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killerquetiapine · 2 days ago
the feminine urge to self-sabotage everything good in your life bc you feel like you don’t deserve it
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bpdamn · 12 hours ago
love how bpd basically is a remix of the worst symptoms psychiatrists could come up with
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punkpandapatrixk · 11 hours ago
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Possessing a dangerous quality within is not a bad thing. The world is often uncompromisingly bad, if you don't have what it takes to survive it, you're a dead meat.
'A harmless man is not a good man. A good man is a very dangerous man who has that under voluntary control.' — Dr Jordan Peterson
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Pile 1 - X—Ray Vision
III The Empress, 9 of Wands Rx
Priestess of Faith & Green Alchemist (Nicolas Flamel)
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You are a person who can see what you need in life and you're not afraid to fulfil yourself before everyone else. If you think you aren't resonating with this, it could be that you've been hard at work suppressing this because you think it's SELFISH.
But the problem here, because you're suppressing a lot of your more selfish nature, you really can be quite vindictive. Judgemental at best, but secretly vindictive if you allow yourself to be.
If you're already selfish: you're the type who can trample other people just to get what you want. If you're not yet this selfish: you're like the main character of The Devil Wears Prada, Andy Sachs. She thinks she isn't like Miranda Priestly; heck, she thinks she's the complete opposite of her. But we all know deep down she possesses the same quality as Miranda! And she did become Miranda at some point, before waking up to her folly.
Your x-ray vision really comes from your smart brain, I hope you know and appreciate that. As for whether or not it is okay to be SELFISH or not okay to be so powerful, only you can decide what you want to be. But remember: this world is inconsistent and people are often dubious. There are many out there who's gonna be more than happy to destroy and see you fail.
The more important question is: how are you going to thrive in a world such as this without losing yourself?
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Pile 2 - False Empathy
King of Cups, Knight of Pentacles Rx
Priestess of Intuition & Gold Astrologer (Simon Forman)
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Have you ever come across the term Dark Empath? It's a thing. But if you ask me, I'm just gonna say dark empaths are pretty much a copy of the infamous narcissists. A lesser narcissist, perhaps. Still a dangerous thing. Because—and I hope you're aware of this yourself—your strongest suit in your arcana of manipulation is your heightened sense of intuition, which you take advantage of this in the most infuriatingly unapologetic manner.
You have an almost too natural ability to see how people tick. Sad people, are especially easy to read. Empaths of the Light will use such an ability to develop compassion and patience with others. A Dark Empath? It's a whole of another story. And that's scary. Because you almost don't see anything wrong with your conduct. It's too natural to you.
FYI, many Cancer Suns (especially males) are good at using their intuition for negative pursuits—that's how they become known as the world's biggest fuckups. And fuckboys, yep. Scorpio Moons are most notorious of that—possessing both the intuitive intelligence to understand another's mind whilst succumbing to the temptations of ruining them just because... they can.
So... this pile probably attracts the vastest variety of dangerous people. That empathy itself is what's dangerous given your personality and tendencies.
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Pile 3 - Bridge Over Troubled Water
V The Hierophant Rx, 8 of Cups
Priestess of Inspiration & Green Astronomer (Nicolaus Copernicus)
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First, the good news: you are a rebel. You aren't big on stale value systems and traditions. You despise them; you probably have strong Aquarius influences, too. You wanna be different and live life according to your own value system and sense of rhythm. So, what's dangerous about that?
Before we jump into that, let's look at another aspect of you. Although you're unique, you're kinda lacking a backbone. You revel in the idea of your unique thinking and beliefs, but don't have the courage to really live the life you envision for yourself. At best, you can be flaky, escapist, and unreliable. At worst?
What makes you a danger to other people is your keenness for confusing other people. Yup. Think about that for a moment. This is your vindictiveness. You're confused, and you can't really live out the life you want due to your cowardice; so, you want to steer others in the same direction: confusion.
You're kinda really evil in that sense. Jealousy. Envy. Rage. Revenge. Loathing. There's a lot of shit in there you're suppressing to the best of your ability. If ever you slipped and the dam broke, all hell would break loose. It could be really ugly, my man.
A long time ago, I read something like this:
'The moment you accept your unpeacefulness, is the moment you become peaceful.' — probs a Buddhist quote
Do think about that for a moment. And actually, you just need a lot of inspiration that could help you develop courage. That's all, really.
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mentalhealth---awareness · 11 months ago
It's really hard when you think you're healed from something and it affects you all over again. Like an old trigger still has an effect on you, or an old self-destructive habit comes back, or you still have panic attacks or nightmares over something you thought you were over. I know it really sucks, but it doesn't mean that you haven't made progress. It's okay if healing isn't a straight line.
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