#YOU BETTA GO HIDE WHERE YO MAMA BE

[dontdodrugs-dome]

Not mad just disappointed

15 yo Desiree

Dad!Jack x wife!reader

“Night mama night dad ” I tell them before leaving their room , I make my way up to my room to get ready for this block party one of my friends is throwing but while I change into my clothes a sudden feeling of guilt washes over me , I don’t like lying to my parents even if I’m technically not lying .

I immediately push the feeling down , I’m 15 I can handle sneaking out the house , all I have to do is manage to keep quiet so I don’t set off any alarms while sneaking out , I put on a crop top that stops just above my belly button and a short skirt that show off my curves just a bit , god if dad were to see this he would flip.

Exactly why he doesn’t know I bought the outfit , I don’t know if I should make my bed to make it look like I’m sleeping or what , but I need to leave soon because my friends are coming to get me , I snuck out my window since it’s not that big of a jump I see my friend car parked across the street away from the cameras so it doesn’t catch the movement.

Here’s goes nothing I think to myself , I really hope my parents don’t find out otherwise my ass is grass , “hey girl loosen up this is your first time sneaking out let’s have fun ” my friend Mia says , she’s not the brightest but dang can she throw a party , I give her a small smile , maybe this isn’t bad after all

Jack Pov

I got up to check on Desiree like I always do , hey you can’t blame me I love my daughter I just want to make sure she is safe and sound in her bed not before giving my wife a kiss on her forehead , God did I hit the jackpot on these two , wouldn’t change it for the world .

Getting closer to des door I slowly peak inside but God I wish I could say I was happy with what I saw but Lord knows I’ll be lying , I get upstairs and gently shake my wife “baby ” I try not to be that loud but I was going through so many emotions I don’t even know where to start “Jack you betta have a good ass reason on why you woke me up ” she says mean mugging me “baby des isn’t in her room ” she looked at me confused “ wtf you mean she isn’t in her room ?!” She starts getting out of bed .

I lead her to des room and showed her the empty bed she turns around to look at me , I never seen her look so mad in my life “she betta have a good ass reason on why she isn’t in this bed or else her ass gonna get it when she get back from wherever the hell she at ” we never took our daughter as the sneaking out type , I’m livid and worried at the same time .

I look around for her MacBook which is connected to her phone , she gave us the password a while back claiming that she has nothing to hide from us , I unlocked it with y/n looking over my shoulder at the screen too , I opened her most recent messages and I couldn’t believe what I was reading .

“She fucking snuck out I can’t believe this ” my baby MY child snuck out , we tracked her location and found out she was at that block party that everybody was talking about , she never been interested in that type of stuff , where is this coming from ? , “ let’s go put some clothes on and go get her - ” I stopped y/n because I had a better plan in mind , she wants to sneak out now she has to deal with the consequences.

Desiree pov

I’m on my 6 shot of tequila I really didn’t want to drink this but my friends insisted , I don’t want to be here anymore I want my parents , don’t get me wrong I love my friends and I’m not entirely against this party but I want to go home all of a sudden my stomach starts to hurt and my head is pounding , “hey Mia can you take me home I’m not feeling too good ” I say trying not to vomit , I don’t see how people drink this for a living .

“Find another way home I’m having a blast ” when she said that all I could do is look at her in disbelief, mama was right everybody ain’t yo friend I groan and leave the area , I call uncle urban not sure if he’s gonna answer I start to cry I regret this so much but he ends up answering “hey bug what’s up ” thank God , “uncle urb I wanna go home ” I choked out ”hey hey what’s wrong ” he asks concern.

“I made a mistake but I don’t feel like talking , can you come get me please ” I never should’ve snuck out “ofc I’m otw share your location ” I hung up after he said that I started sharing my location with him

(TIMEEE SKIP I DON’T FEEL LIKE WRITING OUT THE CAR RIDE 😭)

I make my way into the house not after thanking uncle urb though , he kisses my forehead and wishes me a goodnight , I try to sneak in through my window without making too much noise but suddenly the lights come on I see my parents standing there my dad had his arms crossed and my mom had her head in her hands I could tell she was disappointed and mad at the same time.

“ I can expla-” I frantically tried to reason with them but dad cut me off “ so this what we do now ? Huh we sneak out without permission not only that you snuck out in the middle of night anything could’ve happened ” dad says sternly I put my head down trying not to look him in his eyes because God knows if I do I’ll break down

“Look at me when I’m speaking to you Desiree ” he says sternly and a little loud “ you know what could’ve happened to you ? ” I finally meet his eyes I began to tear up “ I’m sorry ” I say starting to choke up my mom finally speaks up “ none of that wipe your face what did we say about crying ” she says looking me in my eyes I disappointed them .

Last thing I wanted to do was make my parents disappointed in me “that I’m too pretty to cry ” I said finally after a moment my dad speaks up again “I can tell you also been drinking des you do understand you are 15 right ? You do understand that you could get arrested for underage drinking right? " I didn’t think that far he steps closer to me “ you scared me des I didn’t know what you were up to at that party , for God sakes I could’ve lost you WE could’ve lost you , you are our world and if anything would’ve happened at that party we would’ve had to bury our baby , you have to understand that we keep you from things like that for a reason not because we want to take your childhood away but because we want to protect you , you are our little girl and if you would’ve gotten hurt we would’ve blamed ourselves ” my dad says while tearing up .

I didn’t realize how worried I could’ve made them if they were to find my bed empty, I never want my parents to blame themselves for my stupid mistakes “I’m sorry I’m truly am , please don’t be mad at me mama I’m sorry I just wanted to have fun with my friends I never intended on causing such a mess , please don’t be mad ” I say finally giving in and sobbing fully .

I ran into my fathers arms and hugged him tight , mama joined the hug and they both stroked my hair “we are not mad at you just disappointed , we don’t want to see you get hurt that’s all , we love you very much des ” I look up and smile at them “ I love you more ” my father smiled at me " but don’t get it twisted you still are in trouble , no phone for 2 weeks , chores would be given and no friends for 2 weeks , got it ?” My mama says “got it ” I said back while smiling before laying my head back on my father’s chest .

Who needs friends when you have the best parents in the whole wide world .

A/n - they are so cute I can’t😭😭❤️❤️❤️

#jack harlow #x black fem reader #teenagers

[whatwillbe-blog]

Chapter 55

Doing the right thing sucks. She’s been gone a few weeks now and I’m convinced I’m about to crumble into a million different pieces right now. I didn’t realize just how much my life and day is built around her and with her not here I literally don’t know what to do with myself. I want to call her every second of the day and tell her over and over just how much I miss her but then again I promised to give her time and space to her head and heart together so again this shit sucks. I tried ignoring her calls but I was driving myself crazy by going to her instagram and fantasizing and spazzing over every picture she posted.

She knew what she was doing to me and with each and every photo but like a sucka I didn’t care and still stalked out her page. I made the mistake of telling Mijo my thoughts and what I’m truly going through and needless to say he put my ass on a time out. I deserved it though because no way would I want to hear the same things I told him about Robyn about Mel but I had to get those things off of my chest. The rest of the crew won’t allow me to come around… even my cousins don’t have time for me so I’ll say it again… life right now sucks and there’s nothing I can do to change it.

I’m honest enough with myself to take blame for everything I’m going through. It doesn’t make it any easier or less sucky but still I brought al of this on myself. I didn’t treat or cherish her like she deserved to be treated. I knew I loved her when she didn’t put me out on my ass when I had no one or nowhere else to go. We barely knew each other but she opened her life and heart to be and I was gone. I wanted more than friendship from the beginning but I was so damn scared that if I asked for more than everything we already had would somehow fall apart. Not only that if I’m really real I never thought a dude like me deserved someone like her.

I’ve been a fuck up my whole life. Hell me even being in California was the result of me running from shit not being right in VA. I was a knucklehead driving my mama into an early grave with the shit I was doing. She sat me down, said she loved me, and all but told me I was slowly breaking her and she was going to have to let me and my shit go if I didn’t shape all the way up. I was hurt but I knew everything she was saying was the truth. Even with knowing the truth I tried my luck one last time and everything blew up in my face. My mama put a greyhound bus ticket and $100 in my hand and all but told me I had to go. Tappa and VA wasn’t the place for me anymore and she wanted more for me than the life I was living and the place I was headed. I sucked up my tears, hugged her tight, promised to make her proud, and then left the only place I knew as home.

Cali was a whole different world to and for me and I promised myself I would do right for me and my mom. I haven’t always lived up to that promise but then I met Mijo and he did his best to help me. When I met Robyn I was on my last dime, chance, and hope before having to get back on that bus to go tell my mom that I failed. That whole nonsense in that clothing store I regretted but I needed that job like I needed my next breath. I was an ass to Robyn and probably should not have been given another chance with her but I’m thankful every day, every moment that God smiled on me and kept her in my life. I don’t know if I deserve her now but I know without a doubt I can’t live without her.

The whole Sydney debacle… I was running scared and pulled somebody between us who didn’t and never belonged there to begin with. In my head those same old thoughts that I would lose everything if we went beyond what we had and it somehow did not work. I was running from that thought and clung on to anything that would push that thought and possibility of me losing Robyn away. She never really did and the more time I allowed her to stay around the greater the divide between me and Robyn was growing and I was stuck between petrifaction, guilt, and confusion. Call me slow but I didn’t know how to just end everything and pull it back to how it should be. I felt bad for Sydney because she fed me story after story how dudes treated her bad and I didn’t want to become yet another dude. But I couldn’t turn my heart off and she knew it and did enough to finally make me walk away.

She was gone but then there was Kellen. The thought of someone else stepping in and taking my place in Robyn’s life honestly scared me. I put up a brave front but in quiet moments I sat and wondered and hoped that she still loved me as much as I loved her. She did and still I almost fucked everything up with my attitude and words. I saw him out the other day… I was at the pier trying to chase thoughts of Robyn away. Dumb move on my part because instead of chasing them away thought after thought came to me but I saw him. Something made me turn in his direction and we locked eyes and every thought and every angry feeling I had from that night came rushing back to me. It took everything in me not to rush across that damn pier and whoop every inch of his ass. He deserved it… not so much for the bullshit he said about me but for the shit and nonsense he tried to put on Robyn. As crazy as it sounds it’s actually because of Robyn I didn’t beat his ass. She wouldn’t want that for me and no matter how much I would enjoy it I held myself back.

Without her here it’s a damn struggle to get through the day. We’ve talked more on the phone but I literally stop myself from whining and trying to convince her to come home. I said I would give her this time and agreed it would be good for the us and the relationship we ultimately want to have but shit I’m dying here. My cousins don’t want or have time for me. Mijo… my last damn friend has all but washed his hand with me as well so I’m on my own. I found myself looking at the walls going even crazier so I packed up and left. I didn’t but thought behind it but my heart and head was calling me so I packed up and came to where I knew I would loved. I probably should have called before I made this sudden appearance and visit but I needed this so here I am. I don’t know why I’m nervous now that I’m here but I’m here so… Taking a deep breath I knocked softly before I slowly opened the door letting myself in only to be stopped as she yelled back at me.

 “What the hell are you doing here boy?”

“Well hi to you too mama…”

“Answer my question…”

“I can’t come visit my mother?”

Quickly hugging me as she pulled me further into the house, “Of course you can sweetie… but again what the hell are you doing here?”

“I missed you…”

“I missed you too son but…”

Softly whispering, “Robyn left me and…”

Slapping the back of my head, “What did you do to my angel? I told Chrissy I would beat yo ass if you did something to her that made her leave…” slowly shaking her head, “I ain't think I would really have to beat my only son’s ass…”

“Ma it ain’t like that…”

“Then what the hell is it like?”

 Taking a deep breath I slowly begin to explain everything going on between me and Robyn. It was honestly hard telling my mom about my shortcomings and wrongs when it came to how I treated Robyn. From the moment mama met her she told me over and over that Robyn was the woman I would marry and she made me promise to love and treat her right. So having to tell her I failed in do that very thing was as painful as it was hard. When I got on the subject of Sydney she hit me with a barrage of slaps upside the head that I honestly deserved but that shit hurt. When Kellen came up I had to damn near clutch my chest hearing my own mother telling me I didn’t deserve Robyn giving me half a chance at winning her love and heart back.

Mama was seemingly calm by the time I told her about Puerto Rico and how Robyn and I made it official. Sadly that calm went out the window when I tried to explain the debacle of Mijo’s party and how I completely fucked up what Robyn and I had going on with my words. She made me repeat the nonsense I said to Robyn about Kellen and I found myself ducking even more slaps and swings to my head. She was heated and before I could attempt to calm her down or explain something else to her she was one the phone with my Aunt Christine and I knew I was in for a world of trouble. Christine loved Robyn almost as much as mama so maybe coming here and baring my soul about how I wrong Robyn was a mistake.

Before I could blink my aunt was in front of me going on and on about how badly I fucked up and how she too was pissed and disappointed in how in my actions and I treated Robyn. I thought escaping home would stop my longing and want of Robyn but it’s doing the exact opposite. Even in all my faults and fuck ups Robyn would still love up on me while making me feel like she still wanted me there. Between mama and Christine I almost want to grab my bag, turn right around, and go find some other place that will welcome me in. I needed their love and comfort but instead I’m getting told off in ways I thought were gone when I straightened myself up and stopped spinning my life in the wrong direction. Obviously ignoring the words she was saying to me I got popped upside the head by Christine as she questioned me once again.

 “Well what the hell are you going to do boy?”

Slowly shaking my head, “Nothing…”

“What do you mean nothing?”

“I promised to give her space and time…”

“And what has that given you but a case of blue balls?”

“Christine!”

Fanning her hand in my mother’s direction, “You know it’s true Joyce… you betta hide all the damn lotion in this house while he’s here…”

Shaking my head at my aunt, “I’m not listening to this…”

“If you can’t handle or listen to what I’m saying then you shouldn’t be doing it…”

“I can talk and listen it’s just…”

“Boy get over yourself… how you think you got here?” continuing before I could respond, “are you really just going to stay here and mope around or go get on a plane and go get my damn niece and fix what’s wrong?”

“Ain't nothing wrong with us…”

“Something’s wrong if you doing other chicks and she’s flying all the way to Barbados to get away from you…”

“I will admit Sydney was wrong but I deaded that and never attempted to go there again. And as far as Robyn in Barbados I’m just trying to do what she asked me to do. I’m trying…”

Slowly shaking her head, “Ain't you learned nothing yet?”

“Huh?”

“That’s what she said but that’s not what she really wants…”

“But she said…”

“She wants you to prove to her what’s real…”

Softly whispering, “That’s what I’m doing…”

“Boy go get your ass on a plane and bring my niece back home…”

“I don’t think…”

Shrugging, “That much is obvious…”

“My girl asked me for a little space and time and…”

“Chris what do you want?”

“You know what I want… it ain't even a question at this point…”

“Then go get her…”

“What if she gets mad at me for coming when I promised her…”

Softly laughing as she interrupted me, “Y’all gon be too busy trying not to make babies…”

“What if I get there and she don’t want me there?”

“Then do something to change my mind…”

“Y’all really want to be somebody’s daddy don’t you…”

“Boy whatever…”

“Why you so mean to me? Why you don’t go in on Keeis or Robb or Aaron like this?”

“Cause all they deal with is them thotting disrespectful little girls… and ain't trying to do nothing better with or for themselves and ain't nobody got time for that. You got you a good girl and doing something right with your life so I’m going to cheer you on and point you in the right direction when you do some dumb shit… now go get her and stop asking dumb ass questions…”

 Seemingly ignoring me and my questions mama and Christine continued to chat about my foolishness when it came to Robyn and what we had. Between mama’s slaps and Christine’s not so nice words every thought and belief I had are all but gone. I thought I was doing right by Robyn and what she wanted but now I’m confused as hell if it was the right thing to do. I’ve fucked up so many times that I was willing to do anything she wanted me to do if that meant we would still be and stay together. So giving her the space was the least I could do but now I just don’t know.

I close my eyes wondering what Robyn’s reaction would be if I just showed up without calling or telling her I was coming her way. I thought my mom, aunt, and family would welcome me with open arms and shouts of how much they missed me but instead I got slaps upside the head and lectures about how bad I messed up. I’m lost and even more confused about what I should do now. The first person I would normally call ain't even trying to hear from me right now so I’m stuck on my mother’s couch listening as my mother and aunt talked about me as if I’m not here. Surprisingly my phone buzzed alerting me that the very person I wanted to talk to was instead calling me.

 “Punk where you at?”

“I was feeling lonely so I came to see my mother only to get hit upside the head and cussed out by my auntie…”

“Why you ain't come my way.?”

“After our last conversation and me telling you about my dream about Robyn I didn’t think…”

“Don’t bring that shit up again or I hang up on yo ass and forget why I even called you…”

“My bad… what up?”

“I was calling to see if you ready to roll with me?”

“Where the hell you going?”

“I’m going to get my girl… her ass been gone too long, posting too many damn near naked bikini pics, and daddy ain’t having that…”

“You really want me to go?”

“You like seeing them pics of your girl?”

“Hell naw…”

“Then spend a day or two with Ma Dukes and then get yo ass back here so we can go and get what’s ours…”

“Alright bet…”

 Ending the call with Mijo I stood rushing to hug my confused mother and aunt. I didn’t even attempt to tell them what my call was about but I just wanted and needed them to know I heard, understood, and would heed every word they just finished saying to me. Before Mijo’s call I was stuck on my mother’s couch suffering with trying to give Robyn what she wanted, missing her like crazy, and wallowing in the disappointment I brought to my mother and aunt. I wanted to take Aunt Christine’s words and rush to her but if I went there and destroyed everything I would be even more devastated but now… Maybe it’s a mama and favorite auntie thing but they smiled back at me knowing my smile meant something good with me and Robyn was coming. Pulling me into the kitchen they filled me with food instead he slaps as I showed them the non-risqué pictures of me and Robyn in Puerto Rico. I’m going to soak up this love from them cause when I finally head for my girl I won’t have time for anything else but her, me, and making up on all the time, sex, and love we’ve missed being apart.