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veronicamalatesta · 4 months

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Duemilaventitrè, si è pianto assai. Nel male ma per fortuna anche nel bene ⭐

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haunted-whisperings · 29 days

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when i look in the mirror i never trust what i see having trouble realizing me told what to do, what to feel where do i begin to find what is real i said no, “you mean yes” i guess not so sure anymore an uneven score wanting more do i deserve such i feel i have been missing much caught in a web of lies unheard for years, my many cries chains stay the course do you think he feels remorse overactive emotions dysfunctional neurotransmitters i’m not a quitter not even bitter i just need to know how do i go from here to there care self-distrust do i matter much it’s not a crutch i’m struck by a twist of fate stalemate maybe someone help me figure this out untwist my brain serotonin lost my mood the cost depressed on a quest to find my true mind real emotions presynaptic collapse my body reacts self-harm moving to my arm sound the alarm imperfections now found on my body’s sacred ground tell me the truth show me what to do is this true as tears drop shocked mediating tension hand is wrenching stainless steel again appeals to the theory of invalidation

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katieolney · 2 months

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🎭"Tough Pill to Swallow"💊

Man from my nightmareHaunting me in my sleepYou’re selfishness is unfairYour presence makes me weep You are everything I wantYet you are nothing at allThe definition of bluntHere only to make me fall You are never there for meYou only take take and takeI can’t stand you’re vanityHow do I get this spell to break? You are my fears and goalsYou are my reason for lifeYet the reason for all these…

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#abusiverelationship #addiction #anxiety #Borderlinepersonalitydisorder #Bpd #bullying #codependency #Depression #grief #poem #poetry #Ptsd #selfcare #toxic relationships

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degrating · 2 months

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cried on my birthday every year for 14 years, cried on valentine’s day every year of this relationship. i’m so tired. why can’t one specific day i plan for ever be special or important

#abusiveboyfriend #abusiveness #abusiverelationship

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abhapoetry · 1 year

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God Presence is Always There

I trace the face that I remember, Red-blond eyebrows above Those drawn out eyes and pink lips.

You were scared I would leave you yesterday When you showed me how you live now; Piles of dishes travelling from the kitchen to the shower, Stacks overflowing in the bathroom sink.

You tell me your boyfriend is a hoarder And how he takes apart everything you bring home. We try to make some sense of the mess so we can sleep tonight And find nuts and bolts, beer cans, old phones That still ring even when they’re dead.

You tell me how he has taken you apart too, How the neighbour complains to the police Every time you cry, how he leaves you on the floor hurting yourself Because he does not believe in compassion.

He told you he thinks people have to force themselves to be good And that he believes there is a singular reality, occurring there externally. Perhaps this is the worst for you, being trapped in one reality When you inhabit so many — when you experience All the perspectives at once and commune with deities.

You told me you chose to love him to prove you can love anyone, You told me you’re staying because of your sins And the bad karma that has caught up with you.

We talk about your psychosis eight years ago, And you tell me Aya tried to warn you. We remember how you went silent for a year after.

You are still afraid of ambulances Because they restrained you on that bed Where you couldn’t reach your glass of water, Gave you electroshock therapy so bad You now have gaps in your memory.

You still take the meds and get your shots But you haven’t stopped wondering What the sounds are trying to tell you And what the angel numbers mean when they appear.

You beg me to remember the ‘old Tina’ And I tell you she’s right there, in front of me. We run around Vienna like we own it, And paint our nails red on the train, Talk about all the boys whose hearts we broke, And make peace with our recklessness.

#poetry #prose #poets on tumblr #friends #abusiverelationship #mentalhealth #depression

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catonthe6-blog · 11 months

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May Kill Me - ①③ (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1343567003-may-kill-me-%E2%91%A0%E2%91%A2?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=catnamedgoose&wp_originator=j3qOW%2Fi%2FHuatvV6kTU7%2BKsyCVuRUG1XTOa74gXmQIC2B9%2BliUfDAuRiw3nqiqm1Mu5D2iYDulYth3KVNySLOX33KT7owqNqgkG6dagdM0R5f84YbPp%2FfNpSJgd3Z0mE3 Oceane Becker is ready for a fresh start. After an unpleasant breakup with her high school boyfriend, and the gross public scene he made during a grad party, Oceane is more than excited about starting college in a new town and making meeting new people. As she settles into her new life of late-night partying, no-strings-attached dating, and weekend bar-hopping, Oceane starts noticing a shadowy figure in her emerging in the background. Someone is stalking Oceane. Someone is angry at the way Oceane had treated them. Someone wants to harm her. Someone may want her dead...

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therxpediaries · 1 year

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⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️ - SA & DV

Notebook Entry #1 — Week of 4/9/2022

This entry contains what I planned to say, and what I said, to the person who SA’d me. The person who SA’d me is my now ex-boyfriend, but we were still dating at the time of this entry — and we dated for close to a year following the SA. I had been groomed, manipulated, and coerced into staying in the relationship for that long.

This entry details my thoughts and feeling regarding the SA, and my options on how to proceed with the relationship. I chose option 1, and my reasoning is described above.

National Sexual Assault Hotline (US): 1-800-656-4663

National Domestic Violence Hotline (US): 800-799-7233

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hooyo99 · 1 year

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Mine ll jeon jungkook ll 18+ - Bonus part (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1304014697-mine-ll-jeon-jungkook-ll-18%2B-bonus-part?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=zh5067706&wp_originator=KZl6ZlhBs4QymvIqofZf88MzE4ERgd%2B9jCwUTVH6hJC4tAHNpMu0i%2FE1lk5IZkYA24vxdbsP%2F1FNRgK79YpnlERHMZdpLgagzWjuRg15ec3I6bjww7X9shJStb4X8fXR jungkook was the bad boy and most feared student of his college with attractive personality, he was not interested in love at all as his mind was in violence and he was enjoying the power he had......he was sure he would never fall for any girl especially from his college, he was sure he would not be the one who would approach the girl first and he was sure about himself until she came............. she was mysterious girl with low self esteem, she was his junior and was the girl who was quiet, she was the girl who wanted to be alone due to her life..... her life wasn't normal at all, she was sure she would be safe and will be alone in college not when he developed strong feelings for her........ content : This story contains abuse and abusive language, violence, love, 18+ romance

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dreamnewdreams · 1 year

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#personal #truth #abuse #abusiverelationship

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cheyspodcast · 2 years

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Quotes from episode 7 with @allthingsshati ❤️‍🩹 Link in bio!!

#abusesurvivor #abusiverelationship #abusiverelationshiprecovery #traumarecovery #traumarecoverypodcast #podcast #podcastersofinstagram #spotifypodcast #cheyspodcast #trending #trendingpodcast #podcastwomen #podcasters

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irontigercolor · 1 month

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A Bratz territory 2 - 36. (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1250092657-a-bratz-territory%EF%BF%BC-2-36?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=GyasiaLiburd Will Namari disastrous life get any better or will she keep having to put on her strong face to fight demons?

#abusiveboyfriend #abusiverelationship #alcohol #argument #arguments #bdsmrelationship #betrayal #divorce #drugs #fighting #lies #narcissist #pregnancies #teen-fiction #books #wattpad #amreading

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hechelemasprintsbyreyna · 3 months

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#hechelemas.myshopify.com #hechelemas #t shirts #dallas cowboys #abusiverelationship

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littledemonlorne · 4 months

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Home is Where the Headache is (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/243468343-home-is-where-the-headache-is?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=mstiqueb4be&wp_originator=O3Pux4DNdQQF8KNxUAKRUG0ynvhJdJ2X7DCIj4KBLyMrHyCmXn4aDt2qR5uJ5oivlJjIIlsaG4MRVAkiUYBkJ6QKrSpVvWDSt8sLnpVWeIp1ocSbQBfF5zoq9fU92zbR Quinn was visiting his family to get away from work. Everything was just so stressful in Maine and he missed his family. But something seems off about his Dad. And he's not sure if it's not just his imagination.

#abusiveparent #abusiverelationship #biracial #father-son #incestuous #whitepassing #books #wattpad #amwriting

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killer-fun-podcast · 6 months

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The Murdaugh Murders has quite the body count - that we know of - but the unraveling of the power the family had over Hampton County began in earnest with an event in 2019: the boat crash. Mallory Beach lost her life, the other young adults involved were traumatized, and the fallout from this scandal that couldn’t be covered up would result in more tragedy years later. Email us: [email protected] Follow us on Facebook: fb.me/KillerFunPodcast All the Tweets, er, POSTS: http://twitter.com/KillerFunPod Instagram: killerfunpodcast

#abuse #abusiverelationship #alcohol #alcoholabuse #attorney #boat #crash #crime #murdaugh #murdaughmurders #murder #powercorrupts #truecrime

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catonthe6-blog · 4 months

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May Kill Me - Twenty-Nine (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1405664371-may-kill-me-twenty-nine?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=catnamedgoose&wp_originator=IihRXYCpDgHo5DwShzlYTwIRM9mPiQwwJ4JeY%2BVvB%2BNsmwjzVPPYaAQDRszKKWCPh1Gnrspx%2Bpe2ekoO0Y9od%2BsIF%2FDIOoYwSZudBvf4xWVMYCRur9OvA%2FY4eG7V4dI9 Oceane Becker is ready for a fresh start. After an unpleasant breakup with her high school boyfriend and the gross public scene he made during a grad party, Oceane is more than ready to start fresh in a new town. But pretty soon it becomes evident her past has followed her. Someone is stalking Oceane. Someone is angry at the way Oceane had treated them. Someone wants to harm her. Someone may want her dead...

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bossladykei · 6 months

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From Ashes (Heathens Ink #3) by K.M. Neuhold

Current read… I’m 80% done. ☑️ I might be finished with this book by tonight … well am !!! Good read!!! Book Review: ***Spoilers here and there*** I’m a keep this short. Because it’s not much I would like to say in this I mean about this book. It’s definitely a 5 star read to me. Plus when about the harassment. I assume that it was both Kira and Harrison. I was right about both … because the…

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