#ahahahahah im in a lot of pain. i fucking love august man

[timothylawrence]

do you wanna do an Auggie webweave👉👈

Dennis Nurske / Katrina Julianne Scott / Nicole Krauss / Shearwater /Bojack Horseman, Raphael Bob-Waksberg

Image Description below the cut.

IMAGE ONE: [A quote by Dennis Nurske. It reads: In the park the child says: Watch me. It will not count Unless you see. END ID]

IMAGE TWO: [A painting done by Katrina Julianne Scott that features a wolf painted with various vibrant colors. It's eyes are black, the snout and lips defined by the black outline. The various shades include red, blue, green, black, and yellow. Each colors pulls outside to the right hand side, the wolf is snarling with white teeth and looking forward. END ID]

IMAGE THREE: [A quote by Nicole Krauss that reads: I want to say somewhere: I’ve tried to be forgiving. And yet. There were times in my life, whole years, when anger got the better of me. Ugliness turned me inside out. There was a certain satisfaction in bitterness. I courted it. It was standing outside, and I invited it in. I scowled at the world. And the world scowled back. END ID]

IMAGE FOUR: [Song lyrics by artist Shearwater that reads: I see you never lay the gun down, only child. You live your life behind a window, only child. And as you barrel down a bloodline, only child. END ID]

IMAGE FIVE: [Screencaps from the show Bojack Horseman. The main character Bojack is standing to the center of the screen. He's a brown horse with a black mane and a white diamond on his snout. He is dressed in a gray suit jacket with a white undershirt and black tie, standing beside a coffin in a funeral parlor. The screencaps read: My mother is dead and everything is worse now. Because now I know I will never have a mother who looks at me from across the room and says 'Bojack Horseman, I see you'.. END ID]

#asks #talk about being the only child to a gang leader mother who practically hates you and never thinks you're worthy! now that's a lot of damag #and yeah. bjh quote was entirely relevant and incredibly painful. #august hung onto his mother doing her every will on the off chance he'd not only make her happy but also finally love him back #what do you do it when both you and the one person you thought you loved were both puppets in a bigger scheme. can you even do anything? #what happens when you lose the one person you had ever wanted to make happy even though you never could. whats ur purpose then #ahahahahah im in a lot of pain. i fucking love august man #THIS WAS MY LAST ONE BTW ILY ALLLL