#ac lone

[ryllen]

with you . without you

#twst #twisted wonderland #ace trappola #deuce spade #epel felmier #jack howl #sebek zigvolt #ortho shroud #twst grim #twst yuu #twst mc #fanart #it's just a little lonely to see how good they look even without you

[aaaroace]

aphobia is so funny to me. like. you’re mad just bc i refuse to have some bitches and just wanna do my thing?

#it’s so incomprehensible to me #and the ‘that’s how it works. you’ll be lonely blah blah blah’ comments. #how abt u shut up #i could’ve had written something coherent and actually serious but I’m too tired to think abt aphobes rn #aromantic #aroace #aro #asexual #ace #aspec #aroace memes #aphobia

[vroomvroomwee]

Does anyone else feel lonesome?

Not lonely. Not alone. Just... lonesome. Like you don't feel connected to anyone. Like you never feel that you will find anyone that understands you, that will see you truly, let alone someone who will even like you. You see friends everywhere, but you don't see yourself in their place, like that is not for you, like you're not made for that and that's not made for you. You see people having fun and laughing and dancing and getting drunk and falling in love and you just... don't feel that for yourself. Like you're not supposed to have that, like you can't because it's not for you and you're not for it.

Like you're supposed to be seeing all these beautiful things in the world but not experience them yourself. Like you want to experience so much, experience everything, but be overwhelmed by it so you don't do any of it.

Like you want to be everywhere and do everything, but you don't belong anywhere and can't do anything. Like you're not supposed to be here. Not in a self-deprecating way but in an incongruous way. You want to live you want to be alive, but you feel you're not supposed to be. Not here at least, not like this. Just a presence in the world, not an active member of it. Even your body doesn't feel like home, your face isn't a face you recognise, like you're not supposed to have either. Like you're just supposed to be.

Like you're supposed to observe, but not experience.

#life #deep thoughts #deep feelings #how do I tag this? #mental illness #? #autism #is this the autism? #audhd #adhd #neurodivergence #neurodivergent #psychology #alone #lonesome #lonely #loneliness #ace #asexual #aro #aromantic #aroace

[mobydyke]

maybe if I keep telling the story, it will never have to end. that way I can keep you alive. If the story lasts forever, so will you. yes, you die in the end. yes I am the only one who remembers. yes I am the only one who knows. But if I never say it aloud, maybe you won't die. maybe this time orpheus won't turn around. maybe peter won't deny him. maybe when I reach the end, you will have had time to come up with a clever solution and escape. maybe this time we survive it together. and the next time, you can tell this story with me. maybe everyone survives and we don't have to tell the story at all. maybe they don't. if I never finish, I'll never have to know. let me speak for a little bit longer. let me live in a world that you are also in for just a moment more. sometimes your memory feels like a noose. I'm sorry. I'm not ready for you to die

#words #i REALLY tried to write some izzy meta tonight and instead? i got ishmael #brain said 'lonely sailor with an I name? yeah i got u covered' #moby dick #ace txt #anyway it's about the DOOMED NARRATIVES #my askbox is ALWAYS open to talk about the narrative structure of moby dick it makes me want to chew thru drywall #my thoughts my words

[doctorsiren]

Someone actually guessed it too

Also I know like 5 people suggested Luke Atmey for the Riddler BUT Sebastian has the silly little “?” hair thingy and also (even though I haven’t started AAI2 yet) I think he’s the right amount of Wet Cat to be the Riddler

#doctorsiren #ace attorney #ace attorney au #sebastian debeste #trucy wright #the riddler #batworth au #ace attorney fanart #art #digital art #my art #fanart #procreate #Trucy is a pretty lonely child tbh yeah she has the other villains as friends #but y’know

[mistykaru]

i couldn’t make up my mind for who would be who for this meme but this is what i thought of first therefore

#andreil #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #comic #i was going through my twitter likes and re found this meme again and remembered i wanted to do it for them lol #the main reason i had neil think of the nom is bc as . a fellow ace smooches would not be the first thing i think of #guesssss what time it is #(: #that's an upside down smiley it's 3:30am #i finished this earlier but i was doing another picture and mostly chatting tbh bc i streAmed #not great for productivity but i was less lonely while doing the thing #my art #i think my art tag is wrong bc i used to not have a space and then i added a space #so now on my actual blog it is Not Correct #i'll fix it one day #idk if i wanna post this to instagram lol it feels a bit too doodly but we'll see how i feel tomorrow

[moodyseal]

happy "almost christmas means it wasn't christmas" day

#ace attorney #lonely thoughts

[headcanonsandmore]

I’m pretty new to Discworld, what’s up with May 25th?

Hi mate! Great question!

The answer is that the 25th May is the special day within 'Night Watch' (one of the books towards the later end of the Discworld series). I won't spoil anything but a lot of it has to do with an attempted revolution and founding of a republic. Sam Vimes was there, as was Fred Colon, Nobby Nobbs, Reg Shoe and Vetinari.

After Terry Pratchett was diagnosed with Alzheimer's, many Discworld fans chose to wear lilac on the day (it's a reference to the characters doing the same in 'Night Watch') and help raise money for charity. Since Pratchett's death in 2015, every 25th of May each year is marked by Discworld fans as a celebration of his life and works (and, yes, many still wear lilac on the day).

Hope that helps explain!

#discworld #the glorious 25th of may #terry pratchett #gnu terry pratchett #night watch #lonely-space-ace #ask

[theghostofashton]

thinking about how tk reacts to being called the coach's son, how upset he is, how he turns to recounting his accomplishments, trying to create that distance between them, and thinking about how many times he's done this before. what it must've been like to grow up as owen strand's son in the aftermath of 9/11. the boy whose dad saved so many people and lost his entire crew, then rebuilt his entire firehouse. thinking about how many times tk's been called the coach's son, accused of being favored because of who his dad is, unable to exist outside of owen's shadow for all incredible, wonderful, heroic reasons that somehow don't feel that way. the tension between loving his dad and being so proud of him and resenting him a little for all of it.

#imagining even like. him acing a test and some bitter kid muttering something about how the teacher gave it to him bc of his dad #bc everyone in their area knows owen knows the story knows what he did #what it must've been like to grow up like that #tk and owen RUIN me truly #there's so much there it's so complicated #because owen is a hero that has done so many impressive and wonderful things that sometimes took him away from being tk's hero as a kid #that sometimes had him not showing up that sometimes made tk doubt things he hated doubting #the worst thing is it isn't something owen was even doing intentionally and it can be fully understood by his own trauma #he didn't mean to but it still happened #he loves his son so much and he tried but it's still so. #it's just so much and i love it i love them i love how messy this is because it's full of so much love that is the crux of it #911 lone star #911 ls meta

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

the most relatable PJSK side character is Hibiki Miyake because if i was in the same class as Rui Kamishiro, i too would secretly admire his skills and badly want to talk to him but be too social disaster to and then need my two friends watching from a distance for emotional support when i finally scrape up the courage to invite him into our friend group

#do. do you reckon he regrets his hesitance SO much when he realises how lonely Rui's been #ace's random thoughts :) #project sekai #pjsk #hibiki miyake #rui kamishiro #prsk #proseka #pjsekai

[revlischarm]

I don’t really get the intricacies of marriage and stuff when it comes to when it’s a good time to get married but. There is something important to me about the idea of Ace surviving Marineford and seeking out Sanji after that near-death experience and proposing and them just being fiancés for a while.

Like. They’re pirates. There’s probably a young life expectancy when it comes to danger and shit so. Yeah. Finding love and making the most of it.

#ace finding sanji and IMMEDIATELY proposing #sanji comes back to the crew with a ring on his finger and people have questions #idk #I think about acesan a lot #the inherit angst of finding a love that burns bright and fast #and then losing it before you even really got to experience it in full #ace is lonely in the afterlife because oda doesn’t fucking kill off anyone else #summoning Ace back to life through spite #Revlis speaks #op #one piece #acesan #sanace #watching one piece

[firefl1ezz]

lesbians graahhhh

i rlly dont wanna spend more time on them but i love them either way <3 happy (late) valentines guys :3

#splatoon #my art #digital art #splatoon oc #sharkie (4) #synth (8) #agent 8 #agent 4 #fanart #agent 32 #i was gonna do a loners version for aro/ace and generally lonely ppl this valentines w my neo 3 but i. cant be bothered #and its too late now probably

[chrollohearttags]

still on break, cuties. but I miss y’all and hope everybody is doing good <3

#i just needed a break #but I’m gonna try to update soon #i be lonely without y’all so imma come back and be annoying shdhdh #cherry chats 🍒 #supposed to be getting my mental health in order #just been dreaming abt hunching on ace instead 💔

[doctorsiren]

post 7-year gap and after fusing together again, can phoenix still unfuse into nick and feenie? also i love your art and i hope you have a lovely day! :D

He’s having a Stevonnie moment

So after getting their names cleared, they were able to find that unity with each other and become whole again

However, they had been split apart and had been 2 people for 7 years. At first, he was super happy about feeling complete finally, but then he began to miss himself

The two of them never fit together perfectly before the split, but it seems that even more so now that they’ve had to develop as their own people for 7 years that they don’t fit together perfectly all the time

And when they had become one again, they saw each other’s memories and thoughts and feelings about those 7 years as separate people, which is why Nick is finally able to cry and hug Feenie

Because now they both feel each other’s emotions in a way that they couldn’t before when they had been split for 7 years.

There is a unity and understanding between them, but both of them were so used to having another person with them that it feels lonely

Nick especially is having a hard time, as now all these emotions from Feenie are a part of him and he doesn’t know how to handle it and he just wishes that they either never split apart in the first place or that they never became whole again

They work through it, and eventually get to a point where they feel comfortable and whole being Phoenix for most of the time, but there will be times where they split for whatever reason (so they’ve basically become Garnet-)

I’m so incredibly normal about this I swear :)))

#doctorsiren #ace attorney #ace attorney au #phoenix wright #feenie #miles edgeworth #split phoenix au #art #digital art #my art #fanart #procreate #super proud of that second image #LIKE GRRRAHH IT LOOKS SO COOL EEE #he gets especially lonely when Miles is abroad for work #anyways hehehe

[the-nefarious-vampire]

im sorry im getting emotional i just really really appreciate all other aspecs. youre all incredibly important, valuable members of the community, no matter what labels or lack thereof you use. hope all of you get an opportunity for free food in this coming month fr

#aroace #asexual #aromantic #aspec #ace #aro #sometimes it can feel like kind of a lonely orientation? in large part because of the emphasis society places #on romance/sex #but knowing there's a community of people who also want no part in it is just like #really nice #like it helps yk? #hope you all have a nice week etc <2 #okay im done being sentimental mb #monthly quota met #like what EVER

[my-lonely-thoughts]

I've recently realized I'm aroace and I wanted to talk about it :))

Growing up, I felt so much love for what would be called my "best friends" at the time. I usually had one 'best' friend and would give gifts to, spend all my time with, message them good morning and goodnight, go out of my way to communicate and go the extra mile to show so much love to them because I did/do love them!!

And it always felt so much stronger than my other friendships.

It's hard to explain but sometimes I 'fall in love'? So to speak? with a friend sometimes and it opens up gestures I want to do that I didn't have the desire to do before.

However, these acts/gestures/feelings were always assumed to be romantic (because most of them are tied to romantic culture) and so these friendships sort of blew up in my face every time because I really struggled with wondering if I must be romantically attracted to them. (Or they blew up because the other person started feeling romantic attraction for me).

That, and being raised to find "the one" and being told that it'll "click" for me one day, until that day never came.

And my life really started to change once I realized that libido is different from sexual attraction, and that there is such a thing as QPR's!

Once I learned more about aromanticism and asexuality, and the beautiful spectrum it is, things started to click into place.

I feel like I was always expected to go juuuuust a bit further than friendship at some point but I never wanted to! I really am okay with just friends! Or a qpr! I don't desire/want anything romantic/sexual! And that's okay!

I even remember the very first time I came out. I came out as asexual and was immediately shot down and told I'd find someone one day. I was 15. Now I'm 21 and after coming out like 15 times as a million different labels, I feel really happy that I'm not having this internal battle anymore and trying to force myself to feel something I simply can't/don't.

Aro/ace for the win 💚🤍🩶🖤 💜🤍🩶🖤

#aromantic #aromantism #asexual #asexuality #lgbtqia #queer #lgbtq #aroace #aro pride #ace pride #my lonely thoughts