#again this isnt a personal attack

[putridcowboy]

the most important step in the hero’s journey is the gay sex

#mine #i was. higher than i thought i was last night #nooo post dont go out of my immediate circle u r so sexy #someone just tagged this as naruto wrote this. no he didnt i did #update now sherlock rp blogs are commenting on this. girl it is 2022 what are you doing #leave im going to attack you with wasps #fr if another person comments on this post itself again and it isnt funny im sending the bees after u #never in my life have i felt that one post that is like some of yall are so annoying god bless #more than i do now #this isnt about anything but if it was it would just be about gilgamesh #the more yall add to this post the more obvious it is that some of yall straight up dont know what the heroes journey is #yall need to stop assuming the hero is the protagonist of the stories yall read/watch/consume or whatever the fuck

[narwhalandchill]

oh my fucking god i feel. SO stupid rn at How i didnt make the (super sane very normal just absolutely. Yes. Surely) connection earlier but uhh

so anyway im now like 89% certain that whatever the "traces" of the narwhal that remain on ajax and facilitate their (ever-growing) innate connection are like. an actually fundamental aspect of it (them?) more or less.

why? because if you consider its pov just for a moment. the narwhal was literally about to depart teyvat for good. it had nearly finished consuming the primordial sea and preparing to breach surface to finish the job by eating the french for the leftovers their human bodies were made from. its an interstellar voyager it does not linger on planets it devours. it goes glug glug and it leaves.

and like if it wasnt for traveler intervening its confirmed through narzissenkreuz and renes world formula that teyvat wouldve just been destroyed. no one could have stopped the narwhal not neuvillette not focalors not anyone.

so what was the one other thing it did right before going for that french brunch? calling for ajax. getting them reunited in the primordial sea. like all the possible implications aside bc theres many different ways to speculate on the exact reasons why and the nature of that link. the point remains.

it wasnt leaving teyvat without finding him.

like the narwhal is about to fucking Dip from this cringe planet and whatever part of it that ajax carries within himself his narwhal Absolutely wanted to be reunited with. what the fuck am i supposed to read from that. hoyo???????!??! answers?!?!?!

and its not only the calling from the narwhal side itself either bc this is ALL coinciding with the growth of a 'restless power' within ajax and his vision malfunctioning (the things celestia is literally confirmed to harvest energy thru to repair its damaged authority) and his connection with the narwhal reaching an actual conscious level (arguably subconscious n emotional too bc i find it Curious his mood is poor right as the narwhal is repeatedly described as positively malding to the point its boss fight mechanic is literally a rage meter). ajax' power is growing. his destiny is starting to shift and something is drawing him to fontaine... right as the narwhal is getting close to finished with the primordial sea. funny how it overlaps eh. how it aligns 🤨🤨 why are they orbiting each other like this (they should kiss)

(& not to even Mention how ajax just Happened to get that absolutely exponential and borderline unbelievable feat of power spike in extending his foul legacy endurance as massively as he did. while. within the primordial sea. with his narwhal. who had at that point all but incorporated the power of that sea into itself. i s2g if childe was getting passive home turf co-op bonus exp with a 4x multiplier automatically the whole 40+ days 💀💀)

#man the way its lovely reunion but tjen ajax fucking ATTACKS IT ON SIGHT you couldve gotten married!!!!11!1 fucking unbearable i am in agony #anyway contrary to popular belief we still have no fucking clue whether ajax' link to the narwhal was innate #skirk saying the traces remain on him after meeting it isnt saying tht much. the parts he shares w it couldve well been innate but dormant #instead. also just the fact that he woke it up already shady #then like. monoceros caeli being his from the beginning is completely plausible despite ppl acting like its been confirmed his const change #and like them being halves of the same entity on some lvl would make the narwhal being so weak without him n until ajax found it again #make very much. sense. anyway ajax toxicity jokes aside if the narwhal was just trying to eat him point blank without even a hello #i do get why hed react aggressively. but also bros been telling everyone n their mom hes fighting his narwhal the seconf he finds it again😔 #so i feel somewhat confident in assuming he started that 40+ days brawl #anyway if ajax Isnt the celestial narwhal on some level or possibly becoming it as their link grows. #riddle me this atheists. why is his 3rd phase boss theme. the song about His individual murderous rage at us #bc he thought he was outplayed by us. His personal wrath #whys the song for that called the wrath of the celestial narwhal. of the star swallowing whale. Hmmmge. his individual rage. #why does tusk of monoceros caeli speak of him embracing the narwhals innate qualities as embracing mere parts of Himself #funny how tjat goes!! (the OST n boss drop is not 100% serious theory but it does drive me insane. bc why would they phrase it like that) #anyway either theyre 2 halves same original entity or theyre soulmates idgaf . they should fold teyvat in half and eat it for brunch #aaand im going to be consumed by this realization for the next month wish me luck #WHY DID IT NEED HIM THERE SO BADLY???? HUH?????? #i mean relatable dont we all. but its sooooooooo inch resting. Curious indeed #rambles #genshin #childeposting #childe

[vesper-the-great]

I think the evacuation route is neat, actually

… this is how it went, right?

#spoilers for TS!underswap evacuation route ahead #okay no but seriously #I love the fact chars starts off with fake acts.. #but as the fight progresses #they’re no longer autonomous #a robot you lead anymore #you may still control them but they’re no longer in that state of compliance #they have hope #and I love that chara learns to love things again #assuming you didn’t just continuously attacks sans in the fight lol #but sans too.. he’s just confused #like what are your motives? why suddenly stop you know #love that sans acknowledges that crossbones isnt the person to talk to chara #I need to get my thoughts organized I swear #doodles #ts!underswap #Ts!us sans #Ts!us chara #god damn my sans looks so different from a month ago ;-;

[sonknuxadow]

sorry for complaining about people getting fleetway super sonic wrong again but i dont really get the personality people give him thats like . silly goofy trickster type villain whos super manipulative and calculated and likes playing mind games and stuff . because from what i remember he was not doing much of that he just liked biting and scratching and killing and does it very impulsively also

#LIKE the big dramatic moment of him attacking sonic's friends and causing a bunch of damage #was literally caused by him thinking Hmm i think i will kill amy today. and then rushing to do it without a second thought #like this guy is NOT an evil mastermind he just takes over sonic's body and then beats up the first person he sees/thinks of #well i know the reason people get him wrong its because only like 5 people have actually read fleetway sonic #and the sonic fandom also kinda has a pattern of wanting sonic to have a messed up evil dark side #and taking the vague concept of either fleetway super sonic or dark sonic or werehog sonic #and making them into their ideal version of the sonics evil dark side concept even if it doesnt entirely fit #(could go on forever about how people do that with werehog . but this isnt about him. for once.) #fleetway super is probably the closest to what people want out of that sort of thing #but again theres still the issue of a lot of fan content involving him being made by people who have never read the comic hes from #and not really knowing what theyre talking about because of that

[pocketramblr]

Dash simulator

Blog 1: lol anyone else seeing a lot of strawberries in new recipes now? sometimes its fun but i really dont get the appeal of adding it to everything. why did you make strawberry garlic bread

Blog 2: u kno im not a fan of strawberries, i really like the rich sweet and sour notes from oranges, oranges and chocolate is such a good combo. i altered a recipe for a smoothie with oranges last week and it was soooo good ill give you my notes if you want Reblogged by: Blog 1: ahaha yesss i love chocolate and oranges

Blog 3: I canNOT believe the hate im seeing to strawberries right now, like, you know guys know the rule don't like don't bake right?? you know you can hit the back button right?? honestly what's wrong with yall

Open draft- wait guys you know there's a difference between leaving a comment on a recipe saying you hate strawberries and the recipe writer should never use them, and going to your own blog to say you don't really like strawberries, without naming any specific people or recipes right? you know there's a difference right?? - Save - Post - Discard

Draft discarded

Blog 4: why is everyone jumping on the strawberry hate train right now. what is wrong with you. Reblogged by: Blog 5: I knowwww like guys some people stop baking because of reading things like that, please stop it, if you don't like strawberries you can be quiet about it

Open draft- im so sorry if anyone's getting sent mean messages or comments about what they're writing and baking, but i'm literally not seeing any of that and if you are, please use the block button. but someone making a post on their own blog is not that, and if you can't see the irony in you being allowed to complain on personal blogs but not them i can't help you... - save- post- discard

Draft discarded

Blog 2: are strawberries even in season?

Blog 6: woo cherry pie!

#trying so hard to be a blog 6 rn #im discarding those drafts #but clearly it has been too much for me as this one is getting posted #like i really am sorry if any. strawberry antis are directly being rude to anyone #that isnt ok #but i have seen zero of that on my dash or in the tag #i saw a few blogs saying lol they don't like strawberries #and then i saw a ton of blogs saying how dare there be any negativity at all #and seeming to act as if those blog posts were specifically about disliked fic authors i mean recipe makers #which... if any of them were... i didn't see it because of how i blocked large swaths of the fandom like three years ago #when i realized that it was determined to blow up a discourse topic every single month #and if there are people doing that. please. do what i did. block en mass #if you open a recipe that turns out to have strawberries in it and you cant hit the back button but instead leave a nasty comment that is a #you problem #but also if you see a random blog post about someone saying they dislike strawberries- hate strawberries even- and you feel personally #attacked and start crying about how now you never want to bake a strawberry shortcake again and they're so mean #that is also. a you problem. #'what fandom is this pocket' dont worry about it #not one i have any mutuals in #which. considering the mass blocking and the annoying chronic discourse explosions. perhaps is not surprising

[ghelullu]

Not to be cranky on main, but can we maybe start crediting not only artists who draw and paint, but also all other artists, like gif makers and photographers as well?

The amount of stolen gifs and photos/videos with hundreds and hundreds of notes is infuriating.

Gifs don't just appear. Someone is sitting down for hours to choose a moment, to crop and clean it up, to make them look pretty. Only for people to download the gif and slap it somewhere without asking or crediting. Same with photos and videos.. Just because someone posts something online it does not mean that everyone can just do whatever they want with it (and no, slapping some tiktok effect on a video does not mean it is your video now). If you don't want to do this out of respect for the artists, then do it for other fans. Often I see a cool gif/video/photo and want more, want to check out the source and dive into their work. But i can't when people just say "lol found it on pinterest xoxo".

Please respect the people who work so hard to provide us with the good stuff, thank you.

/rant

#it talks #sorry im being bitchy about this again #but im seeing so many posts like 'my fave pics of papa xy' or 'look at this video of his thighs' etc and theres not a single credit #often the watermarks are cropped #this isnt a personal attack i just genuinely think its disrespectful to the people who put in all the work

[mod-jazzy]

Jazzy VS Colored Text

Hello! I am making this post just as a update for me/my blogs.

Later today I’ll be adding these banners to all my blogs pinned posts:

If you are interacting with ME or MY blogs in specific, please refrain from using large amounts of colored text.

I have a reading disorder as it is and colored text on white backgrounds just makes it worse for me to read. It strains my eyes and it’s just difficult all together for me.

This is a example of colored text for reference. I’m being nice and not using yellow

This is not a attack on anyone or anything. I am not telling you how to run your blogs. All I ask that is if you are interacting with ME or MY blogs in specific, that you refrain from using large amounts of colored text.

I don’t mind one or two words here and there. But prolonged sentences or paragraphs are just.. difficult for me to read!

So please if you are interacting with ME in specific, please refrain!

I want to be able to read what is being said and not have to copy/paste it into another program just to be able to read it. Or not have to stare at it and strain my eyes just to comprehend it.

Thank you for your time! Have a lovely day otherwise!

#I CAN read colored text if I strain and stare hard enough.. but I’m not gonna do that OTL sorry #again this ISNT A ATTACK ON ANYONE this is SO ENTIRELY PERSONAL TO ME IN SPECIFIC!!! #ooc #mod jazzy #important #update #I didn’t wanna have to make it a thing but it’s becoming!! popular in the community #and my poor eyes. please #this is very personal and I’m not telling anyone how to run a blog or do anything #just like. please if ur gonna talk to me or do long interactions I am beggin #colored text on pure white backgrounds will be the death of me in specific I stg

[running-in-the-dark]

oh no no no

I just had a shower, and when I got out I started feeling. really dizzy. but not my normal lightheaded kind of dizzy. the kind that I had for a week last year, that feels like I'm on a boat and everything is going up and down

no. I refuse. it's gonna end in a minute. it has to.

#that was worse zhsn the gallbladder attacks #it felt like I was losing my minf #I'm sitting down rn and it's. slightly better #but when I move at all. it gets so bad again #no. this isn't happening again. it isnt #I mean. I probably got. water in my ear and that can do that right? I don't know I still have no idea what caused it the last time #what i do know is that I will go insane if it keeos going for a week again #so no it's just. not real. #watch me update this in 5 minutes to say it stopped right after I made this post. (it fucking better 😭😭😭) #personal #cw medical #or whatever

[meimeikyu]

beep

#saw a comic explaing ocd the other day and it explained it in a way i havent seen b4 and #god i think i might actually have it #this isnt in like a oh im overthinkjng what if i have rhis way i mean like #both of my parents have it and. i slways thought i didnt bcs i never felt anxious or do repetitive patterns for real stuff #until i fukcing. saw someone describe it as the cycle of thinking somethkng checking to ease anxiety anxiety comes back repeat #because i have that fucking constantly just. never with real world stuff like house damage or smth like my dad #for me i get like really vivid ideas of horrifying things being like near me snd going to attack me #anf i have to check to see it not there snd ill turn and get that feeling again and repeat and repeat and #i may have to look into this more #ocd #personal

[justdurgeythings]

not to @ anybody but all using ai does is show that there's a market for it so let's not do that even when it seems mostly harmless, yeah?

#im not gonna get up in arms about it and i dont think people using it deserve hate directed towards them either #but lets use our thinking brains. id be really grossed out personally if somebody stole my damn voice to make it say whatever the fuck #enver gortash #again this isnt intended as a gotcha or an attack. just a reminder

[scatterpatter]

i got FIVE ATTACS DONE IN 24 HOURS

i wanted to do at least 10 this month but THATS OKAY ANYTHING IS BETTER THAN NOTHING

i am DOING MY BEST and THATS OKAY

IM ALSO GETTING TRANSITIONED TO A NEW THERAPIST SO IM DOING MY BEST

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ill post the attacs on tumbles sometime today but AAA #i do wish i couldve revenged everyone or attacked all my friends but... well i did my best <:) #and next year ill try again! maybe ill do better maybe not but the important thing is im TRYING #also im a lil emotional because yeah i just finished chatting with my therapist for the last technical time as her client #and im anxious for this new person but also hopeful because she seems cool #and i will have my OFF DAYS (cough cough yesterday) AND THATS OKAY!!!!! EMOTIONS EXIST PROGRESS ISNT LINEAR!!! #I USED TO HAVE MORE TIME/ENERGY FOR ART THAN I DO NOW BUT THATS OKAY!! #I STILL HAVE -ANY- TIME/ENERGY FOR ART AND THATS WHAT MATTERS TO ME!!! I WILL CONTINUE TO MOVE FORWARD #LIFE IS GONNA GET FUCKING BETTER AND ILL MAKE IT GET BETTER AND THATS A FUCKING THREAT #YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #FOR METALHAWK- *sHOT*

[ursaspecter]

Even if John and Arthur didn't consider each other to be brothers, the fact that Arthur was 22 when he met John at *12* would make Arthur super predatory for pursuing John as soon as he was old enough. Like fine. Ship what you want I don't fucking care anymore I'm too tired to care about this anymore when there are bigger problems. But you cannot tell me that morston is not problematic in that regard.

I'm not saying you're a bad person or deserve to die or whatever for shipping it or for liking something Problematic(tm). But you cannot ignore that element about their relationship unless you just pick and choose what you consider to be canon. And at that point you might as well just make ocs.

#shut up casey #'but what about vandermatthews? they have 11 years between them!!!' ok but guess what they met when they were both adults. #its not like hosea knew dutch from when he ran away at 15. #dutch was 19 when he met hosea. 19 is an adult. barely an adult but an adult nonetheless. #i never said there wasnt problematic aspects to vandermatthews. even if they didnt start romantically pursuing each other until later #hosea was still 30 when he met dutch. u can figure it out #again i said im not trying to say ur a bad person for liking something problematic bc yeah vandermatthews is a little iffy in some parts #this isnt even about vandermatthews it was never about vandermatthews stop bringing it up as a 'gotcha!' when ppl attack your ship #again i dont care anymore. but you cannot take away that aspect about morston no matter how you slice it.

[sonknuxadow]

im sorry this is going to sound a bit gatekeepy and thats not really my intention here but. sometimes it feels like some people who say they really like sonic and the black knight dont actually care about the game itself very much and theyre just in it for shipping and knight aus that have nothing to do with the actual game beyond using the same designs. do you understand

#im not saying youre like a bad person if youve ever shipped lancelot and sonic or you make satbk inspired knight aus whatever #i just find it a bit annoying that thats all some peopl seem to care about i guess #like wheres all of the kickass merlina fanart huh. #once again not trying to vague or attack any specific people just thinking #also i like sonic and the black knight a lot so this isnt coming from a place of satbk hatred or anything

[carrieway]

some of u r really weird about mcr5 and dunes

#im an mcr5 truther but im also like. patient #one song after a decade of nothing is more than enough for me personally #n to be weird about dunes because of this is really just. annoying? #i get hyperbole is the language of this site but its also like. take a fucking breather dude #frank is allowed to like. have friends he records with that arent mcr #n then with the fact that someone important to them passed recently #its just really weird. get a grip. #this isnt as nicely toned as id usually make it simply bc i am tired n annoyed n fresh out of an anxiety attack so my apologies #local man with dunes tattoo says dunes isnt that bad actually. more at seven #n for the beginning of my tags im not implying im better than anyone who isnt patient or is missing mcr but its really just mind boggling #we got an entire tour and a new song n live debuts of songs never heard before n im grateful #if mcr never makes something ever again then thats completely fine for me. bc what we got was way more than we could even imagine. #anyway. im gna be quiet now no one cares about me ranting at one AM DNDNDN #blabs #also this isnt directed at anyone in particular its just a general like. observation of how a lot of people are. #if you're my friend n you dont like dunes thats fine n i love you ! #its mainly just. people who r weird and rude about it

[cayde6feetunder]

the person i cut off because they said something racist. man I wish I did that when they yelled at me constantly for wiping in a dungeon not once but twice and the way they treated my current group of people

#i know i didnt want to dredge it up again but #i cant stop thinking about it #not only was this person becoming close to me it also made me panic #and leave just about every single destiny server I was in #because knowing him he Would talk shit and trust me he is #basically saying i called him a racist because I was angry at him for shutting down a conversation which. #isnt the source of my anger. the source of my anger Is that he and two other people #dogpiled on me and accused me of jabbing at them and attacking them #when i Literally just said to be critical of avatar that i as an indigenous person was not comfortable #you know. something entirely reasonable that you should not be taking so damn personally unless you Refuse to use your brain and be fucking #critical for .2 seconds of your day #there was a lotta 'i'm not racist but's and instantly praising avatar the second i left #ooooh ooga booga look at the big scary indian ooga booga #i betcha if i didnt say i was indigenous it would've gone over very differently

[transfemlogan]

I need more ts critical blogs :(

#THIS isnt in regards 2 anything that happened recently. this is an opinion ive had 4 awhile & it is not. attacking anyone #i am saying this bcuz @tscritical recently went on a hiatus (totally ok & good obvs) & i dont. want this 2 sound like im. GRRR WTF!! over #it NDHSKFNF #ANYWAY. i need more ts critical blogs that r active NDHSJFN i feel like so many blogs stop posting or being in2 tss #4 OBVIOUS rzns #again im not angry #i am just autistic & tss is my spin & i would like more blogs that r active bcuz of that #revy.txt #ive been meaning 2 makw this post 4ever but i havent & now is the worse time ever (/j) BUT ITS OK #& ik a lot of ppl stop posting tss criticism due 2 mental health. being negative & critical all of the time is hard #i do not relate personally. i have never felt the way others feel abt posting criticism & negativity #it has never negatively affected me #i 4got where i was going w/ this? i just dont relate so its like. being in a club & evry1 keeps leaving but im still in it #(AGAIN. THIS ISNT A JAB AT ANYONE OR WHATEVER. I NEED 2 CLARIFY DNDHFJFN)