#a simple one because i am tired

[skullzy20]

Boo, fursona jumpscare

Full body markings under cut

#my art #digital art #my sona #fursona tag #hatch #decided to make myself a solid fursona because.. like.. ok I love nox right #but he.. has become more of an oc to me tbh #and I wanted a little guy who was similar-ish/represented how my super old ones used to be #My old sonas were so simple though its actually insane #anyways!!! this took too long </3 #there's a few little things I should fix but.. man I am.. tired #TUMBLR JUST POSTED THIS ON ME??? OK I GUESS?? #I DIDN'T MEAN FOR IT TO POST RIGHT NOW BUT! OK!!!!!!??!? #ref sheet #sona ref

[edwardshundredyearoldspunk]

stumbled across a ballad of songbirds and snakes critique video and I couldn't even watch it because the person so did not get what the book was doing and saying and the comments were complaining about the unnecessary romance when it's super obvious it's not intended to be a romance. suzanne collins is, yet again, ahead of her time because I remember the hate mockingjay got when it came out for killing prim and having katniss vote for new hunger games when those plot points are crucial and are meant to act as a commentary

#tbosbas #thg #i am and forever will be a ballad of songbirds and snakes defender #i firmly think that is suzanne collins' most cleverly crafted hunger games book #everything about it impresses me #the narrators voice being so different from katniss' reveals something about the writing that has me in awe #one criticism the trilogy got was the writing was too simple #and it's easy to assume this is just collins' style #until you read tbosbas and realize oh shit no she's just really good at writing voice #(which if you're a writer you'll know how hard it is to make your own style dissapear when trying to write voice) #also as a writer myself #I'm so tired of the criticism of ''why did she write about snow when she could have written about [insert any fan favorite character]'' #because honestly i can understand if you're not interested in reading about snow #but to act like you're then entitled to a story of your choosing and suzanne collins shouldn't have a say in what she writes?? #god that bothers me #i feel like readers forget that writers don't always write with an audience in mind #and that while you can be displeased about an author you enjoy going in a direction you aren't interested in reading #you don't have a say in how they choose to explore their creativity

[marcocodex]

made this between 1 and 3AM yesterday before spending 2 hours writing to my friend about the assassins guild wooo i refuse to work on it any more so this version will do

#guilty gear #delilah guilty gear #guilty gear delilah #yeah i like departure a normal amount #guilty gear fanart #this one is very simple but i like the expression so i'm posting it #fanart #my art #posting this on phone because i am brave and honestly too tired to get up and get to my pc

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

Saving to pintrest publicly is reposting. If you have my art on your pintrest you have stolen it. 

I’m actually getting really sick of this. I was considering leaving pintrest alone for reposted art, simply because most of what I saw could would still take you back to my blog, but there is so many people pintrest who simply saved the images publicly with no credit and no link which means I’m going to have to spend the next week dealing with this nonsense instead of working on another comic like i wanted to.

Guys, if you’re young and you use pintrest to save art the you like, you need to know that saving it publicly is reposting and you are actively harming the artists who’s work you claim to enjoy. 

Stop. 

And if you’ve been online for a while now, you should know better. 

#knox rambles #I'm trying to be patient with this because i remember when pintrest was the only thing i had access to #I'M SORRY GUYS I FEEL LIKE I'LL I'M POSTING LATELY IS ABOUT REPOSTERS #if people could just be half-decent for five seconds #not just my art in there either it's like every monkie kid artist i've ever seen and their art is on one persons account spicfically i was #scrolling for a long time and just kept finding more #i'm really tired of this #guys if you like an artist just stop reposting their stuff #it's that simple #i am so sick of this #i still have art saved in my drafts that i don't want to post cause this keeps happening #i really don't want to stop sharing my art but wow am i tired

[devotedlystrangewizard]

totk really is one of those games that make me go "ok thanks for the characters, setting, and general plot, but ill take it from here <3" because the entire historical timeline had so much potential for interesting and nuanced story telling but they just went with the old zelda story formula and YES thats how theyve always done it but botw was such a reset in terms of gameplay that they couldve overhauled how they handle story in totk. but they didnt

#ramblings #all the races swearing fealty to rauru made me so uncomfortable #like yeahhh ganondorf evil or whatever but also. hey. why is the one leader fighting for the independence of his people. the evil villain #am i just not getting something here am i insane #my first thought when i heard about ganondorf returning was 'wow they could turn him into an actual character' AND THEN THEY DIDNT #its been half a year i feel like the honeymoon period is over. totk was kinda mid. im sorry #it was alright but it just. didnt grab me. at all #botw was interesting because it was new but totk made me yearn for the older zelda formula #though tbh. im always yearning for the older zelda formula. i grew up on oot & twilight princess #you hype up ganondorf so much you make him look like THAT (no im still not over this) and then you just. do what weve always done #this happened in twilight princess. it happened in oot. it happened in ww. hell if you count demise it happened in skyward sword #IT HAPPENE.D IN THE FUCKING HYRULD WARRIORS SPINOFF #'oooh noooo the great evil has returned' WEVE BEEN HERE EVERY TIME. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH POTENTIAL #heres the gerudo having a man born and making him king as is their custom but they spend years in fear that he will be monstrous #here they are after all these iterations of ganondorf afraid to even have kids out of fear that SOMEONE will bring the new great evil #heres a child recently given the throne despite being barely more than a baby always treated with fear by everyone around him #ARE YOU SEEING MY VISION???? #the curse is right there. do something with it. oh my god #i KNOW zelda games are just simple heros journeys but pleaseeee i need food #you dont have to make ganondorf nice just. do something with him im so tired of the evil guy caricature #i like guys who are plain evil but i like them more when they have some fucked up motivation beyond taking over the world

[kyeterna]

Symperilamvanon Panton Cosmos - Semper Clara Stella

Birthday gift for a friend, but posted here early so keep it a secret

#arterna #docas constellation #My beautiful talented son <3 #I am kind of artblocked so I went for a simple drawing so as to not tire me out too much #Annual constellation drawing though last year's was much more technically impressive ahh #Made these bday gifts in advance this year because i won't be home and I can never know how my energy will be down the line oof #Don't let gloomy know i have hers ready already but I might draw one extra Glow as a bonus hehe #Oh and the funny words mean All Encompassing Cosmos and Eternally Bright Stella

[zevrans]

.

#so i finished my 4 out of 4th 12 hour shift in a row last night and i'm literally so exhausted and i was glitching mid simple tasks 🤡✌️ #my coworker asked to change shifts so he could have that one specific day as off #and he managed to do some very critical mistakes in his 4 days prior and that's considering his gf is often with him there #and i was the one suffering the consequences even if it's literally not my fault #ever since i've got this job i've been fixing so many mistakes of his i kept wondering who's the newbie here?? #like i try to leave my shift as good as possible i clean everything check everything and do all my duties #and when i come here after his shifts it's.. a fucktonne of work mistakes and literal dirt like dude!!! #4 shifts in a row never again man never again i am so tired my brain is nerfed and i can only rest for 1 day today because tomorrow i'm #going to a doc; #my social battery is not just dead it's nonexistent at this point #i just want to lay in bed and not be percieved or interacted with for at least the same amount of days 😫 #i really thought i could take a socially demanding and rather multitasking job without it taking hugest toll on my mental state huh??? #and i had such a bad sleep too i had a very graphic and sickening nightmare which woke me up 2 hours after i fell asleep #and then i woke 2 more times after that and i feel so exhausted and not rested at all and so fatigued i can't even do anything #man for me my sleep being interrupted is the worst like i function better if i have a smaller amount of sleep but it's uninterrupted #than longer in hours but it gets interrupted and i wake up even once #sorry i come here once in few days vent post and then dissapearvckfkv 😭 i miss tumblr but have no energy currently to even rb anything 🥲 #tbd

[transgender-catboy]

Feeling art change you has got to be one of the best feelings ever

#to find comfort in someone's creation like that? nuts #insanity even! #ooohhhh i am a simple man who will forever be changed by the love of others #this is one of those rare moments where I'm happy I'm human #because idk if an animal could feel this much intense passion over art the way i do #sorry. I'm a little tired and feeling loved and happy with the world and the beautiful people in it

[thebirdandhersong]

well darlings it is once again essay crunch time. I can't tell you how badly I want to sleep. but nevertheless the train chugs on........ it is only 1200 words so it is manageable it is manageable it is MANAGEABLE SONGBIRD............ it's only worth a fourth of your grade (WAILS)

#a girl can be so sleepy at this time of year #alas #well at any rate i shall be done with the turn of the screw for good after this paper. things to be thankful for #henry james is one of the authors on my growing list (forster is on the list too) of writers i appreciate but can't stand #because at the end of the day when you've still got 600 pages left to read before friday it's not so much about #liking the texts as much as it is about Get This Out Of My Head Immediately #i am...... simple girl #i want to get back to reading crime and punishment. and to a lesser degree women in love #because i also do not care for lawrence as beautiful as his prose may be #ANYHOW grumpy english lit opinions from songbird again..... im tired #(adventures in class) #slings and arrows of outrageous fortune in year 21

[lupismaris]

I'm just gonna complain in the tags tw medical stuff tbd etc

#its the final stretch and i refuse to will anything into this universe other than this is the final stretch im having treatment and it ends #this is the end of this here and now i will not continue to live like this i cannot continue to live like this i cannot carry this fatigue #any further genuinely i cannot its not a matter of will not anymore i just... i cannot. im legitimately still hiding at the office #despite everyone else having gone home because it takes too much effort to gather my things and walk to my car and im afraid of falling #i forgot my cane at home and its cold and my body struggles with temperature regulating and seizes up so badly #but the fatigue has finally reached a point where its hard to lift my bag or put my coat on or my jewelry without help #or walk across the parking lot just to get to my car and its not like the usual hey we have to adjust to new level of disabled #it's fatigue kneecapping you put of nowhere with a tireiron until you can barely loft your bag or fix tea or prepare dinner #and the fact the all the joy of food has been robbed from me because everything takes so much goddamn effort now #everything takes ten more steps and an hour more planning and special ingredients and yes i know lots of people live like this always #but i haven't and its been a forced short term adjustment period with absolutely no support from medical professionals #and im the only cook in my household/family/immediate social circle so all the labor inevitably falls on me not out of malice #but by default even if they try to help they can only do so much because they dont know what to do #i am literally on the verge of a meltdown just thinking about how much effort dinner is going to take because i cant just #eat a fuckin box of easy mac or ramen with an egg and go to bed no I've got to make a special soup with special ingredients #or a proper balanced meal with protein and veg and whole grain and certain seasoning #and im just so fuckin tired im so goddamn tired if this radiologist doesn't come back and say i can eat freely come Friday #i genuinely dont know what im going to do #food is one of my greatest joys and to be limited even in such bizarrely simple ways requiring so much excess labor #is too much. its too much on top of all this hypothyroidic fatigue. i cant do it. #i dont want to go home and make a fuckin soup. i want pizza. i want take away. i want lamb curry and rice. i want food i dont have to cook. #god im so fuckin tired my body feels so ancient like something wrecked in the seabed being involuntary hoisted to the shallows again #and im not sure its going to survive the process. i mean it has to. we dont have a choice. but fuck.

[superchlorine]

goatober 2022 ✦ 28 pyjamas prompt list by @foolofabookwyrm-activated

pillow fight!!!

#art #illustration #goatober2022 #drawtober2022 #inktober2022 #artists on tumblr #inktober #drawtober #cute #goat #goats #pajamas #pillow fight #goat posting #mine #id in alt text #a quick and simple one today because unlike these baby goats #i am tired! #instead of pillow fight i just wanna go to bed <3 #but can you believe it... just 3 more and we'll be done #and it'll be november...

[firelordhotman]

friendly reminder that even if youre open about something on your blog, even if you think its so obviously right in your about/description/pinned/whatever, most of the people who will interact with you are not even looking that far at your blog. they dont know your name or your pronouns or your disabilities or your interests or your credentials or whatever you think is just *so obvious* that they *must* be intentionally ignoring it just to hurt you. ESPECIALLY not if theyre a random stranger who youve never interacted with once before, has never interacted with you once before either, and has absolutely zero reason to care about you. its not a personal attack, its just a fact. this is literally the internet

#i am TIRED. yes this is a vaguepost idc #utter stranger shows up in my notifs DEMANDING i explain a simple little joke tag about me and my loved ones experiences #as if i owe them the slightest ounce of attention in my day #and then when i do explain my & my loved ones lived experiences. they get mad & say im using THEIR personal experiences as a weapon #like. i dont have the slightest clue what your personal experiences are! i dont even know your name!! and i dont want to nor do i have to!! #i dont mean this rudely. but factually: you are not important enough to me to care even a little bit about your experiences #i dont bring up suicide or addiction or any shit like that because its Your experience. bc i have no fucking idea what your experience is #i talk about those things because its MY EXPERIENCE. that IM TALKING ABOUT. in the tags of a post that doesnt belong to either of us no les #this is probably the last thing im gonna post abt this bc i know youre still up my ass looking at everything i post rn #but to finish off. i was never even making a Point about anything in the tag. i wasnt starting discourse about anything. #it was just an Acknowledgement of a shared experience that me and many of my loved ones have. whether u like it or not #like literally i dngaf if YOU personally wouldnt describe your experience that way. We do describe it that way! We can be different #i just made a silly little tag for my friends to see. and YOU decided that you were entitled to both hear my life story and blatantly #misinterpret everything i say about it. like literal 'how dare you say we piss on the poor' type shit #like. saying 'x can cause y' does not mean im saying 'y is literally x' fucking OBVIOUSLY. god #i didnt fucking ask for this! YOU DID!! YOURE the one who DEMANDED it of me unprompted #& clearly must have just gone looking thru the tags of posts for ppl to beef with lollllll #i mean cmon. you didnt follow me i didnt follow you and that wasnt even your post. theres no other explanation lmao its p obvious #anyway i hope u find a better hobby or at least a more fun and fulfilling way to use this website. sincerely #at least get some better critical thinking skills before picking stupid arguments with random strangers online #but hey! play stupid games win stupid prizes<3 right?? #also one final note: to hear someone talking about the lived experiences of them and their real life loved ones and go 'hmm. sounds fake'. #its just giving Friendless. its giving 'how could anyone make fun art without doing crazy drugs!!'. #its giving 'Wait yall have friends irl? i thought it was just a joke'. its fucking hilarious and im gonna think about it forever #thank u for a lifetime supply of laughs godspeed

[jamlabs]

Day 3: Take me out to the ball game

Take me... where?

#blaseball #operation nullpark #very simple one today because i am very tired #blasetober #j doodles

[sparkleworm]

scorf

#headshot #full shading #furry #anthro #feline #cat #lynx #personal art #silly caption because I am tired #I was considering making this a simple YCH cause I wanted to try doing one #but it was tedious and sounds like a chore so nevermind lol #sparkleworm art

[pepprs]

covid is such an evil evil disease and an evil evil thing to live through lol

#purrs #this isn’t prompted by anything im just thinking about it. i hate that thisis what life looks and feels like now and it might always be thi #way. i hate that getting covid feels like an inevitability even though i wear n95s and don’t go anywhere but work and have basically 0 #social life and have put my life plans on hold to wait for this thing to pass when it probably never will. i hate that lockdown was better #and easier than this in some ways because at least back then people were still scared and there still felt like hope and there was clear(is #) guidance and free testing and vax sites and whatever. i hate that free testing and public health dashboards showing covid rates and vax s #sites and all that shit have fucking disappeared even though the variants going around now are more contagious than ever. i hate the #mortifying ordeal of being the only person (or one of the only people) wearing an n95 and sometimes the only person wearing a mask at all. #hate that so many things have been lost and we are not taking time to grieve them or make sure that we are okay and will be okay. i hate #being scared every time i swallow. i hate how there is literally no way to tell if you will get long covid and no way to reduce your chance #of getting long covid or covid at all (aside from masks) just ways to make the symptoms less severe. i hate trying to bring people together #and stay away from people at the same time. i hate all the life that covid has taken out of me and the people i love even though thank god #know more people who haven’t gotten it than who have but actually that may not be true idk. and i HATE that because of covid and how #egregiously badly it has been handled everyone is just like.. perpetually tired and sad and we’ve accepted mass illness and death and #accepted that disabled people (esp those who are marginalized in other ways) are disposable when actually no fucking human being is #disposable and everyone should be able to live happy connected healthy lives and we could’ve ended this shit in EARLY 2020 without having t #deal with any of this absolute fucking NIGHTMARE. like god. i remember sobbing hysterically thinking we would be dealing with covid for 18 #months and now we’re coming on 3 fucking years and lockdown is over but the danger is even worse than it was and like.. no one cares anymor #and it fucking sucks lmfao. i am so tired. i need to move out. and i miss my friends and i miss my life and i miss having fewer things to #constantly worry about and i can’t believe how good and simple life was before this stupid shit. #delete later #i wasn’t planning on going on a huge rant lol sorry it’s just what’s on my mind this morning

[abitofboth]

I think I’ve figured out why I hated multiverse of madness so much. it didn’t feel like a marvel film. it was just like watching a shitty sci-fi film. which is what I think the mcu is in danger of becoming now lmao

the mcu has become too big for itself and has outgrown what it’s capable of pulling off methinks. it used to be grounded and films were self contained whilst still being able to link with other parts of the universe in a nuanced way but now it’s like it’s been blown out of proportion and everything is Too Much and Too Big and it’s almost like it’s parodying itself. I love marvel with all my heart and it’s grown up with me for like a decade but like… I think they need to let it die. surely there’s gonna be a point where there’s no more good and well written stories to tell? it’s like they’re beating a dying horse. there’s only a handful of characters and storylines I truly have any connection to anymore and for the most part I just watch things for the sake of being up to date with timelines or whatever. I wish they’d either treat it with the love and craftsmanship it deserves or just like. pick a point and let it end. go out with a bang rather than drag it out until everyone hates it lmao

#am I making sense?? #it’s just like they’re shoving millions of shiny new characters in our faces to keep us hooked but like. I don’t care about any of them #I watched the eternals when it came out and I barely remember any of it. I can name a few characters and that’s it #shang-chi happened and I was like cool. fun film but I don’t care about these characters and their stakes in this universe #they’re planning a million tv shows and a bunch of new films and I’m like please I’m tired lmao #I think a reason I loved moon knight as much as I did is because it was so self contained #the whole fuckin multiverse or whatever wasn’t in danger. there weren’t a billion and one characters with 2 minutes of screen time each #it was just its own story with its own characters that you really got to know and see develop in their own ways #and it had a relatively simple but GOOD plot #idk man marvel is just so hit and miss nowadays #millie talks