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#Why do I feel like this somehow turned into a small fanfic
latay7 · 1 month
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hiihii!! could you write either lance/orter/carpaccio/rayne getting slightly jealous because the reader looks like they were bering courted by a guy, but turns out they were asking that guy for advice to help the reader to confess to character,,,thankyou:3
*ੈ✩‧₊˚WHY HELLO HELLOOO!!*ੈ✩‧₊˚
First of all thank you so much for your ask ><♡♡ and i will try my best since this is my first fanfic/headcannon , so i hope you like it ✨️(and i hope i wrote what u wanted bcz i can get a bit dumb)
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A misunderstanding..?
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥Char : Lance crown , Orter Madl x fem!reader
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥genre : fluff
Note : reader appearence , prefrence , dorm , is up to ur imagination (wanted to be inclusive TvT) and god is this too long and it took me a while
Note 2 : im sorry this turned out to be bad , it's late at night and idk wtf am i , (english is not my first language btw)
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☆ Lance crown
You were an ordinary student at Easton Academy , you had your friends and lived your life , diffrent classes and sessions here and there and tried your best !
Although Easton's Curriculum makes every student busy with a full schedule , you're thankful that you get the time to hang out with your friends...Adler's most famous idiots students!! They were all so nice and fun so you had a lovely time with them.
You enjoy their company to the point where you squeeze your schedule to be with them which had a certain outcome....you developed a big small crush on the blue haired one and only , Lance crown!!(lance stroll lol)
You found his dedication and hard work for the sake of his sister Anna adorable , his love for her might go too much sometimes but- it doesn't matter , it proved how much of a sweetheart he is , which made you live him even more.
And now...you found yourself in a dilemma , how are you gonna confess your feelings to him?? THE Lance crown , who never looks like he seeks love..
You excused yourself with Finn to talk privately
Since he's technically the sanest in the group....
So , here we are in this moment.
You were with Finn outside his dorm behind a close corner ,and Lance noticed your dissappearence for a while so decided to check up on you.
"You see Finn , i've had this thing for a long time now , and it's just unexplainable.."
"Don't worry (Y/N) , I understand , but how can i help you out"
At this moment , you could feel your face heating up a bit , it's natural after all you're talking about a CRUSH.
"So i just wanted to get some advice from you since you guys meet a lot more than i do with him , how should i tell him a-and what if he doesn't like me back ,i mean he doesn't really show any interest in me-" at this point you started to ramble , and to calm you down , Finn held your hands in his as he tries to convince you that it's gonna be alright. Meanwhile...
Lance was watching , but he didn't hear anything...so he just saw how you acted but he didn't want to jump to conclusions.
'Was i too late..?' He can't shake off the stinging feeling in his chest , he was hurt , yet somehow mad or even perhaps...jealous?
After a while
It was after hours so you rushed back to your room after saying goodbye to your friends. And while you try to sneak your way through Easton's halls you see a figure you know , it was....Lance?? What was he doing here?
"Lance...? Why are here?"
"Oh there you are..you see...i wanted to talk.." this was concerning
"Oh...really ?..me too"
"I...."
The next words were DEFENTLY unexpected for you , i mean , sure he was nice towards you but you didn't want to be delusional so this was a shock....
But of course , with the shock comes the joy.
"...and i don't want to make things awkward because i knew you and F- why are smiling like that..."
A sigh leaves your mouth with a slight chuckle....apparently he was an idiot as well , so you decided to take a brave move.
"What are you-"
*kiss*
His shocked flustered expression is to DIE for.
"Just a misunderstanding ehe...." you smile.
☆Orter ( at this point tf am i doing)
As a devine visionary yourself , you have many responsobilites and missions to take , paperwork to do , and meetings to attend.
Thus , after your were finally chosen as the devine visionary yourself because of your hard work , you had to meet up with the other visionaries and work under them , including Orter Madl.
You've tried your best to leave a good impression on them because you were quite nervous , obviously.
You could say you were able to get close to some of the visionaries by being attentive and a fast learner , you were trying your best !
Seemingly except....Orter.
Despite your big efforts in helping him in paperwork , doing good on most of the missions you were went on , being so nice and respectful to him , he seemed like he didn't care , he declined everything.
And it DEFENETLY didn't help with the crush you developed on him. You found him elegant , hardworking , and most defently handsome (im screaming in the bus rn dude) despite him being emotionally constipated. (wtf am i saying)
So you decided to ask for help.
Here you are , in Ryoh Grantz' office , asking him what you should do considering he is married and all.
"Im sorry if this meeting is a nuisance Mr Ryoh but you were the only one i could ask for help.." a drop of sweat as you speak sheepishly.
" oh don't worry about it , you've been helping me out a lot recently so it's only fair if i return the favour , and besides , it is a good opportunity to .....distress" he says in a cheerful tone , he liked you , otherwise you wouldn't have been drinking tea in his office " and just Ryoh is fine ,now tell me , what's wrong?"
You tell him your issue as your embarrasment grows even further , i mean , that's not just ANY matter to speak about , However , you manage to go through the entire thing.
He hums in understanding "i see i see , well i have to agree with you on his emotional constipation , he doesn't even show his brother any emotions either"
Your chest starts to feel heavier as you sweat comically , "but don't worry about it , i mean , if i was to be really honest with you and if we talk in terms of emotions...."
Righ then and there , a certain someone was passing by as he heard only a part of the conversation , he got curious but he couldn't make out...everything...
Only a few words....
Emotions , confessing , feelingsa and...Kaldo??!
What in the.....he knew Ryoh was married and....does that mean he's helping you confess to Kaldo ??
Orter Madl , despite his stoic face and cold ruthless demeanor , had a soft spot for you , he felt somthing for you , he tried to show it by being less mean to you compared to others, and taking some paperwork of yours to finish himself , as well as doing what he can so you take the easiest missions , but it seems like it wasn't that obvious...
He knew you and Kaldo were on good terms but to the point where his thoughts led to thinking...you ? And-
No , he refused to believe it.
"So yes , Kaldo could be someone good to ask since these two are quite together at a lot of times-"
Knock knock , Orter entered the office in the middle of your talk.
"O-oh hi-"
"If you'll excuse me Ryoh , i need to talk to (Y/N)" And Ryoh accepts nevously -because his appearence was very unexpected- and lets you leave.
You and Orter are now walking through the hall of the building because you're following him to god knows where. Until you reach a private area where you two could talk.
"You didn't tell me why are we-"
"What do you have of feelings for Kaldo?"
"Huh"...was the only word that came out of your mouth , Dumbfounded was the least you could think of to describe yourself right now.
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me , now answer me , what are the feelings you have for him"
"Wait a min-"
Realization never hit you this hard , so you started laughing as he watches confused , why are you laughing.
"Ok here's the whole thing mister eavsdropper..."
.
.
That ended well , for both parties , Ryoh bless your soul.
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anemonelovesfiction · 10 months
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Fated Mates 1
Ao’nung x Human AFAB! Reader
Warnings!⚠️: Mentions of Character death, sex- duhh, sex pollen just to speed the plot up, p in v, oral, use of Na’Vi words, Ao’nung Makto, please don’t ask I thought it was funny asf. I’m my own beta reader so pls excuse anything thats written wrong or doesnt make sense.
English words are stricken through whenever anyone says them
This is only part one, I’m currently unsure of how long this fanfic will be but it’ll deff be multiple chapters. As of right now I’m halfway through the second one, but please don’t rush me. My ideas flourish when I put myself in place of Y/n lol.
Translation station
Tawtute: Sky person (human)
Toruk Makto: Rider of last shadow (used to talk abt Jake)
Vrrtep: Demon
Tewng: Loincloth
Yawne: Beloved
Tìyawn: My love
Sa’nu: Mommy (but I used it thinking it meant “mama”)
Yawntutsyìp: Darling
Word count: 12.7 K … I got carried away
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“You might need to sit down for this.”
“Why?”
I’d always visited Neteyam since the night he’d passed. I’d often done so on my free time late at night when everyone else was asleep and wouldn’t reprimand me for going without a diving partner- I just didn’t want anyone asking invasive questions about my visits. He had a habit of being in the forest, the humid environment not really being one I cared for, but never said anything because I knew it brought him comfort.
“You remember the two tawtute who came to live with my family?” He asks me although I’m sure he knew the answer.
“Yes.” I stated curtly.
Toruk Makto had to plead his case for them to be taken in under his wing. Everyone hates the two tawtute being a part of the clan, yet somehow they managed to get my sister and Rotxo to like them. The boy seems to have a thing for the forest girl- Kiri- and for some reason I believe Rotxo might like the girls company too much. The thought of them staying here made me shiver.
“I’ve been keeping a secret from you about Y/n.” He stated and I’d just made a confused face. He smiles and shakes his head to himself.
“The girl, Y/n, thats her name. You should use it to address her from now on.”
“Why?” I asked again, wondering where this conversation was headed
“Well-“
He seemed too nervous for my liking and all I wanted to know was what he was hiding. He never hid much from me since I apologized to him for how I’d acted throughout the time they spent with us. I’d taken it upon myself to ask Lo’ak and Kiri for forgiveness for my actions in the past as well.
“Spit it out.” I stated firmly as I continued standing and crossed my arms across my chest as I waited for him to find the courage to tell me what he needed to.
“I have chosen her as your mate.”
I could only tilt my head as I look at his face and let out a small laugh.
“Neteyam-“
“I’m serious.”
“No you aren’t.” I stated firmly and could felt uneasy, my knee’s felt weak and I knew I had to sit down, but I wanted to remain standing to appear unbothered. But he could read me like a book.
“Eywa stated that she needed my help with- with your temper- and trust me it’s a lot.” He stops looking at me and turns around. “She said she needed someone who would tame that side of you and the only person I could think of was Y/n.”
“What?” I asked loudly, not registering I’d basically yelled at him.
“She’ll be a guarded at first, she’s sassy when she needs to be, but she’s a sweet heart under it all.”
“Neteyam-“ I try cutting him off as my mind starts going through this process quickly, I’m unable to think, and I suddenly feel dizzy, maybe I should sit down.
“Trust me when I say this is the best outcome for you and she needs someone like you in her life-“
“Neteyam!” I yell his name to get him to stop rambling and a look of disbelief washes over my features as I look at him. There was no way Eywa would have accepted this- my mother surely wouldn’t, she despised the tawtute, voiced her opinion loudly to my father, but he ignored her and let them stay.
“How do you even know all of this?” I asked again once He’d stopped talking and thats when his face changes to one I’ve never seen before, one that mimics a child begging for forgiveness before they explain what they did.
“Before I died…” He stops and finds the courage to look up at me again, his yellow eyes meeting mine, he sighs before beginning again.
“Before I died, we were courting. She is captivating in every way possible, a wonderful person-“
“What?” I asked in disbelief at this revelation as he’d never shared with any of us- at least to my knowledge- about his love life.
“A Na’Vi and a Tawtute?” I asked aloud again.
“My mother was against it, yours will be too-“
“No.” I cut him off again, I understood how rude I was being but there was no way I could allow myself to be mated to a tawtute.
“Tawtute cannot mate with us. They can’t form a bond, they can’t experience Eywa like we can, they can’t have our children, and I heard they die quickly.”
“It’ll be a tight fit but it works. They can’t bond the way we can but you could mark her. She’s a sensitive person already and I have seen her face- in awe- at every celebration. You can have children together if you’re fated mates and once you actually mate with her for the first time, Eywa said her age would become compatible to yours. I’m not sure how but-“
“No, Neteyam. No!” I yelled again. “This is crazy, I refuse to allow this to happen. I’m done here.”
Before he could explain any further I’d yanked my kuru from the spirit tree thus breaking my connection with Neteyam. The trip back home was a blur as all I could think of was everything he’d told me.
I decided to put a stop to the nightly visits to the Spirit tree and kept a distance from it in fear that he’d tell me this was something I had to do. I was already under my parents intense instructions as to how I need to live my life to take over once my father passes, I didn’t need another person telling me what I needed to do with my life.
I’d purposely avoided hanging out with the group knowing the tawtute would be there, I didn’t need to be reminded of everything Neteyam said, but that avoidance lasted too little for my liking, cutting myself off from them meant cutting my social circle completely, I had nobody to talk to and couldn’t bring myself to stay busy the entire day.
Two weeks seemed to be my limit.
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I’d always been nervous to join the group of friends that Lo’ak and Kiri had made. Spider had no problem fitting in, but he was always down for whatever, plus he had no shame in anything. But the one who I disliked having any interaction with, was the bully. Kiri didn’t hesitate to fill me in on everything he’d put them through- including his apology to them, but I still disliked him.
Upon walking up to the group I typically nervously hid behind Kiri or Spider, or even Tuk since she was taller than me, but I’d spaced out on the way over and didn’t have time to do so.
“Hey Y/n,” Rotxo saves the day by noticing me and sweetly getting my attention. I smile back at him and give a shy wave, I could feel the scrutiny of Ao’nungs judgmental stare and chose to ignore him.
“Hi,” I stated shyly at the teal man who’d greeted me first. Rotxo had a pretty cool tattoo covering his shoulder down his bicep, it was a tribute to his iknimaya, and his tulkun brother has a similar one- or so he stated.
“My favorite tawtute!” Tsireya smiles toward me and I return one just like it.
“Does this mean I’m your second favorite?” Spider teases and I pick up Kiri’s light giggle as she elbows my brother in the ribs. Apart from Jake, who appeared -and earned his title- as a Na’Vi, Spider and myself were the only tawtute Tsireya knew. Sure she’d seen Max and Norm, but she’d never hung out with them like she does with us, and she’d only seen them once.
I only turned to look at Spider and rolled my eyes, he was a skxawng, always getting too comfortable with speaking in Na’Vi and never thinking about what he says. Yet I followed behind him as the giggle rips through my own mouth as well the more I thought about his comment.
“That still makes you the least favorite human.” I responded as he playfully pushes my head forward, letting the English phrase slide past my tongue subconsciously.
“Whose excited for today?” Tsireya asks and I could feel my nerves return, I bit my bottom lip and looked at the sand worriedly. I looked back up to Tsireya who was giving me a look.
“Whats wrong?” She asks sweetly and I shuffle in the sand a bit.
“She keeps saying she has a bad feeling about today but we’ve told her nothing bad will happen.” Kiri explains and places her hands on my shoulders giving me a comforting squeeze.
“The weather is fine, the sun is out, the wind is not strong-“ Rotxo states as he looks back into the water we’d yet to go in.
“It’s just-“ I stop myself and cover my face with my hand before sliding that hand back in my hair. “The last time I had this feeling, Spider and I were caught by the avatar’s. And we can see how badly that ended.” I pushed out.
“Hey, that won’t happen again, y’know that, right?” Lo’ak is quick to answer as he steps by my side, squatting on his toes to reassure me, Spider also coming up on my other side and hugging me. Kiri remained behind me as she comforted me by holding me by my shoulders, gently rubbing them, I was surrounded by great people.
I nod weakly at his direction but couldn’t shake the feeling.
“Y’know what dad says, right?” Lo’ak asks again and I turn to look at him. I let out a short sigh from my nostrils, just knowing where this conversation is going.
“Sully’s stick together.” Lo’ak, Kiri, and Spider stated and I looked up toward Kiri then toward my other side at Spider.
“Really?” I’m asking them in general.
“Say it back, Y/n/n.” Spider says with a playful smile on his own lips and I roll my eyes as my own smile appears.
“Sully’s stick together.”
There was a total of four Ilu going, meaning everyone was paired up, or almost everyone was. Kiri and Spider were going together and so were Lo’ak and Tsireya- no surprise there. We’d already planned for me to go with Rotxo and everyone decided it was best to leave Ao’nung alone. But in order to get to the Spirit tree, we had to dive under the retaining wall, and it was quite a long breath hold. Up until this point the Ilu had been treading above water, Rotxo had to hold one hand on the harness and the other on my hip, Kiri did the same with Spider.
“H-how long?” I asked Rotxo with a nervous voice and I could tell he knew.
“Long, but we’ll get there as fast as we can, I promise.” He states gently and uses his thumb to rub my side as a means to calm me. “Just breath in using your belly, yeah?” He says again and I nod, doing just that, taking in a breath using my diaphragm. I hold on to the harness as well, knowing that once we dive our bodies will essentially float off of the Ilu.
“Here we go,” He states as he too takes in a quick breath and we dive.
The sea floor was never really something we came close to seeing, but the vivid colors of the coral that popped up every now and again were beautiful and caught my attention. I’d come to realize we were actually pretty close to the retaining wall as Rotxo lifted one of his hands to touch the bottom part of it, I refrained from doing the same since I didn’t want my skin to shred off of my finger, I didn’t know how fast we were going and decided not to risk it. The space between the retaining wall and the sea floor wasn’t huge, but it was just enough to let the migrating tulkin come for a visit, a cute story they all shared with me from when Neteyam was alive.
I caught a couple different fish swimming around us and heading up toward the little pools of water that were at the top of the retaining wall. The Natives made sure to feed the fish that came up and only occasionally take some as to not scare them all off. I had no idea the variety of shimmering colorful scales there were but looked at them in awe. I was tapped on the shoulder twice and knew we were about to resurface and as soon as we did all eyes were on me.
“That was so beautiful!” I basically yelled and giddily jump on the Ilu. “All of the pretty colors, and the different fish, and the coral!” I squeal at it and can hear a couple of them laughing, my face felt warm and I just knew a blush was covering my cheeks.
“We’re not that far away-“ Lo’ak breaks the silence and everyone continues on the path.
_________
I’d spent the majority of these past two weeks picking up extra work and making sure I could keep my mind off of what Neteyam had told me just to circle back so easily toward our group just because I couldn’t stand not having a social life.
I knew they’d planned an excursion of some sort, Tsireya had mentioned it to me in the hopes that I hung out with them again, and I wanted to- but I didn’t really want to because of the girl.
I knew I wasn’t in the mood to be carrying anyone with me on the Ilu, but seeing Rotxo with his hands all over her made me feel weird. Surprisingly she’d managed to hold her breath long enough to get past the retaining wall, but her child-like excitement at what she’d seen was something that made something in my chest tighten, but I couldn’t quite bring myself to understand it as I dived and headed off to where we were meant to be.
I’d been the first to arrive near the petals of the spirit tree and slid off my Ilu. I was tempted to connect myself to the tree but refrained as I knew the rest would be coming soon and I’m certain Tsireya would be upset that I’d done so without a diving partner. Just as I’d lifted myself up on the make-shift bridge I can see the rest of them coming in through the entrance, and the awe-struck face of the girl caught my attention once more.
She’s a sensitive person already and I have seen her face- in awe- at every celebration.
Neteyam’s voice rang through my head as I see the tears slide down her cheek.
“Awe, Y/n,” Tsireya coo’s and reaches over to wipe the girls face.
“She cries all the time,” Spider stated and gets hit upside the head by Kiri, I have to look away to stop myself from laughing. I figured I already had a terrible reputation with the girl and doubted they’d think I was laughing at her brother’s misfortune.
“She cries when she see’s beautiful things, skxawng.” Kiri rolls her eyes at the human in front of her.
“So,” Spider slides off the Ilu. “All the time?” He jokes and swims away from Kiri’s hand, she almost managed to slap him that time too.
“Do you want me to drop you off at the walkway?” Rotxo offers and affectionately places his hand on the humans head and I have to look away again. Some stupid part of me wanted to hiss at the action just then.
“I’ll swim.” Her tiny voice speaks up as she too slides off the Ilu. Splashing away before catching up toward the other human and smacking him on the head.
“Hey!” Spider yells as she manages to reach the walkway, pulling herself up, and twisting her body to sit as the water cascades back down.
“This is a sacred place, Spider, stop being petty in front of Eywa.” She scolds him as he grabs onto her leg and tries pulling her back in the water.
“I’ll take Eywa’s rath over you being right any day-“ He huffs as he yanks once more, knocking her off the bridge and back into the water.
I shake my head, they acted like literal children, and it didn’t help that they were already smaller than we were. Well the girl was smaller, the boy was pretty tall for a tawtute.
It didn’t take long for them to partner up, for obvious reasons Lo’ak and Tsireya were partnered up as well as Kiri and Rotxo. Kiri said she didn’t want to risk connecting to the spirit tree below water to prevent what happened last time and she’d offered me the opportunity to partner up with Rotxo instead but I declined.
The tawtute were huddled on the walkway too close for my liking as they spoke in their native tongue. I had no idea what they were saying and I didn’t want to learn their stupid language.
“Hey, fish lips-“ My ears flicker at the Na’Vi being spoken my way, I roll my eyes and ignore him.
“He has a name, Spider-“ I could hear the girl say in a hushed tone. I still ignored the two and refused to turn to look at them, focusing my stare down at the others connected to the spirit tree.
“Then yew azk hm,” I heard the retched language again.
“Uh-“ I heard the unsure voice of the girl and could hear foot steps getting closer. I turn with an unenthused look on my face but it turns to one of surprise when I realize it’s the girl.
“Sorry to bother you,” she stated so quick I almost didn’t understand what she had said. “But do you not have anyone you want to visit?” She asks so sweetly.
“Is that really your business?” I sneer at her and see her thin her lips immediately.
“N-no, not really. I just-“
“Then stop bothering me.” I answered before turning my head.
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“Thats the last time I try being nice to him.”
“That was the only time you’ve spoken to him.” Spider states as he moves his legs in the water, the rest of his body sitting on the magnetic rock.
“Because he’s rude. He’s a dick.” I sat back down and sigh heavily. I can feel the wind pick up and the hairs on my arm stand to attention, goosebumps covering my body.
“Hey, Spider-“ I stated in a serious tone and he looks up at me.
“What is it?” He asks with a raised brow and I can feel the tingle in my body.
“I felt it.” I stated seriously and his face falls at the realization. He looks up above my head and I turn to look behind me at the black clouds that were starting to cover the sky.
“Hey- hey, It’s going to be okay, we’ll make it back safe.” He reassures me but I shake my head as all I can do is think back to what happened the last time I got this feeling.
“Hey, fish lips, we need to call everyone back!” Spider yells for him and all I can do is get lost in thought about what could possibly happen. I’d never been in the sea during a storm. The waves start picking up by the tree but only a little.
“Everything is fine, we don’t need to-“ Ao’nung starts talking but pauses when he turns around. He jumps into the water immediately and leaves us on the surface.
“Spider we need to leave, now!” I yelled and could feel myself breathing heavily.
“Look at me, look-“ He grabs my face harshly but I couldn’t really feel it. “We got out of dad’s grasp we can get out of this too, yeah?”
All I could do was nod and at that point everyone had emerged from the waters, calling over the Ilu.
“Y/n, come here-“ Rotxo is quick to call me as his Ilu strides over. I’m shaking at this point and struggle to lower myself on the walkway and toward his Ilu.
“Hurry up!” Ao’nung yells and the waves start picking up, splashing over the walkway
“Bro, shut the fuck up.” Lo’ak speaks and it comes as a shock to everyone. He’s holding onto Tsireya but his look would definitely kill, he turns to me and his face is full of worry as he too makes his Ilu come closer.
“C’mon Y/n/n, lower yourself to sit on the walkway, we’ll help you.” He stated and I nod, I lower myself on the walkway to sit.
“Rotxo, grab her hips and sit her on the Ilu, she doesn’t weigh much.” He reassures the teal guy as he does exactly what Lo’ak says and Spider dives into the water, popping up by Kiri, who offers her hand as she helps him sit on the Ilu she was on.
“We’ll need to try to do the trip under water as much as possible, just tap on my hand when you need to breathe, okay?” Rotxo reassures me and I nod trying to take a deep breath but failing to do so as the tears start.
“You’re okay, Y/n, they won’t take you again. You have all of us here to protect you,” Rotxo states and gingerly pats my tummy, I take a few quick breaths before taking a huge breathe and we dive.
Its crazy how the top of the waters were roaring crazily, waves crashing around as the sea had her mood swings, but everything below the surface remained calm. Rotxo signs to ask me if I’m okay and I sign back that I could use another breath, then tap his arm twice with my own.
“I’m sorry-“ I stated as we reached the surface and I can feel the rain splashing on us harshly, the black clouds had caught up to us and the wind was sharp.
“It’s okay, are you ready?” He asks as he takes a breath of his own and we dive once more.
The group had all resurfaced a little further ahead of us but joined soon after. I knew my intuition was right, but I wanted to have a nice outing today and was hopeful that I was wrong, but after the bad feeling I get in my gut it usually goes away after being proven right but it was still there. I felt a warm presence beside me and in the blink of an eye I flung from the Ilu.
I could feel Rotxo reach out to grab me but he’d failed to as I was already pretty far away. I’d managed to let out a huff of air as I was unexpectedly swept away and held my breath since I couldn’t resurface, waiting for the dizzying current to stop and could feel my vision going black as my eyes felt heavier. Maybe now I would join Neteyam.
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For some reason, I had a voice in my head telling me to swim behind everyone else and make sure they got home safe before I did. It might have just been from my fathers training in becoming a great leader, so I shook it off.
We were technically halfway to the retaining wall and the sea water above us was rambunctious. I’m unsure what had caused this type of storm but it was happening for a reason, maybe because we brought them with us to a sacred place.
Before I could think any further I could see Rotxo reaching back to grasp the human that had surprisingly flung off his Ilu. I see how quickly her body was passing by and could only conclude she’d been swept away by a current.
Go home, I’ll get her, I’ll see you there when this is over.
I signed to Rotxo but didn’t wait for his answer as I’d already made my Ilu swim into the current to follow the human. It didn’t take long for me to reach her but she felt limp, I couldn’t resurface and check on her so I swam to the closest place I knew wouldn’t be affected.
Resurfacing in the cave where the water was much calmer helped tremendously. I’d settled the human on the make shift level ground in the middle. I tried remembering what Rotxo said Neteyam had done to Kiri when she swallowed sea water as well. I lean down slowly and turn her body toward the side and she spits up a lot of water. She opens her eyes and sits up quickly, backing away once she see’s me.
“What happened?” She asks immediately as I had placed my hands up to show her I meant no harm. She seemed to have touched a plant as she scooted backward and looks back at her hand as she does and rubs it against her leg.
“You were swept away from a current, I followed after. I couldn’t resurface with the storm so I brought you here to make sure you were fine.” I admit and felt myself confused as to why I was giving her so much information.
“Wheres everyone else?” She asks and coughs a bit.
“I told them to keep going home and we’d meet them there eventually, but we have to wait for the storm to pass.” I explained.
“Why did you save me?” She asks and confusion settles over her face.
“Because I felt like I needed to.” I admit and she lets out a small hum. She looks around in the cave and rests her back against one of the walls.
“Is this your secret place?” She asks and I look back at her raising a brow.
“I come here to think.” I admit and look back toward the natural waterfall that separates the entrance of the cave and where we sat. Water surrounded the make-shift island until where she sat with her back to the wall, the water was shallow near her though.
“It’s pretty, the lights make me feel calm.” She states and points to the bioluminescent walls as some of the plants are blooming around it. I nod absentmindedly as I stare at the plants and the realization hits me.
“Oh no,” I stated and stood up to inspect the flowers. “No, no, no,” I repeated as I rubbed the pollen between my fingers and could smell its sweet aroma.
“What? Whats wrong?” She asks and gets up, wiping her hand on her cheek, I turn and grab at her hand quickly, looking at the pollen on her hands and cheek.
“Ao’nung-“ She pleads.
“I didn’t know they were in bloom- I, I swear I didn’t do this on purpose.” I could feel myself freaking out for the first time in a while.
“You’re freaking out over flowers?” She laughs a little. “I thought this was something serious.”
“It is serious. The pollen reacts with us in a negative way and it-“ I stop myself and look at her. “I have no idea how it would affect you.”
“Is this a kind of joke to get me scared over a flower?” She asks and sits back down.
“Not to tell you what to do but could you hug me or something? You guys are usually very warm and humans are sensitive to temperatures, being wet and in a cave isn’t really good for me.”
“I’m not touching you,” I stated firmly.
“I could die if I’m not warm and no I’m not lying about that. It’s either hug me now or face Jake and Neytiri later.”
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I hadn’t woken up from my sleep completely because I’d kept my eyes closed but felt warmer than I usually did. I tried moving to allow myself more ventilation and it wasn’t until now that I felt an arm wrapped around my waist, my back was pressed against someone’s chest.
“Too warm-“ I stated sleeping and tried pushing against the hand on my waist to no avail.
“S’what you wanted.”
I opened my eyes immediately and try pushing with more force but every swipe of my body against his felt good.
“Ao’nung,” I whined but bit my lip at how I’d sounded.
“Y/n,” He retorts back sleepily and pulls me back against his chest.
“So you are capable of calling me something other than Tawtute and Vrrtep.” I try pushing myself away again and feel something else poking into me and he groans. Oh shit.
“Stop moving,” He groans but keeps a tight grip on me.
“Stop holding me against you.” I try getting away and feel his arm tighten around me, not allowing me to move.
“You said-“
“I know what I said, but its hot, I’m sweating. And your hands aren’t helping.”
“So it affects you too.” He states and I turn to look at him- or turn as much as I could.
“Are you going to tell me what that flower does?” I asked and he groans.
“You’ve felt the affects of it already, but I know what you’re thinking and you can’t fix it on your own. I’ve tried before and failed and waiting it out lasts three days. It’s unbearable but I won’t do anything you don’t want to.” I could feel his breath on my neck and bite back a whimper. His finger moves aimlessly around the edges of my tewng, near the bow I used to tie it.
“So we can agree we’re doing this to help each other out right?” I ask and he grunts as an answer, his fingers tugging one of the strings within the bow to untie it.
“I’ll stop when you say, even if it pains me, but you need to understand that you can’t do this by yourself.” He states and kisses my shoulder.
“Yes,”
And with that the string is untied and my tewng is pushed off of my body, my neck is being peppered with many kisses and his hand is rubbing up against my thigh. Grasping it and lifting it up and over one of his own, letting it dangle, and it wasn’t until now that I felt how wet I’d become.
“You smell amazing,” He comments and a blush covers my face. The hand that had been on my thigh is now on my belly, sliding down slowly.
“Shut up,” I gasp as his fangs tug on the skin of my neck just right.
It doesn’t take long for his hands to reach the place I needed them in and I gasp at how gentle he’d been when sliding his hands across my aching cunt.
“What do you like?” He asks while collecting some of my slick and rubbing it on my hardened clit.
“That, I like that-“ I whine as I find it hard to think in Na’Vi since all I could focus on was the pleasure he was providing me at the moment.
“You smell so damn good-“ He groans and takes his fingers away from my cunt, shoving them in his mouth, and I’m mortified, but he groans at the taste. “-and you taste divine,” His fingers move back to where they were.
“Oh fuck,” I whine at the feeling and throw my back.
“I have no idea what you’re saying but I know they’re naughty words, you shouldn’t speak like that, Y/n.”
“Ao’nung go faster, please.”
“You’ve been fingered, right?” He asks.
“Yes~”
He carefully places one inside and the stretch was welcomed, but strange, I hadn’t had anyone do this since just before being captured in the forest. But I couldn’t help myself sliding against it. He snakes his other hand around to hold my clothed breast in his hands.
“You’re close aren’t you, I can feel it.” He whispers and kisses my cheek. I could only throw my head back between his beck and shoulder while shamelessly riding his finger, my bottom lip stuck between my teeth.
“No,” he pulls on my chin with the hand that was on my breast. “I wanna hear you, little one.”
I couldn’t help but allow myself to moan loudly at his words and actions. It doesn’t help that my back was against his chest but I needed my mouth on his.
“Can you take another one?” He asks.
“Yes,” I answer mid moan in plain English and I’m happy he understood as he shoves a second finger in, the stretch wasn’t painful, it felt so good to have someone else doing this again.
“Too wrapped up in pleasure to think in Na’Vi?” He teases and I nod my head.
“Ao’nung, I’m coming-“
“It’s like I can understand you, even with your demon language, come on my fingers, little one.”
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Her orgasm gripped my fingers ferociously, her smooth velvety walls were greedily sucking my fingers in at the same time and her moans were making the experience sweeter. I couldn’t help but bite my own lip to prevent the whimper from coming out but failed at doing so as I watched her body react to my fingers alone.
I slid my fingers out of her dripping cunt and could see how well she’d covered them with her juices. I sit up bringing them up closer toward my mouth and taste her again, groaning in pleasure at her taste, she was addictive.
“Let me help you-“ she’s breathing heavily, chest rising up and down as she shakily turns to look at me.
“Why?” I asked her in confusion but wanting to kick myself in the face for turning her help down.
“Because you helped me, now it’s my turn to help you.” I hadn’t noticed before since it was dark in the cave but her pupils were blown wide, yet she was acting sweet.
“You’re acting kind,” I stated in a state of shock and she just nods.
“If we continue I will not be kind, the pollen makes us-“ she places her hand on my mouth to stop me from talking.
“Fuck the pollen, no wait, fuck me, but also fuck the pollen.”
Lo’ak had said that word has two meanings but I seemed to have understood her completely at that moment. I couldn’t help but let my eyes wander down toward her mouth and back up at her face again.
“Has he put his in your mouth before?”
“Yes,” She answers plainly as her little fingers greedily move their way to untie my tewng. And the relief flooding through my body as soon as my cock sprang free.
“Woah-“ She comments and just stares, is she disgusted?
She carefully uses a finger to trace it from the head back to the base and wraps that hand around it, her entire hand couldn’t wrap around it completely and I could feel my pride grow.
“So Metkayina men are bigger in every aspect.” She glides her hand back up toward the head and a shudder leaves my body, she slides it back down.
“What about you?” She asks, I hadn’t realized I’d closed my eyes until I find hers on mine when I open them. “What do you like?” She repeats the question I’d asked her earlier as she glides her hand back up toward the head. I place my hand on her head after she asks me the question, ruffling her hair.
“Whatever you’re comfortable with, little one.”
And with that she smiles, using her other hand to collect slick from herself and placing it on top of the one on my cock, I couldn’t help but thrust my hips up in her hands after she’d done that. She doesn’t hesitate to run her thumb over the head and I tried to hold it in but-
“Please-“ I beg and thrust myself into her hands again.
“Please what?” She asks in such a tiny voice I felt so out of place but I thrust in her hands again, whimpering at the sensation.
“Awe, come on, use your words.” She teases her thumb over the head again.
“I want-“ I thrust again and moan “-to come,” I huff and thrust myself faster.
“Not yet,” She seemed to be having fun with this as she moved her hands faster.
“Will you stop being mean to me if I let you come?” She asks and it catches me off guard.
“W-what?” I asked as my hips move on their own, just to feel her sweet hands at work, she had such a gentle touch.
“You heard me.”
“I’ll do anything you want if you let me come,” I moan and my breath hitches at her pace.
“Y/n, I’m close-“
“I know,” She leans down to fit the head in her mouth and the warm sensation was what threw me overboard as I came while moaning at the suckling she’d done, losing control of my hips and pushing in the slightest bit.
I’d detangled my hands from her hair, not remembering when it was I’d done that, and her mouth slides off my cock. She has drool and cum dribbling down her chin and I can’t help but use my thumb to clean her up a bit, only to shove it back inside her mouth and she clamps it shut around my finger, sucking it clean without my asking.
“You’re filthy,” I spoke in shock feeling my cock pulse at her actions. “I want to taste you,” I added and she stops sucking, looking back at me with wide eyes, letting go of my thumb she only stares up at me.
“Okay,” she sounds shy all of a sudden but all I can do is smile.
“You’re very beautiful,” I said in a serious tone and she only looks down. I grasp her jawline gently between my pointer finger and thumb, moving her face up to look at mine and lean down to kiss her. She kisses back and wraps her arms around my neck, making my cock twitch back to life.
“How do I take this contraption off?” I tug at the shirt she wore, it was an off the shoulder that came above her belly, but I had no idea how my sister made it or how she took it off. She turns around and moves her hair and I see it tied together.
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“How are you ready to go again?” I asked once I turned. I had meant to grab his face to kiss him but felt a little curious.
“Lay down for me,” He orders and I could feel myself clench around nothing but sit on my bum, looking up at him, I was nervous. Sure Neteyam and I had done things with our hands to each other, we’ve also done oral, but we never got to the full act of sex, so I was still a virgin even when Neteyam’s fingers popped my cherry. And there was something taboo about getting head from my friends bully.
“Are you okay?” He asks and I felt the nerves in my belly act up. His hand had come to my face and it felt warm.
“Just nervous.” I nod and turn my head to kiss his hand, his face softens and he leans down to kiss me again.
“I can kiss the nerves away, little one.”
And it surprises me that he does. The heat from the stupid pollen had returned as it made its way throughout my body but with each kiss he’d given me down my neck and onto my collar bones I could feel myself cooking down again. He doesn’t waste any time massaging my bare breast with his massive hands, making sure to pay attention to my nipples.
“You’re a tease-“ I gasp and he hums in agreement placing one of them in his mouth. Twisting his tongue around my nipple.
“Damn,” I mutter breathless.
He switches over toward the other nipple and gives it the same attention and I could feel the slick again, moaning at the sensation of his hand gliding down my side and onto my thighs. Lowering himself as he peppers kisses down my stomach and settles between my legs, making sure his arms are holding my thighs apart, hooking them around and holding me in place.
I swear I can hear him purring but he doesn’t really move, I peer over and notice he’s sniffing my cunt and I moan at the sight. He starts placing kisses on my inner thigh, trailing them up toward his prize and I’m a whimpering mess.
“I’m going to enjoy this more than you are,” He comments and licks teasingly around my lips, but with how sensitive I am down there he may as well have been licking my clit.
“St-stop teas-ing,” I manage to mutter but he doesn’t care since he does it a second time, ripping out a moan from me. I gasp as he licks a fat stripe on my cunt, I buck my hips as much as I can with how still he’s holding me and it makes me feel feral.
He takes his time licking around my already sensitive and puffy clit, kind of like french kissing my cunt, but I couldn’t help myself as I bucked my hips in his mouth, although I hadn’t succeeded much in moving my lower half. I could feel my orgasm approaching and needed to hold onto something- so my hands flew up to his hair. I can hear him laugh into my pussy as he continued eating.
“Fuck, please let me come.” I whine and feel him tapping on my belly with one hand. I struggle to look down and his face is buried in my pussy, but he signs instead.
Go ahead and come.
And with his permission I seize up under his tongue working his magic on me, he’d let go of my thigh as he signed and I humped the ever living fuck out of his face as I came. Once he comes up for air I can see how shiny his nose down to his chin look. I let out a tired giggle upon seeing his face and have come to realize his pupils are blown wide.
“I think I’m addicted to you,” He kisses my tummy on his way back up and plants a kiss on my forehead.
“How?” I asked out of curiosity.
“The way you smell,” He kisses me on the mouth and I could practically feel the emotion.
“The way you taste and the sounds you make,” Another kiss.
“How sweet you are,” Another.
I don’t hesitate to take my hand down toward his penis as he kisses me a third time and he hisses. I run my hand as low as I can and back up, squeezing the head to tease him a little as his hips jerk into my hand.
“I thought I was filthy?” I teased and purposely let go of him.
“You can be,” He leans down and kisses me again.
“Have you ever had- this, with anyone else before?” I asked him.
“Are you getting jealous?” He smirks and I roll my eyes.
“No, skxawng,”
“Yes, but this is also as far as I’ve gotten with them. But I want to go further with you, if you’ll let me.” He seems shocked at his own words but his face is serious. “Have you and-“
“This is as far as we’ve gotten too.” I admit. “But-“ I stop myself and catch his eye.
“I want you to be my first, pollen or not, I want to make you feel good, Ao’nung.” I stated seriously. And his hands find my face gently caressing my cheeks.
“I want you to feel good, but I need you to tell me if it hurts, I’m not sure how much of me you can take or if I’ll hurt you in the process.”
“I took two of your fingers pretty well, I’m sure I can handle you.” I stated and he kisses me again, so much passion and emotion running through me I felt dizzy again.
We found ourselves lying in missionary and he’d been biting his lip the entire time, working his way up to sticking his penis in.
“Look at me Yawne,” He asks and sounds scared as I look over. “You promise you’ll tell me?” He asks and his concern is adorable.
“Yes, I promise, but the burning feeling of the pollen is starting to come back pretty bad,” I whined slightly and he nods. He bites his lip in concentration and places the head against my waiting hole covered in slick. I gasp at the feeling of his head spreading me and it felt massive.
“Fuck-“ He states in pure english and I’m shocked at how he’d used the word correctly. His chest is rising a little faster than before but his eyes were closed.
There was no way this entire thing was going to fit into me and not hurt me, there was no fucking way! I tried to breathe through it to calm my heart but I should have known he would have sensed something was off.
“Talk to me little one, how does it feel?” He asks with such composure I feel surprised he managed to speak so calm.
“Uncomfortable but only a little,” I groan.
“Do you want to stop?” He asks and I keep my head laid down but move my eyes to look at him, shaking my head.
“I’m okay, keep going,” I urge him, he does go in more and he groans. I let out a long exhale as I try mentally preparing myself for this. I let out a cry as soon as I feel his fingers stroking my clit, unintentionally thrusting my own hips, taking more of him in.
“Figured I should help you out a bit,” He teases while running many circles over my already abused bud.
“How much of you is inside?” I asked through clenched teeth.
“About a third,” He states. “Are you okay?” He asks and I nod weakly.
“Just keep doing that,” I grasp onto the hand he has between my legs gingerly and he speeds it up.
“Ah~” I hiss and thrust against him, taking more of him in again. But just then he hit something that made me see fire works.
“That felt so good Tìyawn,” He moans and I could only figure I’d unintentionally clenched around him.
“Do that again,” I gasp as he slides out partially but slides back in. I throw my head back and arch my back slightly feeling the tip rub against me deliciously.
It eventually doesn’t take long for him to grasp my arms and hold them above my head as he thrusted in me without mercy. Both of us had been lost in the pleasure and our moans were echoing in the cave, I’d almost forgotten the Ilu had been on the other side of the waterfall.
“Oh my Eywa,” He states as soon as his hips collide with mine.
“Y/n- ugh- wow!” He struggles to stay consistent and I’m in a world of pleasure. I lift my head up to look at his face but this man is straight up biting his lips and his eyes are closed. It doesn’t take me long to look down and see the bulge in my belly as he moves and I contract around him.
“Agh-“ He hisses.
“Let me touch you, please-“ I couldn’t find it in myself to speak in Na’Vi so I didn’t.
But just as he happened to understand me earlier, he understood me again and releases my hands from his grasp. It was only a hypothesis but I had to test it out, as his body leaned over me I grasped the tips of his ears and rolled them between my thumb and pointer finger.
“Wanna come so bad, please let me come,” His hips stutter in deliciously against mine and he’s become a whimpering mess. I smile weakly at my victory and rub his ears faster and he’s moaning loudly, I had no idea he could be this vocal.
“Please little one, I need to come,” He begs again and his hands are on my hips, I could feel it too.
“Feel s’good, warm, tight, fuck!” He growls out the last word in English.
“Come, please come!” I whined and he leans down to bite the skin between my neck and shoulder at the exact moment I contract around his girthy cock. Hot spurts of his come coaxing my womb generously, most of it coming back out.
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“Wait-“ She places her hands on my arms as I dipped her into the water carefully, holding her body close to mine as I washed my come off of her.
“I’ll be quick, just need to clean you up,” I stated as my hands gently went between her legs to clean her up, her hiss is what stopped me in my tracks but I continued even slower.
“Is the storm over?” She asks and my ears flicker at the question, it hadn’t occurred to me to check the weather but didn’t hear the splatter of rain drops on the cave.
“Yes, we should head home soon before they send a search party.” I admitted and she nods. I slowly lift her out of the water and place her on the little island, pulling myself out of the water and sitting next to her, I’d already put my tewng back on and stood her up to place hers on as well. I held on to her hip to steady her as her legs kept shaking and managed to wrap hers on her body and tied it off.
“How do you put this back on?” I asked as I grasped the shirt she wore and she yanks it from my hands, placing it on herself, moving her hair out if the way so I could tie the back of it.
“We should probably go now, how far away are we?” She asks.
“Not too far, about halfway.” I stated and called the Ilu over, it emerges from the waterfall blocking this area from the entrance of the cave and I sit on it, holding a hand for her to take.
“I’ll go above water but you’ll need to hold your breath when we get to the wall.”
“Okay,” She’d responded and we spent the entire way back in silence. I wouldn’t call it comfortable but it wasn’t terrible, I figured she needed to rest her mind somewhat before talking, and I granted her that silence until we got back to the retaining wall.
“Ready?” I asked.
“Not really,” She responded. I’d placed my hand on her belly to feel her take her breath and she seemed to understand as she slowly inhaled deeply. Once she stopped I gave the Ilu the instruction to dive. I’d already seen the familiar faces of my parents and her family waiting for us to arrive as soon as we’d come back up.
“I was worried when the storm let up and I hadn’t seen you, what took you so long!” My mother’s voice was the first to speak once we got closer.
“I wanted to make sure she was okay to dive again.” I answered and out on the best face I could to convince her. As we got closer I placed my hand on Y/n’s hips and lifted her off the Ilu and straight into Toruk Makto’s hands, who lifted her up with ease.
“We were worried for you, kid.” He speaks to her as he kneels to check if she is injured.
“Whats this-“ He asks and reaches for her neck, she immediately hides my marking from him and covers it with her hair.
“Nothing.” She stated nonchalantly and he gives her a look before his eyes find mine. I look away immediately, I didn’t want him reading into my soul.
“Is the tawtute hurt?” My mother asks and takes a step closer to her.
“M’fine. I didn’t get hurt, your son took care of me, sorry for worrying you.” She stated so plainly and starts to walk away, I furrow my brows and hop off the Ilu, disconnecting myself from him and stepping onto the walkway myself.
“Wait a minute, Kid,” Jake speaks up after her and she stops but doesn’t turn around.
“Thank you for waiting for me, but I’m tired, I need to rest now.” She speaks and walks once more, Jake following after her.
“What did you do?” My mother hisses at me as I watch Y/n walking away.
“What? Nothing. I went after her when she was swept away from a current and made sure she was feeling better before we came back here. We waited the storm out in a cave nearby.” I omitted some of the truth but that was something she didn’t need to know about.
She only glares at me but takes my word for it as she turns and starts walking back herself, but not without stopping at the many people who had gathered around. It seemed like she was working on gathering a search party for us.
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“What happened?” Neytiri asks me so calmly I had not really expected this from her. Jake and I had just arrived at the entrance of the marui where she stood. I had no idea what to say but also didn’t want to have this conversation.
“All that matters is that she’s fine and needs her rest. Right kid?” Jake cuts in and I’m thankful he does.
“Y/n!” Tuk shouts happily from behind Neytiri and runs up to hug me.
“Hi TukTuk,” I smile at her and hug her back.
“Holy shit, she lives!” Spider comes out after hearing Tuk yell, I’m sure, but comes up to hug me either way.
“Don’t cuss in front of the child Skxawng!” I smack the back of his head and he laughs.
“Holy shit! Y/n!” Lo’ak is the next out of the tent followed by Kiri who all join in on the hug. I’m appalled at him cussing too and attempt to smack his head but hit his neck instead.
“Dad, Y/n just tried assassinating me,” Lo’ak whines.
“Good, somebody has to,” Jake jokes and Lo’ak frowns.
“Mom?” He asks and she just laughs at our antics but it wasn’t always like that with her.
When Neteyam had told her about how he was courting me for the longest time behind her back she went ballistic. She’d come up to hells gate- unannounced- asking for me specifically. I knew it couldn’t have gone well and she’d called me every name under the sun.
She had wondered what kind of corruption I’d set upon her son and wanted me to stop seeing him immediately. She’d told me that nobody would want someone they couldn’t bond with, that I was the biggest mistake he’d ever made, and he’d come to realize it soon. I’d been a mess of tears afterward and wondered why I’d allowed myself to fall for him.
He visited me after I hadn’t shown up to dinner and I begged him to choose someone else. He assured me that not even his mother would stop him from loving me, and that was the first night we ever did anything sexual. But he was gentle and sweet, and his words of affirmation made me feel so fuckin happy. It was after that night that Neteyam had stood up to his mother and told her to never talk to me the way she had again. It took a while before she wasn’t glaring at my presence but she grew to love me.
“Your mom likes me more,” I joke as soon as the hug was broken. He only places his hand gently on my head, scrunching his nose at the joke, my face fell and my eyes filled with tears at the gesture. Neteyam did that often, and I hadn’t planned to, but I started bawling.
“Oh, Kid,” Jake stated sadly and pulls me in for another hug.
“Lets go sleep, Y/n/n.” Tuk tugs on my hand while keeping herself close to comfort me.
“Come on, we can sleep like how we used to, right mom?” Lo’ak asks, his hand on my shoulder and I feel myself nodding against Jake.
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I’d found it weird that Kiri, Lo’ak, and spider had shown up without Y/n. But I didn’t want to comment on it since according to them we don’t get along, much less ask everyone where the other person is so I silently prayed that someone would ask where she was.
“Where is Y/n?” Rotxo was the first to ask and I guess I should have asked Eywa to let Tsireya notice instead but it was too late for that. Rotxo had no business wondering where she was.
“She wasn’t feeling well and had to stay in the marui resting.” Spider stated his explanation and I was wondering why she wasn’t feeling well. She did act a little weird last night after we’d gotten home and none of the family showed up for dinner. Had I done something wrong?
I’d been too worried on Y/n to really focus on my tasks today. I wasn’t up to par with my teasing of the darker toned family and found myself wondering how I could fix whatever problem the tawtute had. I’d been too unfocused that my dad took notice and told me to visit my mother to check up on me.
“What is wrong?” She asks as soon as her face lands on mine and I gulp, was it that evident on my face?
“Nothing,” I answered too quickly.
“I could hear your father asking where your focus has gone. And can only imagine you are sick, which you do not appear to be, or there is someone consuming your thoughts. So, who is she?” She asked so calmly as she finishes mixing some kind of drink together, refilling one of her bottles, but looking back at me as she finishes.
“Sa’nu,” I try stopping her but knew I was blushing. It was very rare for us to be affectionate in public, but we were always digging into each others personal lives every day. We often teased Tsireya about Lo’ak and their courtship. Tsireya and I often made fun of our parents, sometimes being grossed out by their kisses, but it felt different now that I was older.
“You cannot hide anything from me ma’itan,” She smiles at me and motions for me to come closer.
“You need to make clear with this girl what it is you want. If you want to court her do so, we do not need you filling your mind with doubt or worry. If she rejects you she wasn’t meant to be yours and was a loss cause anyway. You are perfect in my eyes and you will be perfect in hers.”
“Thank you,” I said at her words. She was always willing to comfort me at any given time and she was a wonderful mother. She kisses my forehead and caresses my face, moving the strands of hair off to the side, smiling widely at me.
“Introduce us to her when you are ready, until then, I will not pry. But pretend to focus for your fathers sake, hmm?”
“Okay,” I answer with a chuckle.
“Am I to expect you for dinner, or?” She leaves the question open and I blush at her words looking away from her gaze. “I will not.” She nods her head and goes back to her liquids.
Dinner could not have come soon enough as everyone gathered around to eat together. I’d been patiently waiting for the Sully’s to show up, I’d sat with my family to keep up appearances but was too nervous to eat, I could see the small human sitting with her family looking rather upset, her eyes had been puffy like she’d been crying, and my heart sinks at the sight of her.
It doesn’t take long for someone to start the festivities with some music and dancing. Others gathered around as some told stories and I’d chosen the perfect opportunity to hide away. Waiting for the moment when Y/n separated herself from her family to go back to their marui.
As she stands up and waves at little Tuk, who’d finally left her side to go with Rotxo’s younger sisters, I take the opportunity to follow closely behind her as soon as she’s far enough from the crowd. I grasp her arm gently and she jumps as she turns.
“Have you been avoiding me?” I ask with a smirk.
“Yes.” She stated before turning around to walk away.
“Hey, whats wrong,” I follow beside her as she continues walking.
“Aren’t you supposed to be off somewhere bothering someone else?” She asks and crosses her arms while stomping closer toward the marui’s.
“Please stop.” I asked her and she does.
“I do not understand. Have I upset you?” I ask and make my way around to face her but she’s looking at the floor. I could feel my face softening at her. “Please let me fix my mistake-“
“No, you have not upset me.” She cuts me off and her words should make me happy but her refusal to look at me is not comforting.
“Then why are you avoiding me?” I asked in a serious tone. She nervously looks up at me and looks away again, sighing.
“Can we talk somewhere nobody will hear us?” She asks and I nod. Heading off toward the wooded area we had on the island. We often took fruits from here and found special things my mother uses for healing. I could hear the sounds of her feet following behind me and didn’t need to turn around to make sure she was there- she walks pretty loudly.
We manage to reach a clearing closer to the center of it all, the grass and flowers growing wildly, but not too tall, it was enough to tickle my feet but I’m sure being in the forest climate meant she’d been around grass her entire life. Just as I reach the clearing I turn and sit so she can face me, but pat the grass beside myself so she could sit by me. I felt like I needed her close, I missed her touch, her smell, her, I just really missed her. But Eywa must have been on my side because she sat where I’d instructed and it brought a small smile to my face.
“Why are you upset, little one?” I asked with genuine curiosity.
“I might say a lot of words in english, and I apologize because I don’t know the Na’Vi equivalent or it just doesn’t have a translation. But please let me talk and ask questions when I’m done.” She states and I nod giving her my undivided attention, ears flickering toward her.
“I feel guilty for what happened at the cave. Not because I got caught in a current but because of the sex, I’d never mated with Neteyam, but sex is the next best thing and I didn’t even experience that fully with him. I want to say I was under the influence of the pollen, but a part of me really wanted to please you-“ She stops as she looks directly at me and looks away rather quickly.
“I feel like I’m taking things too fast and betraying Neteyam. Lo’ak did something yesterday, something ‘Teyam always did, he put his hand on my head and wrinkled his nose, and I absolutely lost it and started crying. I’ve never felt so guilty for what I did with you, but I also enjoyed it, I feel torn, and dirty.” She hugs her knee’s close to her chest.
“I also figured once we got back here, you’d just go back to being mean and ignoring me, I didn’t know what else to do except avoid you today.”
“I’m done now,” She stated sadly and I’m bringing her onto my lap immediately, hugging her.
“I want to correct you. It is not what you did, it is what we did, I was a part of it too and I need you to know I enjoyed every second of the time we shared. I also want to stupidly point out that I did tell you I’d do anything you wanted if you made me come, and I came.” I admitted and could feel her pull away with a blush covering her face. I use my fingers to hold her chin to look directly at me, suddenly feeling bold.
“I selfishly want it to happen again, and again, and again. I can understand your guilt but moving on is a part of the healing. Trust me when I say we all miss him, you will miss him forever, I do not blame you.” I stated and lean down to capture her lips with mine, I could feel my fangs poking her a bit.
“Can I make you feel good again, little one?” I ask as I connect our foreheads together, her cute tawtute nose poking mine.
“I feel guilty for wanting to say yes,” She stated, her eyes closed tightly.
“Stop feeling guilty and allow yourself to be happy, Yawne.” I mumble.
“Yes, yes I want you to make me feel good,” She whispers with her eyes still closed and I smile. Leaning down to kiss her again, carefully caressing her hips with one hand and her cheek with the other, sure it was an awkward angle but I didn’t mind.
In the midst of our make out I swipe my tongue on her bottom lip and she accepts by opening her mouth. Her tongue was soft against mine and allowed me dominance. She moans into the kiss grinding herself on me and I bite back a groan.
I remembered the way her shirt comes off and reach around to untie it as I kiss her jawline, managing to slide the loops away from each other as the shirt loosens around her, I kiss down her neck and let go of the string, bringing my hands back over toward her arms where the shirt was, tugging it off of her without breaking my concentration. I take both breast into my hand and play with her nipples as I kiss her collarbones.
“Your hands feel so good,” She allows herself to moan and the sound goes straight to my cock.
“It makes me happy that I can please you with only my hands,” I speak in a much lower tone as I hungrily take in her body.
“I want you to lay down, little one, you can do that for me, can’t you?” I asked and she nods and does just that. My hand slides down to untie her tewng, throwing it off to the side to join her shirt, letting my other hand trail down her thigh, grasping it gently behind the knee, squeezing myself between her.
“I’ve told you before and I’ll tell you again, I’ll enjoy this way more than you will,” I kiss down her stomach, making my way down her thigh.
“Ao’nung~” She moans and I hum at her, looking up at her breathing heavily, a primal surge going through me.
I gently kiss her inner thigh from where her knee is, but end up kissing and sucking my way up her thigh, leaving marks on her as she writhes beneath me.
“Please,” She begs and I’m in awe of how raw her voice sounded.
“Please what?” I ask as I huff my breath into her cunt, knowing it drover her crazy.
“Fingers, please,” She whines and I hum.
“I was going to use my mouth,” I started and she cries out.
“Use both!”
“So demanding, Tìyawn, but we can work on your manners later.” I delve one finger inside her and feel how warm she is just as she moans for having it placed inside her.
“I love your sounds, Tìyawn,” I stated sweetly and she moans, I could watch her like this for the rest of my life and be satisfied.
“I’m going to lose my mind if I don’t taste you now, little one, forgive me if I lose my composure, yeah?” She lets out a guttural sound similar to a growl and it turns me on more. I dip my head to finally taste her, letting my tongue run all over her engorged bud and finally swallowing the first of her sweet slick.
“Don’t stop please, don’t stop-“ She mutters as her hands hold onto my hair, I let a chuckle bubble out as I continue eating her sweetness. I didn’t plan on stopping any time soon and I think she knew. I decided now would be a perfect time to stick a second finger in and she wails loudly. Had it not been for how loud everyone else was being I might have told her to hold back, but her sounds were just as addictive as her taste, and the sight before me.
“S’good, s’good, fuck, fuck-“ Her hips were snapping at their own pace as I continued.
“Holy fuckin’ shit-“ She seizes uncontrollably and my face gets covered in wet liquid, I stop and stick my face back up to see her with a confused expression on my face.
“I’m so sorry-“ She backs off of my fingers and has a hand over her face. I slide my fingers into my mouth and close my eyes as I savor the taste.
“I don’t know what that was but I want to see you do that again,” I leaned back down before she stops me.
“I want to return the favor-“ She starts.
“I said I wanted to make you feel good, not the other way around, Little one.” I kiss her as she sits up on her elbows.
“Then make me feel good, please,” She starts sitting up but I place my hand on her chest, feeling her heart almost bursting out of her chest.
“Please,” She asks again.
“You don’t ever have to beg for that Tìyawn, never.” I backed off as I untied my tewng and see her face relax.
“Look at me, pretty girl, I want to see your face.” I state as I get back down between her legs, lining myself up, pushing slightly.
She moans at the contact while biting her lip and her eyebrows bowed. I lean down to kiss her as I push in slightly and she groans.
“Does it hurt?” I asked as I stand still while inside her and she nods a little.
“Let me help you-“
“No,” She stops my hand. “It feels so good at the same time, please move,”
“Little one,” I warn but she manages to slide herself onto me, moaning as she does so while knitting her brow together, tears forming in her eyes.
“Hey,” I start to worry before she cuts me off again.
“Oh fuck s’good-“ Her eyes shut as tears stream down her face, her little hips thrusting and her sweet gummy walls clenching me tighter. “Please pleas please move, Ao, please-“
“Whatever you wish, yawntutsyìp,” I start moving my hips slow to ease her pretty cunt.
“Lay down, please, lay down!” She rushes her words and I barely understand but I stop all movement to look at her.
“What?”
“Lay down.” She states firmly and I try pulling out but she stops me. “No, lay down inside me,”
“What are you planning?” I asked her.
“Ao’nung Makto, now move.” I couldn’t help but laugh but get myself into position, she unexpectedly slides down all the way once she’s on top and she places her hands on my belly to stabilize herself while moaning.
“Oh fuck-“ She moans.
“Yes-“ I hiss and hold on to her hips, the bulge in her belly is prominent and I bite back a moan.
She surprises me by planting her feet on my hips and sliding up from my cock, and slamming herself back down and moaning incredibly loud.
“If you keep that up I won’t last long,” I admit to her feeling her warmth engulf me so well. Moaning as she slams herself back down on me, I grip her hips harsher and she moans as well.
“I’m close, Ao’nung, fuck,” She whines and slams herself back down again. The tears sliding down her face again. I allow myself to meet her thrusts and her tears stream freely and I feel something soft against my head.
“Fuck!” She yells and she comes the same way she’d done earlier. But watching, hearing, and smelling her had made me come inside her as I grasped her hips harshly. She falls straight onto my chest while I was still inside and I slide her upward so I can slip out of her.
“What was that?” I ask her calmly after I’d caught my breath.
“It’s called squirting, it happens when someone is being pleasured very well.” She speaks into my chest out of embarrassment.
“Ao’nung makto?” I ask and laugh after the words leave my lips.
“I can’t think well in Na’Vi when I’m distracted.” She admits and I gently pet her hair.
“Do we have to keep hiding this from the others?” She asks and I knew what she meant. “I did it with Neteyam for a while, I can hide things well-“
“No, little one, theres no need to hide it.”
“So we can tell your mom?”
“Okay, maybe hide it from some people,” I agreed and she laughs a little.
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“I told you I could walk on my own,” I laughed as he holds me like a child, I assume my height plays along with that, I held our clothes on my hands and they covered me from the cold winds of the night.
“But I like carrying you, my prize, my little tawtute,” He smiles happily as we walk closer toward the shores of the sea, I toss our clothes near the dry sand as he steps into the sea.
“Is the water cold?” I asked as he steps in further.
“A little, but if it gets to be too much I could always hug you again,” He offers and the water touches my toes, causing me to yelp, pulling my feet back up and he chuckles.
“No wait, maybe I want to smell like you-“ I started before he steps over once more and my body is submerged in the cool water. I pop up from the water and start shivering.
“Sorry-“ He laughs as he watches me struggle to wrap my arms around myself in an attempt to warm up. “-theres a slope right here, I didn’t do that on purpose Tiyawn.”
“Come here,” I said and spread my arms out for him to fit around. As he swims over I push his head down under water and laugh as he comes back up.
He tugs me closer to him and kisses my face all over. Holding me by my waist.
“We should get back to our marui’s soon-“ I admit but he places his hand on my lips gently to shush me.
“My mom knows theres someone I’m trying to impress so she’s not expecting me back any time soon.”
“Are you seriously that horny?” I asked and he seems to bite his lip as his eyes widened and this is the first time I’d seen him look anything like Tsireya.
“Ao’nung-“ I state and he smiles.
“What was that word you used earlier?” He asks and seems to find it before I could think. “Have you ever had sex in the water before?” He asks.
“You’re ready to go? Already?” I asked in disbelief as he trails one hand down my spine, the other holding my bum.
“I’m sure you know this but we like to fuck several times a night with our mate.” He whispers in my ear and I could feel a sudden tingle in my pussy, I let out a short and quick sigh.
“As long as you take it slow, I’m a little sore from before-“
“We don’t have to, Tìyawn.”
“Believe me, I want to, you just have to go slow.” I kiss him feverishly.
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glo0b · 3 months
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Cuddles with a croc
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whom: Sebek x gn!reader
TW: nsfw? if you squint hard enough
word count: 791
request: He gets turned into a camen in alchemy class, we’re one of only 3 responsible-ish people on campus, so crewl has us watch him, but doesn’t tell us what’s going on cuz he’s in a hurry. Croc in a blanket burrito, lots of Steve Irwin behavior from us and lots of kisses on the snoot, crewl takes croc back, Sebek now  gets quiet and turns bright red when we’re around lol
Thank you lovely @anunholyabomination for requesting this! I hope you like it since it's my first time writing a fanfic lol. Remember to drink lots of water and get lots of sleep so you can stay beautiful you!
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It was any normal day in Alchemy class with Sebek. He was yelling at his poor partner for being an idiot and putting the wrong ingredient into the transformation potion till thick green smoke started to form. “HUMAN! WHY ARE YOU BAC-” Before poor Sebek could possibly continue destroying his classmates' ears the caldron explodes, covering the room in the thick green smoke. Slowly the smoke clears revealing a small caiman sitting where Sebek should have been standing.
Here you were peacefully sitting in Ramshackle relaxing on your very much needed day off when you heard a knock at the door. You gently move Grim off of your chest, careful not to wake the sleeping cat thing. You still had no idea what kind of species to identify Grim as. He could be a feline- aaaand now the knocking on the door is even louder and frantic. “Coming! Hold on!” You quickly responded as you rushed to open the door. You opened the door to reveal an equally tired looking Crewel holding a bundled up blanket that seemed to be emitting chirping like sounds…wait was that a caiman?! “Here pup, take care of him for me” Crewel simply shoved the bundled up caiman into your arms and leaves.
“But I don’t- sigh well I guess I’m gonna have to figure out how to take care of you myself.” You look down at the small caiman and coo at its cute little face. “Awww, you’re just a little guy~ Oh! I should totally give you a cute name to fit that little face!”. Poor Sebek, now he has to be cuddled by this human! Well maybe the cuddles won't be that bad. “Hmmm, y’know you remind me a lot of friends….plus you’re just as cute as him!” The caiman looks up at you as if he understood who you were talking about. “Your name should be like his, what about Seby?” Yuu looked into the caiman’s eyes and understood it didn’t seem to enjoy the name. “Don’t judge me! I’m bad at names…” You pout, trying to think of a name the small creature would enjoy. “What about Sebok then?” The caiman moves its head as if it was nodding. “Sebok it is!” You held Sebok close and kissed his little snoot. You had put Sebok on the couch and wrapped him up in more blankets so he would stay warm since you remembered how an Australian guy on tv had said caiman have to stay at least around 97 degrees and no more than 104 degrees. “I wonder how a caiman possibly got into NRC especially when it feels like the dead of winter out there.” You look down at Sebok and giggle when he starts to make the same chirping like sound from earlier. “I really should send a picture of your cute little face to Sebek, you’re just too adorable!” You lean down and start kissing Sebok’s little head while making exaggerated kissing sounds. Thankfully Grim was still asleep so he couldn’t see this disgustingly sweet action and get jealous. Sebok didn’t seem to mind the kisses that much, he actually seemed to enjoy them. 
A few hours passed of you showering Sebok in kisses and cuddles. “Oh my! It’s already past twelve!” You quickly pick up Sebok and the somehow still sleeping Grim and head upstairs to your room. You placed both Grim and Sebok on the bed before looking through your dresser to find some sleepwear. You start to undress and take off your undergarments so you could put on clean ones. Once you finish changing you turn around and find Sebok frozen in place. “Oh? Are you ok little one? Are you cold?” You sit down on the bed and put Sebok in your lap. “I’ll warm you up” You smile as Sebok nuzzles into your body and slowly starts to drift off. When the small caiman finally falls into a slumber you pull the covers over the two of you and slowly start to fall asleep yourself.
It has been a week since Crewel had taken Sebok from you. Even though you only took care of the caiman for a day you felt really attached to him. You also noticed how Sebek would blush when he was near you. The poor thing would always storm off while hiding his boner. Perhaps one of these days he would get rid of this burden by telling you how he feels….well of course after he’s had some fun with you in the janitor's closet or an empty classroom. If not Lilia will have to intervene so he can get the grandchildren he wants. Hm? Why did you get an invitation from Sebek to come have tea at Diasomnia?
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ghoul-bonez · 1 year
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~When Feelings Feel Like Too Much~
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(Platonic! Jake Sully x Daughter! Reader)
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Summary: Depression can be suffocating, and suck you into what feels like a pit nobody can help you out of. Except for your dad. He will always be there for you.
Word count: 2k
Author's note: Literally just a vent story yeehaw? Not very well written I just needed to get shit out and why not turn it into an angsty fanfic for others to enjoy???
Warnings: Suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression
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~Masterlist~
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When Feelings Feel Like Too Much
Sometimes life feels like it’s too much. Everything is too much.
The sounds of the forest and highcamp that you love so much begin to hurt your ears, and give you a headache. Birds chirping which would usually bring you joy made you feel like your ears were being stabbed by a knife. Every slight noise hurts, making you increasingly more and more irritated.
The light from the sun seemed too bright during the day, and the fires at night burned your eyes. The feeling was unbearable, like you would rather be blind than have to deal with the overwhelming pain the bright lights brought you. You were always squinting, trying to keep the light as low as possible, and your eyes were starting to pay the price, they stung when you would close them.
Smells were sickening, to the point of gagging. Even flowers you used to love the smell of were making you feel sick. It made you sad you couldn’t enjoy them anymore, but it seemed like there was nothing you could do to help.
Your favorite clothes made you itchy. They made you feel like your skin was burning, like you were set on fire. Nothing was comfortable to wear. On top of that any touch from your family felt like burns too. Every hug from Tuk, every gentle touch from Kiri, anytime Lo’ak would smack you jokingly, Neteyam’s pats on the head. It all burned.
Your favorite foods started tasting off. Some foods would taste too spicy, some fruits tasting too sweet, some foods just tasted gross in general. The off taste made you lose your appetite every time, like your mom had somehow messed up the recipe.
Your mom, Neytiri. She was always there for you, she loved you more than anything else, just like the rest of the family. She would do anything for you, sacrifice her own life to save yours. You loved her, but sometimes you couldn’t stand spending time with her. She never did anything wrong, but your mood was just too sour and you didn’t want it to rub off on anyone else.
Your dad was the best of all. You were one of his baby girls, and he would never let you forget that. You were so special, irreplaceable, but you felt replaceable. You didn't feel special, not in any good way at least. You felt special in the fragile way, in an anything could hurt you way.
You felt like you couldn’t share your burden with anyone. Nobody could know. Your brain told you nobody would even care if they knew, although you knew that was just the negative thoughts in your head. As those thoughts nagged you you sunk deeper and deeper into the depths of your emotions.
Most nights after you were supposed to be asleep you would sneak off to have some alone time. Some time to process your emotions, on your own. You couldn’t process them around other people.
When you were overwhelmed, everything about being around people was too much. Even the sound of their breathing would be enough to cause a breakdown.
So you sat in your special place, alone.
It was beautiful, and if you weren’t so upset every time you came maybe you could admire it a bit more. A small pond was hidden in a particularly dense part of the forest, where nobody really went. Little fish swarmed your feet as they dangled in it from where you were sitting.
You didn’t really cry, not anymore. It felt as if you had cried all the tears you had, leaving nothing left besides sorrow and sadness, with no way to express those emotions. No way to release them into the world.
You felt numb, maybe that’s why you couldn’t cry. Maybe numb wasn’t exactly the right word, you felt things, but they were bad, and you couldn’t feel anything good. You were never happy, never excited. Everything good was just numb, not there.
You had tried to get yourself to feel something in many ways, but the only way to feel something was by hurting yourself. By running a knife along your forearms. Even then the feelings were short lived. It was like a high you couldn’t stop chasing.
You wanted to feel excited and happy but nothing would evoke those emotions inside you. You used to be so positive, and every little thing could bring your sour mood up. Now it was different.
You know your parents were trying to help with that, bringing you your favorite fruits, or telling your favorite stories from when you were little. They knew something was wrong and you’d be dumb or in denial if you didn’t realize that.
Since they had noticed you had started becoming a better actress, pretending everything was fine. They couldn't know the extent of your problems. They would be mad, sad, and worst of all disappointed. You didn’t think you could take that disappointment.
Even when you realized your parents noticed you were off, something that you didn’t notice was your dad’s actions. He had been trying so hard to help you, from the sidelines, where he was most comfortable.
He had begun following you around more, watching you to make sure you were okay. He felt weird watching you from a distance, but his fatherly instincts to protect and make sure his kids were okay overpowered the awkwardness.
He had even noticed your habit of sneaking off at night. He brought it up to Neytiri who said she wanted to follow you, but he felt it needed to be him. Tonight he set his plan into action, following behind you as you made your way through the forest. He stayed far enough back that you wouldn’t notice him, slinking through the shadows.
When you arrived at your destination he hid behind a tree, observing you. When you didn’t move, or do anything but stare at your feet in the water for a while he decided to make his move. He needed to figure out what was wrong, what was going on.
Your dad approached you carefully, slowly, like if he made any sudden movements you would scatter away, “What’s wrong baby girl?”
You were startled by his presence, but quickly turned your body away from him as he sat down next to you, “Nothing. I’m fine.”
He sighed, taking a deep breath afterwards, “I can’t help you unless you tell me what’s wrong. All I want to do is help you.”
Tears built at your waterline as you thought about what to tell your dad. You could tell the truth, bring forth all of your emotions and admit you had a problem, a big problem. A problem you couldn’t solve on your own. A problem you desperately wanted help with, but just couldn’t seem to ask.
You breathed in, then out, deciding it was best to tell your dad, “Dad, I hurt.” He can’t help you unless he knows what’s wrong.
Jake was still turned towards you while you faced away from him. He moved slowly, gently placing a hand on your shoulder, trying to be comforting, but it was enough to make the tears start streaming. Finally something to make you cry after feeling like you couldn’t for weeks.
He asked, “Where baby girl?”
You sniffled, exhaustion from your pent up emotions was starting to make you groggy, making your body feel heavy but you picked up your hand, and pointed to your head, “Up here.”
Jake didn’t make you look at him as he spoke to you, your responses were enough for now. It hurt you were hiding your crying from him, but he understood you might need some space.
He continued to be careful with you, using broad questions, “Okay, where on your head.”
You mumbled, “Inside.”
He hummed, “A headache?”
You sighed then, turning to him for the first time where he could see your tears. The sight of the liquid streaming down your face, and your little sniffles and hiccups from crying, hurt him more than anything he had ever experienced before.
He brought you into a hug as you spoke, “No my emotions. They don’t feel good. I never feel happy and I feel like everyone’s eyes are always on me. I’m paranoid that the RDA and Quaritch are always right around the corner. I always feel so overwhelmed. It hurts and the only way I can stop it is by hurting myself.”
Jake took a second to think, forming another open question, “So you’re depressed?”
You shrugged as good as you could in his arms, “I guess…”
He just squeezed you tighter for a second, and for once a hug felt nice, not too overwhelming, “Oh sweetheart, I’m sorry. Can I see where you’re hurting yourself?”
You shook your head quickly, “No. You’re going to tell mom and she’s going to be upset.” Pausing, thinking before you speak, admitting your biggest fear, “You’re going to be upset.”
“I promise I won’t.” He hummed for a second, an internal battle going on. He wanted to be open with you, to let you know you weren’t alone, “Let me tell you something, I’ve felt how you’re feeling right now. All of it. I was depressed when I was on earth, nothing seemed like it was able to help me, and I used unhealthy coping mechanisms. I’m also always paranoid that Quaritch is right around the corner. I have nightmares that he’s gotten you or one of your siblings. So I feel your pain. All of it. I just want to help, so please show me and I can help.”
After hearing all of that, your fathers admission, and that you weren’t alone in this you couldn’t stop the sobs that wracked through your body. They were harsh and strong as you breathed heavily and quickly, almost hyperventilating.
Jake didn’t know what to do, it felt like he was paralyzed all over. So he just held you, trying his best to be comforting as he took deep steady breaths for you to copy as you began to calm down after a few minutes.
“Are you ready to show me?” He asked.
You simply nodded, yes, before baring your wrists to him. They were covered in thin lines, some older and more scabbed over, but more were new and red, still barely crusted over by blood.
Jake’s breath caught in his throat, it felt like it was closing up. He couldn’t bare to see them anymore so he grabbed your hands, flipping them back over and holding them.
“I’m sorry.” Is all he could say. Too many thoughts were going on in his head to say anything else. His mind was jumbled, thoughts scattered around, wound around each other.
You sighed, “Why are you sorry? I should be the one saying sorry.”
Jake shook his head, “You have no reason to say sorry. I’m sorry you didn’t feel comfortable enough to come to me with this.”
You sniffled, trying to hold back more tears that wanted to fall, “I didn’t come to you because I thought you would be mad at me… disappointed.”
He squeezed your hands that were still held in his, “I could never be mad at you for this.”
A small smile tried to rise on your face, “So, you’re not upset with me?”
Jake sighed, thinking, “I wish you would have come to me sooner, but no, I’m not upset.”
“Okay…” Was your simple reply, but it was enough.
Jake couldn’t stop himself from pulling you into another hug. As he held you he muttered, “I love you.”
You let out a content sigh, a smile really coming to your face, “I love you too dad. Thank you.”
Now when feelings feel like too much you can go to your dad. You have someone to lean on, and that seems like enough to start recovering from your deep depression.
You will start recovering. You will feel better.
It will get better.
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bloodcanbehot · 1 year
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Dancing With Our Hands Tied
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Anthony Lockwood x f!reader
Content: angst, kissing, bit of fluff?
Warnings: some curse words, but other than that none (kinda proof read)
Characters: Anthony Lockwood, (Y/N) Kipps and one mention of Quill Kipps (not directly his name). Also one or two mentions of the golden blade
Word count: 1.011 (according to word)
A/N: Just a heads up before you read, this scene is from a lockwood fanfic that I'm working on, the fanfic is with an oc but I changed it to y/n to post it here. Is this basically that scene after the auction with Lockwood and Lucy but in here y/n kisses Lockwood? Yes, leave me alone.
Enjoy
(here's their almost kiss if your interested)
I promise, he'd said before letting go of her hand and the cold water of the river hitting her skin brought her back to reality.
She felt him fall onto the water a bit later, grabbing her to get to the surface. She gasped for air, swimming away from his embrace and crawling to shore.
She laid there, gazing the stars on the sky and trying to make her heartbeat calm down with her mind. The image of her fist or palm on Lockwood’s face was helping a bit.
She saw him getting out of the water of the corner of her eye, falling next to her for a moment with a heavy sound.
“I promised, didn’t I?” he breathed out. She could even hear his smile. His annoying smile.
She wanted to punch him.
“Are you stupid?” she yelled, sitting up in one go and making her sight go spotty for a second as she did it “I know you're Anthony Bloody Lockwood and all but that was... fucking mental!”
He got up too “(y/n) listen-”
“No, you listen!” she snapped back “That wasn’t just stupid, it was… fucking reckless! And I understand crazy plans, I do! But I'm not the one who jumped from the top of a building! Twice!”
“Actually, three times but the first time was a house so I don't think it counts-”
(y/n)’s eyes opened wide “What?” she said “No, you know what? I don’t wanna know” she started walking away, hugging herself to somehow shield her freezing skin from the wind.
She heard his steps trail behind her, his dress-shoes hitting the small rocks from the river. She didn’t even want to imagine how she looked like. Mascara running down her cheeks, because of her tears or the water from the river, she didn’t know; her wet hair felt heavy, her new dress too, she only wanted to hide under the warm covers of her bed and forget all about this night. About the mission, about the fight, about everything.
About Anthony-fucking-Lockwood.
“(y/n) wait, oh god you’re fast” he finally caught up to her fast and heavy steps. She had learned from older agents under the agency to not just walk well on heels, but also fight with them on, “please”
There was that plead again, the one he had used on her last time they encountered that golden blade-bitch. She didn’t know why his begging caused her to stop, but she did.
She turned around, the knot on her throat growing back before she could even speak “I hate you”
“And you have every right to”
“You dropped me onto the fucking river!”
“I had a plan, things went wrong, I didn’t want you to get hurt” he explained.
“I can protect myself just fine!” she yelled.
“Yes, you can!” he yelled back “but you would also step in front of me and the blade, I would never forgive myself for that!”
“From the moment he appeared I knew the plan was fucked, but no, you risked it, again" she said “What were you gonna do? Fight him? You were going to die! Do you think I could forgive myself if that happened?” and I wasn’t there, she thought as she pushed him “Your sight might be great but you sure are blind when it comes to-”
“When it comes to what?” he cut her off, taking another step closer.
My feelings.
“You know what” she said instead “you think you're so good, you think you're the next big shit, but you’re just reckless, a reckless coward”
That what he needed, a punch to his ego.
“I’m not a coward”
“Then look at me in the eye and tell me how you feel” she almost whispered, feeling her hands shake at the thought of his answer “look at me in the eye and tell me you didn’t understand what I told you back at the library”
He didn’t say anything, and even when (y/n) thought she’d had enough, his silence was the last straw.
“I’m done” she said “I’m so done with you, if you want someone to help you with a case, call anyone else, not me! Call my brother for all I care!” she started walking away again, getting closer and closer to the steps leading to the street.
“(y/n) please-”
“No, don’t you ‘(y/n) please’ me” she yelled, not even bothering to turn around to look at him, missing just for a moment how he got closer before he grabbed her, forcing her to stop just a few steps away from the stairs.
“I did get it” he said “not just what you told me, but why you told me” He said, caressing her cheek like how he had done merely hours ago “and I… I do too” he said “I don’t know for how long, but I have feelings for you too (y/n)”
Maybe it was just a thing between them to panic each other with silence, but (y/n) enjoyed for just a moment the spark of fear growing on his eyes.
She grabbed him, smashing their lips together. He froze, but (y/n) didn’t care. She was about to pull back and yell some more when he grabbed her cheeks and pulled her in again, his hot breath fanning against her, bringing some relief to her cold aching skin for a moment.
She had completely forgotten what she was going to say after the kiss, probably insult him, but her mind was filled with fireworks.
No thoughts, just him. His lips, her lips. Their lips. (apocalypse)
“This- this should be- against some sort of rule” he said in between kisses.
(y/n) only hummed, barely registering what he’d said. Her fingers slid up his neck and grabbed his wet hair as he grabbed her by the waist, walking them both backwards till her back hit a wall.
They separated.
“Kissing me won’t make this go away” (y/n) said, breathing heavy and gazing at his eyes and lips.
He chuckled “I don't mind”
“You owe me a dinner” she said, straightening her back and stabbing his chest with her finger “A very nice dinner”
“Are you asking me on a date?” he asked.
“Sure”
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A/N: Last night I had the idea to post it here to ask you guys what you think. Tbh I feel like it need a bit more editing, like, there's a piece of dialogue I wrote for this scene but idk where to sandwich it.
Please let me know what you think! Feedback is appreciated as long as your polite
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phantom-playdough · 10 months
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Red Son x GN!Reader: Happy Birthday!
My 20th birthday has passed and I wanted to celebrate with a fanfic. I promise I will work on the small list of requests I have piling up, but this red baby needed a fanfic. I guess this is my [very late] birthday gift…?
IF THERE ARE ANY PRONOUNS THAT ARE NOT GN FOR READER, LET ME KNOW AND I WILL FIX IT ASAP.
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Red Son was sat at her desk with about a dozen crumbled up and/or torn up pieces of paper that were filled with scribbles flooding every surface around her.
She was trying to prepare for her significant other's birthday. However, the task of coming up with something to give Y/n was proving to be more difficult than Red Son accounted for.
After around two hours, Red Son decided to take a small nap...okay that's a lie. What actually happened is that Red Son passed out on her desk mid-scribble on her papers.
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"Red Son?" She just about shot up fin her seat, at first thinking that it was Y/n beside her. However, it luckily just appeared to be her father, DBK.
"F-father!? What are you doing in here? I-it's still early in the morning!" Red Son said, clearly confused as her father was FAR from a morning person.
At this, The Demon Bull King blinked once or twice. He clearly was confused as well. "Red Son, I came down here to tell you that it was time for dinner."
...
Silence for a beat or two.
After a moment or two of quiet, Red Son groaned loudly and face-planted onto her desk.
DBK felt a sweat drop, feeling around ten times more concerned for his hot-headed child.
"Nothing is GOOD ENOUGH!!" Red Son yelled, her hair igniting into flames.
Not sure of what to do, DBK patted Red Son's shoulder gently. "Uh, there there...?" He said, uncertainty leaking from every syllable.
Despite the crappy way to try and comfort someone, Red Son somehow felt it start to help as she slowly relaxed. This could be guessed because her flaming hair calmed itself, as well as how she peeled her face off of the table and her expression was just glum instead of full of rage, like before.
"Red Son, what is troubling you?" DBK asked, the effort he was making was strong and commendable despite how poorly it could be seen as.
Red Son sighed lightly. "Y/n's birthday is coming up in four days and I...I just CAN'T think of what a good gift for them could be! I swear this is more impossible than scheming to taking over the city!!"
DBK could empathize. "Well, Red Son, maybe you should stop trying to figure it out on your own and ask your mother for help. Or perhaps you could ask the noodle-boy and dragon-girl for advice." DBK chuckled. "I am afraid I will not be able to help much, though."
"Huh, why not?"
"I once gave your mother asparagus for our anniversary. I...am not sure I could help you if I wanted to." DBK explained, a little embarrassed at having to admit a blunder like that to Red Son. DBK patted her shoulder again.
"But, whatever you decide to give Y/n, make sure you put your heart into it." DBK then turned and left, leaving Red Son with her thoughts.
"Put your heart into it..." Red Son mumbled. She wrote those words down before deciding to ask around.
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Well, Red Son had asked everyone, and I mean EVERYONE she knew, about what to get Y/n. Some of the advice was good. Macaque mentioned to get them something that will always make them think of Red Son. Tang and Ne zha both said to get them something personal, but useful.
Some of the other advice Red Son received was not as constructive. Like, how Wukong had suggested a gift that would not and SHOULD not be said in front of a room full of children. MK and Mei were really random with their gift ideas, but almost everyone said something similar at the end of the day:
"Put your heart into it."
These words swirled around in Red Son's fiery head so much it felt like the world was spinning.
But finally, it was time.
Y/n was seated across from Red Son, enjoying a small dinner at their apartment that Red Son INSISTED on cooking.
"Um, Y/n, I-I have your gift." Red Son said, pulling on her collar nervously. "C-could you close your eyes for me, dear?"
Confused, but compliant, Y/n agreed and did as told. Red Son fumbled with getting the box out of her inner coat pocket, but got it out without tearing up the wrapping paper, luckily.
"Alright, open them."
Y/n did just that and was greeted with a bright red wrapped box. The bow of the box was a vibrant (Favorite color), the bow shining in the light. It was almost a shame to rip the wrapping off, but it needed to be done.
Y/n began to tear off the wrapping, revealing a box (red of course) that was velvety. With a confused glance at Red Son, Y/n opened the lid of the box and gasped as they saw a picture frame. It was a picture frame in the shape of a big heart, a small slideshow of photos Y/n and Red Son took together playing on a loop within the frame.
"I-I wasn't sure about what exactly to get you, but I just thought that I could...put my heart into it?" Red Son began to trail off as he saw Y/n was starting to tear up. "Y-Y/n? What's wrong? Is it not right? I-I just--!" Y/n cut Red Son off and launched themself into her arms.
"It's perfect. You're perfect, Red Son. I love it. I-I-I love you. Thank you." Y/n said softly as they fought back the tears. Red Son had to fight the sudden surge of emotion as the love of her life held onto her for dear life.
Red Son smiled and placed the picture frame on the coffee table next to the pair. The two of them then spent the longest time looking at the photos slide onto the frame, enjoying the memories and the moment with each other.
The End~~~!
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dimepdf · 2 years
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BASEMENT COUCH. + ARGYLE
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m.list / nav. / kofi. summary. your boyfriend Ari being in love with your small boobs. author's note. its been two days people give me my stoner by fanfics i need it for a friend.
[ ❥ ] pairing. argyle x reader
[ ❥ ] word count. 1k
[ ❥ ] genre. mature
[ ❥ ] warnings. language, mature theme, reader with small boobs, Argyle being underrated, courruption kink?, hickeys, dry humping, sub Argyle, breast play, grinding, not proofreading it’s almost midnight i’m so sorry
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Your soft, gentle moans echoed through the boy's basement, and your whimpering made Argyle almost drool as you two lay on the old, uncomfortable springs in the sofa that smelt kind of like corn chips and passed around goodwill donations.
You grew accustomed to the musk and even fell into arousal with Argyle's scent, borrowing most of his button shirts just to drown in it. 
You and Argyle grew to love each other's flaws, as he was smitten with you the first day you introduced yourself to him at his job, being one of the new employees he was scheduled to train you and since you two were inspectable.
As you were one of his best friends besides Jonathan, you were also the first girl to openly show interest in him the moment you realize your romantic feelings for him. 
You didn't hesitate to confess leading to your perfect relationship that was formed to this day. Ari considered himself even lucky to somehow get you to fall in love with him, still not fully believing you were actually attracted to him, you were just so perfect in his eyes. 
You found his nervousness for you adorable and an extreme turn-on, even though he was still stumbling and stuttering his words as he spoke when it came to showing affection.
You jumped him because it would take a couple of months for the boy to be comfortable enough to do anything remotely close to sex with you.
Realizing that your sex drive was so much more driven than Ari’s it didn't help when the boy would and you were alone during a smoke sesh, once the weed took effect on you it was impossible to not latch your lips onto his soft brown skin. 
Nibbling hickeys just along his collarbone as Ari would sit obediently under you holding your hips as you straddled his lap as most of your sexual interaction would start with you leading, Ari being a nervous guy in general which was why he was always stoned. 
One thing that he knew he loved about you for sure was your breasts, he didn't understand how you could complain about them being “too small” when they fit just perfectly in his hands.
Finding comfort in needing and groping your chest every time you would slide your tongue in his mouth, almost like his hands were just made to hold tease them, or your chest was made to be held by him? Either way, he wasn't complaining as long as he got to suck on them still.
Your makeout sessions always started the same. Ari would get you high in his basement, coaxing you over to his house.
After your shift was over, he would drive you to his home, blaring music in his company van as you two would jam out all the way down the steps, and found yourselves getting high ranting and rambling about life and how your lives were going. 
Then Ari’s favorite stage would happen: the progression of you sturdily flirting with him until your comments become just straight out lustful as he tries to contain his shyness at your lewd compliments directed at him. 
Even if the routine had played out in your relationship almost a million times.
Ari still found you sitting on his lap, nerve-racking, the way you would grind against his hips. Making his hands tremble as you distracted yourself by sucking hickeys into his neck.
As you guided his hands to travel up your body and under your shirt, nibbling at his lips as you shed your shirt and removed your bra.
His greedy hands grabbed your small exposed boobs instantly, like they had belonged there, massaging the warm flesh with his rough hands. 
You drew back, caressing the boy's face before kissing him passionately on the lips, his lashes fluttering as you did so. It was almost as if you kissed all of his words from his throat, your tongue stringing out all of his common sense as it invaded his mouth.
"You're looking stunning right now, Ari." The compliment made his mouth gaped, and you could almost hear the bolts in his brain clicking into action as he blinked, a shy chuckle escaping his throat.
"Oh–yeah, I—I mean, thanks, thank you. I think you're really pretty too, obviously because you're my girlfriend, but I'm not saying that just because you're my girlfriend, I think you're... perfect." You giggled as he stammered over his words.
You wrap your arms around his neck, watching the boy try to keep eye contact.
His gaze shifted to your eyes, then to your exposed breasts, which he was still fondling. He admitted several times how much he adored your boobs—how soft and squishy they were, how perfectly they cupped in his hands, and how hot it was to suck on them.
His tongue teased the bud as you ran your fingers through his long hair, kissing the top of his head as he moaned in contentment, feeling like he was in heaven as you massaged your fingers through his scalp.
"Not too hard, Ari," you grumbled as you felt his teeth tease your buds as he grinded his boner up against your thigh. His mind was too clouded by your tits in his face to speak an actual apology, so he hummed one. 
"I'm so in love with you, dude," Ari moaned, his lips wet with spit, and a string followed from his lips when he pulled his mouth away. "Don’t call me dude when your dick is literally grinding against me right now." You chuckle, Ari exhaled as he muttered a soft "sorry."
Your head leaned back as his tongue latched back onto your perked nipple. "Jesus, you really know how to use your mouth."
Your fingers combed through the thick hair of his nap, pulling as he grunted, sucking your nipples harder as he coaxed a whimper from your lips. 
Pulling away with a small pop, he wiped the spit from his mouth before muttering a more embarrassed apology,
"Um, I think I might have to stop for a bit." His words were slow as your eyes followed his directed glance, noticing the dark spot circled in the form of his jeans.
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97-liners · 2 years
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lucky!
wonwoo x f!reader
words: 1.3k
genres: just fluff!!!
synopsis: the fanfic trope where a character wakes up loopy after wisdom tooth surgery
When you enter the waiting room, gripping the arm of the nurse who leads you there, the first thing that comes out of your mouth is “why are you here?” (but between the gauze and swelling, it more likely came out as waaough.) 
You turn to the nurse. “Why is he here?” She somehow understands you, however, because she just pats your arm.
With a deadpan expression, she tells you. “Sweetheart, that’s your boyfriend. He’s here to drive you home.”
You lean in close to her, trying your best to whisper in your ear. “No way, that’s Mingyu’s hot roommate!”
The nurse is patient as she gently guides you away from her cheek. “He dropped you off earlier. Why don’t you take a seat?” With wide eyes, you obediently plant your butt in one of the waiting room chairs. Not the one next to Wonwoo, of course, but the next one over.
Wonwoo stands, making your careful chair selection moot. “Is everything okay?”
“Yes, yes, everything went fine,” the nurse responds, “she’ll probably be out of it for the next couple of hours.” Her eye catches on something. “Look, why don’t you show her her phone? That might make it a bit easier to take her home.”
“Oh,” Wonwoo raises his eyebrows and his mouth forms a small ‘O’ shape. He looks so cute, you think you might burst into tears. “Here,” he hands you your phone, which he was holding right on top of his own. You take it.
The lock screen flashes on as you lay it flat, and you stare at the picture set as the wallpaper. It’s you and Wonwoo, taken at some sandy beach. It’s either sunrise or sunset, because in the picture, your eyes are closed and you’re laughing while Wonwoo looks at you with the most tender, lovesick expression possible.
While the nurse talks to Wonwoo about painkillers and solid food and when to take out the gauze and whatnot, you flip the phone over in your hands to see a polaroid under your clear phone case. It’s a picture of two hands, pinkies linked. Even in your drug-addled mind, it doesn’t take much deduction to figure out who the hands belong to.
You look up. “You’re my boyfriend,” you stammer, mouth thick with wads of gauze. 
Wonwoo nods. “I am.”
You feel tears welling up in your eyes. “How did I manage to pull Mingyu’s hot roommate?”
He ignores your question, but you can see the tips of his ears turning pink. “Do you want to go home now?”
“Home?”
“Home,” he repeats. “Come on.”
He takes your hand, pulling you up out of the chair. His hands are so firm, you marvel. “Are we going back to your apartment?”
“We’re going back to our apartment,” he corrects you. 
“We live together?!” You stumble over flat pavement, but Wonwoo’s grip on your hand is tight and you manage to keep your balance. 
“We’ve been living together for a year.” Wonwoo opens the passenger side door for you and you scoot in. 
“Wow.” 
Wonwoo gets in the driver’s seat and after getting settled, he turns his head to check on you. “Here you go,” he says quietly as he reaches across your body. You feel like your heart is about to beat right out of your chest— he’s so close to you, you can feel his breath across your neck. He sits back up, and you hear the click of the seat belt buckling. 
“W-why did you do that?” You try your best not to sound flustered.
“What, put on your seat belt for you? It didn’t look like you were going to do it.” He starts the car and you try not to squeak when he puts his hand on the back of your seat to check before pulling out of the parking spot. 
“You were so close to me! It’s… it’s weird!”
“Oh?” Wonwoo laughs, and you think it’s the nicest sound you’ve ever heard. You must be a saint in this life if he’s your boyfriend. 
“Yeah!” You nod furiously. “What if we accidentally touched or something?!”
“I don’t mind if we touch,” he says. “Do you?” He signals and makes a smooth turn at an intersection. Meanwhile, you catch a glimpse of yourself in the side mirror. 
“Oh no,” you moan quietly, leaning forward to squint at your reflection, “my mouth is full of blood.” You reach up, but you’re stopped by Wonwoo’s hand around your wrist.
“Don’t,” he orders, not looking away from the road. “You can take the gauze out after 30 minutes.”
You pout. “But there’s blood,” you mumble. “My mouth is full of blood and you’ll never kiss me.”
Wonwoo laughs again. You’re not sure what’s so funny, because if you’ve somehow managed to bag Jeon Wonwoo, that means you should be able to kiss him, and you can think of nothing else you want more. “Don’t worry,” he says, grinning. He pulls into a parking spot in an underground garage. This must be where you live, you think. Wonwoo lifts your hand to his mouth and kisses your knuckles, like some kind of Victorian gentleman. “I'll kiss you as much as you want later,” he promises.
You squeak and hide your face as he steps out of the car and comes around to the other side to open the door for you. “You’re flirting with me,” you blubber, cheeks hot, as you let him help you out of the car. 
“Mhm. Is that okay?” Wonwoo takes your hand again and guides you toward an elevator. 
“I’m shy,” you lie to him, and Wonwoo bursts out into laughter. You watch as his nose scrunches and his eyes close, and you try your best not to trip over your feet.
“Huh, I don’t think that’s quite right,” he grins, and you realize he’s teasing you. 
“Are you really my boyfriend?”
Wonwoo nods.
“Wow,” you sigh to yourself. “I’m so lucky. Are we going to get married?”
You turn just in time to see Wonwoo flush entirely pink, all the way down his neck. “W-we’ll see,” he stammers, unlocking the front door. As soon as the door swings open, there’s the tiniest sound of a bell jingling, and you instantly enter the apartment and fall to your knees. 
“Tuna!” The fat gray cat pads cautiously around you, sniffing at you before rubbing his haughty head against your leg. “Tuna,” you blubber, petting at his cute triangle-shaped ears, “I missed you, Tuna.”
“So you remember the cat, but not me,” Wonwoo mumbles as he kicks off his shoes and closes the door behind him. 
“Don’t be jealous, Wonwoo.” You pick up the cat and hold him like a baby. Tuna looks alarmed, but makes no attempt to escape. “Wonwoo, why is our cat so chubby?”
“I could ask you the same question,” Wonwoo replies. “You’re the one who keeps giving him treats.”
You look around. Tuna’s flabby belly spills across your arms while he cranes his head to watch Wonwoo set the bag from the oral surgeon’s office down and head to the kitchen. There’s a small collection of novelty magnets on the fridge, and a row of shoes lines the entryway. A ratty little banana-shaped catnip toy is wedged in one of Wonwoo’s boots. You can see into the dining room, where a stack of law school textbooks sits next to two mugs. 
Tuna twists and leaps out of your arms, escaping down the hall. 
“Wonwoo,” you feel tears spilling down your cheeks. Immediately, Wonwoo pokes his head around the corner. 
“Are you okay? What’s wrong,” he asks gently, coming to kneel next to you.
“Wonwoo,” you throw your arms around his shoulders, “I love you so much.” You’re sniffling and sobbing into his shirt, but he doesn’t seem to mind. Instead, he hugs you back and rubs circles into your back, familiar and comforting. 
“Don’t cry,” he murmurs. You think you can hear him smiling in his voice.
“I love you so much,” you blubber. “I love you, Wonwoo.”
“Shh, I love you too,” Wonwoo murmurs soothingly, kissing the top of your head. “Now, do you want to eat some yogurt?”
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batsahoy-edits · 7 months
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Harry Potter Fanfic!!!
DO NOT SHARE ANYWHERE ELSE… REPOST BUT CREDIT ME! I’ve had a story stolen before and I’ve worked hard on this for about 6 months. So please be kind.. Be honest and if there’s anything I need to improve on please tell me! I will use the criticism to make my stories better!
Professor Snape x Student Reader (female)
Warnings, lots of angst, little bit of fluff.
PART 1
This takes place a year after the battle of Hogwarts. So the reader is around 19/20 years of age. Severus Snape Is still alive, Voldemort was defeated.
So a little back story before we get into the story. Y/N and Snape have been a thing during the 7th year! Yes Snape did kill Dumbledore and unfortunately y/n was held by Bellatrix with a wand to her throat. Snape couldn’t show his fear of losing y/n due to being undercover. So he killed Dumbledore in front of you. Causing you to scream and look at Snape with shock and fear in your eyes. Snape looking at you with a blank face but his heart broke to see you like that.
“I’ll take her, you take Malfoy”
Snape grabbed you from Bellatrix and forcefully dragged you along with him. You kept pulling away, yelling at him to let you go. He opened his door to his classroom and pushed you inside, locking you in while he finished what he had to do. He thought to himself you’re going to leave him. He felt sick to see fear and hatred in your eyes, once full of love and affection towards him. But he couldn’t lose yet another person he grew to love and care about like he had with Lily.
You had somehow managed to get out of the classroom Snape locked you in, only to be caught by a death eater and dragged into the great hall. You screamed at the person who dared touch you. He threw you to the ground in front of someone’s feet. Only to be met with Snape’s cold stare.
Snape is a very skilled Legilimens, so were you just not as advanced. He penetrated your mind. To sense what you were thinking.
“Why is he doing this?”
Snape can sense you’re scared. He can’t do anything more than to talk to through your mind.
“I’m undercover darling. I have no choice. I am protecting you! I would never hurt you, don’t say anything, get up and walk to the rest of the Slytherins, but listen to my mind”
You get up and give Snape a cold stare. You walk away to stand next to Pansy giving her a small warm smile.
Snape goes back to what he was doing. Talking about Potter and his where abouts. Asking to turn him in! All the while he was communicating with you through the mind.
“Undercover? But I saw you kill….”
“Part of what I had to do darling. I had no choice. The dark lord wanted Draco to do it. But if he couldn’t I had to. To protect him. But I had to try and protect you too”
“You wanted me to look at you as a murderer? I don’t know what to think. What about Harry? You’re protecting him too?”
“It’s what has to be done. Please understand my dear, we shall talk about this more after”
“Fine. But Severus?”
“Yes?”
“Be careful”
“You too”
Snape doesn’t look to you, he knows you’re scared. You can’t sense what he’s feeling as he’s closed himself off. Harry comes storming out from the crowed yelling
“How dare you stand where he stood, he trusted you!”
Then Everything happens so quickly. You help fight off the death eaters. You help McGonagall defend some students. You lost a couple of close friends. But you didn’t have time to mourn, you had to find Snape. Something inside you was telling you to go and find him. You see Harry running towards the shrieking shack and follow, trying to not be seen. You hide and watch from a distance. You watch for what feels like hours but only could have been minutes. Seeing Harry, Ron and Hermione going inside so you slowly follow. You hear Harry telling Snape to stay with him. Confirming your worst fear. You storm inside shocking Harry, you move him out the way and cast a healing spell to try and save Snape! You succeed but he’s weak and passes out. You turn to Harry who’s watching you carefully.
“Go kill that bastard”
The trio stands in shock hearing your tone of voice and swearing but taking their leave! You check Snape’s pulse, it’s there but it’s very faint. You use the Levitation charm on Snape and walk with him back to Hogwarts. Seeing the damage, the students and teachers that were lost from the battle. You walk in to see Ron over a body with the same vibrant hair, looks to be Fred! You felt sorry for them. Losing a brother, a son, a friend. But your concern was on Snape. You take him over to Madame Pomfrey. She looks over and takes over while you walk around and help others who’ve been injured.
It’s been a week since the Battle, a week since Snape nearly died. Everytning is still so fresh! No one even started on the castle. Just catching up with each other and giving others support who lost a friend or family member! Of course Snape was up and about, walking looking for you! He can’t remember what happened after Voldemort nearly killed him. He doesn’t know if you’re alive. It’s been so hectic. But alas, Snape finds you handing out a warm drink and food. He smiles to himself and walks over. He reaches you and clears his throat, making you and a younger student look up at him.
“May I have a word Miss y/l/n?
“Sure Professor. Let me just finish up here”
You turn to the younger student “will you be alright?” The younger student only nods and you give a warm smile that Snape loves so much. You turn to him and you walk to a quieter part of the castle where no one is around.
“I’m glad your okay y/n”
“Likewise Professor”
“You don’t have to call me that. No one is around”
“What is it you wish to speak to me about?”
Snape is clearly taken aback at your coldness towards him. He wishes he could hold you like he did before this! But his actions have consequences. Unfortunately.
“I don’t know how I’m standing here right now but I’m glad I am, we never got to talk about that night”
“I can tell you how your standing before me Severus, I went looking for you, found you bleeding out at the shrieking shack! I got there before Vold…. Before his snake got to you. Vol… the dark lord… you were bleeding out and I cast a healing spell on you. I got you back.”
“You… Saved me? After?….”
“Believe it or not Severus, I did. Can’t have you dying on me before an explanation…..”
Snape looks at you shocked and pleased.
“Of course I was going to come for you. I care about you. So tell me about that night.
From the beginning. Because if me and you are going to be in this there can’t be any secrets”
Snape nods and walks with you to a secluded area, sitting down with you and telling you everything from the beginning. How he became a death eater, and why.
(We all know the reason why! James Potter, Lily, the bullying… poor Snape) you know how Voldemort disappeared. Everyone knew about that and the boy who lived. Everyone knew Snape didn’t particularly like the boy but you never knew why and why he had to protect him. But he did it for the love of Lily Potter. Making you upset and jealous. You didn’t let it show. You closed off your mind so Snape couldn’t read you. You didn’t show anything while he explained everything. He explained how he became a spy for Dumbledore and how he had to protect Draco. After he finished, he searched your eyes for anything, love, hate, fear but he found none. He can’t read your mind. You sat there looking at your hands in your lap! Snape reached forward and gently grabbed your hand, trying not to frighten you. Hoping you wouldn’t pull away. To his surprise you didn’t. You sighed and looked at him. Not saying. So Severus spoke first.
“Say something darling. Anything”
“It’s a lot to take in. I never knew you were in love before….. I- Wha- I don’t know what to say”
“I understand. Just know I’m deeply sorry that you saw what I had to do. I’m sorry for hurting you. But I had no other choice”
You just looked at him, then you asked.
“That’s why you tried to lock me in your classroom. To stop me from seeing- to protect me”
“Yes”
“What would have happened if I was stuck in there and couldn’t get out? What would have happened if I was in there when it collapsed?”
“I don’t want to think about that. You’re here now.”
You take your hand out of his grasp and get up. You walk back and forth. Trying to get your head around Everytning that happened that week. Severus watches you in anticipation, wondering if your going to leave him or stay. He hopes you’d stay but that’s your decision. You turn to face him.
“You…. Are….. Crazy…. You could have been caught…. I’m insane”
You go back to pacing.
“I’m insane…. I could have….. well no I couldn’t have as I didn’t know…..”
You turn back to look at Severus, who’s sitting waiting to see what you would do or say. He tenses when you walk over to him. You grab his face and pull him towards you, you smack your lips against his and he instantly returns, wrapping his big hands around your waist. You move your hands to round his neck. You pull away and Severus is looking at you with so much adoration, you swear you could just melt.
“I’m sorry darling”
“No more secrets Sev.”
He nods and kisses you hard before pulling away. He gets up and smiles at you.
“Better get back before people start to wonder and speculate.”
“I don’t think they would notice given the situation at the moment Sev”
“Better not jinx it darling”
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Warnings: TW MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND $ui$ide ;kinda angsty fluff ???
An : I’m actually a liar - I said I wouldn’t write until June because I’ve been busy with exams and stuff and look at me now 🥹
Also why does everyone give fanfic such a bad rep???? Someone fill me in ?
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“ why do you look at me like that” Han spoke , his voice rough from the lack of use as you sat clad in an arm chair infront of him , knees hiked up ,your eyes fixated on his features perfectly illuminated by the blue florescents of the television. “ look at you like what?” You questioned , your head anchored to the side in a tilt “ like that !!” He exclaimed turning to face you “ with that stupid love sick face on your face !!” He said gummy smile making an appearance through his words . Your eyes wavered the sudden blush of his cheeks and sparkle in his eye’s prominent as you stared at him in silence “ do I?” You asked now off the chair and on the floor making your way over to him. The carpet soft between your fingers as you crawled , socks dragging against the fabric as Hans intent gaze fell on you . Your eyes trailed over his face , his hair tossled and freshly washed , it’s fluffy frizz making an appearance contrasting his bitten lips , the flesh raw from pent up nerves peaking through forming slight scabs over what once appeared to be a bloody mess . Your fingers stilled at the side of his face his skin soft under the tips , as his eyes fluttered taking in the warmth of your now found presence , your scent engulfing him . “ you do ..all the time” he said his once semi annoyed persona faltering at the caress of your thumb over his bottom lip, the rough pad touching the wounds slight stinging causing him to hiss out “ I wish you’d stop doing that “ you spoke your words soft and gentle as you looked at the man infront of you , “ don’t change the subject “
He said eyes slightly rolling as he angled away from your touch . You sighed crossing your legs for comfort now fixating your attention on him “ why do I look at you the way I do? “ you said out loud , your voice echoing off of the tiny space you two shared “ why ..” it wasn’t an impossible question to answer , really it shouldn’t take you longer than a second to come up with one but as you sat Han watching your every move , taking in your every breath words seemed farther away than you’d like to admit .
“ do you remember when we first started dating?” You asked after clearing your throat the silence around you causing it to rasp Han nodded “ I basically begged you to go out with me “ he said fond memory of him in the middle of a busy street tugging on your sweater pleading and trying to bargain with you , your lips curved up into a small smile “ yes then , I was so isolated from everything “ you spoke your voice dropping octaves lower “ never really had many people to count on back then but somehow somewhere through some miracle you found me ..” your eyes looked up to meet his , his intense gaze taking in your words as you spoke “ I thought you’d get tired of me .. and the way I act , always keeping to myself and never really reaching out . I thought that habit would drive you off like it did with so many others “ you said your words pulling at your own heart as you confessed the silence struggles you bore prior to Han “ but you didn’t , and I was so grateful because ..” you hesitated your lip now caught between your own teeth an admistrarion that
Han could swear you were chewing him out for a minute ago, his hand gently pressing against yours the warmth covering the icy feelings you were to about bring up “because if it was not for you , and your insistence I don’t think I would still be here “ you said softer than you planned Han frowned his eyes furrowing as he scanned over you “ what do you mean ?” He asked confusion and worry overtaking his features “ were you moving away or something ?” He asked punctuating his sentence with a light laugh to ease the tension now present in the room “ no..” your voice trembled lightly as you tried to piece the words together to form somewhat of a coherent sentence
“ before you knew me things were different than they are now “ you spoke “ I was having a really hard time mentally and physically and it made me .. do things to myself that I regret deeply “ you paused your hands playing with the hems of your sleeves “ and it got to a point where I wasn’t able to handle anything anymore , constantly overwhelmed and tired ..so tried “ you laughed dryly “ and that day , the one where you caused a scene and asked me out , that day I was planing on ending it all , so when you stopped me in the middle of what was supposed to be my last moments , I just thought that maybe ..just maybe it was a sign for me to live just a little longer… when you asked me why I always look at you like I’m absolutely lovesick, it’s because I am .you saved me in so many ways literally and figuratively that I can’t help but think of you as an absolute angel “ you said eyes now looking over at the tear streaked face of your boyfriend “ awh Hannie don’t cry “ you tsked now coming to wipe the tears away from his face , the salty liquid staining the sleeves of your sweater in the process “ I can’t - I just don’t ..” Han spoke between hiccups his fingers lightly holding onto your arm “can ..can I see them please? “ he asked careful of his words . Thoughts swarming through your head at his question his sudden boldness making your bones chill, you never planned on telling him let alone showing him but at some point just like how all facades must come to an end this just so happened to be the right time . You swallowed roughly hands at the hem of your sweater as you pulled it over your head , your bare skin on display as han took in the many abrasions to your body illuminated by the glow of the television and the soft lighting that cradled the two of you . From your shoulders to your forearms and down to your wrists his eyes scanned over you as you hung your head low . Han shuffled closer to you his hands running over the the scaring , some somewhat healed and others barely just closed a layer of puffed out skin forming from the depth of the slash , his fingers stilling at your wrist gently wrapping around it bring it to his lips as he placed chaste kisses to the marks , his soft sniffles and red eyes peering up at you in the process tugging on the strings of your heart as you sat , exposed , on display for the man infront of you . Hans lips got warm around the gashes that you so often despised “ yn ..” he spoke his words muffled by the kisses he placed at the root of the vein on your wrist , gently running his fingers over them as if you were porcelain too fragile to be broken and to expensive to touch “ I wish I knew sooner ..” his words tender ,
coating you in warm despite the shiver that took over your skin “I wish I helped you when you needed it the most “ he spoke tear slipping from his eye down on to your wrist “ I just can’t imagine loosing you ..what would I have done and what would I have become “ he spoke your hand cupping his cheek in the process of wiping the stray tears that fell “ don’t say things like that, you did help me especially when I needed it the most I just didn’t realize it then “ you said a small smile on your lips “ when ?” Han pouted his bitten lips redder from the crying as he spoke “ well do you remember that day we had that dinner party at minhos house “ Han shook his head , sparking a small giggle from you “ well “ you said running your thumb across his cheek “ that day specifically , I found out that I got rejected from every single university I planned to go to and that every chance I had at doing something grand basically amounted to nothing “ you said “ but even though I was in a sour mood you still spoke to me and tried to include me in conversations as much as you could distracting me from everything I was feeling” you spoke a small smile tugging at the corner of Hans lips “ or that night at the roof top where I was one too many bottles in and you made sure I got home safely, and made me breakfast the next morning “ you spoke laughing at the memory of the confusion on Hans face as he found you on your bedroom floor that morning after swearing that he tucked you in the night before “ you were always there for me when I needed you without even knowing I needed you , I don’t know why I always tried to push you away but you always stayed , and I will always . Always be grateful for that “ you finished your sentence by placing a kiss to the tip of Hans nose , standing placing your sweater back on and moving over to the chair you previously sat in “ so please let me stare at the person who saved me , the person I love from the bottom of my heart ,the person who I would absolutely never be able to do without “ you spoke now pulling your knees to your chest” let me stare at you like your my entire world , stars and galaxies too “ you spoke watching Hans ears redden at your words before smiling and turning back to the television infront of him , thoughts of sadness forgotten as his chest bubbled with new found love for you that he himself promised would never fade . Not now , not later when death would do you apart .
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lovelizgillies · 4 months
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you don’t have to be scared to talk to me, y’know.
sad yelena belova x caring kate bishop 🥰
this is my VERY FIRST fanfic, please be nice but tell me what you think!!
warnings: talks of death? i think that’s it.
summary:yelena has tried to cover up that she’s been having a hard time lately. but when kate hears yelena crying in her room late at night, she can’t bare but try to help her.
Yelena has been staying with Kate in New York for 9 months. Kate can’t help but notice when Yelena slowly drifts away and seems to stay in her room more than usual. The blonde who’s usually happy around Kate Bishop had just seemed unusual lately. Kate can’t help but worry.
Kate did not want to cross any boundaries, though, so she didn’t say anything to the unhappy assassin. it is until Kate hears Yelena crying in her bedroom at 4 am that she does anything. She gets out a box of Kraft mac n cheese and prepares it in hopes to make her happier and not cross any lines.
While the mac n cheese is cooking, Kate gets out a sticky note and writes a note to Yelena.
“I know you’ve been told differently in your past, but you don’t have to hide your emotions from everyone. especially me, Yelena. Comes to my room to talk when you’re ready. Maybe a movie too?”
Kate signed the note with a heart with an arrow going through it with the initials “K. B.” before finishing up the mac n cheese and putting it in a container, putting the note on top, and heading to Yelena’s door.
The brunette puts the container with the note on top on the floor by the assassins door before knocking and walking off and back into her room, waiting and hoping Yelena would soon follow.
After thinking about it, Yelena willed herself to get out of bed and talk to Kate Bishop. She grabbed the mac n cheese and walked to the archer’s room.
“Kate?” Yelena spoke, her voice breaking from crying.
Kate quickly comes to the door and opens it. Her heart sinks as she sees Yelena’s state. She looked so small and heartbroken in that moment.
unexpectedly, without saying a word, yelena walks closer to Kate and wraps her arms around her while burying her head in her shoulder.
The archer can hear Yelena start to cry more as she hugs her tight and talks to her sweetly.
“Shh, it’s okay Yelena, I’ve got you, it’s okay.” Kate whispers to the crying girl.
Kate slowly backs up to reach the bed, until Yelena pulls away from her and sits on the bed.
“What’s bothering you, Yelena? I hate seeing you like this.” Kate says sympathetically.
Yelena slowly speaks up, “It’s,” Yelena pauses, almost like it’s embarrassing for her to admit, “It’s just like every thing I see or do reminds me of Natasha. That’s why I’ve been staying in my room. I feel like everything I do ties into her somehow.”
Kate nods, not really knowing what to say in that moment, before pulling Yelena in again and hugging her with pure love.
The 2 girls talk about Yelena’s memories of her sister for hours. The good, the bad, the ugly, all of it.
After talking, Kate turns on a classic movie, “Little Women” knowing that Yelena enjoys it. With Yelena’s head on Kates shoulder, they both watched the movie intently, until Yelena fell asleep halfway through. When Kate noticed, she couldn’t help but chuckle at the adorable girl sleeping on her.
Kate got out of bed, and picked Yelena up bridal style before caring the blonde to her bed. She tucked the girl in and kissed her forehead.
“Goodnight Lena.” Kate whispers.
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pixiemage · 1 year
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A few writing pet peeves I've collected over years, all things I've found in fanfics or occasionally in written messages between friends. They're all small and simple mistakes, and with how widespread they are across the web, I can totally understand why! But I'd love to spread a little English knowledge to help fellow writers catch themselves and un-learn a bad habit for the future :3
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To wander is to walk. To wonder is to have thoughts.
If something is definitely broken, there's no doubt about its condition. If something is defiantly broken, the person who broke it did so out of rebellious opposition.
If you could care less, then you probably care a little bit since there is a lower level of caring (or not caring) available to you. If you couldn't care less, you're at the lowest level of caring possible and can't go any lower. You don't care at all.
To nip it in the butt involves biting someone's backside. To nip it in the bud trims the flower before it can bloom, stopping a situation before it can get any further.
Someone who is rabid over something is going a bit feral/insane about it. A rabid animal goes crazy. Rabid as in rabies. Someone who is rapid about something is going very quickly. A rapid animal just has the zoomies.
If you have wrapped attention (not a real thing), I'll only assume you're watching gift-wrapping tutorials on YouTube...or that you are currently in a blanket burrito. If you have rapped attention (also not a real thing), someone drew your focus by knocking on something, or you somehow got in touch with Slim Shady. If you have rapt attention, then you are extremely focused on or interested in whatever has your attention.
Could of isn't a real phrase. If you remove the "could", does it still make sense? "I could of fallen" -> "I of fallen". Wrong. Could have is the proper usage. Try turning that possible situation into a definite one. "I could have fallen" -> "I have fallen". Correct. (This trick only works with "I" or "they" or "we", but it's still a good way to test it out!)
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[Do any other writers out there have certain fic-found pet peeves that you'd like to add? Feel free! I'd love to help bring awareness to small mistakes like this to better help other writers and fic authors in improving their work! <3]
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amaya-writes · 1 year
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heyyy, i was stalking your work and really love it! i was wondering if you could do a hc for the haikyuu setters? just something along the lines that y/n was with the team, they got bored so, they decided to do a little vb game with y/n and one of the spikers hit y/n in the face a little too hard lol and the setters tend to them and just spend the rest of the night with them just caring for them. sorry if this doesn’t make sense! i hope you’re having a good day and resting well!
Notes: I'm glad you said hcs because otherwise this would have taken forever to write also I don't really use the term y/n in fanfics so I'm sorry if you wanted that-
Warnings: n/a just fluff, slight mentions of blood tho
Characters involved: Oikawa Tooru, Kageyama Tobio, Miya Atsumu, Sugawara Koshi
Gender-neutral reader, you/yours
Oikawa Tooru
Thinks it's funny, but he doesn't laugh.
At first, he just walks over to you and checks if you're okay, once he's certain you're okay then he'll purposely take a couple minutes off to sit on the sidelines with you as an excuse to goof around.
"Don't worry darling, I will avenge your wounded nose- and ego."
Gets smacked on the head by Iwaizumi and is forced to return to the court while you sit on the sidelines and watch the game.
But Oikawa is quick to return to your side during breaks and gloat about how he destroyed the other team to avenge you.
Overall, he doesn't really take the situation very seriously since he knows it was just a small injury.
It's why he wouldn't really bother with cuddling you to make you feel better or anything since Oikawa thinks it's really no big deal.
But he will cuddle you to make up for the hour or so you were forced to just sit on the sidelines and watch them play.
Is the type to try and hug you right after the match when he's all sweaty and pretends to be offended when you run away from him.
Kageyama Tobio
The other person better say their prayers because Kageyama is fuming at the sight of your injury.
He calms down a little once he sees you laughing about it and joking about war scars with Sugawara (who immediately went into mom mode and took care of your injury while Kageyama death stared the person who hit you) but he's still pretty mad about the whole ordeal.
Kageyama is the type to apologise to you for getting hit since he was the one who asked you to come but also calls you an idiot for getting hit in the first place.
His Tsundere ass will go back to the game and insist you just sit and watch but also turn to look at you like every five seconds to the point where Ukai just kind of subs Sugawara in for the last few mins.
Once the two of you are alone and walking home together he'll insist on holding your hand and ask you if your nose is okay like five times.
He won't actually cuddle you either unless you initiate it but unlike Oikawa, Kageyama is worried about you.
It's easy for you to see that with the way he nervously turns away every time your eyes lock because he still thinks the injury is his fault.
But Kageyama does kiss you on your nose before leaving and tells you to ice it so it can heal, and that gesture shows you just how much he cares for you.
Miya Atsumu
Is concerned at first but then finds it funny.
He also blames Osamu for you getting hit just for shits and giggles and then the two of them get into a (not so serious) argument while Kita actually patches you up.
Does the 'I'm going to win this match to avenge you baby' thing then proceeds to lose because their coach made him and Osamu play on different teams so he literally just spent the match trying to aim his serves at his brother.
Once you're both heading home and he somehow convinces you to go over to the Miya household, Atsumu is actually the one who has to be cuddled rather than you because he's upset he lost.
Will literally just lay on you and whine for a bit before he remembers about your injury and peppers your face with kisses.
Ends up forcing Osamu to cook for you because you lost blood (was a couple of drops) and just cuddles you the entire night on the couch while watching a movie.
Sugawara Koushi
The only one who's actually concerned and rushes to your side immediately.
He'll abandon the game for a bit to make sure you're okay and fix up your wound (band aid and all) and then go back to playing.
But once he's done Suga's right back by your side asking you if you're feeling okay and making Daichi go get you ice for the small bruise that formed.
He calms down once they're completely done with practice and have cleaned up, but expect the occasional question about your wounds when you're walking together.
Suga does like physical affection so expect to constantly have an arm or hand on you while he does cheesy things like spoon-feeding you at the restaurant the team drops by (lowkey loves how embarrassed you get because of the PDA).
He might even cuddle you through the night depending on the severity of the wound or just kiss you at your door and text you through the night until you fall asleep.
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tangerinenotions95 · 6 months
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So Much for Normal- A Seth Clearwater FanFic (Chapter 13)
Suddenly the dagger was knocked out of my hand and landed on the floor on the opposite side of the room.
"Seriously?" I hissed through gritted teeth as I looked at Leah who was now standing between Seth and I. 
"What kind of game are you playing Y/N" She growled at me.
"I'm trying to help, I promise" I plead glancing down at Seth growing paler by the minute. 
"I don't believe you" She spit.
"Well I do" another voice replied.
I looked over my shoulder taking in the sight of Carlisle and Edward Cullen standing in the doorway. Edward stepped forward eyes watching Leah, 
"She's telling the truth" he told her sternly. She stood up straight but didn't move from where she was standing, "Why should I trust you" She asked him.
"Because Seth trusts me" he replied sincerely. She looked at him for a moment, then at me then back to Edward before giving him a small nod and walking back to Sue and Billy. In one quick movement Edward was now beside me, my dagger in hand.
I took it from him, "Why do you trust me?" I asked him quietly. He gave me a small smile, "For now lets just say you aren't the only one with secret abilities" He told me before walking back to the small group of people gathered at the door.
I turned back, now completely focused on Seth.
I pulled out a small glass bottle full of purple liquid form my bag and pored a few drops on the dagger. Then it was time for the hard part, "I have to take away the pain so the treatment after can have a better chance of working" I said to no one in particular.
I took a deep breath and slid the dagger along the palm of Seth's hand, he didn't even wince. I then proceeded to do the same to myself, biting down on the inside of my cheek.
I placed the dagger down and held Seth's hand in my own and repeated the incantation.
"Epanum awayeth" I began to chant over and over as I felt the pain in Seth's body lower. I started to feel my own energy begin drain as blood magic always tends to be next level.
My hand began to burn but the bleeding had stop, I could feel Seth's body temperature start to rise again.
Suddenly a warm sensation of skin on my cheek made me jolt and my eyes opened. Seth was staring back at me doing his best to muster a smile, his now warmer hand on my cheek. I grabbed it and gently placed it back down by his side,
"You need to save any strength you have left," I told him sternly but a small smile played on my lips.
"Yes boss" He replied letting out a low chuckle. He lay back then trying to catch his breath. Within a matter of seconds his bed was surrounded. Sue was now kneeling on the floor beside me, stroking her sons face as tears pricked her eyes.
"My little boy" She cooed.
"Mom" Seth moaned embarrassed. Causing laughter around the room. It was only then I noticed the rest of the pack had somehow managed to squeeze into the small bedroom.
Seth winced in pain. 
"Seth?" Leah asked in a concerned voice then focusing her attention to me.
"I've only taken away some of his pain so he is strong enough for the rest" I explain to no one in particular as my eyes fall back on Seth.
"So what now?" asked Jacob, a sense of hope washing over him.
"She needs candles" Edward answers for me from where he is still standing in the frame of the door. I nodded not having the time to consider how he knew this.
"I have a few with me but I need more" I tell them.
They all looked around at each other, confusion in everyone's face whether I was being serious or not,
"Well, you heard her candles now! I hope you aren't waiting for an invitation" Renesmees voice called out over the mass of bodies and just like that they all started running out of the room and I could here drawers being opened and closed and cupboards being slammed in the other rooms.
I started to pull the few I had out of my bag and placing them in a circle on the floor. Paul and Jake came running in with more and I finished my circle. 
Pulling pots out of my bag I placed a small dish in the centre of the circle and place various amounts of spices and ingredients on the dish.
I could feel people watching my every move but I couldn't lose my focus now.
"Okay I think that's everything" I murmured to myself placing my hands on my hips double checking my work. Then with a swift wave of my hand all the candles came to life lighting up the room.
"How.." Jared began to ask but I could him off, "There will be time for questions later, okay?" I told him and he nodded. I glanced at Edward who was smirking, not finding any of this surprising at all.
"Okay, I need this room to be calm and silent" I told them and it only took one look from Billy to make all of them except for Leah and Jacob to leave.
Nessie was the last to leave and just before she did she looked at me, "I trust you" She explained and walked out. 
I didn't realise how much I needed to hear that until I did.
I sat at the circle, feeling the remainder of the eyes watching me with intent as I muttered a variety of incantations. A puff of smoke formed in the middle and there was a blue liquid left on the dish when I was done.
I turned around to Seth, "You need to drink this" I explained to him. He nodded as I moved closer to his face, "You will probably sleep for a couple of days" I finished.
I was about to place the dish to his lips but his hand grabbed me to stop me with as much strength he could muster up,
"Promise me you'll be here when I wake up" He asked in a husky voice.
"Seth.." I started but he cut me off, "Please Amalia" He asked as his eyes pierced mine. I sighed, how could I say no. 
"Promise" 
He then loosened his grip but didn't let go fully and I let the liquid slide down his throat. He kept his eyes fixated on my face the whole time until his eye lids started to fall slowly and after only a minute light snores came from him.
I stood up and walked over to Sue, "He'll be out for a while but It seems to be working" I told her and she hugged me tight as I felt her tears soak through my jumper.
"Thank you" was all she said.
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yanderemommabean · 2 years
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I will go absolutely rabid if you do fanfic for Josiah -gumdrop bean
“Hey…Gary giving you trouble?” 
You turn to look up over your cubicle, a bit off put by how Josiah suddenly appeared. He’s always so quiet for a man who drinks energy drinks like it’s water. “Hmm? I mean, not really. I think the joke I pulled yesterday might’ve gotten me in trouble though. Told me to head to HR as soon as possible”. 
The tired, baggy eyes of your coworker somehow turned even darker. He walked around to enter your cubicle, pressing a little too close for comfort. “...Well, hopefully it goes well. Wanna slide over for me real quick? I got that USB you didn’t take earlier…” 
You feel your hair stand on end, and while you took a minute to answer, you could’ve sworn he sniffed you. “Uh, isn’t that what broke-” 
“Nah nah. Just let me slide it in, show you what's actually on it” he interrupts, placing the device into your computer without waiting for your protest. The screen flickers the horrible shade of blue, the white text appears, and your gut sinks seeing everything you had just worked on being destroyed. 
“WHAT THE HELL?! I wasn’t even finished with the spreadsheet and presentation!” You hissed, pushing your chair back and slamming it into him as you frantically tried to pull the USB out of its port. 
“Exactly. Why would a hard worker like you ever want that to be ruined?” Josiah says calmly, watching with a small smile as you try to click on the screen and undo whatever your so-called work friend had done. 
“What are you on about? I can’t believe you did this!” 
Josiah waits a few seconds. He slides beside you again as he takes your hand away from the mouse, slowly letting it go as you turn to face him with confusion and anger still clear on your expression. 
“Think about it. Why would someone who works so hard do this to their own computer or another coworkers? You’re simply just a victim being blamed…Right?”. 
You yank your hand away as you soak in what he was telling you. Was he taking the blame? The man who would make you watch as he swapped people's food with pet food or would trick Jackson with virtual scams, is suddenly being honorable and trying to save your ass? 
“...You look a little lost. Need me to spell it out?” he quips, not moving back but not stepping forward. 
“Why?” is all you manage to say, feeling tension rise as Josiah suddenly sat you back down, pressing his face close to whisper in your ear. 
“I like you. You and I get along…People are always harping on you when you don’t deserve it, and these assholes can’t ever handle a joke. I’ll go see Gary myself, tell him it was all me, and you won’t have to worry your pretty little head about anything”. 
You feel goosebumps rise across your body. Something was wrong, you feel it in your gut. This isn’t some fucked up joke, this situation has a whole new air to it. As if the playful nature soured and festered into something worse. Something dangerous. 
Something unholy. 
Your silence makes the man chuckle, and he gently pats your cheek. “I’ll be back, don’t worry. Me and Gary will have that meeting instead, and you can just…relax. Sit here or better yet! Sit at my desk and play a few games while I'm gone!” 
He pushes the desk chair out of your cubicle, walking behind you to tip you out of it and get you walking. Before you stand up completely, you feel a wave of fear wash over your entire being as lips press to the nape of your neck. 
“Atta Y/N. Don’t pay any mind to the others alright? They’re just gonna berate and yell at you. Wait for me at my desk and when I get back we can go back to the way things were. I even have a few more funny ideas in mind for Halloween day."
-Mommabean (Please tell me what you thought!)  
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Greetings! I've comes across your blog and happens to notice in your masterlist fandom genshin is apart of it. Apologies if I read wrong somehow but if your requests are open, I would love to request a fluff for Rosaria, may I?
- 🧸 anon
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✰ pairing: rosaria x gn!reader
✰ synopsis: rosaria takes reader to a nice tavern.
✰ warnings: alcohol, mentions of drunkenness.
✰ authors note: hi, 🧸! thank you so much for your request! i havent seen many rosaria fanfics on here, and since shes one of my favorite characters this felt like a great opportunity to write for her! keep sending in requests!
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stay calm, stay calm, stay calm. that was all you could manage to think of after rosaria had walked up to you and asked if you wanted to accompany her to angel’s share. to be honest, it surprised you that she asked you and not kaeya, assuming the two of them often went to the quiet tavern together.
“you want to go with me? why not kaeya?” you questioned, looking for an answer to your ponderings.
“hm? oh, he had work to do. something about abyss mages or whatever. the fatui.” the gothic nun replied, pink eyes scanning yours. you couldn’t help but notice the way her usually pale, almost vampire-like skin turned a golden hue in the warm hours of dusk. also, what a lame excuse. you expected something better from her, since you knew well that kaeya was free for the rest of the night, and rosaria knew no less. but still, it was endearing how she made up a lie in order to spend time with you. well, at least you hoped it was for that reason.
“reeeaaally?” you put on your best fake ‘ohhh’ tone. “we should get going then. don’t want this beautiful scenery to go to waste.” rosaria agreed, making her way towards angel’s share, right behind you. there was nothing you could do besides smile.
a ring sounded throughout the tavern as you both entered, bringing the attention of the bartender, charles, to your two figures.
“ah, rosaria, y/n. welcome in. what can i get for you?” he gave a friendly smile, already mixing something up.
“my usual. what about you?” rosaria turned to you, leaning on the counter as she sat. her gaze wasn’t deadly, or even cold when she looked at you. she seemed dazed.
“uhh, wolfhook juice. thanks.” you pushed out one of the barstools, sitting on it and scooting in. you took a brief moment to glance at rosaria who was outlining circles with her finger on the counter wood, completely lost in something. wow, her attention span was not great at night. you decided to take your chance to speak. “something on your mind, nun?” you gave her a small smile, indicating your teasing tone in the nickname. she just blinked, looked up at charles who was bringing her her drink, and then to you.
“no. not at all.” her voice was hoarse, but she cured it with a sip of her beer. “it’s nothing.”
“are you sure? you seem unfocused.” you continued questioning her, thoughts beginning to wander through all the possible things she could be thinking about. rosaria wasn’t your acquaintance, but calling her your friend also seemed a bit off. it was more like you two were close partners, nighttime buddies. still, you couldn’t help but ask yourself if she thought more of you, wanted more of you.
“im fine. its just exhausting reciting prayers and saying ‘amen’ all day.” yeah.. was that job really best suited for her? probably not. but as long as she was content with her life, it didn’t bother you. your attention was brought back to her when she sighed after finishing her last gulp of beer. “well, it might be something else too.” she confessed. “i don’t usually experience a lot of emotion around people, but when i’m around a certain someone, my heart starts beating faster and i feel like i could go into cardiac arrest at any moment.” weird way of putting it, but okay. “it’s like they’re special. their power is making my hands sweat and my stomach turn. it makes my head ache.” she groaned quietly, and you could see that she was focused on the wood intently, trying her best to cover her face by putting a hand on either side of her head.
“that’s.. well, that’s normal. you like them. but do you mind telling me who it is?” your eyes wandered on her sitting figure, so severely hoping the next words to come out of her mouth would be ‘it’s you.’
“it’s.. i dont understand it. i think it’s you.” PRAISE BARBATOS, YOUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED! the wolfhook juice in your mouth went dry at rosaria’s sentence, and you could immediately feel the sour taste of the berries going through your tastebuds. you froze, doing nothing but staring her down. she shifted in her seat, raising one hand to glance at your reaction. her throat moved as she gulped, and she suddenly felt hot. “y/n?”
“hm?” was all you could muster out through your shock, eyes still wide from the impact of her confession. rosaria continued speaking.
“do you..” sigh. “do you feel those same things happening to you whenever you talk to me, too?” there was a hint of hope in her voice.
“i think..” you took a moment to come down from your high back to your normal state, inhaling a deep but discreet breath. your mouth and heart opened to give a response. “i think i do.”
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