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inkskinned · 1 year

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it's been said before and i'm sure said better than i can phrase it. but really, really - if you like making "i'm going to kill myself" jokes, please try switching to being ironically conceited instead.

anytime something goes wrong, say things like "ah well at least i'm beautiful and charming and everyone loves me." when you forget something, try "my big huge brain is so smart and thinking about too many other very big wizardly thoughts you wouldn't even understand." when you're frustrated by one of your symptoms, start talking like you're in My Immortal. "Life has come for me but my eyes are beautiful pools of gorgeous fire and my hair is amazing. I stuck my middle finger up at life and told it to fuck off and it did."

just... try it for a month or two. try saying the most absurdly self-congratulatory shit you can think of.

i know it's tempting to make suicide or self-harm jokes. and for me at least, a decade ago (!) when someone suggested i stop making those kinds of jokes, i was kind of at a loss for what to replace them with. i wanted to make light of these moments, but genuinely (at the time) my first thought really was suicidal ideation. there was a part of me that even felt like ... i was kind of "making light" of that voice. that if i could say i want to die lol, it would help take the sting out of that genuine (albeit passive) desire. like i could turn my illness into a joke.

when i started complimenting myself instead, it felt awkward and stupid. it felt really, really ironic. what i was actually saying was nobody would ever think this stuff about me, that's what makes it so fucking funny.

but. the effect was immediate. first thing i noticed was the people around me. when i dropped a glass and said ah my skin is too beautiful and sleek the glass has swooned and broken for me, other people were suddenly overjoyed to jump in with the joke. rather than making an awkward moment, we'd both start cracking up. ah princess sleek hands, i've heard of you.

i was 19. i hadn't noticed i'd been making others tense when i said i want it all to end. i know now that it's incredibly hard to know how to walk that moment - do you talk to them about your concern? do you potentially make them uncomfortable by asking if they're okay? do you ignore the situation? do you help them pick up the glass, or do they need to do it by themselves? are they genuinely made suicidal over this small moment? and most importantly, how do you - without professional training or supplies - actually help?

most people want to help you pick up the glass in your life, they just have no fucking idea how to do it. they don't want to make anything worse. they don't want to make assumptions about you. they love you, they're scared for you - and being scared makes people kind of freeze up. it's not because they don't love you. it's because they do.

now when something bad happens, my first thought is how can i make a stupid joke about this. it isn't my brain saying you're a dumb fucking bitch. i spend more time laughing. i spend more time being gentle with myself. i spend more time feeling good.

and the thing is - what's kind of funny - is that you'd be surprised by how many people agree with you. the first time i said i'm too pretty to understand that, someone else said to be fair you're the prettiest person in this room. i promise - you really don't know how kindly your friends see you. but they love you for a reason. they sort of reverse-velveteen-rabbit you. your weird and ugly spots fade away and you just become... the love they want to give you.

go love yourself ironically. the worst thing that happens is that you end up tricking your reflection into actually loving you.

#something something toxic relationships notwithstanding #(re: the friends stuff)#most people love you. automatically. for being alive. like people are just MADE that way.#and the reason kms jokes don't always land is bc people fucking love you and are like - ahhh how do i help #let them help you!!!!!!

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somnimagus · 5 months

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My page for @sheikahzine; about Impaz's duty to her village, empty of people and full of memories.

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#legend of zelda #loz #twilight princess #loz tp #i'm still reeling that someone sent me an ask about this one.. that they took the time to find my tumblr and tell me they liked it #it really meant a lot; thank you to anyone that stops to leave comments like that. they make me happy #but yeah! here's the usual symbolism ramble:#i thought it'd be cool to have the 'spirits' flowing one way and the cats walking through them the other way #to kinda show the difference in life inhabiting the village in the past and present #link's face is covered because impaz was just waiting for 'the hero' so his clothes are what matters; not his face #and it (hopefully) gives a surreal and intangible sense to 'the hero' she could only hope would actually show up #you can feel free to interpret the glowy blue sheikah as ghosts or just as memories of the past! i couldn't decide either way #the one on the bottom left is oot impa since she's implied to be the village founder. so i guess she would be a ghost actually?#fan art #my art #project stuff #and ahhh the book-- everyone's stuff is so beautiful!!#especially the writing. some of the fics made me really tear up and some were so fun and clever. i really love them #a lot of them captured the sheer burden of the role of the sheikah; all of the time and grief and doubt #i know i always say this stuff about every project but. the people i get to work with in these are truly so skilled every time

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sunsestart · 2 months

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I'm so normal about them

#they're so #AHHH #soft #AAAAAAHHHHH #I love their dynamic #romantic or platonic idc both are great #I love them #undertale #sans #toriel #soriel #art

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sweetlittlestarbursts · 1 month

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fuck romeo and juliet. i want whatever these bitches have.

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albedocafe · 7 months

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gumlee matching icons because i love gay people pt.1

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linkvcr · 3 months

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more gratitude (by @arecaceae175) doodles! couldn't resist drawing my fave duo hehe

#linked universe #lu twilight #lu sky #my art #cmon i wasnt not gonna draw them theyre my faaaaaaaaaves #and this was so cute. sniffles #i meant to finish this a while ago but i was putting off lining it LOL #ahhh i love this series so much [< guy who loves fluff and also sky]#edit: forgot his face markings whoops pretend theyre there

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popslwttuce · 4 months

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Random doodle I made on Christmas Eve :P The sillies

#doodle #sth fanart #sonic fanart #shadow the hedgehog #sonic the hedgehog #sonadow #I love them soooooo much #AHHH IDK HOW TO DRAW QUILLSSSS #ermms guys I'm not used to this much attention!! TYSM FOR INTERACTING <33 #HUH MORE THAN 100 NOTES?!? IM FLABBERGASTED THANK YOU GUYS <3333 #.popsicles!

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bia-bonne · 4 months

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FoolMoon art for Persona 3 Secret Santa 💖✨️

#bonne art #art #digital art #fanart #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #shinjiro aragaki #kotone shiomi #persona 3 femc #persona 3 portable #p3p #p3 #p3r #gifts #I LOVE DRAWING THEM SO MUCH AHHH #foolmoon #shinjiham #shinjiro x hamuko #hamuko arisato

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randomdork-artdump · 4 months

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Huskerdust fam, we are feasting tonight!!

#the new teaser got me so full #ahhh i love them sm #hazbin hotel #hazbin husk #hazbin angel dust #huskerdust #esperer shenanigans

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happyheidi · 1 year

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𝑀𝑜𝑜𝑛 𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠 ‧₊˚✩

#moon gates #ahhh I love them so much #can’t get enough of them!!#cottagecore #nature #naturecore #flowers #flowercore #photography #unique garden #garden aesthetic

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gazkamurocho · 3 months

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"I win." Part 1

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jancysmixtape · 1 year

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I don’t understand how anyone can say Wednesday didn’t like Tyler. She chose to go to the dance with him, she INITIATED their first kiss and SMILED at him. Then even after finding out he was the Hyde, she still said he was her type. It’s canon that she liked him. 😭