#abd sick and tired

[cakegatedisaster]

But I don't want them to heal. I want them to stay bitter and sour and angry. I want them to choose revenge over letting go every time. I want to see glimpses of hope, of peace, of a future that is better for everyone and I want them to choose wrong. I want them to refuse to regret that choice, no matter how much it hurts, no matter who it hurts. I want them to succeed in their vengeance and look back and think, even after everything, "It was worth it. I did what I had to do." I'm tired of characters choosing peace and healing and love. Choose hate and anger and pain, and inflict on every person who ever hurt you.

#jason todd #red hood #andrew minyard #aftg #batman #captive prince #laurent #tom riddle #harry potter #klaus mikaelson #loki laufeyson #loki #wanda maximoff #carden greenbriar #jude duarte #I am going through some things right now #I am sick abd tired of seeing 'letting go' as a HAPPILY EVER AFTER #BE BITTER AND ANGRY FOR LIFE #Let it be known that refusing to forgive or forget IS your happily ever after #kaz brekker #six of crows #crooked kingdom #crowley #good omens #I know theres more i just cant think of them atm #coriolanus snow #the hunger games #bosas #tbosas

[arttsuka]

If I get another add promoting AI or using ai generated images I swear to God

#I'm so sick abd tired of ai #text #not art #anti ai #delete later #maybe

[raytorotits]

big frerard is an institution that must be destroyed

#SICK ABD TIRED OF IT #what does a rayrardie have to do around here .. #tag.txt

[sludgeguzzler]

look i really dont mind having a pre t body with its little biological quirks but i have a limit and the limit is waking up at 4am with immense pain and a puddle of blood on my bed

#im probably most likely overhyping what t will do to my body but i cant wait till my periods stop #if they dont stop i will fr go after some way of stopping them im not kidding there is literally nothing good that i get from having them #its just. its just pain and blood and a constant reminder of how Woman i have to be. it makes me sad #like. all the good cramp medicine is like WOMAN PILL FOR YOUR SCHEDULED GIRL MOMENT OF THE MONTH [picture of a woman] #[venus symbol] [flowers] #and all pads come with th same thing too. like i get that its technically not harming anyone but please man cmon #my mood gets all janged up i cant think straight in the worst ways possible im always having breakdowns during them #and i have to deal with genuinely unbearable pain! and! a heavy flow! because my moms ovaries! are the most fucked ovaries ever! #hhg the only good thing i can think of is that if there was a death metal band of trans guys the lyrics theyd write would be sick #[hi this is me telling you im about to get a little gross so if stuff like this grosses you out uh. yeah] #like the gruesome symbolism of periods is pretty damn cool if im honest. i dunno #i genuinely really like the movements on normalizing periods and how they are not something to be ashamed of and happen with a lot of ppl #but. but. #it puts a lot of emphasis on how its a Woman thing when a lot of women (cis or otherwise) dont have them #and it excludes all the other non woman people who have them #re personal opinion but i think our image of periods really shouldnt be flowery beautiful woman moment that passes by in a blink. #i think we should talk about how it hurts and how it will suck a little too hard for some people and that #periods not always mean a symbol of feminity and fertility and other stuff (its 5am im tires) to everyone #like to me periods are misery and oain and dysphoria but i have a cis friend who sees her periods as symbols of her womanhood abd #*and like. shes not wrong but im also not wrong either #idk my head hurts and i wanna go bacm to sleep so bye #sg.txt

[psalmsofpsychosis]

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#it is one of those glorious days #in which i feel like nothing i ever do matters and i dont matter and i dont know why i keep trying #i'm so bone deep tired of being around people who make me feel like i dont matter abd can easily be left out of any equation #and dont exist for all they care #my best efforts get trivialised to death like ''yeah that's something you did. whatever'' #and it makes me sick #i miss my childhood #in which i used to tell my friends about the imaginary worlds in my head and it mattered so much to them #nowadays i feel like i could move mountains or do nothing and it wont matter either way. so i do nothing. and it feels so lonely anyway #in a way the past 5 years have been the most insignificant and irrelevant i've ever felt

[secondplayercanada]

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#ooc #vent #my brother and i got into an argument in the immediate family chat about2 hours ago and im still emotionally out of whack from it. #right now I'm struggling to feel anything but extreme dislike and coldness to him. I've felt so disrespected and unappreciated by him for. #well probably years now. a long time. and he blew up at me for no reason and basically said my autism is the problem. #something so intrinsic and unable to be separated from me is the provlem.tje thing that's been making it so harf for me for so long. #I'm sitting at work trying not to cry again as i type this . #i don't know if i will ever fully come back from this. i don't know if i *want* to try and fix things after this. #he seemed to hate me. and i dont even really care anymore. how sad is that. what hurts most is that it feels like confirmation that im #the problem. not him #me. like it always has been because ive spent most of my life undiagnosed and unknowing. suspecting but that's about it. #I'm sick and tired of not being comfortable at home. im sick and tired of being scared he'll hurt me. I'm sick and tired of him keeping #me awake at night. I'm sick and tired of him not even doing bare minimum and reaping all the rewards. #i hate how it feels like mum and dad are protecting him. how nothing ever changes and i keep trying but i can't do anything. #i can't even move out rental vacancy is less than 1% abd rents like $500+ a week. #i dont want to have to leave but i may have too just to keep my sanity and i hate it i hate it i hate it. #i hate him. i wish he would go away. i wish ue would face reak consequences and know how it feels. i wish mt sister woulf stop choosing him #like hes not the problem. i haye feeling like this. #i hate being the problem.

[niishi]

I truly think one of my biggest pet peeves is when you ask someone for details on something and they're as vague as humanly possible. I hate vagueness. I hate people talking AT me with zero context and making me ask 1000000 questions so I can understand. when they could just tell me from the start and be helpful and not make communicating a stressful challenging game. there's just some people, and it's so common too, who want to make communicating so hard. it's like a narcissistic game. I have really, zero energy for that kind of thing. it's really frustrating like damn just fucking be helpful or don't talk to me at all.

#its literally bully energy #like lets be vague abd make you keep asking questions #that I'll vaguely answer #until youre super frustrated #and then im gon a get mad at you for being frustrated #even though i intentionally orchestrated this situation #and did everything in my power to upset you #and wasnt helpful or clear for even a second and wasted all your time #genuinely tired of this! #give me context right off the bat #be helpful #or literally die #I'm sick of it #if i ask you a 'where' question #answer me with a destination #not a bunch of random details that give me absolutely no answer to my question

[wazzuppy]

asking for death rn

#hhhhhhhnnn #sick and tired of finding out ppl i looked up to are horrible abd shitty #god maybe i just am too willing to give ppl the benefit of the doubt #like #sometimes i'll notice things and its like. it makes me uncomfortable. but i let it slide anyways #and i dont know WHY i do that #maybe im too trusting or maybe i just dont like thinking bad things abt ppl or maybe im just trying to protect myself #i wish i could just enjoy things guiltlessly but i think guilt is one of the only things i ever feel anymore #i hate the thought of something i enjoy and i hold a lot of dear memories with being controlled by bad ppl #but i want to still enjoy that thing bc its special to me and makes me happy #uuggghhh #i hate feeling this kinda conflict over things i like #it just makes me feel sick #tara says stuff #vent #ish #but #yeah #obligatory matt hargeaves is a shitty person ect ect #i dont have the energy to say more than that rn #i'll figure out how i want to approach eddsworld moving forward later #rn i just wanna listen to music and get all this negativity out of my system

[casterluci]

do NOT work on your homework for five hours straight‼️‼️

#i feel so tired abd i might like get sick again loooorrrddd #i was like this 🦐 the entire time #and ofc i barely had time to review like id rather rest rn that push myself when i have to wake up like 5 hrs later #i dont think im goibg to pass any of them even the hw bc i just wrote down whatever #share ko lang 🙄 #kabwisit talaga tong prof na to sana wala ka masakyan bukas punyeta

[satansappendix]

Honestly I'm sick

#im sick and tired already of the condolences #my dad died snd its a lot #im sick of people coming over im sick of people saying sorry for your lose #im sick of it #it just makes me mad #we havent even had his funeral yet but people wont stop coming over and shit #no i havent worked through my complex emotions about this all #i dont get a chance to #i feel like i cant point out how he was a bad person how i dont remember happy memories with him #how he never apologized and only ever got worse as he was sick #but i cant say that because everyones so focused on the loss and i know its hard for them but its just so frustrating #i cant even literally say the truth #i cant say it's too quiet for my dad to be here like his spirit or whatever #because it is its always been so loud and choatic with him abd i cant say that its inappropriate #i cant saw he snapped his fucking phone in half like a goddamn child because he was mad abd wanted a new one #my brother gave me shit about that saying really #like yesh its the truth and fucking mad about it #and this is from my brother that fucking hated him but sure whatever #im just so angry #no i font want to look at picture of him or the 'happy times' because there werent any for me #I don't want to see that shit #so i have to sit quietly and pretend its all good because the other option upset everyone else because they are dealing eith the loss #and indont even get to be away from it all cause bryan lost my fucking keys in the mitts of this #so im stuck in this stupid fucking house with all the reminders of everything #I have to listen to all the people saying im so sorry for your loss when im just so angry at him #im still mad #he hurt me he hurt my brother and my mom #but i have to pretend it was all okay for the sake of everyone else #and i have tk grapple with the fact my stupid fucking aunts are going to try and do a bunch of bullshit #they are going to try to move my nonni out of the house despite us taking plent care of her and them being bitches to hrr

[thepoliteknight]

There’s so much happening in the world today that sometimes it feels like something is ripping time away from me. Not to say I’m losing years but rather I’m losing peaceful moments. It’s like the chaos of the world just continues to rob me of my energy, of which I have little to spare.

#me #just thinking about how much i love my partner while I’m sick with covid #i try to keep up with the world but it spins faster every day abd the best i can do is be open to what comes next and try to keep laughing #I’m happy to feel happy and annoyed to feel tired but I’m grateful to feel anything at all! #just a thought

[lord-radish]

If anyone has any advice on how to clean a fridge, to the point of like getting unidentifiable gummed-up food residue out of a glass shelf and optimally cleaning a single-drawer vegetable crisper, I'm all ears because I'm gonna try getting this done this weekend

#I got a secondhand fridge when I moved in but I didn't want to use it until it had been cleaned #I've got most of it done. what's left are the shelves and the crisper #but there's still stain residue all over and I would like to get that out if possible #like. it's a blessing and a privilege to get some free stuff when you're moving house. and I don't want to seem like I'm throwing it back #or like looking a gift horse in the mouth #but I want a clean fridge. this thing has been an albatross around my neck for months #i really wish I had turned it down and bought a new one just so I had something that Works y'know. just plug that bastard in #and have cold food and drinks from the get-go. instead this grimy thing has been sitting around for months because it's too much #abd I'm tired and overworked and don't feel like doing it #I'm willing to own that the way I'm speaking is entitled. but jeez dude I just want things to be easier #it would have been way better for me to start making positive habits if things just worked from the beginning #but I'm almost four months into living here and I haven't had a fridge the whole time because it's disgusting in there #and I haven't been able to bring myself to clean it. except I Did Actually and it was Too Grimy To Clean In One Go #I'm tired. I'm sick of this. i want to use my fridge so I'm finally gonna clean it #but I need help

[clambucket]

Comments on tiktok under a vague post: um let’s normalize CONTEXT?? Not all of us have time to go back over a weeks worth of drama so I need someone to summarize for me

Tags on tumblr under a vague post: #Omg this is so me and the girlies #Mutuals and I getting wonderbread #It’s about my Blorbo omg

#I will sit there for hours scrolling but I am SICK and TIRED of sitting abd scrolling #however #I suffer from tumblr disease so I physically can’t leave a site that causes me pain

[realbacchus]

I need an in-depth plot summary of throne of glass (gonna be real I have no idea what the series is called) because I JUST got Tower of Dawn ($2 from a library sale, babey!) and I have read 1-5 of the series (I have no recollection of books 3-5). *Insert me screaming*

#i am tired abd i have a ? sick #i tested negative for cobid but also ive never had allergies this bad before so im like in a weird limbo rn hehe #hhhhhhhhh

[tra-le-patatine-a-fuoco]

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#why do I always have to find things out? #wtf is wrong with me #I look for stuff and then I find something and then I makes me sick and then I don’t know what to do #because everytime I talked about stuff like that to the persons I’m the closest to and that are also affected by said stuff #but had no idea about it #it always backfires #and like everything just explodes at once #and I don’t even know why I’m writing this here I’m just so fucking tired #like I can barely breath and I’m shaking abd #am I even making this like bigger than it really is or I just don’t know anymore #when will this all stop I swear I can’t take it anymore #and I’m sorry to whoever is reading this #I guess I’ll be fine but I just need to let some of it out or else I’ll just go plain insane

[pheonix-inside]

Killing and violence and killing and violence

#dont ever let me have to wake up before 6 am ever again #i had to be awoken at 4:40 #i went to bed at 11:40 #i was packing all night bc we're waking up for a flight abd y'know vacationing for a week #i dont want to anymore tho fuck it if i have to wake up at 4:40 IN THE FUCKING MORNING #i feel sick. my body hurts. im too tired. #im definitely napping once we get to our destination fuck everyone #i don't care that we're seeing family i am getting some extra fucking sleep #or i will cry