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bro-atz · 3 months

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ateez masterlist:

note: this should be a given, but with any of my smuts, minors dni

fanfiction:

♤ 1024UB — nsfw; choi san ♤ daddy dearest — nsfw; choi san (aubs, jinnie collab) ♤ irresistible — nsfw; choi san

series:

♤ bsitd series: mingi, seonghwa, yeosang, yunho — smut ♤ fantasy — smut ♤ flower garden — fluff, angst ♤ lawyer series: mingi, jongho, san, yeosang — smut ♤ prof. series: yunho (pt. 1, pt. 2), san (pt. 1, pt. 2), yeosang, seonghwa — smut ♤ superstar series: seonghwa, san — smut ♤ trope — angst, smut ♤ trope pt. 2 — fluff, angst, smut ♤ what's it like to fall in love...? — fluff, smut

oneshots, headcanons, drabbles:

ot8: ♤ fantasy — smut ♤ flower garden — fluff, angst ♤ making partner — smut ♤ sweetheart — smut ♤ trope — angst, smut ♤ trope pt. 2 — fluff, angst, smut ♤ what's it like to fall in love...? — fluff, smut

kim hongjoong: ♤ friends to lovers to strangers — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ the shoe on the other foot — smut

park seonghwa: ♤ assassin!seonghwa: ♤ dancing with the devil — smut, angst (pt. 1) ♤ succumbing to the angel — smut (pt. 2) ♤ sub!hwa/dominatrix!reader: ♤ safe word: evergreen — ivy — smut (pt. 1) ♤ being sensual in the dark — smut (bsitd series) ♤ first thing in the goddamn morning — smut (ft. san) ♤ going insane — smut (ft. dpr ian) ♤ jealousy isn't such a horrible sin — smut (ft. san) ♤ mesmerized by you — suggestive ♤ persistent desire — smut ♤ sun's out — smut ♤ superstar — smut (ssatz series) ♤ tragic ending — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ violet crazy form — smut (ft. dpr ian, mingi) ♤ you've got me speechless — smut (alt. san)

jeong yunho: ♤ prof!yunho: ♤ principia — smut (prof. series pt. 1) ♤ opticks — smut (prof. series pt. 2) ♤ bottle service — smut ♤ calm down — suggestive (500 event) ♤ dream in a dream — angst, smut ♤ in denial — smut ♤ let's get physical, physical — smut ♤ unrequited love — angst, smut (trope series)

kang yeosang: ♤ miscommunication — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ off limits — suggestive (500 event)

choi san: ♤tattoo!san: ♤ all tatted up — smut (pt. 1) ♤ all tatted up— back tattoo — smut (pt. 2) ♤ all tatted up— new tattoos — smut (pt. 3) ♤ absence makes the heart break — angst, smut ♤ do you remember? — smut ♤ first thing in the goddamn morning — smut (ft. seonghwa) ♤ forbidden love — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ good knight — smut (500 event) ♤ hoodie season — smut ♤ jealousy isn't such a horrible sin — smut (ft. seonghwa) ♤ knots — smut ♤ let's get physical, physical — smut ♤ prelude in e minor — smut (prof. series) ♤ shit, this is red too — smut ♤ superstar — smut (ssatz series) ♤ work trips don't have to be boring — smut ♤ "you'll never be alone" — angst ♤ you've got me speechless — smut (alt. seonghwa)

song mingi: ♤ being sensual in the dark — smut (bsitd series) ♤ betrayal — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ evidential — smut (lawyer series) ♤ otp — smut (500 event) ♤ violet crazy form — smut (ft. dpr ian, seonghwa)

jung wooyoung: ♤ absence makes the heart break — angst, smut ♤ amnesia — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ freesia — fluff (flower garden series)

choi jongho: ♤ concrete bear — smut (smt, yaya collab) ♤ don't cross that line — smut ♤ no. 1 — smut (500 event) ♤ star-crossed lovers — angst, smut (trope series)

headcanons: ♤ sleeping? spooning? seonghwa? — seonghwa (fluff) ♤ experienced — yunho (smut) ♤ chest = pillow — san (fluff) ♤ mingi hard hours #1 — mingi (smut) ♤ tattoos and a lawyer? — mingi (suggestive) ♤ yungi hard hours #1 — yunho/mingi (smut) ♤ ateez hard hours #1 — ot8 (smut) ♤ ateez watching indian movies with you — ot8 (...fluff?)

drabbles: ♤ "hi, cutie" — san (suggestive) ♤ the best friend — wooyoung (suggestive) ♤ vulnerable jealousy — jongho (suggestive)

#broatz masterlist

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m3-kk · 15 days

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Sharing my TCF notes because sharing is caring 😬 ⬇️. (All of them… so far)

Ch. 086- sad time for Raon :(. REVENGE HAHAHA LETSGOOOO

Ch. 335- Eruhaben protect Roan & Cale from ugly WS 😆

Ch. 352- Cale’s greatest fear…😭

Ch. 378- Choi’s uncle (DS) left info book written in KOREAN?!?! 😵

Ch. 394- Letter from Death & shiz show😬

Ch. 395- CALE IS AFRAID?!?! 😱

Ch. 401- “Plavin was laughing on the outside but crying on the inside.”😌

Ch. 404- “And Miss Cage, please cuss out the God of Death for me.” -Cale 😇

Ch. 411- They were talking about the Lion King (person) and I thought they were talking about the movie 😭

Ch. 414- Choi Han woke up crying “Kim Rook Soo” 😰

Ch. 415- “What am I supposed to call the friend of my nephew once removed?” -Choi Han 😳

Ch. 423- “Oh, by the way, the original owner of your body is living well too. He said he is happy.” -Lee Soo Hyuk ☺️

Ch. 423- CALE CRIES! BABY NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 😰

“It's a new record! You were unconscious for 20 days, 1 hour, 32 minutes, and 19 seconds!”- Roan Miru🤠

Ch. 431-

“You son of a bitch!” -Bear King

"Why am I your son? Such an idiot.”

-Whale Archie🫡

Ch. 434- Which Henituse sibling wants to become what?🥱👑⚔️

Ch. 435- Sworn brothers 🤞

Ch. 455- Ron says he has a cute young master (Cale) who he doesn’t want to disappoint.🥹

Also that Roan is cuter than Cale 😂

Ch. 457- “This is nice.” Beacrox commented before swinging his greatsword horizontally.🙂

Ch. 461- Cale’s merchant name is Bob XD

Ch. 465- The Sound of the Wind was a top underneath a boulder surrounded by whirlpools.

The Indestructible Shield was a pit under the tree.

The Scary Giant Cobblestone was a stone in the Super Rock villa.

The Fire of Destruction was a sculpture at the center of the magma.

The Vitality of the Heart was a stone pillar at the center of a whirlwind.

The Sky Eating Water was a chained spear.

Ch. 476- More Dragon Family Drama wtf

Ch. 481- To the Fake World Tree

Ch. 501- Illusion of Other World..RAMEN!

Ch. 504- Stick from World Tree (Cale’s blood is special?!)

Ch. 515- Vampire Duke Fredo (seems nice)

Ch. 516- Demonic Race, Rosalyn, White Star after cookie prince?! NOOO

Ch. 520- WEAKLING. Alberu is a mage swordsman badass dark elf

Ch. 526- These brothers are so cute OMEGALUL

Ch.555- Sealed god test, wtf this is so sad I’m crying I’ve never been so genuinely sad

Ch. 559- CHOI HAN OUR LOVE THANKS🙏

Ch. 581- AWW BESTIEEE

Ch. 584- Cale saying he could beat 3 strong peeps

Ch. 589- Alberu goes to Blood Boulder

Ch. 601- AHH CALE BDAY AHHH

Ch. 612- THEY GAVE ALBERU A GUN!!

Ch. 618- Cale explains to LeeSooHyuk the truth

Ch. 622- HOMEEEEEEEE AYYAYAAY

Ch. 627- @Capital w/ Dad y Alberu YAY

Ch. 628- BUBBLEGUM PINK DRAGON

Ch. 629- We are a big family!

Ch. 631- 5 FUCKIN DRAGONS AHHH-

[THE AUTHOR STARTS SAYING SHIT LIKE “IN THE FUTURE.. “ LIKE F U MAKIN ME ALL SAPPY N STUFF WTH UGHHH!!!]

Ch. 640- 2 Cats are Molan house’s future 🥹.. They can’t go berserk?..

Ch. 645- Roan & Cale Solo Fight letsgo!!

Ch. 646- Cale uses ‘instant’ to destroy 2 unranked monsters.. I’m crying actually..

Ch. 647- wtf I’m crying, goosebumps fr

Ch. 649- Roan has grown so much 🥹

Ch. 652- COM. WITH EARTH 2 AHHHH—

Ch. 655- Cale is healing❤️ OG Cale!KRS

Ch. 656- SOO much info from OG Cale!!

Ch. 658- CALE IS AWAKEEE YAYA

Ch. 662- OMG Cale’s BioMom was cooking

Ch. 663- WE KNOW HOW TO KILL HIM HA

Ch. 670- World Tree-nim

Ch. 677- Explaining ALOT lore dump!!

CB. 681- WOW the end of that chap tho

Ch. 682- I stan Cale’s hatred for the White Star. We love the PJs! Alberu is moon that’s so *legs in air kicking*

Ch. 683- So are we gonna kill WS or whatt?

Ch. 684- HAHAH OMG CALE’S BDR POWER IS SO SCARY EVERYONE THINKS ITS THE WS!! HAHAH ITS CALE’S THOOO

Ch. 685- omg.. DANGGG!! Our Cale is truly terrifying! New Pokémon acquired! White star!! 😏 wait we have a tiny WS in our pocket how cute! 🥰

Ch. 686- HAHA BOOM BOOM 💥

Ch. 688- Rashell says he wouldn’t be able to sleep if many humans died 🥰

Ch. 689- ROCK SHEILD LETSGOOO

Ch. 694- DEAFEATED! Alberu faints and thinks he’s like Cale now 😭

Ch. 695- NAHH WE LOVEEE

Ch. 699- ENTERED THE TEMPLE! We can’t leave…? CALE IS GHOST AND WATCHING OTHERS TESTS HUHHH?!! (DespairTest2)

Ch. 700- This chapter is just amazing, these people are so smart ughhh I’m screaming! In a happy way tho

Ch. 701- OK we have Choi Han, Clopeh, Rosalyn and Cale so far.. MARYYY

Ch. 702- +1(Roan) Cale can use the cintamani to contact other world. PEOPLE CAN SEE HIM YAY!

Ch. 705- Talking with Cale & others through the Cintamani :>

Ch. 706- Tonka! And Dark elf Tasha&Alberu

Ch. 707- My heart, Alberu was so sad and lonely back then…

Ch. 709- Eruhaben! WS is badddd

Ch. 710- Whyyyy I’m actually feeling despair it’s so complicated ugh and no ones receiving correct info ughhhhh

Ch. 713- Mary is #GIRLBOSS for not being tricked! ❤️❤️

Ch. 717- So glad that was settled 😮‍💨

Ch. 718- So the test Cale was in wasn’t the original one so now we are doing the actual sadness test ok 👍

Ch. 719- WOW NOT CALE ALREADY FINISHING BLUE TEST.. also someone else?

Ch. 721- Toonka left the test, Cale met Choi Jung Gun, I’m I’m scared 😶

Ch. 722- Rosalyn finally put the tests goals into words! She’s so smart. I love herrr

Ch. 726- Cale confronts CJG and he’s being used as bait bc a hunter is here oh no. Cale is going to cause chaos ialrk

Ch. 727- WOWW Cale was about to be isekaied lol. Good thing we have ancient powers! 2 Hunters?! 🫣

Ch. 730- Cale actually skipped a level bfr

Ch. 731- Cale has to observe past Roan (during the night) and Alberu (during the day)

Ch. 732- FLIPPING OVER THE FIRST PRINCES PALACE HAHAHAHAGA

Ch. 735- Freeing Roan! Again Again?

Ch. 739- Still loving how Choi’s test is taking care of tiny KRS. Alberu test completed!!

Ch. 740- I’m loving Clopeh during this test so far. He knows his goals and he sticks to them. He’s crazy!

Ch. 744- Damn Dodam Miru. I think DM’s world is not an illusion. Cale “tricking” the Wrath test is crazy I love that sly bastard!

Ch. 745- Cale hates when the children hate their side dishes ahah! The Wrath test is actually really difficult it surprised me frfr! Clopeh & Cale are angy

Ch. 749- How dare this low-life Dorph ever consider sacrificing the great and mighty Roan Miru. I pour all of my hatred and anger toward him. He needs to die. 😡

Ch. 750- Finally! Flipping every over heh!

#cale henituse #tcf cale #tcf novel #lcf #lout of the count’s family #trash of the count's family #notes #sharing is caring #Me_Kk

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kalbenli · 1 year

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Bir gün bir genç yolda atının üzerinde ilerlerken yaşlı bir adam yanına gelir ve Oğlum ben yaşlıyım bineğim de yok / izin ver de atına ben bineyim sen yaya yürü der . ”

Genç : “ Tamam amca gel bin ” diyerek attan iner ve yaşlı adam ata biner . Genç adam , amcanın yüzüne tebessüm ederek yanında yürür .

Yaşlı adam bir iki adımdan sonra atı hızlandırır ve kaçmaya başlar . Maksadı atı çalmaktır . Atının çalındığını gören genç adam ise arkasından şöyle seslenir :

“ Amca , sen benim atımı değil huyumu çaldın . Benim evde bir tane daha atım var, ben ona da binerim . Ama bundan sonra her kim benden atımı isterse asla vermem . ” der . Bir insanın güzel bir huyunu çalmak ,

* Onun kalbini bozmak ,

* Vicdanını fesada uğratmak ,

* Kişinin güzel cevherlerle donatılmış kalbini alıp pisliğe bulamak .

Bu davranışlar aynı zamanda dünyaya fesat tohumları serpmek demektir . Elbette ki o tohumlar gün gelip filizlenecek , ağaç olacak ve zehirli meyvelerini verecektir . Onun için kimseni güveni sarsmayın .

#iyi akşamlar 🌆#alıntı

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yolbitmezgidenee · 1 month

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Ramazan ayının artıq qışa denk gəlməsi o qədər qeribə gəlir ki. Diyəsən hamımız üçün ən maraqlı era yaya düştüyü vaxtlar idi. Elə həmçinin mənin üçümdə. O vaxt uşaq idik və oruc tutma saatının ən uzun olduğu vaxtlar idi. Xatırlıyıram vaxt əsla keçməzdii, durmadan bir birimizdən saatı soruşardıq. Uşaq olduğumuz üçün bütün orucları tutmazdıq ama aramızda bir rəqabət var idi kim daha çox tutacaq diyə. Bütün gün əmi qızlarımla birlikdə olardım, axşama kimi meyvə yığardıq iftarda yemək üçün, gecədə yenə görüşərdik dondurma alıb həyətdə oturardıq. Hava çox gözəl olurdu ve bizdə ulduzları seyr edərək söhbət edirdik. İndi ne yay deyil nə də hamı evindədi. Bizə, mənə qalan isə sadəcə xatirələrdi. Bəlkə də mənə ramazanı bu qədər sevdirən o xatirələrdi….

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monstress · 1 year

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Favorite 2022 Korean Album Releases

khamat — hunjiya

this album is sonically so so beautiful! the r&b-pop hybrid is trendy (which can be a strength and a weakness) but this album has amazing build up that i cannot ignore. the narrative of zillennial’s blustery self-assuredness with the tracks all in capital letters - ending with last month’s rent in lowercase as the dawning realization of adulthood and growing out of friends and your childhood home. yeah...i’ll drink to that. the best engineered album of the year.

neap paradise — shin hae gyeong

one of my faveeee rock releases of the year. the arrangement of this album is so pleasing as you delve longer and longer in its psychedelic soundscape. it’s also a little reminiscent of korean indie sounds in the early 2010s which mayhaps colored my bias to this album. in addition, there are sooo many individual hooks across this album: when the guitar solo ripssss in Vandalism? the toy laugh at the end of Kaleidoscope? the descending chords in My Chronos? *chefs kiss*

piece of space — kaiavant

this album is soooo sexy...like how can you make marimba in the opening track sound alluring? she did it though! speaking about a shattered, unstable relationship, this alt-r&b is splendidly built and shows so much potential for kaiavant. the track woo hoo (feat. kid milli) is a star. if you’re a fan of bibi’s sound, do check her out!

evergray — jiwoo

his previous album ‘esprit’ got him on my to watch list and he delivered this year!! moody, introspective, and downbeat, this album is wonderful for those searching for a slow night and jiwoo’s voice perfectly emulates the toxicity of lust, love, and breakups. like a dark curtain of rain, it ensconced you in the melodrama if you let it.

nameless things — xeuda

decided to check this album since it was co-produced by cacophony and it didn’t disappoint! if you decide to listen to this album in one sitting, it’s so artful at how it slowly unravels from being defensive in sharing to you the true nature of its artist (her anxiety) and slowly opens up to a crescendo of a frenzy and ends like a grey cast in the aftermath of a storm.

life goes on — orange flavored cigarettes

might be a ~vibey entry to the list but the funk production flares (the underwater effect in kontrast, the reverb in that’s all i want) makes it distinct against its similar bands. this was in constant rotation for the summer for the slow summer nights with its ambient vocals. highly rec check out their other 2022 singles, especially noah.

a.k.a YAYA — yaya kim

this is an insaneeeee album from start to finish. with 33 tracks (yes that’s right!!!!), this album is indulgent, effusive, and operatic in its splendor. it’s magnificent, dark, and seductive which completely matches yaya kim’s husky voice. a concept album for a noir film that doesn’t exist, if you will. from the opening track, it asks you to let down your apprehension and enjoy the velvet-textured, wonderfully performed ride to its completion.

damage — kim doeon

i do love me some experimental albums and this album introduced me to the delightful name of the genre ‘folktronica’. while it’s more ambient than what i prefer, i’ve had this album on replay to able to parse something new with each listen. it’s soooo funky, fresh, and pleasant and it’s production is very evocative of a charming indie pixel game. Green Screen is my fave track of the year.

ㅠㅠ — gonggonggoo009

when this album starts, it does not let up! it’s 40 mins long album and uses it expeditiously and excellently. the tracks are delightfully groovy at times, addictive in a few, and GOES HARD that you will not fatigued by the end of the runtime. and i know the man has become persona non grata (for good, good reasons) but it will be remiss not to mention the influence of kanye’s my beautiful dark twisted fantasy in this album’s production (the tracks monster, walk and polar bear are pretty obvious - and no, it’s not just because of the autotune). however, as the album goes on it does evolve to take on more of kendrick’s work (concentration is the best track imo). fave khh album of the year, don’t miss out.

♡ ♡ ♡

honorable mentions: all of ive’s singles, conch’s hurry up!, kwon eun bi’s lethality, slom’s weather report, rocket punch’s flash, bibi’s lowlife princess: noir, youha’s love you more, newjeans’ hype boy, baek yerin’s pisces, lucid fall’s voice beside guitar, dpr ian’s moodswings in to order

#mines #favkreleases #korean indie #kindie #khh #krock #krnb

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mesut-sems · 2 years

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Huy Hırsızlığı; Bir gün bir genç yolda atının üzerinde ilerlerken yaşlı bir adam yanına gelir ve “Oğlum ben yaşlıyım bineğim de yok, izin ver de atına ben bineyim sen yaya yürü der”.

Genç: “Tamam amca gel bin” diyerek attan iner ve yaşlı adam ata biner. Genç adam, amcanın yüzüne tebessüm ederek yanında yürür. Yaşlı adam bir iki adımdan sonra atı hızlandırır ve kaçmaya başlar. Maksadı atı çalmaktır. Atının çalındığını gören genç adam ise arkasından şöyle seslenir:

“Amca, sen benim atımı değil huyumu çaldın. Benim evde bir tane daha atım var, ben ona da binerim. Ama bundan sonra her kim benden atımı isterse asla vermem.” der.

Bir insanın güzel bir huyunu çalmak,

* Onun kalbini bozmak,

* vicdanını fesada uğratmak ,

* kişinin güzel cevherlerle donatılmış kalbini alıp pisliğe bulamak.

* Bu davranışlar aynı zamanda dünyaya fesat tohumları serpmek demektir. Elbette ki o tohumlar gün gelip filizlenecek, ağaç olacak ve zehirli meyvelerini verecektir.

#Güne Bir Kıssa

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friendswithclay · 8 months

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“Contemporary Fijian pottery widely used in this century.”

From: “yaya: a Fiji perspective” by Gravelle, Kim; 1988.

#friendswithclay #pottery #Fiji

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isaktas · 1 month

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“BAL” KİMİNDİR ?

Arı dedi :”Benim balım !”

Çiçek :”Eyvah! Ne aptalım?

“Polen” bende, “nektar” bende,

Öğünürsün tutmuş sen de.

Karıştırdın, yaptın balı;

Gören sanar, kendi malı…”

Arı dedi :”Fabrikayım;

Hem işçiyim, hem ağayım.”

İnsan dedi :”Necisin ki,

Kapımda bir hizmetçi mi?

Sen durmadan çalış hele,

Yerim ben de güle güle.”

Toprak ister :”Hakkımı ver!

Çiçek balı kimden emer ?”

Su bağırdı :”Kuru toprak,

Neye yarar? Be hey ahmak !”

Gök gürledi :”Yağmur bende!..”

Rüzgâr dedi :”Haydi sen de!

Alıp denizden gelmesem,

Bulutları getirmesem?..”

Güneş güldü :”Akılsızlar,

Duydukça yüreğim sızlar.

Çiçek kimden hayat alır?

Ben olmasam, yaya kalır.

Isıtan ben, ışıtan ben;

Beni anmazsınız, neden?..”

Gittikçe kavga büyüdü,

Sanki körler dövüşüydü.

Arı sindi bir köşede;

Çiçek, türlü endişede…

Hepsi kendi havasında;

Herkes, benlik davasında.

Ordan “derviş” geçiyordu,

“Bu kavga ne ?” diye sordu.

Arz ettiler, birer birer;

Haklarını istediler.

“Bal, ilimdir; sizler emek,

“Benim hakkım var,” ne demek?

Kudretiniz HAK’tan gelir,

Yoksa balı kim ne bilir?

Rahîm de O, Rahman da O;

Sultan da O, ferman da O.

Hem yaradan, hem yaşatan,

Esirgeyen, bağışlayan;

Rahmet O’ndan, nîmet O’ndan,

Türlü türlü hikmet O’ndan.

Bu düzeni kuran da O,

Size balı veren de O…

Hakkınız ancak kulluktur;

Bu, ne büyük mutluluktur !..”

Ahmet Ertuğrul KARAHAN

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sosoawayrpg · 1 month

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#ttdunfollow #pense num trabalho braçal que eu vou ter #mod dean (ela/dela)

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julideergin · 5 months

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Londra’da Aylaklık Etmek!

Yazının başlığı üzerine çok düşündüm.

Düşündüm çünkü Londra sokaklarında zaman kısıtlaması olmadan ve herhangi bir amaç gütmeden yapılan yürüyüşler olmasaydı mahalle aralarında bulunan küçük parkları, farklı lezzetler sunan yeme-içme mekanlarını, hayranlık uyandıran ağaçları, o ağaçların tepesinde oynayan sincapları görmek ve gördüklerini bir çocuk şaşkınlığı ve mutluluğuyla karşılamak, sanırım mümkün olmazdı. Bu yürüyüşleri hangi kelime ile tanımlamak doğru olurdu? Çok düşündüm, sonra “Aylaklık” ta karar kıldım. Yine de emin olmak için muhtelif kaynaklardan kelimenin anlamını okumaya başladım.

TDK sözlüğüne göre aylak, “Yapacak bir işi olmayan, boş duran (kimse)” anlamına geliyor. İşsiz, boş duran, avare anlamına gelen bu kelimenin Fransızca karşılığı ise hem kulağa hoş geliyor hem de biraz daha olumlu bir anlam taşıyor; flanör (flâneur.). Flanör, 19. yy’de ortaya çıkmış ve “aylak aylak gezen aydın” veya “kentli aylak” anlamına geliyormuş. “Aylak Sözlüğü Üzerine” başlıklı makalesinde Sevda Kaman, kelimeyi ve kelimenin taşıdığı anlamı çok ayrıntılı bir şekilde ele almış. Makalenin en önemli katkılarından biri seneler önce okuduğum Yusuf Atılgan’ın Aylak Adam isimli romanını hatırlatması oldu. “Avare” anlamının yanında “düşünür gezgin” anlamını da karşılayan aylaklığı dilimizde en güzel ele alan eserlerden biridir Yusuf Atılgan’ın romanı. Roman boyunca ismini bile tam bilemediğimiz huzursuz, mutsuz, aylak C’nin aylaklığının yanında aşkı arayışına da tanıklık ederiz. Kim bilir belki de zamanında aykırı C. karakterinden de etkilenmiş olmalıyım ki emekli olduğumdan bu yana, son iki yılda gerçekleştirdiğim dördüncü Londra gezisi için aylaklık tanımının doğruluğundan emin oldum. Hemen eklemeliyim ki bir düşünür değilim, hele aydın hiç değilim. Ama toplamda altıncı kez ziyaret ettiğim Londra’yı bu sefer ziyaretimde ifa edilecek bir görev veya iş olmadığı için, kelimenin tam layıkıyla aylak aylak gezdim!

Aylaklığa eşlik eden yol arkadaşım Cemil ile önceden planladığımız bir şey olmaması bizi çok rahat ettirdi. Hem şehrin hem de bizim havamıza göre ayaklarımızın bizi taşıyabildiği yerlere kaybola kaybola gittik. Yağmurlu günlerde sığındığımız kafelerde içtiğimiz sıcak kahvelerle gücümüzü topladıktan sonra bu kez farklı rotalar kullanarak döndüğümüz evde yol boyu gördüğümüz güzellikleri konuştuk. Gidenler bilir kentin hemen hemen her noktasına yürüyerek ulaşabileceğiniz bir yer Londra. Kaldırımlarda aniden karşınıza motosiklet veya Martı denen scooter kullanan biri çıkmıyor. Bebekleri, yaşlıları, engellileri düşünerek tasarlanmış yollarda yaya geçitleri güvenli; trafik ışıkları hata vermeden çalışıyor. Arabalar ters yöne girmiyor, olmadık yerlere park edip yayanın yürüme hakkını elinden almıyor.

Yürüyüşlerde yağmura yakalanmadığımızda ise mutlaka bir parkın içine dalıp ahşap banklarda soluklandık. Belli ki yerleşim yerlerinin metrekaresine göre planlanmış bu parklar hemen her yerde karşınıza çıkıyor. Hyde Park, Regent’s Park veya Hampstead Heat gibi Londra’ya mal olmuş muhteşem güzellikte, devasa yeşil alanların yanı sıra son derece sıradan bir mahalle veya sokakta, kocaman ağaçlar veya küçük çalılıklardan oluşan, irili-ufaklı mütevazi parklarla karşılaşmak, çölde bir vaha bulmuşçasına beni mutlu etti. Hiç istemediğimiz halde yaşadığınız kent ile karşılaştırma yaptık. İmar planında park ve yeşil alan olarak görülen yerlerin nasıl olup da AVM ve çok katlı devasa binalara dönüştüğüne bizzat tanıklık etmiş bireyler olarak biraz yüreğimiz burkulsa da gördüğümüz kırmızı bir çınar yaprağı veya daldan dala sıçrayan bir sincap neşemizi hemen yerine getirdi.

Sürprizlerle dolu olan Londra’da aylaklık ederken ağaçları ayrı bir hayranlıkla gözlemledim. Sonbahardan etkilenmiş kızıl-kahverengine dönmüş yapraklıların yanında, ona direnen ve halen yemyeşil yapraklarıyla göğe yükselen ağaçlara dokunmadan duramadım. Gelmeden hemen önce okuduğum Elif Şafak’ın “Kayıp Ağaçlar Adası” isimli romanında mıdır bilmiyorum ağaçlar bir başka ilgimi çekti bu sefer Londra’da. Londra ve Kıbrıs’ta geçen; savaş, göç, yas, kimlik ve sevgi üzerine yazılmış olarak kısaca tanımlayabileceğim bu romanın teşekkür bölümünde Elif Şafak şöyle yazmış: “İstanbul'dan son kez ayrıldığımda, bir daha dönmeyeceğimi bilmiyordum. Bilseydim bavuluma ne koyardım diye merak ediyorum” yazmış ve kökleriyle bir Akdeniz ağacı getirebilseymiş yanında çok hoşuna gideceğini eklemiş. Okuduğumdan bu yana yeni bir yere gitsem, yeni bir başlangıç için ben hangi ağacı seçerdim diye düşündüm. Belki Defne, belki Begonvil, belki Nar, belki Limon, belki de Zeytin… Karar vermesi çok zor. İstanbul’daki evimizin küçük terasında Nar ve Limon hariç (limon olmasa da Kumkuat var) bunların hepsi var. Ama sadece ve sadece tek bir seçim hakkım olsa, oyumu Zeytin’den yana kullanacağıma karar verdim. Evet, evet… Nereye gidersem gideyim kökleriyle birlikte bir zeytin ağacını yanımda götürmek, onun büyütmek, meyve vermese de bana yoldaşlık etmesini isterdim.

İstanbul’da bıraktığım bu düşünceler haliyle Londra sokaklarında tekrar aklıma düştü. Bodrum katını da sayarsak en fazla üç katlı evlerin sıralandığı bir yolda aylaklık ederken bir de ne görelim; bir evin bahçesinde hem zeytin hem begonvil bana el sallıyor! Bir kez daha nasıl mutlu oldum anlatamam. Böyle küçük şeylerden sık sık mutlu olan bir insan değilimdir ben. Ama ne olduysa bu gezide, gördüğüm hemen her şeye hayranlık duydum, içim şükranla doldu. Aylaklığın hediyesiydi bence bu duygu ve düşünceler.

Şimdi ise çok uzağa gitmeden, yaşadığım yerde Ataşehir’de aylaklık etmeye niyet ettim. Bakalım Ataşehir’i aylak aylak gezmek bana ne hediyeler getirecek?

Elektronik Kaynaklar:

Türk Dil Kurumu, (Güncel Türkçe Sözlük), https://sozluk.gov.tr/

Kaman, Sevda (2020), Aylak Sözcüğü Üzerine, https://dergipark.org.tr/tr/download/article-file/1014530

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posiresources · 4 months

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okayhaneul · 5 months

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it’s yaya again and i'm back with another updated intro ! this time, it's my boi haneul's turn. hit me up on @xojinnie if you have any questions or want to plot.

— welcome to infinite entertainment! it's CHOI HANEUL, who is the SECURITY of SOLOIST #1. i’ve heard whispers that the 28 year old is pretty DARING but lowkey BLUNT. also, doesn’t he remind you of KIM TAEHYUNG?

ABOUT — PINTEREST — PLOTS

UPBRINGING

haneul doesn’t really remember his birth parents — but his birth certificate had him listed as born on may 20th, 1995 in busan, south korea. at the age of three, he was left on the doorsteps of a gorgeous house in the seoungbuk district after his parents were no longer able to handle the financial and mental burden of being parents. he never heard from them again.

the wealthy owners of the house ( the choi family ) took him in. his mother struggled with pregnancies in the past, and the two were desperate for a son of their own. haneul being left on their doorstep was a perfectly timed opportunity that landed in their laps. within the first year, they adopted him.

however, haneul's position as the crowning jewel was short-lived. two years after he found his way to the chois, his mother got pregnant. she gave birth to haneul's adoptive brother and suddenly, he was no longer of much interest to them. as he got older, he felt like the black sheep of the family, like some glaring mistake in otherwise perfection. the conservative friends of his parents treated him like the ugly stepchild. and it didn't help that his parents constantly compared him to his brother, the biological pure son.

in response, haneul began to act out. being abandoned at such a young age had already scarred his psyche, and now being ignored and treated as less then only made the matters worse. it seemed like he didn't quite fit anywhere in this world and he was tired of trying. if the environment he grew up in was going to treat him like a misfit, then he might as well play the part.

haneul was considered a naturally intelligent child but growing up, he spent more time getting into trouble than actually focusing in school. fights, destruction of property, wild parties. . . acting out seemed to be the only way he didn't feel numb to his new situation. as he got older and more audacious, his parents became crueler and more withdrawn from him, unsure how to handle his unruly behavior. in their mind, this insolent outsider was making their lives living hell — so they were simply returning the favor.

the main thing that was a comfort to haneul during his childhood and teenage years was music. he loved listening to it, loved making it, loved performing to it. he listened to songs about anger, pain, and hurt and suddenly, it felt like there was someone out there who understood him. it became his form of escapism.

after reaching his wit’s end with being stifled by his supposed "family", a sixteen year old haneul tried his luck at an audition to become a trainee at infinite entertainment. he wasn’t the best there was but he had enough passion, mystery, and visual to make it in. no longer wanting to deal with him, his adoptive parents willingly agreed to let him move to seoul to train and were quick to disown the young man the moment he stepped out of the door with his bags.

TRAINEE YEARS AND DOWNFALL — drugs & alcohol tw

haneul just wanted to focus on the music. that was all that mattered to him. but upon becoming a trainee, he soon realized that he was giving up something he loved dearly: his freedom. there were so many restrictions. no drinking, no tattoos, no anything. it all became so suffocating and reminded him of the oppressed home he'd just left behind. with every rule added, he had a stronger desire to break them.

so, he did. he partied hard. he got tattoos in hidden places the staff couldn’t find. he snuck out every night. soon enough, haneul got the reputation as the trainee to "watch out for". he was known as being too careless, too arrogant, and too selfish. all that mattered to him was what he wanted. his desire to rebel quite frankly pissed off his potential future members. here they were, granted with an opportunity of a lifetime, and han was operating like a complete lost soul.

truth was, he simply didn’t know where he belonged. he knew it wasn’t with his family. he thought it would be here, surrounded by music. but it didn’t seem to matter where he was, han felt empty. and he was beginning to realize, maybe he didn’t belong anywhere. the realization was depressing as fuck. to cope with it, haneul partied way too hard one night and ended up having to be transported to the hospital after being found passed out by a peer.

after being treated for a non-fatal overdose, haneul was promptly kicked out of infinite as a trainee. he was nineteen at the time, eight months from debuting. since he would no longer debut and was in breach of his trainee contract, he now owed the company approximately 335 million won for the loss and for his expenses while being trained. infinite offered him a chance to work on the staff side of things. 50% of each of his paycheck would be returned to the company as repayment until the debt was paid. essentially, the offer was for haneul to do a shit ton of labor at a very minimum wage.

haneul initially refused to swallow his pride. he told the company to go fuck itself and told them he’d find another way to pay them back. however, his now tainted reputation followed him around seoul. no other idol company wanted to take in a flight risk and even the regular every day jobs weren’t fond that he had a record. realizing he’d be royally screwed either way, haneul reluctantly agreed to the initial offer from infinite.

A CHANGE — drugs & alcohol tw

after losing something that was so important to him, haneul spiraled out of control at the start of his twenties. his new job with infinite involved a lot of unglamorous grunt work, which was overwhelming and exhausting. that paired with the stress of his debt made things hard for him mentally. despite the terrifying incident he experienced, the young man continued to turn to drugs and alcohol as a way to deal with the shitstorm that had become his life.

due to a mere random encounter, the darkness in his life offered a beacon of light in the form of kim seonhwa. they met on new year's eve at a party and there was a pretty immediate connection. the two began to date and eventually fell in love, experiencing a lot of firsts with one another. it could have been considered an ill match: the problem child and the darling idol. but the truth was, seonhwa saw haneul for exactly who he was. she never once tried to change him, and she never once judged. it was a feeling he'd been searching for ever since he was an angry, vulnerable kid. she inspired him to try and be better.

unfortunately, it didn't prove to be enough. haneul was truthfully far too unhealed to be in such a serious relationship. his reliance on substances and immense self-loathing hindered him from growing in the relationship. seonhwa was also getting more popular and far busier and the combination of issues led to things crumbling after a year and half together.

completely and utterly at rock bottom, haneul began to work out in his free time as a form of therapy. the adrenaline kept his mind off his dark thoughts. he took up activities like boxing, taekwondo, and swimming at the shitty (but free) recreation center next to his tiny apartment.

as time passed, he began to mature and reform his behavior. his wild, cocky tendencies tapered down into more brooding, sensible ones. he stopped turning to drugs and alcohol as a salve and instead, his vices became cigarettes, weed, and the thrill of a tattoo needle.

the biggest downside was that during his worst, haneul pushed everyone who cared about him away. so even though he was finally in the healing part of his journey, he didn't have many people to help him through the lows or share his wins with. he accepted that this was the consequences of his actions, though it didn't help with the self-loathing part of his personality. he didn't want to be alone. not really. but he tolerated the idea that maybe that was what he was meant to be.

infinite took notice of haneul's emotional and physical improvement and realized he would be better used on the security side of things. he was offered a promotion to become a bodyguard for the company's newest idol set to debut — fujiwara somi aka michelle.

initially, haneul and somi butted heads. in his mind, she was purposefully trying to make his job harder. the truth was though they hated to admit it, the two were quite similar — both blunt and liking things their way. it was no surprise they had a tumultuous start to their time together. however, with years came a better understanding of one another and now, haneul would do anything to protect her. she is the little sister he never knew he wanted. he takes his job very seriously and always treats it as a top priority.

shortly after turning twenty-five, haneul completed paying off his debt owed to infinite. the company, impressed with his loyalty and maturity over the years, offered him a full-time salary and promotion to become head of michelle's security. though he holds extremely resentful feelings towards infinite, he chose to accept the offer for the sake of continuing to work with somi.

while haneul has long redeemed himself in his professional life, his personal life remained a bit of a mess. ten years had gone by since he last spoke to his family. he never once committed to another serious romantic relationship, instead preferring flings that he could detach from easily. and his tendency to be a workaholic and isolate himself during his off hours meant that he didn't have many friends to turn to.

TOUR

the 2022 infinite world tour, however, forced him to confront the mistakes and people from his past. with nowhere to escape to but in a hotel that everyone shared, haneul had to learn to make amends and prove that he's better than he once was. the time on tour not only gave him a chance to rekindle a relationship with seonhwa and former friends of the past, but also ushered in the growth to open his heart to new things and people.

despite the long, excruciating nature of the tour, haneul ended things on a rather high note. he unintentionally established himself as the company's "dad slash big brother". as one of the oldest around, he ended up being a person that others could turn to for protection and blunt advice. and in return, he was taught that maybe he doesn’t want to be as alone as he’s made himself for years.

CURRENTLY

though tour is wrapped, haneul still continues his duties as head of michelle's security. the only thing different now is that he comes home to seonhwa at the end of the night. the two of them have recently moved in together and have adopted a puppy, who haneul loves.

now that he is in a far more evolved era in his personal life, haneul now turns that feeling of unsettledness towards the future of his career. being a bodyguard had never been his endgame, or even his plan to begin with. and he's struggling to figure out what he's actually passionate about. in the meantime though, he still dedicates himself to the task until he can figure out what's next for him.

TIDBITS

personality: daring, blunt, stoic, wary, protective, intense, sardonic, evasive, intelligent

aesthetics: messy curls, the scent of amber, cigarette butts, tattoo sleeves, bruised knuckles, black coffee, blazing eyes, sharp wit

is annoyingly always viral on twitter and tiktok for being michelle’s “hot bodyguard”

can speak five languages in varying levels of mastery, thanks to his former wealthy upbringing

can play the guitar and has an affinity for songwriting and producing, but hasn’t tapped into those skills ever since he left the idol industry

love language is acts of service ! will grumble about how fucking annoying the ask is but he’ll do it anyways

has approximately 25 tattoos

he’s got a heart, i promise. it’s just buried within a wary, introverted exterior to protect himself. but if you’re one of the chosen ones, you’ve got a grizzly bear dad at your service

FOR REFERENCE

personality overview

map of haneul's tattoos

more tidbits

#let's pretend i wasn't supposed to update this months ago kfjfkfkj #infinite:intro #drugs tw #alcohol tw

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