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#ahh these early morning vibes <3
arvandus · 1 year
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Congratulations on 1k! I love your writing so much and I’m so glad your getting time to write again. Not sure if u vibe with r&b but for the ficlet I wanna suggest Hitoshi shinso with the song damage by H.E.R.🌝
Ahh, thank you!! I haven't listened to a lot of R&B in decades, but I used to love it back in the late 90s/early 2000s (haha I'm totally dating myself right now). Now I listen to a variety of punk rock, alternative, folk/indie, etc. My tastes have always been diverse though, and I give everything a try at least once! That being said, great choice. Here's your ficlet with Shinsou! <3
Shinsou never had doubts about the kind of man he was. Even when others gave him the side eye when they learned of his quirk, walking on eggshells in fear of being on the receiving end of his sinuous, quirk-laced words. He knew he was a good person. He knew that he was honest. Honorable. He knew he had what it took to be a hero.
He also knew that he was level-headed. Cautious. Observing.
But he never considered himself soft, or an emotional person. He was never reckless, particularly when it came to matters of the heart. He had emotions, of course... but he wasn't one to be controlled by them. He learned at a very early age, after his quirk had manifested, how dangerous his emotions could be. How they could escape his lips as biting words, causing greater damage than most.
Which was why he was so baffled by his feelings for you. You, who'd somehow managed to get yourself under his skin, working your way into his mind until you occupied every corner of it with your warm light and called it home. You, who'd awakened his world with the brightness of your smile, blessed his ears with the sound of your laugh. It was the look in your eyes that you gave him, warm and dark with a depth that humbled him. It captivated him every time, holding him hostage, his world spinning maddenly away around him, as if he were a celestial body and you were his star.
Somehow, he always found himself with his heart somehow outside of his chest and held in cupped, open hands. Late night conversations. Early morning confessions. And silent moments shared, like a secret - experienced but never spoken. With you, he was raw, vulnerable. Exposed.
In short, Shinsou was head over heels in love with you. Completely and utterly smitten.
And he wasn't sure he liked it. Because he wasn't sure if you understood... if you really understood the power you had over him. His heart was a fragile, soft thing. It had been carefully locked away from harm for so long that it had never quite had the chance to grow, to build resilience in adversity. In truth, you could shred it to pieces in an instant if you so chose, delicate petals disintegrating into ash in the fire of hateful, angry words, or freezing and breaking away like broken shards in your cold indifference.
But you didn't use those kinds of words. And you were never cold. Not towards him. Instead, it was always warmth, and grace, and shared looks that always lasted a second longer than they should. The kind of looks wanted him to open his palms, extend his arms to freely give what he'd protected for so long.
All his life, Shinsou wanted nothing more than to be a good hero. And he still wanted that. But right now, more than anything, with the two of you sitting together on a grassy hill in the warm twilight of summer, all he wanted was to be a good man. For you.
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alohajun · 1 year
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… this was only supposed to be 2-3 photos but uhm it’s San… I rest my case
Is your name San b/c you’re so talented, cool, awesome, beautiful, and AHHH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Happy Valentines Day Loki !! Ilysm and I appreciate you so much, thank you for always sending me bad & cringy videos to watch b/c man they make me rethink said company’s or the pages marketing skills & how we could do so much better 💀 oh and of course, reacting me sending thirst traps in the middle of the night/early morning for you (highlight of my day)
You are truly like a jackpot when it comes to music & knowing groups 😌 one of your many talents imo but anyhow I hope that today is a great dayyy and that one day we’ll come across a mediocre or even better edit for these types of ads for apps or something 💀
signing off with love
- ash (Also IM STILL GONNA BE IN DENIAL ABOUT MINGYU AND SAN BEING MY BIAS 😭) also ur loki my #1 San supporter <3 (pun fully intended ;))
can i start off by cursing out dumblr for not showing me a notification or anything for this beautiful wonderful ask??? dumblr get your shit together, thanks <3
but ahh ilysm ash and it is very very late but happy valentines to you too! i've never been more grateful for having met you in kfn and then our 02z group, followed by us being absolute crackheads in our instagram dms
thank you for always matching my vibes and reacting with me to the craziest book app ads (?) sfsdg at first it was just a joke but i love how every time i see those random ads, the first thing that'd pop into my head is the fact that i should send it to you and see your reaction!
great minds think alike and that's all i have to say when it comes to our superior taste in songs, groups and men (*cough* wonho *cough*)
manifesting a good storyline for those ads, hoping we find 'the one' soon! until then, i will always be happy to send you those ads with men casually growling, using their weapons for trivial things so they can help a girl pick up her papers and well, uh, that one guy who was in a vegetable state 😭
loads and loads of love from me to the mingyu and san-biased ash oktylybye 😭💚
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quinnfebrey · 2 years
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Please I want ALL your thoughts from your initial stick season listen
omg okay it’s insanely long so i’m putting it under a read more but here you go!! a little bit of personal stuff a little bit of song parallels and just a lotta thoughts
also as a side note for anyone, azlyrics is way more accurate than genius
and above the cut i’ll just put my current top 5: she calls me back, strawberry wine, all my love, come over, orange juice
all my love:
ahh tears on song 1 ok so it’s like that
i needed this in late 2019/early 2020
no winter coat could keep out the cold of your atmosphere / and at the end of it all i just hope that your scars heal / we’d shake the frame of your car, now i know your name but not who you are / it’s okay, there ain’t a drop of bad blood / it’s still out here, you got all my love / i looked so confident babe i swear i was scared to death /
such a good song for having maybe a rough ending w someone but then getting older and realizing it was just the situation, had nothing to do with them, and being able to think abt them fondly
all my love & strawberry wine r holding hands <3 
she calls me back:
oh the production picks upppp
the pre chorus FUCKS
if only i could wake you up / if only i could fall asleep /
two parallel lines / - it’s like that artist’s drawing of different lines to represent different relationships??? like an x for a one night stand, a something like -o- for losing someone and then finding therm again. but parallel?? i’m gonna puke !
this is so :)))))) me and my childhood best friend in another universe!! could’ve had it All, but i guess it wasn’t in the cards for us this time. i think we deserved to have things work out but that’s ok. should i send this to her? no def not
there was heaven in your eyes / i was not baptized / - this is so me projecting but i’m not christian and she is/it was v important to her mom so that Hits
also there’s something to be said for being a kid and loving someone so much that it almost feels reverent. i always just felt so lucky to be around her and spend time with her and sometimes it was good and made me feel special that she wanted to be my best friend & sometimes it was bad and just made me feel unworthy
lost for a long time, two parallel lines / everything’s alright when she calls me back /
come over:
i’m in the business of losing your interesting and i turn a profit each time we speak /
the guitar tab line is gorgeous
but i promise you, darling, with the view in the morning, you won't ever go back /
this is a song for the kids in school that were friends Everyone and therefore they were also friends with No One
somebody i’m gonna be somebody people want / - i hope so!!
new perspective:
oh oh oh
first of all this song fucks
second of all i’m Sure this is a song he meant is a continuation of cape elizabeth
glue myself shut + new perspective
you and all your new perspective / i stared at your packed bags and asked what the hell you were meaning
wish i could shut it in a closet / all of your old clothes are still in the hall of my building
and drag you back down / + and if i glued myself shut you’d find your way in
this song is making me v emotional i think i’d be a wreck if i grew up in a small town
everywhere everything:
slow build but mmfff
we didn’t know that the sun was collapsing til the seas rose and the buildings came crashing /
ahhhh
you ever have smth end bc neither of you paid enough attention to making sure the problems didn’t take over bc you didn’t expect there to be any problems and then suddenly there were So Many and it was just Over
and so now you will forever over compromise by finding problems that don’t exist just to make sure you have a solution so it never happens again
hozier vibes
orange juice:
intro tab reminds me of caves
mmm no thoughts
ahhh the bridge okay okay i have thoughts and they’re giving maine
you said ‘my heart has changed and my soul has changed’ / are we all just crows to you now? / are we all just pulling you down? / we’re just glad you could visit /
(now that you made your change was your soul rediscovered was your heart rearranged? / are you still taking pills in the morning, and did you lose that longing now for a walk through an ocean town / and i hope that we make you proud / cause this towns just an ocean now)
not to be a swiffer but this song is in the dorothea/ttds universe 😪
strawberry wine:
ok well one of my fav songs is called strawberry sunscreen so i kinda hoped this would be happy but i’m crying lol
will try to keep this brief but in high school and for a time after i had a really complicated relationship w a girl who struggled w really intense mental illness. but we met & got involved Before any of it. we started off best friends so it really caught us off guard because we were so young and didn’t understand how serious the diagnosis was until it Was
remember telling me that you thought you were cursed /
pretty sure she used that exact word once 🙃 as you can imagine it took a toll on me & i didn’t handle it well and obviously it took a major toll on her & she didn’t handle it well either
light a cigarette i’ll watch it as it burns / all the time we used to have / those things i miss but know are never coming back /
yeah
but!! go from this into all my love n it’s ok :’)
growing sideways:
i have been listening to this song on tiktok for monthsssss
why is pain so damn impatient? / but i ignore things and i move sideways / i know there are worse ways to stay alive / if the engine works perfect on empty i guess i’ll drive /
hm. that might be me. like. right now. 🥴 time for self reflection?? later tho 😗🤙🏽
halloween:
Not To Be A Swiffer But noah would have fit as a collab on coney island so much better than that dude wow
too much to say rn and also my head is empty
the lyrics are teleporting me back to high school agghh
homesick:
oh she fucks in the chorus
the lyrics are so strong and so is the production
i’m so glad i Don’t relate to this song at all bc if i did i’d probably have a fucking panic attack
still:
i have this fun talent where i can make any song about my dead mother so 🤙🏽 that’s all i have to say
the view between villages:
this gonna be a grower for me but when it hits it’s gonna Hit
great closing track to the album, couldn’t have picked a better one
production wise such a banger i need this song while i’m driving the stretch right after you cross the oregon border into california
lyrics wise reminds me of homesick in that i think the lyrics are gorgeous but i just can’t relate
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For the Classical Music Ship Asks!! How about Arabesque, Fantaisie-Impromptu (I know you talked about the Sleeping Beauty AU but I'm still curious :3), and /or Spring (Four Seasons) for wrenferre?? :33
(Fun fact: Spring is my favorite of the Four Seasons series! It Vibes and i love it lol)
@selinas-ships
ahh ty for the ask, @selinas-ships !! i’m definitely very excited to answer these <3
Arabesque: Morning, midday, or sunset walks? Where do you and your f/o like taking walks to?
sunset !! i’m … not much of a morning person, even though ferre is “^^ i actually really enjoy going on walks, though ( especially in the early evening / sunset time ) , and i’ve definitely dragged ferre out on many the spontaneous outing !!
Fantaisie-Impromptu: What is your go to fairy tale au? Do you and your f/o’s reverse roles or stay traditional?
sleeping beauty au !!! sleeping beauty au my beloved !!! but also, cinderella au !!! both, in which ferre is my prince charming <3 i love fairy tales so much ( especially the classic disney films ) , and it just makes me so so happy to think about myself and ferre being able to star in my favourites !!
Spring (Four Seasons): Do you or your f/o like gardening? Is there something you two enjoy planting or see growing?
ahh yes i like spring, too !! and, yes !! both of us do !! i adore flowers and plants, and i’ve been able to convince ferre to join me !! we have a little windowsill garden, and i have a little area for all of my succulent babeys !! we both like caring for the plants, and he got a succulent of his own to join the little shelf <3
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the-himawari · 2 years
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A3! Minagi Tsuzuru - Translation [SSR] MANKAI Memory (1/3)
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*Please read disclaimer on blog; default name set as Izumi
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Citron: …!
Taichi: …!!
Tsuzuru: (…Hm? There’s a lot going on in the lounge. Everyone sure is energetic in the morning.)
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-pause-
Citron: Good morning, Tsuzuru!
Taichi: Mornin’!
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Tsuzuru: Morning. Huh, I-Itaru-san!?
Itaru: Morning, Tsuzuru.
Tsuzuru: Good morning… Eh, i-it’s… 8 in the morning right now…
Itaru: It’s always like this when I have work, you know?
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Tsuzuru: I mean, you’re off today, aren’t you…? Are you working on your day off…? No, wait, did you pull an all-nighter…?
Itaru: Nope~. Today’s special.
Tsuzuru: Special…?
TV: “♪~♪~”
Citron: It’s started!
Taichi: Ooh. That person’s the main character this time!
Tsuzuru: Ahh, I see. I get it now. A new series started today, huh?
Itaru: Bingo. This new Sentai show has been blowing up on SNS.
Citron: I’ve been eagerly waiting for today!
Taichi: Same here!
-pause-
Taichi: *Sigh*, that was awesome! The new hero was super cool too~.
Tsuzuru: Yeah. He gets carried away pretty easily, but he’s a refreshing and dashing protagonist.
Citron: I really liked that transformation pose!
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Itaru: It seems popular since it has a classic vibe to it despite its unique setting.
Taichi: The preview for the next ep is after this, right? I wonder if a new ally will join forces with them?
TV: “SHINE! PLAY THE MUSIC! You, take this sword and fight alongside the hero!”
Taichi: Eh? This sword is…
Citron: OH!? A never-before-seen weapon?
Itaru: There it is. The commercial dropped spoilers before the actual show. That’s probably the weapon that’ll show up next week or the week after that.
Taichi: What a sharp business tactic…
Tsuzuru: Haha. That happens a lot for hero shows and anime at this hour…
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Citron: The official sources spoil the most! But I can’t wait for next week!
Tsuzuru: Hold on. Taichi has a little brother, so that makes sense… But you’re into these things too, Citron-san?
Citron: Yes! The same hero shows were aired in Zafra 2~3 years after they were broadcast in Japan. I watched them in secret. I was looking forward to them every week.
Tsuzuru: I see. So that’s how it was. …Then there’s Itaru-san. I was sure you’d watch shows like this by streaming reruns instead.
Itaru: It’s only for the first episode. If it’s interesting, I’ll stream it later.
Tsuzuru: Only the first episode…
Itaru: I mean, I can do my best to get up earlier than when I do for work… But in the end, I wanna prioritize gaming. *Yawn*… and with that said, I’m gonna head back to my room and sleep again. G’night~.
Taichi: Goodnight~.
Citron: That’s Itaru for you.
Tsuzuru: Yep…
*door opens*
Izumi: I-I just passed by Itaru-san. Today’s Sunday. And it’s still morning.
Tsuzuru: I knew you’d think that. You had the exact same reaction as me.
Citron: Itaru got up early to watch the early bird*.
Izumi: Um, I see…? Ah, that’s right. That reminds me, Tsuzuru-kun. Your turn is coming up for the birthday bromide photoshoot.
Tsuzuru: Oh right, it is.
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Citron: You need to prepare one item yourself to use as an accessory in the birthday bromide shoot, right?
Taichi: Yep! The theme is a memorable item from before you joined the troupe.
Tsuzuru: A memorable item, huh… Well, I don’t have any plans today. I’ll drop back home and look for an accessory to use in my photoshoot while I’m at it. I’m sure my little bros were also watching that show just now.
Taichi: Great! You can get hyped up over the same topic.
Izumi: Yeah. Have a safe trip.
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*I’m like 99%(?) sure Citron is misspeaking here, but I can’t figure out what he actually meant. So I just put something for now haha
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clairecrive · 3 years
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i saw ur request are open and i love ur writing soooo 👀 could u possibly write some fluffy domestic nikolai x reader headcanons? like i feel like my dude nik has been through so much he deserves a break 😭 thx in advance love ur work ur doing amazing mwah <3
Ahh, thank you hun! 🤍🤍🤍 Nikolai deserves only the best, we agree.
the first thing I want to mention is that my boi is affentionate
his love language is touch and quality time
one of his favorite thing to do with you? running errands
it feels so mundane but Nikolai loves it cause it makes him feel part of your life, an active part of your household
and of course, he gets to mock you for your height every time he has to reach for something on the higher stand for you
"ah, see? one of the many reasons why you should always have me around. Besides my handsome face, of course"
and if you're not short, he'd still do it cause he likes to feel useful
I feel he'd be the kind of guy to have "his" and "hers" mugs or robes
he's very tidy and clean and he likes order so he'd definitely do his part with chores and stuff
not so good at cooking though but he'd still do that with you just so he could start a food fight
ending with you both dirty with chocolate making out on the counter...
I also feel like he'd call you throughout the day if he had left early that morning, before you had woken up
even though he had left a sweet note for you to find on his pillow
he also loves taking showers together and bubbly baths
like you know that scene with Chandler and Monica? he'd definitely dig that. to relax in a hot bath you, gently stroking your skin, having you massaging his shoulders and stuff
also: sitting in the same seat so you could cuddle even though there's a whole couch available? you got it.
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I genuinely think he'd be a perfect boyfriend.
a tad annoying at times but gentle and caring
even though he will monopolize the mirror and the bathroom to get ready
I also feel like he'd have a closet for his shoes and be the kind of person to leave them at the door before entering and ask others to do the same
does he give the vibe of someone that keeps his books in alphabetical order and his clothes colour coordinated?
maybe...
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littlemisslipbalm · 4 years
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“You get me” Pt. 2 -- aka “I got you” (famous!y/n x harry)
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Harry x famous!y/n - FLUFF pretty much 
ahh you all are so kind and literally you all mean so much for liking, reblogging, and commenting! Means the world to me! NOT PROOFREAD
also if anyone wants to let me know how to properly do a tag list ?? as of now I have a couple people on the tag list so yah but if it grows i might need some tips 
 Taglist: @marauderswhisperer​, @morgannope​, @daddystevee​
Now for Pt. 2 - feedback super welcome, maybe we’ll have a part 3 and please no stealing of the work :)
Dedicated to all the peeps out there who find themselves constantly in line with Harry and his vibes but feel weird agreeing with him constantly because people think you’re only that way because you’re in love with him
Word Count: 3.5k
Warnings: kissin’ and stuff, nothing graphic
Pt. 1
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“Am I right? I- I could be wrong” you rushed.
“No, no, I got you, don’t worry...I got you” his eyes outshown his smiling lips but nonetheless he reassured you.
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It’s seldom that one person meets someone so perfectly matched to themselves. So similar yet not annoyingly so. Two pieces of clothing from the same custom collection, perhaps. You couldn’t believe you’d spent almost seven hours just talking with Harry. Your conversations ranged from silly situations to music inspiration to any dreams you had unfulfilled. Your answers always lined up - not the same, but exceptionally similar and the other was always quick to say “wait, me too” and jump into their own story.
It was the next morning after hanging out at Harry’s and you’d had trouble sleeping, worrying about not having your phone with you. Luckily, that meant your body was quick to wake you up in the morning even without your usual alarm. When you woke up, you quickly dressed in sweats and a tank top, shuffled some shoes on, and freshened yourself up with some quick hygiene care - teethbrushing, facewashing, and the likes. Then, you jogged to your car, anxious to reunite with your phone and the prospect of seeing Harry again so soon moved your legs far quicker than normal. You had figured you wouldn’t see him very often, despite the amazing friendship the two of you had already cultivated, he lived in England mainly and you lived in the United States - California specifically, the furthest you could get from the Harry within the continental United States, sadly. This mistake gave you the chance to see him much sooner than expected and you were very grateful for it.
As you drove out to Malibu, you kept the windows down and your sun roof open. It was a lovely day and you could never get enough of the warm wind whipping around you as you belted out the lyrics to the old rock radio songs. When you sensed you were getting closer to Harry’s you felt yourself begin to tingle, your nerves were gone this time, only excitement filled you as you took in the now familiar surroundings. Harry’s home was set further back from the street so that random pedestrians and street noises never reached the house. You noticed more and appreciated the total beauty of the grounds while you walked up to the house this time, the daytime sun and the lack of nerves both allowing you to soak it all it.
Your actions mirrored those of the previous night, just in a slight fast forward - everything moving faster. You had began to worry slightly though, ‘what if he is upset that I woke him up, what if he is out and I can’t get my phone, what if he has early morning company?’. Still you proceeded to knock and hoped to hear Harry’s footsteps any moment. Thankfully, your ears were greeted with the sound of rustling and soft, slow steps behind the door. You then heard the deadbolt turn and again Harry was before you. His hair fell into his sleepy spectacle-clad eyes, barely open, but he had raised a hand to rub out the sleep from one of them as he opened the door, skewing his glasses. You took in his disheveled appearance, you had obviously woken him, his sweatpants hung low on his hips and he had a hoodie on that was askew, showing a hint of his tanned olive skin - a corner of one of his laurels if you were being honest but you forced yourself to believe it was just a shadow. His feet were bare and you noticed his toenails were painted electric purple and a deep green.
“Hi,” you squeaked, biting your lip. Harry blinked hard and opened his eyes and raised his brows, just trying to wake himself up, but also slightly confused to see you at his doorstep. He had texted you last night, asking if you’d made it home safely, but had never heard back. He hadn’t worried, just assumed you weren’t always on your phone. His was a light sleeper and had heard the knock on the door echo through the house, so he slipped on a hoodie and went to see who it was, when it was you it was definitely surprising. Your presence was shining through his stupor, a small smile graced your face, but it radiated light as strong as the sun.
“Y/N... s’lovely t’see you again, but why’re you ‘ere, love?” He almost whispered your name, his voice catching in his throat due to the lack of use during his slumber. He quickly cleared his throat to get rid of the rasp and groggy sound he heard emit from his own voice. Your smile grew at the sound of his melodic voice, how he pronounced your name - like it was something fragile and needed great care, how it was rough from sleep, but it mostly grew from his use of love, so common for him, yet it felt so special for you. “I left my phone here last night, actually. Sorry for barging in, and, uh, waking you up, I’m assuming,” you said as you took in his appearance once again. He nodded and mustered enough strength to chuckle.
“When’d you realize you’d left it?” Harry asked as he let you in, as he swung the door open, he hung onto it, to keep him upright. “Oh! Right when I got home, of course!” you started as you began to talk with your hands again. You walked ahead of the slower Harry, through the house, back to the sitting room where the two of you had entertained yourselves last night with each other’s company. “Barely could sleep at all, was so worried you’d have jetted off again already and I’d have to figure out how to break in and heist it out of here.” More laughter. Being around you like this was like a shot of espresso straight to Harry’s veins. He perked up at the sound of your sweet voice and your accompanying hands. He noticed they were void of your rings this morning, he guessed you took them off to sleep and forgotten them this morning, due to the rush.
He pushed his hair out of his face with both hands and huffed out a breath as you looked around the room. “Where could it be?” you asked slightly desperate, more to yourself than to Harry. He suggested the couch, walked over, and began to take the leather cushions off. You sighed and began to help Harry with his search of the couch. The last cushion to be removed from the couch uncovered your abandoned phone. “Finally!” you both exclaimed. Then, you looked around, “We made a mess...shit, I’m so sorry, Harry.” “Don’t, don’t be silly, its an easy fix, and y’needed your phone, c’mon Y/N.” He was quick to discourage your apology, despite your surroundings looking like someone had ransacked his room. All the cushions were discarded haphazardly, some blankets had fallen to the ground, and magazines were strewn across the coffee table and the floor.
“Well I’m not leaving you here to clean up a mess I caused,” you stated matter of factly, quickly beginning to repiece the room. Harry threw on a couple of the cushions then said, “S’alright, really, but if y’insist...I’ll start a pot of coffee. Do you?..” he trailed off, but you understood his question. It was kind of him to offer, but you assumed it was more for himself than you. “Nah, I don’t love coffee, sorry, now tea, that’s another story, but I’m fine really.” Harry glanced over to you and there was that smile again. It’s like it lived full time on your face, Harry thought, no wonder you’d already seen such success, not only were you technically a good musician, you were also a good person. He quickly nodded with a breathy laugh. You two went about your self-given tasks, cleaning and “cooking”. Neither of you spoke much as you worked, but you glanced up when you heard Harry begin to play some song from his phone after he had set up the coffee pot. The moment was domestic and tranquil, like the two of you tidy the house and make coffee every morning together.
A whistling sound cut through the soft moment just as you were grabbing the final magazines from the ground. “I thought you said--” Harry cut you off before you could finish, “I made both, love. Any preference for your tea?” You moved into the kitchen and leaned against the bar top, amazed by the man before you. He’d gotten down two mugs, gotten out an assortment of tea, put on the kettle and the coffee pot, making you what you preferred despite your claim to be fine with nothing. He held the two mugs out to you, “Which?” he questioned moving them back and forth from his chest encouraging you to choose, raising his brows for added effect. One was a wide and short ceramic speckled mug with a line painted fish. The other was a taller cream ceramic mug with a shiny red interior with a colorful scene of a town around the outside, the sun was shining in the little town. You crossed the kitchen to him and placed both hands on the red town mug, encircling the little people and houses smiling up at the two of you.
“Good choice, very treat people with kindness of you.” Harry smiled down at you. Whenever you were in closer proximity to him, his body so obviously towered compared to yours. It would seem intimidating, but really just felt comforting, safe. This moment far tenser than any previous moments that morning. He stared into your eyes and you returned the gaze. His hands still holding the mug you had chosen, you felt the heat radiating off of him and warming up your cheeks. There and then it was gone,  you turned from him and went to the stove where the kettle sat. You filled your mug with the boiling water and fished a packet of some pink floral Parisian tea you saw and dropped it in the mug. Again you turned and leaned on the counter. Harry had poured his coffee and was opposite you, leant against the counter as well. Like a silent conversation had gone on between the two of you, Harry said, “Creamer’s in the fridge.” You nodded and went and grabbed it. You scurried back to your place against the counter. Harry set his mug down and crossed the short distance between you. His movement was so sudden and disturbed the peacefulness occurring in the kitchen, the synchronous movements between you two. You tensed and your heart began to race when he didn’t stop moving closer. His body was almost against yours when his left arm reached above and past your shoulder, opening th cupboard, and taking out a box of brown sugar cubes. Slowly, he moved the package between the two of you, either side resting on parts of both of your bodies. His warm coffee saturated breath fanned your face.The smell was warm and all consuming when it mixed with the scent of just Harry, probably a combination of shampoo, laundry detergent, and sweat. “Sugar’s right ‘ere,” he spoke just for you, lingering in the bubble your proximity had created. He couldn’t pull away and neither could you. But you had to. You nodded and took the box of sugar cubes, plopping a few in your tea. With that, Harry huffed an inaudible sigh and grabbed his coffee.
Happy witht the taste of your drink, Harry and you journeyed back to the couch where you been last night. Careful to set your phone in eyeline, you got comfortable, tucking your legs under you on the couch, leaning back and gazing at Harry. Comfortable silence fell between you, but again it was like the two of you were communicating in someway that didn’t require words. You noticed you were situated closer to Harry on the couch than you had been last night. Maybe you were less careful or maybe Harry had chosen to scoot closer to you as well. “So, I’ve been thinking, I know we like literally just met, but I’m just so in awe of how well we get along, Harry. Honestly, when I was little I was a huge fan and when you said you wanted to meet to discuss my work I was on a new level of existence, seriously,” you stated, “Hey! Don’t laugh, I’m being for real,” you feigned hurt when Harry giggled from your word choice. “Anyways,” you emphasized and playfully gave a pointed look towards Harry’s shaking body.  “You’re like image in my head that I never thought was attainable and now...feels like we’ve been friends for ages,” you finish softly. You weren’t exactly sure why you were sharing this thought with Harry, but the moment in the kitchen had set your heart beating. You had to say something to try and explain how you were feeling. Harry had grown silent again as you had pressed forward. His brows had slightly furrowed as he had watched you speak. You sensed you’d messed everything up, you believed the silence was a sign of your overstep. You both seemed always to be on the same page and now you’d jumped chapters and Harry was still behind. Learning a spoiler can always be upsetting, sometimes even ruinous.
Shit, you thought. “Am I right? I- I could be wrong” you rushed to add, hoping to salvage any work relationship possible after crashing and burning so hard with this presumptuous statement. “No, no, I got you, don’t worry...I got you” his eyes outshown his smiling lips, but, nonetheless, he reassured you. He reached out and cradled your exposed shoulder, his thumb brushing up and down. “I feel it too…s’a bit weird, innit?” Harry kept smiling and you had to smile too. His lips were perfect, you noticed, shape and color. Every feature of him was like that, perfect shape, perfect composition. In your heart, you felt the words of a song beginning to piece itself together just from his face. You wanted to explore its every nook and cranny, the slope of his nose, the peaks of his cheeks, the sleek lines of his jaw, the depressions under his eyes, all of it. You didn’t want to leave a single piece of flesh untouched. It stayed silent and you noticed Harry had leaned in to hold your shoulder and you shifted comfortably towards him in return. And you were about to reach out and touch want you wanted so badly, your faces closer than ever before, when a doorbell rang throughout the home.
Harry twitched his hand away from your shoulder and pulled back from your face exploration activity, throwing his head back on his neck in some sort of disappointment. You were in disbelief, pulled from the trance that was Harry’s beautiful skin, ‘I didn’t know there was even a fucking doorbell here’. “‘S one momen’,” Harry grumbled, running through the house to the front door. You took a deep breath, trying to cool yourself off from what you were pretty sure was just about to happen. You grabbed your mug and took a sip. You strained your ear to hear anything at the front door, but it was all completely muffled, but the conversation seemed to be coming to an end after a couple minutes. You looked inquisitively at Harry when he returned, he waved you off. “Unimportant...what were we doing?” Harry said as he regained his position beside you. “You were about to kiss me,” you replied, taking the arm underneath your resting head and grabbing at his hand. You intertwined your hands as you had last night, when you first noticed that Harry was being vulnerable with you and getting to actually know you. Harry was caught off guard at your forwardness in the moment, but melted at the sight of this confident and caring woman in front of him. You had been so true to yourself on your album he realized after your first conversation last night. You were beautiful inside and out. He looked down at your hand in his, “No rings today…” “I forgot them...had to get over here.” “Were you excited t’see me again?” Harry questioned somewhat out of the blue. “Of course. What about when I showed up at your doorstep?” It was fine Harry hadn’t really addressed your kiss comment, you were so comfortable with him, it didn’t bother you. “I’d ‘ave thrown anyone else out after they’d found their phone if they’d been the one t’wake me up this morning.” He raised his free hand up to your hair now and ran it through until he cupped your ear, then he ran his hand down your jaw and up onto your cheek, his hand cradling your delicate face. “Can I?” He looked into your eyes intently.You bit your lip and leaned forward into Harry. Your lips connected and the kiss was so tender and filled with mutual respect and care, passion just below that surface of soft kindheartedness. Your plush lips pushed against Harry’s and the two of you moved in unison. Soft touches and faint whispers.
The chaste kiss began to turn when you pushed Harry further into the couch and crawled into his lap, your legs seated on either side of his sweatpant clad leg. One of your hands held his jaw in a strong yet loving grasp, while the other was tangled in his hair massaging his scalp. You arched your back as Harry ran his fingers down the back of your spine to land on the side of your hip, his other hand on your neck. His tongue pushed into your open mouth and you made a noise of appreciation and your tongues danced in each other’s mouths. His touch was liquid fire on your skin, seemingly harmless yet burning you everywhere he felt. His hands traveled to the bottom of your ass, slowly sliding over its entirety and squeezing at the bottom. You squealed and Harry grinned, “Easy.” You couldn’t help it, your clothed core was pressed against his toned thigh, his hands were on your ass pushing you down and to top it all off, he was an amazing kisser. He kissed your lips one more time before moving to the corner of them, then your jaw, and finally your neck. He left open mouth kisses on your neck, soft and tender. He was slowing down, taking more time to run his tongue over your neck, massaging it in a way. This was just as amazing as the rougher makeout session that had just occurred. You resumed massaging his scalp and brushing through his curls. Then, you ran your hands down to his broad shoulds beneath his sweatshirt. You drew patterns over his skin and he hummed. “Mm I’like tha,” he whispered into your skin and looked up at you.
You both wore matching smiles, basking in the warmth the two of you had just created. You dropped your head into the crook of Harry’s collarbone beneath his neck, “We should do that again.” “We should definitely do that again, Y/N,” Harry responded emphatically, giving your bum a final squeeze before moving his hands to encircle your waist. You two sat there silently for awhile and then changed to a better cuddling position where you could both still drink from your mugs. You discussed your upcoming schedule, press, time off, and upcoming tour dates. Harry would be in town for a couple more weeks, but was going back to London afterwards. “You should come visit me when you’re on break before tour. We can go out and do somethin’. Tha’d be fun.” You agreed that it sounded fun and that you two should schedule something when it was closer. Harry was largely free during the time that you were on tour. “I dont wan’t to be presumptuous, but… if you wanted, you could come visit me while I’m on tour, we could explore when I’m on my Europe leg?” you said hesitantly. It was Harry’s turn to agree, “Sounds like a great idea, love,” he ran his fingertips up and down your arm idly. You continued to plan the future, nothing had to be defined, it was clear the two of you loved to spend time together, everything just seemed to flow when you were together. Everyone and everything else could fade into the background, as long as you had each other, you were pretty sure you’d be alright.
“Thank you,” you said quietly, breaking some silence that had settled over your cuddled figures. “What for?” Harry looked down at you in his arms. “For getting me,” you smiled for the thousandth time that day. You were sure you’d grow extra smile lines if you continued seeing Harry so constantly like this. Harry returned it and pressed a soft kiss to the top of your head, “I got you.”
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Pt.3 🥺
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urujiako · 3 years
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things to be thankful for: 2 sept edition :o)
today i did so many things that were pretty self-healing!!! im so in love with today's vibe ahh
- woke up in the morning REALLY EARLY but still got to school late... but managed to get there in time!!! ahh thankful for that <3
- hehe we ended school early today bc of teachers day! i made some handmade gifts (clay necklaces) and my literature class bought our teacher mcdonalds for breakfast!!! she was so happy and it was def worth it
- plus we took our first official class pic (lit class!!!) after two years!! and we ended up doing a selfie as well ssahsjgjsf
- my best friend (MY CHILD. /J) played the electric guitar for the whole school today, i'm so proud of them... he only learnt the guitar for 2 weeks!!! how crazy is that!
- my mom and i went back down to church to set up for sunday! we restarted physical services last sunday so we're slowly getting back into the swing of things! i served as an usher last week and got to see so many cute lil children hehe
- it was so hot this afternoon that we treated ourselves to ice cream and fries in the mcdonalds parking lot 😭😭😭 it was so good though
- OH YEAH we had the best soondubu-jjigae for dinner!!! it was so good ahh
- and i watched a video about being the main character in your life and another about english boys trying the korean fire noodles challenge XD
altogether: a good day!!! so many things to be thankful for :o) how was your day!
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hematomes · 2 years
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*sips tea loudly* *my hands are shaking*
ced..... ... . the kiwi,,, fur? you ate. kiwi fur?.
the fact that i do not feel nearly as much disgust as i should must show how far gone i am for you huh. n e ways.
YOU are calling ME a deity? you, the sun incarnate? you, the personification of an early summer morning? you, a painting of cotton candy clouds on the backdrop of a sunset in June? i said i write poetry and i. haven't written anything in Months but i might just write a poem about you.
the wind outside is picking up and i think i heard a neighbor curse as they locked the window. my heart right now is a thunderstorm. i will have to tell my mother i fell for a (kiwi fur eating) sun god.
alright, dramatic reverie aside, i hope you get to see your mom soon<3 im glad your relationship with her is so good, I think I know where you got your sweetness from. you're so just so cute and lovable! you'll feel better soon im sure<3
sweet angel ced is nice but feral bad boy ced could be a concept too🤔
ahh tbh i hadn't even considered the whole end-of-the-year thing. I keep forgetting it's december</3 strength to the both of us! we'll tough it all out💪🏽 especially since you sent me your good vibes, im sure it'll all turn out alright<3
the character big 3 is gonna take some time though! i have some Thoughts but im already too busy ignoring doing hw so,, we'll see
ah, my tea is finished. and the rain calmed down. if you just say the word, i bet we'll have clear weather next morning.
~soup
listen i have a dark past ok i. yeah
thanks for accepting me anyway
nghfrrnzkd sorry if my answer's not rly thorough im kind of using it to stop feeling like shit for a sec bc you do save the day every time <3 however st o p and accept the fact that you look ethereal smh
bad boy ced im crying this is both amazing and extremely cursed ngl
hope the hw is going well!!! praying we do get some clear weather bc im tired of standing in the rain like a heartbroken second lead character
ps. may i be a usual attention whore and request a hug
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tomspancakes · 4 years
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This Way: Part 2
Pairing: Tom Holland x Actress! reader
Word Count: 3.9k
Warnings: none
Summary: Yours and Tom’s past come in bringing a bit of tension.
Part 1
A/N: AHH I’m so glad people liked part 1! I don’t have a set schedule for posting bc I still have school atm, but I’m gonna try to stay consistent, cause writing this is so fun :))) If you have any suggestions of improvement for my writing or if you’re enjoying this please lmk! If you want to be added to the tag list don’t hesitate to ask! Enjoy Part 2 <3
“Harry, oh my god that was so awkward. I hated that, it will replay in my head for the next week.” You groaned flopping on his bed. “I am a bad bitch I’m fine, I’m fine” you reminded yourself.
He laughed at you and sat next to you, “You are a bad bitch. And yes that was painfully awkward, I’m so sorry.”
“Thanks for pulling me away though. Not gonna lie, I felt like Allana was plotting something in her head when she saw me. Did you get any vibe that she didn’t seem happy?” You asked, nervous.
“Eh wouldn’t be surprised if she wasn’t happy, she bosses Tom around. She tried to use me as her photographer once, but I was busy and couldn’t, but she somehow made Tom clear my schedule so that I could take pictures of her. I do not trust her in all honesty, so her plotting something wouldn’t be new..” You gasped at the story. 
“Dang I will not get in her way then…” Harry laughed and asked, “What do you feel like eating tonight, love?” 
“Uhmmm, oh I haven’t had nandos since the last time I was here.” You said and he nodded.
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After the Nandos was dropped off at the house you all gathered around the table. 
“I think I can make food like Nandos.” Harrison said and everyone started laughing, “Hey I seriously think I can. Just watch.” 
“I think you can too, Harrison, I’ll be your sous chef if you want.” He smiled at your encouragement and stuck his tongue out at everyone else and Allana rolled her eyes. Oof. “Tommy, do you have spinach? I have a photoshoot tomorrow because one of the models cancelled. I can’t eat the side dishes. I’ll make myself a salad or something.” Allana said.
Harry scoffed and joked, “We don’t have rabbit food here, love.” Tuwaine and Harrison laughed, but you felt bad they were ganging up on her.
“Hey don’t make fun of her. It’s harder for us girls to stay fit whereas you boys can eat like shit and still be fit.” You said to the boys and Allana looked at you a bit surprised and pleased, “Allana, I think I saw some lettuce in the fridge. I can go grab it for you and a bowl. Gotta start getting used to the things around here anyway.” You smiled at her. 
Her expression went back to being unimpressed, “Uhm no thanks. I’ll just go eat at home, I have to leave in a bit anyway.”  She said and pushed the utensils away. 
“Darling, you need to eat a little something, you haven’t eaten one thing since you’ve gotten here.” Tom said. Your heart clenched a bit when he called her darling. 
“Tommy, god, I said I’d eat later. Don’t you ever listen?” She said everyone stared in silence until Harrison broke it, “Someone’s a little hangry…” 
“Harrison shut up!” Tom said snapping his head toward Haz.
Allana was turning red, “That’s it! I’m tired of your friends treating me like this. I’m leaving, Tommy, will you come with me?” Tom got up and glared at Harrison as he helped Allana out. 
“As if she doesn’t treat us badly.” Tuwaine said, rolling his eyes, Harry and Harrison nodding in response.
“Ok, but I still felt bad for her. That was a little uncalled for guys.” You said continuing to eat. 
“Y/n, she literally shot you down when you were trying to be helpful.” Harrison stated.
“Ok true, but I didn’t mind, she seemed to mind when you all ganged up on her.” The boys nodded.
“Not even 3 hours here and you’re already being our mother.” Harry said laughing.
“Oh shut up, you boys love me. I’m just using the bad bitch energy Harry gave me earlier.” You all laughed.
After dinner you and the boys watched funny videos on Harry’s laptop and then headed your separate ways to go to sleep. You did your night routine and pulled on pj shorts and tank top since the boys put the heater on. 
You stirred in bed trying to sleep, but the jet lag got the best of you and you decided to put your clothes in the drawers and closet. Before starting to clean you decided to grab a snack and water.
While waiting for the popcorn to finish popping in the microwave you heard the front door unlock and a tired looking Tom walked in. 
“Tom? Oh my god why’re you getting home now it’s 2 am, you should’ve stayed with Allana. It’s so late!” 
“Oh, y/n? And we were talking then she kicked me out, something about being alone in bed is better for her aura the night before a photoshoot. Why’re you up?” Tom stammered and you scoffed at the story.
“Jet lag. I decided to organize my room, but also wanted a snack.” He nodded sitting in front of you at the counter, “Why don’t you go to sleep now you look like shit.” You joked. He put his hand over his heart pretending to be hurt.
“Tsss ouch, y/n, but I kinda wanted to talk to you. You know, catch up.” He said looking at you with his head resting on his hand now. Your heart sped up and sighed trying to stay calm.
“Alright, what do you wanna know?” You pulled the popcorn out of the microwave and set it between you and Tom. He started eating with you.
“How’re you and Mr. Gavin Leatherwood?” His question surprised you because one; that was a very straightforward question and two; you never confirmed anything/ went public with Gavin except for paps photos of you two holding hands and only Zendaya, your family, and Harry knew and swore not to tell Tom. 
“Uhm we mutually broke up two weeks ago...” You said looking up at Tom fiddling with your fingers. Tom’s eyes widened a bit and he tried to hide his joy, 
“Oh I’m sorry about that y/n.” he said genuinely, “I always thought there was something off about him.” You rolled your eyes getting annoyed thinking back to the past,
“Tom nothing was wrong with him. Like I said it was a mutual break up. He’s a sweet guy, you just never gave him a chance.” You rolled your eyes. He put his arms up in defense,
“Sorry, love, chill. I was trying to make you feel better by implying you deserved better.” You scoffed knowing he was only being half truthful. 
“Mhm sure, we both know that you just hated him.” Tom looked at the bowl of popcorn in defeat. 
“Thanks for sticking up for Allana by the way. I know she doesn’t seem like the nicest person at first, but when you get to know her she’s a sweetheart.”
“Oh ya I bet.” You joked.
“What? ‘Not gonna give her a chance’, love?” He mocked your American accent  and put air quotes in when he said that. You gave him a displeased look,
“Really, Tom? Really? Are seriously going to say that to me when you never stood up for Gavin and was actually the meanest to him?” 
“Oh my god,” he groaned, “it was a joke, love. I see you still get butt hurt easily.” He said putting his head in his hands. That was it,
“Ok good catching up with you Tom. Good night, asshole.” You took the popcorn and water to your room. 
Tom sat there with his eyes never leaving your beautiful figure. He groaned, beating himself up mentally for fucking things up and for checking you out.
-
You woke up around 7 a.m. groaning because jet lag got to you really bad. You changed into leggings and a crop top ready to go on a light jog knowing you wouldn’t go back to sleep. 
When you walked down you saw that Tom fell asleep on the couch. Your heart melted at the sight, but you tried to ignore how cute and cuddly he looked. You were about to walk out, but gave in and decided to put a blanket over Tom. 
“Oh mornin’ y/n, you’re up early,” You heard Harrison as he walked down in shorts and a tshit-shirt, “Going on a run too?” 
“Yup, light one though. I’ve got a lot of work to do today.” You said putting your hair up in a ponytail.
“Sick, I’ll run with you for a bit then.” You smiled and waited outside for him.
When you started running it was a little silent until he spoke, “So did you put that blanket over Tom?” 
“Maybe” you chuckled a bit, it was quiet again.
“Fuck it I’m just gonna say it,” you raised your eyebrow at him, “I shouldn’t be saying thihs, but he hasn’t gotten over you. I think Allana is here just to keep him on his toes. And plus he-” 
“Sorry, Harrison, can we not talk about this now? I’m still trying to forget about my past with him since I’m living in his house and all.” You said breathing hard.
“You know you don’t have to do that. As his best friend I know he’d hate for you to pretend like nothing ever happened between you two.” 
“Alright then, but if something bad happens because of past events I’m blaming you.” You said jokingly and Harrison laughed, “So what are all the things you need to catch me up on, I’ll let you talk now, I already can’t breathe.” Harrison laughed and started updating you on everything.
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“Wait are you serious? That sounds terrible.” You said, Harrison was telling you how he face planted when he was trying to impress a girl. 
“Oh my god it was so embarrassing, she was so quiet when she helped me up and took her number out of my phone!” You started dying of laughter. 
“I’m so sorry that’s so sad. I can’t help, but to laugh though. She’s missing out though you’re a good looking guy.” He turned red with embarrassment. 
“Aw thanks y/n. Also I can’t believe you ended up running the whole time with me.” You shrugged like it was nothing, but your legs were actually aching. You two stepped into the house to the smell of bacon. 
“Oh hell yeah... wait is that Tom cooking?” Harrison asked, very surprised. 
“Yes, I can cook you div.” Tom said. 
You noticed he changed into sweats and he was shirtless. 
“Bro the last time you cooked was when-”
Tom turned surprised to see you up, you stared at him a bit too long. He cut Haz off before he can spill anymore beans,
“Morning, love, like what you see?” You scoffed,
“Actually no, just waiting for you to burn your nipples or something since your frying bacon without a shirt.” You went to pour a glass of water and as if on cue Tom yelped in pain.
“Fuck, I burned myself.” Tom hissed and you were gonna laugh at him until you saw his side. 
“Oh my god Tom! What the hell how’d you manage to burn your side?” You rushed to his side with an ice pack in a dish towel.
“Haha Tom I thought you said you could cook!” Harrison said dying of laughter.
“Harrison can you go get toothpaste?”
“What the fuck toothpaste?” Harrison and Tom asked at the same time.
“Yes, trust me.” With that Harrison scurried off to get toothpaste.
“Told you being shirtless was a bad idea.” You scolded him.
“You liked it though, don’t deny it,” you pressed the ice pack to his side and he winced, “ouch, love, I was joking.” You giggled a bit at his reaction, 
“How hard is it to find toothpaste? Harrison where are you?” You yelled. You looked back at Tom, seemed like something was on his mind.
“You uh look good, y/n.” He stammered, your face heating up more and your heartbeat quickening,
“Tom don’t.”
“What I can’t say my friend looks good? You told Harrison he’s good looking.” You raised your brow. Was he jealous? How the hell did he hear that from inside?
“You’re something else, Holland. Plus you have a girlfriend, don’t think she’d like to hear you say that. Especially when I’m your ex.” For some reason it pained both of you when you said that.
You sat across from him still waiting for Harrison. Tom nudged your foot with his and said, “Y/n, I wanted to say I was sorry about last night. I was tired and being a complete div.” 
You looked up at him, “It’s alright, sorry for overreacting and walking out.”
“No no you had every right to.” He sighed and was about to continue, but Haz ran in,
“I got the toothpaste!” Harrison said breathless.
“Why the hell did you take so long?” You asked as Harrison handed you the tube and winked at Tom, he rolled his eyes then face palmed.
“Oh my god, Harrison.” Tom groaned. You caught on real quick, Harrison was giving you two alone time. 
“You’re not slick at all Osterfield, you literally suck.” You said as he laughed.
You removed the ice pack from Tom’s side, “Alright, Tom, this is gonna sting a bit.” You warned and spread the paste on his burn he groaned in pain.
“Whoa, Harry cover your innocent eyes!” Tuwaine exclaimed covering his face when he and Harry walked in. 
“Really guys having sex in the kitchen?” Harry said. 
“Oh shut up you dickheads. I burnt myself and y/n is helping me out.” Tom said, still moaning.
“Tom you’re such a baby. Harry we’re no longer best friends anymore.” You stated. Harry laughed as you rolled your eyes. 
“Harrison here to save the day with better bacon than Tom’s bacon!” Harrison sang. Tom slapped Harrison’s leg. You laughed excited for how the next few months would turn out because of how eventful this morning already was.
-
After a very crazy morning and a facetime meeting with your manager you had to go to the table read for the movie you were shooting. Your phone began to ring, it was Harry. 
“Hello?” 
“Hey, y/n, I’m really sorry Sam and I are still filming right now. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to pick you up in time to drop you off at your table read. Can you have one of the boys at home take you?” You began to stress a bit, but you knew that Harry was working on something really important to him.
“Yes of course. Let me know how filming goes later!”
“Thanks so much for understanding. I’ll tell you everything when I pick you up for dinner with my family! Bye, love.” You said goodbye and hung up, also completely forgetting about dinner with the Hollands tonight. 
You walked to Harrison’s room and asked, “Hey are you gonna be busy in like the next hour or so?” 
“Sorry, y/n, I’m about to meet up with some friends for lunch. What’d you need?” He asked frantically pacing looking for something. 
“Oh, Harry can’t take me to my tableread anymore, I need a ride.”
“Hmm, oh found it!” Harrison pulled out a watch from his drawer, “Well Tuwaine is leaving with me, so I’m afraid your only options are Tom or the tube.” 
“Really Harrison?” you groaned and he put his hands up in defense, “Ok have fun at lunch.”
You walked over to Tom’s room to see it empty, “He’s outside!” Tuwaine yelled from across Tom’s room. You thanked him and rushed outside to see Tom still shirtless. He was doing push-ups and the toothpaste looked glittery on his right side in the sunlight. His triceps and biceps enlarged every time he pushed his body up.
“You just can’t keep your eyes off me can you, y/n?” He said grunting while finishing his last few reps. You were at a loss for words because he did look really hot at the moment. You blushed and fumbled with your words,
“Oh uh sorry,” He turned and smirked at you, “I need another favor, Harry can’t take me to the tableread and Harrison and Tuwaine are going out for lunch.” He began walking closer to you making your heart skip a beat. What the hell was he doing? “I uh would take myself, but I’ve never driven here before and-” He was inches away from you he reached out and grabbed your shoulder chuckling,
“Alright alright, shut up I’ll take you.” You stared into each other's eyes not breaking eye contact and he reached over to slide the door open wider and he walked past you. You let out a breath you didn’t realize you were holding and rolled your eyes, you can’t let him get to you, he has a girlfriend! “We need to go in 45 minutes, thanks, Tom!” you yelled and he held a thumbs up.
-
“Z, I swear I cannot live in this house. Tom is acting like he’s some fuck boy and I swear he really is trying to pull something and he has a girlfriend! Did you know that?” You were rambling
“Uhmmm maybe…” She said awkwardly.
“Z! What the hell? Both you and Harry didn’t tell me.”
“What? Didn't think you’d care, cause you’re a ‘badddd bitchhh’.” You laughed at her mocking you.
“Fine, you and Harry said the exact same thing, weird… anyways what the hell do I do?” You said with your phone between your shoulder and your ear as you looked through your closet for something decent to wear at the Holland house. 
“Well, I think you should just focus on what you're doing right now and focus on your growth. Sis, you just broke up with someone, be free for now. It’s time to focus on you and your work.” Zendaya was right, you needed some time to self evaluate and grow, “But also maybe look super hot tonight at the dinner, you know, take his breath away.” She started laughing.
“Z, no! You just said not to worry about boys and he has a girlfriend…”
“But…” she said, waiting for you to carry on.
“But… ok I’ll dress cute, it’s always fun doing that.” You both laughed and she told you what to wear.
“Ok I’m gonna get ready for the tableread, I’ll text you. Love ya!” You said and she said it back and you guys hung up.
“Y/n can we actually leave in 5 minutes? I want to grab lunch, my treat!” Tom said from down the hall.
“Yeah sure.” You grabbed your purse and a bag with extra clothes. You walked out and ran into Tom with a thump he held your shoulders keeping you steady.
“Oops sorry, love. Was just going to tell you to not forget there’s dinner with my family tonight.”
“Yep, got the extra clothes in here.” You said holding up the bag to show him, he smiled and took his hands off your shoulders to take the bag from you and put it over his shoulder, “I could’ve carried it but thanks, bud.” You patted his shoulder and walked off. Tom’s heart dropped when you called him, “bud.”
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Tom pulled up to a small cafe that seemed oddly familiar. As soon as he opened the door for you you remembered.
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Tom brought back a tray with two burgers, fries, and waters. 
“This place has the best burgers in town. Closest thing we have to in-n-out burgers.” he said handing you the second tray. You told Tom you were starting to feel homesick and said he might know how to cheer you up. You smiled taking a huge bite into the burger, Tom looked at you waiting for your reaction, 
“Oh my god. Absolutely amazing!” Your eyes lit up and Tom’s heart jolted at the joy on your face. He continued to watch you eat the burger that was somewhat making you less homesick, “Hey, Holland, it’s rude to stare. Eat your burger before I eat it.” You joked and he laughed while taking a bite. His heart began to race as he debated whether or not he should tell you how he feels, then he thought ‘fuck it’.
“Y/n, darling?” You hummed in response.
Here goes nothing, “I like you, y/n. I have for a while now.”
~
Your thoughts went back to what Zendaya was saying, “don’t worry about boys right now.” You took a deep breath and moved up in the line with Tom. “Tom is that you?” Someone asked from behind the counter. 
“Oh, Ms. Sheila! It’s lovely seeing you again.” He said warmly and she came over to give him a hug.
“It’s been so long, and I see you’ve brought this lovely girl back. Is she your girlfriend now?” You widen your eyes and blush.
“Oh my uh no no. We’re just friends, Ms. Sheila.”
“Isn’t this the girl you confessed your feelings to, dear? Then you never came back after that, well only once and that was still ages ago.” 
“Oh, that was a while ago Ms. Sheila. Tom and I are just friends now.” You said before Tom. 
“Oh well that’s a shame you two would make a lovely couple. Anywho what can I get for you two today?” She asked as you followed her to her side of the counter.
“Two of the usuals please.” Tom asked. She nodded and brought the order out within 5 minutes. 
“Now, Tom, I hope you come back more often. Your brothers still come in every now and then.” Tom smiled and promised Ms. Sheila that he’d come back more. 
“How’d she know what your usual is if you haven’t been here in so long?” You asked as you both walked to a booth. 
“I’d come here to get breakfast with my family on Saturdays and would usually hang out here with my mates after school. This place is really special to me, I’ve made a lot of memories here.” He said picking at his fries, only making it more obvious what memory he was thinking about. You two ate in silence for a while not knowing what to say because of what went down the last time you were both here. 
“Alright, ready to go to set, love?” He asked, you nodded as you finished your last bit of the burger and he ate the last of your fries. You and Tom said goodbye to Ms. Sheila and said you’d come back again soon. 
“Thanks, Tom, I owe you big time.” You said looking at him with a smile.
“No problem, but what for?” He asked, glancing at you then back at the road.
“For the meal, taking me to set, and letting me stay at your lovely house.”
“Oh it’s no big deal. You helped me heal my burn,” he paused and cleared his throat, “Uhm b-besides, Harry literally begged me to let you stay, and I’ll be gone next week to film Uncharted. So I’ll uh be out of your hair” He joked and your heart dropped. Harry told you Tom is the one that suggested you stay at their house. Now you sat there confused about who to believe. Regardless you were definitely going to have a chat with Harry about all of this.
Tag list:  @averyfosterthoughts @thollandx @mrsjeffwittek @panicattheeverywherekid @racewife2004 @greatpizzascissorstaco @witchything @wheelertozier @runway-to-my-aid
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Okay so I love all of these groups like Pentagon's comeback was so beautiful but I lowkey want to see a Halloween version that would be cool. Also Kino in this hair I love it so pretty.Also Yan yan is back and he looks so happy and awkward like always. Hongseok is handsome as always. And the song gives me spring mixed with winter vibes more spring though back I am not complaining. Ateez omg that cover was awesome I loved it I have to say my favorite part was the cats at the end (sorry ateez cats are adorable) yeah but overall very cool. And the ponytails ahh I never knew I needed Seonghwa in a ponytail. For Seventeen I am a hard Wonwoo bias and I love him in this red hair it looks so good. Joshua in blond I- I really can't. Scoup's in the glasses so cute but like hot at the same time I love. And the ending was everything it just tied the whole vibe together overall beautiful. All of these groups comebacks or covers were what we needed. Sorry for the rant but the again you did ask for on so...but really this is long sorry...hehe, hope you liked mine...♡♡♡
I’m pretty sure PTG is doing a Halloween stage of Daisy today! On their insta this morning they posted a picture of everyone dressed up in costumes (they looked like vampires lol). Daisy is up there for one of my favorite PTG title tracks it’s probably #3 or #4 (Naughty Boy will forever be my favorite ptg song). I’m so glad Yanan is back, especially for Daisy because I think the song really suits his voice and I can’t imagine that song without him.  
OK THE BLACK CAT COVER! So I did not need to be attacked like that so early in the morning. I’m so glad Jongkook was in the video too I was gonna be a bit disappointed if he wasn’t in the video. Joong’s ponytail makes my heart happy but Hwa’s is something I had no idea I needed or wanted 🥵 Everyone looked so creepy and hella hot except Wooyoung who for whatever reason looked cute to me lmao
Okokokok Home;Run is so so so so so good ughhhh I love the stages where they’re in suits. They all look so good in suits. Joshua’s hair really got to me thoughhh That super platinum blond really works for him. Also Cheol in those glasses in the beginning of the mv makes me feel some type of way ughhhhh I love the whole mv’s vibe. The 20s theme is so great
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maaaaaatryoshka0325 · 5 years
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Tourniquet - Han Jisung Gang AU Part 3
(Part1) (Part2) (Part4) (Part5) (Part6) (Part7) (Part8)
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You never liked working early mornings, but you got to get out early and have the rest of the day to yourself to study. You cleaned the tables that you had that just left, when a familiar fluff of hair caught your eye.
“Jisung?” You asked.
He smiled at you when he saw you.
“Hey Y/N.” He said with the biggest grin.
“What are you doing here?” You asked.
“I’m hungry.” He pouted.
You smiled and rolled your eyes before having him follow you to a table before handing him a menu.
“None of the guys today again?” You asked.
“Changbin and Chan are meeting me here.” He said with a smile.
“Oh okay.” You said, grabbing two more menus.
You grabbed him his drink order then continued with your other tables. You heard the door open and watched Chan and Changbin walk through the doors. They both smiled and waved at you as they sat down. You grabbed their drink orders and gave them time to talk before taking their orders.
They were talking quietly, seeming to be important, and you wondered why. Usually they weren’t REALLY loud, but they weren’t that quiet either. When you brought over their food, they stopped talking and thanked you. You smiled at them, your eyes meeting Jisung’s as he gave you a big, goofy grin.
You grinned back before tending to your other tables. By the end of your shift, Jisung had left and you felt a little sad. You liked seeing him for some reason. His goofy smile always made you smile.
You walked out of your job, mind else where when you felt two arms grab you, You swung your elbow back and heard a grunt. When you turned around, Jisung was holding his jaw.
“OW!” He laughed.
‘Why would you just grab me like that?!” You yelled.
Chan and Changbin were cracking up as Jisung’s hand stayed on his jaw.
“I thought it’d be funny to scare you.” He pouted.
“Funny?! You almost gave me a heart attack!” You yelled, smacking his arm.
He laughed and grabbed your wrists.
“C’mon, you already got me back.” He laughed.
You rolled your eyes and pulled your arms away, your cheeks a light shade of pink.
“We told him not to do it, now I’m glad he did it.” Chan giggled.
“Yeah, that elbow to his jaw was HILARIOUS.” Changbin laughed.
“Shut up.” Jisung pouted.
You giggled and he smiled at you.
‘You got me good, I’ll give you that.” He said.
“I know, I can feel it in my funny bone.” You said, rubbing your elbow.
“Bet THAT wasn’t funny, now was it?” He asked with a smirk.
You pushed his chest and rolled your eyes, walking away. 
“Hey wait!” He called, laughing.
“Where are you going?” He asked.
“Home to study, why?” You asked.
“You wanna hangout and skip studying?” He asked, a devilish smirk on his face.
“Unlike you, I’m not a hoodlum and I care about my grades.” You said, rolling your eyes at him.
“Hey! I do care about my grades!” He huffed.
Changbin and Chan were laughing while walking with you both, until you turned around and looked at them.
“Mhmmmmm.” You hummed.
“Yah! I’m serious.” He laughed.
You walked the opposite way of your apartment and he tilted his head.
“Where are you going?” He asked.
“The library.” You said.
“You have your notes and stuff in your bag?” He asked.
You nodded and he smiled.
“I’ll quiz you to help you study if you’d like.” He offered.
“I have my notes in my bookbag, we can all study at the cafe down the street if you’d like?” Chan offered.
You nodded and Jisung beamed as you all headed to the cafe. When you got there, the four of you sat at a booth and you and Chan took your notes out and put them on the table. Jisung looked over at yours and smiled.
“Wow, your notes are so neat.” He said.
“They’re neat compared to yours, because yours are messy.” Changbin laughed.
Jisung pouted and his cheeks turned red at Changbin’s remark and you giggled.
“Are you implying that my notes are messy, but neat compared to Jisung’s?” You asked.
“Wait, what? No-” Changbin struggled.
“Really? Cause that’s what it sounded like.” You said, faking a hurt expression
Jisung and Chan caught on to your charade and played along.
“Awe Hyung, you hurt her feelings. Now you have to apologize.” Jisung said, looking at Changbin.
“Yeah, it’s terrible to insult a girl and make her upset on top of it.” Chan joined in.
You covered your face and pretended to be upset and Changbin panicked.
“Oh, no, Y/N I’m sorry, I-” He stopped when he heard you giggle.
“Man, and I thought Jisung looked gullible.” You laughed.
“Yah!” Jisung gasped.
You and Chan laughed as you continued to get your notes out.
“When’s your next test?” You asked.
“In two days, we won’t have a full schedule when tests go on.” Chan said.
“Oh, same here.” You said.
You went over your notes and was quite surprised to see Jisung focusing on the notes Chan gave him to study. Your eyes glanced over to him. His flawless, honey skin shone as the setting sun casted a beautiful glow over his features. His large eyes scanned the paper and you couldn’t help but smile as you looked back down at your own notes.
“What’s so funny?” He asked.
“What?” You asked.
“I saw you smile at me.” He pointed out.
“Oh, nothing. It’s funny seeing you concentrate like that.” You giggled.
“How is it funny?” He asked, tilting his head.
“You just never seem like you can sit still, so seeing you focus like that is pretty interesting.” You said.
“He never shuts up, usually.” Changbin said.
Jisung threw his pencil at Changbin and it bounced off his nose. His eyes narrowed and Jisung’s narrowed back as you giggled.
“You two are funny.” You laughed.
They both laughed as Changbin handed Jisung his pencil back.
“Do you two bicker a lot?” You asked.
“All the time,” Chan huffed, rolling his eyes. “Not as bad as Jisung and Hyunjin though.” 
“Really?” You asked.
‘Hyunjin and I didn’t like each other at first.” Jisung said.
“Why not?” You asked.
“U-Uh, family complications.” He said.
Chan and Changbin both looked a little awkward, before Changbin got up and stretched.
“I could use a coffee, how about you guys?” He asked.
You all agreed and he offered to pay for the coffees. According to Jisung, his family is filthy rich, so to always take something if he offers. 
Changbin came back with the drinks and you gave him a polite bow.
“Thank you Changbin.” You said with a bright smile.
“No problem.” He said, flashing you a grin.
“Have you guys been friends for awhile?” You asked, trying to keep a conversation going.
“We grew up together.” Chan said, smiling.
“Ahh, that’s cool that you guys have the same interest and go to the same school.” You said.
They all nodded before Changbin, again, changed the subject.
“Wanna hear about the time Jisung broke his arm trying to impress a girl?” He asked, an evil smirk on his face.
“Hyung!” Jisung groaned.
“Heck yeah I do!” You giggled.
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“No way! He really did that?” You asked, laughing.
Changbin had gone over just about every embarrassing  story that Jisung’s life had to offer. He sat beside you, pouting, his cheeks a slight shade of pink.
“Okay okay Hyung, she gets it, I’m an idiot.” He pouted.
“You’re not an idiot, you’re funny.” You giggled.
“You think I’m funny?” He asked, his eyes brightening.
“Great, now his head is gonna get even bigger.” Changbin groaned.
Chan, who had been laughing the whole time, patted Changbin’s shoulder.
“Let him have a moment. You just told Y/N every embarrassing thing he’s ever done.” Chan laughed.
“Speaking of EMBARRASSING, wanna hear about when Minho and I took Changbin’s clothes out of his locker in high school and he had to run around the school holding his junk?” Jisung asked, mischief in his eyes.
“YES!”
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After your study session, the three decided to walk you home. Changbin was still pretty salty about Jisung outting him for running around the school butt naked, but you couldn’t help but admire how close they were. Their little rivalry seemed to be light hearted.
“So, what made you want to work at a maid cafe?” Jisung asked.
“The owner saw me walking around one day and said I was really cute and I’d fit in with the maid cafe vibe, so I started working there.” You said.
“Well, she wasn’t wrong.” Jisung said.
“What?” You asked.
“Nothing.” He laughed.
“That was a failed attempt to call her cute.” Changbin pointed out.
Jisung punched Changbin’s shoulder, his cheeks bright red. Changbin laughed as he noticed your cheeks were red too. Chan separated them as you approached your apartment. Jisung turned to you and smiled.
“We should hangout again.” He said.
“Definitely.” You said with a smile.
“Maybe after finals?” He asked, his eyes hopeful.
“That sounds fun.” You giggled.
He smiled and you all waved goodbye. You watched them walk off, Changbin and Jisung giving each other playful shoves.
You honestly liked spending time with them, as you didn’t have many friends and they were fun to be around. You heard your phone go off and you checked it.
Jisung: We all got home safe, good luck with your tests.
You: Good, and same to you guys. :)
Jisung: Thank you, goodnight.
You: Goodnight 
You smiled as you washed your face then snuggled into bed, feeling relaxed despite the fact that you have testing anxiety. For some reason, you felt confident.
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raytoro · 4 years
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YELLOW!!
yellow: 
if you could have any view from your bedroom window what would you choose? 
there’s nothing i love more than a city skyline ;_; i just love those nighttime cityscape vibes ya know 
what’s your favorite thing to do on a sunny day? 
i- i dont usually have the time to go outside LFMAOO but if i did and it was a sunny day, i would probably go eat in a cafe outside with a friend and chat about life. after that i’ll probably get some studying done or read some poetry at a nearby park like lying down on the grass. and to top it all off ill probs end the day with a outdoor vball match with some friends! 
what do you consider lucky? 
this is such an interesting question haha. hmmm, i dont rlly know tbh. i think many things are lucky like ya know being or not being born into privilege, whether or not a certain thing (to a certain extent) occurred, outcomes for things like the lottery etc etc. so yeah idk akjsdhlaka  
what made you smile today? 
my 80s city jpop playlist lol akjsadkjl i know this is an mcr blog but im also super into like...city pop like funky 80s pop (if anyone wants to listen here)
what makes you happy?
ahh ;____; i rlly wish i knew. im going to tag this post with depression triggers but normally for me i dont ever feel like “happy” on a prolonged regular basis. its more like small things make me happy for a split second and then i go back to being “neutral” i guess idk how else to describe it. but in the moments where i do feel that small bit of joy, its for the normally mundane things in life/routine. like early morning coffee makes me happy. opening the window and breathing in the night air at 2am makes me happy. when my favorite show gets another season. when my professor compliments an essay. like these small things!!
thank for the ask anon!! <3 i appreciate it
send me some colors!
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no-no-no-ahhhh · 4 years
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I'm having bad anxiety so I'm just going to answer these questions rn
Okay so when having anxiety I over think and I barely have any friends so I thought if using these questions to keep my mind off things and it kinda works it's also why some are long because I'm trying my best to think about other things then my stress. Maybe some of yall can try this if you want. Could help idk
Questions belong to @tr33-g1rl
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
Soda cans
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
I LOVE chocolate bro
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
Cotton candy because let's all be honest bubble gum doesn't even tast good so that just leaves texture and cotton candy dissolves abs you could always have normal gum
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
Some would say nice hard working smart and dyslexic but that's what they say not actually think
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
I've never really had the soda bottles but for now Ig soda cans because I feel like it keeps it fresher then the plastic and plastic is bad
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
Umm out of all these ig tomboy my style that I try to go for more rn is kinda like bille eyelash baddie style
7. earbuds or headphones?
Def earbuds cuz headphones if left on too long start hurting and squeezing my head
8. movies or tv shows?
TV shows 100% I cant consum media for long (my anxiety)so cartoons are the best for me because they're usually 11 minutes and light hearted
9. favorite smell in the summer?
Hmm this is good question in my head summer looks so good ahh but I've never really had a sent for it cuz the past few years I've been in my room but I love the sun oh and you know when your about to go in the pool and you can smell the Clorox mixed with the sun block and that smell just smells like a soft nice energy and there is this one tropical sent havent really smelt it in years I remember the one time I got to smell it was in middle school in the girls locker room so ig it was a perfume idk if it was really associated with summer or it was just tropical perfume my mom could spray on anytime of the year
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
Lol none I hated p.e I was also pretty tall at the time so people expected me to play but I just wanted to hide in the corner
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
Well I don't really like breakfast that much I think food in the morning makes me nauseous but I have to eat it cuz I can't eat school lunch food cuz that shit is nasty but breakfast school food is 😉 so I usually get banana bread and good ass duch chocolate milk
12. name of your favorite playlist?
Por Vida is one of my favorite albums if that counts
13. lanyard or key ring?
I hate things being around my neck so key ring
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
Mexican candy
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
The outsiders
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
Your butt relaxing ig and not hunched over idk how some people do their work not hunched over like how do you see what your working on
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
These white Adidas with 3 halo strips and tan boots
18. ideal weather?
To wear you can soak in the sun but not have it burn you right when you go outside and kinda breezy not a fan of the cold and whatever weather that isn't effected by global warming is the best
19. sleeping position?
I always try not to sleep on my back cuz then they say that the demons come for you
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
I have a lot of journals and books to write
21. obsession from childhood?
My little pet shops, barbies, fnaf, teen titans, monster high dolls, beanie babes, never brats or the ever after high dolls cuz I had a fear of big heads as a kid
22. role model?
Em their are not many people to look up to these days but Quenlin Blackwell is even though she struggles with depression and seasonal depression she still is a qween love her
23. strange habits?
24. favorite crystal?
Hmm maybe amethyst one of the only ones I have
25. first song you remember hearing?
No idea
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
Be in the sun
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
Not have the seasonal depression come for me
38. lemonade or tea?
Lemonade bro tea is kinda weak and for BrItish blocks , but today I did have a bunch of lemons and they got me sick cuz I dont have a healthy balanced diet if anybody knows simple healthy recipes that have little to no cooking pls share
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
I've never actually have had lemon pie but I have been thinking about making pie. I've had peacon pie and water burger apple pie and McDonald's apple pie and I think another fast food pie but I can't remember the flavor. I know the other flavor exist because my mom order a different pie flavor from me once and she said we can both try each others. Maybe it was lemon. I think lemon tast is quit forgettable thow idk I always put other things on my lemon and lemonade has all that sugar and speaking of Britain I think they carbonate their lemons . But I think I've only had lemon cake 2 times , so if the cake
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
School is lame and that's on period pooh
41. last person you texted?
Umm this girl I barely know and I'm going to leave it at that cuz this story makes me kinda sad and worried and I'm answering these questions to avoid that
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
Hmm good question , I think jacket because they are bigger and girl Jean's have the pockets different to make the booty look better and sometimes that leads to uncomfortable pockets and front pockets barely exit for girls and jackets sometimes have those secret pockets only you have assess too like the ones on the inside and jacket pockets are bigger
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
1. hoodies are good for when you dont have a bra on and they come with one BIG pocket and you dont need to worry about a shirt
2. Leather jackets are for cool kidz and carry a nice vibe and still thick enough to keep you warm , but you can't really get them wet I think so you can't wash em , but they can come with cool designs on the back but their better fitted on perfectly on a person and if you grow they just look odd on you then you have to buy another and that's not fun
3.Bomber jacket , it's a whole style but one I try to pull of but just cant do it well
4.Cardigans kinda umm not a fan but good if your wearing a dress that's shows your shoulders and you are insecure about that being shown. Remember when somewhere in the 2000s they told us that cardigans where so easy to put on and throw more into your outfit so people bought quit a few. I do
5.I feel like jeans jackets aren't warm enough maybe their more for the summer?
44. favorite scent for soap?
Hmm maybe something tropical or just those cool lavender ones that have oats that's cool I like oats in my soap
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
I hate sci-fi uhhhg and super hero kinda ties in with that so fantasy and when reading fan fic just sweet simple domestic fluff
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
Hmm not sure but the shirt has to be soft. I only experience soft shirts like that few times in my life
47. favorite type of cheese?
Mexican cheese and blue cheese uhg and mozzarella with that crust, yum🤤
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? Errrum maybe a watermelon cuz they are very hydrated. Oh and watermelon with the big black seeds is better then that soul less watermelon
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
None dawg I really need to find one but I do have a lot written down In a book
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
Omg my aunt had some funny looking ass dogs I couldn't stop laughing. One of her dogs hate me tho now
51. current stresses? I dont want to talk about it cuz I dont want to worry but I was crying for more then 6 hours probably 8 when I think about it and then today as well and it's so bad I'm not even going to school
52. favorite font? I like the one kali uchis uses in one of her albums I think it's called fairy tell or something
53. what is the current state of your hands?pretty dry cuz I wash them alot and kinda long nails cuz of genetics
54. what did you learn from your first job?
I havent had a first job
55. favorite fairy tale?
Hmmm something with the tooth fairy
56. favorite tradition?
Idk holidays cuz I get school off
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
Depression and I would say anxiety but no
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
I dont have any talents
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
Uuuuyg idk too stressed to really think that I dont even know what type of video game I would be in
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
nothing stressful maybe something calm like a farm anime, some light magic, pokemon things like that
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
I was never ment to live life like a sim - megan the stallion
62. seven characters you relate to?
Anybody with anxiety, kinda pearl from Steven universe, the nerdy part of dipper from gravity falls , Roman from sander sides if virgil too sense he has anxiety okay and that's all I can think of I think early I said I dont really watch media or stuff so yeah
63. five songs that would play in your club?
Gosolina kali uchis songs and bank account that's all I can think about rn
64. favorite website from your childhood?64. favorite website from your childhood?
Y8 brooo oh and there was Disney or Nickelodeon websites you know that show with the hands and they had the googly eyes they had a g as new for that loved it and for Disney they had zack and cody games on their website and it's not a website but the one thing on windows that would work without wifi you know and you could make cakes and give them faces and try matching the cards
65. any permanent scars?
One time a cat scratched me more the like 8 years ago and I can still faintly see the mark
66. favorite flower(s)?
The one that grows on the cactus
67. good luck charms?
I know a rabbits foot is one and 4 leaf clovers,and markipliers flannel. I sadly dont have any personal good luck charms
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
I don't want to talk about bad foods rn cut the cameras
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
idk I think I can vaguely remember every facts orgin that I know
70. left or right handed?
Basic right handed but my dad used to be left but then the school forced him to be right
71. least favorite pattern?
Anything 80s uhg that shit is disgusting and terrifying
72. worst subject?
Chemistry but I just got out of that so that's fun
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
People day hot cheetos and sour cream is odd but I like it . I would wat some rn but I think I got sick cuz of my poor diet so I'm not. Someone pls suggested simple easy foods for your girl who can cook
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
1 I am big baby
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
I dont know
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
Tater tots are good and fries
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
Idk no green thumb
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
Idk ig coffee
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
Jewel tones
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
Theirs a difference?
82. pc or console?
Console it's just simpler
83. writing or drawing?
Uhhheg ig drawing I'm bad at grammar
84. podcasts or talk radio?
Podcast, podcast are just more plans out then talk radio and talk radio is a morning thing and I'm not the biggest fan of mornings
85. fairy tales or mythology?
Fairy tales mythology kinda ruff ya know
86. cookies or cupcakes?
Cookies their just more sturdy and their is always normal cake
87. your greatest fear?
Tooo many things and I'm having an anxiety attack right now so like no
88. your greatest wish?
Well it's cute and all idk to live peacefully is one part the other parts a secret for now
X.o.x.o gossip girl ya know ya love me
89. who would you put before everyone else?
Umm maybe myself Idk
90. luckiest mistake?
One time my mom ordered a foam sord for my brother and a real one came. It was some anime sword
91. boxes or bags?
Bags cuz they look cute and you can take em every where with you. Disposable I would have to say boxes tho because its less damaging to the environment
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
Sunlight is so warm and it fills something inside of me makes me feel cozy
Lamps are great for when sleeping and your scared of the dark
Fairy lights are cute but are they neccessary
Overhead lights are good for when you just need light in your life
Am I the only one who gets sad and sometimes cant clean if it's dark in the house?
94. favorite season?
Summer I think. I know it's harder for me to function in the winter cuz depression but then summer is anxiety sometimes ya know
95. favorite app on your phone?
Littetly no idea I don't really love/like the things on my phone if their more distractions or time wasters but I do love how I can search up useful things on YouTube to try to calm down my anxiety and I was definitely not a fan of tumblr at all but I kind have made it my safe place a bit
96. desktop background?
Well the computers my dad's so it has deadpool on i
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
Barely 2 ,I am kinda a dummy sorry unggv
98. favorite historical era?
Well idk heehaww cowboys?
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