#ahaha you'll see its sad

[mitsuyafics]

Wish I Were Heather

female reader

character : Kurokawa Izana

Note : based off the song Heather by Conan Gray

She still remembered the third of December, the winter came rushing in and she always seemed to forget a jacket at school.

He gave her his sweater, "It looks better on you than it does me" He smiled, but she hadn't seen that smile in a while. Only if he knew, She loved him so much. He kissed her forehead and laughed.

Her eyes scanned the hall as she watched His eyes. His eyes watching the new girl walks by. Something felt so wrong, seeing the way his eyes trailed after her every step.

Her eyes, brighter than the blue sky, She could tell the girl had him mesmerized while she watched the scene play out.

Her name was Heather. She held his hand as He put his arm around her. They got closer, the heat keeping both of them warm.

The winter breeze felt colder and colder to y/n. She felt empty without his sweater.

She tried and tried to hate the girl, but she couldn't. She was amazing. Perfect, everything she aspired to be. She was an angel.

But then again, Y/n kind of wished the girl was dead.

She watched her as she passed by, wishing to look even the slightest like her. She tried fixing her hair, changing how she looked. She changed her style, She changed her hair, She started wearing make up. She wanted to be as pretty. She wanted to be enough for him.

She just wanted to see His smile once more. The smile he was giving the other.

He noticed a change, seeing the girl trying harder to look different, but he couldn't find that glitter in her eyes that she always had. The one that used to pull him in.

He realized how much time he had spent with her in the last week. He hadn't spoke to her in days.

She continued to watch from afar, as he gave her his sweater, and kissed her lips lightly.

That day was the end of everything. She ran home, tears making her face even colder in the breeze.

She ran into her room, locking the door and sobbing into a picture frame with her and the boy she used to know so well. "Why would.. you ever kiss me. I'm not even half as pretty as her. S-She.. She's enough for you.."

"I wish I were heather..." She cried into her pillow, feeling as if the world was ending. The love she had formed over the past year tearing her heart into thousands of pieces.

The next day she went into school. Avoiding every eye and looking her way. She tried drowning herself in her hoodie, maybe the eyes would leave her.

"Are you okay?" Izana asked Her.

"Yes" She smiled, and walked away, not even giving the boy a glance.

The boy felt his chest feel so weird. When she walked away from him, looking worse than she ever had, his chest felt like 18 tons were piled on it.

Heather walked up to him, making him feel the slightest bit better, but nothing compared to the hurt he was trying to hide.

He took the girl on a date to the place him and Y/n would come the most, not knowing he'd see the girl there, streams of tears falling down her face.

Seeing his face, she ran.

He ran after her, trying to catch up as she ran as far as she could, almost making it to her house door.

"Y/N, WAIT!" He screamed, grabbing her wrist and turning her to look at him.

"What?" She smiled, besides the tears that just kept flowing.

"Tell me whats wrong with you.."

"Nothing's wrong with me" She smiled again, "Now if you'll excuse me.. I have to go.."

"Stop Y/n. Please. Talk to me, Tell me why you're crying. Tell me why you changed yourself and look so.. different today.."

"Why would you ever kiss me?"

"W-What?"

"Why would you ever do it..? Ahaha" She giggled, something so sad he could feel the pain she had been feeling. "I'm not even half as pretty.."

"What? Y/n, what are you talking about? You're beautiful!"

"She's enough for you.." She smiled, crying harder, "You gave her your sweater.." She sobbed out.

His eyes widened, seeing the impact of what all has happened.

"Its just polyester!" He defended himself, causing her to cry harder.

"But..."

"But what?"

"..But you like her better.." She covered her mouth in an intent to stop the sobs.

"Y/N..? You.. You like me..?" He felt so different, like a part of his mind opened to something. He.. Just wanted to hug her, and tell her he was sorry.

She smiled once more, pulling her arm out of his grasp, backing slowly up into her house.

"I wish I were heather.." She cried out before slamming the door in his face.

#tokyo revengers #tokrev #x reader #izana kurokawa #tokyo revengers izana #izana x reader #izana kurokawa x reader

[archiveikemen]

Liam Evans Main Story: Chapter 16

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Liam got onto the roof of Crown’s castle with ease, carrying me in his arms — and raced through the air.

The sky I saw while in Liam’s arms was a shade of fiery red, it was so beautiful and made my heart feel full.

Liam: Mm— this is amazing. Kate, look. Notice how the red is getting darker?

Kate: Yeah, I see it. This looks like… a scene right out of a dream.

Liam: A dream? You’re right. Whenever you look at something so beautiful, you'll think it's unreal.

Liam: But does that mean that beautiful things don't really exist in reality? Ahaha, I’m curious.

I couldn't help but steal a glimpse of his happy face as he hopped from roof to roof with me in his arms.

His profile was red because of the setting sun, and his long eyelashes cast shadows on his cheeks.

(... I have lots and lots of things to talk to Liam about.)

(But right now, I’m elated that he’s finally back and by my side.)

I wanted to hold Liam’s hand, but I didn't want to spoil the moment because we were both laughing so happily.

… I was so afraid of losing him again that I couldn't bring myself to hold his hand.

After hopping around for a while, Liam stopped at the spot he once said was his favourite and gently put me down.

Liam: Ahh, that was fun! Oh, your hair got messed up, sorry.

Liam’s hand gently combed through my hair and tucked the messy strands behind my ear.

Liam: Looks better now. Mm, you look cute.

It was so gentle, I wanted to return the kind gesture.

Kate: Your hair is messy too.

Liam muttered as I ran my hands through his rose coloured hair.

Liam: … I’m enjoying myself so much right now.

Liam: But I know for sure that you’ll have a much better day tomorrow than today.

Kate: … Liam?

Liam gazed into my eyes and spoke in a voice so gentle, as if he were singing a lullaby.

Liam: Sometimes, I wish that all the sad things in the world will disappear.

Liam: How nice would it be if this were a world where no one has to shed a tear.

Liam: I’m not as intelligent as Will or Harry, so I don't know the complications, but…

Liam: Perhaps deep down in my heart, I wondered if such a world would exist after “fighting evil with evil”.

Kate: Why are you telling me this now…?

Liam: Remember when you asked me a while ago for the reason why I joined Crown?

Liam: I wasn’t able to give you a good answer back then, so I went to think hard about it.

Liam: What I told you just now was my answer.

Liam wore a troubled smile as he spoke about wanting all the sorrow in the world to vanish.

Liam: But that’s not possible.

Liam: I know that the world will never be free of sorrow until the moment the planet ceases to exist.

Liam: Sadness will never truly disappear. You’ll definitely encounter things that will make you sad.

Kate: Things that make me sad…?

Liam: Yes. Big and small.

Liam: You can never completely avoid them.

Liam: However, Kate.

Liam bent down and made eye contact with me.

Kate: …

Liam: I’m sure that nothing can ever hurt all of you.

(That’s…)

That was what Liam said to me the first time we met, when I was about to be overcome by my fear and anxiety.

Kate: “You’re the only one who can know how you truly feel, in the very core of your heart”... right?

Liam: You remembered. That’s right, your heart will forever be yours and yours alone.

Liam: Therefore, you’ll be alright, Kate. I hope you’ll always be someone who believes in tomorrow.

It made me happy that he was repeating the same words he said to me and giving me the same feeling as when we first met.

Liam’s kindness always made its way to a soft spot in my heart.

(But…)

Kate: … Hey, Liam. Why are you saying these things?

Liam smiled while still looking at me as I asked him “why” a second time.

Liam: Hm? The beautiful sunset must be what’s making me sentimental.

For some reason, I got an uneasy feeling—

Kate: … Really?

Liam: Really. Trust me.

Liam smiled his usual innocent smile.

Liam: … Oh look, nightfall is approaching. I don't think the red sky will last any longer.

Liam: For now, at this moment — I just want to keep laughing with you.

…

That night.

— Liam was nowhere to be found.

(... He's not here.)

(... Here neither.)

(Here too.)

Wherever I looked, I couldn't find Liam.

It had only been a few hours since we returned to the castle, so I didn't expect him to be so hard to find.

However, that strange uneasiness I had been feeling since I chatted with him under the light of the setting sun had not disappeared.

I felt that seeing Liam’s face even just once would calm me down a little.

(The only place I haven't checked… is Liam’s bedroom.)

Just as I was about to knock on Liam’s door, I noticed that it was slightly ajar.

(...?)

Kate: … Liam. Are you here?

There were racks of brightly coloured western-style clothes, and heaps of unopened presents — but the room’s owner was missing.

When I was going to leave, I noticed something on the bed.

Kate: …?

It was a brand new typewriter decorated with a single modern rose.

(Why is this… ah.)

I recalled casually telling Liam in the dance hall that the typewriter I was provided with didn't work very well.

(Is this for me…?)

A door that was left ajar. A present that seemed to have been placed in the middle of the bed on purpose.

It was as if he intended for me to find this present, and that thought made my heart start hammering against my ribs.

(I might be overthinking, but it’ll be too late if anything happens to him. I should tell Crown.)

…

Roger: You can’t find him, huh.

Jude: Hah. He only disappeared for a few hours, so what’s all the fuss? This is ridiculous.

Elbert: … Kate.

Elbert: You had a feeling about this.

Elbert: That’s why you want to talk to us. … Right?

Kate: … Yes, you’re right, Sir Elbert. I had a feeling that Liam had been acting rather unusual.

Alfons: There's a saying that cats disappear when they're about to die.

Roger: Hey, hey, Al. Don’t say such inauspicious things.

Alfons: Oops, that was rude of me. I was brought up well.

Ellis: … Kate, do you want to go searching for Liam? Shall we go together?

Kate: Yes!

Harrison: Hey. Can you hear me out before you go searching for him?

His shoes tapping against the floor, Harrison entered the room.

Kate: Harrison, Liam is—

Harrison: I know. I just met with Tom Crawford, the chairman of The Scala.

Kate: … Tom?

Harrison: Yeah. He needed a way to get in touch with Liam by the end of today.

Harrison: But he realised that he didn't know Liam’s contact details and his home address.

Harrison: So he thought of contacting an acquaintance of Liam’s.

(If I’m not mistaken…)

Kate: You once told Tom that you were “a proofreader for a publishing company”. Is that why?

Harrison: Yeah, that's how he contacted me. He told me that he was desperate.

Kate: … What did Tom want to contact Liam for?

Harrison: This.

Harrison tossed a large stack of white message cards onto the dining table.

(Those are…)

Elbert: … These are all written in Liam’s handwriting.

Elbert: … They’re for you, Kate.

Kate: Harrison. Where did you get these from?

To calm me down, Harrison told me in an indifferent tone what Tom had said to him.

Tom felt something was off about Liam’s visit to The Scala in the morning, so he tailed Liam because he thought something bad was about to happen.

Liam went to a florist at Leadenhall Market by himself.

After waiting outside the store for a while, he saw Liam come out from the florist.

Empty handed.

Harrison: He had a bad gut feeling when he saw Liam go to a florist and come out without buying anything.

Harrison: Therefore, he went into the shop and asked the florist why Liam was there.

Harrison: After pestering them so much that he nearly had the police called on him, he finally got hold of those cards.

I picked up one of the message cards sprawled over the dining table and had a look at it.

"Dear Kate.

I’m sorry for disappearing without letting you know in advance. Actually, I’m outside of England right now.

Remember when Tom said that I received some stage acting offers from overseas?

I’ve been interested ever since I got to know about them, so I went abroad to study.

I’m sorry for leaving without an explanation just because I thought it was my lucky day.

I don’t know when, but I’ll come back. Don’t worry about me. Send my regards to the members of Crown.

I’ll write to you again another time.

From Liam, who loves you a lot."

(This letter… what…)

(All of a sudden… I couldn't comprehend what he meant by him being outside of England.)

(The rest of them…)

I looked through the numerous message cards on the dining table, one after another.

The next one was a message meant for the end of my month as a fairytale writer.

And the next was a celebratory message for my birthday.

Then it was a christmas greeting… those message cards were written for special occasions and they went on for the next one to two years.

(... Huh?)

(The number of message cards… they’re decreasing.)

The last message card was meant for three years later, there were no other cards after that.

It was as if during that time period, Liam wanted my memories of him to gradually fade away… until I completely forgot about him.

(... Why is he doing this?)

Harrison: It seems that Liam instructed the florist to send you flowers regularly with these message cards.

Harrison: Specifically the most beautiful bouquets of modern roses the florist had.

The word “modern rose” brought back memories of the day Liam gave me flowers for the first time.

– Flashback Start –

Kate: Thank you so much, Liam. I’ll be sure to cherish them well, so that they’ll keep blooming for a long time.

Kate: If I display them by my room’s window, they’ll definitely bring a smile to my face tomorrow morning.

Liam: If flowers can make you smile every morning, then I’ll give you however many flowers you want!

– Flashback End –

Harrison: He said he promised someone dear to him that he would send her flowers as frequently as possible.

Harrison: He made a request to the florist to have flowers sent to you over a period of 3 years, starting from today.

Roger: … 3 years.

Ellis: … Roger?

Roger: … Oh, nothing.

Roger: Liam asked me a while back, how long it takes for a person to forget someone or something.

Roger: I couldn't say for sure at that point of time, but if we think of it at a cellular level, approximately 3 years.

Roger’s words caused an uncomfortable feeling, but everything started making sense.

Kate: Liam didn’t go abroad to study theatre. He’s just making it seem like he is…

(Otherwise, he wouldn't write those message cards in advance.)

Harrison: Yeah, everything that guy did is a lie.

Harrison: All of it — lies.

Harrison: He’s not a very good liar.

Kate: … Why would he do this?

My heart was thumping loudly in my chest.

An indescribable fear was bubbling and rising from the pit of my stomach.

The pitch black fear that I would never be able to escape from once caught, slowly swallowed me whole.

Harrison: There’s only one reason.

Harrison: It’s a scheme to make you believe that he’s alive.

Kate: … Make me believe he’s alive?

Harrison: …

Harrison: That guy…

Harrison: He wants to erase his own existence from this world.

Harrison: … No.

Harrison: He’s already trying to.

#ikemen villains #ikemen series #cybird ikemen #cybird otome #otome #ikevil main story #liam main story #niki translates

[minijenn]

Oh? What’s this inconspicuous image of Sora hugging a smol Heartless? Could it be in the cards for my next chapter? Is something baaaaaad gonna happen to that adorbs lil shadow gremlin? Is somethin bad gonna happen to Sora? (the answer to that question is yes, this is Keys, something bad always happens to Sora). Anyway.... read the next chapter of Keys to the Kingdom to find out... :3 

Bonus drawings I’ve recently done of the condition Sora is currently in under the cut because uhhhhh... visible starvation warning? Yeah... :| Be aware they ain’t... pretty 

Bonus bonus Sora w/ the purple veins or whatever caused by the spell Maleficent cast on him in the last chapter hhhhh 

#jen draws #keys to the kingdom #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts 3 #sora #heartless #shadow #keys spoilers??? #ahaha you'll see its sad #disney #square enix #fanfic art #starvation tw

[thehomothings]

Obligatory hxh Kite headcanon dump because the brainrot is strong part 1 of ??

About half a year of obsessing over him and I have culminated so many hyperspecific and useless hcs for Kaito that I can't fit them all into a 500 page fic about him so now y'all have to deal with it. And please bully me off this hellsite so I can go and finish it.

I'm just writing these off the top of my head so they're in no particular order but this post is gonna be mostly about his childhood so it's gonna be a bit sad! Buckle up!

(Also I'm listening to Bullets by Archive which just. goddammit it makes me think of him and it's breaking me. Definitely give it a listen and you'll see what I mean.)

He isn't sure of his exact date of birth, but guesses he's about 26/27

Although nobody would take him as being that young. Everyone assumes he's in his mid-thirties and he doesn't tend to correct people about that.

It's not that he looks old, per se, more so that he has a certain type of weariness that seems beyond his age. Killua still calls him old man though.

On his ID, his birthday is listed as the first of January, which was automatically assigned to him. He does not celebrate his birthday.

(fanon) Hisoka swears Kite's an Aquarius and has attempted to reverse engineer his birthday through his zodiac chart.

Again, has no idea where he was born, but used to think he was born somewhere in East Yorbia since he had spent most of his childhood there (I imagine it to be the hxh universe equivalent eastern Europe.)

Kite is not his birthname. He had none- that he was aware of, at least- and he chose it himself around the age of 7/8. (From actual Kites. More specifically, easter Kites that are flown in some regions in honor of Christ's resurrection. He liked how free they seemed, how if untethered, one could fly worlds away and never touch the ground.)

Before that, he was given different names by caretakers in orphanages, all of which he cast aside as not my name. They didn't belong.

It may have stemmed from a comment made very early in his life by a particularly cruel caretaker who said: Your mother didn't even bother to name you. Leaving you by the dumpster was the best choice she made and you should have stayed there. It may not have been true at all, but it stuck with him.

Was a very restless and semi-feral child. Used to run away from orphanages for no reason other than the fact that he could.

Never got adopted (Well, at least through legal channels)

His first newsboy cap was given to him by his adoptive parent and became a staple of his wardrobe. Years later, he still keeps that original blue hat.

In another life, he would have either been a veterinarian, a park ranger or an astronomer.

Has never had formal education, but is very well-read. Not to mention trained by (allegedly) one of the smartest men alive.

During their travels with Ging, he would get as many second-hand books that could fit in his bag, read them all and pawn them off at the next town, repeating the cycle.

Still, his knowledge has weird gaps. Can and will go on hours long tangents on how industrial waste disposals are contributing to irreparable damage to the ecosystem in painstaking detail, yet when Gon asks for his help with his physics homework he has smoke coming out of his ears.

"Hey Kaito, how do I calculate initial velocity here?" *windows error sound*

Isn't a polyglot like Ging, but has great linguistic knowledge. Can get the hang of languages in a few days and speak enough of it to find his way around nearly anywhere.

(So everyone in the hxh universe seems to speak one universal language, but we've seen that accents do exist) The best way to describe his accent would be 'generic'. He never picked up the East Yorbian accent as a kid, and as an adult his accent became even more indistinct. Although he'll translate phrases and idioms from other languages and drop them in daily conversations, confusing everyone.

His nose has broken at least once, and thus is crooked. (And very boopable.)

So are two fingers on his left hand. Let's say he doesn't have fond memories of getting caught pickpocketing.

He's quite vain about his hair and takes great pride in it.

Doesn't remember his hair being shorter than shoulder length.

After becoming Ging's student and gaining access to means to take care of his hair, he was surprised to find out his hair was slightly wavy. Although the longer it gets, it loses its texture and becomes straighter.

Ging never stopped pestering him about getting a haircut. He sees long hair as 'impractical', but if Kite's one thing, it's stubborn.

Has never let a hairstylist near his hair. Remember that Greed Island NPC in Ai Ai that complimented Bisky's hair? He punched that NPC because he HATES people touching his hair.

In fact, as much as he likes getting compliments on his hair, he dreads it because it's normally accompanied by strangers touching his hair without permission (ahaha I'm not projecting onto him at all ahaha /s)

In fact, if he lets someone do his hair it means he really likes them (Looking at you, Wing)

And that's about it for today! If you liked this mess of a post, good news! I have more! If you did not, lmao too bad because I'm going to post more. Do you agree with my hcs? disagree? Lets talk about it!

A baby Kaito to brighten your day because I always make myself sad by thinking about his childhood.

#Kite hxh #hxh Kite #Kaito hxh #hunter x hunter #kite hunter x hunter #hxh #ging freecss #gon freecss #killua zoldyck #wing hxh #hisoka hxh #wingkite #if you squint #headcanon dump #god I talk too much don't I #My brain is Mush I have spent too long thinking about this man #Kitkat #Icarus waffles #fic rambles

[valeskakingdom]

Request

Could I request a part 3? Jerome keeps the reader as his hostage for popularity and attention. Reader is really fond of the attention she gets as well and eventually sleeps with Jerome again? In the end she sees how Galavan kills him and is really sad?

Requested by @violentvaleska

For sure!! But again I gonna split this part in 2 because I noticed it would have been too long instead ahaha. I try to hurry with part 4!! Honestly, it's really cool to write oneshots!

And here it is:

Jerome x female reader (part 3)

Warning: mention of sex, depression and death

Word count: 3459

Gift credit: @jokersbabe27

"And here is our bedroom!" Jerome opened another wooden door and lead you into it.

You were irritated by his assertion 'our bed'. You weren't a couple or something. He just kidnapped and called you his property.

You examined the room. White pained walls, claret velvet curtains, a king size bed with while pillows and blankets, and some furnishungs. It didn't look that bad, much better than your little apartment.

"It's...pretty." You gave him a short smile hoping he would believe your faked comfortableness.

Actually you didn't feel well about that. You were around lunatics who either killed or are people...and you, you were the only sane one. You were clearly a victim for them. Sooner or later they would cause you problems.

You started to think about all the cruel things they could do to you in case, Jerome was not there: they could scare you away, haunt you for fun, or...leaving their sexual needs out on you. It was horrible, you literally lived in hell now.

The worse part was on it: you would be a loner if Jerome was gone. A nobody. Nobody would help you. Hell, they'd probably just mock at you that Jerome's property was just an anxious fool and that they couldn't understand what Jerome liked about you so much - you didn't even understand it. You were just a one off.

"But uhm...Jerome?" You turned to him.

"Yes, doll?" Jerome gave you a wide smile glaring at you with his big blue eyes.

"I need clothes... And all my clothes are in my apartment and-..." You knew you couldn't go back.

Not because of him and all your feelings for him- oh no, you wished you could go to your friend to forget the moment where Jerome frightened you to death. His permanent mood changes exhausted you a lot. On your way to his hostage, he made everyone clear that you were his property. No one was allowed to touch you nor to talk to you...They weren't even allowed to look at you. It was crazy. You should just belong to him, he was literally crazy about you.

So yeah, you couldn't go. If you went away, he'd chase you...and if he caught you, you'd probably end up dead.

"You don't need your old clothes, doll." He walked to one of the shelves and opened it: Lacy underwear, seemingly expensive but nice dresses, and some shirts with pants filled it.

"Uhm-..." Before you could say anything, you were interrupted by an older man in a black tuxedo and yelled dark brown hair.

You knew this man: Theo Galavan, the one coming into office of Gotham's major.

But what does he have to do with all the lunatics? And why were they living in his tower? It confused you a lot. In the TV, he seemed to be a good guy. Rich, clever, apparently cared Zabout all citizen's wealth. He wanted to safe the city, or even makes it a better place for everyone.

Your feeling told you though, he was the total opposite: a villain who wants to reign over Gotham.

Why else would he keep lunatics in his tower?! You thought.

"Jerome," Theo Galavan slowly stepped forward with a grin in his face, his hands were folded into each other "I see, you show our new guest her new hostage." He turned to you "I'm Theo Galavan, call me Theo."

"(Y/n)." You gave him a nervous smile.

"I'm sorry, you've been arrived during such ordinary circumstances." He placed his hand on his chest "It wasn't planned to scare you away. But I think we both know Jerome's little tick for an overdramatic show, don't we?"

"O-ohhh, yeah, uhm... it's... it's fine?...yeah," You stammered a little while trying "It was uhm... adventurous." You chuckled nervously completely ignoring his little question.

"Indeed," Theo chuckled darkly rubbing his palms, then he walked a few steps to Jerome and whispered something in his ear. You couldn't understand what he was saying though. You just felt uncomfortable about two people talking behind your back but right in front of you. You just could see Jerome nodding with a grin as both looked at each other. Something was wrong, that you can tell.

"Anyways," Theo turned around with a smile in his face "I leave you two alone now. Some privacy should be appropriated. It was a pleasure to meet you (Y/n) and welcome home." He shut the door and left our room before you could say anything.

"That guy's amazing, did I tell you? If you know him, you'll understand me. He's a big authority and-..."

"What did he tell you?" You interrupted him giving him a stern look "It was about me, wasn't it?" You didn't know where you've got that brave from. Maybe because you were a little scared about what exactly Theo whispered into Jerome's ear?

"I really hate it when some interrupts me..." Jerome grumbled giving you a death stare, his bearing was cramped and he clenched his fists; it looked like he was about to kill you every minute "It's very impolite to interrupt someone, don't you think?"

You couldn't say anything so you just nodded quickly in panicking and fear. More and more you just wanted to go home. You wished you never took the bus to your friend, instead you just could've ask them to hook you up then you wouldn't have been here.

You really didn't want to live like that: being frightened from your oh so called partner because he could kill you every time you were doing a mistake in his eyes.

"Good," but then his death stare and cramped bearing faded instantly and as always he gave you a warm smile "Now to answer your question..." Jerome grabbed your waist pulling you close to him, his nails were dug in your skin that it almost hurt a little "He and I made a little deal before I...you know...kidnapped you."

"And what for a deal?" You frowned confused.

"You should stay here telling nobody about him keeping me and the others here and so on...because if not he kills you." He chuckled louldy "Isn't that fun? He really thinks he can kill you."

You widened your eyes in shock and fear. You hoped you haven't heard it right. Theo will kill you if you lose any word about this here? You won't be able to go back to your home? To message your friends? Nothing?

More and more you felt like a prisoner...and more and more you felt like an object than a human. You were pressured, they decided everything for you... practically your only task was to entertain Jerome...however he wanted it.

"Don't worry, doll, he won't even dare to lay a finger on you." Jerome grabbed your cheeks softly and leaned his forehead against yours, his lips hovered over yours "Because I am the boss. Really no one wants me to be mad because you know... they'll end up dead."

He pressed his lips on yours roughly, his grip on your cheeks tightened. His tongue slipped into your mouth while he nibbled on your lower lip. You let out a little moan in arousal. As if it was a reflex you automatically wrapped your arms around his neck.

Jerome's hands wandered down; along your breasts what made you shiver and gasp, his hands stopped at your waist.

"I almost forgot the feeling when I touch your soft lips doll." Jerome interrupted the kiss and let out a sigh in arousal throwing his head back.

You blushed hard, a slight giggle escaped your lips.

With this kiss, Jerome calmed you down a lot. It let you remind of that one special night again: the butterflies in your stomach, the happiness... You could say, for a short moment you almost forgot about his craziness and him being a murderer.

On the other hand, you still felt strange about the whole thing. A criminal was obsessed with you, his obsession was that big that no one was allowed to do anything with you...and also that you couldn't go back to your friends... You didn't like it at all. Your friends were more important to you than Jerome. You knew them for years and him... You've just met once.

Jerome kissed you again deeply, then he made his way down your jawline to your neck. You let out a little moan as he kissed started to suck on your sweet spot. His hands travelled under your shirt up to your bra clip to open it. You unbottoned his shirt and ripped it off his body while he tugged your bra from your body. You felt him biting your neck, first slightly then harder. It hurt a little and you knew that you'd be marked sooner or later - but you didn't mind. You knew what was coming right now. It was exactly like the first time you two had sex.

Jerome ripped your shirt off from your body and then stopped every single actions. He was eyes you, he stared at every little part of your body. He was like a wild animal staring at its prey and just waited for the perfect moment to catch it.

It made you shiver, but you loved it anyhow. It was very new but you could get used to it.

"Oh, how I missed that view," Jerome bit his lip with lust still viewing your whole body "Time to make up that whole year."

Jerome grabbed you by your waist and literally threw you into the king size bed right behind you. He was so eager to rip your clothes from your body to feel all this pleasure he has felt one year ago. He wanted to feel your soft skin on his, to hear you moans every time he thrusted into you, he wanted to be into you. He couldn't wait for it, so violently he unbottoned your jeans literally ripped them off your body.

You blushed hard. You were excited, surprised, but still you felt uncomfortable. You wondered whst was happening now. Does he expect any dirty kinks from you? Calling him daddy? Any pet names? Or other ordinary kinks?

You hoped for the best, you hoped nothing would have changed and you could just go on.

Jerome grabbed your face again and kissed you deeply nibbling on your lower lip. While that he pulled down your panties and inserted a finger into your cunt. You let out a sharp moan and your hips bucked quickly through the strong intensity of him hitting your sweet spot. You couldn't help but digging you nails in the sheets of his bed and arching your back as he speeded up.

He was rougher with you than before, almost violently. It hurt and was fast but it felt so good at the same time. You started liking it even more than the soft stuff one year ago. Your pleasure was stronger and him being rough kind of turned you on.

Jerome inserted another finger into your wet entrance what let you moan a little louder and your hips bucked.

Jerome curled up his fingers inside you harder and faster what made you moan louder. You grabbed the sheets of the bed tight to handle this big amount of pleasure.

Your back arched as he hit your g spot for another time. There again, you had this incredible feeling, all the upcoming pleasure in your body caused you a cribbing feeling in your abdomen that spread through your limbs up to your shoulders - this time it was much more intense though. Your core was aching and you became needy for his cock. Indeed, you were well pleasured but you want more. You wanted him to bury his member inside of you, filling up every inch of your cunt, making you scream and cum over and over again.

All your sorrows and worries disappeared all of a sudden. You didn't do anything for it; You just had eyes for Jerome and how he'd make you done undome several times. You didn't care about whether the others would hear you or not, you didn't care whether you'd rip the sheets apart or vice versa. You didn't care about anything.

You bit your lip in pleasure after you let out a loud moan as you noticed you were close.

Jerome pressed his thumb on your clit while continuing to pleasure you making you gasp. Your moans became louder and it became harder to hold them back. They way he did it just made you feel so good.

"Close already, huh?" Jerome pressed his thumb harder on your clit rubbing it in circling motions "Come for me, doll." His eyes kept staring on you. He loved hearing you moan his name through all the pleasure he was giving you. It aroused him much more than usual. He missed you and all this - he really did. The things that happened in his cell were nothing compared to you.

"Ahh fuck!" Right after he finished his sentence you released yourself with a lot cry.

The sweat was dripping down your forehead, you breathed heavy and uneven, and your legs were shaking and felt weak.

It was amazing for you. You admitted to yourself how much you missed this and you now remembered how good he made you feel.

With his strength, Jerome turned you around on your stomach waisting no time.

You blushed hard being a little worried about what's coming next.

"On all four, kitten." You blushed harder and did what he said. You felt a little strange with that nickname, it was very new to you, and honestly you would have never expected that from Jerome. His first impression to was him being a soft guy who rather prefers the normal way of how sex goes like...and generally, he didn't seem to be a dominant and rough guy.

You heard him walking a few steps backwards taking something. You were a little afraid what was coming now. You were afraid that he was taking a knife or other kind of weapons to do with you some dirty acts.

"My, my, my...You have such a beautiful body, you know that kitten?" Suddenly you felt something cold and sharp wandering down your spine. It made you shiver and gasp. You knew it was a knife and you just waited until Jerome started to hurt you "How many boys might have touched you when I was absent?"

"N-no one...w-where-...." You stammered in fear hoping nothing bad will happen. You didn't know where he's got that from suddenly. Was he jealous? Was he 'scared' that you could have a boyfriend and that he needs to make a plan to kill him?

"You really want me to believe that?" Jerome unbottoned his jeans and grabbed your waist violently inserting his dick into your wet entrance "It sounds a little surreal, don't you think? Who would not betray a blood-thirsty and cold-hearted murderer who's busted in Arkham?"

He didn't move though. Instead he pulled pulled on your hair tight that your head fell back what are you moan again. But instantly, your breathe hitched as you felt a cold and sharp knife pressed on your throat. Now you were scared, almost panicking. You hoped he didn't slit your throat.

"You know, I'm not a fan telling me a lie." He pressed the knife harder against your throat. You cut feel how the sharp blade cut your thin skin. Your body shivered in fear, your pulse was running and your breath was uneven. It felt like every minute could be your last one, it was just a matter of time until he killed you.

"I-I would n-never lie to you." You stammered quickly "H-honestly, I j-just though about y-you..." It was the truth. You really did. The whole year where Jerome was gone you didn't even think of dating a boy or of a simple one off. You were too much stuck in your thoughts about him, how he was doing, what he has become...

"Is that so?" Jerome didn't really sound convinced what let you panicking more.

"Y-yes," You gulped because you knew what you had to say now: you had to say you liked him "You J-Jerome...the l-last year was...i-it was hard for me b-because-..."

"Because?" You felt how the blade was pressed deeper in your skin and slightly moved to make a longer cut in your throat.

"Well," You gasped as Jerome stopped moving the blade "I-I....like y-you..."

This was not completely true but not completely wrong, as well. You did like him, but the old him more. You weren't scared of the old Jerome, you liked him being soft and kind...not frightening with this permanent changing behavior.

He said nothing at first, you could just feel his grin against your ear.

He put the blade aside what let you sigh in relief. You calmed down a little seeing the blade on the floor.

"I know, doll." His head moved from your ear, his hands were both placed on your waist.

And again, he started to thrusted violently into your wet entrance. You swore with a loud moan and arched your back.

Immediately, Jerome speeded up permanently pushing you against him to drill his member deeper into your cunt. His nails were dug into your waist what made you biting your lip.

Your whole body felt weak with every thrust he did into you. You body shivered slightly through this overwhelming pleasure. Every thrust hurt more, each of your moans became louder. Your nails were dug into the sheets of the bed deeply but still the pleasure he was giving you was too much. You couldn't handle it.

You moaned louder, almost uncontrollably, then your body gave in and you slightly collapsed in the bed.

Jerome though didn't waist no time - he kept drilling his member into you, grabbed your hair and pulled you upwards by your hair again.

"Oh my God, Jerome!" You cried out in pleasure while your legs shivered.

"So eager for my cock, you little slut, aren't we?" Jerome grunted and speeded up a third time.

You moaned louder, almost screamed. You felt how your walls clenched against his cock - you were close. You didn't know whether you could hold it back. It all was too much for you. You felt a knot in your stomach that was built up. It hardened with every thrust Jerome did.

"Fuck, I'm gonna-...!" You almost screamed digging your nails deeper in the sheets of the bed as you came. You couldn't even finish your sentence. With a few more thrusts, Jerome came as well.

You both collapsed on the bed. He still laid on you not even pulling out his member.

Silence filled the room for a while, just your gasps for air broke it here and there.

You felt Jerome's warm breathe on your skin every time he breathed out.

You closed your eyes for a moment enjoying this half broken silence.

Many thoughts crashed in your head together:

You told Jerome that you liked him and he surely will take advantage of it. Maybe he wants to force you to violent things like shooting at people or hurting them otherwise? And every time, you refuse he'd tell you stupid stuff like but I thought you like me, doll. You kinda regret what you said because you knew it will have consequences.

Another point would be his now increasing obsession and possessiveness towards you. Now he had the final proof that you wanted to be his and no one could ruin him that. He could call you his property because you liked him which meant for him: you wanted to be with him, you wanted to be his queen of Gotham, you wanted to spread chaos with him. Everyone else was his rival.

But then you thought that on the other hand, it was okay to be his. Everyone knew crazy Jerome could probably be so no one wanted him to be mad, as he said. And so nothing would happen to you.

"Even better than the first time" Jerome rolled off of you staring at the ceiling for a while while taking deep breathes.

"I agree," You slightly chuckled.

"And doll, " Jerome grabbed your cheeks pressing his face against yours that his lips hovered over yours "Never forget who you belong to. We don't want things turning out bad, do we?"

"N-no." You shook your head fast.

"Good...because you're mine."

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[imalwayshere4]

April 11, 2022

Umm, Hi Dylan. I wanted to make this for you. Now see I wanted to do this on paper, and make a journal for you to keep because i know I'm gonna see you one day, but I couldn't find one, and i can't get one right now, and im quite impatient but hey it's okay because now we'll have our secret little diary in here. okay not a diary, i'm writing to you, but i just feel as if i show emotion a lot more through typing, and writing, and i just have a lot of feelings, and emotion towards you, and i don't feel as if i express that enough, because i'm so nervous around you sometimes, And i'm just really awkward about my feelings, but i want you to know, you know? So i'm going to write to you as much as possible i think.. i don't really know how im going about this or where i'm going with this but just know for one thing, i'm not very organized so this may or may not be all over the place, but i know maybe you get me so maybe you'd understand. As of today, i feel okay, and just okay, but one thing thats better than okay is having you here again you know that? you're like the sun in my life, which honestly could be seen as a good thing and a bad thing, but mostly a good thing as you make me happy, and you're like my rock?? i guess? i just feel really comfortable around you and i always feel like i can be myself, and you never judge me, that's one thing i've kinda noticed, we can just talk for hours "in our own world" as you said and that little world is my "escape" i guess from the real world and everything bad that goes on in my head you take me away from that place like, a vacation or something like that... i don't know i just kinda need a minute to just write on until stuff that i wanna say really comes out, see i always have so much to say and so many thoughts until i actually start writing, and then poof they're gone </3 but hey its okay. Anyways Mind vacation, yes you take me on a mind vacation. you take me into your little world and you tell me all your stories and your dreams and all just all these little things about you (that i try to remember) and i love that. it's just comforting for some reason, and just hearing you talk about things that make you happy or things you remember from when you were younger or just stories of you being a dumbass i love it so much and it makes my night, and i can't wait until i can talk to you every night, just like we used to, and i can hear your voice again <3. I am a little bit nervous about writing this honestly because what if you don't like to read and what if these is coming off as too corny. i feel like such a nerd writing this lowkey, but im not sure how else to get all of this off my chest... OHHH umm i just had an idea, i'm gonna treat this as if im like talking to you yk, and ocassionally bring in how i feel? makes sense? this is probably such a bad intro but i will write more and hopefully it'll get better the more and more i write and the more i get comfy with this shittttt but for right now im gonna call it a night, cause im super sleepy, i did tell you iwas going to bed because i was sad like an hour ago maybe but i didnt, instead i decided to watch death note (a little of it) cause you asked me to :) so we could talk about... something with the show.. i don't remember but maybe tomorrow you'll tell me. I also gotta remember to do our life 360 circle again, IDK why i like them so much it just makes me feel closer to you (in a non creepy way) I honestly can't wait to give you this oh so great virtual gift, and maybe i will end up buying an actual journal and writing in it sometime for you, it's like im writing a book for you ahaha, kinda.. i don't know but yeah, like i said hopefully you can understand how i feel more about you, and i just wanna open up a piece of my mind to you, because you're so special to me and i just wanna give you something...and for right now, until we're together this is what i'lll do. I just honestly hope you like reading as much as i like typing this. i could talk about you forever honestly, But i should probably go to sleep honestly. It's late But

i'll hopefully write to you tomorrow, and talk to you tomorrow too :) . (also does 24/7 mean ily???) GOODNIGHT <3

#hi :) <3

[taesthetes]

Travel-anon-hi! Good luck with your midterms and projects! Know you'll do great on them :D You'll get to be a weekend potato again soon, and better, a summer (baked) potato! Oo, road trips aren't a thing I've done with my friends actually (or on my own), but maybe I should try it since you said it's fun~ True, it's a little worrying on safety if you're going alone (+ rooming fees are scary as 1 person). I tend to keep to messaging people back home when I go alone, just so they know I'm ok (1/?)

(2/?) Korean fried chicken is so good there, and the prices are so cheap! I had a giant table-sized platter at a place in Hongdae before, and it was less than $7 aslviaijds it fed 3 people in one go. Cafe culture game is strongest out of all the Asian countries I’ve been to though! A lot of them are cute/indie/niche, which is really cool compared to all the franchised ones we have, yeah :/ I stray towards chai lattes and sesame drinks a lot at cafes c: or hot ciders! I try a lot of things tho!

(3/?) asjkla don’t get me started on sweets, haha. I plow through those like nobody’s business! You mentioned you don’t like coffee and sweets, but would you try anything else besides the matcha? It was a dream! A very furry dream. I’m not joking, I came outta there covered in fur all over (rip my black clothes), but I’d do it again in a heartbeat. Those dogs were so cute 💖 There’s a lot of dog and cat cafes in Japan too! Would you stop by one while you’re in Japan? I saw some in Harajuku~

(4/?) Euh, I normally wouldn’t mind sharing my galleries, but my artist handle is the same as my username on tumblr, haha. I’m a little intimidated since it’ll take me off anon status, sorry ^^; If I could include photos in asks, I’d just drop one here for you tho. Humidity is why I normally travel during fall/winter, haha! Humidity won’t kick my butt then, and leggings & sweater wear retains it’s place as my go to fashion too! Lowkey amused that we have that in common too~

(5/?) Wow! You visited a lot!! The Palace of Versailles was my favourite out of the ones you listed! Which one’s yours? All of it’s sooo pretty! Switzerland is super scenic and green, from what I remember - very different from most of the other European cities. Oo, Vietnam sounds so nice! I’m looking forward to hearing about your travels there! Haha, that sounds like my friends and I in Japan once. We kept getting plushies from a crane game, and trolled our bystanders into thinking it was easy!

(6/?) I always come back with a pile of plushies and snacks (little anything else); usually sneak the food through customs too ;u;~ Japanese snack-wise, I actually like kitkat, haha! They have so many different flavours there!! I prefer eating street food moreso there, there’s a lot of variety, but dango has my heart and soul. So sad I don’t have it here. Are there any foods you’re looking forward to from Japan that you’ve heard about and want to try :D? Festivals have a lot to offer!

(7/7) Yup! Japan Rail Pass is where I got it! You can pick it up in the airport, and return it using the mailbox there too c: Aw, would you go back to Japan sometime after this trip? A week isn’t really long, but you can definitely make the most of it with everything you’ll see and photo! Have lots of fun there 💖! Gonna try a new manufacturer~ I got spoiled on twt for the movie, cuz people didn’t tag cry D: you can still do those while studying too tho ;D good luck! Wow these are getting long

hello, m’love! and thank you!! i finished my econ project today and took my marketing midterm, so fingers crossed, everything goes well :D omg i can’t wait to be a weekend potato again and yess, only one more month to go before it’s summer :’) ahhh yes, they’re quite fun! it’s nice to blast music and sing along as you eat yummy snacks and drive to the beach. i hope you get to go on a road trip sometime! the fees are pretty daunting, and omg yes that’s a good idea to keep texting people. my roommate and i do that all the time whenever either of us are out late and we have to walk back to our dorm.

oh my gosh, $7 only?? why can’t food be this cheap and good here ): i have to definitely go to korea for all the food and cute cafes. ahhh omg they sound so lovely, like i would most definitely visit as many as possible. oooh, i’ve had a chai latte, but i’ve never had a sesame drink before! what is it like? and omg like apple cider? apple cider is always nice. i’d try all the drinks if possible ahah

honestly, i’ll try everything when i’m in a different country, like i had so much gelato in italy and crepes and macarons in paris. i really like red bean buns, too, so i want to try those fish pastries filled with red bean in korea? i don’t remember what they’re called, but to be honest, asian street food and asian pastries all looks so good i can’t help but try it all. oh my gosh, i feel like i’ll be the same way if i go to a dog cafe because all i wear is black and dark colored clothes too, but dogs are always worth it :’) and omg yes!!! i’ll have to visit at least one dog cafe in japan and i also want to try one of those japanese jiggly cheesecakes!! everything in japan is so aesthetically pleasing.

oooh okay, no worries!! but askdjlfasdf feeling intimidated– i hope i’m not being scary to you D: please let me know if you ever feel uncomfortable with our conversations! nevertheless, i’m 100% sure you’re a super talented artist 💓 i wish i could travel in the fall and winter, but sadly, university gets in the way and i can’t miss class. and omg leggings and sweaters are the best fashion!! it’s versatile like a potato, and it’s always comfy. i practically wear my leggings everyday of the week.

the palace of versailles was breath taking with the intricate designs and everything, but i’d have to say the art museums hold a special place in my heart. i could spend all day wandering through the museums and reading up on every art piece. i saw quite a few art students scattered around with their big pads of drawing paper and drawing some of the paintings, and wow, i wish i had the chance to do that, like imagine living so close to these museums that you can visit everyday and draw something new.

oooh, i think switzerland was also named the place with the happiest people, too? and me, too!! i’m so excited for vietnam, oh my goodness. ahhh omg teach me your ways with the crane machine :o i hope that i’ll be able to get one plushie from it without blowing all my money. hmmm, maybe i’ll just come to japan with an empty suitcase and fill it up with all the plushies and snacks there. omg yes, i’ve heard of all the variety of kitkat flavors they have there! i actually just got a bag of green tea kit kats from my friend, and i don’t even enjoy sweets too much, but they’re heavenly.

oooh yes, i’m looking forward to all the street food. i had dango before here, but it probably isn’t as good as the ones made in japan ashkdflas ahhh i want to try everything tbh! but i saw there was this restaurant where you can actually go fishing for your fish and then they’ll make sashimi out of it for you, and that sounds amazing. and i really want to have takoyaki and okonomiyaki and udon and ramen and soba and gosh, just everything. i really, really want to visit japan one day during its cherry blossom season with all the festivities. were you able to visit japan when it was cherry blossom season? :D

oh wow, that service is really handy and convenient! i’ll make sure to preorder one for sure. i do want to go back to japan again!! i want to explore more of its beautiful cities and experience the festivals. hopefully, i’ll be rich enough to do that in the future :’) but yes to tons of picture taking, and thank you!! 💞💞 i hope the new manufacturer works out! fingers crossed!! and oh noooo D: gosh that really sucks– i hope you still have a good time watching it with your friends though ): ahaha well yes, i can, but i probably shouldn’t if i want to effectively study, and thank you!! ahhh and thank you for taking the time to send me such lovely messages! you really make my day with them 💘 and how was your day? 

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