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savnofilter · 1 year
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Can I ask you a genuine question? When you turn 18, will you stop writing nsfw for the UA students? Since technically you’d be an adult lewding minors? And if you do currently find some of the students attractive (which is fine because you’re the same age as them) does that mean you’ll be instantly unattracted by them when you become a legal adult? I’m not trying to be rude, I’m just curious and it’s ok if you don’t wanna respond.
more links on my decision: one | two | three
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i feel like now its in my pinned post, i'll be addressing why!! this will apply to my other blogs as well so i will rb to them since i have works concerning characters over there too. this ask has been sitting in my askbox since 2020 (ifykyk).
to answer your question, precisely. ive been thinking about the content i make now and considering the future. since everything that has happened and how my views have changed from when i first started my blog to now, i am a completely different person. (partly because i was a fresh teen and it was my first time ever in a fandom lol).
i just personally dont feel like adults should be lewding teens. thats just me, dont come hootin' & shitting yourselves in my inbox ab it either. dont "well sav it was wrong for you to write being a minor 😡". dont come for me wanting to finish my student reqs. dont try to convince me to change my mind or argue morals ab real vs fake. because i promise you idgaf. im fully aware of the hypocrisy which is why i will only be writing for students until i get them cleared out. im only doing it because i feel bad for not getting to them sooner as the idea has been to get them finished before i turned 18; that not panning out due to mental health issues. even though im still a teenager, im technically an adult and im just different now.
i’ll still keep up my old works, i just wont be doing anything full out nsfw with them anymore after i have fully finished all of my reqs/wips—which is a LOT. ive also been thinking of making a sfw blog for my blogs collectively so i can keep stuff seperated and not feel weird conversing with people younger than me.
thanks for asking!!
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Howcome when holly j and sav are playing boggle it's shown as a pathetic thing? Boggle is awesome
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tarvastries · 1 year
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finished with my job job for today, now it’s time to work on my side job stuff :) also it’s cold
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ransprang · 4 months
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Coriolanus x Fem!reader NSFW HCs
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1. Coriolanus goes feral when called daddy in bed, and when you moan his name breathlessly when he tops.
2. Corio likes to spank you, especially on the days he’s extra stressed. He likes slapping and choking you during sex. He doesn’t mind when you leave visible marks by scratching his back either.
3. He likes it when you suck his cock and choke on it, he feels powerful and in charge.
4. Coriolanus likes to slap your face with his penis, when you’re down on your knees looking up into his eyes before you give him a sloppy toppy.
5. Corio loves to fuck you with your legs on his shoulders, he loves pounding you till you’re screaming his name.
6. When you ride him he starts to pump you from the bottom till you come and get super sensitive.
7. He bites your nipples when you ride him while straddling. He loves it when your face turns red from the overstimulation all thanks to him.
8. Corio likes to mark you, show the world you are his. He loves to leave hickeys on your neck, biting and sucking on your neck before having sex.
9. He looks deeply in your eyes after sex as Corio neatens out your hair and tucks them away from your sweaty face. He wants to see you.
10. Coriolanus gets up and brings water for both of you after a few minutes of cooldown.
yours overstimmingly,
admin sav
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vanwritesfan-fiction · 9 months
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how about the chiefs tiktok admin catches dad!travis on ft with the bbs on the way into the stadium I imagine that’s be so cute 🥰🥹
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This is supposed to be like the Chiefs TikToks where they ask the players random questions lol
"Daddy, Sav and I are watching Moana and eating waffles!" Laylah held the iphone so close to her face, Travis could practically see up her nose.
He was walking into the Chiefs practice facility to attend a couple of team meetings and a workout, and had only been gone about 20 minutes before Laylah had to call him and update him on her day, and he loved every minute of it.
"Oh man, that's my favorite movie! I'm sad you guys are watching it without me!" Travis gave his best pouty lip to the camera as he made his way down the hallway. "Don't be sad, Daddy! We can watch it when you get home." Sav called out from her spot on the couch, her face peaking into frame.
"Promise?" Travis chuckled. "Yes!" They both responded.
He stopped in his tracks as he came across their social media coordinator, Sarah, standing next to the camera setup where they answered their signature random questions for their team TikTok.
"Who is the best Disney Princess?" He read the question to himself. "Oh man, I think my girls are probably better at answering this than me." He held up his phone to the camera. "Lay lay, pull the camera back, baby, so they can see your face." Savannah took the phone from her, holding it out so they both could see.
"Ok, who's the best Disney Princess? It's gotta be Maui right?" He winked at the camera, knowing they would object.
"No daddy! Maui is not a princess! The best Dismey Princess is Moana!" Savannah corrected him, giggling at how silly he was.
"You heard em, Moana is the best Disney Princess." Travis chuckled as he walked away.
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ladylooch · 1 month
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Maybe have two tags and when you are talking about lio and Lucie you can use the old one but the ones about Sav and lio or Connor and Lucie use their separate ones
Although that might be too confusing lol
I know 🫠 also the fact that this tag has probably over 1,000 posts 💀
We will figure it out! Blog admin is always a thing for me hehe
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recreancyrpg · 2 years
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WELCOME TO RECREANCY, Sav!
You have been accepted for the non-biography role of XENOPHILIUS LOVEGOOD, with the FC of Calin Sitar!
Among the Order, Xenophilius is just another intelligence agent, siphoning through the weird, whimsical, and wicked to find the truth. Much of the Order's most unbelievable information comes from Xenophilius because they’ve gone and dug it up. Before their official involvement with the Order, Xeno was a supporter in the shadowy group, though they may not have spoken such out loud. Instead, The Quibbler took what information it could find on this supposed “dark lord” and the group trying to stop him and printed it for all to see.
Please take a look at the new member checklist and send in your account within 24 hours!
OUT OF CHARACTER:
NAME & PRONOUNS: Sav
AGE: 25 years old 
TIMEZONE: PST 
ACTIVITY LEVEL: I've just gotten to summer break (I'm normally a middle school teacher). However, I'm also a full-time grad student working on my thesis, so I'll be balancing that with planning for next year and writing in two other groups, one which I also admin. That being said, I can comfortably rotate between these things, so my activity could fluctuate between a 5 and a 7 out of 10. 
ANYTHING ELSE: Creepy music & clowns give me the heebie-jeebies, but I'm fairly good otherwise 
CHARACTER DETAILS:
NAME: Xenophilius Reginaldus Caligula Lovegood
AGE: 31 
GENDER, PRONOUNS, and SEXUALITY: 
 Xenophilius uses the pronouns he/him and they/them comfortably and interchangeably. Branded as an odd duck for years, for Xeno pronouns would have been one of the easiest things to take on, particularly from their Muggle family, and is one of the few things that allow them to truly be themself. Because of this, Xenophilius identifies as a gender non-conforming individual. Xeno's sexuality, however, is where they become most colorful. 
To put Xeno into few words, they would identify most closely with pansexual, panromantic, and would consider themself open to the possibility of a polyamorous romance or relationship. Xeno believes that almost all people are beautiful, if their hearts are not ugly, and they can find a lot of love in themself to share with the world around them. 
BLOOD STATUS: Halfblood 
HOUSE ALUMNI: Hufflepuff 
ANY CHANGES: None because I wrote him
 CHARACTER BACKGROUND:
PERSONALITY: 
Xenophilius has always, if anything, been a loyal person, whether that be to the (scant few) friends he has or the organization he has ingratiated himself into. There is nothing in this world, Xenophilus believes, that one could trade over loyalty, and it is this factor that has kept the wix from straying from his path for good, even when it has been a winding, tumultuous one. Though Xeno has not been apart of the organization from the beginning, he values what they are doing and believes it to be of the utmost importance. Xenophilus wants to be a part of that, to make a difference, and is eager to help whenever he is able. That eagerness may be misconstrued by some as foolishness or naiveite, but Xenophilius has a good head on his shoulders, clear and sound of mind, despite what some wix may whisper behind his back. 
This loyalty also extends to a kind-heartedness that, in a war, some consider to be too soft. There is no time for weak-hearted fools, not here, and Xeno knows that. He is aware of what is at stake. In fact, it is always on his mind - his family, those few Order members he has come to know and to value. Xenophilius does not see his kindness as a hindrance but as an asset. With the ability to be kind comes the ability to cut away the hatred and bigotry of the world. Xenophilus wishes, very much, that this were the case, and hopes to one day see this hope come to fruition. 
Finally, there is the matter of Xenophilius’s eccentricity. He lives in a house haunted by a ghost, he speaks to or of himself in the third person – particularly when nervous, anxious, or agitated – and cannot help these things that he does. There are superstitions that have been ingrained into him from the time he could walk, such as never putting a knife in a friend’s hand lest you wish to lose the or spitting three times to bring luck, fortune, or protection, which he still believes in strongly and will often be seen doing, at both the Prewett estate and his place of business. Xenophilus has never known anything different. His mother is strange and his father is peculiar, so to think anything else were normal is, well, abnormal to him. 
Despite Xenophilus’s best efforts, however, there are some negative things that he cannot change or erase about himself, no matter how hard he tries. The most cumbersome of these negative traits is his chronic anxiety. There is much to worry about in this world and, while it has not quite hit paranoia, like Alastor Moody has been rumored to have, there are things that can send Xenophilius into a tizzy. One such thing is disorder or, rather, an order not of Xenophilius’s own making. Things need to be just so. Everything has its place, even if that place may not be ascertained immediately upon first glance. Additionally, Xenophilius often needs support in setting long-term goals or plans and will react negatively when those plans are interrupted or altered suddenly. The one place, it should be noted, where this has not always been the case is through Order missions and plans; Xenophilus expects things to change based upon his and others’ information, so he can account for those changes in place, plan, or duty. 
There is both an abruptness and a rudeness to Xenophilus’ way of speaking and acting, though for not a lack of trying. Sometimes he says things in a way that maybe be taken poorly, despite having meant the exact opposite. Once the other conversationalist gets angry or upset, Xeno is confused and doesn’t understand where he mis-stepped, which creates a cycle that only grows larger and larger. Because of this, any formal conversation that Xeno has with a member or person outside of the Order may sound stilted or rehearsed. Additionally, some of Xenophilius’s mother’s pride spilled over into her child, making Xeno sometimes seem snooty, uppity, or as though he views himself as better than others. In reality, that is far from the case, and Xenophilus would wring  his hands over anyone believing such a thing of him.  
BRIEF OVERVIEW OF FAMILY: 
The Lovegood family was always underfoot of one another, living in a small, cozy home near wizarding London. As Xenophilius grew, he heard whisperings of the oddities of his family, both magical and Muggle, and promptly learned to ignore them. The Lovegood home was always full of light and laughter, creativity of self and expression, and Xeno flourished in such a place, becoming who they are today. Sotiria and Eustratitus both valued honesty and hardwork, but they also made sure that Xenophilius felt they could be authentic in everything they did, regardless of what that was. They instilled in Xeno an acceptance for all beings, wixen or Muggle, and a kindness and care towards others that would extend into their adult life. It did not matter to the Lovegoods how you cared or for whom – Eustratius was no pureblood, anyhow, so it did not matter to him whether or not his child married a wix, Muggle, or whomever lay in-between. As far as the Lovegoods are concerned, prejudice, bias, and bigotry are unwelcome in their household and, to this day, that is something that remains. 
OCCUPATION:
Xenophilius never really did know what they wanted to do with their life. At first they wanted to be a doctor, then a botanist, an explorer or an herbalist. When they came of age and, unsurprisingly to some of their family, came into their magic, Xeno fell in love with the wizarding world and all it had to offer. They tucked runologist away, the language fascinating, and pushed dragon tamer far, far away. 
Eventually, they settled on author, which came to them in a fit of mad-dash inspiration during one of his many, many silent nights in the Hufflepuff common room. Curled up with books was where Xenophillius found nothing to love more, so they resolved to do that for other wixen. They now edit their own paper, The Quibbler. 
LIVING SITUATION: 
 Xenophilius lives alone, in a quaint and quirky townhouse on the outskirts between Muggle and wizarding London. After he graduated from Hogwarts, Xeno struck out on his own, eventually finding a small, ramshackle little home at the edge of London. The front door leans on its hinges and parts of the floors creak; the staircase railings don't match in height, color, nor shape, but he loves it. The furnishings are mismatched. The ghost of the top floor is lovely, if a bit of a poor conversationalist. The only constant companion in the place is his large, mixed breed, whom he calls Marlowe. 
ORDER OF THE PHOENIX: 
Among the Order, Xenophilius is just another intelligence agent, siphoning through the weird, whimsical, and wicked to find the truth. Much of the Order's most unbelievable information comes from Xenophilius because they’ve gone and dug it up. Before their official involvement with the Order, Xeno was a supporter in the shadowy group, though they may not have spoken such out loud. Instead, The Quibbler took what information it could find on this supposed “dark lord” and the group trying to stop him and printed it for all to see. While The Quibbler may not have as far spread a readership as the Daily Prophet, there are a handful of loyal wix who read the information and spread the truth they see out into the wizarding world, all leading back to Xenophilius’s network of information. It is because of this information that they were able to put the pieces together in the first place, bringing to the Order some of the most pertinent, and undesirably, darker rumors of Voldemort’s plans. Namely: his quest for immortality. What Xeno knows and what they have learned, however, is only in pieces; they do not have all the information, but that is why the Order is there, is it not? 
As for how Xenophilius feels about the Order? Well, they certainly believe that what the Order does is necessary. If they have to hide in the shadows to get the results you need, then Xenophilius has no problem with that. 
RELATIONSHIPS: 
Regulus Black: Ever since Regulus Black has arrived, Xenophilius has been curious about him. His leg pains him, just as Xeno's whole body pains them, and Xeno hopes that they can at least ease some of that burden with the alternative tonics, potions, and medicines they've acquired (Muggle and magical). Additionally, Regulus's perseverance and his prickly, brittle pride are traits that can be understood in themself, and Xenophilius empathizes with it. 
Alice Longbottom: Despite his attempts to befriend the younger woman, the Auror terrifies Xenophilius. He cannot quite put his finger on why or how or what even about her causes such a visceral reaction, but every time they're in the same room, Xeno's skin crawls. Perhaps it is her authority, or the heavy-handedness in the way she deals with all things; regardless of the reason, Xeno is glad to keep his distance from her, and she, no doubt, wishes to keep away from him. 
Reginald Cattermole & Nate Fletcher: Xenophilius is delighted by Reggie! Reginald is always a helpful person, even if it is for his own gains, and Xeno has gotten some of their most useful information filtered in from him and his sources. Nate is wherever Reggie goes - no surprise there! - and, thus, they are connected in Xenophilius's mind. Where one goes, the other follows. They hope the boys remove what blinds them soon, for their own sake. 
Hestia Jones: Two years younger than Xenophilus and a year below them in school, Hestia was one of the few Hufflepuff who didn’t mind Xeno being around. While she does have some…ways about her that he doesn’t always like, Xenophilus values Hestia’s opinion and will often go to her to discuss something, particularly when it has to do with intelligence. Xenophilus has no qualms or concerns with Alastor Moody, he’s a darling man, but Hestia is…less busy and, occasionally, more approachable, more familiar (though sometimes she really isn’t) and Xeno finds conversation easier with her than others of the Order.
OOC EXPLORATION:
SHIPS/ANTI-SHIPS: Xenophilius/Chemistry is obviously always on the table, but if I ever got a Pandora I'd love to explore them because I think they're two kindred spirits. [ If they are together, too, I also kind of headcanon that they have an open relationship to account for any preferences and such from both parties, though that can be discussed with anyone who wants to take her. 
INTERPERSONAL STRUGGLES: 
Xenophilius fears not being enough, not being able to find the lead they need fast enough, not being able to get the information out to the Order in time. There is so much that could hinge on passing the right information along, speaking to the right people, that sometimes it petrifies them. 
Additionally, Xenophilius fears that their chronic pain and anxiety, despite their healing tonics and medications, will get the better of them. That this war will get the better of them. Xeno often has sleepless nights, tossing and turning to worry over the wix they've come to care about in the five years they've been officially fighting. 
WHAT ARE YOU MOST LOOKING FORWARD TO? Well, Nat was the initial catalyst and her immediate send of the Moody bio, but I'm staying for the amazing plot and the kickers people.  
PLOT DROP IDEAS (OPTIONAL): I would really like to see some of Xenophilius's information he gathers from his sources of the weird and whimsical to be wrong and for that to have a major fallout within the Order. People get hurt, information gets out. Something. I think it could add a ton to the game and the relationships of the Order as a whole. 
ANYTHING ELSE? Since this doesn’t really fit anywhere else, I was going to say that looking at Xeno’s personality made me realize that he may be autistic, to some degree, which would be really fun to explore. Otherwise, I cannot think of anything else to change or add about him.  
EXTRA FOR NON-BIO CHARACTERS:
HISTORY:
Xenophilius Lovegood was named after his mother's beloved family dog, and the rest of his life was colored by that choice. 
His mother, Sotiria Palaioakos, came from a curious family of Greek Muggles. Located in Laconia, the family was rumored to believe in the most intriguing of things from the fantastical to the quizzical. There were rumors, once, of a great-great-grandmother having been a witch long ago in Sotiria’s family tree, but the information passed down was only stories. No record ever existed of yahyah Deianira’s life outside her birth, marriage, and death. That information was all lost during Sotiria’s immigration to the United Kingdom. But, we shall get to that in a moment. 
When she was in her late twenties, Sotiria met the man who would become her husband: Eustratius Lovegood. A quirky, intriguing young man from the small, provincial island of Mytilene, Eustratius moved between this world and the wizarding world like water rolled off a duck’s back. Few in the small community cared whether or not he and his family were magical, as most of the island itself was filled to the brim with magic. Eustratius believed that Sotiria, being from a different place, would not be happy with such information but, when he told her, as all the Lovegood’s told their spouses of their magic, wiping memories if the reaction was…less than positive and hiding in plain sight, Sotiria was utterly delighted. She and Eustratius existed in their own little world, one where magic, the weird and whimsical, were beloved, and so their child came to grow into this world, too. 
Xenophilius was an inquisitive child, always underfoot, watching his mother’s handcrafting – a variety of Muggle seamstress work that Xenophilius would also take on as they aged – and his father’s catalogue of creatures, which he cared for through his job with the Ministry's Beast Division. Though there was always an inquisitive mind, there was a kindness and quietness there that prevented Xenophilius from being sorted into Ravenclaw. Though it was a hatstall, Xenophilius would find their home in the Hufflepuff common room, a quiet, humble existence with few, true friends beyond the kitchen staff and the castle ghosts. This was not, as it were, due to Xeno’s unlikeableness. No, far from it. But Xeno was strange, was peculiar, and that prevented even the most openminded of wix from befriending the child. 
This existence meant that Xeno was often in their own little world, flitting about between Muggle and wizarding practices and customs with ease. As Xenophilius aged, they came to recognize this not as a hindrance, but as a boon, something to be used and utilized for their chosen profession - editor and author of The Quibbler - and supporter of the Order, initially only on the sidelines but, soon, a full-fledged member of their own. 
FC CHOICES: (1) Calin Sitar, (2) Cody Fern, (3) Harry Lloyd; Calin is my preferred choice
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ghostfacehq · 5 months
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WELCOME TO NEW YORK !
"Strange to think you and I haven't spoken on the phone before. This is long overdue."
New York City. Mostly known for being the city that never sleeps and the place where dreams come true. The iconic sites and bustling nightlife draws tourist attraction daily. Now the city is making a name for itself for an entirely different reason. From October 28-31, four of Blackmore University's students were brutally murdered after a phone call. With the killer still on the loose and no leads, The City of Dreams has turned into a living nightmare.
DISCLAIMER: This is a reimagination of the Scream franchise. It takes place twenty-seven years after the original movie. In this universe, the Scream films 2-6 don't exist, but the Stab franchise is relevant.
To navigate New York City, you'll need this map.
Learn everything you need to know by reading our plot.
To ensure your safety please check out our guidelines.
Current reserves: None. Open for intros: december 7 @ 7pm est. Open for interactions: TBA. Mun count: 10 / 25 Muse count: 12 Admin Sav: offline / online / lurking
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SwynWriMo Day Twenty-Five – SWYNRP Memes
Memes from the Clementine Vault
Create memes (there are websites where you can do this) about characters, places, or things that happen in Swynlake!
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this is ancient, from like 2 gastons ago
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p sure i made this when lou sent phineas to be destroyed by hades lmao
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it’s true
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this is a niche admin meme lmao -- me any time the demo sheet is not accurately updated
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toulouse
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pretty sure i posted this last time but it’s a classic (it’s jun)
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lmao i made this when we realized all of sav’s characters could be the dad from mama mia
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tbt to al’s avengers board dream
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an oldie but an always true-ie
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^ always, please
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joey jeremiah hpd spike nelson npd stephanie kaye bpd. jt yorke hpd emma nelson npd sean cameron bpd. kc guthrie hpd sav bhandari npd campbell saunders bpd. do u see my vision.
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ransprang · 5 months
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Jaime Lannister x Fem!Reader Hcs
Fueling my Nikolaj and GOT brainrot~ enjoy
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NSFW and SFW -
1. Man protects you like a dawg. He will not have anyone touch you or get too close without drawing his sword the second they take a step closer (Not even your parents).
2. Jaime loves having sex the second you both are alone, he just can’t help it. A quickie in the meeting room, in his chamber, after shower. He loves it when he stands tall and you’re on your knees sucking him off as a to thank him for protecting you.
3. Jaime loves carrying you over his shoulder. He’s strong, and you’re his. In the palace he will subtly tease you by carrying you over his shoulder to your room.
4. Jaime loves restraining you, he will tackle you down, pinning your hands above your head. He likes to be in charge, and fuck you to relieve his stress from the long day of managing Cersei.
5. Jaime would like to have children with you, and possibly favour them over Joffrey. As they are his to claim to the public, and he can love them freely also protect and raise them.
6. Jaime likes being just a boy around you. No pressures to fight or decisions. He likes teasing, making jokes and possibly be obsessed with building blocks which makes you look at him sometimes think, how at the core hes just. a. guy.
7. When you watch him fight or be an exceptional swordsman you want him to fight you similarly but in the bedroom, without his clothes on and definitely with a different sword of his. You could testify Jaime was skilled with his other not so miniature sword as well.
8. Cersei would love bullying you, in order to push you away from her beloved brother. Jaime wouldnt never rage at her, but would protect you from all her evil schemes and will never let anyone or anything harm you. They will have to face him before you.
9. Jaime takes off his metal hand and stares at where his wrist used to be sometimes, but he will only show such level of sadness and vulnerability in front of you.
10. Jaime loves pounding you with your legs over his shoulders, he loves to watch your breasts bounce bringing him closer to the edge faster.
Your twin,
Admin Sav
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dailyeddiediaz · 4 years
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Welcome to dailyeddiediaz!
We noticed that there was a daily911 and a dailybuck, but nothing for our man Eddie! So we decided to rectify that.
This blog will be a myriad of content having to do with Eddie Diaz including both original work and reblogs from other creators in the fandom!
We’re still working on getting this up and running, but this blog will be run by Sav, Sab, Markie, and Cami.
We will be tracking #dailyeddiediaz so please feel free to tag us in your creations!
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markley · 6 years
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did you two sleep well? — lfl
summary — you hate horror movies, but you dont hate felix
genre — fluff
warnings — n/a
word count — 1.4k
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you woke up crying.
sleeping had always been quite tough for you, but eventually you could fall into a slumber. however, when a horror movie is thrown into the equation, then the outcome? well, it's quite different.
throughout the whole film, you sat in between hyunjin and felix, probably the closest friends you'd ever had, even within the group. when a jumpscare would appear on the screen, you would bury your head in felix’s chest, while hyunjin would keep a hand on your back, knowing how scared you could get (this also left many times for them both to scare you, but that's a story for another time).
after the movie ended, everyone went into their shared rooms, ready for sleep. but you weren't. as soon as you got into the guest room you were staying at, you ran to your bed, blanket moved to cover your head, and body crumpled into a scared ball. you hummed a song, your usual way of falling asleep, but that didn't work as well as it usually would.
after the movie ended, everyone went into their shared rooms, ready for sleep. but you weren't. as soon as you got into the guest room you were staying at, you ran to your bed, blanket moved to cover your head, and body crumpled into a scared ball. you hummed a song, your usual way of falling asleep, but that didn't work as well as it usually would.
laying down into a comfortable position, you finally allow yourself to fall asleep, although still thinking about that horror movie.
as you slept, nightmares overtook your mind, making you wake up quickly, tears in your eyes. you try to fall back into your slumber, but find that you can't. you check the time to see that it's almost 2:00 am. getting out of bed, you decide to wander. you head towards the boys' rooms without realizing, and stop outside felix’s room.
before you stop yourself, you knock, seeking the comfort of someone. you didn't really recognize how going to chan or even hyunjin never crossed your mind until that moment. suddenly, you got shy, scared that you bothered him, and wrapped your comforter closer to your body. you almost turn around to walk away when the door opens.
felix is standing there, hair disheveled and eyes very clearly still filled with sleep. "y/n? what’s wrong?" he says in english (you always spoke in your native tongue when you were alone), rubbing his eyes.
“i...i just couldn't sleep, and kinda wanted to see someone." you whispered this, your nightmare flashing in your mind when you remember why you were outside his door. felix is a small bit confused as to why you would need someone, when he hears you whimper slightly. he finally looks up at you fully, noticing the tears in your eyes. he quickly wipes the tears away, frowning.
"oh my.. did you have a nightmare?" you nod at his question, looking away, and wishing you wouldn't have bothered him with something you believed to be so trivial. when he sees your confirmation, felix pulls you into a hug, noticing how scared you really seemed. you tense up slightly, but then relax at his next words. "hey, it's okay. i don't know what you dreamed about, but i know that it's gone now, and i’m here. all is well okay?"
"can i- can i stay with you?" you mumble against his chest. you know you shouldn't be so shy around one of your best friends, but you couldn't help it. you had grown to have a crush on the young male, and that thought distracts you slightly from your previous nightmare. "i just, i dont think i can be alone..."
"of course you can stay the night with me. you don't even have to ask." felix smiles at you, bringing you into his room, and sitting you on the bed. you lie down, him doing the same facing you. cuddling into his chest, you sigh, finally content, the thought of your nightmare gone. felix chuckles at your antics from above, stroking your hair soothingly.
you couldn't really tell, but his heart was racing fast, as was yours. you looked up at the boy, admiring him. you felt so happy in this moment, comforted, content. you stared at him, at his beautiful brown eyes, smooth lips, and his freckles, oh his freckles.
"what’re you doing there, mate?" he asks, looking down at you, a smile playing at his lips.
"counting your pretty freckles."
"how many are there?"
"i lost count." you smile to yourself, hoping he couldn't see the small blush painting your cheeks. felix moves his head down so you two were directly eye to eye. he makes a funny face, causing you to laugh. he smiles back, staring into your eyes so very deeply. you take notice of how his gaze quickly moves down to your lips before looking away. a smile slips across your face at his awkwardness, but you can't help but blush harshly aswell.
"y/n?" you hum back at felix, listening. "may i, um kiss you?" he stutters the words, not seeming confident in himself. your eyes widen, and you unconsciously nod. he seems taken aback, but soon gets over it, putting a hand on your cheek and another underneath your head like a pillow. he leans in, as do you, and your lips quickly meet. you both shy away after a couple seconds of kissing, as the feeling is both awkward since you're best friends, and extremely exhilarating as each others crush.
"i really care about you, you know that?" felix asks you. you nod, sincere. "and i will always be here to protect you from nightmares. and help you fall asleep. don’t think i haven't noticed your slight insomnia." he looks at you seriously, and you finally understand what is means to be in love. you know that he means what he says, and you hope he knows you feel the same. "now please, it's late. you should sleep. and don't worry about nightmares, i will be your own personal dreamcatcher."
"ok." you nod at his words, already slipping into unconsciousness. "and felix?"
"hm?"
"i really really love you."
"i know."
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the next morning, you are awoken by the sounds of voices. "oh my. chan is going to kill them!" the voice sounds like jisung but you couldn't be sure
"oh i can’t wait to see that!"
"no! my best friend can't die so young! i still need her!" definitely hyunjin, even from your drowsy state.
"and i still need felix!"
"guys! quiet down, you'll wake them up, and alert chan-hyung."
"you already woke us up." and that deep voice belongs to felix. you finally open your eyes to see jisung, minho, hyunjin, changbin and jeongin crowding around you two. you look in between you and felix and notice he's spooning you.
"hey guys." you say, starting to discreetly push felix’s hands off of you, but he notices and tighten's his grip. the boys coo at you two, as you speak again. "and honestly, you can tell chan. i don't even care anymore."
"oh i already know."
you all whip your heads to the door, felix wincing when he sees chan leaning up against the doorframe.
"hi, channie...” you say, moving away from felix, scared of what your brother will say.
"hey, mate. what’s up?" felix’s deep voice is huskier due to the sleep, but it doesn't mask the absolute terrified edge in his words. by this time the rest of the boys were waiting outside the door, just watching the drama unfold.
"did you two sleep well?" chan’s voice seems condescending, and you look at felix quickly and see your fear reflected in his eyes.
"i- we- uh.."
"oh c'mon! you really think i would care?" chan suddenly speaks, smiling and running happily into the room. "i even shipped it myself!" he says, jumping up and down, and dragging you and felix out of the bed.
"really?" you and felix both say incredulously.
"of course, but if you hurt her i will personally hire a hitman to kill you because i dont want your blood on my hands, got it?”
felix gulps
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Welcome to Recreancy, Sav!
You have been accepted for the role of ALASTOR MOODY, with the age change request to 40 years old! 
He's rather no-nonsense about it all, and believes he is above companionship (until he isn't, but that's another matter entirely). There are far too many things he'd rather not drag another person through with his job as an Auror, so he simply doesn't.
Please take a look at the new member checklist and send in your account within 24 hours!
OUT OF CHARACTER:
NAME & PRONOUNS: Sav, she/her/hers
AGE: 25 baby ✌?
TIMEZONE: PST
ACTIVITY LEVEL: I've just gotten to summer break (I'm normally a middle school teacher). However, I'm also a full-time grad student working on my thesis, so I'll be balancing that with planning for next year and writing in two other groups, one which I also admin. That being said, I can comfortably rotate between these things, so my activity could fluctuate between a 5 and a 7 out of 10. 
ANYTHING ELSE: Creepy clowns weird me out, as does creepy music, but I can just blacklist any tag with it. 
CHARACTER DETAILS:
NAME: Alastor Moody
AGE: 40 years old (Oscar FC) 
GENDER, PRONOUNS, and SEXUALITY: Cismale, He/Him/His, Bisexual
Alastor has never felt inclined to broadcast his preferences to the larger wizarding world. However, he has sought out wizards and witches for companionship in equal measure from his schoolboy days. He's rather no-nonsense about it all, and believes he is above companionship (until he isn't, but that's another matter entirely). There are far too many things he'd rather not drag another person through with his job as an Auror, so he simply doesn't.
That being said, he knows that he enjoys the company of both men and women and will be affectionate to both in equal measure behind closed doors. Politics are messy and he'd rather not drag someone through the mud of it, regardless of whether they'd want to or not. 
BLOOD STATUS: Pureblood
HOUSE ALUMNI: Ravenclaw 
ANY CHANGES: It was such a hard time choosing between Oscar and my other choices, but Oscar in Dune with that beard gives me the opportunity for Moody to shave it and look 10x younger and make everyone go o.O while he shifts around uncomfortably and then starts gruffly asking what they're staring at so no changes besides aging him up to be a little bit closer to Oscar's RL age.
CHARACTER BACKGROUND:
PERSONALITY: 
Alastor is a smooth talker when he needs to be professionally. Personally, however, he is a bit of a disaster. He can be seen as gruff and antagonistic, but there's a soft center beneath that hard exterior. It doesn't take much to get to if you really know how to dig, but the war has created a sense of paranoia around who can and cannot get too close. 
As an Auror, Alastor is no-nonsense and a bit of a task master, but he has his reasons, and he does everything for a reason. There is never any little thing that isn't accounted for. Alastor is always looking at a battle or a situation or even a Witch or wizard from every angle. Naturally, this makes him suspicious of newcomers, and if there are new people added to his unit or into the Order, Moody is the first to rake them over the coals. 
As for his weaknesses, Moody is harsh and incredibly blunt. He doesn't mince his words. He has absolutely made new Aurors cry, and has made others quit. He doesn't do it out of a mean spirited drive, but that's the reputation that he's been saddled with. His motto, "constant vigilance," makes people think he's paranoid and that he's starting to fracture, and he might be, but there are also pieces of Alastor that use that underestimating as a ruse. 
BRIEF OVERVIEW OF FAMILY: 
Growing up under the thumb of a prominent Curse Breaker and a homemaker, Alastor Moody had a certain way his life was meant to go. As a pureblood wizard, Alastor was meant to use that to open doors, to pave his way through life. His father taught him to value what he knew, his mother taught him to value that which came to him naturally. What came naturally was a deep well of curiosity, and a need to understand the world around him. 
 Despite the fact that his family is made up of pureblood witches and wizards, Alastor was never one to be driven to prejudice or bias. Though his family was a "traditional" one, in the sense of his mother being expected to raise children and his father to go to work, Alastor's mother was never one to drive the point home that they were better than. Perhaps they had more potential than the Maggie's and the muggleborn, but that in no way meant they were any different in the broadest scheme of things. 
As he grew, Alastor recognized that his ideals didn't align with the rest of the purebloods. In fact, he didn't even match their preferred house. His mum and dad had never cared about that rubbish, so neither had he thought there was always the niggling sense that they wanted more from their only son, their only surviving child. 
OCCUPATION: He's an Auror through and through. However, at a very young age, Alastor wanted to be a Curse Breaker like his father.
LIVING SITUATION: Alastor Moody is what one would call a confirmed bachelor. He owns a flat near the Ministry, which he uses sparsely with his work, and is the one listed as his permanent address. However, Alastor was also passed a sweet little countryside cottage outside of the hustle and bustle of wizarding London. Few people know of the small, countryside home and if they do they're sworn to secrecy about it. 
ORDER OF THE PHOENIX: 
So the only way I can describe Alastor is a tank. He takes the big hits, draws attention to himself to get people to safety. He's always willing to draw the big, Dark Magic. As a consequence, he's always in and out of St. Mungo's. He's become a bit jaded as the war has gone on, but it's more a tiredness than anything. Moody's willingness to protect those under his care and charge is what drives him, no matter if it comes to his own health or well-being. With the Order being illegal and Moody being of a high rank in the Aurors department, he does use that to his advantage and will protect those that he works closely with as best he can with that advantage. He has long since stopped wringing his hands about it all. This is war, so it's survival. 
RELATIONSHIPS: 
John Dawlish - Alastor's feelings about John are complicated. He has potential, he's just self-righteous. Sometimes self-righteousness has its place, sometimes not. In a war, it doesn't. Alastor hopes that John understands that, and quickly, because if he doesn't he is afraid the younger man will drown in the tide of the war. Perhaps Moody's own methods were unorthodox, but they kept people alive. He and John might have row upon row about how they do things, how Moody gets his people home, but that's all he cares about. Alastor wants to be able to see John float, not sink, and he'll push him into it - even if that means making John hate him. 
Remus Lupin - Alastor is intrigued by the werewolf, despite the fact that people have told him to leave well enough alone. While they aren't necessarily friends, Alastor doesn't intend to let Remus get hurt for being what he is, something he cannot control, and fights to give him a place in the Order irregardless of if Remus knows it or not. 
Mundungus Fletcher - Dung is, for lack of better words, an idiot. Alastor likes him well enough, but he's reckless and he's going to get someone hurt or, more permanently, killed. Alastor doesn't want that to happen, including to Mundungus himself. So, yes, he's arrested his fellow Order member. Yes, there may be some bitterness, but it's for his own good…so why can't Fletcher see that? 
Alice Longbottom - A little spitfire, Alastor had many things planned for Alice Longbottom. He thinks she could play an integral role in the Order and within the war itself. However, he fears for her, too, and has to walk a fine line between their Order, their jobs, and their families. Alastor understands having family lines drawn and coming out on the wrong side of those lines. He just hopes he can prepare her, protect her, with the knowledge he has gained through his career. 
OOC EXPLORATION:
SHIPS/ANTI-SHIPS: So I ship Alastor/Chemistry tbh. I'm always game to see what can become of a character eith their connections. However, I've had some weird experiences with people shipping Mary/Moody, which had just made me uncomfortable for how they handled it personally. I'd be open to it, but it would need to be very specific parameters (though I believe that Mary has died here, so perhaps not something we'd run into, just wanted to put it out, though, just in case.) I am also very intrigued by how exactly he can antagonize Dawlish and in what manner that presents hehe
INTERPERSONAL STRUGGLES: 
Oh this war is going to mess with Alastor royally, to put it mildly. There are a lot of things he takes on as a personal offense, guilt and heartaches that weigh him down. He tries not to let the outer world see it all, tries to remain unruffled, but the truth is that Alastor Moody has a heart and it bleeds for all the wizards and witches he sees hurt by this so-called Dark Lord and his dark magic. 
Additionally, Moody's status as a pureblood is something I'd love for him to use as an advantage. He sees it as something that doesn't mean anything. He wasn't raised to, but he's also very aware of what being a pureblood wizard gets you during these times, and he will use it to every advantage of it means those he cares about will get out unscathed, or as unscathed as possible. The same can be said for his position as a higher ranked Auror. 
It's going to be a constant push and pull for Alastor and I'm very excited to see how he navigates it all while still staying afloat. 
WHAT ARE YOU MOST LOOKING FORWARD TO? Well, I've wanted to play Moody in a group for a while, but I never could find the right one that fit. However, once I read the app Nat sent over (love yah Natty!) I was like oh…oh yeah I could get behind this. It has a really cool premise, and I'm looking forward to diving into the depths of the group. 
PLOT DROP IDEAS (OPTIONAL): Character-specific plot drops are definitely around Moody losing his eye and having his major injuries, and just slowly watching as he takes on the burden of all of the people in his life who have died. He takes it personally, and he carries the weight of that guilt his entire life, but I don't want that to be his only defining factor. So, another plot would be for him to really break out of that and learn to let people care about him. As for across the entire rp, I would really love to see the fallout of major battles happening, and how that continues to affect the Order. 
ANYTHING ELSE? Not at the moment, because I wanted to send this in, but I will be posting a self para or a link to a GDoc, more likely, on the dash for Moody & his reaction to Benjy's death because I have Feelings about it. 
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@strawberry--bride Admin's phat cat and a Growlithe. I bet your Admin will like this
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