#a troubled mind: mun thoughts

[redxriiot]

No thoughts, just MH au ideas

#//Yeah; thinking about what I've talked to with friend Kit; Ei being human (wiyh possible monster blood) is a p great idea #//Mans really saw a flyer and thought that'd be a p cool place to go and signed on up #//Gets let in somehow like jn Rosario/Vampire and it doesn't wven hit that he's in a school full of monsters until too late #//Mans thought everyone was in costume and just ROLLED with it #//Any off glances his way he brushed off with saying he forgot to Dress Ip that day #//Or jokingly saying he's dressed up as the scariest thing known to man: A bored depressed teenager #//Which gets taken literally; monsters considered; and earns him Charisma Points #;mun has spoken #// a certain Illithid boi or even perhaps a Cursed boi prolly gigure out he's actually human first thing he gotta scramble to save himself #//Prolly BS his way out of trouble by convincing the school head to let him stay; for develoing monster-human relations he'd offer #//Or stays bc he successfully convinced everyone he's a witch with a simple magic trick and fooled them #//That last idea is funny. bc that means endless nights awake frantically learning every trick he can #//But ye #//i like this #//Mans has to come to school everyday looking like goth/punk as hell to sell the lie lmao #//Now i wanna do character desogn for this au oh no #//Lmao; monsters trying to get him to do magic for them and he goes on a BS tirade about how RUDE that is; how DARE they ask him so easily #//Also Ei; casually shows off a trick to make his thumb 'deattach' or the pencil wiggle illusion and make people LOSE THEIR MINDS #//jdvfbfb only shows off when it's non-specific ig #//Ask him to levitate a boulder? nah? ask for a random demonstration? here's Kiri; MAGICALLY changing the color of his (mood) ring

[azalea-romanoff]

HAPPY AUTISM AWARENESS DAY!

First: happy autism awareness day to all my mun/mods with autism or who have characters with autism. (in my case, it's both!)

So in honour of Autism Awareness Day and month, I'd like to tell you all about my levels of autism <3

Tics and Fidgets: I'm on the spectrum such that I have a lot of tics and fidgets. Usually it's the repititions which feel nice, and it can often annoy others. I have a tendency to: click my tongue, snap my fingers, flap my hands, rock back and forth, and i make popping sounds. the more subtle tics are pulling my hair, picking my fingernails.

Poor Eye contact: Poor eye contact with me is only with people i don't know or during stressful situations. like if i'm in a meeting with Nick Fury, i'll be fine. but if i'm greeting new agents? hell no. (//ooc: i can talk to my class teacher just fine, but with maybe the delivery man, a cashier, i can't look them in the eyes.).

Abnormal Posture: ...as an agent, this is a huge no-no. the only reason i got the job is because my abnormal posture is literally me just keeping my fists clenched at all times, and keeping my left foot a bit more in front of the other. a tense fighting stance if you will. Convenient!

Anxiety: Shockingly, it's low! I only get anxious in places which are too loud or too far from home. loud places make me really anxious because it means i have too many thoughts in my head and too many things to process at a time. and being deaf, too, with hearing aids, it makes it 100x tougher. Sorry, but Azalea Romanoff-Maximoff isn't the girl you take to a party or a club.

Social Difficulty: I have moderately high social difficulty. as in, i have trouble communicating my thoughts when in big groups, and making friends is a bit...daunting as a task. And sometimes i miss on non-verbal cues like sarcasm, subtle joking, even a few metaphors here and there. So iF YOU NEED A SPECIFIC BIRTHDAY GIFT, TELL ME TO MY FACE. DON'T HINT IT-? I WILL LITERALLY NOT GET YOUR POINT.

Noise Sensitivity: ...have you met me? i am VERY sensitive to noise. Vacuum cleaners, power drills, gunshot sounds (//ooc: movies, especially), someone typing loudly on their laptop, so many of these day-to-day sounds drive me to a meltdown sometimes because it's just so annoying.

Abnormal/Flat Speech: Nope. Most people can tell how i'm feeling by my voice, except in situations where i'm confused on how to react. like if someone says they're pregnant, i'll just say 'oh, nice.' like, are you happy or sad or like-? eH???

Fixations: I have plenty. But my biggest ones? Top Three: Animals, History, Space. iF i get bored, i will literally talk about this for hours, and dare you show even an iota of interest in the same, my friend you're gonna be there a WHILE.

Depression: only on sensory overload days, or on days where i randomly get sad. a result of the anxiety, honestly. i think wayyyyy too many 'what if' scenarios.

Aggression: And finally, I'm not a very aggressive person. Only if i'm very overstimulated, if i'm not being heard, or if i'm just having a bad day in general, i might break a pencil or two. maybe throw a few books down a shelf.

BONUS: soooo i hate the colour yellow or anything that is yellow. like, i haven't ever touched a banana. my favourite colour is red, and my favourite animal is the panda. i hate the feeling of shag carpets and i don't like the feeling of nylon on skin. i don't like the scratchiness of yarn and i don't like the sound of chalk on a chalkboard. i do like the hum of an air conditioner though, and looking outside a window helps calm me down.

SO that's all about my autism! I hope i made you all aware! Reach out to any fellow autistic people you may know, and do find out about their fixations, if they're non-verbal or verbal. accept them for who they are, don't try and fix them.

autism isn't a disease. our minds are just wired differently. if you can figure out how a complex video game works within 24 hours, how hard can a person be?

🤟 love you all!

bellow is my autism spectrum evaluation results (mod's) for people who are close to me, like @moongirlwidow @wandabug @supermilkshakebanana @nevaeh-daughterofvalcarol @capt-carter-mostly-official @esmerxyaugusta and @pietro-maximoff-official <3

#marvel oc #rp oc #marvel rp #azalea romanoff-maximoff #autistic oc #autism awareness day #actually autistic #deaf autistic

[uncxntrxllable]

blog rules!

Hello! Thank you for checking out my rules. The mun is 25+ and my birthday is November 6. My name is Brittany, or you can call me Britt, and my pronouns are she/her. I live in Canada (EST).

I use small text for basically everything, I use icons (80x80) for all muses, I use italics and bold as needed for emphasis in my writing.

This is a roleplay blog, a multimuse that contains all original characters. All muses are always available, but I do have a main muse; the favorite.

NOTE: some of my muses are able to speak different languages. I do not, I only speak English. So if this ever comes up, I will be using google translator, so please be forgiving of errors.

Below the cut are my rules and how I run my blog. I apologize for it's length.

First, a little bit about me! I am autistic and have adhd. Forgive me if I occasionally have trouble understanding something or if I'm socially awkward. I don't intentionally want to upset anyone. I can only offer my best. I am a huge animal lover and I may post pictures of my service dog here and there.

I don't mind NON-roleplay blogs following me. Feel free to reblog memes, quotes, images, gifs, I prefer that you reblog from me. DO NOT reblog my roleplays unless you're the recipient, my headcanons, answered asks about myself or my characters.

Hub blogs; more than happy to write with you! But preferably I would follow just the main blog as a "this is me saying I'll write with any of your muses but I'm not following all the blogs." I just prefer not to follow a bunch of sideblogs all connected to one main.

Don't follow if you have no patience. I'm here to have fun, I'm not a writing-machine. Do not pester for replies.

Take your time. You are worth waiting for, don't apologize for it. I'm always available out of character to chat, and I have a discord that I will give out on request. I will never rush you, please don't rush me.

My blog is strictly 18+ due to the themes that will be present here. Not limited to: violence, blood, death, gore, horror, weaponry (guns, knives), drugs, alcohol, harm to people and animals, hunting for food, profanity, ghosts, werewolf and other beast-like creatures, dogs, wild canids, cats, dragons, taxidermy (thylacines). If these topics make you uncomfortable, you follow at your own risk.

Please tell me if you need a trigger warning. I rarely use trigger warnings, especially given that my blog is dedicated to dark themes and characters. So it can be difficult for me to really understand what needs one. I personally have no triggers.

I am always accepting memes and questions! Answers vary in length. I will not always answer everything sent, please don't take this the wrong way. Sometimes I just don't know how to respond.

You do not need to specify my muse when sending memes. Please specify your muse if you're a multimuse. Feel free to send memes or questions with "your choice," but don't be disappointed or ask me to change it if I respond with a muse you "didn't want." If you want a certain muse or range of muses, specify the name(s).

I love continuing asks! Even if it's short, it can still be fun and it gives us both extra bits and pieces of depth into our muses. Sometimes a meme can spark an idea for a great thread. I LOVE multiple threads! I am greedy. Give me all the threads!

I continue asks from the ask itself. The trim reblog system allows the ask to be trimmed away. If you want to continue an ask with me, reblog my answered ask.

I will no longer be posting chain-asks, and I likely won't be sending any either anymore. Though I deeply appreciate that you thought of me, the chain-asks get to be too much. If I want to spread love to a blog, I will do so with my own words.

I am embarrassingly bad at plotting. Please don't come to me thinking I am going to have all these awesome ideas... It's extremely unlikely that I will. I don't hate plotting, I'm bad at it. I will try to plot if you want to, but this is a fair warning that I struggle with the concept of plotting. Please don't get mad at me if I can't provide ideas.

The best way to start a thread with me is: Sending and continuing asks. Starter calls and responding to open starters. Tagging me in random starters.

Open starters are always open. It doesn't matter if it was posted today or five years ago, or if it's been responded to. Open starters are always open!

HATE FREE BLOG. I don't give haters attention, look for the attention you want elsewhere. My muses are not a reflection of me. I'm a mess who requires peace.

Do not tell me you know nothing about my muse(s). The information is right there in my pinned post and blog description; a link to my muses where each muse has their details linked. If you need help accessing the links, let me know.

I am semi-selective and open to writing with non-mutuals. I try to give everyone a chance, but sometimes things don't work out and that is okay. If you followed me first, give me a couple days. If I haven't followed back by then, I likely won't.

Please soft block to break mutuals with me. If I fail to notice you've unfollowed, I may still continue to interact with you. Mutual checker does not work on sideblogs. I soft block to break mutuals. I do not like hard blocking people unless they've made me uncomfortable.

Feel free to drop a thread if you're no longer feeling it. You don't have to tell me; I'll assume anything not responded to is dropped, or I may ask. Want to continue it again down the road? Sure! There's no pressure here. Just have fun!

I am open to shipping my muses romantically, I love shipping, but I do admit I don't have a lot of experience writing romance. I am open to all relationships; friends, familial, enemies, etc. I am multi-ship. Each thread is separate, each romance is separate.

Pre-established ships, unplanned feelings that lead to a ship, easing into a ship. My/your muse has feelings but your/my muse doesn't. All is good. What matters is the mun not forcing a ship.

I am not comfortable writing smut and will not participate in that sort of writing. I will utilize a fade-to-black.

I have certain muses that are non-shippable, these muses are: Bailey (a child), Alpha, Delta, Miso, Rex and Vesper (animals).

No power playing. Moving along a small scene is okay, but don't control my muses' actions, words and don't assume that my muse is unable to dodge a move by yours.

I don't want to write with a "mary-sue." This means a muse that is deemed "perfect" with zero flaws; everybody loves them, they never make mistakes, they know everything there is, can do everything, etc. It's just not fun.

Quality over quantity! Replies don't need to be long to be good and fun. I only ask that you try not sending me one line if I write a large paragraph.

I only roleplay on tumblr. No exceptions, sorry, I will never write on discord or any other text messaging platform.

I do not send "passwords" or anything of the sort. I don't follow without reading rules. If I followed you, I have looked over your rules and muse(s). But do understand that on top of my memory problems, I read a lot of rules and muse bios. Things will be forgotten. I do often re-read prior to writing, but mistakes happen.

THESE RULES ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE AS NEEDED!

#moved my rules from a separate link to this tumblr post! #RULES

[prpfs]

❥ In the mood for a messed-up thread with with heavy dub-con/non-con themes. MxM omega!verse, NSFW, Stockholm syndrome, toxic relationship, possible age gap (but should still be of legal age). I can do modern, fantasy, or cyberpunk genres.

I'm playing an alpha OC and am looking for someone to write an OC or adapted!canon omega. As long as we mutually agree on the genre and you don't require me to know anything about YC's canon, we're good.

No anime/animated FCs, but if you can't find a suitable actor/model/etc., I'm fine with just a detailed description to go off of.

Muns: please be 21 and up, and willing to chat/plot with me ooc. I'll share some of the possible scenarios I had in mind + we can discuss all triggers privately.

Literate novella/multi-para, past tense. I can also do present tense, but please tell me beforehand so I can match you. I don't mind the occasional spelling error but please do a quick read-through before posting. I put a lot of thought into my replies, and would like a partner who can match my effort. I understand that English is a second language for some, but I have trouble maintaining threads when the literacy isn't quite there.

I will regularly reply once a week, but almost always do more. (On days when I'm free, I can do back and forths.) Please don't respond to this ad if you can't commit to once a week replies.

Discord roleplay only, please like this and I'll be in touch!

Leave a like, and anon will get back to you!

#oc roleplay #oc rp #oc x oc #m/m #nuclear #21+ rp

[solomons-pact-tattoos]

Ohh depression is bad. I realize. I lost a lot of people I was rping w just cuz I took a break. This was a mistake wasn't it. Ugh. I need to sleep. I can't believe people hate me now over a break I took for my mental health. Ugh. Plus. I'm going through a lot of issues at home to the point I hate myself rn. And want to just run away. But ik I can't. Just. I thought we were still going to be friends was all. Damn. Did yall really only follow for rps not for the mun behind it all or anything? Ughhh.. couldn't be patient or anything? We didn't even need to end rps we coulda just idk set it aside til I returned. So freaking annoying cuz now I'll probably have trouble getting asks or rps or anything now... ugh..people are real jerks. I thought people were going to be on my side or idk be happy I'm back and happy I'm able to return at all. No they couldn't wait for me to get better cuz they got no patience and think im gone forever or some shit. Hi im still here guys... Hell.

That's so selfish to hate a person or assume the worst just cuz they needed a break. I even stated many times I would be back . Assholes. Just saying. Gn I'm gonna try my best to get sleep my minds racing

-mun jax

#jax speaks #vent tw

[mmorning-stars]

.law

  001.    this blog is low-activity, meaning there will be times i step away from this blog for extended periods. you may find me on various other fandom blogs or discord in the interim. as such, i ask nicely that you don’t pressure me about replying. if i don’t get to it, i’m always willing to pick it up again whenever i return or start a new one!

  002.    if this is inaccessible to you in any way, i am very willing to adapt my style to your needs. just let me know if you have trouble reading and we’ll go from there!

i play in narrative, multi-paragraph format most of the time, with the exception of crack threads. i also tend to use small text with bolded dialogue and icons to go along (once i get around to making them). there is never any need to match the length of my replies, either.

  003.   i love to plot out things or work from a starter meme. my ask box is always open for those. if you’d like to continue from an ask, you can make a new post or just keep going. however, i ask that you trim the post to keep it from clogging the dash.

  004.   triggers will be tagged as “___ tw” for common things by default. if there is anything in particular you want to avoid, let me know. there will never be any self-harm, suicide, eating disorders, csa or other sa, or spiders depicted on this blog.

  005.    i multi-ship and am willing to play out a romance with various characters. keep in mind that these ships may take place in separate iterations of the same verse, and cheating is not a thing unless dictated otherwise.

i am also good with nsfw rp, though i would prefer to engage in that on discord. do not message me just for smut. i want to develop an actual relationship with our muses first to determine appropriate chemistry.

  006.    no godmodding. please be respectful of me and my muses and don’t try to say anything or act as them. also, please bear in mind that mun ≠ muse, so their actions, thoughts, and behaviors may not match what i personally believe.

  007.   i do not necessarily practice "mains" or "exclusives" when it comes to writing partners unless we happen to write together very frequently. get to know my muse(s) first, and we'll see where things go!

#.rules

[ladysunbite]

thoughts on the white wolf?

Warning! The following pov is strongly influenced by mun’s read and has no watertight proof in the games. Namely, Orianna having a close familial bond with Dettlaff and Regis, and her - albeit, heavily influenced by her vampiric nature and upbringing - care for her orphans. Initially, the mun thought of writing different versions of Orianna’s reaction, based on the in-game paths…but it became blunt, for Geralt gets to know about the orphanage and has a meaningful interaction with her only during the unseen path…which with the demise / exile of both her meaningful friends and kin ( or putting her home in a midst of a succession turmoil with the death of Anarietta ) gets a rather predictable, unfavourable opinion. That could be interesting too, and yet…the mun strived for more stakes and moral greyness. Hopefully, you would forgive our little caprice of leaving everyone alive ( dettlaff is confined in a cage at tesham mutna, syanna is imprisoned in a tower, under her sister's care )  and still find it entertaining. 

“The White Wolf? A witcher with a heart of gold, who fell in love with a sorceress, whose ice-cold heart he melted…there was something about a princess too, a child that was destined for him,” 

Geralt of Rivia lived up to his shining ballad counterpart, he spoke little enough and did well enough in order to maintain the presentable facade of a person who thinks, and then acts. Open-minded enough to befriend Emiel, instead of foolishly breaking his neck for a sack of gold and another glorious song. That intrigued her. It was a pity they didn’t have enough time to discuss it, was it possible her authumica had the same interest for the mutant she herself developed for human tal'es? Being looked at without fear or disgust, a mind-numbing desire to be the one who kills first or to fall  trembling upon their knees, that rendered the other species incapable of any fulfilling conversation. It was different with her children…

Interestingly, the reason for their hasty separation lay in the fact that Dettlaff harboured the same secret wish. At least he had never openly proclaimed his love for humanity ( or even society ) as Emiel did. On the other hand, the talkative barber-surgeon liked to rebel loudly, while Orianna's little ruva went his way with the stoic willfulness and quietude of a snowy-peaked mountain. There was some trouble with his beloved, who - what a scandal, what a wonderful scandal - turned out to be a human too. The evening would have been both ridiculous and pleasing, if it wasn’t cut short by the royal desire to hasten the happy ending for all…

“Witchers have not improved with the flow of centuries, I am disappointed to say. Hypocricity does not look better if it holds a sword or not,” the cultured vampiress smiled languidly over the glass of Est-Est. 

What right did he have to dictate to her how she should treat her children? What they did to their own was much more painful and serve-serving. Barbaric. The orphans at la Compassion were a source of an occasional  gourmet leisure to her, but a much more valuable source of study. Mannerisms, culture, arts. From the frightened beasts of the gutter, almost mindless, they grew into those who could alert the world with song, poetry, sculpture, drawing, even an occasional odd profession, like medicine or mercenary trade. Both were ironically held in a special regard by other races. 

She has to confess, the orphanage and the line of given education was a little self-serving, for the sun-eyed loved arts, adored the desire and the spark that a life, marked by inevitable death, gave to humans. Blood? Blood was more a ritual, an initiation into a new society. Rituals were important for adaptation. After all, if a child took badly to the procedure, was not lulled by songs or sweets, she never continued it. What the witcher took her for? A hunger-maddened, crude bruxa? What did they do to their children in Kaer Morhen? It’s a shame apa thunchultha did not break his neck, it would have been a fitting, even merciful end. It seems a local saying was true and “gods were the only ones who could bear fools”. Even if the gods were mere keepers, and divine only in the eyes of the weaker species. A fold appeared across Orianna’s marble-like forehead. Why did she take the words of some lowly, blind to the world eterau close to heart? Even remembered them? A wretched, half-baked philosophy of a creature of mutation, that contaminated both mind, reason and heart? Certainly not because she is falling prey to the humanism theory Emiel is desperately attached to…

Geralt of Rivia committed one deed, and as a true Tousaintee - even the sun-eyed vampiress loathed to admit that the laws of the merry Duchy wrapped like a vine around her way of thinking, stealthily and surely, fed by time and circumstance - she could not brush it aside easily. The witcher, who promised to bring her down - an equally rude and amusing proposition -  had prevented a ruination of her little brother, an exile of the good friend, and, if the gossip to be trusted, a civil war. Whether by his own choice and wit that was a question to be discovered. And if a white wolf would choose to be a butcher, well, she has had prepared a bottle of special spirits to give to Emiel Regis. Naturally, she would not expose an old, dear friend to an awful truth - he had enough hard choices for a millennium, if the scraps of what happened at Tesham Mutna formed a correct picture in her head. Geralt of Rivia would die from a blade of a mercenary or a claws of a monster. Not Orianna's. What business would a person of her station have in some abandoned, common, boring barn outside of Beauclair? “He promised to come back for me one day. I am looking forward to the meeting…” 

#thank you very much for the ask anon #a hairpin may look like mere ornament (ladysunbite headcanons)

[justsomins]

hi, lovelies! it’s yulhee’s mun here with a second muse (i must have a thing for girls with pink hair??). introducing to you all, this is kwon somin. side note that this is a sideblog so any sort of plotting will be done through my main blog (lovexoxos). below the cut will be a brief introduction to somin and as always, please do like this post to plot! 

₊˙ ◌ ⁎˚ 〇﹒﹙ha sooyoung/yves. cis woman. she/her.﹚guess who was almost late for their shift at salon 20 again ?? that’s right, it was kwon somin ! it’s a wonder their job as a nail tech isn’t in jeopardy. the 24 year old has been working at sunset galleria for seven months, and is well known for their humor. on bad days, they can be rather thoughtless, though. when the mall is dead at night, they can usually be found taking a nap at any bench around the mall, but don’t tell their boss !

BACKGROUND.

born in seoul to a father who was a director at a bank and a stay-at-home mother along with a younger brother. from the very beginning of her life, she was pretty financially stable and never had troubles with money

dipped her feet into art pretty early on in her life while her younger brother played baseball

(tw! gambling) unknowingly to the rest of the family, somin’s father was a huge gambler which comes to bite the whole family in the ass about a year ago! he was caught embezzling money from the bank he worked at, fired immediately and even facing charges. her mother divorces his ass quickly and brings her children to live in daegu where she’s originally from (end of tw!)

SUNSET.

adjusting to life in daegu is hard, especially because with all the money lost, somin can no longer afford to do art. the art degree she got doesn’t come in handy either in a place other than seoul and becomes pretty much worthless

plus, it’s not like she was ever close with her maternal grandparents either. at first, somin does a few side jobs. she works at a cafe, does art tutoring for some children around the place by playing up the college degree she has. once she makes enough, she decides to move out of her grandparent’s house to live alone

she ends up sort of stumbling into sunset one day and sees the sign that salon 20 is hiring. look, she still loves art so much that she wants to do something with it, which is why she ends up working as a nail tech

it’s different from what she’s used to (working with pastel oils, water colors and so on) but she still gets to do nice designs and such, so it’s a good second alternative

of course, somin doesn’t see it as a permanent job, but she believes she’s settled in pretty well and have decided that, at the moment, she’s going to try not to think about all the what if’s and just enjoy her life considering that she never got to as she did art

PERSONALITY.

if you were to have met her about a year ago, you would have thought she was pretty out of touch with reality. however, as her world came tumbling down, she’s also humbled down a bit as well 

a little secretive in the sense that she doesn’t love to talk about her life before coming to daegu. it seems like such a different world that she’d rather not speak of the past, and she doesn’t want to talk too much about her future either. would rather much talk about short term goals/plans than long term ones. somin’s really just trying to #yolo her life right now 

in that same sense, she probably appears to be aloof from time to time like you can’t always tell what’s going on in her mind because she’s... not actually thinking of much

really passionate about her job like yeah, being a nail tech might not be the fanciest job within the mall, but she really loves it. plus, she likes to hear other people’s stories and what better timing than when they’re getting their nails done, right? 

very likely to try to take up mall employee discounts whenever she can. might even bargain a little like “come on, we’re technically coworkers! let me get a cup of coffee for free” 

overall, she’s a pretty simple human being. her whole life’s been changed quite suddenly, and she’s still in an adjustment period. still pretty new to daegu as well, so i’m sure she just creams i’m from seoul a lot, but i’m excited to see what kind of connections she makes with all your muses!

#♡ ˙ ˖ ✧ — ooc. #sunsetintro

[loomiskiller]

this is a highly canon divergent portrayal of billy loomis from the scream franchise where he got away with his kill spree. this means he doesn’t die and he frames stu for the killings. he maintains his innocent and acts the victim despite the fact he is anything but. another major change would be that he has raised sam on his own since she was six. she comes back years later when sam is thirteen. tara still exists in this, sam just did not always grow up around her. read more about it here. this blog is heavily head canon based along with totally ignoring canon. everything to do with this blog’s canon i have come up with on my own. duplicate and crossover friendly. blog established 3/28/23. but i have been writing him since 2022. blog under co. if you want to continue an ask meme, please move it to a new thread.

a study in: making a murderer, horror fanaticism, analysis of a serial killer, starting a legacy, getting away with murder, blame it on my daddy & mommy issues, being terrible person but good father, doomed by the narrative, dark & troubled past, a pretty face does not mean a pretty heart, masterful deception, freudian excuses, abandonment issues, troubled teenage hood, a serial killer functioning in normal society, and being the mastermind.

trigger warnings for: blood, murder, parental abuse, gore, abandonment issues, gaslighting, violence, mentions of self harm, violent & intrusive thoughts, potential toxic relationships, and other triggering topics. billy isn’t a good person even if he seems like he is. he has dark thoughts and he’s done terrible things. he will say shit that normal people won’t say and his introspections reflect that as well. he will be mean and rude. he may even hurt your muse even if he cares about them in some way. the only people i can guarantee he won’t hurt are his family members ( his sister vicki and his daughter sam ) excluding his parents. he will do bad things as well. proceed with caution when following me and interacting with me. i tag all triggers accordingly.

DUE TO HATE ANONS I HAVE GOTTEN i have to add this little blurb unfortunately: do not send me biphobic anons trying to argue with me about billy's sexuality. as far as we know, he is canonically straight. which means i can head canon him as whatever one i want. ergo, he is is bisexual in my portayal of him. he is bisexual. do not try to fight with me on this. do not try to change my mind. i will block someone without a second thought. billy is a bisexual man with a heavy preference for women. do NOT send me hate because of this.

while this blog is canon divergent and the whole scream franchise has been rewritten for my lore, i will not support or acknowledge ANY scream film after scream vi due to melissa's firing. the scream franchise ended with scream vi. i do not support scream 7. dni with me if you support this movie.

REBLOG FROM THE SOURCE OR ELSE. this includes ASK MEMES, PSAS, EDITS, GIFS, AESTHETICS, MUSIC, MUSINGS, AND MORE. only things tagged with OKAY TO REBLOG are okay to reblogged from me. multiple offenses of this will result in a soft block to mutuals. non mutual rp blogs will get blocked automatically. non rp blogs will also get blocked automatically.

mun info: rissa. she / they. usa. 30.  i roleplay from mobile and the desktop. i primarily do not use images in my replies. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. this blog is low activity aka i reply at my own pace activity. 

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HEAVILY AFFILATED WITH @loomissister.

blog roll: @loomisheir / @percentstardust / @neversith

personal / non rp blogs, do not reblog my ooc posts, my shit posts, my head canons, edits, and promos. reblog ask memes and other posts from the source. mass spamming my notifications with reblogs and likes will get you blocked.

#pinned #do NOT REBLOG #okay to like tho

[mpxinvidia]

This Quiet Place is Louder Than Most ft. Lio

{{ For those who might be reading this installment and wondering where it falls in the timeline, this scene takes place after the Halloween events in the thread ‘Demons’, during the island’s first gentle snow. Lio has ‘died’ and been brought back and for a month there is a stagnant silence between the two of them. This transpires before the white-out event. Again, Perse mun, I thank you for your patience. Let’s proceed! }}

A continuation for @lioxmp

Part 1 Here

♮      In truth, he didn’t know what made him rush inside. They hadn’t talked for over a month and the last time they had it was just after nearly killing each other in a cemetery  skirmish. If actions speak louder than words then their mutual actions toward each other as of late had spoken in unyielding shrieks. Invidia is half certain that even a cry to heaven could be drowned out by the way they had acted, the debris of what they once were thicker than the blanket of snow outside.

                 Why did he come here?     

Was it because it was familiar? More times than he could ever count the sinner had run to this exact home with tidbits of joy, facts he had learned and couldn’t be bothered to wait and share, and even- although rarer- when he found that his troubles were too much to handle alone. Or was it because he simply was so eager to show the other something pure after all that had happened between them? Did he want to fix whatever it was that had broken between them?                                                    

                                                            He didn’t know.     

    He watches as Lio rises from his bed, taking in the way his body seemed weaker, tired but still determined to keep going. What had happened? To be sure, Invidia had heard a rumor or two, made up a worry or four in his own mind but seeing this frail state the other was in made his eyes stay fixed in concern as Lio peers out the window before turning to him again. Did he want to watch it together? Was it that simple to go forward again? Invidia says nothing. He does nothing but stand quietly in the same spot of the darkened room. Was it that simple to just …stop? A million and one thoughts race through his mind as the other man walks closer. Closer and closer still until he’s standing right before him now, the smells of his cologne faint and mingled with the scents of soap, bedding, and sickness buzzing into the sinner’s senses. So, Lio had been ill in some way. There, in the mix of smells, is an unmistakable one— Death.

     A touch is at his hair and it’s only when he can see his own dark curls against the pale of Lio’s hand that he realizes he’s trembling. That touch. Now that was familiar. How many times had that small touch been his unraveling? How often had it been the catalyst to them soothing over his greatest worries? Amber eyes watch that face he’s known well as snow is swept away to melt to nothing before it even meets the floor beneath their feet and not for the first time he’s wondered; Was I bad? Have I ruined everything again?     It’s not the right answer, but it’s the right thing to say then. Invidia’s mittened hands reach up and take hold of the one that sweeps snow away from his hair, the move to halt Lio and garner his attention fully.

            “Why did you go where I couldn’t find you?”

#para: This Quiet Place is Louder Than Most #;lioxmp #{{ hit it in the morning: daily life }} #Type: So Into You #{{ well shit let’s get into it

[gnzma]

[ actually! this isn’t based on anything really - it’s just a thought that crossed my mind more than once in the past few days specifically because my muses can often act pretty aggressively. they pick fights, they throw insults, they willingly get into trouble more often than not. they WILL bother people much more powerful than them, either for hero complex or for lack of self respect

and i just want to say that. first of all? i’m more than fine with them facing consequences for their actions! i’m a strong believer that you can’t just throw stuff and insult a certain muse because they’re rich/powerful/evil etc, OOC is a huge red flag and IC it can get annoying -- but i do expect your muse to react if mine crosses the line! It’s important to remember that any relationship and thread here isn’t focused on just one muse, but it’s a group effort -- and negative interactions are also important!

again, especially if your muse has the meaning to make someone stop harassing them and if mine is doing it because. idk they’re bored i guess fnasmdg

and another important thing -- of course i play my muses following their personality, i already bent them far too many times to please someone else

but that doesn’t meant that I, the mun, won’t understand if you don’t like it when your muse gets targeted too much. if i go overboard and make you uncomfortable in any way, you are free to tell me -- in fact, i heavily encourage so! just because i won’t change my lad’s personalities to force everyone to be friendly, it doesn’t mean that i won’t tone it down for you, the actual living person behind the screen! mun and muse are two different people, and since we’re all adults here it’s about time to remember that we can communicate our discomfort to one another if someone writes something that you don’t feel comfortable with. ]

#AGAIN I REPEAT THIS IS BASED ON NOTHING AT ALL if not. me realizing that guzma IS a bastard #guzma and silver especially are guilty of this #and ik that its hard to openly say that youre tired of how your muse is treated! #but. yea. just thoughts :^) #❌|| ʏᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ɢɪᴏ 💀 ooc ||❌

[stelleblazer]

laws.

✦ activity. ✦ This blog is low-activity, meaning there will be times I step away from this blog for extended periods. You may find me on various other fandom blogs or Discord in the interim. As such, I ask nicely that you don’t pressure me about replying. If I don’t get to it, I’m always willing to pick it up again whenever I return or start a new one!

✦ formatting. ✦ If this is inaccessible to you in any way, I am very willing to adapt my style to your needs. Just let me know if you have trouble reading and we’ll go from there!

I play in narrative, multi-paragraph format most of the time, with the exception of crack threads. I also tend to use small text with bolded dialogue and icons to go along. There is never any need to match the length of my replies, either.

✦ interactions. ✦ I love to plot out things or work from a starter meme. My ask box is always open for those. If you’d like to continue from an ask, you can make a new post or just keep going. However, I ask that you trim the post to keep it from clogging the dash.

✦ triggers. ✦ Triggers will be tagged as “___ tw” for common things by default. If there is anything in particular you want to avoid, let me know. There will never be any self-harm, suicide, eating disorders, CSA or other SA, or spiders depicted on this blog.

✦ ships. ✦ I multi-ship and am willing to play out a romance with various characters. Keep in mind that these ships may take place in separate iterations of the same verse, and cheating is NOT a thing unless dictated otherwise. I am also okay with NSFW rp, though I would prefer to engage in that on Discord. DO NOT message me just for smut. I want to develop an actual relationship with our muses first to determine appropriate chemistry. ✦ general. ✦ No godmodding. Please be respectful of me and my muse and don’t try to say anything or act as her. Also, please bear in mind that mun ≠ muse, so Stelle’s actions, thoughts, and behaviors may not match what I personally believe.

#.rules

[s-talking]

My favorite thing about your muse and your portrayal?

This is just gonna be a positivity ask, 'cause Envy's great, but you made him and are amazing, so you get some love too (as you deserve).

There is so much blood, sweat, and probably tears that went into Envy. I have interacted with you and your OC for years now, and he's still my absolute favorite. Top of the list for damn sure. The backstory, his personality, his weird little behaviors, his appearance – and I still have no idea what the fuck a Saebom is, and that horror aspect of the unknown is solid. I like that there's so much to him that's said in volumes where he doesn't speak much if at all. The quality of attention to what his actions are, his thoughts, and world around him is the only clues you get. What's not to love about a killer with unknown as a cloak, it's like another little layer of Saebom that's afflicted him, and he's just the surface level of that overarching 'what the fuck'. He is always a surprise even when you think you understand or so much as know him, the living curve-ball, and I'm here for that suspense. A literal jack-in-the-box with a knife.

I love what's been going on between our muses, and I'm here for every scenario big and small. I always get excited and check my Tumblr when I see "s-talking has posted XYZ", especially our IM's. I absolutely love those, I always look forward to them – and I know that you don't always respond, that maybe you forgot, or Tumblr was just being a toothpick in the dick and refused to show a notification. Regardless of the aforementioned, I will always have patience and excitement for your response. Be it several hours, days, or weeks. I know that such time management stuff is something that bothers you, but know that I do not mind. I could never mind at all. I'll still be here to support you, so take all the time you need for whatever might be going on. If you at all have a Discord, you are welcome to have my username, if you're comfortable.

And lets not forget your art of this lad. Absolute fucking talent, some good fucking food whenever I see your work. I have never not been inspired by your pieces, both old and new. I still have that one you did of Saku as the main display should someone go onto my blog and see the theme. I wish I could see your process, so I understand what all goes into such extraordinary pieces.

⌘ 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐀𝐋/𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄?

truth to be told... i cannot even begin to count how many times i've re-written my reply to this ask. i've initially intended to write something wholesome & funny, something which will show my sincere gratitude for you & your kind words but, in the end, none of it ever felt really ' good ' enough. even now, as i type, i have this huge novella-sized post sitting in my drafts but i refuse to post it because i thought of something much better, something which will express me far more than mere words ever will, so here...

a big heart-felt thank you for always being here for me & not once treating me any different despite my many breaks or moments of pure silence. i've been going through a lot of heavy things these past two-three years, but knowing that i don't have to pressure myself into a plastic smile & constantly message / come online in general just to keep up good relations is a huge, huge relief, & you have no idea just how much it means to me. i sincerely cherish your patience, saku-mun, but also the many messages & asks that you've sent me ( whether i was online or offline, whether tumblr bugged out or i became distant by social means, ) but most of all, i thank you for all the kindness you've shown despite having your own troubles in life. i am flattered, & humbled, beyond words. also, the very fact you've even stashed my simple 10-15 minute doodle on your profile & kept it up for years is honestly the greatest form of flattery an artist could possibly receive from a friend. as such, it's only fair that you get a proper artwork of sakuyoru this time.

i adore you, simply. i adore your writing, your muse, your creativity & art, & just how much you've always cared for me & my own creations for so many years. this drawing is simply my own version of ardor... as well as sweet revenge for making my pale face burn hotter than the sun *chuckles *

either way, tdlr;; i hope you suffer with me now, you lil sh*t ♡ 

#aklgjalkg-- i got so emotional that i completely forgot to mention just how much i'm happy to see your love for envy & his horror tale #not to mention the plethora of compliments for my own writing #alkgalkgjagljk #thank you again #i'm by no means a proper writer - just someone who enjoys weaving stories & generally being creative #but even so #your ask makes me feel literally on top of the world. #{{ 𝓸𝓸𝓬;; }}

[weavesouls]

I. AFFILIATION

This is an Independent Canon divergent Isolde rp blog. I have no ties with Riot Games, nor do I claim ownership of the character or game. I simply role play the character I have grown to love and adore for so long. The only things I own on this blog are art I may or may not post unless stated otherwise.

This is my take on Isolde, pretty canon divergent. Keep in mind, she can be sweet and kind, or over dramatic and mean to your muse. I do not condone her acts. Do not confuse mun with muse. If she is not your cup of tea the unfollow button is at the top.

By default my Isolde is ressurected, but if you want her before ‘death’ please specify!

II. BASIC RULES

(Just read these for the short version of my rules!)

✰ NO GODMODDING! That one is pretty self explanatory and obvious. Just don’t do it. It isn’t fun for anyone. ✰ Multiple threads with one person are welcomed. ✰ Tag your content, as i tag mine! ✰ Don’t send hate/anon hate. You’re just wasting your own time and i simply just ignore and block anyways. ✰ Racist, sexist, Transphobic & homphobic muns are NOT welcome here. ✰ Please cut your posts! ✰ Yes, I interact with OCS but I will not follow everyone. I only follow the ones I interact with. I do not like Gary Stu, Mary Stu, Cat girl anime types and Forced ship/Forced child ocs! ✰ Do not take advantage of my kindness and non selectivity. ✰ I AM NOT YOUR MEME SOURCE! please reblog from the source. ✰ I have dyslexia and sometimes trouble reading and understanding and this may come out in my role playing. I try to catch my mistakes before I complete a response but I’m not perfect. ✰ THIS BLOG IS 18+ meaning no minors. Sorry but I am an adult and at times I do rp and reblog adult content.

III. REPLIES

Replies can take a long time as Tumblr is not my main focus. A nudge or poke about our rp is a-ok! I’m so scatterbrained. However, nagging will earn you a block if my warning is ignored.

I usually try to respond to my threads equally, but if I am enjoying a role play thread a lot more I may prioritize it. Do not come at me complaining, I will get to your response when I get time.

Remember, Role Play is a hobby.

IV. INTERACTIONS

I am non-selective, this means I interact with anyone and everyone this includes Ocs, & other fandoms. However if your oc has no bio or is just a “big tiddy anime cat girl” I may not interact.

THE FANDOMS I REFUSE TO INTERACT WITH AND BLOCK ARE; MHA, HOMESTUCK, KILLING STALKING, YBC, MCYT, & DANGANRONPA. Respect this or leave, experience with those rpcs have made me very uncomfortable. If you like it that is okay, just keep it away from me :)

V. SHIPPING

At the moment i am only interested in romantically shipping Isolde with Viego of course, I have thought about being exclusive with one if i one wants to in the future.. but feel free to shoot me an idea! I might like it, I’m a complete shipping whore.

When shipping if you have a preference, please specify if you prefer her more hostile side or more sweet. 

VI. VERSES

WIP

VII. TAGS

For aesthetic reasons in my tags of posts I have tags special text. More tags can be added any time!

i tag my nsfw with nsfw and sinday, but if you want you can also block my special nsfw tag which is;   ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪꜱᴛ. ( nsfw )

VIII. NSFW

NSFW will be present, both mun and muse are legal adults. This can include sexual themes, gore and violence which all will be appropriately tagged. Any smut I might write will be under a read more. She will not just jump into sex with you, that’s where ship chemistry comes into play. I will NOT engage in any sexual stuff with muns & muses -18.

Other nsfw regarding violence, Isolde can and will hurt you if you provoke her. You have been warned. More in depth violence can be role played upon request, tagged appropriately. I will not control or kill off your muse without permission. I ask you do the same.