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September 4th, 2022. Happy birthday Aileen. 27 this year! Love ya!
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Let me love who I want to love even if they don’t love me back.
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2' x 6' Fog/Brown Peshawar Ziegler Runner Rug
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Type: Peshawar Ziegler Rugs
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How’d you fucked up bro? She’s like the sweetest girl ever. Always nice and forgiving. She’s so easy to love. She’s always caring and how you gonna let that go? Wtf is wrong with you. Now she’s rebounding..
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Happy quarter century birthday Aileen.
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Hey stay safe okay?
Hey stay safe okay? As I’m worrying about my own well being, I’m also worrying about everyone else, especially my parents since they’re so old.
You will always come to mind, I don’t even know if you’re doing well over there but everything has been pretty hectic lately. Pretty crazy how things are going, I would never expect we would be in a pandemic in our lifetime. I just want to say let’s get through this safely. I’d love to see everyone safe by the end of this crisis. Please take care of yourself. There’s so many ways how the media pumps negative information into our minds. Like where are the articles about good news, the recoveries?? I feel brainwashed, every night my anxiety spiking and I can’t even sleep because I’m worried I’ll catch a case of the virus. On top of that my work is essential because we’re military related, so having the idea of social distancing/isolation and having to go to work really triggers me. I go to work scared of touching anything unless I disinfect the area. And when I get home I’m afraid that I’m carrying the virus and passing it to my parents. I really don’t know what to do, I guess I can say only time will tell. As of right we just have to do our part to stay as clean as possible. Please take care, I worry about you. Whatever you do, makes sure it’s something that will brighten your day, even for a moment. We need more happiness in this world. Feels like a prison now, no matter how free you are, even going to buy groceries is pretty scary now, I don’t even want to touch anything.
Sorry I have a lot say, rambling about random things. I’m just typing as I go. I’m just concerned for your well being, physically and especially your mentally. You don’t want to turn into me, having all of these anxiety problems, it feels like PTSD and I don’t even know what PTSD feels like, but I get triggered easily when I have to do things that requires my hands. I always have hand sanitizer now, dry AF hands.
Anyways moral of the story: stay safe, try to enjoy things even when times are bad because your happiness is a must. Oh I forgot to mention, be cautious with potential racism in the future. I want to see not just you but everyone to pull this pandemic through and maybe one day in the future we can all talk about how scared I was when it was going around. I still care and I’m worried sick about you. Be safe Aileen.
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Why
Why are you always on my mind?
Why do I always worry about you?
Why do I always want to know how you’re doing?
Why when every time you’re sad, I always wanted to ask you if you’re okay? (Usually by text.)
Why do I care so much about you?
Why when I wake up the first thing that comes up in my mind is you?
Why is everything I see remind me of you?
Why do I miss you so much?
Why do I miss your voice?
Why do I miss those old times where we actually got along? (Was I ever bad to you?)
Why?
Why do I love you so much?
And why... why can’t you get out of my mind.
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Til this day..
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How do you keep a conversation with people out of state? 😢
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Although we’re not together.. I always call out for you, your name.. as if you are my goddess.
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Live your life. Don’t stress yourself out.
I’ve been doing nothing this past year, just work 9 hours a day, 6 days a week. It’s stressful, I just go home after work and sleep but I do try to stay up on my days off and go out. Not quite what I wanted for this blog. This blog was suppose to be inspirational, enjoying life, making the best out of it, and living life with no stress. But no, it’s the complete opposite.
It’s #easyliving after all but I haven’t enjoyed anything at all this year.
I’ve been stuck in this shell for quite some time. Wanting to help my family out but instead argue with them. Really I just want to go home and sleep for work the next day and when my parents ask me for something I just tell them I’ll do it later, let me sleep. I’m sorry.
I miss people who don’t fucking miss me, always wondering how they are and what they’re up to.
I need to clean up the house too, it’s a mess.
Only thing I’m looking forward for is I’m going to try new things next month. Actually go out and do exotic racing, top gold, get wasted with friends, having a good time. Something like a vacation just to relieve the stress.
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So I told one of my close friend that I bought ultraboost for this girl in Texas..
Fast forward: every time I see a post about saving money or talk about saving money. He just yells out ultraboost..
#lol#easylivingco#you#easy living#easyliving#love#miss you#i miss you#depression#a9496#mytran1691#inside joke#inside joke not really#update#ultraboost
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December 5, 2016
I hope you’re happy. I always look forward to your text. I look forward to your messages. I look forward to hear about your day. Your trouble of being lonely. Your neediness for attention. Your seek for someone to listen to you. Yeah I was fucking there. You don’t see it? You don’t see all I wanted to do was to be there? You don’t fucking see it? I always wonder how your day was.. I always ask about it. And you don’t get those hints that I’m into you? I wouldn’t be asking shit if I wasn’t into you. I don’t talk to anyone anymore I’m always afraid of getting into a relationship but when I talk to you, I’m always serious about our conversation. I wanted you to be safe. I wanted you to know that I was always around when you needed me. I care a lot.. unfortunately..
But I then after today, I just realized more now, that you never really mentioned anything to me. I was always the one who wants to talk. I’m always the one who have to start the conversation. I knew that already even before. I let it go because I thought just by talking to you maybe I was able to get a chance to know you more. Yet I do know more about you but I have to dig my way through your what and whys to find out? You’re just not as serious as I was when it comes to a normal conversation.
And what you said today? That you don’t take hints? And you rather just know it straight up? Wtf are you talking about. I’m giving you hints for you to see that I like you. Were you blind as fuck to see that? Its not like you don’t take hints and want it straight up, it was that you were just too fucking blind too see that I actually do like you and I fucking care about you from all of the shit I do for you. It’s not even that I was hinting you anything. I just do the shit that I do because I care and try to show you that I wanted to help you through your roughness and bullshit that you’ve encountered. You know.. I was fucking there. I fucking listen to all your shit about ranting and being lonely and shit. You only need me when you have no one else. Fuck this shit. Time wasted.. from this day and on, I won’t take my time out for anyone, anymore. Not just because of you that I’ve became like this but from all of the mistakes that I’ve made to be there for anyone. I should have known and learn my lesson since back in the past from a few people that have treated me like shit. And shit girl, I thought you were the one. I was fucking wrong.
Although we may talk again, I know for sure you’re not the one because if you’re not into me as of right now, then there’s no way you’ll ever be into me in the future. For sure, I guarantee you that you've lost someone who's kind, loyal, and was willing to give up anything just to see you smile. I’ve held my ground. One day I’ll find the right one.
Not so vague am I? I explain everything I try to tell you. Seriously.. I don't hide secrets when it comes to you. One reason why I have a blog.
#easylivingco#easy living#easyliving#you#rant#december#2016#who was this about#don’t remember#i don't know if it's love or not but i die every time i see you.#love#miss you#i miss you#depression#a9496#idk
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Love your imperfections every angle
Tomorrow comes and goes before you know
So I just had to let you know
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