ffuuCCKK my hyperfixations are hyperfixating again and it's that time where I get violently "LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY INTERESTS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE" again
This is literally me right now, had to quickly whip out MSPaint to visualize my crippling feelings
I swear the next time one of my interests is brought up I'm making a youtube video essay script about it I need to get it out before I [REDACTED]
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Also I love how Coppernwet, by far the oldest cat in the Clan, once the Clans ONLY elder, is a mediator rn. like. he really went
"Well I'm frail as balls so I probably shouldnt do warrior tasks and I don't know jack about herbs so med cat's out, but I am BORED out of my mind sitting here on my tush all day so can I PLEASE get in on everyone's relationship drama!?"
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What’s a person gotta do to get a little meth in this country
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hiding (anxious) stimming behavior because i don't want questions
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I wish every airport experience wasn't a constant attack on every one of my senses because if you take out all the long waiting with heavy items, yelling, rushed shoe removal, long lines, impatient and stressed people around you, confusing instructions, and body violations being in a big building and watching planes takes off would be kind of nice
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lil doodle of arlo (my sona/pc in pla) as a typhlosion hybrid! i may or may not make a one shot series based on my own personal au that is somewhat based on @monsoon-of-art ‘s pokerus au! (aka i love the au i just made a more self indulgent/aimed at my sona & favorite characters personal version of it bc it gives me seratonin)
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when you look at the voice lines daniela is literally the only one that refers to ethan by name, which in bela’s case makes sense because she wont refer to a man by his name lol, shes way too much of a misandrist, but bela actually does know his name.
in cass’ case… despite hearing cina say it, and hearing daniela talk about him so much, i think she honestly just completely ignored his name and doesnt actually know it at all. it starts with an E, thats all shes got lol, the part of her brain that focuses on concentration was sorta stabbed w a parasite that managed to latch onto her frontal lobe at the minimum, ans scar placement suggests cerebral cortex, i think it managed to barely skip over the brocas area and hit just below to the temporal lobe too (maybe, like its an if since her motor functions are already off due to the cadou causing dyspraxia, some of the equilibrium does appear off as well, but that can be related to the motor functions. ) on her personality. like she already was adhd, autistic, and had dyslexia prior to the infection. she developed dyspraxia after the cadou altered her brain.
honestly the main thing that hints at short term memory issues is probably a game function issue where she can sometimes mention ethan killing bela, but then still calls for her. or if tou kill bela and dani first, she also still tends to call for them while knowing theyre dead. but again, its a video game and that can just be data error lol. but the cadou’s implanted in her brain, girls gonna probably have some memory issues anyways. this post isnt rly abt her cadou tho or the way it effects her brain ima do that later bc its a lot but yEAH
anyways main point of this post; bela just hates men and refuses to give ethan even the decency to refer to him by name, dani knows his name and uses it, cinas said his name multiple times, and cass didnt listen and doesnt care, even in timelines where she survives and he survives and she knows him and even if she got to know him it would probably take weeks, months or even years to get his name right lmao
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I don't know if I want to laugh or cry because the only moments where my serotonin is high enough to make me vaguely happy are always induced by me.
So, in other words. My body doesn't fucking produce Serotonin in working levels anymore.
Well I am officially fucked.
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