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#again im projecting 🤣
8rujaa · 1 month
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anytime The Suffering™️ stops i hate myself so much less. like no i wasn’t a useless stupid worthless idiot that couldn’t bring myself to finish a task, i was just being tortured with pain to a level normal people don’t experience everyday and extreme sensory issues and a million thoughts a second is all.
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"𝑨𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒚" - 𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒕 2 Aemond x Reader
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A/N: I had not originally planned on this being a series but the Aemond girlies loved the first one so here is a second as a lil gift. //Divider by @firefly-graphics & @cafekitsune
Summary: You wake up to unfortunate circumstances. It only gets worse when you finally get some answers. A dream confirms that whatever chance you had at having a normal life was gone.
TW: Blood, Death.
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Word Count: 3.6k (Not proofread, we die like men 🫡Im also just too tired I'll do it eventually🤣)
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You yawned as you sat up in your bed rubbing your eyes. You look over to the spot Aemond was in and simply see a flower. Blushing you reach over and smell the flower.
You look over to the bath on the other side of the room and notice there's no steam coming out of it. You stand up and grab your robe off of the armchair next to your bed.
You walk over to the door after you wrap yourself in the armchair and attempt to open the door. You're shocked when the door doesn't open or move an inch.
"Hello?" You try opening the door again but they don't budge. "Is anyone out there?" You wait but hear no response.
You're unsure of what to do now. You look around your room for something to do. All that you manage to find are some of your old toys and unfinished projects.
You sit in front of the fireplace trying to think of what could possibly be going on. You remember a piece of the wall that could move and search for it, trying your best to remember exactly where it was. You end up finding it next to your dresser.
The piece moves easily and you reach inside. Your hand touches something and you instantly remember. You lay down flat on your stomach reach in with both hands and pull out the wooden box.
You're filled with nostalgia as you sit down on your bed with the box. You blow off the smoke and open it up.
Inside lies a small journal which you place to the side already deciding you have to see what young you used to write about. Inside also lies a small cushion you had sewn for you and Halaena's dolls. One of your teeth which Aegon convinced you to let him take out by tying it with string to a door.
You're confused for a moment at the last item. It's a black handkerchief with gold detailing. You pick it up and stare at it a moment before you remember.
Aemond had found you crying in a corner of the library covered in dirt, mud and God knows what else. He had asked you what happened and although you didn't want to tell him he convinced you too. You admitted that your brothers had joined Aegon in tormenting you by throwing mud at you insisting it was just a joke.
Aemond felt bad especially since he understood what it meant to be at the end of their cruel jokes. He pulled out a handkerchief and wiped the mud off of your face before walking you to his mother's chambers.
Alicent cleaned you off and got you a clean dress before seeking out the boys and your mother. All three of them were forced to shovel horse shit while you, Helaena and Aemond watched and ate cake.
The memory brought a smile to your face. Aemond had asked you for the handkerchief back but you told him you couldn't find it.
You pick the journal back up excitedly and open it up to a random page.
King's Landing 117 AC
Dear Diary,
Today my brother was born. Father named him Joffrey, I personally think his name is stupid but I held my tongue. Septa Anne would be proud. I went with the boys to the dragon pit today. It was awfully boring. Aemond and I watched while they got to practice commands. AND YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE WHAT THEY DID! They gave us pigs! PIGS! Called them the "Pink Dreads".
Sometimes I wish I could just gouge out Aegon's eyes and put them in his soup when he isn't looking...maybe I can get Helaena to catch a beetle for me...
Anyways. I went to the kitchen to get cake but then Harwin stole it! He said it was taxes? WHAT EVEN IS TAXES?
You can't help but laugh as you continue to read. You fall asleep while reading about the time Aegon fell out of a tree while trying to grab a bird.
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You wake up and blink a couple times, clearing your vision. You sit up and jump back when you see Aemond next to you lying in your bed.
"Gods! When did you get here?" He has a smirk on his face as he continues to read while eating an apple.
"A while ago. You were sleeping peacefully I didn't wish to wake you." You nod and look at what he's holding. You quickly notice it's your diary and try to snatch it out of his hand but he's quicker. He clicks his tongue at you as you try to reach for it. "Im quite enjoying this. Listen to this one. Aemond gave me a flower today!"
"Aemond! Stop! Give it back" Your face flushes in embarrassment. "I was a kid!" He drops the apple and manages to grabs your hands with one of his and holds them down.
"He is so cute!" He looks back at you with a shocked expression. "You thought I was cute, princess?" Aemond pulls you to sit in his lap and you hide your face in his neck out of embarrassment. "Aemond smiled at me today!"
"Stop!!! Please I beg of you!" He laughs and puts the journal down.
"And this!" He lifts you out of his neck and waves the handkerchief in your face. "You swore to me that you lost it! Liar!"
Aemond begins tickling you and rolls you over caging you under him. He leans down and leaves a trail of kisses from your neck down to your collarbone.
"Aemond?" He hums back in response. "Why was I locked in my chambers?" He stops kissing you for a moment before he leaves a final one on your cheek and sits up.
"You need to break fast first...then we can talk."
Aemond calls for food and for your handmaids to prepare you a bath. You're shocked at first cause of how open he was about being in your chambers while you were fully undressed. You wanted to ask if the talk had gone well about the betrothal and if that's why he was ok with people seeing him here but you opted to wait.
He watches you eat occasionally grabbing slices of fruit off of your plate.
"If you want one you could just take from the tray you know?" He smirks as he puts another grape in his mouth.
"But they taste much better off of your plate." He leans over and bites the strawberry that you're holding.
"So." He leans back in his chair. "Are you going to tell me why I was locked in here?"
The atmosphere immediately changes and is tense. He sighs deeply.
"...King Viserys died..."
Your eyes widen and you drop the food in your hand back onto the plate. Your heart clenches at the news. You had spent much of childhood following him around, you had even willingly chosen to be his cupbearer in some of his council meetings simply because you wanted to be near him.
"...that doesn't explain why I was locked in my chambers Aemond. Matter of fact that is far from an explanation. If my grandsire died I should have been notified."
Aemond fidgets with his hands the same way Alicent does as he looks at the wall.
"Kepus. What are you not telling me?" He continues staring at the wall occasionally looking at you. "Aemond." [Uncle]
"Aegon was crowned king." He says it quickly with his head held high. "As the king's firstborn son, he is the rightful heir. He was crowned before the masses in the dragon pit."
Aemond watches as your breathing quickens and your facial expressions. Your lips are pressed together as you're clenching your hands so tight.
"Who made that decision?"
"It was the King's wish. He said it upon his deathbed to my mother." You roll your eyes and stare at the wall. There was a battle going on within your head. Part of you was understanding of the firstborn son point but the other part was devastated for your mother.
"Does my mother know? What of my grandmother? I was supposed to leave with her this mourning."
"...your grandmother interrupted the crowning. She was riding Meleys, many people died and just as many were injured." You cover your mouth with a shaking hand. "I believe she is already on her way to Dragonstone probably to speak to your mother..."
Meanwhile in Dragonstone
Rhaenys wasted no time heading straight for the princess. She had no time for formalities.
She walks into the room seeing them both by the fireplace.
"Thank you, Ser Lorent." Rhaenys stops at the head of the table. "Princess Rhaenys, might we hope for news of Lord Corlys' recovery?"
"Viserys is dead." Rhaenyra's face drops as Daemon turns around. "I grieve this loss with you Rhaenyra. My cousin, your father...possessed a kind heart." Rhaenyra struggled to comprehend what was happening. She knew her father would die soon but hoped she would be back to King's Landing in time to be there.
"There is more. Aegon has been crowned as his successor" Rhaenyra clutches her stomach as Daemon walks over.
"They crowned him?" Rhaenyra was looking off into space, grieving.
"How did Viserys die?" Daemon had a look on his face that no one could quite place. Was he sad? Angry? Or just plain confused.
"I could not say." They both look at each other.
"How long ago?" Rhaenyra asks.
"A day past, perhaps two. I was made prisoner in my quarters while the Queen made her preparations."
"Viserys has been slain." Daemon watches Rhaenyra.
"Alicent demanded you declare for Aegon." It was not a question, Rhaenyra already knew that it had happened.
"She did. I refused her." Rhaenyra let out a shaky breath.
"And yet you are alive." Of course, Daemon was skeptical, when was he ever not?
"The High Septon crowned Aegon in the Dragonpit. I witnessed it myself just before I fled on Meleys." Rhaenyra was still clutching her stomach.
"They crowned him before the masses." Rhaenys nodded.
"So that the masses would see him as their rightful King," Rhaenys responded.
"That whore of a Queen murdered my brother and stole his throne. And you could have burned them all for it." Daemon's unknown emotion was now evident, he was angry, livid even.
"A war is like to be fought over this treachery, to be sure. But that war is not mine to begin. I only rushed this warning to you out of loyalty to my husband and to my house." She took a deep breath. "The greens are coming for you Rhaenyra. And for your children."
"M-my children?" Rhaenyra's face contorted in pain. "My daughter! You brought her with you?" Daemon stood straight up.
"Sadly...no...Alicent had her chambers guarded well and her room had no passages. I'm sorry. I did not wish to leave my granddaughter either."
"You left my daughter with those cunts?" Daemon walked around the table to face Rhaenys. "You left her to become a bargain in this war?"
"I did my best Prince Daemon. We have allies within those walls that can get a message to her. Once I hear word she is alright I will be sending someone in to retrieve her."
"You have done enough." Daemon pointed at her. "I will retrieve my child from the snakes you fed her too."
"Enough Daemon..." Daemon turned to face Rhaenyra who was now hunched over gripping the table. "The babe... it's coming..."
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King's Landing
Aemond watched as you paced around the room. You had requested he leave you alone for the a day only allowing in your handmaidens and refusing to see anyone else.
Since you had called for him this morning you hadn't said anything in almost an hour and instead paced around the room looking for the words to start this conversation. Occasionally you would stop, point at him and open your mouth but then you'd scowl and resume pacing again. He could tell you were conflicted.
"Ñuha jorrāelagon, kessa ao sit ilagon? Before you burn a hole into the floor." [My Love, will you sit down?]
"Now is not a time for jokes, Aemond! Do you know what your family has done? This is an act of war! They have usurped the throne right out from under my mother's feet. If you think she will let this go easily- no, if you think Daemon will let this go easily you are all sorely mistaken." you begin pacing again.
Aemond stood up and walked over to you and grabbed your hands.
"Gīda." [Calm] He pushed a strand of hair out of your face. "Everything is going to be ok."
"What will happen to me?" The thought had crossed your mind many times as you wondered what would be made of you.
"My grandsire and the King have agreed to our betrothal. They will announce it as part of the terms if she agrees to declare Aegon as the rightful King and kneel before him and the council."
"Terms?" You back away from him letting go of his hands. "Our marriage would no longer hold meaning Aemond. It would be seen merely as something my mother won in bowing to Aegon, a spoil of war. Either way, she would never say yes."
"Then Aegon will marry us anyway." He shrugs and pulls you back into him as if none of this bothered him. "He is my brother and he knows of the love I hold for you."
"And if I say no?" His face became stern.
"You wouldn't hurt me so."
"You mean the way that you have today?" He sighs deeply. "Why did you not come and free me from my chambers?"
"Because I knew you would leave at the first chance." You look away from him and he turns your face back towards him. "You're mine and I wasn't willing to risk losing what is mine."
You would typically enjoy this possessive air around him but you currently found it suffocating. You wanted nothing more than to put space between you but he was holding you tight against him.
"Aemond. This is not right. You must understand that?" He rolled his eyes and let you go.
"Who sits on the throne is none of my concern and not on my list priority."
"Then what is?" You step towards him angrily.
"You!" he snaps. "You are my only priority. If you say no to marrying me then you will be made prisoner here. You will spend the entirety of this war locked in here." You could tell he was being truthful. "Marry me and you will at least have some freedom."
"Some?" He walked back over to the table and sat down tired of this conversation. "What is some?"
"You will be allowed to walk freely around the castle with a guard of my choosing."
"And Vermithor?" You think of your dragon and where he could be. You had claimed him when you returned to Dragonstone after what happened at Driftmark. Aemond's bravery in claiming Vhagar led you to sneak into where he sleeps and approach the dragon yourself. You had also thought that if you claimed him you could ride to King's Landing and see him. You had learned the song Daemon would sing and tried singing it to him to calm him down. It worked despite almost being burnt to a crisp you had claimed him.
"I will visit him on Vhagar." He reached for your hand but you shied away. "You must understand that my grandsire worries about allowing you to have full freedom. After a while, you will be allowed to go riding."
"How long is a while Aemond?" He visibly gulped and bit the inside of his cheek. "How long?" Your voice was cold and made the hairs on his neck stand.
"Until you give birth to our firstborn." He said it quietly already knowing how you would react. It was smart you'd give them that. They know you wouldn't fly away while your child is in their possession. "My grandfather's decision not my own."
"And did you try to fight him on it?"
"Why would I?" He shrugged but soon noticed the angry expression on your face. "I want marriage with you, I want children." He tried to reach for you again.
"So do I Aemond! But not like this." You take his hand and he pulls you to sit on his lap. "I want us to marry because it is what we want. I want my mother to be there! This isn't the way I want to do this."
Aemond leans his head against your chest.
"My hands are tied, my love." You get off of his lap and walk over to the fireplace facing your back to him.
"I wish to be alone."
"Baby..." You hear him get up and walk over to you.
"Please go...now!" A few seconds later you hear him sigh and leave the room. You sit on the armchair and allow yourself to cry.
This was all too much for you. You worried for your mother and the rest of your family. Did they think you were a traitor now? Will they think you have chosen Aemond's family over them if you were to marry him?
You know there's no way your mother will kneel before Aegon, even if she decides to, Daemon would rather lock her in her chambers than agree to that.
How could they be so foolish? So reckless?
You walk over to your bed and lie down. You go over the pros and cons of agreeing to marry Aemond. You then think about ways you could escape. Maybe agreeing to a betrothal will at least get you the right to walk around, you could find your parent's allies within the walls and find a way back to them.
You can stall the wedding for a while. Aemond would understand you'd prefer to be married only after the war was over and your family could attend.
You soon tire yourself out with all this thinking and fall asleep.
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You spend the next day alone in your chambers. Alicent had invited you to join her in breaking your fast but you respectfully declined. You needed more time.
You saw a boat sail out from King's Landing and knew it was most likely Otto heading out to deliver the terms to your mother. You knew it would not go well and they would be lucky if she didn't feed them to Syrax for their treachery.
It was only the following midday when you grew worried. You saw Vhagar fly away from the castle. Part of you wish you knew where he was going and the other part of you remained angry. You thought he knew you better, if he did he would have fought harder for your freedom right? He would have denied Otto's offer and not allowed him to make your marriage into something that they hoped would sway your mother into giving up her crown.
Gods you missed her, you prayed every moment for her safety. For all of their safety.
It rained that night. Something was off. You could feel it in your bones. You tried to sleep hoping it would calm your nerves. Your handmaid brought you tea to help you relax. You soon fell asleep but sadly even your dreams were disturbed.
You wake up on the floor of pitch black. Everything around you was dark. There was no light just darkness. You sat up and looked around.
"Hello?" Your voice echoed. You stood up and began walking around in the dark abyss not knowing where you were going.
"Gēlȳn enkagon jamela!" You hear Aemond's voice. [You owe a debt!]
You quickly turned around but nothing was there.
"Aemond?" You walked in the direction that you heard his voice. As you got closer you noticed your feet getting wet.
"Taoba!" You hear him again but in a different direction. [Boy!]
You turned again where you heard his voice and walked quicker in that direction. You felt something patter on your head and looked up. Nothing was there just darkness but you could for sure feel something wet as if it was rain.
There was a flash of a bright light to which you shielded your face.
"Daor Arrax!" Arrax? That's Luke's dragon.
"Luke? Luke, are you there?" You noticed your clothes clinging to your body as they were now soaked the scent of salty water filling your nose.
"Vhagar! No! No..." What had happened? Why was he saying no?
You look around you quickly trying to make sense of what it is you are hearing. The rain is heavier and you look at your hands. They aren't just wet...they're red. Your dress is now too stained red. You touch your cheek and look back at your hands and see the same red substance.
Something drops from above causing you to step back quickly. More pieces fall from the sky surrounding you. You shield your head and scream as the red rain grows heavier and more pieces fall.
When the rain softens and the sound of stuff falling ceases you open your eyes and look around you. Your face twists in pain as you see pieces of the body of Arrax surrounding you. It only gets worse when you see a human body part. You look closer and notice the hand.
"He got me." You hear his Lucerys voice and you instantly know it was his hand.
You wake up in a sweat your hair sticking to your neck and your pillow drenched. You look up and see Aemond standing at the end of your bed his clothes drenched.
And in that moment you knew.
The war had started.
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A/N: So this is clearly turning into a series. Which I'm actually not mad about. Not sure where this is going but naturally the chances of any of this being 100% original is not possible. There are far too many HOTD fanfics for any ending or storyline to be original. I can only hope that it is 100% enjoyable.
I will still obviously do my best to come up with a unique ending but I feel like to have a unique ending people need to die. I need to start killing off characters like Grey's Anatomy 🤣
Anywho I hope y'all enjoyed this part! If you wish to be added to this Taglist or any other one please let me know!
Gen Taglist: @thought--bubble, @valeskafics
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kynrki · 2 years
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SILENT TREATMENT!
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PAIRING — non idol!yang jungwon x non idol!reader
GENRE — ex friends to lovers, reader ignores jungwon in first bunch of chapters, reader is closed off, fluff, angst, reader is stubborn asf
SYPNOSIS — yn and jungwon, the middle school best friends everyone thought would get into a relationship when they entered highschool. well, they were definitely wrong. after entering highschool, jungwon finds new friends and slowly starts to ignore yn. as much time went on, they became strangers once again, until yn decided to leave. jungwon never noticed that she left, that was until he went for family dinner at yn’s parents house. regret, pain, guilt, is all the boy could feel when her parents mentioned that one of her best friends decided to ignore her, like they were strangers again. as the years of highschool goes past, jungwon becomes closed off, only talking to his friends, wishing he still had her. but what if yn returns for the last year of highschool? will jungwon make an effort to become friends again? or will she be the one ignoring him this time?
FEATURING — aespa: karina, itzy: lia, nctdream: chenle
WARNINGS — talks about being unproductive, cussing, jungwon kinda did reader dirty, MUCH angst
STATUS — COMPLETED
TAGLIST — closed!
A/N — okay ngl im excited for this one hella much bc me and angst 🤝 best friends, also DAMN i have a mf long sypnosis and for what😭😭😭also posting this rn while i work on my niki smau!!!
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000. PROFILES — #wehatehimsquad | simps🤣
001. mf in his feels again😭😭😭
002. fuck this shit, im not coming back💀
003. im (un)fortunately back
004. loml’s here, stfu🫶🏼
005. he’s excited for nothing (heartbreaking!)
006. i hate my life ,, i love my life <3
007. laugh out loud
008. liar liar☠️
009. hes..okay ig?🙄
010. hospitality.. ?
011. new bsf fr🫣
012. miss his dumbass lowkey
013. project..? OH PROJECT
014. speaking terms = no
015. give him a chance atleast (fuck chances!!!!!)
016. so.. what now?
017. plan: get the girl, step one: completed.
018. niki best wingman💪🏼
019. im not ready to talk about if yet
020. social distance
021. not-so normal day with the gang + niki
022. IM CAVING HELP
023. the time has come i fear
024. i never did well in listening skills tests
025. new beginnings… super cool🧍‍♂️
026. both gc’s are going BOOM!🥺
027. date-date? or friend date?
028. so the dance……
029. MRS CHOI AND MR KIM ARE TOGETHER?!
030. and so are ynwon👉🏼
031. love. funny isnt it?
032. ynwon deprived😞
033. silent treatment!
THE END.
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TAGLIST ONE (closed) — @soulsdeadplants @hiqhkey @yunki4evr @lovnayeon @axolotlboo @deeznutsriki @kimjiho1 @emoworu @tomorrowbymoa-together @jwsflower @ayayiiie @yeonjunsleftboob @caty-catts @sunghoonsblackgf @jungwonnieee @sophhloaff @cyuuupid @i4cho @imyuna-06 @viagumi @kimmchijjajang @y4ngjungw0nz @arizejkt19 @lil-iva @stickersim @wonluvrbot @rrvvby @swnheo @facelesswrittes @talks-with-meena @scarfac3 @crazywittysassy @shawkneecaps @cwsana @misavenue @heystarlette @99outros @lachinitaaaaa @jiawji @straykidz0914 @tobiosbbyghorl @mklhyvn @kaeslily @rendezrei @meowtella @ineedcoffeeandtherapy @denleave1088 @blearis @3nh4luvr @life-shining @stephaniekim15 @pjongbb204 @nvertheless
TAGLIST TWO (open) — @/prettysung @/jihyoscrown @/wtfhyuck @/strwberrydinosaur @/ritsusakumasgf @/zqynmlk @/gzeebo @/nyfwyeonjun @/ilvsoup @/hyuckscore @/simjakeissohot @/harperwasstaken1 @/ahnneyong @/enhacolor @/ariafies @/she-is-dreaming @/bennettsprmcy @/jakahbot @/jovibaes @/potaeto-writes-on-wp @/thisisnotjacinta @/hyunjunbaragi @/sweetjaemss
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icycoldninja · 15 days
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im surprised i haven't seen any mgs4!raiden requests yet!
what would he be like if he had a fem partner who specialized in cybernetics? would he be more wreckless in battle to get extra care while being repaired?
Yeah it's like no one even remembers MGS4 🤣 Here u go and enjoy!
MGS4!Raiden X Fem!Cyberneticist!Reader headcannons
-Raiden quickly discovered that having you around to repair and upgrade him is the most convienent thing ever.
-He can ask for literally any kind of customization imaginable and you can whip it up in a snap--it's so cool.
-He's now visiting and putting in requests for new weapons more often than anyone else you know or work with. Not only is he giving you lots of work to do (which means more money) but he's also giving you a chance to get creative with what you make, something that's very rare in this industry.
-Other than for weapons, Raiden also likes hanging around with you in your lab whenever he gets a chance, just watching you work and listening to you ramble on about your latest project.
-Speaking of spending time with you, Raiden will purposely allow himself to get a little more scratched up than usual just because it means he has an excuse to see you again.
-He knows you're very protective and always fuss over him, so any injury-related visit to your lab is like a trip to Grandma's--he can expect to be spoiled.
-Perhaps this is how his masochism developed. It started with a few intentionally taken bullets to the chest, then gradually developer into deeper things.
-Another perk of dating you is you always know how to take care of all his various components, even ones he doesnt know exist.
-You also know how to take care of his weapons, meaning you two can sit down and clean the artillery together! Yay!
-Putting all the robotics stuff and their perks aside, Raiden is so proud of you. Every time he sees your inventions or watches you reattach a severed limb that he may or may not have lost on purpose, his mechanical heart swells with pride. He might never say it, but he means it, deep down inside.
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prince-kallisto · 29 days
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*breaks into your room the same way Crowley breaks into the classroom*
What do you mean?!? You don’t have a crow plush?!?
I’m not one to talk I don’t have a bat plush but I do have a lilia nui
So I thought to rectify that ☺️💚💞
But uhhh…the image didn’t fit my brain. I haven’t drawn in…a long time. But I thought it was cute. 👉👈🥹
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The two birds are base on Snow!Crowley and the birb from the Silver pic you drew me. 💞💞
I tried making a pillow but…as you can see I’m not good at drawing. But I can edit a bit!! So here’s a Crowley pillow for you 💗💗🫂🫂
…wait…it was supposed to be a crow plush…andkakjsjdd I failed my own goal OTL
I think you would prefer a Crowley pillow more than a crow plush anyways 😂😂
Crow!Crowley wants the Madol and the little heart, well, I saw a drama recently where two people are connected by this heart symbol so I thought it would be cute for you and Crowley to be connected by a heart symbol ☺️💞💞🥰🥰 and I tired putting a mask whdjsjdjd 🤣🤣
I hope you like it 💚💚
Time to leave before I delete this ask from sheer flustered state
HANAAAAAAAAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸💖💖💖💖💖🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛
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OUGHH IM SOBIBNG THIS IS SO SO SWEET WHAT 😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖 it’s night where I am at, and your lovely drawings make feel like I have a crow plush in spirit ☺️☺️☺️ lately I’ve been thinking of creating a pattern to sew a crow plush because I’ve been really wanting one 🥲 AND THEN YOU CAPTURED THE VISION SO WELL ahhh that’s so cute!!! 😭😭😭 the heart on the Crow plush reminds me a lot of beanie babies andjsjd 😭💖💖💖 when ever I start that sewing project, I shall embroider a heart on his wing ❤️ and the mask is so cute too ahhhh!!!! 😭💖💖💖
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👀…but I would indeed like a Crowley pillow too ANDJSJDJJD (Ray if you’re reading this I’m thinking of your valentines art always)
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Miyamoto Mitsuru is me if I had a Crowley plush NSJXJSJ. I need to find a way to replicate the patterns of this nui somehow,,,
😭😭😭💖💖💖💖thank you again Hana, this is so sweet, I love it so much!!!! I will sleep soundly tonight with this crow plush gift 😭🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛
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rayshippouuchiha · 1 year
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Summary: [[ Midoriya Izuku has watched every one of tomuragaming's videos religiously since he came up on his youtube feed years ago. He never would have expected tomuragaming to be a villain, but here they are at the USJ, Aizawa-sensei half-dead on the ground, tomuragaming trying to reach Tsuyu over Izuku's shoulder because he thinks SHE'S the one who made smallmight64 cry.
or, shigaraki is a gaming youtuber and izuku is a hero analysis youtuber and they're both big fans of each other. tomuragaming is a villain now apparently?? but he's still a dedicated gamer and he WILL be uploading weekly.
FEATURING: tsukauchi and toshinori's divorce in the youtube comment section (whoever the fuck they are), Midoriya Izuku trying out tea at the mall with tomuragaming on livestream while being held hostage (not as stressful as you'd think), tomuragaming having to repeat again and again that 'yes he's a villain. yes he's a gamer. they exist' (just as stressful as you'd think), aizawa shouta x literally anything else except becoming internet famous (he doesn't get his wish), and dabi getting bullied on tumblr by endeavorhateblog and his siblings (who are strangely similar to his own siblings??) ]]
THIS IS SO FUCKING HILARIOUS!!! IM CACKLING!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
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chirpsythismorning · 2 years
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I just wanna talk about this quick and then I’ll shut up forever.
I HATE byler kiss manips (not talking about fan-art, I’m talking about photoshopped byler edits using milkvan scenes). I hate them with a burning passion. The only exception to this would be when bylers use them as a response to homophobic anon asks... now that’s funny. But that’s it 🤣
Like I get it. It’s mostly all a big joke, but it’s just cringy to me..? And weird?? Why can’t we wait for the real thing???
AND YET! AND YET!… Even though I’m kind of contradicting myself by making this post in the first place, I honestly don’t see much value in confronting fans who do this or staging a whole call out about how it makes me personally feel uncomfortable for reasons x y z.
Because that’s just me. I’m sure there are some fans who agree with me and I’m sure there are plenty who don’t. But still, I don’t see the point in policing anyone that disagrees with me on this, to make them feel bad for engaging in fandom differently than me, to make a big spectacle about how it upsets me, bc the reality is, nuance exists!!!
While there are some people out there with horrible, even offensive or concerning takes, not every single disagreement of opinion needs to be put on blast as if that person is bad for whatever point they’re trying to make. Because now suddenly everyone is giving their two cents, clogging the tag to the point where no one can escape it. Now we’re all uncomfortable. Who is that helping?? No one!
So if you’re like me and there’s certain things that make you uncomfortable, no matter how small or even major, BLOCK.
Maybe you are just like me and you give someone a few chances, only to finally block them after one too many posts that are just 😬
Or maybe you block right away the moment you see something you didn’t want to and don’t want to risk seeing again.
I just hate this tendency fandoms (it’s all fandoms, not just st or byler) have to attribute one or even a couple hundreds of fans opinions, to the entire fandom… and then project that onto the rest of us like “IF YOU THINK THIS! YOU ARE BAD!” Like be real, there are hundreds of thousands of us, exponentially chances are there are gonna be a great deal of people you won’t agree with. That doesn’t mean we have to ruin this space for everyone.
I really don’t want to do this again, bc like I said, im basically contributing to the very thing I hate. I hate that I feel this need to voice my feelings on something everyone is already talking about, and now i’m also taking away from the aspects of fandom that can be fun and welcoming and worthwhile.
It’s just unfortunate how all fandoms put themselves in this situation. We allow one or a few to control the vibe of the tag and suddenly you can’t find theories or headcanons or just fun banter between fans. All you see is virtue signaling and people trying to find someone to blame. And then we wonder why fandoms fizzle out with resentment. Because we ruin it for ourselves. We turn on each other for the sake of being right. And it just sucks.
At the end of the day, everyone has the right to say how they feel. By all means, that is your choice and you can do whatever feels right to you. But just know that not everyone is going to agree. And that’s not always a bad thing. And even if and when it is, we don’t have to make it EVERYONES business.
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whitelittlebunny · 7 months
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I miss ur art 🥹🥹🥹
Where is Gilbert??? My man????
Wehn??? Are??? U?? Going??? To??? Draw??? Again??? 🥲
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😭 I'm so sorry 😭 NO GILBERT or ART for now 😭 im so so busy with my studies that i didn't have time for drawing (and i swear i miss doing it but my assignments and projects are pulling my ear back to my study table 🤣😭) so no-no. Probably last week of October (? I guess?) I'll start drawing again huhu
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destinyc1020 · 15 days
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I mean Austin and Z both do have a connection to Kaia lol its just a fact, anon. I personally wuld find it a lil awkward bt Austin n Z seem cool, Austin did praise Z multiple times and it is nice that Kaia seems to show support to Z via IG (mayb in person too). The fact that this was the 2nd time she dated Zs coworker is just funny to me lol I feel lik its continuously stated on this blog that Kaia seems lik a nice person. We talk a lot about Tom, Z, and Austin and Zs connection to Kaia is that they dated the same lame man and now Zs coworker. She isnt the "bad guy" (whatever that means lol), but yes, unfortunately I recgonize she does has haters purely based off who she dates, which is unfortunate. Ppl also dnt care for her cuz of her acting too, which is valid. She has fans (and if you look up "Kaia Gerber" on twitter, ig, tumblr, im sure u'll find them), who seem to lik her, which is good for her and is getting various projects, so... this "poor girl" is going to b fine off of a few comments on a blog lol
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Exactly Anon lol 💯
I feel lik its continuously stated on this blog that Kaia seems lik a nice person.
Exactly! We've said this countless of times.
Ppl also dnt care for her cuz of her acting too, which is valid.
Thank you! 👏🏾 And that's people's right to think that! It's not "hating" on someone, it's simply an opinion on someone's acting.
How many times have we clowned JDW's acting in here lol? We've clowned him so bad... even to the point of talking about that weird photoshoot he did with his mom cradling his head rofl. 🤣
Funny, I never heard anyone coming to HIS defense and calling us "haters" when we've talked and joked about his acting. 🙄
I've said countless times on here that I don't think Laura Harrier can act either. Again.... SILENCE.
But as soon as we dare to say that we don't think Kaia is that great of an actress, all of a sudden, her two fans come up in here acting like we've called her all sorts of names or smthg. 🙄 Get real lol....
Personally, Kaia has always been kinda meh to me....I felt that way even when she was dating JE. 🤷🏾‍♀️ I don't hate the girl or anything, I just find her boring, and I'm just not really a fan.
It's kind of irksome already to see Nepobabies getting opportunities over struggling actors/actresses and poc who've been working their butts off for YEARS just to get the chance to get auditions in Hollywood, but it's even MORE annoying to see nepobabies without acting talent getting roles over these individuals. 😔
But hey, nobody can help who they're born to, so I get it. 🙃
I'm just not really a fan? She seems like she's a nice person though. 😊 And if she makes Austin happy, then even better! 👍🏾
She has fans (and if you look up "Kaia Gerber" on twitter, ig, tumblr, im sure u'll find them), who seem to lik her, which is good for her and is getting various projects, so... this "poor girl" is going to b fine off of a few comments on a blog lol
Thank 👏🏾 you! 👏🏾
If you're a fan of Kaia, then go to her fan blogs. Or look up her fan accounts on Twitter. @bcofl0ve is a huge fan of Kaia on Tumblr. You can go check out her blog, and I'm sure you'll be welcomed with open arms!
Look, I am not one of those fans who's of the mindset that I HAVE to become a fan of whoever my fave is dating. 🥴
I wasn't a fan of Kaia's BEFORE she was dating Austin, and I don't have to be a fan of hers now.🤷🏾‍♀️ Kudos to her and her acting goals, but I already have more than enough actresses that I actually enjoy to watch. I don't need to force myself to become a fan of hers, or lie about how I feel regarding her acting just because Austin is currently dating her lol. 😄
And YES, Kaia will be just fine. Unlike MOST actors out here, she was born in wealth, she has famous parents, she's white, she's privileged, and she has a ton of connections to make her dreams come true! Nobody needs to feel sorry for this girl. She's gonna be alright lol. 😅
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death-stranded · 2 months
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So I usually don’t ask these kinds of questions.
But what are your top 5 favorite movies of all time?
The reason is because there’s over 100 years of films out there to choose from lol. But oh well. Go at it.
oh no i’m really bad at answering these ‘favourite’ questions but i’ll do my best haha.
i think my no.1 fave film is mulholland drive. it’s david lynch weirdness at its finest (and is a standalone piece unlike twin peaks: fire walk with me, which i also think is a masterpiece but also that you need to be familiar with the series to really appreciate it.)
if you haven’t seen mulholland drive i would say absolutely check it out, even if you don’t enjoy it, it’s an important moment in film, taking a dark trip through hollywood and the movie business.
my other picks are probably more horror-centric & fairly predictable/typical 🤣
halloween - such a simple film in concept & execution but it’s so creepy & effective.
alien - i’d pick the original over the sequel since it’s more claustrophobic & the overall atmosphere is much more terrifying.
the exorcist - i honestly think this movie is really scary, i know a lot of people call it over rated. i think what really speaks to me about it is the cosmic battle between good and evil and forces that are so far beyond our control.
lotr: the fellowship of the ring - this to me is actual magic on film. everything on screen is so beautiful, the characters & story are so captivating, but especially understanding the insane effort & creativity that went into making these films. nowadays with everything done on green screen sets & post-production we’ll never see anything painstakingly made on that scale again (see the hobbit, lol.)
(a bunch of others that i cant really rank but im feeling indecisive - jurassic park, the matrix, the blair witch project, pulse (kairo), kill bill, the fifth element, terminator 2, the craft, suspiria, let the right one in, donnie darko, the silence of the lambs, hellraiser, possession, a nightmare on elm street, evil dead 2, scream, the thing, inception, the shining)
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piosplayhouse · 1 year
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Hi pio are you willing to share any svss fic recs? also im curious what did you like before svss? huge fan of your "content" hehe
I have some here! The post is definitely out of date though, I have a lot more that I need to add sometime
Hmmm you can kind of see traces in this on my blog if you look hard enough but I'm also a big Touken Ranbu and Enstars fan! I'm also a proud member of the tiny remnants of the Bella Sara fandom, but it's sort of bittersweet because it's officially shut down now awa.
Probably my biggest fandom that I made stuff for before this was Deltarune, which you can definitely see if you dig around on my blog just a bit. I feel kind of bad that I've sort of abandoned it now even though I had a fairly popular sideblog about it, but college is kicking me in the balls more every day unfortunately.
Also I did some self reflection and realized I was projecting a lot of sv fan feelings onto dr which were a bit incompatible with some of the fandom because the age range for it is much much younger than sv, so less things fly I suppose lmfao . Like I admittedly treated swatchton as a moshang-lite which was a lot of fun for me but delty fans are much more like .. how do I say this without sounding bad. Like every few weeks the same discourse about spamton Deltarune goes around where people will be like "it's toxic to ship him with people that are theorized to have pushed him into acid" and it'll be treated with a lot of gravity and seriousness and it's a bit incongruous with the sv core "mfw I force my teacher to ingest blood parasites that give him period pains and he calls me a roundworm 🤣🤣" baseline LMFAOO. Like I'm not trying to be critical here at all, different comfort zones for different folks especially minors, it's just that I have a lot of shenanigans in my soul that I felt like sv would be a much better outlet for !!! So that's why my brainworms have pivoted awa
Sorry for dropping this block of text, I'm procrastinating an essay .. again!!! hehe hope you enjoy the recs and I'm glad you like my blog! ❤️
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wxniesrxse · 2 years
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Can you please make trainee a reaction when they fight also like have argumemts with there girlfriend? Thank you
Well here it is! Idk if this is how you wanted it to be but I tried! This look more like reader being a jealous sh💩tty partner 🤣 but anyways enjoy!
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YORCH ( understanding & calm & helpful )
"Why did you lie!" You yelled at him. Your eyes about to pour tears out. You went to a wedding event with Yorch. You've never expected for a certain women to come to that wedding event but then again you remember she's a family member of the couple that got married. That women is still in love of Yorch. When you two were in high school, she bullied you because you were dating the "love of her life". She made your life miserable in high school and you hated her. "I asked you if she was coming and you said she's wasn't! You know how much I hate her!" You cried covering your face with your hands. " I-I know! And I'm sorry....but I didn't want to go alone...I wanted you by my side....Yn-". "Quiet! Yorch....I hate lies! You should've told me the truth, we've not gone there....". Yorch watch you with a sad expression. He couldn't believe that you seeing that women again made you get all nervous and angry. He understood about the pass and he was always there to protect you but you showed to much weakness and that disappoint him. " Yn....you shouldn't let her affect you...not anymore..." he walk closer to you. His hands delicately place themselves onto your shoulders. " I know you're strong...I know you're-". " Yorch I'm going to my room...." You said running to your room leaving a sad and upset Yorch watching you run off. " I will help you to overcome this..." he mumbled to himself.
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Leo ( tries to control his emotions)
" you know what....I'm sick of this! Are you using your busy job as an excuse to cheat on me with someone else?..." You stood in front of the door blocking Leo from going out. Lately Leo has been to busy with his job as a music producer, helping trainees to make their own music . So he has to be there at work the entire day. He no longer spends time with you like he used to and that bother you a lot. Even before this when he had time to be with you he worked as a music producer and with the trainees as well so why so suddenly he can't no longer spend time with you? Well you only have one answer. The most common answer....he's cheating. Leo scoffed at you finding your words silly. " No, im heading to my job...what makes you think of that?..." He raised up his voice a little, tilting his head to the side trying to figure out what's wrong with you. " you no longer spend time with me! You're cheating on me!" You yelled. You felt anger rise in you as you hit his chest with your tiny fists. Once Leo felt you hit him, he closed his eyes and shoved backwards because of the force. He felt annoyed about your stupid thoughts. "Are you serious right now?....." he raised up his voice again but tried to calm himself. He had a poker face. He sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose and above. " Yn, baby, I wouldn't do that to you, I can't, I don't have the time to cheat nor am I interested to do it" Then he smiled and walk close to you, putting his hands to touch the sides of your face. "I have amazing projects coming for the trainees, that's why I'm working hard....once things gets done, I'll be back with you... okay?" He whispered as kiss you slowly. You kiss back but then pulled away and hug him. " I just don't want to lose you!". He smiled. " you won't".
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SANGWON ( calm but feels sad and uncomfortable arguing)
" Yn! I think I'll be able debut this time-" He was so happy to tell you this news but his happy smile turned into a frown once he heard your reply. " you said that too last year and you didn't debut...please stop dreaming....actually how about you stop goofing off with your dumb friends, I feel like you're just there to play instead of spending time with me! You're wasting time with them!"'you cried out loud spilling all your anger. Sangwon look at you and couldn't recognize you. " why are saying that?....look if you have problems with your parents again don't take your anger on me....I didn't do anything to you" He said in a sad tone. He didn't even look at you his eyes avoiding you and staring blankly at the tiny table in front of him. He look like he wanted to cry but he hide it with a blank face. " what? It's my parents and you! Y'all don't love me!" You yelled with crying tears as you look at him beside you. He look down at his hands. His fingers slightly pinching the skin of his hand. Could it be he feels uncomfortable of the situation? He was being awfully too quiet. " say something!" You shout still looking at him. Sangwon look back you at you with watery eyes. " say what?.... your words about how I should I give up my dreams hurt me...... There's nothing to say..."he said with no emotion. His voice sounding calm and soft. You felt like shiiiiiiii💩 even more.
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WOOCHAN ( first tries to cheer you up but if can't succeed he'll get frustrated and yelled later apologize)
"Yn which fast food or restaurant should we try today?..." he asked excited holding your hand while walking in the street. " I don't know...you pick...." You said not showing any care. " oh come on, don't let me decide by myself...what if you don't like it?" He pouted pinching your cheek between his fingers. " nah you pick I'll be okay with it" you slightly smile. "Alright then..." he grinned and look everywhere to see if any place catch his attention. " oh this one! I always wanted to go to that-". "No Woochan! Not that one pick another one!" You whined. "B-but why not? You said I can choose and you'll be okay about it..." He stopped walking and look at you confused. Still holding your hand. " I've heard that place is toooo dirty..." you comment. "What? Really? Should we check if it's true?". You let go of his hand. " are you doubting me?? You're doubting your own girlfriend? How dare you?!" You raised up your voice.  Woochan look at you as if you were crazy. He look afraid. "Y-y-Yn! Baby! Are you o-okay? Why are you getting mad?" He put a hand on your shoulder and his other hand caressing your face. " I'm not mad!" You said....madly. Woochan let's go of you. " you're acting childish! Maybe I should stop pampering you with everything" he try to tease you but you didn't smile. Now he was the one getting mad and frustrated. " what it is women! What! Tell me and I'll fix it! Just stop giving me an attitude!" He raised up his voice on you for the first time. You look at him with wide eyes. " y-you yelled at me?" You said with watery eyes. " I- no wait Yn! I'm sorry!" He yelled as you ran back home.
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JAMES ( tries to explain first about the situation with no lies. If you still not convinced he'll get tired and frustrated for not making you understand he's telling the truth, so he'll just leave because he's tired of arguing)
" Zhao Yufan!!!....." you yelled from your room. " oh crap she's mad..." James mumbled to himself. He learned that whenever you say his whole real name that means you're really mad at him. "Yes baby?" He said pressing his lips together tightly his body tensing. "Who's this women?! Huh? She's a woman Yufan! Not even a teenage girl! Why is she following you! And why is she commenting on your pictures that you're very handsome? Huh? Who is she to you!" You show him his phone. The screen on Instagram and the photo of a beautiful girl. "Wait babe calm down!....first of all she's not lying when she says I'm handsome, second,she's not a woman she just turned 17 last week, and as you can tell she's clearly latina, and Latina girls are naturally like...like t-that! Their body are big- bigger? What am I even saying?!" James struggle to even finish his sentence because of the suspicious look you're giving him. " that point is," he raised his index at you. " she's just a friend! My friends and I met her last week in the dance battles we have every month! What's the problem? She's a very nice person what can I do about that?" He shakes his head to the sides as he throws his phone towards the couch. Then he falls to the couch looking tired. " You better be telling me the truth because I wouldn't forgive you...." You said still angry. James looked annoyed and didn't feel like arguing. " honestly you're the one that is disappointing me....the fact that you do not trust me and even go through my phone is so messed up....I've never done that to you because I trust you....." He said in a stern way. He stood up from his couch and left your house leaving his phone there. Now you felt bad for doing this. He didn't took his phone with him so how are you going to call him?
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JAYJAY ( will argue back, and yell back, and scream back, and cry back, and then later he will apologize, then you two will get back together. For god sakes he's 16!)
This time he was the one who started the argument. " YN......I don't like hanging out with your friends " he confessed. You dip your French fry in the bbq. "Why? They're so nice" you raised an eyebrow. "They are but they're annoying too....they're so giiirrrly and conceited " my dad bought me the latest new automobile, my family and I went to queen Elizabeth's birthday party" Jay mimicked their squeaky voices. " next time your friend ,F/n, is gonna say she and her puppy travel to the moon with her private spaceship" JayJay laughed. " pfff you're just mad because she's rich!" You argue as you didn't like how he was talking about your best friend F/n. " You forgot I'm rich too? But I don't show off like she does....I don't like show offs" JJ expressed with a teasing smile. "JayJay! Although she's rich! She's a girl that went through a lot! I'm not letting you down talk about her like that!" You said angry throwing a French fry at his face. Jay stopped smiling and look at you with surprise. He also throws a French fry at you. "Alright then! Defend your best friend! Im leaving!" He put on his school backpack. " Jay wait! This isn't fair! I've never talk bad about your friends! Why are you suddenly saying this-". Jay was making his way to the entrance door about to leave the restaurant. "You're friend F/n try to seduce me". He stopped and look back at you. "What?" You said. " yeah you're friend try to seduce with money and promise me things....you're friend in a fake!" Jay yelled and left the restaurant.
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JIHOON ( the listener, after you done talking, he'll talk calmly probably raise his voice a little but quickly stop. If things get bad he'll feel stressed about it) " hoonie in the future you and I will get marry" you said as you daydream in class next to him. "Yeah sure..." he glance at you with a funny look. Of course you're joking when you say this.....right or...." I'm being serious.....once we turn 20 we'll get married and have 10 kids together! Five little Hoonies and five little ynies!" You said excitedly. Jihoon wide his eyes as he look at you with fear. " ha! Hahaha! You're so silly Ynie...cute" he rubbed your head and faked laughed. You slam your hands against the desk. " I'm serious! Han Jihoon!" You got close to his face trying intimidate him. Jihoon swallow his ball of saliva stuck in his throat. " No!" He said. " of course not!" He yelled nervously. " you don't want to have a feature with me?! " you whispered out loud. " you don't think I'm the only one for you? Then....that means you don't love me at all!" You cried. " No! Yea! I mean no-yes!....agh! You're pranking me right?" Jihoon grasp onto his own hair. " you know what Jihoon......we're done! It seems that you don't want a feature with me" you said separating your desk from his. " No YN! Wait we have to talk!" He whispered back. You ignore him. Jihoon look down at his desk feeling stressed about the situation. He still thinks you're just messing with him but still he feels frustrated.
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Thank You For Reading 📖
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snickerdoodlles · 2 years
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i said i was gonna ask about 3 so I am, I simply must know. plus 2 of them are so personal to me they’re basically freebies so yknow 🤷‍♀️
knitter pran thots (bc it’s me so obviously)
soft boi lies (bc that was me! i said that! im legally required to see the fruits of my random rambling)
CODE CRQCKED LIVING LARGE (bc it’s probably the one I have the least clue what it is lol 😂)
one of these days im going to have to hold myself back from telling you about a WIP just so that I can actually surprise you with a totally new idea 🤣
'knitter pran thots' is ofc specifically for u, even though i will probably ask you for help in coming up with a knitting pun for the title lol. its about the shape of Pat and Pran's love and how invested they are right from when they start to date. the starting snippet:
Paa always tells Pat he gets too invested, too quick when it comes to his relationships. Pat's not sure why she bothers—he can’t help it that he loves so quickly, so largely, so loudly—but there are times when he wonders what she might say about him and Pran and the shape of their love. Pran, who’s always been Pat’s largest and longest investment, whose mere presence is its own gravity for Pat.
Pran loves to knit. He likes the way the stitches clear his mind, the way the yarn slips soft over his fingers, the satisfaction of a project borne before his eyes. It’s something he shyly tucks away from others into the hidden corners of his room, his feelings tied to yarn hidden the same as all his others, only recently revealed to Pat during their last movie night. It takes gratuitous application of his puppy eyes and pleading questions, but Pran soon begins to bloom the more he tells Pat about his favorite yarns and tricky patterns. 
Like always, Pat dives in head first and deep. His search history is a dictionary of knitting terms, his online carts are filled with yarns and needles and patterns. Eventually he even finds his ways over to the forum boards, where several aunties and cousins are delighted to aid his quest in learning more about his boyfriend’s favorite hobby.
and then Pat's going to learn about the boyfriend sweater curse. he's not superstitious, per se, just also vvvvvvvv wary of ever being considered Pran's bad luck jinx again :C and Pran's going to gently take his face and be like "the boyfriend curse is only a problem for people in mediocre relationships. the knitter spends a lot of time and money making a mediocre guy a sweater that he doesn't ever appreciate, then the knitter realizes they don't have to settle for someone half-assing a relationship, and a breakup follows because their relationship already had issues that the sweater issue exposed. but i don't have to worry about that, because you're a sticky nuisance i've had my whole life. now, i have three patterns to modify for your stupidly huge shoulders, so stop squirming or i will tie you up 😤"
and Pat's like 🥺 owh, this is our forever 🥰 and everything is soft and happy
soft boy lies is HERE and brb, currently laughing over how i'd left off some of the smuttier WIP titles yet the first 2 asks were about the filthiest WIP on the list ajfhjf (i'll finish a smut fic one of these days I SWEAR, they're just stupidly long orz)
akdfjk you actually know about 'CODE CRQCKED LIVING LARGE', i just have a wonky title!!! it's the fic about bby!Pran & Pat inspired by that time my mom taught me how to forge her signature when i was seven !! the doc has that title because i've actually had this story idea since before episode 6, i just hated the way it was coming out and had finally moved the WIP to the discard pile a few weeks ago. but talking to you about it finally got the wheels turning, so i started a new doc to rewrite the old mess it used to be 😂
gonna try to summarize this idea for ppl outside our DMs, but basically my mom taught me how to sign her signature when i was seven as a 'fuck you' to a teacher that made me cry. so im projecting that experience onto Pran. then Dissaya thinks it'd be hilarious to send her lil bby out to sign for a delivery for her, so Pran and Chai go to inspect a delivery and bby!Pran v carefully inspects a like. hardware delivery or whatever next to a straight-faced Chai before signing Dissaya's name for the order while the big burly delivery guys look on v bemused
but Pat sees Pran doing that and he puffs up because he wants to do Big Important Grownup Stuff too!!!! but Ming doesn't get why Pat's trying to insist on being there for a delivery and after the last time when Pat got underfoot for a lumber delivery and nearly squished, Ming's not going to let him anywhere dangerous. so he sits Pat down in his office to stay there, bby Pat's like 😤 fine, i shall do OTHER Important Grownup Stuff!!!!
and scribbles all over Ming's paperwork because he is the Best Helper
its not until Ming comes back to fetch Pat that Pat stops to think "wait i should've asked first D:" and he and Ming just kinda. stare at each other for a hot minute before Ming suddenly doubles over and starts laughing. like shit, his kid just created a week's worth of work and sleepless nights to fix this mess, but by god is his son the cutest and sweetest kid??? he laughs about it the whole way home and thru trying to explain it to his wife, and the next week he gets Pat his own lil hardhat and clipboard so Pat can follow the store workers around and do Big Important Grownup Stuff. mind you, Pat doesn't actually know what he's supposed to do with this stuff, so he mostly follows a worker around for a little bit drawing dinosaurs or stick figures and giving the doodles to the store workers when their tasks are finished. these doodles are coveted by the workers, he is their favorite kid in the world
still working out the ending, but it's gonna be Pat & Pran post-Singapore return hearing these childhood stories from the senior employees and they're both simultaneously delighted & horrified because on one hand, childhood stories that they didn't previously have full context for, but on the other, "why do you all even still remember this, pls stop giving my boyfriend blackmail fodder 😭"
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valakiir · 2 years
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(Lol 😅 im terrible at checking when I'm tagged in things) its satur.... sun. Monday! 🤣 if youre still willing, whats telepathy v2 👀
Always!
Caleb was shaking with rage as he knelt beside Essek. He thumbed the ring on his finger and reached out a silken tether.
‘Schatz…’
‘It’s okay.’ Essek’s voice was almost serene in his mind. He leaned into Caleb's palm on his cheek, ‘They won't damage me. Once they’re sure I’m innocent they’ll let me go.’
What if they don’t, Caleb’s mind asked, carefully tucked away, not even trusting it to telepathy in the dungeon. What if they see through your ruse?
Instead he replied, ‘They’ve already hurt you.’
Caleb ran a hand down Essek’s side -- felt his ribs easily. Gagged as he was, they couldn’t be feeding him, meaning restoration spells were the only thing keeping him alive.
‘I need to get you out’, he projected, ‘They’re killing you.’
‘You can’t,’ Essek’s reply was calm, far calmer than he had any right to be. ‘I’ll be fine. Trust me.’
Caleb bowed over Essek’s form, ‘I do.’ It hurt. He was terrified, but he had to trust the web Essek had woven. If Essek didn’t do this, he would have to run for the rest of his life. 
Caleb’s hand ghosted over Essek, finding where his hands were wired together. They had always been cool, but now they were like ice. Caleb shivered again.
‘You’ll stay?’ Esssek asked, almost a whisper, like he was afraid of the answer.
“I’ll stay. They couldn’t make me leave if they tried.” Caleb assured, letting his voice break the oppressive silence. 
“Five minutes,” One of the guards knocked on the bars. Six minutes and forty-two seconds, Caleb corrected silently. He should’ve expected them to cut him short though. Caleb ran his fingers through Essek’s hair, careful to not pull at the snags. 
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‘It’ll be okay,’ 
Caleb could almost picture the weak smile Essek would’ve shot him, for all the voice in his mind was steady. 
‘I’m not leaving you.’ Caleb grit his teeth, fighting every instinct. He couldn’t leave him here. Not like this.
‘You may have to.’
‘No,’ Caleb snarled in his mind. Essek flinched, and Caleb immediately felt sick to his stomach. ‘No,’ he said gentler this time. Essek swallowed hard, leaned into his palm again.
‘Okay.’
“Time’s up,” The guard repeated sternly.
It was one of the hardest things he’d ever done to rise again. It felt like a betrayal. Despite his assurances, Essek shivered as Caleb left him. Alone again.
‘Keep sending?’ Essek’s thoughts tinged on the desperate side.
‘As many times as I can,’ Caleb assured, ‘You won't be alone.’
He saw Essek sag in relief just before the door closed. 
He followed the guards out as if in a fugue – outwardly calm, inside a simple static of screaming.
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marc-spectorr · 2 years
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Hey Callie I'm back, Have you seen the moon knight merch at hot topic? Like it's kinda mid tbh like Disney and the people at HT could have been more creative. Just for a example I would have liked to see the dad cap with the moon on it that Marc has. Or the tarwet plushies maybe something with the goldfish idk it didn't feel like there heart was in it. The tee shirts also kinda suck in my opinion. Also just a sidenote Kevin will be responsible for my therapy bills after the trauma from Infinity war and when they made Steven turn to stone ( sidenote Charlie Cox said he would literally fight people if he didn't get to continue his role as Matt in the MCU and I love that for him lol 🤣. I can't wait to see daredevil again. Also we might be getting a blade movie so midnight sons and more moon knight hopefully (like they have to know how much people love moon knight like they have a money maker it would be stupid not to use him.) Anyway fingers crossed for the D23 thing about moon knight 🤞
hey sails!!!
other than the funko pops, i haven’t really seen any moon knight merchandise which sUCKKSS. i would totally pay however much for a stuffed mk/khonshu/tawaret plushie 😭 idk why there isn’t a lot of official merch like this show is sooo popular and we barely get anything??? i think when mk was doing appearances in disneyland, they didn’t have much for sale there either. uGHH THERE BETTER HAVE A GOOD REASON WHY >:(
ooO the blade movie has already been confirmed !!! if im not mistaken, it’s supposed to come out next year starring mahershala ali :) and yeeees im so excited for a midnight sons movie 😭 but before that, they have to renew moon knight or have him show up in another project shjdkdkks
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spookysnooty · 1 year
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I’m always excited 2 see whatever new thing ur fixating on <3
Guuuuuuuuuurl 💞💗💖🌸✨🕊
All my love for you!!
But really, this is
This is an old fixation, from way back in 2017, back when I was a new fresh adult and my mental health was SHIT and I devoured this shit and made it my entire personality. It was another fandom I got burned by, but you can't blame the creator of the content for what shitty people do with their content.
I saw my favorite band trending on Tiktok and there's so many new people and new artists and new memes and I'm like
Girl I am getting FED
Probably never gonna be active in fandom spaces again because it really feels im way too autistic to interact normally but once again my soul is captivated by the weird silly wiggly skull faced santanic popes
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To those of you who have me on Discord and know me IRL forgive me for my inability to be normal about Emeritus III, forgive me for my tendency to worlbuild and headcanon like crazy and never shut the hell up about it 🤣 (I have entire Google doc of nonsense I've been building since 2017... I'm just like this, my brain just goes)
Fun fact as well, while my antichrist character Lucius already existed as a vague character idea since I was 16 (laughs in religious trauma) me being involved in Ghost is what made his character and personality FLOURISH
Also flashback to the time I turned my male doll into Terzo and made a Sister of Sin dress for Aurora
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This was such an old project but I have both outfits somewhere
Ghost really tested my sewing skills when I was teaching myself how to do it, and there's alot of old projects I had
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It was an entire era for me aesthetically tbh I need to get back to this level of creative apeshit
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Also, fake blood does not work well on silk, disappointingly
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I also used to Actually Do Art back then too for old OCs and whatnot that I used to RP
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