#Withdrawing

[afuaama]

me and my minimi. cold hands, warm heart. Part 1. Many moons ago, (2022?) I made the doll and put her up. She felt like a riptide in a quiet ocean. But, she was very pretty. She actually gets nice compliments. Well, we never bonded. (until recently) Part 2. pretty girl rock. an Abenaki tale. (2023) first heard from joseph bruchac. Once upon a time a very pretty girl refused to marry anyone not as pretty as her. So, one day by the river she heard a turtle shell flute song played just for her. He - the player - was very pretty. When she took his hand, it was cold. "that's ok" she reasoned. "cold hands, warm heart." At his home, with his people, with his air. She felt the cold. Cold as stone. Well, he lived under a rock. Underwater. Literally. You see, he was actually Horned Snake. She fled from him with his mother's and grandfather thunderbird's help. Back at her home she finally married a human with warm hands and a warm heart. Part 5. do you love me. do you love me? do You love Me? love, minimi.

#shadow work #dolls #folk magic #folk religion #afua doll #avoidance #withdrawing #voodoo doll #minimi #servitor #ooak #folktale #folk artist

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

I’m sorry I haven’t made a proper entry in awhile. I’ve lost interest in most things that kept me grounded. I don’t listen to music as I once did, it’s merely background noise to drown out the dark thoughts. I don’t game for fun, it merely keeps my dark thoughts at bay. I don’t respond to much of anyone, it’s short and simple. It’s not that I don’t want to talk, I just don’t know what to say. But I enjoy the brief company. I don’t have it in me to crack jokes anymore. I don’t have energy for anything. Everything feels like a job, and I do what I’m supposed to but I still feel immensely empty. Then I wonder. Do any words that spill from my lips even matter? Or is it just a stall for the inevitable?

#dear diary #heart vs mind #numb #empty #anxiety #struggling #i’m sorry #i’m a bad friend #i’m a bad daughter #disappointment #sick of being sick #sad #i want to disappear #losing interest #withdrawing #dark thoughts #social anxiety #worthless #useless #failure #depression #weight of the world #why is everything so heavy

[basically-queenberyl]

I’m trying to withdraw from everyone right now bc I can tell everyone is fucking annoyed by me. And that always makes me question if I’m even a good person. Like maybe what I’m doing is really bad and that’s why people are annoyed. I feel like I’m an emotionally and energetically draining person, and that’s why I have this blog in the first place.

Yes, it’s bc I’m a whiny bitch.

It’s really hard to respond to people and give just enough input, but also simultaneously barely say anything and stay neutral. Also, venting is the fastest way to get things off your chest. It’s hard to bottle it up and it’s not healthy, but a lot of times I look for immediate relief. Sometimes it feels like if you can’t have someone to turn to for venting about everything, then the people who say they care about you don’t actually care. And that’s not true. It just means I’m a negative and childish person and no one will tolerate that when all they’re trying to do is help me.

And people tell me I’m too hard on myself, but u have to be. Bc if I’m not, then I’ll keep being a burden and not get my shit together. I’m just gonna continue venting here when I need to in order to maintain speaking the bare minimum without losing my mind.

#personal #thoughts #mental health #venting #withdrawing #solitude #trying to be neutral #coping #coping mechanism #energetically draining #emotionally draining #gotta learn to stfu #solitary #silence #I’m annoying af #I’m a whiny bitch #speaking factually #saying the bare minimum

[sendryl]

Sometimes I get very sad and very quiet inside and I don't have anything left to give

So I go quiet online

Because that's where my inner voice gets to be the loudest

This is why I'm thankful for queues, because I can leave a bunch of things in them and then still see your responses to that, despite my momentary silence

It's nice for quiet times

#Personal #Me #Depression #Anxiety #Withdrawing

[haikuku]

Daily Haikuku, no. 109

Rebuilt that wall and made myself a whole fortress. Now I'm trapped inside.

--haikuku

#haiku #haikuku #daily haikuku #daily haiku #haiku on tumblr #fortress around your heart #metaphor #no feelings #emotional damage #repressed feelings #avoidance #barriers #shutting down #medicated #disconnected #emotional health #trapped #withdrawing #frustrated #self protection #isolation #mental wellbeing #no emotion #not a good thing #safety #comfort zone #what do i want #keep out #hurt #i feel numb

[aludraslytherin]

Withdraw because my friends give me off vibes and I don't want to be a burden

#sad #withdrawal #withdraw #withdrawing

[sluggybud]

please give me my lexapro

#slug talk #i’m #withdrawing #and i went to get my prescription today #and they only gave me my anxiety meds #cmon

[thehiphopconsultant]

JPMorgan Chase Accused Of Withdrawing $99,000,000,000 & Freezing Bank Customer's Account...

An apparent banking blunder is going viral after a Reddit user reported a truly massive withdrawal from his JPMorgan Chase account. A post shot to the front page of Reddit after the user said the bank abruptly withdrew over $99 billion from his checking account. $99,000,000,000 Withdrawal Goes Viral As JPMorgan Chase Accused of Initiating Massive Transaction and Freezing Bank Account Things…

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#$99 #000 #000 Withdrawal Goes Viral #000 Withdrawal Goes Viral As JPMorgan Chase Accused of Initiating Massive Transaction and Freezing Bank Account #Bank heist #Chase #JPMorgan #JPMorgan Chase #Withdrawing

[kindnessisstillhere]

Withdrawing

The with was subtracted,

The room became a drawing room,

Detached from the context word,

And that describes us too.

Our creations changed our world,

Connection easier and harder,

Withdrawing becoming leaving,

Taking ourselves to somewhere quiet.

It stopped including close friends.

The world became too loud.

#poetry #poem #withdrawing #drawing rooms #change

[zillychu]

anyone done this yet, or

#danny phantom #star trek #zilly art #the lower decks and SNW withdrawals are starting to get to me

[tenth-sentence]

The man withdrew.

"Weaveworld" - Clive Barker

#book quote #weaveworld #clive barker #withdrawing #police building #police #police officer #interrogation

[spark-news-now]

Celsius withdrawing nearly $800 million of Ether from Lido

Key Takeaways Bankrupt lender Celsius is trying to withdraw $779 million worth of ETH from Lido The ETH represents 7% of the total amount staked with Lido Celsius has $4.7 billion of debts with creditors, and sent the market into a tailspin last year after it got caught up in the Terra contagion Celsius also staked $75 million of ETH with staking provider Figment last week Celsius is the…

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#Celsius #Ether #Lido #million #withdrawing

[elorca]

"omg they are the next dan and phil!!" no they are not, in fact dnp is irreplaceable, it's a one time homo canon event no one can mirror

#dan and phil #dnp #gamingmas withdrawal

[hollowboobtheory]

while I'm soapboxing, you need to quit thinking of addicts as a "them" situation. do you get irritable, groggy, and headachey without your daily coffee? congratulations! you're an addict. addiction can happen to anybody. it can happen to you. there's a decent chance it already has happened to you, just in a more socially accepted way that leads you to not think of it as an addiction.

#beck rambles #still in withdrawal. still pissed. legalize all drugs

[words-writ-in-starlight]

listen I expected literally Nothing from the D&D movie okay, like I can't make it clear enough that I expected the most soulless money grab with a good cgi budget imaginable, I went in having already gone through every stage of grief and landed on acceptance and LISTEN

I fucking CRIED during this dumb RPG movie. it wasn't just "not terrible" it was objectively good with a clever plot and compelling characters and sincere emotional beats. this movie loves D&D so fucking much and it NAILS the "a bunch of goobers try to be cool and accidentally discover The Power Of Friendship And Also Great Violence" classic D&D party vibe. their barbarian's last name is fucking Kilgore and my entire family cried in the theater.

I hope they make twelve of these motherfuckers.

#honor among thieves #dnd #dungeons and dragons: honor among thieves #holga kilgore #she is a BARBARIAN whose name is KILL GORE like who among us has not been in a party with this exact character #some new player who picked whatever they were told was the easiest class and gave them a name that is 98% a joke #and just piggybacked their backstory onto the most experienced player's as like rp training wheels #and then smash cut 60 sessions later and we're all getting choked up over john dingus or whatever #do you motherfuckers know how rarely i cry????? about ANYTHING????? #god it was so good #i am going to watch this an unhealthy amount #i want a separate movie for every red wizard and also one about xenk's backstory #his name is X E N K with an X these writers have played some fucking DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS #do i have to buy dead in thay now?????? i think i have to buy dead in thay now #i literally ran dnd on friday and this movie put me in WITHDRAWAL i want to play some dnd Now

[techqanswerdotin]

Claiming to be family members on WhatsApp, withdrawing money from the account! Be alert today

Claiming to be family members on WhatsApp, withdrawing money from the account! Be alert today

WhatsApp is the most used messaging app not only in India but all over the world. Almost every smartphone user in India has WhatsApp on their mobile. From photos, videos and documents to audio and video calls, this app is very popular. However, along with users, the number of Scammers has also increased in this app. Now a new WhatsApp Scam is coming up where fraudsters are sending ‘Hi Mum’ or ‘Hi…

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#account #Alert #Claiming #family #members #Money #today #WhatsApp #withdrawing