots? simply ideas? idk what to call it, so the general "stuff" it is lol) and I gotta say that this was my favorite part of the whole thing: "Lucifer just took in a deep breath, brought his hands up to squish his cheeks, and let out a screech before running circles around the room. Eleanora squawked, turning to watch the devil king lose his mind. “Why, why, why, whyyyyy!? Why did you tell her you had a surprise for her!?” 
“...So you couldn’t duck out?” 
He skidded to a halt, the floor squeaking against his heels, and he looked to see her grinning goofily at him, pointing at one of the many piles of rubber ducks that were in his room. “Uh-huh. I see what you did there. You think you’re hilarious, don’t’cha?” 
The pun, the mental photo of Lucifer screaming and running like around like a chicken with its head cut off, the callout for using a pun? Priceless. Love it all to death. I also had an idea for you, if you want it? I just had this thought of El, in a moment of both utter self-loathing and sheer bravery, decides to confess to Lucifer using a song. The one in particular I was thinking of? "Door" by I Don't Know How But They Found Me. Idk, I was listening to the song, and I felt it sort of fit them? Or the vibes, at least. Just the mental image of her looking at him and singing the line, "If you just tell me what you think about me, I can collect all my things from the floor" gives me goosebumps and also doe-eyes because I'm imagining Lucifer basically in shock the entire song (it's a relatively short song don't worry abt it) because he's also deep in self-loathing and doesn't understand what she sees in him because he doesn't really see it in himself. I dunno, do with the idea what you will *shrugs*
Either way, I absolutely loved this and can't wait for more, if you decide to write more for Lucifer! :3
“If I’m out of line, just show me the door; I promise you I won’t come here no more. If you just tell me what you think about me, I can collect all my things from the floor. Promise the next time you take my hand… is to show me the door.” I HAD TO LOOK THIS SONG UP AND NOW MY HEART IS IN PIECES. OOF.
IT SUITS THEM SO WELL???? El has already had a couple moments of, “Frick, was this out of line? Am I crossing the line by singing this song??? I’m just a human, he’s the devil, I probably shouldn’t be saying all this stuff but I wanna help him” which can be kinda seen in Luci’s pov whenever she hesitates before singing or resting a hand on his shoulder to comfort him.
And LUCIFER HAS MADE A SHOW OF TAKING HER HAND. Hell, EL has made a show of it.
I dunno why, but the hand holding is becoming a very prominent thing between them, haha. Like when he sings to her and brings her close to dance, or when she grabs his hand to stop him from anxiously nibbling his fingers to bits and when she was singing to him to calm him down. It’s just turning into a thing.
I feel like the song might actually happen after they’re “unofficially” together??? Because El doesn’t really know what he’s thinking or how he views her. Basically a, “What are we?” Kind of moment where it’s obvious to everyone except themselves that they’re dating/have feelings for each other.
Also!! I have posted the two chapters to Ao3 so it’s technically a fic now, lol.
I’m working on the next chapter right now. We be getting El’s pov now!!! (But it’s still in third person because it started with third person and I must commit to the bit, even though it feels super weird)
Oh gods. I have this image in my head of El, like, kissing the back of Lucifer’s hand (or even just his fingers in this super gentle and sweet way) before whispering the song and trying not to cry because WHAT IF REJECTION!???? And Lucifer is just stunned silent, and when he doesn’t react or say anything she goes to pull away but he snatches her hand back and starts his own song. Whatever that is.
I have a bit of an idea for it.
“I think I love you~? A feeling I thought I couldn’t have again, lost amongst the despair. I think I want you~ in ways I doubt that you know. You helped repair~ a bond that was once nearly broken, and… I don’t think I can let you go. But if this feeling is love, I… just don’t know.”
Buuut that’s all I got so far and it might just change.
Anyways. Yee. :3 El and Luci are chaotic beans.
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scrollll · 3 months
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Lemme leave this here.
Nuth, nope.
I echo @ppeonppeonhan post, and don't trust Nuth AT ALL anymore. I was willing to trust him. I really was. And a small part of me still is.... But. There's something wrong.
Not only in his stories, but above all, in how he portrays Nant.
Let's look at the facts i gathered in between breaks and working hours:
Who all had flashbacks with Nant or contact with him?
Soong (when he raped and attacked Nant),
Teena (when he saved Nant from Soong),
Jump (got a bj from Nant, more on that later),
Prom (of course),
The baddie bunch (Zouey, Captain, Porsche, First)
and Nuth
Did I forget anyone? I don't think so.
So, because I am insufferable, let's go through these flashbacks and pay attention to how Nant is described.
Soong:
Nant was on drugs/alcohol,
they slept together (without consent)
aaaaaaand Nant stole Soong's drugs. Bad idea in general. (Side note, what's up with that? Was this an attempt by Nant to retrieve the discarded drugs?)
Welp, anyway, Soong got angry.
Nant was crying, he was panicked, he was scared. And here lies a nice underpoint:
! He didn't even try to fight Soong. He was freaking out, but not aggressive. He was fucking desperate !
Teena:
Held Nant in his arms to protect him from Soong.
Nant clung to him, still full of panic and fear.
! He tried to find protection with Teena instead of attacking or freaking out himself !
He clung to the first thing that promised safety, no matter how foolish it may have seemed at this moment (bc fr, if one guy is beating you up, there is no guarantee that his flatmate/friends are not the same brand of asshole)
Jump:
Encountered Nant in the same situation as Teena and Soong (he hold Soong back)
BUT then one more time where they had sex or at least oral sex since he commented on Nonts bj skills at the party as "Twins are just so fucking identical"
(side note: could this be the point he brought up with Porsche? About not wanting to get in anyone's sugar daddy's way?)
Okay, but to get things straight ('cause these guys ain't):
! Jump encountered Nont without flinching or faltering, suggesting that at least Nant didn't bite him in the dick ! (still, very little is known about the encounter of these two)
Prom:
Confirmed to Nont that Nant loved aftercare, so mostly the cuddling and hugging and talking afterwards.
He also told Nont that Nant never became violent or manipulative towards him.
! Further evidence for the statement is that Prom was very shocked when Nont took out the knife in their first scene. So SM contractually, injuries are also taboo. !
The baddie bunch:
They liked Nont.
They were worried about him, missed him. (Btw does Zouey just strike me as having a damn guilty conscience?)
Captain took advantage of Nant, yes, but none of them seem to have had an active fight.
! They were more shocked at Nant's hurtful behavior when Nont had acted him out. !
So. After this long text, a little brain training, what impression do we have of Nant?
=> He's solid as a soft-boiled spaghetti and seems to have the aggressiveness of a teddy bear.
Except with Nuth.
Only with Nuth does he seem to have been violent.
And that makes me wonder, is that true?
Is the scar really from Nant loosing himself and stabbing Nuth?
Or would it make more sense, if Nuth himself held the knife and confronted Nant about sleeping with other people, like in the dream frequence with Phop we saw already?
That Nant tried to avoid Nuth with the knife and ending up stabbing him on accident? And this ending in Nant apologizing in his "suicide"-video, because he felt guilty for it?
So yeah, lots of more questions than answers but still... Nuth you are yet to come clean my bro.
Edit:
Don't read this as excuse for abusive behavior, if Nant turns out to be an asshole... welp, gotta admit then that I was wrong XD
I just have very much space to think about Nuth and although he seemed like a red herring... whyyyyy the dog mask??? Where is the corpse??? Who stopped the video??? And why are you not talking Nuth???
(Can't get over him being the bad guy, the writer framed him too well for this XD)
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sizzlingpatrolfox · 2 days
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https://x.com/dolliejimn/status/1780668223878238285?s=46&t=XuCx8v8aEyRQWy2cALbK1Q
How did you react when this filter performance dropped? 😵‍💫
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Ahhhhh I watched it live! And I was commenting with a twitter friend as it happened, so I went to look for my comments. I didn't really say much, now that I'm reading the chat again. But tbf I am a chill person, I don't really do the whole keyboard smash or anything lol.
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"The quality of Jimin's voice" this was during zero o'clock.
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This was after his black swan solo performance:
"I can't believe it. Flabbergasted. I might cry"
"When he acted as if he was growing wings. FML show me filter right now. NO OFFENSE, I just want to see the choreo."
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This is the funny part... WE DIDNT TALK DURING FILTER 😭 the messages from both sides just stopped and we went back to it when filter finished.
"The last part with the red suit. He's the only one who could do a coreography using so many props and be good at it. He's so beautiful."
It reminded me of when I went to the cinema to watch BTS Love Yourself show in Seoul and people were singing and talking the whole movie but for Serendipity everyone went silent. People just watched, there was literally no noise at all during the minutes Jimin was performing. And when Serendipity ended, a guy behind me went "wow". I swear.
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Just a funny comment lol this was during inner child and I said "vitches just came online and clogged up the stream" I guess the stream started glitching at that moment and I blamed it on Taehyung's stans lmao. We (pjms) used to call them vitches I don't know why we stopped☹️
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"The only smile in the world. He's about to cry whyyyyy. And his birthday tomorrow. I hope they've prepared an event."
I really thought they were going to celebrate Jimin's bday during the concert on the 12th, but they didn't.
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"Jimin main character I think"
"Riiiiight I was just thinking the same. He always has his special part in almost everything".
"As he should. No, but I seriously believe everything in him allows him to do a lot of different things, I mean his dancing his body his face"
"Yessss, he really is all-around"
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This was after Filter day two.
"The best in the universe"
"The black fit and his hair 10000000000 points"
The image quality of the stream was so bad that I actually thought the purple outfit was black😭
It's funny that we really didn't "speak" at all during his performances, we actually chatted so much more during the rest of the concert lmao.
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bookinit02 · 7 months
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HAVEN OH MY GOSH THE NEW EPISODE!!!!!! I SCREAMED. I made a bunch of very insane notes and I thought I'd gift them to you. as a treat:
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fucking COLD
BABY WILL AND MIKE GOT ME SOBBINGGG
So curious as to what's going on with Will and Vecna, also Will tell your boyfriend!!! Come on!!! crazy together!!! (also MIKE tell your boyfriend actually. y'all need to talk about the messed up Vecna stuff!!! that's the whole idea!!!)
OH FUCK OH NO MAX AND LUCAS. OH NO. OH NO I AM SO SAD. OH NO. I AM CRYING. WHYYYYY
NANCY ROBIN ERICA TEAM UP!!! Erica gets friends and mentors as she SHOULD and I love her
WINGWOMAN NANCY!! Hasn't even been come out to yet and is already the wingwoman of all time. We love to see it. I love her.
RONANCE CRUMBS???????
THAT JANCY BREAKUP WAS THE MOST HEARTBREAKING THING I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME. I AM CRYING. SOBBING. BUT IT WAS SO GOOD
What does Karen Wheeler KNOW
Mike and Holly are the cutest little sibling babies and I love them so much. They are my favourite and Holly is adorable and deserves the world.
NANCY AND MIKE ARE ALSO THE CUTEST SIBLINGS. QUALITY WHEELER FAMILY CONTENT RIGHT HERE. I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH.
OHHH MIKE JUST CAME OUT. OH HONEY. NANCY YOU ARE THE BEST BIG SISTER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
THE JONATHAN AND WILL MIKE AND NANCY PARALLELS IM-
THE MIKE AND NANCY SCENE AS A WHOLE. THAT IS LITERALLY MY FAVOURITE SCENE SO FAR. THAT WAS SO GOOD. READING THAT IN THE FIC IS GOING TO BREAK MY HEART EVEN MORE. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Oh Mike. I love you so much. you and will need to TELL EACH OTHER THINGS. PLEASE.
All in all amazing episode, I loved it and it was sad and happy and funny and destroyed me like six times but it's WORTH IT!!!! I'm excited for the chapters of the fic!!!
ok i hope it’s ok that i waited a few days to answer this—i didn’t want to spoil it for anyone!!
first of all YES i was so fucking proud of myself for that line😭 such a banger . i literally left it there for like 2 days without writing anything else bc i was like how tf do i follow that😭😭
MIWIIII💗💗💗😭 BABY MIWIIIIII💗🫶🏻😭
yes!! i am also super excited to develop the will & vecna storyline. and listen they’ve been miscommunicating for like 2 seasons now, ofc they’re gonna keep going (for a little bit at least😉)
yeah honestly i cried writing that scene☹️ they make me so . So.
yes!!! i need some sort of girl power moment in s5 so badly (but Not in that cringy forced way that shows do sometimes if u know what i mean😭)
nancy is The wingwoman of all time actually. she treats it as a matter of life and death. it is a one-woman competition and she is NOT losing.
ronance crumbs… perhaps… hehe :)
yeah listen it broke My heart too and i was SO split on whether to do it or not . but i think it’s the most realistic option and they definitely have things they need to work out!! i’m honestly very very interested to see what the writers do with the love triangle storyline bc this has definitely been the most challenging plot to write so far. but i am enjoying the challenge :)
as for what karen knows… we’ll have to find out👀
I AGREE😭😭💗 HOLLY IS SO UNDERRATED WE NEED MORE OF HER SO BADLY!!!
nancy and mike as well. just more wheeler family dynamics all across the board bc i am Obsessed with them!!
yeah that scene was very emotional to write😭😭 he’s come so far and i’m so proud of him!! (is the one actively writing his character arc)
love me a good parallel🫡🫡
THANK YOU THAT’S ONE OF MY FAVORITE SCENES AS WELL💗💗💗 and yes i’m so excited to write the fic version!!
i’m so glad you liked this episode, thank you SO much for this comment! i don’t get as many comments on my scripts (understandably) as i do on my fic, but i really appreciate when people give me feedback :) i’m so happy that you’re enjoying them!
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unsleepingtales · 9 days
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I should not be doing this I should be writing an essay but ok fantasy high junior year episode fourteen let’s fucking go
I’m so stressed guys I need nothing bad to happen to them tonight
D&d is fun because it allows you to play out such fantasies as: finishing an essay for once in your goddamn life
“I will not be proselytizing” I do not believe you!!
Beesbees time!
Gertie height confirmed! 6’5-6’6 ish
Of the many honeyed confections I believe baklava is king I LOVE HER SO MUCH
She speaks in romance languages <3
Buckyyyyy
(Awkward and quiet)
Yeeeeesh
Bucky being drawn to Cassandra what if I cried
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO FORGET
Oh shiiiiit
The wizard seems pretty cool Adaine!
Oooooh official subclass!
Creeeeepyyyy
Good to get some confirmation that Jace is weird
It’s the only time they get to hang out 😭😭
I’ll MISS YOU oh my god
Holy shit! She’s the ghost teacher!
To lie in prayer???
Loved the little ominous music after that
Made hand legerdemain! Let’s everybody hear it for mage hand legerdemain!
Oh that’s fascinating
Oh yeah Fig’s writing a song called Dawn of Justice but she’s never gonna believe in Ankarna
Fuck
What the hell is happening
Emily Axford your mind….
Took a break from the episode to submit an extension request because I am having a terrible time of it but we’re back now
The rat grinders have been to the mountains of chaos! Ok!
Girl what are you doing
You got an a+ for writing a note 😭
Oh right. Forgot about that.
We’re hemorrhaging money on the groundskeeper jawbone!!
Yessss the crying was fake
I love her soooooo much
For whyyyyy for what does he want that though
Regular ass freak
I’m too freaked out about my real life for this shit 😭
Dome art <3
Ok! I think (hope) Buddy will be willing to raise them
What the fuck are you talking about
Oh they have to actually know the answers oh god
I would love this but I know I am not the norm with that
I love that Gorgug has warding bond SO much
Did they JUST print out rat swarms oh my god
I’m so stressed
God this set is so cool
They put pipes on his mini 😭
Sleep is such a good spell
The amount of shirtless Agueforts gently bobbing in the background
Oh these are probably the butter jellies!
(Heavy breathing into imaginary pipes)
Ally looks so tired learning about the hydra
I hate thisssssss
I love their shenanigans though
That IS what school feels like :(
I love academia and learning I swear I’m just having a really bad time right now
I love Zac’s stamp flips <3<3
Sorry did Lou just do. 110 damage in one turn.
Fucking hell!
(Rolling so many dice)
God they’re so good. They’re so good at this.
Oh my fucking god!
I’m seeing d20 live the night the next episode comes out which is insane. Next week looks batshit. What a fun time we’re all having.
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quodekash · 11 months
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i once again went to sleep instead of watching an episode but im here for the first vice versa episode now! (and depending on how im feeling, i might watch the second episode when it airs tonight, but no promises)
i love puentalay so much and THEYRE GONNA BE DADS and im also desperately hoping for some aoufuse because i love them so so much and their child who is a dog
aoufuse were parents before puentalay. they adopted a dog together. they beat you, puentalay. hah.
ANYWAY im gonna watch it now, wish me luck, ill probably cry
im also gonna try to not go over the 30 image limit again cos i keep doing that
i love how they put summaries at the start of these as though we havent aggressively rewatched each show in the week preceding the os2 episodes
OH NO IM ALREADY GONNA CRY AND THE ACTUAL EPISODE HASNT EVEN STARTED YET
talay singing happy birthday to puen? this feels familiar. except its actually puen's birthday this time. not pakorn/tun's.
"and as i wished for every year" HOW MANY YEARS HAS IT BEEN?????
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NOOOO NOT THE DESIGN ON THE CAKE
WHY DOES THIS STUPID LITTLE DESIGN HAVE SUCH AN AFFECT ON ME
IM SOBBING
WAIT WHAT THE HELL WHERE'S TALAY???
WHAT DID THEY DO
WHY WOULD THEY START IT LIKE THAT
i know its gonna be fine, this is gonna be like entirely fluff for two episodes because CHILD and they look really happy in the preview
my prediction is this sadness will last three minutes at the most
but also WHYYYYY
honestly i love this acapella intro song
"Faded Pink?" WHY THE QUESTION MARK
PINK IS LOVE
WHY IS IT FADED
WHY IS THEIR LOVE FADED
AND AGAIN, WHY THE QUESTION MARK
IM SO CONFUSED
STUFF YOU
IDK WHO IM STUFF YOU-ING BUT ITS SOMEONE
"since weve come back to this universe" okAY, COOL, GOOD A SUMMARY
"it's already the fifth year" W H A T
WHAT THE HELL
THEYRE SO OLD
AND ALSO WHAT THE HELL
FIVE YEARS IS SUCH A LONG TIME???
ALSO WHAT WAS THE KID DOING FOR FIVE FREAKING YEARS
I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS ABOUT THIS KID
i know the questions will have answers probably very shortly
BUT THEY DONT HAVE ANSWERS RIGHT NOW AND THE KID IS CONFUSING ME THOROUGHLY
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THAT MUCH COFFEE???
bro puen youre so tired. go to sleep. please.
altho i would like to point out the mug that says "the cat's favourite"
does that imply that they have a cat
please answer my questions
"i really want to drink the coffee made by you, talay" dude i know youre deeply in love with him but you need to stop drinking so much coffee and GO TO SLEEP FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
TALAY HAS A LITTLE WORK TENT IN THEIR BACKYARD??? THATS SO AWESOME WHAT THE HELL
"it's 9pm already???" is this adhd time blindness i am smelling
or perhaps an autism trait
HJRKDFHJBTF THE CHEEK KISSES
bro what is it with our skyy 2 and birthdays
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THEM
I FORGOT THEIR NAMES
BUT I LOVE THEM
ALTERNATE UNIVERSE UP AND AOU
PREEDA AND AOU??
they literally havent said either of their names this entire time
1:27 IN THE MORNING???? JEEEEEEZ
THIS IS SOME KIND OF NEURODIVERGENT TIME BLINDNESS THING, FOR SURE
THIS IS NOT NEUROTYPICAL BEHAVIOUR
looking at talay's phone and im just now realising: how the hell did they unlock their phones in the other universe? they dont know tun and tess' passwords. how could they have gotten into their phones?
there are many things to do with the lore and logistics of the universes that dont make sense and we'll probably never get answers to, but its still fun to wonder and speculate
awwhhhhh poor puen feels unloved and forgotten
akk felt unloved and forgotten because aye had a surprise for him
talay is just neurodivergent and cant figure out time and so he genuinely did forget about it being puen's birthday
BUT NEITHER SITUATION IS BAD
in both situations there is still the love
now i wanna talk about neurodivergence for three hours and justify talay and stuff but i wont because i need to actually watch this episode before it gets too late
why are they being sad and angsty
theyre supposed to be happy and in love and fluffy
"so lets change from a birthday to a hug day" YES PLEASE
I LOVE HUGS
HUG DAY EVERY DAY
GIERKJBDGKJ HE SANG THE OTHER UNIVERSE HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG
IM GONNA CRYYYYYY
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honestly it rly does feel like its been that long since the show aired
its only been like one year
but it feels like five
but also feels like three months
time is weird i dont like thinking about time
lets stop talking about time
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HES GETTING MORE AND MORE AUTISTIC AS THE EPISODE GOES ON
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
i love the concept of hug day
just hug your loved one/s at any random point in the day because ITS HUG DAY
i mean you can also do that any day (as long as theyre fine with hugs ofc)
but i think the hug feels more special on hug day
now i want a hug day
why isnt hug day a thing everywhere
i feel like i could probably talk about hug day for hours
hug day is good
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good. good good good. a man of fine taste.
unlike some people (MAITHEE) who DONT LIKE SPAGHETTI because its "too cheesy"????
THEN DONT FREAKING MAKE IT WITH CHEESE???
È SPAGHETTI
FORMAGGIO È NON NECESSARIO PER SPAGHETTI
PERCHÉ??? PERCHÉ SEI IL MODO CHE TU SEI???
mi dispiace, maithee not liking spaghetti because its too cheesy is a cause for anger in the minds of the little italians that live in my brain
anyway. spaghetti is good. its pasta. è un pasta meraviglioso
good job talay
HUG DAY IS MAKING ME SO HAPPY
I LOVE HUG DAY SO MUCH
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HIS LITTLE POUT WHAT THE HELL THEYRE SO SOFT IM DYING
"day 2: flirting day" OH MY GOODNESS I NEED THIS
this is what i needed for soundwin after episode 9
anyway
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BRO THIS IS THE MOST AUTISTIC FLIRTING IVE EVER SEEN??
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huge props to this guy, damn
PUENS LITTLE STICKY NOTES FOR TALAY??? IM SOBBING THIS IS AMAZING
i love that puen's nickname for him is "Lay" its so sweet
this is incredible so far but i have one question: when the hell is the child introduced and also WHY and also HOW
FEEDING DAY??? BROOOOO
THE CHIPS
THE FREAKING CHIPS
HOLY HELL ITS THE CHIPS
IM GETTING INSANE FLASHBACKS
THEYRE BOUTA KISS
PLEASE KISS
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come on bro, not again
why do you shower yourselves in chips
you did it with popcorn last time
and then you presumably had to clean it all up
now you have to clean up all the chips
why would you do that
why does he keep doing this
this is a really weird habit of his
puen, you confuse me
"confession day" why is that so funny
massage day, nice
KISSING DAY?? GIERJDBKG
OMG THE SONG
GJKBERDFGKHJ I LOVE THIS SONG
MEMORY DAY??? NOOOO THAT WOULD MAKE ME CRY
THE FREAKING PINK PASTRIES???? BRINGING THE TEARS IMMEDIATELY OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS GRAVY GUSTAV
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NOOOO
NOW IM SOBBING EVEN HARDER
its the fact that "memory day" means to both of them the place they fell in love; the universe they dwelt together; the friends they made; the friends theyll never see again; the memories they created together; the lands where they wandered side by side, hand in hand, arm in arm, heart in heart.
im fine.
ooo going out day
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THE FREAKING HELMET
IM NOT OKAY
I AM VERY NOT OKAY
HOLDING HANDS DAY???
"honk the horn if you want me to hug you" GHERIUJDFGHKREJBFN
theres too much fluff
too much fluff for my sad little heart
a buttload of fluff for the eclipse, and now a buttload of fluff for vice versa
hey google, how to deal with happiness
theyre so freaking cute what the hell
ooo day 30: surprise day
two things to say about that
1. aye apparently thought it was day 30 on akk's birthday
2. does this mean the child is gonna appear today? is this very un-subtle foreshadowing?
ah shoot puen is ✨choking✨
HES AN ACTOR
I FORGOT THAT HES AN ACTOR
HE WAS BEING OVERDRAMATIC
I HATE HIM SO MUCH
I LOVE HIM, BUT STUFF YOU PUEN YOURE SO DRAMATIC
FBOUARDHFGL THE BALLOONS AND THE PINK AND THE THING ON THE WALL AND GJRBDFNGJHRKBGD IM DYING AND CRYING AND FALLING OVER AND FALLING APART
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i sense merch
WAIT OMG HE DREW TALAY IN THE WEIRD PICASSO STYLE?? TGJREIDGKN MATCHING PICASSO PORTRAITS IS SOULMATE BEHAVIOUR
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OH ITS A WATCH
PROBABLY SO THAT TALAY CAN KEEP TRACK OF TIME SLIGHTLY BETTER
NRJFGBRHDBGF NEURODIVERGENCE
i love them
probably too much
theyre so sweet
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OH I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THAT
that rly shows how observant i am, doesnt it
"but i fell in love with you when you wore glasses" IM GONNA CRY ITS SO SWEET
im rly hoping someone has a full translation of the calendar because its a lovely idea
"thank you for joining me in doing this crazy stuff" bro if im right, its about to get a WHOLE LOT crazier. youre about to have a child.
puen's final surprise: "im pregnant"
DOORBELL
DUN DAHDAH DAAHHHHHH
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CHILD.
oh no this child is cute
why must the child be cute
i hate children
its one of my defining personality traits
i despise children
(mostly)
(there are some exceptions)
why must i be immediately attached to the child
"is he another surprise from you" lmao yeah he just popped out a child for this specific day
NO BUT SERIOUSLY WHAT HAPPENED
WHY IS THE CHILD SUDDENLY THERE
IN THE RAIN
WITH A SUITCASE
ITS BEEN 5 YEARS
AND THEYVE NEVER SEEN THE KID
WHAT HAPPENED TO MAKE THE KID COME TO THEM
IS THE KID OKAY?
PROBABLY NOT, BUT WHY IS THE KID SMILING SO WIDELY??
THE KID IS SO HAPPY TO SEE PAPA
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JIGSAW??? IS THAT THE KIDS NAME?? THAT'S AN INCREDIBLE NAME WHAT THE HELL
jigsaw and his four dads raising him
TUP
THAT'S THE NOT-UP GUY'S NAME
HELLO TUP
tup is also autistic i decided, and i love him
what if jigsaw is from the other universe.
its possible.
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IEJRKDGN
WHY MUST I LIKE THE CHILD
IM SUPPOSED TO HATE CHILDREN
THIS IS DESTROYING MY REPUTATION
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WELL NOW IM CRYING AGAIN
had to have dinner but im back
anyway WHAT THE HELL WHY MUST PUEN HAVE A SAD BACKSTORY ITS MAKING ME SAD
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NOOOOOO
WHY AM I EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO THE CHILD
I HATE THIS FEELING
THIS FEELING OF KNOWING THAT I WOULD WILLINGLY DIE FOR THIS CHILD'S HAPPINESS AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THIS CHILD TO JUST BE SAFE AND HAPPY
WHY MUST I FEEL THIS FEELING FOR A TINY HUMAN CHILD
I HATE IT
IM USED TO IT FOR CHARACTERS AND DOGS AND STUFF BUT WHY A CHILD
usually people are like "the feeling of responsibility for someone elses life" like its a good thing and im always like 'um no thanks i dont want to be responsible for that i can barely take care of myself' but now my brain is like LET ME BE RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS CHILD I WILL CARE FOR THIS CHILD AND DO EVERYTHING FOR THIS CHILD i hate this so much
i think its because the child's name is Jigsaw
its entirely bc of the funky name
"you bought a lot of stuff, so you're well-prepared" PUENS LITTLE SHRUG OMG
the shrug says 'what can i say, ive always wanted to be a dad but never wanted to tell you because i didnt know if you wanted that or not'
that could also not be the case, that is entirely possible
but the way puen's been acting since the child appeared makes me think hes either always wanted to be dad (or maybe wanted to be a dad since falling for talay) or the child awakened the dad-need inside him
omg i cant wait for puen's dad jokes
"i think jigsaw fits right into our lives, like a missing piece of us"
i swear if he doesnt say that at some point, im leaving
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I KEEP INVOLUNTARILY MAKING NOISES
LIKE THE GOOD NOISES THAT I RESERVE FOR SWEET HAPPY MOMENTS THAT SHOCK ME A LITTLE BIT
kind of like an 'oh' mixed with an 'aw'
why is the oh-aw happening for the child
i dont like this feeling
HE BOUGHT COLOURING INS FOR JIGSAW?? BRO YOU WANNA BE A DAD SO FREAKING BAD WHAT THE HELL
they cant figure out whose kid it is. take the kid for a dna test you idiots
"does this mean jigsaw is my son? ...i dont have any savings. How am i gonna raise him???? i need to call my mum" BROOO HIS DAD INSTINCTS ARE KICKING IN AS WELL, I LOVE THIS
oh my goodness i think i might be dying
these scenes are too cute
theyre raising a child
theyre dads
and the child is DESPICABLY cute
THIS IS TERRIBLE WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS TO ME
FJEKBGSUEJB PUEN BEGGING TALAY TO FEED HIM I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
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I LOVE THEM SO SO SO SO SO MUCH WHAT THE HELL
THEYRE SO FREAKING SWEET
side note: both of them have such pretty hair
"PAPA!" "YES?" "YES?" THEY BOTH YELLED YES INSTINCTIVELY THEYRE RAISING A CHILD TOGETHER THEYRE LITERALLY RAISING A CHILD TOGETHER WHAT IN THE HELL
AND TALAY GOT UP SO FAST TO RUN AND HELP HIM
THAT WAS SO FREAKING SWEET IM SO ANGRY ABOUT IT
anyway. see you in like. a few hours. (that is, if i stay up, which i probably will)
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elix8r · 1 month
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never thought id do this but heres an essay on my thoughts on monkey bars 😭😭🤍🤍🤍
let me preface this by saying you did such an amazing job with this truly, you wrote so so well and i feel like you encapsulated every perfect emotion in the best way possible, and somehow it just gets better and better? i forgot how pt 1 went so i reread it before i read pt 2 and i was blown away again but youve even improved somehow ?!!? youre like the gift that keeps on giving 💋 also, thank you so so much for pushing through and writing this, i know it couldnt have been easy struggling with writers block but i hope u know we all think the world of this fic so please see the worth of your work 💗
ok now MY THOUGHTS!!! oh my lord, where to begin… first of all, same as before: from part one, i was already irked with jake when he pulled the beomgyu shit (albeit i moved on pretty damn fast surprisingly) but the cliffhanger you left us on was a game changer like he crossed the line so bad. i was conviced i would never forgive him. if someone did that to me i would have the exact same reaction as y/n tbh. anger later sad confusion panic first. and seeing the aftermath in part 2??? first of all, so glad she had such a good support system around her and people who actually put their morals first aka 02z bc u already know men irl would defend their “boys” first or whatever 🙄 hearing other girls gossip about her actually broke my heart cos if it was me i wouldve cried n had a panic attack there and then … and knowing my PARENTS know about it 😭😭😭
you wrote so well i was actually about to insert myself in NO JOKE!!!! like ok lets stray for a while but me personally i dont like “dumping” my emotions on anybody bc it makes me feel like im burdening them but when i read the scene when she went back home,, oh lord i wanted to cry in the dads arms there n then, u have a talent with words fr 🫣🫣
SORRY BACK TO OUR SCHEDULED ANNOUNCEMENT, nowhere in this fic was my heart set in stone. ok i lied. for the first 80% i was like FUCK THAT MAN HE DESERVES TO DIE IM NEVER FORGIVING YOU but then i started feeling pity too DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN WHEN I SAY YOURE AMAZING AT WRITING??? like am i throwing away my morals or am i just understanding that people are multidimensional,, woah lord,, like tbh i wouldnt have forgiven jake bc something of that scale is just not in my books, was way too extreme, but the way you wrote his character, his guilt, the actual situation??? couldnt even blame y/n for feeling sympathetic cos damn me too… i know a lot of people might not agree (especially irl. DEF NOT) but the way you wrote everything… how do you not feel bad for the poor boy 😭 in no way is y/n to blame for ANYTHING but at some point i started to be worried for jake too so i was like u know what. fine. get together with the boy. NO WAIT. idk. dont. IDK?!!!?
i think me personally, i wouldnt have been able to forgive him but i wouldve tried to move past it, despite how hard it would be. whether or not we get together would be a different question because rebuilding trust would take a lot, but,, yeah. overall i am soooo fucking satisfied with this, and the ending was so refreshing tbh!!! at first i was hoping they wouldn’t get together (literally when they kissed again i was like NOOO GIRLLLL WHYYYYY have more self respect!!!!) but after your slayful writing i was like nah u know what give them a happy ending,, n u did not disappoint,,,, i loved how it ended and that fresh start at the end was really like a breath of fresh air i have no idea how to explain it but it just genuinely did feel like a fresh start. i loved it. i will be rereading. thank you
OH MY GOSH THIS IS THE LONGEST MESSAGE I'VE EVER GOTTEN AND IM LITERALLY SCREAMING IN JOY BECAUSE OF IT!!
this was insane praise like omfg thank you so much! i always have such a hard time wondering if what i wrote is good enough to put out for you guys and to hear you say that is so meaningful to me 😭 the writer's block def was a bitch but hearing you say that you could see that I've improved makes everything worth it like i'd go through it again if it'll help me get better at writing im crying literally 🥹
so the whole time i was writing this last part i had a hard time deciding if oc should forgive him or not because personally i would never be able to but i just felt that the only way for this story to wrap up well and in a satisfying way would be if it was a happy? ending so i ended up just going with that and yes one of the main things i wanted to show was that everyone was rooting for y/n so i made sure no one excused jake's behavior
the scene where she went back home was kind of tough to write like i totally get you i get really emotionally invested even when im writing and jfc just imagining how my parents would react literally had me going through it like her dad was devastated and i think it really shows to what extent one person's actions/mistakes can effect cause this shit not only broke her down but also most of those around her so those scenes were def tough to write
but i am so so so glad to hear how much you enjoyed the ending and overall this story! you seriously just relieved me of so many of my worries regarding this story and i always feel like the best compliment is when people tell me they'll reread my stuff so thank you so so much for sending me this ginormous message and hope I'll continue to produce stuff you like! love you loads 🫶 🫶 🫶
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maybeimamuppet · 1 year
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Do you have any mean girls fics, heathers fics and the prom fics to recomend??
DO I OH MAN
mean girls is obviously more my area of expertise so i’m gonna have the most recommendations for it but i have a few (i think) for the other two!
i’m also gonna have to split this up bc i apparently have too many to rec so uh. here’s part one lol
MG
my shit pls
you weren’t mine to lose by Whyyyyy (@parkitaco)
back to lunch in the bathroom stall by “
second’s not the same by “
i can change everything about me to fit in by withpeopleinperson (@withpeopleinperson)
First Times by LittleGreyy (@dollythesheepp)
gold rush by onthelasttrain (@sprnklersplashes)
you could have my heart and i would break it for you by Whyyyyy
they’re singing happy birthday (you just want to lay down and cry) by onthelasttrain
part of that world by Whyyyyy
don’t realize how mean i can be by “
tick tick tick by “
maybe i could hold you in the dark by “
Maybe Just For Tonight by maxinator (@maxicalmysterytour)
coffee dates by onthelasttrain
The High Holidays by the_judgementalist (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
a drawing of cady by tokosyomaru (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
the winner takes it all by onthelasttrain
all that really matters by “
cady’s first snowfall by “
the wine, not the label by Whyyyyy
false pretenses by marleybone (@jupitersson)
kept me like a secret (but I kept you like an oath) by onthelasttrain
omnia doloret er morior by sayonide (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
witching hour by Whyyyyy
cheap, fake; easy to break by arminarm (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
you shine as bright as day by “
for the longest time by Whyyyyy
i don’t know how i would even start by “
perfect on paper by “
ties that bind by marleybone (explicit warning)
imagine fearless by Whyyyyy
contact burn by marleybone (explicit warning)
Past, Present, Future by micro_bi_ologist (@micro-bi-ologist)
it can be us by Whyyyyy
tell me like you care by “
what is this feeling? by SmileyLGBT5 (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
feel my heart beating by Whyyyyy
like starfish by kpane (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
Life Lessons by Elphabuddy (@elphabuddy)
the last five years by Whyyyyy
i truly cared, was i the fool? by “
power of three by onthelasttrain
the prom by Whyyyyy
she’s the apex predator by “
surprise by “
happiest season by “
written in ink by onthelasttrain
i will look out for you by Whyyyyy
you shine as bright as day by “
not anyone, not her by “
i am more and i am better by “
no one likes you more by “
Songs Of Loudest Praise by Anonymous (explicit warning)
i did it for me, sure, but really for you by Whyyyyy
Too Straightforward by Elphabuddy
The Prettiest Poison You’ll Ever See by trashynishiki (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
code blue by marleybone
jungle freak by Whyyyyy
A Drug Called Love (orphaned)
packing heat by marleybone (explicit warning)
By The Light Of The Day by Elphabuddy
you are so beautiful by Whyyyyy
hall pass by “
5…4…3…2…1! by Lost_at_Sea
polaroids. by bythebookarchive (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
seventeen by Whyyyyy
Just Waiting by Multifandom_King66
mistletoe by Whyyyyy
i had all and then most of you (some and now none of you) by revengeparty (@erikahenningsen)
But I Close my Eyes and I’m Somewhere Else (Just Like Magic) by WiseGirlEverdeen (@wise-girl-everdeen , @wisegirlwrites)
Acceptance. by theroosnest (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
someone got hurt by Whyyyyy
Maybe Someday by Elphabuddy
these quiet moments in the dark by bythebookarchive
hope i never lose you (hope it never ends) by “
A Project or More by Serpents_of_Fire_and_Fog (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
can i call you mine? by bythebookarchive (explicit-ish warning)
cocoa and mistletoe by marleybone
do not mess with her by Whyyyyy
Don’t Think by fishgeralds (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
work-love balance by onthelasttrain
different, better, grown by bythebookarchive
my love is yours (if you’re willing to take it) by “ (explicit warning)
invisible lines (lead your way back to me) by “
if i could tell her by Whyyyyy
you and me tonight (let’s drive) by bythebookarchive
a little more fair by “
holy. by “
confessions. by “
rewind, induce amnesia by LovelyLesbian (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
goodbye forever (until next time) by bythebookarchive
i can change everything about me to fit in by micro_bi_ologist
broken mirrors by marleybone
Haven’t I suffered enough? by Safie (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
breathless by marleybone
Draw Back Your Bow, Cupid by mouwwie (idk their tumblr if they have one sorry)
if i could tell her (how she’s everything to me) by bythebookarchive
stimulate by marleybone (explicit warning)
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cyberbullyinc · 4 months
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Idk how youre doing with that guy but i want you to know im constantly thinking about the sentence "im crying over a boy that doesnt even know how to kiss" bc same bestie same!!!!! He doesnt even know how to kiss!!!! And here i am pinning soooo hard!!!!!!!!
omg so after that on the last day when i was already home i texted him but i had a plan in mind 😈 so i just called him by his name to see if he’d answer, if he did i would ask him to see each other, if he didn’t i’d text him something like “hey i just wanted to ask u to stop being weird” lmao guess which one happened 🙄 so i texted him at night and i gave him till the next day to reply…… he didn’t even left me on seen ૮–ﻌ – ა so i texted him “hey i just wanted to talk to u cuz you’ve been acting really weird but we are gonna continue to see each other and i just don’t want it to be uncomfortable you know?” and he!!!!! left me!!!!!! on delivered again!!!!!!!!!! which actually helped a little cuz i went from like whyyyyy why whyyyyy😭😭😭😭 to like wow you’re actually a fucking pussy. like i still think about it but im not sad over it anymore. so probably ur dude is also a fucking pussy cuz what kind of man doesn’t know how to kiss ૮–ﻌ – ა lmao hope you’re doing well🫶🏼
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