#actualborderline

[theborderlinepersonalitydiary]

isnt it funny how calling people out on their shit makes you the bad guy?

#bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd rage #bpd rant #actualborderline #bpd #bpd problems

[thedinbpd]

I'm mindfully mindless; constantly aware of how far away I feel from the present.

#personal #original post #thoughts #bpd #dissociation #dissociative episode #mindfulness #actualbpd #actually borderline #actually bpd #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #actualborderline #actual borderline #borderline thoughts #borderline problems #borderline personality disorder #borderline feels

[toadallybpd]

Y’all ever feel a strong urge to buy a ukulele and learn how to play it at 3am??

#low quality oc #bpd #bpd problems #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #actualborderline #actually bpd #borderline tag #bpd blog #just bpd things

[takemetosuncity]

anyone got any advice on asking for a fibromyalgia diagnosis?? my doctor and rheumatologist are super unwilling to investigate my condition bc i keep testing negative for rheumatoid arthritis, but i’m in pain literally all the time plus other symptoms (memory problems, foggy head, sensitive to touch, issues with temp control and circulation, headaches, etc)

my mum has it too, and i have ptsd from childhood trauma, so it makes sense that it’s fibro....

#fibromyalgia #advice #help #chronic illness #mental illness #diagnosis #personal #bpd #actualborderline #actually mentally ill

[grossbabe]

@grossbabe

this doesn’t match my blog which is stressful but look i made a meme pls validate it thanks

#bpd #mine #actually bpd #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #dash #look at me tagging! i am tagging aren't i! what a sight to see #LOOK IM TRYING TO BE FUNNY ABOUT IT #actually traumatized #actually trauma #bpd meme #actuallymentallyill #actualborderline #actual borderline #meme #spongebob #patrick #patrick meme #spongebob meme #actually ptsd #bpd problems #bpd things #bpd feels #symptoms #coping mechanisms #mental health #drugs #weed #alcohol #smoking

[bpdmagic]

me: im a bad bitch, i dont give a FUCK

also me, between ugly sobs: i care so much. i give so many fucks.

#me: im gonna dump his aint shit ass #also me: PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ILL DO ANYTHING #actualborderline #tbpdfw #actuallyborderline

[survivingrockbottom]

The pain I’m feeling demands to be felt, I can’t handle it

Crying at 10 in the morning

#bpd #bpdfeels #bpdproblems #alone #mental health support #mentalhealth #mental health #actualbpd #bpdawareness #mentalhealthawareness #actualborderline #actual bpd #bpdthoughts #anxiety #anxitey #bipolor #mentalhealthassessment #mentalhealthhelp #pain #deppressionhelp

[myjournalcentral]

When you crave love and attention but when you receive it you just

#bpd #borderlineproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #actualborderline #actuallyborderline #vent #bpd problems #actually bpd #bpd things

[tangledskeleton]

the only two moods i have are “leave me alone leave me alone please for the love of god leave me alone” or “dont leave me alone dont leave me alone please for the love of god dont leave me alone”

#text #negative #i guess #actualborderline #:-( #shut the fuck UP keith

[alexander-why-do-you-do-th-blog1]

Me: *explains how The Disorder™ affects the very way I function very simply* fp: okay Me: *thinking* okay I should be fine I guess?? Me: *three seconds later* I was right im being abandoned I should just isolate myself from everyone and never do anything again all I do is hurt people that’s why they’re leaving me forever fuck fuck fuck

#borderline #ActualBorderline #bpd #BPD

[crystallizedbpd]

he is seeing someone. hes going to leave me. i dont want to lose him. i am so scared why is this happening

#bpd #bpd concept #bpd problems #actually bpd #bpdconcept #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #borderline problems #being borderline #actualborderline #sad #depressed #scared #fp

[theborderlinepersonalitydiary]

Greetings.

3 things about me

une: i have been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder along with Major Depression and Anxiety Disorder. Minor PTSD. oh and with a history of Anorexia and Bulimia.

deux: i am deeply in love with cigarettes, marijuana, and my espresso machine. some of my only vices these days.

trois: i formed this blog specifically as an outlet for my thoughts and to see if i am truly alone in them. my thoughts might be triggering for some, so readers beware.

if you feel any of this intrigues or resonates with you please feel free to follow or reach out to me. i’m here.

if not, enjoy the shit show a la distance.

-L.A.

#borderline #bpd #bpd thoughts #cigarettes #espresso #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #major depression #anorexia #bulimia #anxiety #coffee and cigarettes #actualborderline #actuallyborderline #lana del rey #prozac #weed #marijuana #bpd blog #stoner girl #emptiness #living with bpd #nonsense #l.a. writes

[thedinbpd]

I've never lived my life in a "happy medium". My heart is either on fire or there's a black hole at my core. 🖤

#original post #happy medium #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd stuff #bpd #actuallyborderline #actual bpd #actually borderline #actualbpd #actuallybpd #actual borderline #actualborderline #borderline thoughts #borderline personality disorder #borderline problems

[bibuck-saved-me]

That wonderful bpd moment when you're so jealous and possessive and angry and sad and lonely that you feel nauseous

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #actuallyborderline #actualbpd #actualborderline #being borderline

[takemetosuncity]

i stopped going on tumblr cos i couldn’t afford to get my wifi fixed but i got it fixed

my comfortable job has cut my hours and i’m getting migraines n swollen joints from the stress

my mental health is so bad rn, everything is a struggle. i’m losing the resilience i had a teen in foster care. now i’m just a struggling adult and it’s so hard, it’s so painful. i can’t afford to call in sick to work cos my knuckles are swollen so bad from stess that i can’t wash my hair

being an adult in this world is so hard. i miss him, i miss having someone close i could trust. he was hurtful but i miss him.

#personal #mental illness #arthritis #pain #anxiety #depression #bpd #borderline personality disorder #actualborderline #actually bpd #spoonie

[zeloinator]

One of the things I remember very clearly about being diagnosed with BPD was the doctor immediately going "Bpd, that's the personality disorder that most serial killers have." Like wow. Thanks bro. You totally needed to tell 16 year old me that I have a personality disorder (not officially until I turned 18 when it was officially diagnosed) that most serial killers have.... thanks... sooooo much.

#personal #bpd #actuallybpd #actualborderline