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astrosky33 · 7 months

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𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘

◉ Neptune in astrology represents addiction. Neptune’s sign is generational so it’s more important to pay attention to the house it’s in

◉ These are only some examples but of course there can be many more interpretations

Neptune in the 1st house: Yourself, athletics, physically fighting, beauty, fashion, and/or your passions

Neptune in the 2nd house: Money, stability/peace, material items, shopping, having emotional security, giving to others, receiving gifts from others, and/or singing

Neptune in the 3rd house: Social media, your phone, learning, rapping, motivational speaking, speaking your truth/saying your authentic opinions, gossiping, writing, and/or reading

Neptune in the 4th house: Baking, your self care routine, holidays/traditions, childhood trauma dumping, doing feminine activities/being your most feminine self, and/or the ocean/swimming

Neptune in the 5th house: Acting, drama, your hobbies, doing things you did when you were a kid, going to concerts, going to festivals, romance, risk taking, using your creative outlet to express yourself, and/or attention and being in the spotlight

Neptune in the 6th house: Working out/fitness, improving your health, improving yourself in general, cleaning, animals/pets, and/or doing things for others

Neptune in the 7th house: Relationships, partnerships in general, conflict (maybe not being in it but observing it), your enemies (you may admire them and want to be them even if you hate them subconsciously), and/or debating

Neptune in the 8th house: Sex, seducing people, mystery/crime/death (ex: obsessed with crime shows), psychology, business, and/or magic

Neptune in the 9th house: Learning, growing as a person, religion, the law, educating others/teaching, television, traveling, being optimistic/positive, and/or experiencing different cultures

Neptune in the 10th house: Your career/working, maintaining a good public image, being/making yourself seem high status, constantly achieving new things, being a boss/mentor, and/or being famous/the idea of fame

Neptune in the 11th house: Your friends/making friends, manifesting, making money, gaining in general, film, technology, engineering, politics, being unique, social networking, joining clubs/organizations, humanitarianism, science, and/or partying

Neptune in the 12th house: Spirituality, impersonating, sleeping/dreaming, isolating yourself and having alone time often, hypnotizing others, illusions, and the afterlife (ex: you may be interested in reading theories about what happens when we pass away)

𝗠𝗢𝗥𝗘 𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗘𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗬 𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧

𝗠𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗧

𝗦𝗨𝗕 𝗧𝗢 𝗠𝗬 𝗣𝗔𝗧𝗥𝗘𝗢𝗡

#astro community #astrology #zodiac #astro placements #astrology tumblr #astro chart #birth chart #neptune #neptune astrology #neptune houses #neptune addictions #addictions #addiction astrology

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the-drug-addicts-diary · 1 year

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For my whole life, I was willing to overshare anything about me with anyone, hoping maybe someone will make sense of it, and tell me who i am.

#addiction #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd things #bpd feels #addictions #mental health #borderline problems #borderline thoughts #personal growth #therapy #healing #recovery

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moonlit-positivity · 2 months

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Lesser known effects of trauma that don't ever get acknowledged

Cw: mentions of csa, sa, despair, depression, & generally dark content that some may find hard to read. Please interact & read with care.

"bed rotting" (which I hear is gaining attention on TikTok these days) ie the process of becoming bedridden due to your body being stuck in freeze response (paralyzed w fear, too scared to move)

Needing to cut your hair bc it keeps getting matted down, because you can't shower or wash it or keep up with it anymore

Gaining weight (i gained over 200lbs in a year), losing all the clothes you once fit in, and feeling guilty when all you see everywhere all the time is fat shaming

Losing weight (and subsequently all your clothes start falling off 😭) eating disorders and struggling with body image

Existing off of God knows what at this point. Is that milk spoiled? Yeah but how many days is it spoiled? Mmm, nah, nevermind, I'll just eat air.

Losing track of time. Losing months to years of time because of extreme dissociation, fatigue, stress, and the inability to move

Brain & body "shut down" or go into sleep mode for long periods of time

Self hygiene becomes non existent. Showering? Brushing teeth? Changing clothes? Don't know her.

House cleaning becomes non existent. "If It's Not In The Vacinity, It's Not Getting Done."

Lying to everyone about what's going on because it's easier than telling the truth

Not being comfortable with having your pictures taken, go through a phase where you destroy any evidence you ever existed anywhere at all

Isolating & ghosting all ur friends periodically to make sure they're not gonna leave you (lol makes perfect sense, if you know you know)

Animal upkeep goes to shit. Litter box goes neglected for long periods of time.

Noise & light sensitivity goes haywire. Noise & light triggers get amplified especially once you start to feel any sense of "safety" and start decompressing. An alarm goes off, the stove beeps, the cat meows, anything that makes even the slightest noise in the foreground and you have a whole ass panic attack and find yourself in bed for the rest of the day

Agoraphobia. You never go outside ever again. Too much paranoia, too many eyes staring at you, too many reasons to panic and stay in bed

Life becomes so non existent that the only thing that matters is whatever you're currently doing to cope & survive. If you're addicted to something, well, it's a fucking miracle you even wake up anymore

Couch surfing and inevitable homelessness when people get tired of housing you. Having to confront the way society frames government assistance as "the lazy man's income" & hope disability goes through. Which it won't. Wait-lists out the ass, section 8 takes 5 years or more to kick in. Disability doesn't even go through bc they always deny the first time you apply. The process is littered with appeals and court dates and what the fuck, I can't even get out of bed. What the fuck. What the fuck.

Leaning into your despair because, despite what everyone on social media will shout at you about resilience and "not allowing yourself to fall into despair," they will never understand that concept that despair is there for a reason too. Youre looking at someone who was raped at 5 years old and youre telling them to "stay positive." Yeah okay.

The anger, the bitterness, the resentment at the world & everyone in it. The cold blooded urge for revenge & justice. Especially when there's nothing you can do about the fact that your abusers are still free to live and roam this world as they please.

Not being able to "talk about it." Not being able to "trust a safe space." That's bullshit. I was beat and abused my whole life, what the fuck you mean "safe space?" The absolute mind fuckery that you have to sit with and undo and learn the fact that they fucking lied to you. It is enough to kill you.

Everything you learn in therapy just pisses you off even more because why the fuck wasn't there someone there as a kid to teach you this shit???? Why the fuck do I have to learn this as an adult???? Where was this when I actually fucking needed it????

Nothing helps. Nothing soothes, because there is no soothing. There is only pain. It's like ripping your skin off.

Losing everything. Losing all your friends. Losing all your "cool status" points. Losing your reputation. Losing all the things that once brought you great joy and passion. There is nothing anymore. Pain and isolation and desolation and despair.

Learning that no one can relate. Except that's not entirely true at all. People can relate. It's just such a stigmatized topic that no one talks about it out loud, because no one else in society really gets it.

#recovery #ptsd #trauma #mental health #boundaries #healing #abuse #effects of abuse #childhood trauma #abusive parenting #abusive relationships #addictions #alcoholism #acoa #codependency #substance use

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knvsugi · 20 days

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Lucy Dacus… save me..

Lucy Dacus

save me Lucy Dacus

#lucy dacus #historian #no burden #boygenius #gay #home video #please stay #night shift #i don’t wanna be funny anymore #addictions #graceland too

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she-is-ovarit · 7 months

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Something that different therapists have said to me at one point and that my psychologist reiterated last week which I hope to pass along:

When we are sad, traumatized, or in a low place, we tend to attract people who are mentally in the same or similar state. Because we speak the same language.

This is why the effects of trauma and the effects of depression or addiction can be really difficult to break out of. When we're in a mental place of struggling with something, we will attract people who also struggle. But it's also hard because often to help ourselves not become more deeply anxious or depressed, we need to socialize.

So socialize but when someone approaches you who seems to also be struggling, recognize this and consider it a red flag. It doesn't mean you need to run away into the streets, but just keep that in the back of your mind and be mindful of furthering that relationship

#mental health #mental illness #mental disorders #trauma #depression #anxiety #addictions #wellbeing

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theaddictspoetry · 8 months

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Don't deny,

You love to get high,

You love the feeling you get inside,

"Inner peace". --

Silence of the mind,

Though you're acting blind

Thinkin you'll never run out of time,

Darling,

You use,

Just to get by,

But times not on your side

It'll run out....

And you'll be left alone

With not one soul by your side.

-Don't deny your addiction-

@theaddictspoetry

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depresso-espresso-5150 · 1 year

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I destroy myself so there's nothing left for other people to break.

idk not me

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amyylinchen · 9 months

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Longing is my favorite of all addictions.

#chillmode #chilltime #at home #me #myself #self portrait #photography #long hair #nirvana #longing #addictions #bad hair day #personal #portrait #portrait photography

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northwoodsfan · 3 months

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Never, Ever Give Up

That is why we never give up. Though our bodies are dying, our spirits are being renewed every day. ‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭4‬:‭16‬ Growing old physically is somewhat natural. We don’t have to think about it. It just happens. We can help it along of course with healthy habits, but we can’t stop the aging process. Spiritual and emotional growth is different. Spiritual and emotional growth is often a…

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ramyeongif · 5 months

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alcohol

#lucy dot jpg #alcohol #addictions #63129

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the-drug-addicts-diary · 1 year

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every time i think to myself: 'this sober shit is boring' i remember there were times, when i was willing to give up anything except my next dose, for a chance to be where i am today.

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swallow1t · 5 months

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High and drunk actually

#bpd #mental illness #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #borderpolar #addictions #real

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lovestereo · 2 years

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#addictions #brent faiyaz #2022 #2020s #wasteland

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she-is-ovarit · 1 year

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Passing this along for people who might be in recovery, have addictive tendencies, etc.

This is also a good lesson to not just blindly trust products marketed as plant-based, sustainable, etc.

TL;DR - Don't drink the "Feel Free Drink", a product by Botanic Tonics based in California.

#addiction #addictions #recovery #mental health #substance use #substance abuse #alcoholism #opiods #plant based #capitalism #lawsuits #alcohol

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theaddictspoetry · 2 years

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Addiction is like playing with fire Before you know it everything goes up in flames Everything destroyed, Nothing will ever be the same.

@theaddictspoetry

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x-heesy · 9 months

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uǝɯɐ ʎp👀lq

𝗙𝝠𝗡𝗖𝗬 𝗗𝗜𝗦𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗣𝝠𝗡𝗖𝗬 🛸

It's not the drugs that make a drug addict. It's the need to escape reality.

#xheesy #artsyfartsy #artfuckery #expressyouself #iphoneart #popart #appforthat #punksarentdead #newcontemporary #worldoffmusicon #trallala #Digitaloriginal #photoart #photoartist #photoartwork #photoartistic #photoarts #blissfulphotoart #photoartistique #photoarte #photoartistry #contemporaryphotoart #photoartists #photoarty @len0r #photoartgallery #photoartspirit #urbanphotoart #darkphotoart #photooftheday #photographylovers #aesthetic #photographylover #ilovephotography #photographyart

𝗠𝝝𝝝𝗗 𝗕𝝝𝝠𝗥𝗗 / 𝝠𝗣𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚 /𝗦𝗘𝗫𝗗𝗥𝗨𝗚𝗦𝝠𝗡𝗗𝗦𝝝𝗖𝗞𝗦𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛𝗛𝝝𝗟𝗘𝗦 / 𝗣𝗨𝗡𝗞𝗦𝝠𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗗𝗘𝝠𝗗 / 𝗟𝝝𝗩𝗘 & 𝗟𝗘𝗧 𝗟𝝝𝗩𝗘 / 𝗟𝗜𝗩𝗘 & 𝗟𝗘𝗧 𝗟𝗜𝗩𝗘 / 𝗞𝗘𝗘𝗣 𝗜𝗧 𝗦𝗜𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗘 𝗞𝗘𝗘𝗣 𝗜𝗧 𝗥𝗘𝝠𝗟 / 𝗡𝝝 𝗚𝝝𝗗𝗦 𝗡𝝝 𝗠𝝠𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗦 / 𝗣𝗥𝝝 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 𝗠𝗙𝗭 / 𝗣𝗛𝗨𝗖𝗞 𝗧𝗛𝝠 𝗦𝗬𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗠 / 𝗙𝗟𝗨𝗙𝗙 𝗬𝝝𝗨, 𝗬𝝝𝗨 𝗙𝗟𝗨𝗙𝗙𝗜𝗡 𝗙𝗟𝗨𝗙𝗙 / 𝗜 𝗗𝝝𝗡’𝗧 𝗚𝗜𝗩𝗘 𝝠 𝗣𝗛𝗨𝗖�� / 𝗣𝗛𝗨𝗖𝗞𝗜𝗧𝟰𝗣𝗛𝗨𝗡 / 𝝠𝗡𝗗𝗥𝝝𝗜𝗗𝝝𝗚𝗥𝝠𝗣𝗛𝗬 / 𝗙𝝝𝝝𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗚𝝠𝗥𝝝𝗨𝗡𝗗 / 𝗧𝗥𝝠𝗦𝗛𝗠𝗘 / 𝗧𝗥𝝠𝗦𝗛𝗖𝝝𝗥𝗘 / 𝝠𝗡𝗗𝗥𝝝𝗜𝗗𝝠𝗥𝗧 / 𝗘𝗘𝗞 𝗣𝗘𝝝𝗣𝗟𝗘 / 𝗚𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗖𝗛 𝝝𝗥 𝗗𝗜𝗘 / 𝗚𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗖𝗛 & 𝗖𝗥𝗬 / 𝗚𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗖𝗛 𝗠𝗬 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 / 𝗕𝝠𝗟𝗖𝝝𝗡𝗬𝝠𝗥𝗧/ 𝗘𝗡𝗘𝗥𝗚𝗬𝗦𝗨𝗖𝗞𝗘𝗥𝗭 𝗡𝝝𝗧 𝗪𝗘𝗟(𝗟) 𝗖𝗨𝗠

she wakes from sleep, deep from ambien treats

down for hot wet drops from Columbian beans

then she drives goodbye with her kid back seat

moving fuel chewed from a desert heat

I sit alone, with my fragile bones

got my crackberry malls and my twittered drones

bleeding eyes, multiplayer moans

got my youporn love feeling facebook stoned

who’s got the power,

when we follow the noise?

it’s our drug of choice

then I walk downstairs for a midday break

got no time to dine, there’s no sun on my face

so my food machine spits out fresh direct

and stumbles sandwich crumbs on my keyboard desk

so I scan sales in the amazon rain

last chance dance to heal our lonely pain

maybe if I buy her that diamond star

to fill that plastic wrapped widget packed hole in my heart

who’s got the power,

when we follow the toys?

it’s our drugs of choice

and then she takes a drink, like a gladwell blink

suddenly face to face with the way she thinks

she asks, what’s the source of the clothes I wear,

the meat to eat, as the trash burns through the air

where does it come from

where is it going

where does it come from

where are we going

though she chokes of smoke from the 10 o’clock blues

seeing god’s facade fuels the family feuds,

she seals her ears with pod filled tunes

and walks the talk as her mood future moves

everything’s possible in our time

everything’s possible in your mind

I want to fall back into life,

don’t fall don’t crawl,

just rock n roll, and choose your fuel

yes the drugs I use, they feed my fuse

let’s replace the waste with waste that’s food

we’ve got the power,

when we choose the view

to use our drugs of choice

Superhero - Drugs and Choices 🦸‍♂️

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