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[teamlynda]

quick note that I sort through Lynda’s inbox and she answers your questions which means she doesn’t see your crimes bye

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[atzupdates]

[231228] Admin Note:

As of December 27th, 2023, both Seonghwa's TOKTOQ ATEEZ TALK update containing a snowman cake bought from Starbucks as well as the two photos Hongjoong uploaded through Instagram on December 24th containing a Starbucks cup have been deleted, and as such, they have been removed from this blog to reflect that change. Please continue to show your support for Palestine and do what you can to raise awareness.

#type: announcement #type: notice #admin note

[flowersandbigteeth]

Not me and my accountabilibuddy lying to one another about writing when we can both see we're playing baldurs gate on our steam profiles.

#bdg3 #bdg3 astarion #bdg unraveled #admin note #admin's thoughts

[teenwolf-confessions]

Any Harrasssment will be blocked. We do not mind anti-sterek posts but we will not accept any homophobia, hate speak or calling Sterek fans pedophiles. I think we have been very clear on this. Sterek is not for everyone and we understand that, but there is no need to be nasty or rude.

#teen wolf confessions #anti sterek #sterek #admin note

[jul1etteferrarrs]

// hi, some of the pictures i post are taken by myself, the admin! yes i do use myself as sort of a face claim for juliette, you’ll know an admin-taken pic if it has my user on it! I’ve put it there for a reason so please do not save/repost it!! Reblogs are fine but other than that please respect my privacy.

i love playing as both juliette and evangeline for u guys and i really appreciate how unexpectedly my character blogs have grown. thank you <3

#admin note #shatter me #juliette ferrars #aaron warner #books & libraries

[12loona]

[TRANS] 230115 | YeoJin’s Fab message on the lawsuit

YeoJin:

Orbit, are you asleep? I was watching videos of our performances.. After going back and forth between crying and laughing while watching these, my head hurts so much you know? What if I can never get back on the stage.. This anxious thought keeps circling in my head and I don’t know what to do. Tour videos, group and solo fancams from the music shows we’ve done, the concert we did after coming back to Korea, videos of us that Orbits made for us, there are so many videos. I’m so thankful to Orbits who made me memories again just today, you know...? Watching the fancams makes me tear up because I want to get back on the stage.. I want to do concerts again and music shows and fansigns and fan meetings and so many things I want to do from one to ten.. I’m so frustrated and upset and angry.. I’m so sorry to bring up something like this late at night.. I know Orbits are having a hard time too and I’m so sorry to make you read something like this. I’ve never been this desperate before, from where to where did things go wrong.. I don’t know.. I’m so afraid that I’ll never get to see Orbits again.. Orbits I miss you so so much I get so hung up over how I didn’t tell you more often that I love you, and I’m just so full of guilt that I didn’t make you happier, so I think right now is the moment that I would like to erase the most.. It’s dark right now. I want to go back to the days when it was bright. Let’s go back together..

English translation © LitellJohnn

Admin note: Please send Yeojin (and the other girls too of course, but Yeojin as the priority at the moment) supportive messages via Fab, only if you have points to spare. Let her know she has hundreds of thousands of Orbits who are willing to stand by her and the other girls’ side forevermore and that we love them all dearly. That we will be proud of them and happy for them whatever they do. That they have never been a disappointment. That they don’t need to apologise. This is such a tough time for the twelve of them right now, and my heart hurts so much for all them, and they need all the support they can get from Orbits.

#loona #yeojin #t:official #t:fab #era: boycott #230115 #admin note

[deathnotewiki]

Hey, it was kinda funny the first time with Penber, but can we please stop sexualizing everything that’s posted in the rb tags now? We put hours and hours into making and scheduling this content, and it feels both uncomfortable and disrespectful. I get it, this is tumblr, but I’m just hoping we can go back to making regular Death Note posts without all this.

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[theoneandonlysun]

my fav arts i made from the magmas

join the big tadc magma on my pinned post!! :3

ft.

spider kaufmo

uzi being a cool silly

mage, your mother does not brutally beat up, shoot, and stab vampires for fun. and become vampires for fun. she does not do that

rambley the raccoon :3

lizzy!!! with vizzy undertones!!!

#ooc #admin note #xeytalks #vizzy #indigo park #tadc #the amazing digital circus #murder drones

[vanitasnocarteconfessions]

"So, I read the last chapter and I was wondering… Why the shapeless one didn’t teach Noe properly ? I mean, Throughout the whole manga we could see Noe lacking knowledge, like he doesn’t know Ruthven because the shapeless one hate him ? Okay fine. But how come that he didn’t know Jeanne ?? She is literally being called The hellfire witch, A BOURREAU ?? Who fought in a literal WAR ?? Not only in politics but also in his power. Noe do not know anything about his own clan or his power, in chapter 58 we could see lady Archiviste showing us the past of Astolfo ( without sucking his blood ) and the shapeless one was talking with her. I think that the shapeless one is " scared " ( ? ) of the thing that Noe could possibly learn if he unlocks his true potential. ( Nenia, Faustina, Babel incident )"

#vnc confessions #vanitas no carte #the case study of vanitas #the shapeless one #teacher #noe archiviste #theory confession #admin note #not related #anon about delusion confession #just in time #literally it was today's confession #try not to be so late when the queue is around 5 #confession 1295

[slightlyaggressiveaffirmations]

So, Slightly Aggressive Affirmer, what's your whole deal?

Great question, Clive.

(Sorry, I thought you were some sort of chat show host called Clive. Let me readjust my worldview)

Great question, friends. Why did I write Aggressive Affirmations in a consistently reliable, ritual manner for 5 years and then stop doing it and constantly keep coming back and promising to start again and never making good on it?

Well. There are actually 3 answers to that question.

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Answer #1

To begin with, let's reposition our worldview - just as we did with Clive. Now, let's change the way we see me, The Slightly Aggressive Affirmer. What if we put a new filter over me - we'll call it the "Autism Filter". I haven't got the money to go through the diagnosis process but it's looking pretty likely.

With that filter on, look again at my being absolutely focused on writing affirmations for 5 years and then stopping to suddenly focus obsessively on my research work for the next 2 or 3 - except for the two months I took off to sit on the porch every single day and write a medieval romance novel.

Now I want to get back into affirming again and I try to - I still feel it's important and I keep saying to myself I'll do it - but I just don't have that obsessive drive to do it anymore.

I think if we look at this with the autism filter, it starts to paint a pretty clear picture of what might be going on here...

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Answer #2

It became more and more difficult, and more high stakes to write affirmations, as the number of followers kept growing. There are now 15000 - although who knows how many of you are still on Tumblr? But that's a lot of responsibility and it became very stressful to keep making sure SAAs are for everyone and that no one feels excluded by them (excepting people who should always be excluded, like Nazis). When it was just a few random people reading affirmations, it was much easier to chuck in a few and whatever. But the more the blog grew, the greater the stress.

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Answer #3

I started writing Slightly Aggressive Affirmations for myself. I was the only one following the blog and it was set to send ME reminders of my own value - in the kind of aggressive language necessary to get through to me - because I was extremely low on confidence and needed real force to get it in to my head. But then things snowballed.

Thing is - I don't need them any more. It's harder to think of the kinds of things I should write, because I know longer need them myself. I have Slightly Aggressively Affirmed myself to a really great place, in terms of my self confidence and self love. I still have bipolar, and right now my life isn't going so great, so I get depressed but I do not believe fundamentally, at my core, that I am bullshit trash.

My primary emotion nowadays is possibly worse! I'm driven by anger a lot of the time - I've got a lot of deep rage, caused by long ago trauma. (I'm in therapy, don't worry). But I think most people would agree that I'm a fundamentally different person to who I was pre-pandemic. I'll tell you more about it some time. But I am drastically different - and definitely more than SLIGHTLY aggressive most of the time.

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In conclusion, I believe affirming used to be an autistic special interest of mine and now it is not - but I'd love to make it one again! Especially now my two-year long, 65 000 word research project is finished. But it's much harder to get back to where I was, because the number of followers I have now is different, Tumblr is different and I am hugely different as a person.

Thankyou for reading this short essay/memoir. I'll see what I can do about a little affirming tomorrow.

Always remember that YOU MATTER!!! YOU ARE IMPORTANT!!! YOU ARE THE ONLY FUCKING YOU IN THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD!!! THINK ABOUT HOW FUCKING MAGICAL THAT IS!!!

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[balladedurenard]

// honestly… now that someone made an adam on my juliette blog…

someone make an apollo NOW. character beef go crazy (and we can be besties as admins!!)

oh yea also someone make a chaos too we miss him sm 😔😔

#ouabh #evangeline fox #acftl #tbona #acftl spoilers #apollo acadian #admin note

[cast7le]

//i feel like castle not knowing how apps like these work is canon cause like he’s old

helps me a lot because i’m like him in that sense then 😝😝

#i know he’s not that old. #but like still #he’s old man coded #admin note #shatter me #castle #ooc #we twinning fr tho

[gwynne-fics]

admin note 2024-03-26

So, it's been a hot minute or so (besides accidentally posting fanart that doesn't belong ^^;) and last you heard from me, I'd just changed careers and started a new job. It is roughly two and a half years later and I've been promoted.

But that's not why I'm updating this blog.

If you're still hanging around on tumblr, you'll know that this isn't a stable platform. Unfortunately, it is the only place I have my writing, right now. I've decided to start archiving gwynne-fics onto AO3, which is much more stable.

In the last week I've moved Board Meetings, Holiday Meet Cute, Extra Whip, and Arranged. Please, go take a look, and drop a kudos if they once gave you some joy, even if it was over...ah...five years ago ^^;;;

Archiving is going to take me a few months and Undercover will probably be the last work I archive due to it being a beast.

As for writing and updating this space? It's a big maybe. You've heard me say in the past there are projects (TTAF, Silver Lining) I've always intended to finish and I'll be honest, that feeling is very much there. And I do work on them privately in between my new media obsessions. (I watch several Actual Play shows now and have written fanfiction for them).

Currently, I'm watching Queen of Tears. I didn't think I'd fall back into kdrama again but here I am. Anything is possible.

#admin note #archiving project

[flowersandbigteeth]

I am just a sleepy, sleepy girl

#admin note #admin's thoughts #admin speaks

[teenwolf-confessions]

I don't actually read y'all's confessions.

I skim them enough to know what characters to put in the pictures. So please don't come at me in my messages.

#teen wolf confessions #teen wolf #confession #admin note

[jul1etteferrarrs]

// hi ask admin some questions in honor of 90 followers <3 let’s do a q/a sesh

#shatter me #juliette ferrars #admin note