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captainsjack · 3 years
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Remembering Sunday by All Time Low -> The neighbours said (s)he moved away/funny how it rained all day/I didn't think much of it then/But It's starting to all make sense/Oh, I can see now/That all of these clouds/Are following me in my desperate endeavour/To find my whoever, wherever (s)he may be -> for Shawn's last night in Santa Barbara
stop you’re making me cry you’re mean
(and ?? gus doesn’t know it’s shawns last night. because shawn doesn’t tell him he’s leaving (which is actually canon).
it’s a normal summer night and they’re hanging out on the beach and gus is a little bit too in love and a little bit too sad but he’s also really really happy because it’s just him and shawn and the moon and stars - just how it should be.
and then they go home and they don’t even hug because shawn’s coming over for pancakes tomorrow and so gus goes to sleep thinking about the moonlight in shawn’s eyes and how shawn only likes his pancakes cut in triangles.
and when gus wakes up and the pancakes are made, he’s waiting and waiting and waiting for someone who will never show.
it doesn’t really occur to him what’s happening until he goes over to shawn’s house and henry doesn’t know where he is either. and it takes a while but gus puts it together.
the distant guilty look in shawn’s eyes as he stared out at the ocean, how he sat a little too close to gus and didn’t seem to want to say goodnight. how his motorcycle, back pack, and favourite sweatshirt of gus’s are missing.
and gus gets a sinking feeling in his stomach and goes back home, lays in bed in shawn’s t-shirt, listening to the rain thundering against the rooftop, and waits for a phone that will never ring.)
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