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bonnvivre · 2 months
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a funny thing- ch 24/25 word dump
WUAHAHAHA 4AM BABEY YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS
i’ve been cookin low and slow with this one and i mean real slow like. too slow . as in 2 weeks later whoops
this one’s a real doozy so grab a snack
FIRST PAGE ON THE GOSUKU TAG WHEN YOU SORT BY KUDOS LETS GOOOOOOO major rweiser W
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ch 24
thinking abt yuuji flying down the sidewalk and megumi becoming the equivalent of a flag whipping behind him pls yuuji not everyone can keep up 😭
fred says fuck
mmmmmm crunchy cookies i love me some egg shell
yeah with cooking, you can play around with the measurements and adjust along the way, but baking is whole different beast :[ i made creme brulee for our new year dinner, my first time baking actually, and i was terrified the entire process cus one wrong step and its over (they turned out good in the end, though i wanted to leave it in the fridge longer) 
sukuna and uraume on the same wavelength love that
daww megumi just be a kid its okay 
gojo’s nicknames for toji PLS father-fushi and fraidy-guro
hehehe he technically called sukuna pretty ,, i agree
LMAOOOOO AINT NO WAYY OFC HE SABOTAGED HIM 
i feel like toji would actually do well in getting sales (if he had the proper cookies) considering he’s “a pro at freeloading off women” which leads me to believe he’s got hella charisma . 
“Fushiguro stops just before the table, one hand balled into a fist so tight, the muscles of his arm are easy to see, flexing dangerously beneath his skin.” uwwheheheerhfbud sorry
OH SHT THE GIRLIES ARE FIGHTING YOOOOOOOO AND SUKUNA JUMPING IN FOR GOJO ???? in front of the kids in a school fundraiser is crazy lmao
pinky
gojo taking bets on who’s gonna win reminded me of mei mei betting on the gojo-sukuna fight
i had a crazy amount of secondhand embarrassment going thru that hhhhhh yknow that feeling when you just wanna curl up and cover ur eyes and you’re fighting to even look back ? yeaaaaa
“Hurting people is bad. And you’re not bad!” ohh yuuji ughhh he has no idea of what sukuna was before, that he’s done more than hurt people .. children really only see the side of their parents that they’ve allowed to show them. it’s why kids usually think the highest of them, so yuuji saying that sukuna’s not bad gets me cus he’s known and seen only the best of him. but it makes me feel gooey inside cus, while everyone else sees the former king of curses, yuuji sees his dad and when he does eventually find out, he’ll still always be his dad before anything else (does this make sense i hope it makes sense im trying to make my thoughts coherent)
oh hey they’re talking abt it !
I GASPED OH MY GOD PLEAS EOLASOE APLEAS EPLAS EPALEAPSLEAPSH NOOOOOOOOO FFGGHGBBVV HITTING MY BED GRFGHJVNGRRAAGGHHFEG
im being tortured i thinj you’re trying to kill me here this is the worst case of edging ive ever had in my life (no not like that) 
post-chapter notes:
IM ALREAYD RIOTING YASTOP BLUE BALLING ME
id read real housewives of jujutsu sorcery
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ch 25
GRADE 1 ?? AS IN ONE ?? AS IN  O N E  ?? AS IN, YUUJI IS NO LONGER A PRESCHOOLER
when you said small time-skip, i thought you meant a few months later . i was wrong
aight time to update the time board: yuuji’s in first grade so he’s 6 yrs old, we’re in 2013 now (i think), gojo is 24 yrs old  23 yrs old (chap takes place during summer, bday not passed yet)
it’s 2013, he can get a 3ds now :D im gonna get him on smash bros . OR KID ICARUS UPRISING IT SHOULD BE OUT ALREADY
they should totally name the potential pet after me (jk)
OKAYYYY THATS A START HE KISSED HIM ON THE HEAD !! WE’RE GETTING SOMEWHERE :O now go lower. preferably on the li
oh yeah yeah definitely not together whatever helps you sleep at night man
im gonna need the bad bitches birthday bash one-shot someday with the way shoko’s bringing it up
the fact gojo’s heard the threat so many times before that he can finish it and brush it off
CANDY CRUSH  !!?!??
AWWWWWW THATS ADORABLE ;____; sukuna wanting to do something to surprise gojo’s first day as a teacher and yuuji suggesting to make a cake cus he knows his daddy loves sweets AND they spent the whole day prepping awawawawaw so cutee
they called on uraume for help too LOL poor them 
yuuji being a snitch HA i can’t help but think of my siblings
you can’t be serious gojo, not after that? people also don’t usually sleep and cuddle the homies cmon man
mother is mothering and mother is leading the herd (no but i love how he adapted to the role very easily, likely to prior experience)
whuh the fundraiser was last year ? am i overthinking the timeframe … ok im back after going thru the calendar that makes sense 👍 carry on wait hold on first semester of first grade ended so they’re on break ... summer break ?? unless this is going off of a different schooling system (oh yeah duh japan lol)
ohhh please let them meet mama-guro i can imagine the absolute shock on their faces trying to comprehend how someone like toji managed to marry someone like her 😭 bonus points if toji is much more softer around her too and the sheer whiplash of seeing him having ANY sort of loving side is enough to send gosuku into a spiral
“It’s exactly the type of thing Sukuna would never be caught dead wearing, which means Satoru must do all in his near-infinite power to make him wear it.” real
THESE THREE ARE RIDICULOUS LMAOOOOOO sorry kids your fathers are busy trying to one-up each other
“But, then again, these are just go-karts; how much damage could he really do?” famous last words before disaster
oh no
hey sukuna’s living life at least he’s having fun and that’s all that matters 🥰
not the pyramid projectiles
CONICAL AMMO !?$&7)-)26 MARIO KART IRL GONE WRONG oh my god its too late for this i need to sleep
OH MY GOD ?????? 
WHADDYA MEAN THEY’RE GONE ??????
post chap notes:
what just happened
no really what jusr happened
the amount of times i’ve said oh my god throughout the entire go-kart scene i was clutching my pearls
he recreates his reign in the silliest ways, all while wearing nice little red bow :3
nah i get it the entire first arc was dedicated to how messed up he was abt suguru so i understand the doubts but they’ve also near kissed multiple times .. unless they were super down with kissing the homies 
“I sure hope nothing bad has happened to them...” STOP
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1-800-i-ship-it · 2 years
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Do you think there's something between Khun and Baam?
I definitely see some chemistry and possible sexual tension 🤔 I definitely think there's more to their relationship.
I've read loads of comments recently about how their relationship is toxic. That Khun isn't there for him emotionally and doesn't really care about him. I don't think that at all.
I also find it weird that they focus so much on Khun and his feelings/actions towards Baam when Baam acts similarly to him! He even hugged him after reuniting at some point I'm sure!
hi anon!
okay absolutely YES yes the gay subtext? the homoerotic subtext??? it is there and i think khunbam is so real haha
FKAJDLF YES U GET IT THE CHEMISTRY AND TENSION- YEAH YEAH ASDHFKJWELF (fun fact my queue tag is a quote from khun to bam "so at least tell us when you go somewhere so i can chase anytime" aight yall if that aint gay idk what is)
oof :( i unfortunately cant speak much about recent chapters bc im actually not caught up yet rip i think im only one ep past the first hiatus but when i catch up i'll think about that; i find it a little difficult to believe that their relationship is toxic, i think it might be miscommunication or smth but overall they do care for each other very much so if there is some sort of issue, hopefully it gets resolved (and we got fics while we wait >:D)
AASDJFKL yes yes bams affection to khun! the way his smile lights up when he sees him! its so precious <3 YES THEY DID HUG AFTER REUNITING ALSO ALSO THE S3 EP 66 HUG (do i have this ep number memorized? yeah)
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and the reunion hug!! not pictured but im def sure it happened, also love rak just chilling there xD
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thanks for the ask! have a nice day~
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blackvelvetwriteson · 3 years
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Hi, could I get a one shot fem! black reader x Kakashi, please? (can be nsfw or fluff, it's your choice)
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Hey there! Thank you for the request 🥺🥺 I had a bit of a roadblock with this one simply because I couldn’t think of a prompt, BUT I eventually thought ‘why not write about the holidays’ so I got into a groove with it! Once I got into it, it was a really fun write! I hope that this is what you expected and/or lives up to your expectations! 
𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐄𝐒
                                            (  ~ Kakashi Hatake x Black Female                                                                   Reader Insert ~ )
GENRE: Fluffy Fluff!                                                                  
FANDOM: Naruto Shippuden
TRIGGER WARNINGS: There really are none for today, it’s pretty fluffy for today!
SUMMARY: Reader-Chan wants to celebrate the holiday season this year because she never got to, but she doesn’t necessarily know how to approach Kakashi about it since he never celebrates the holidays (or ever even heard of them for that matter.
WORD COUNT: 4303
(Headers are mine, but the art inside of them are not! Please don’t steal or repost without credit!)
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     For some reason, you were in an incredibly festive mood this time around. Maybe it was something about how the gilded sunlight made yours and Kakashi’s home feel more… Well, home-y. Maybe it was the remnants of your food that you’d made earlier for your lunch still lingering around the house, or the kids of the village running around outside of your windows, whether subliminally training or not undeterminable, reminding you of your youth. Time had gone by so fast, and already you’d been in Japan for about two years and a half. You already knew that, in general, the people of the area didn’t celebrate Halloween, and actually it was a week AFTER Halloween would’ve taken place in America, but something about today… Something about today made your festive bone quiver and you decided to do SOMETHING to celebrate. 
Since you’d picked up on the shinobi not celebrating American holidays like you were used to, you avoided asking Kakashi about it. Come to think of it, he never really did anything you were accustomed to besides the staring thing; and when you got together he tried to give you food related nicknames. You had to sit down and explain to him why it wasn’t okay and why it made you uncomfortable and then he thoroughly apologized and left it at that. He didn’t really have any nicknames for you, and from research you found that most women in Japan (and men) only go by their given names with -chan/san at the end which was cute, but if everyone had to call you that then it’d lose meaning and it wouldn’t be as cute.
Even still, though, you decided that today would be the day that you participated in the festivities of the holiday season that, in America, would be fast approaching. The only question for you was who you were going to dress up as and suddenly a thought formed in your head as you popped up from the couch and scurried to your guys’s room. You’d dress up as your hero, your boyfriend Hatake Kakashi! He wouldn’t expect it, you’d be able to see how everything fits, AND it’d be cute- at least you thought- and it’d give you something to do so that the crisp, perfect day didn’t go to waste.
You sifted through the closet with eager eyes as you hummed softly, some of your curls coming loose and falling down by your face, your dark brown beautiful eyes twinkling as you pulled out the parts to the outfit he wore from day to day, your eyebrows knitting a little as one corner of your lip lifted a little. “This man, so help me black Jesus,” you whisper softly noticing how much heftier your wardrobe was than his. He had the same outfit to go over about 5 or 5 times, black sweatpants, black shorts, and 3 different headbands all crushed, neatly, together on one side of the closet while your clothing took up the other half. You shook your head and closed the door with your hip once you were sure you had everything you needed for your little plan. You looked it over excitedly, your slender auburn fingers contrasting almost perfectly against the colors of his uniform. “Damn… I never noticed that till now,” you laugh softly as you remove your shirt and start to pull on articles of the outfit, trying to mimic exactly how you saw Kakashi wear his so you didn’t accidentally disrespect him. Of course he only had 2 masks and a shirt with a mask that you’d sewn onto it, and you decided not to mess with any of it. You didn’t want to hide your face at all whatsoever, especially behind masks that might’ve well have been your boyfriend’s comfort items. You had pretty much everything on, the worn out navy blue bringing everything together, the green brightening your pretty almost black eyes. You giggle softly as you look in the mirror and decide to do something with your hair before it dried completely- you’d taken a shower only 30 minutes prior and your hair was a little damp. You scurry off to the bathroom with the bandage and garter in one hand, your yellow hair pik in the other. You looked extremely excited, for once taking a moment to completely love and indulge in yourself. Being in an area where your existence was offensive to others to suddenly going to a place where absolutely nobody looked even close to you was an extreme shift, but Kakashi made it okay, literally brawling with anybody that so much as looked at you the wrong way. You had a small bit of tummy, but he loved that about you; and it’s not like it slowed you down any, made you unreliable, or made you any less attractive than you were. In fact, to some people it wasn’t even really noticeable unless you were wearing certain things. You also had to drop the American style and adopt the Japanese locale and honestly, while that was a HUGE shift, Kakashi helped with that too. Sometimes you’d get yourself in trouble with how you spoke though; that American lingo that’d been generationally passed down to you finding its way showing up and showing out, especially when someone wanted to make fun of your hair, or your physique and compare you to the other local girls, most noticeably Ten-Ten, Lady Tsunade, Sakura, and Hinata. They argued that the more pale girls were more attractive; because you could play in their hair and you wouldn’t have to worry about one slowing you down- at which remarks you stuck the shit talkers to a tree with your kunai for hours after you thoroughly cussed them out and ribbed them a little, telling Kakashi what’d happened so he could go cut them down. On the flip side, the kids absolutely adored you and loved when you were out so they could play tag or ask you unnecessary questions or get some treats from you.
You quick-washed your hair in the sink and started to blow-dry it deciding that you’d give yourself an at home blowout so that you could complete the look. Being the multitasker you were born into being, you found something to prop the blowdryer up while you piked your hair out quickly, smiling as you watched your hair fluff up, watching your coils straighten and then get bigger until it couldn’t anymore. Then it hit you; Kakashi hadn’t seen your hair blown out except once and that was while you were braiding it back and his eyes were fixated on your fingers as he wondered how a person could do that. At this point, your hair was halfway done, and while you let the tool dry your hair even more, you attempted to wrap the bandage around your thigh and it only BARELY made it, your thigh utterly choked in the process. You looked down at your leg and then pensively looked at the garter and decided that wouldn’t fit around your leg and you let out a frustrated sigh. “That man, is fine as fuck, but why he built like a bean pole,” you huff quietly as you let the bandage loose from trapping your thigh before your mind wandered to him. “…. Aight so maybe he got a LITTLE bit of muscle, but we aint talkin’ about that right now,” you laugh softly before looking at your phone seeing that he sent you a text signifying that he was on his way back from training for the day and that he was fine. You smiled cheerily at your text and tilted your head some at yourself, using your pik to fluff your hair out more before you scurried back to your guys’s room and snatched one of his spare headbands up, securing it quickly and tactfully. You looked at yourself in the mirror, your hands coming up and sliding into the arm holes of his navy green vest. You turned to one side, then to the next, then finally you looked at yourself from a front profile and your eyes glistened a little. “You’re… so heroic,” you mumbled under your breath before you heard some clatter coming from outside of the room.
“Oh right… You can do that,” you say as you open the door and watch him freeze completely in his spot, his eyes slowly raking over you from head to toe then back up again, his stoic expression unchanging from what you could tell. “H-Heyy… Honey,” you smile nervously as you wave with one of your gloved hands. He walked towards you and slipped one side of the headband over one of your eyes and then he stifled a soft grunt under his breath.
“It’s Kakashi. We’ve talked about this,” he said softly before he looked over his shoulders, his hands sliding in his pockets again as his back straightened out some. “….Why are you wearing my clothes,” he asked with a slight edge to his voice, meanwhile you were still frozen in place, your legs starting to quiver some. You didn’t know why he was being so cold to you and it made you just a little insecure. “Particularly… Those,” he said as he stared at the wall below the TV you both had, his legs crossed as he leaned back into the couch.
“Damn so you not gonna say ‘hi.’ Or ‘I missed you,’ or nothin’ like that hm? Well… My bad, I guess I’ll just go take it off,” you say softly, the spirit of the day becoming crushed. He mused softly and his head only tilted a small bit. He didn’t even look at you and you noticed this. The whole time you were here… The whole time you were together the only thing you wanted was his eyes on you and his praises. You were struggling and it was on you for the most part because you hadn’t reached out to him for help. He was a real big one for “say what you mean or need,” or something like that. You LOVED the idea behind the last stretch of the year; the days designated for giving thanks, hanging out with the ones you love, amazing food, and gifts, and movies, and music. All of it… But having come from where you had, you never really had good times or a good chance to make memories. Now that you were old enough to have someone of your own and actually be able to create memories, you wanted to… But instead you’d been trying to force it out of your life to make your man happy, however you weren’t having it anymore. You just didn’t know how to bring it up.
“Mm.. What’s-“
Before he could even finish speaking, you’d vanished back into your guys’s room and shut the door behind you. He sat back in the seat and he let out a low drawn out breath and then stood up. Within one second he vanished from the living room and appeared right in front of you with his arms crossed.
“I asked why you were wearing my clothes, not that you had to take them off,” he said as he looked blandly at your hurt expression. “And I was trying to ask what was up with you,” he said as he reached one hand out and gently tipped your head up, his free hand reaching for where your bangs covered your eye but then he stopped as he usually did and he tilted his head some. “May I?” He spoke from behind his mask. You push his hand out of the way and move your hair out of your face by yourself, your sharp eyes peering into his. This time his eyebrows rose a bit more noticeably and usual and he waited for you to talk so he could listen, his hands now in his pockets.
“Yknow… I’ve tried to work what is normal to me out of my system… And when I was younger, that would’ve been… Easier. But now, it’s not… Kakashi, when you don’t look at me it makes me feel undesirable… Because nobody else looks at me unless they’re making fun of how flat and wide my features are… or how damn burnt I look even though this is my natural skin tone! I just… Want you to call me your baby once in awhile damnit! I want to call you *mine* and not just… Ka-ka-shi. Everybody calls you that… And… I get jealous when I see the other people hanging out with you, the cooler people with the sharingan variants, or the cool eyes and the people with the slim builds, or the people with the advanced shinobi skills that are greater than mi-“ You hadn’t noticed that while you were talking, Kakashi pulled his mask down, then you were interrupted with a kiss. It was a soft, but soulful kiss; the kind where one of his gloved hands had you by the chin and the other by the back of your head. The kind where you could feel his body heat completely wrapping you up. The kind where you felt his trembling breath break his completely calm composure. Your hands were gently pressed against the back of his arms, one of your hands at his elbow as he pulled away and allowed his eyes to slowly open. His shadow was cast down onto you and you saw his eyes squint a little, his smile hidden by the mask he’d pulled back up after the kiss. On the other hand, your eyes were wide and your lips were barely parted, your eyes glistening as you looked over his mostly hidden smile. Your knees buckled under you and he helped make sure you didn’t fall, his chest pressed against yours.
“You done?” He asked as he helped you stand upright again. You were dazed just staring at your man and he smirked a little as he pulled his mask down again still standing close to you. “I see… You want everyone to know that you’re mine and vice versa? That’s it? That’s why you’re wearing my clothes today…? You want me to… Call you mine? Right?” He spoke quietly, he was ONLY talking to you, his deep voice getting a little more hoarse as he continued to drone on, his hands on your hips pulling you closer to him, his intense gaze still cast into your eyes. You swallow hard and nibble the inside of your cheek. “You want you to call you my baby? My beautiful, perfect baby girl? Hm? Is that why you’re acting out? Or… You want me to show you that I care more, right? Maybe… You want me to make dinner once? Or bring you flowers? Or watch you train? Or… Cheer you on? Right? Perhaps tease you a little… Or hold you this close all the time?”
You nod slowly and then look away already knowing what this was sort of leading up to but his slender fingers forced your gaze back on him.
“Look at me when I’m talking to you, baby,” he said softly as he tilted his head a little. “If you wanted that… Why didn’t you just say so? I can’t read minds… And I’m still relatively new to this whole… Romance scene,” he said softly as he gently stroked your cheek with his thumb. “You know this. I’m a little… Dense? I’m not sure if that’s the proper word. But…. You’re just… Ugh… I didn’t know that me hanging around people made you jealous- perhaps it’s in my best interest to just tell you how much you mean to me all of the time. You’d want that too, right? I know you would,” he said softly as his fingers gently trailed up your back. “Or… Maybe you want to have a little bit more sex? Is that apart of it?” The question made your eyes wide, skin burn with an invisible blush, and your jaw drop a little. He let out a hollow laugh in turn, gently pushing your jaw up to close your mouth with the tips of his fingers. “Baby steps. I got it. For now, let me just say this: You’re beautiful… All of your scars, curves, marks and all. Those coffee colored eyes of yours are so much more… Stupefying than any sharingan I have seen and will ever see…. The little spark they get when you’re determined, or that soft glisten when you get embarrassed,” he said as he looked over your whole face. “Your body… Your whole body… Is amazing… You don’t have to be slim to be an amazing shinobi; and so help me, my beautiful queen,” he says softly as he leans down so he’s eye level with you. “If you ever discredit yourself like that again, I’ll work you out so that you’re not able to move for the next week. You’re right on the fast track to be a fine shinobi- possibly even the greatest at that. Well… Not greater than me, but that’s another story and another conversation,” he said quietly as you were pushed back onto your bed while he stood over you. “Are those idiots getting into your head again?” His eyebrows furrowed a little as his hands slipped back into his pockets.
Finally you were able to find your words again and you crossed your legs out of habit. “Y-Yeah… For… Like… The past 3 weeks they’ve been telling me that I’m too slow… Or I’m too… Wide… Or making fun of me and my eyes, or making fun of how dark I am… Or making fun of my hair! My damn hair! It hurts… A lot… And we’re together, but I don’t want to be known as that abnormal girl that calls on her boyfriend every time she needs saving. I got it… Aight? I can handle that… But… That’s why I need YOUR praises…. To validate me I guess… I already know I’m THAT… girl… But I want to hear it from you… I want you,” you mumbled softly. “And the reason I’m dressed up like this is because I’m dressed up for Halloween- In America it’s a day where people dress up and do their makeup and hair and have fun at parties or go trick or treating to get candy and stuff! I’ve always loved it despite not being able to… Participate much,” you say softly as you rub your arm. “I dunno, I guess I just wanted to celebrate the holiday season this year- even if we never do it again, I at least want one memory of a great holiday season with mine… With you,” you say softly. He listens to everything you say with an opaque grin on his face.
“If that’s what you wanted, then why didn’t you just say that?” He said softly as he climbed over you, his hips barely resting in your lap as your heart skipped a beat. He pushed you to lay down on the bed and his hands rested right by your head, your eyes peering up at him with a soft grin rested on your face.
“I-I d-didn’t w-want to get told no… I d-didn’t want to… Bother you with something that seemed so insignificant… I didn’t want you to think of me as weak,” you say softly as he gently kisses your neck. You shuddered a little and bit your lip as you tilt your head up some.
“Well now’s your hot seat,” he huffed quietly against your neck. “Tell me what you want, tell me everything you want, and I’ll do it until you tell me that you don’t want it anymore,” he said as he looked back into your eyes, your hands rested against his chest as you thought for a moment before speaking again. “W-Well… I want you to call me your baby and vice versa… Or come up with a nickname or something… I want you to watch me train and root for me, I want you to let everyone know who I belong to, but allow me to show who you belong to, too… I want you to tease me and hold me close… Everywhere… I want you to go on dates with me and do holiday stuff with me… I want you to make me feel wanted and loved… I just fucking want *you* Kakashi…” you say softly as you look up at him. Upon gazing, you notice that his expression had soften significantly, and the hold he had on you was more protective than ever. “A-And I guess more s-sex would be cool,” you say softly and he chuckles quietly in return. You reach one of your hands up and gently cup his face, your thumb gently caressing his cheek. “You know… You should smile more… You’re quite handsome when you do… Well I mean you’re fine as hell either way, but I like it when you smile… And laugh like that…” you say softly as he leans his head into your hand a little more. He kisses your clothed palm and smiles just for you and suddenly you took on a breathless expression, your eyes halfway open as he blushed a little and you just took this moment to adore him, everything about him. “That’s what you want from me? Okay,” he said softly before moving to pin your hand weakly to the bed above you, his eyes both gazing into yours- well as much as he could anyway seeing as your hair practically swallowed your face leaving your bottom half of your face exposed for him. You could see him just fine, he just couldn’t see you… And for the moment that was fine. His gentle lips pressed against yours from above and your eyes fluttered shut as usual when this happened. You felt a little touch starved because he didn’t like contact very much, but he was warming up to it a little more. You wrapped one of your arms around his waist and pulled him closer, and then the two of you melted into each other on the bed in a fit of grunts, deep, passionate, soft kisses, dulcet giggles coming from the both of you, his hand wandering up your waist up the natural curve of your body as yours tried to find where his clothing allowed you access to his skin. You found it, your warm fingers contrasting against his lukewarm skin. He jolted a little and let out a groan before looking at you again, nibbling your lip gently before he pulled away. “You’re amazing,” he whispered quietly and breathlessly against your lips as you tried to control your breathing again.
“Says one of the most notable and historic ninja warriors of all time,” you say with a soft chuckle, moving your hair out of your face so you could look at him and so he could look at you.
“You know… Paths like that carry plenty of… Skeletons in the closet, right?” He said softly as his gaze intensified only a little bit.
“Yeah, and? You still made it… Everyone looks up to you… You’ve killed people and seen plenty of your own killed… And people that couldn’t handle it… Y’know… But, Kakashi Hatake,” you say softly as you turn his head back towards you and your own expression hardens a little. “No matter what, I’ll still love you like the day that I met you… Just like that day you first came to protect.. Well the other person- after they were bullying me… After you checked to make sure I was okay… Baby I love you, and as long as you love me too, I’m gonna be on your side. I’m your woman- I’m your queen, right? A queen needs her partner in royalty, and this house is our kingdom. You’re my king, and unapologetically mine… And I’m the same for you,” you say quietly as you sit up and smile a little. “I know you haven’t been sleeping, Kashi,” you say softly as you gently kiss his lips. “I’m not a super heavy sleeper… You’re safe now, though,” you say softly as you run your fingers through his hair. “Let me go make dinner tonight and… C-Can I decorate?” You whispered softly, expecting a no as you turned and gently pushed him to make him lay on the bed and he chuckled softly, gently grabbing your hand.
“If decorations are what you want, then I don’t have a problem with it,” he said softly, kissing the back of your hand gently. Your skin burned with an invisible flush and you pulled the covers up on him, trying to make the room just a little more homey so that he could sleep better.
“I… Wow… Um… Okay,” you say softly, lighting a candle and setting it on the nightstand, standing in the doorway. “I d-don’t know if I said this already, but I’m gonna make a hot pot for dinner… And I’ll go see if there are any pumpkins in the area… I’ll make us some pumpkin bread and make some cookies for the kids,” you say with a beaming smile, looking at your sleepy man who was already cuddling a pillow on his way to sleep. He admired your soothing voice, able to relax for the first time in a long time, and how the golden sun gave you a gilded glow that made your skin twinkle and your eyes illuminate the room. He had never felt so lucky to have someone as good as you to him, and that was the last thing he saw- or thought- before he slipped off into dreamland and you disappeared behind the door to excitedly start dinner.
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a-chaotic-dumbass · 3 years
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Shkdkdkakdkdkdj aight oc asks for everyone you whore
Scarlett-🌸
6. Did they feel rejection or affection as a child?
Camilla-🌸
10. Is your character street-smart, book-smart, intelligent, intellectual, slow-witted?
Cecilia-🌸
24. What social groups and activities does your character attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actually play, usually?
Aeron-🌸
38. Are they basically negative when facing new things? Suspicious? Hostile? Scared? Enthusiastic?
Blake-🌸
1. How does your character think of their father? What do they hate and love about him? What influence - literal or imagined - did the father have?
Tsuki-🌸
35. Do they always rationalize errors? How do they accept disasters and failures?
Marionette-🌸
42. What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain?
Rosanna-🌸
47. Do they want to project an image of a younger, older, more important person? Does they want to be visible or invisible?
Koichi-🌸
37. How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories?
Kimiko-🌸
40. How is their sense of humor? Do they have one?
Take your time n ya can also choose not to answer some of these! Just, take your time n have fun w em🤍
i akways forget how many ocs i have till i get asks like these🤡🤡
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Scarlett🌸 even tho she grew up in a more priveledged household, she didnt get much affection. for most of her childhood, she was trained to be the best hunter possable and even during that time, she didnt egt to see her parents much. she was mostly trained by other people, while they were off working or fighting. maybe cus of that she has a hard time processing emotions, maybe its just her responce to first coming in contact w a beast while she was still unprepared, who knows.
Camilla🌸 i'd say she's more booksmart. streetsmart isnt very useful for her line of work, so she tends to take in information differently.
Cecilia🌸 she mostly takes on the role of the leader/the person in command. cus of the fact that she's so used to havin to take care of things like that and bein in command, its one of the more comfortable possisipns for her, but she can do well in most others.
Aeron🌸 hostile and/or suspicious. cus of the fact that in his kingdom, almost everythin new is a possable danger, he got used to bein ready to defend himself whenever he sees sumthin he doesnt know.
Blake🌸 they had a pretty good relationship w their father. for most of their life, he was taking care of them and their siblings instead of their mother. they grew very close to him over the years, but during an attack by the beasts, he ended up passing. it was one of the reasons why Blake ended up becomin a hunter.
Tsuki🌸 he accepts mistakes pretty well. it may be cus of his view on life itself, but he believed that there's no point of cryin over sumthin that happened.
Marionette🌸 would probably be the the affection of her familly. cus of her skill, they werent kindest to her cus they were scared, and it did left her starved of affection. even tho she does put on a rude front, she's horrirfied of her new familly leaving her.
Rossana🌸 no not rlly. she's fully comfortable w bein herself, and doesnt feel the need to pretend to be sumone else, even if it'd earn her more respect.
Koichi🌸 he does daydream a lot. its one of thhe main reasons why accidents keep happinin on his tea shop. dude is both clumsy and a daydreamer. it just aint a good combo.
Kimiko🌸 her sence of humor is pretty dry. it also consists of her makin small remarks bout ppl like Tomoe.
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tags under the cut🌸
@rurifangirl @damnfoxx @spoopy-fish-writes @symphonicmetal101 @dopesaladlady @purplet1gerx @nadi-117 @cynical-cemeteries @noriko-kaneshiro-loves-ikemen @daisiesandshakes @audre-falrose @anonymousgeekhere
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blackpantherismyish · 6 years
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One Of The Homies
Chapter One
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Word Count:  1.5k (damn near 1.6)
Warning(s): Cursing, Death threat (???)
A/N: I know this been a long time coming. I started college and the shit was honestly in the back of my mind at the moment. But I’ve gotten in the grove of things so hopefully I can update more (don’t kill me if I don’t)
Small inspiration from No Scrubs by TLC (towards the end)
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It was a warm, summer day in Oakland, California. The four friends sat on the front porch of their shared condo, smoking a blunt and reminiscing about their childhoods.
“Ayo E, you remember that time Mini knocked the wind out of yo ass when we were kids?” Cam asked, before breaking out into a fit of laughter.
“Man hell yeah,” Erik exclaimed, glancing over to his pocket-sized homie.
“Didn’t think her little ass was that damn strong,” he replied, lightly punching her in the shoulder.
“Well that’s what you get for underestimating me,” Mini responded, giggling.
10 YEARS EARLIER
“Can I sit here?” the young boy asked, standing next to the table that Sekhmet sat engulfed in her sketchbook.
“Sure,” she replied, never taking her eyes from the page.
The boy leaned on the table, staring between her hand and her face.
“My name’s Dominic, what’s yours?” he asked.
“Sekhmet,” she replied, slightly annoyed at his continued attempts at conversation.
He scrunched his nose up in disgust.
“What kind of name is that?” he asked, sitting back in his chair.
“My name, that's what kind.” Sek replied, smugly. Dominic rose from his seat and shook his head.
“Okay… Well… it was nice meeting you.” He backed away from the table, rubbing his head.
“But it wasn't nice meeting you.” Sek went back to her book and laughed to herself. Serves him right.
Dominic made his way back over to Erik, face still frowned up. Erik seemed a bit confused as to why he came back so quick.
“Dom, what's the matter? Why you frowning?” Erik sat up from his seat as Dom sat across from him and his half brother Cameron.
“Cause bruh… that girl over there was being rude and all I was tryna do was be nice and sit with her.” Dom folded his arms and sat back.
“Nah bruh. We don't tolerate disrespect over here.” Erik stood from his seat. He made his way over to the table where Sekhmet was now standing, holding her pencil and sketchbook against her chest.
“Aye.” Erik called to her. She looked back unamused. Why were these guys bothering her right now?
“Yes?” Sek asked as she shifted her weight between her feet.
“Why you had to be so rude to my friend?” Erik tilted his head to the side.
“Why couldn’t your friend ask me himself? Better yet, why can’t ya’ll just leave me alone?” Sek watched as his facial expression changed like she had flipped a switch.
“Man, just answer the question.” Erik sighed. This girl was really starting to get under his skin.. Sek stepped forward until she and Erik were only a few inches from each other. Erik towered over her. At 4’5” he was rather tall for an 8-year-old. Though she’d never admit it, she was a bit intimidated by his size. Being that she was only 3’9”, she had to crane her neck to look up at him.
“Nah,” she responded sarcastically, before turning to walk away.
Erik’s hand moved before he could think and nudged her back slightly, making her stumble forward. She whipped around and landed a blow to the middle of his chest, successfully knocking the wind out of him. For a 7-year-old, she packed quite a punch. Satisfied with herself, she turned and proceeded to walk away.
“Aye!” Erik called out to her, between his coughing fit, but it was no use. She kept on walking, leaving him to suffer alone.
A few weeks passed, Sek and the boys exchanging glances between each other in passing. Finally one day, they decided to stop ignoring each other existence and formally introduce themselves. Sitting in her usual spot under a large tree, Sekhmet did what she always did, emerged herself in her sketchbook and ignored the world around her. Humming softly, her small nimble fingers contorted the sketch pencil in a way you would think was possible for a child as young as her. The weight on the table she was sitting at shifted, causing her head to rise ever so slightly.
“Yes?” She shot a quick glance at the three boys then went back to her drawings.
“We got off of the wrong foot last time we talked and we thought it would be a good idea to try again.” Dominic looked over at Sekhmet as she placed her pencil down and closed her sketchbook.
“Sure.” She slid the book back into her bag and leaned on her fist to look at the boys.
Being the first to stick out his hand, Dominic gave Sekhmet a soft smile.
“I'm Dominic. You can call me Dom or Nic. Whichever.” He lifted his shoulders in small shrug.
“Sekhmet. But you knew that already. You can call me Sekh, Or AJ.” She put her hand in his and shook it.
“I'm Cameron. Cam for short.”
“And I'm Erik.” Erik was the last to shake her hand.
After the greetings she went back to her drawings while the 3 curious boys questioned her.
“Why are you always by yourself? You got something wrong wit you?” Dominic tilted his head down to look at what her fingers had been scribbling over. It was a decorated skull with flowers growing out of the otherwise empty eye sockets.
“I just don't like people. You 3 are lucky I haven't shoo’d you away by now.” Sek brushed eraser shavings out of her way and continued doodling.
PRESENT DAY
“Jesus you were a brutal lil girl.” Cameron laughed, blowing smoke into the air.
“The fuck you mean were, she still is a mean lil girl. She just grown now.” Erik retorted sipping from his red cup as Sekhmet smacked his chest. When she hit his chest, he nearly choked on whatever he happened to be sipping.
“Nigga shut up. You still a big bitch that get on my last nerve.” Sek rolled her eyes, sitting back in her seat.
“But you love me though.” Erik flicked Sek on the forehead as he went back to sipping from his cup.
“That’s-” Sekhmet’s voice was cut off by the sound of a car horn and the screeching of tires.
“Aye Mini!” A squeaky voice called out from the car as the tinted windows were rolled down. Rolling her eyes, she stood from her seat on the porch.
“What you want Dre?” She walked over to the car, holding the blunt between her lips.
“When you gon let me take you on a date, lil mama.” The nigga, deemed as Dre, leaned against the passenger window, brushing his hair out of the way. His head was covered in messy dreads, unlike Erik’s.
“When you get yo own car.” Sek blew smoke from her lips as Dre scoffed.
“I told you, Imma be getting my whip soon guh.” Dre waved the smoke out of his face, and looked at her.
“You been saying that for a minute.” Sek tried her best not roll her eyes in aggravation as the bullshit spilled from this man’s mouth.
“I know but I’m forreal this time.” Dre nodded as if to confirm with himself.
“You still live wit yo mama?”
“Yeah bu-”
“Dre hit me up when you finally get yo own shit.” Sek finally let her eyes roll to the back of her head.
“Bitch, How bout you hit me up when you get those 3 dicks out yo damn mouth!” As if he said a magic word, four 24k gold desert eagles pointed toward his head.
Sekhmet walked up to the window of the car and pressed the cold metal of the pistol against his forehead. Her hairs stood on end as Erik’s large presence moved up behind her. His pistol now pressed against Dre’s temple.
“Nigga you ain’t the first body I done dropped. I don’t mind adding a nigga to the list.” The color of Sek’s eyes shifted and the atmosphere changed. Taking a drag from the blunt that was between the fingers on her free hand, she blew it in his face.
“And I’m pretty sure, yo homie aint tryna have blood all in his mama whip.” Erik voice boomed and Dre’s eyes widen.
“Plus I’m pretty sure if they dicks were in my mouth, They’d be bigger than you.”
Dominic and Cameron stood a little ways behind the two with their pistols drawn and ready.
“Aight. Aight. I-I aint mean no harm. I’m sorry.” Dre pulled back from the window and he was visibly shaking.
“Thought so. Now get the fuck out my face unless you want a bullet between yo eyes just because.” Sek’s voice dripped with dominance as she stared down Dre. Dre looked over his shoulder and give his friend a slight nod and the car sped off. Putting the pistol back in her waistband like a old hood nigga would, she walked back to the porch and took her spot back in the chair she was once sitting in.
“I swear broke niggas got the most confidence.” Cameron rolled his eyes, taking his seat again.
Erik’s jaw clenched slightly as he put his gun back on safety and back in his waistband much like Sekhmet had.
“Broke niggas also get bullets to the brain the most.” Erik grumbled lowly, plopping back down into his seat.
“They broke.. So what they got to lose.” Sek let a bullet from her pistol dance between her fingers as the sun hit the gold casing.
“Other than their life?” She looked up catching the bullet in the palm of her hand.
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blackrosesfanfic · 4 years
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Chapter 201
2 months later
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Tremaine
"Aye, dawg." Chris says dapping me up. "What's up?"
"Shit." I say shrugging.
He looks around. "Where Cammie? I thought she was with you."
I shake my head. "She in Virginia for a day."
"Not Atlanta?"
"Naw." I say frowning. "Why the fuck we still talking about Cammie?"
"Cause I came to talk to her thinking she was here."
I shake my head again. "She ain't. What the fuck you got so important that you couldn't ask her over the phone? Call her."
"Cause when it comes to getting her to do shit for me I have to be there to get her to be serious."
"Don't sound like Cammie."
Chris gives me a look. "Well I'm out."
"So you really only came here to see my wife?"
"Yeah." he shrugs turning around.
I chuckle. "Well she ain't doing shit with you."
He huffs. "When the fuck you started being a fucking man and controlling the shit she does? Little bitch. Don't control shit."
"Aye, we gonna see. Your motherfucking little ass feelings gone hurt."
"Yeah." he says turning and walking out.
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That motherfucker got me fucked up. Act like fucking... I don't know what his fucking problem is. Nobody wants Cammie's ass. I'm fucking over that bullshit. Nothing ever happened and now nothing will ever happen. She got kids with that bitch. The fuck I look like? Bitch shouldn't ever be fucking talking like that.
"Hey, Christophnewnew."
"What the fuck?" I snap. "You were here the whole fucking time or you just fucking landed?"
She shrugs. "Huh?"
I suck my teeth. "Nothing, Cammie."
"Chris, what's wrong with you? I told you I was here. Why would I say that if I'm not here? What is wrong?"
"Nothing." I say walking away pissed. I stop and turn around. "You free next week?"
She folds her arms. "I'm not liking your whole being right fucking now."
"So you not?"
"I mean Trey had to..."
"Fuck it." I say walking away.
I don't want to fucking here Trey fucking name when I ask her what she has planned. I don't give a fuck what he doing. I don't give a fuck about nothing she has to fucking say no more. They fucking one. Fuck him and fuck her. I call Amber.
"You on your way already?"
"Fuck that supposed to mean?"
She sighs. "So I'm guessing shit didn't go your way with Cammie. What the fuck happened? We had got you to a good place."
"Fucking Trey ass fucking tripping. Acting like I got to fucking go through him."
"He might be going through something."
"What the fuck he going through? He got a stable ass family, shit happening for him, the money right, what the fuck he dealing with Bae. Please tell me."
She sucks her teeth. "I don't know what his ass could be dealing with. Just come to the studio. I got you Bae. Fuck Trey and fuck working with Cammie right now if Trey acting like that."
"Man, she fucking hot right now."
"Chris. So fucking what. Yes, it would have been a business move but it aint worth the progress we made."
I blow. "Right."
"Come on over here. I got you."
"Aight."
Man, Amber has become fucking everything good in my life. I don't know what clicked between us. It was somewhere between my problems with my baby mama and my career possibly ending over dumb shit. Somewhere in that chaos it was Amber. She reminded me of how much she has been in my life. We been through everything together. She has always been there. It just made me feel like something was right finally. I just needed to commit to this perfect situation.
"Yo, Chris, what's up?" Neyo says reaching his hand out.
"Aye, yo what wrong wit your boy?"
He raises one eyebrow. "Who?"
I shrug. "Who else nigga? Trey."
"Oh I could have named a few with a few problems." he chuckles. "What happened?"
"I go over to their place to talk to Cammie about working with me. This bitch go off on my talkig bout some she ain't working with me and shit. Mad cause I came over to talk to her and not him. What kinda shit is that?"
Neyo chuckles. "That nigga get more and more insecure by the fucking minute. I don't fucking ask about Cammie. I don't speak to only Cammie. Aye, I don't ever be around Cammie ass if that nigga not two feet away. See her in the streets. I tuck my head and throw my hand up." he says doing it then stepping to the side.
"My fuck that. Me and Cammie been fucking tight from the jump. She like my fucking twin sister. I do all that she but tuck my head. Chill with her fucking alone. Fucking playdates with the kids and shit. We talk and text all the fucking time."
"There's your fucking problem."
"Fuck Trey." I yell. "This nigga can fucking trip if he wants to. She not always around you nigga. There's no fucking way he can be in Miami while she in fucking Atlanta or LA. There's no fucking way he gonna be on her trail like that. I hope she is fucking cheating on him. Fucking fucking Carmelo Anthony or some shit. Getting fucking tag teamed at the end of the fucking Titans game. Motherfucker accusing me. He need to be asking what she was doing in Brooklyn last week. Finding out what nigga that is she has around his fucking kids. Man fuck that."
Neyo turns his head then he grabs my arm and start walking. "Bitches listening and shit. Aye, you know that nigga been had Cammie issues. He too into her. He have her with him every other day and he still stuck."
"Nigga bout to have a fucking 2007 meltdown."
Neyo stops walking. "Aye, man, you fucking playing but that could be possible. He has had a lot going on."
I shrug. "I'm not fucking concerned about his fucking mental health. Shit. Bitch. That's fucking low down for him to accuse me of some low down shit. I'm nothing but respectful to his wife. I would never fucking break up his kids family. You know I fucking do the shit I do to one day have a fucking stable ass family like that."
"Yeah, I know. Be cool."
"Christopher!" Amber says coming out into the hall. "I can hear you loud and clear in here. Shut up and come here."
I dap Neyo up. "I'll catch you before you leave."
Neyo pats my back. "You just did my man. I'm headed out the door now."
"Oh, aight."
"Take care my emotional brotha." He says touching Amber's arm. "Y'all look good on each other. Aye, strive to be like yourself. You got one right there."
I smile. "I know."
"Yea." Neyo says walking away.
"You talk to  Head now you good?"Amber says grabbing my shirt.
"Naw, I'm still fucking pissed."
She chuckles. "Come listen to this song I wrote for Royalty."
I let her pull me to the room at her paste. I fucking love her man. She does the most. She is responsible for all my good now. So I owe her all my good. I be trying my best to do what is right instead of what I think is right. It's just a new me relationship wise.
"What are you smiling for?"
"No reason." I say touching her waist. "Play it."
"Wait why didn't you talk to Cammie?" She asks turning to face me.
I shrug. "Trey said she wasn't there. I mean you know I come in say what's up to Trey ask about Cammie. I do it all the fucking time."
She nods. "Yesh, so where was Cammie?"
"I was pissed at this point. I saw Cammie but she was talking bout Trey and I didn't want to hear that shit."
"Chris... Whatever. You know Cammie would have tried to work something out."
"I don't want Cammie or you fixing my relationship with my so called brother. Fuck him if he think I would fuck his wife."
Amber exhales. "Well, anyway. Maybe we can hold off on the video. Hold off on releasing the song maybe?"
"No. Fuck it."
"Fuck it then. It's pity though. Don't let it get out of control."
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"What's wrong with Chris?"
"Fuck if I know."
Cammie puts her hands on her hips. "Come help me with the grocery."
I push myself off of the couch. The boys were flying to LA night so Cammie went grocery shopping for them. We are all about to stay in LA for a few months. Maybe until the end of the year.
"Huh?" Cammie says answering her phone.
"Who that?"
She puts it on speakerphone. "I thought that we were done working on our relationship and we had gotten to where we were close. I couldn't have been more wrong if I'm being left out of everything."
"Ma? I don't even know why you tripping."
"You should know, Jayla."
I raise my eyebrows. "What you did to your mama?"
"Nothing." she mouths then she says. "I don't know."
"Those boys have two grandmas. I'm always having to call April to speak to my grandkids. Nobody ever has to call me to speak to them. Nobody ever has to ask me things they don't know. I'm just wondering how close we really are. Apparently not that close."
Cammie rolls her eyes. I snatch the phone from her. I know she was about to start with that notorious attitude of hers.
"Hey, Mama."
"Tremaine." she says dryly.
I chuckle then get serious. "We are so sorry. It's not like that. My mama just has been making more convenient."
"What is convenient about Virginia that isn't convenient for South Carolina? You have to come through here to get there."
"My mama has made it convenient. Coming to get the boys coming to the house."
"What's another excuse because I don't have a job. I have nothing keeping me from traveling to get MY grandboys."
I look at Cammie. She rolls her neck with her lips turned up. Well damn. I always thought that maybe Cammie got her act from somewhere else. I feel like I'm talking to her ass right now. Fucking spoiled. Sitting here talking about how she doesn't have to work and how the fuck things should be going her way. No wonder they always going head to head. Fucking stubborn. I guess I got to be the fucking man. Solve her problem.
"You are more than welcome to fly to LA with the boys tonight. You are always welcome at our house."
"Los Angeles? How am I supposed to know yall are in Los Angeles? Did you tell me that?"
"No, ma'am. We didn't."
"I know she your mother but since you jumped your tail on the phone I'm telling you. Lance told me not to say nothing but that was months ago. I'm not going to wait until they don't know me."
I rub my forehead. Damn. What does she want me to say? Why the hell I took this phone? Our schedule is already crazy ass hell. Now I have to juggle another bratty ass woman into it. Damn. I look at Cammie. She still had a face like 'what you gonna do'. I don't fucking know. April getting them in two weeks again because Cammie has to do a three day filming with Dancing with the stars for their promo commercials. But I mean they could easily go to her house for a day or two.
"They are leaving the East coast today. I can't argue that down but they will be back in two weeks. You can maybe get them for a day or two. I'll get you to them now and you can fly here with them. That's not a problem. Tell me what you want to do."
"I don't think she could actually get to Virginia before they leave." Cammie says.
I shrug. "Ma Hanes. You there?"
"I'm looking at flights." she says. "I'll call you back."
"Damn she serious." I say once she was off the phone.
Cammie rolls her eyes then start taking stuff out of bags. "I was waiting for your butt to go against the agreement and send my boys some where else. I was like go ahead. I got some words for both of yall. Waiting until it's a problem then you want to complain and cry on the phone. What do you want me to do at this point? She had no idea. She just wanted to cry."
"Sounds like anyone?"
"Who me?"
I grab the ice cream and put it up. "Yes, you. She has a right to be mad. I know I never thought about sending them to her. We done cancelled shit to get the boys when she was close to them."
"Okay, Tremaine."
"Okay, Tremaine, what?"
She stares at her phone. "Okay, Tremaine, I get it."
I reach across the counter grabbing her phone that she was ignoring. These past two months has been major adjustments. The running around and the mental stress of keeping things together. Remembering how long it's been since this or that. But it has been rewarding. Me and Cammie are spending more time alone with each other. So now the old law of not arguing has been modified. Now we on to talking to one another respectfully and actually talking things through. It helps because it makes it even more enjoyable to be around her at all times.
"Tremaine if you saw it was Chris you should have let me answer it. Why did you do that? I was giving myself time to finish my statement."
"I rather you not talk to Chris."
She makes her eyes big. "Wow. Tremaine, no. We talking about this on another day. I'll tell him I'm dealing with some stuff. We..."
"Hello." I say answer the phone for my mama. "Something wrong Ma? You said you wouldn't call til you both to leave."
"Hey, Tremaine. I'm leaving now."
Cammie leans over the counter making her eyes big. "You doing what?"
"Karen calls me talking about..."
"Who?" I interrupt her.
Cammie chuckles. "My mama's middle name."
"Right, because I talked to a different person today. She calls me telling me that there was a flight I could catch in an hour that has a layover in Charleston. I'm like excuse me. I was about to get really ignorant until she says that she would like for her mother in law to meet the boys and wanted to know if I would consider bringing them to Charlestown before we head to Los Angeles. I had to take my whole attitude down."
"That's what I'm saying though." Cammie retorts. "She calls here going off how she is the grandmother and she has rights to see her grandkids and how she thought we were over our differences. I was like oh okay we going down that road."
April laughs. "And why didn't you?"
"Trey took the phone." Cammie giggles.
"Girl, I'm like oh okay, look at Karen. Call me making boss moves."
"She was demanding that Trey tell her she can get the boys."
April huffs. "Oh bring it on. I want somebody to bring that over here. I break my back and my pockets getting my babies. Somebody better tell her."
Cammie was enjoying this too much. "Yasss."
"Y'all doing too much. She is thier grandmother."
"Right and her husband planing the difference to upgrade my damn flight and compensate for my time lost." April says.
Cammie frowns. "Wait so when are you getting here?"
"Like an hour earlier I think. After Charleston it's a straight spot."
"And Buggiz?" I ask. "My kids not going into Charleston along."
Cammie nods. "Good one."
"Buggiz been here since yesterday. Bonding time. He says."
"Cammie you had issues with your mother. Any of them make you feel as if you can't trust her with the boys alone?"
"Another good question. Look at Daddy of the year. I would send my kids with my mother. She loves babies and she..."
"Spoiled the shit out of you." April laughs. "It's still going to be me that bring the boys."
I nod. "It better be unless you forgot..."
"I did not forget nothing, Tremaine. Bye." she says hanging up.
"She funny." I chuckle putting the phone down and opening the bag of grapes.
Cammie snatches him from me. "Rinse them off Tremaine."
I chuckle at her.
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here's your chance to spread some love! tag your top ten mutuals and name a few things you adore about them! 💓✨
awhhh this is so cute!!!!! dfkjsdnfjsdnf aight
@tahyeung they’re on hiatus but……mavi if u see this lol.  mavi lets me jus talk so much about the randomist shit n i ramble so much n they jus listen it makes me so EMO to think about it i lvoe them sm .they r the loveliest most nonjudgemental person ever i love having shameless convos with them LMAO ALSO CHECK OUT THEYRE MOST RECENT FIC!!! ITS SO GOOD PLS READ IT 
@taekookiesandcream ……bitCH i love this bitch, let me tell u she puts up w so much sass from me someone save her. I love our snapchat streak n the random videos she sends me that have me fucking hollering sdfnsldfnln. She has so much love for JK n the rest of the maknae line like wow they even both beliebers cant believe they soulmates.  She also puts up w me when its emo hour which rlly is quite a feat srsly someone save her 
@dt-minsuga i lvoe my fellow yoongi stan i love our conversations we have where we go into extensive detail on Min Yoongi’s Hands and his rolex watches n honestly they give me lifE. I also am immensely greatful for the yoongi//cats compilation like its rlly a concept ill never be over iconic. mY FAVOURITE THING??? Got me into new music!!! tbh u rlly got me into monsta x’s music n Victon i love that you hype w them @ me pls continue doing that ;;
@7boyss I always call u my meme queen but u rlly so much more than that askjdnaskjfnka more like.. TALENTED CONTENT CREATOR?? i always hate timezones cos i feel like im always taking forever to reply to u but i love all the stuff you create?? ur so talented??? u need to put more of the content u create out there cos its good trust me ill be ur hype man ilysm  
@jungkookio PURE?!?!!? I LOVE/!?!?!? UR TAGS GIVE ME LIFE OK I RELATE ON A DEEP LEVEL W UR TAGS. pretty sure ur blog the reason my jungkook crisis got so out of control but rlly,…. i aint even mad.  Ur such a lovely person n rlly??? ur so pretty???  Also i love the way we scream @ each other about House of Cards whenever any fanart or anythign resurfaces , im rlly never gonna be over that fic im rlly grateful for someone to scream about it with LMAO
@bts-veins aight i  remember following this blog originally bcos ur blog was everything i needed in life like????  ablog dedicated to the glorious hands of bangtan??? amazing i never had a greater time. now tho i love ur blog n ur aesthetic n ur love for hobi!! so pure i love hobi stans , I ALSO LOVE UR ICON ITS 100% RELATABLE 
@95s asdjnadsln this is probably weird but ur one of those mutuals i see u on my dash n im like “ahhh hey there i see u i hope u doing good” we dont talk much but like… i rlly like ur presence on my dash like ldsnalkdnsaln its nice to see ur wonderful blog on my dash 
@blumiin I …rlly love ur blog asldfnasdlf iits rlly nice!! i love reading ur tags lol . we dont talk much but u seem rlly nice!! another one who i rlly like on my dash tbh its nice to have u on my dash fds jdskfndskj the way ur blog is laid out like a laughter tag!! so pure i love u n the bangtan dorks im ignoring the sin tag for sinning
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@jjksday ok another who ive never rlly talked to but ur blog is probable one of my favourites???? its such a sweet n soft blog n it rlly makes me so happy to scroll thru fdjknskjfk
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caepaecaesurae · 7 years
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> CC: Thank Meenah
Yesterday at 5:07 PM
caepaecaesurae WVe'vwe split, and the safe-house wvon't be needed anymore, on my end at least.  I'vwe left a small thank you present on the kitchen counter. I'd be in your debt if you could wvipe the coordinates used off of the pad's history list, if and wvhen convwenient. Thank you again, and havwe a nice night.
Yesterday at 9:38 PM
brackishbarracuda yeah i can do that isle head over in an hour oar so brackishbarracuda s good to sea u caepaecaesurae Good to see you too.  I appreciate the neutrality and the assistance. Havwing somewvhere empty to go helped more than once.
Today at 12:13 AM
brackishbarracuda ive been fused before an efin when its ppl u give a shit aboat its hard so i mean some place where u didnt have any extra ppl shoutin at u seemed pike a good idea to me caepaecaesurae It wvas. Did you separate from wvhomevwer it wvas peaceably?  Or vwia incompatibility? brackishbarracuda peaceably for both thankfully one was def a hell of a lot rockier than the other one tho aight the best puns are the ones u didnt mean to make i cannaut believe caepaecaesurae I do enjoy those ones. brackishbarracuda did u ever get hit w the gem thing caepaecaesurae As I am lost, it seems I did not. brackishbarracuda lemme find u a picture for full effect aight bc shit is stupid and mine was pike stupid times two brackishbarracuda http://imgur.com/sPQFO8t there we go rly tho how tf puts that shit on ur foot caepaecaesurae WVhat is that? brackishbarracuda aight so theres the weird sentient rock aliens who p much project around w/e rock they are an they do the fuse thing on purpose pike thats a thing they can do and a bunch a ppl got hit w it a while back usually shits pike on ur hand or ur forhead oar ur arm or somefin but no brackishbarracuda nah it was on my cod damn foot caepaecaesurae First I'vwe heard about them. ... You havwe my sympathies. WVhy the foot? brackishbarracuda idk i do naut fuckin no thats just where it was when i got got caepaecaesurae I imagine you sawv the tittastrophe wve had? brackishbarracuda yeah brackishbarracuda yeah that shore was somefin i saw w my own two eyes brackishbarracuda howd that whole thing go efin caepaecaesurae It looked rather like wve wvere split dowvn the middle vwertically in a lot of respects. The side wvith no breast had short hair like mine. WVe made a falsie so clothes wvould fit. brackishbarracuda now sea i woulda just said fuck it and done the whole half clothes shit pike jacket on one and dress on the other deal caepaecaesurae tsk.  I should'vwe talked to you more, that'd be a hell of a look. brackishbarracuda i mean u aint gotta b fused to pull it off right caepaecaesurae True.  It wvould complete the look though. caepaecaesurae I may try a half-and-half garment of some sort soon. brackishbarracuda plz take pictures i need this shit caepaecaesurae I do lovwe my selfie tag. brackishbarracuda s cause its good shit caepaecaesurae Howv do you feel about breasted, marginally nsfwv pictures of me? brackishbarracuda im down caepaecaesurae http://caepaecaesurae.tumblr.com/post/130431613390/speaking-of-anons-d brackishbarracuda v nice dam tho where tf did u get half those scars brackishbarracuda impressive caepaecaesurae I don't normally showv much skin. The large round ones on the legs are from an air battle invwolvwing laser cannons, during the game. brackishbarracuda uh first off fuckin ow caepaecaesurae Pff. Yes, but wve wvon. brackishbarracuda secondly i get it if u aint comfy w it oar w/e but u ought show more a it imo and that right theres why caepaecaesurae A good half of the scars you see there are from my first century on Alternia. ...at the end of wvhich, I began wvearing neck to wvrist to ankle bodyarmor, of the sort contained in that package.  Havwe you stopped by that hivwe yet, by the by? brackishbarracuda shit yeah i did i thought id said thank u btw caepaecaesurae You may havwe, I'm scattered lately. brackishbarracuda pike seariously i aint been in a searious scrape in a while but pike dam i cant get away from nofin w/o bleedin it feels like caepaecaesurae Armor that no one knowvs you're wvearing can be a wvonderful game changer. It turns a knife in the ribs into an invwitation to play. brackishbarracuda as much as i like it and the apron tbh shit is nice brackishbarracuda u probably made clams night more than mine w the armor caepaecaesurae I hope it servwes wvell, or entertains.  Or that the flavwor vwials do. brackishbarracuda hes the one whos gotta stitch me up half the tide caepaecaesurae A good role for a quadrant. If you elect to wvear the vwest, at least he'll only be stitching up limbs. brackishbarracuda lmao yeah fair also i should punch u in the nose for the fuckin shit u sent me pike it was so good that it legit made me mad how tf caepaecaesurae ... Hope player.  "Beyond belief" is my playground. brackishbarracuda throws my dam hands caepaecaesurae I can make things that I can imagine.  Cae*fora* made things that *She* could imagine. brackishbarracuda shit is fucked up caepaecaesurae A bit.  ... I usually try to make things that are slightly less... Intense... than that... I hope it wvasn't too much? brackishbarracuda isle survive but my tongue aint gonna b  happy w anyfin ever again this is me jokin mostly i aint upset at u oar anyfin caepaecaesurae ..Still, pardon. brackishbarracuda s aight cae ur good brackishbarracuda seariously tho why aint u show off ur scars more 38? caepaecaesurae Enough of them havwe unfortunate sources for it to be uncomfortable wvhen specific ones are indicated and remarked on, much of the time. caepaecaesurae ... Mostly, I don't like taking my armor off, evwer. I'vwe been getting better at removwing it long enough for selfies though. brackishbarracuda well dam the one u just showed me took some fuckin guts then didnt it caepaecaesurae Heh.  It wvas taken during a period of amnesia wvhere I didn't remember wvhere most of them wvere from. brackishbarracuda do u think u could do it again caepaecaesurae Possibly, though I think my selfie tag could use more less sexual things. brackishbarracuda u oughta take a pic w arlequin oar somefin then how tall efin are u btw pike are u taller than he is oar shorter or caepaecaesurae I'm a good foot and a half shorter than him, last I checked. brackishbarracuda well that makes me feel beta at least caepaecaesurae My adult height in sevweral centuries ought to be near wvhere he is nowv. brackishbarracuda yall are entirely too fuckin tall u kno that caepaecaesurae So I hear. If it makes you feel any better, all the humans top out somewvhere in the six or sevwen range I think.  They all look somewvhere betwveen fivwe and six nowv. The carapacians are a foot or twvo belowv that. brackishbarracuda pike im saury i realize u probably hear that alot but i am half a arlequins now hight an he was talkin pike sixteen feet an im overe here pike dude ur gonna b over three times my size how tf is that gonna efin work caepaecaesurae Carefully and wvith gusto. brackishbarracuda aight tru tho caepaecaesurae Havwe you evwer done the thing wvhere you rest hip to hip wvith a partner and pretend theirs is yours and marvwel at the difference? Some trolls enjoy that. I think that one wvill only improvwe as he ages, for you. caepaecaesurae "Look wvhat I'm packing nowv" brackishbarracuda i havent and now im kinda wonderin wtf ive been doin w my life caepaecaesurae You're wvelcome. .. Then again I'vwe used googly eyes in the bedroom before, so maybe my advwice isn't the best. brackishbarracuda bouy nah fuck that im gonna get a pack and use em on dirk that shit is perf caepaecaesurae My partner grewv annoyed and ripped them off, wvhich is honestly all I could hope for. brackishbarracuda tbh hell probably laugh till he cries which i count as a win brackishbarracuda but yeah tbh rippin em off sounds pike a good idea brackishbarracuda u kno me an u oughtta hang out sometide caepaecaesurae WVe should, I imagine wve'd get into heaps of trouble if any wvas avwailable. brackishbarracuda trouble is kinda my thing yeah brackishbarracuda i eel pike youd enjoy some trouble caepaecaesurae Once upon a time, maybe.  It's been a wvhile, and I might be a bit more boring nowv. Nice things, good stories, and good laughs?  Those are dear to heart. brackishbarracuda now sea mr suns out guns out tenta tattoo false boob ampora w the hella scars i aint believe you wouldnt enjoy a little trouble caepaecaesurae I'vwe had a vwery interesting life. I'm relearning howv to enjoy trouble. brackishbarracuda isle sea if i cant think of some baby trouble steps caepaecaesurae Sounds like a treat to me. caepaecaesurae Let me knowv sometime, alright? brackishbarracuda yeah def at the v least ur fun to talk to and anybody i can b a bad influence on is aight by me u feel caepaecaesurae Aye, I hear you It'd be nice to lean back in that direction somenight.  I'vwe been sitting around drinking tea a wvhile. brackishbarracuda s easy to get restless i aint efin alternian and sometides i just need to move and tear into somefin before that somefin becomes me caepaecaesurae Aye. ...I sail a ship around sometimes.  Transport pads to get back to hivwe often. Plenty of wvild lands out there to explore. brackishbarracuda theres plenty a world here to sea if u ever decide u wanna we aint managed a drone yet be in a week oar so probably caepaecaesurae The mile-high deer?  Aye I'vwe a curiosity. I'm relievwed that you're considering the drone. brackishbarracuda im uh considerin more than the drone tbh caepaecaesurae Aye? brackishbarracuda been thinkin a puttin my crown on and meanin it caepaecaesurae Lacking in context, I'm imagining you calling yourself queen of a single hivwe surrounded by largish deer. brackishbarracuda i mean in all technicality i earned the fuckin thing i blew up my planet i killed the empress so by right etc etc blah blah blah i just been runnin from it since brackishbarracuda no u aint wrong i gotta start somwhere fuckin ridiculous as it is if they aint anybody else on the planet isle take it theres a small frozen planet my ex red left me so thats two off the bat ig caepaecaesurae If there's no one else it seems a bit... abrupt. Then again, givwen a single wvorking mothergrub, one is nevwer far from an empire. I suspect Arlequin wvould havwe mixed feelings. brackishbarracuda ive convinced my spade to let me sit w em and do some political diplomatic shit and i aint lookin to be a bloody conquerer im just lookin to stop runnin from what i was hatched for mayb do some decent shit w whatever authority i got somefin betta than home was anyway caepaecaesurae I wvish you luck wvith it if you do. brackishbarracuda thanks 38/ caepaecaesurae It's hard to get in trouble wvhen you're in charge. brackishbarracuda why u gotta do me like this caepaecaesurae WVell... Ask Tyfora howv much fun her powver is. brackishbarracuda id rather naut caepaecaesurae Ask Arlequin howv much he wvants to strivwe for a newv flag -- at least, this early. brackishbarracuda i oughta talk to him aboat it tho yeah caepaecaesurae Powver is complicated.  That's all. caepaecaesurae More so than you might be preparing yourself for. brackishbarracuda i aint trynna rush into anyfin aight an isle talk to arlequin i kno shit aint easy it aint somefin im thinkin aboat lightly caepaecaesurae Then I wvish you luck.  I'm cautious about swvearing loyalties lightly, but you'll likely havwe me on call if emergencies strike. brackishbarracuda i dont take that lightly either cae thank u i afishiate it caepaecaesurae WVe'll see wvhat comes.  I'm afraid it's late though.  Another night? brackishbarracuda a course thanks for talkin at me caepaecaesurae Looking forwvard to it.  Rest wvell wvhen you go. brackishbarracuda yeah sleep good
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wastedsxns · 7 years
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ABOUT THE MUN
BASICS:
NAME: j u l i a PRONOUNS: she/her. SEXUALITY: bisexual ;)))) TAKEN OR SINGLE: single , i aint got time for that 
THREE FACTS:
1. My second toe is longer than my.. thumb toe. what the fuck do you call the big toe? oh. big toe. duh. 2. I play league of legends and i literally play a game, do a thread, play a game, do a thread. if i’m taking years to reply, it’s probably because i’m currently getting cursed out by a 35 year old basement dweller or his 14 year old son. there is no in between 3.  My favorite show is It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia and I desperately need to watch other ones bc I fucking suck and I haven’t had time ;____;
2. EXPERIENCE
HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): My first one was a Hunger Games one when I was in 10th grade ish, which was 2010... 7 years? PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: HAHAH. Aim, Skype, Kik, Groupme, Gaia, Tokio Hotel fanclub that I’m still very embarrassed about, Tumblr. BEST EXPERIENCE: jamie kennedy, leon zabini, cecil mercier, marmaduke, kaiser king, etc etc etc. as you can see, i use the same themes bc im a lazy bitch and i have a tendency to stick with certain fcs.
3. MUSE PREFERENCES
FEMALE OR MALE: i honestly play males W A Y more than i play females ?? MULTI OR SINGLE: I like to RP in groups so single, since it;s easier to juggle. in indies though, i have multiple muses. 
4. WRITING PREFERENCES
FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: angst. fluff is aight and i really can’t standle smut with no fucking point so, you know, come at me with your heartbreak and your angry jealousy and we’ll have a great time PLOTS OR MEMES: we can plot once we have something to go off of. when characters first meet, i tend to start with a simple thread to gage how their personalities interact. LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: short, long, everything in between. fuck, i do text chats sometimes bc i’m lazy and mobile :)))))) BEST TIME TO WRITE: when i’m feelin some type of waaaaay ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): uh. oh god. which muse l o l 
Tagged by: @ephcmcrals Tagging : @justalostindie @brxknbxnes @donutcryforme
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knxggles · 7 years
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do a l l of the gay asks
fam that is a L O T of gay asks im gonna do them under a read more because LONG
1. describe your idea of a perfect date
coffee shops and walking around small lil shops. im that kinda gay apparently
2. whats your “type”
d’y’all remember scene kids?
3. do you want kids?
i dont know tbh
4. if you do, will you adopt or use some other form of child birth?
it would definitely be adoption
5. describe the cutest date you’ve ever been on
one where i sat outside a wetherspoons in the sun getting drunk with a guy for 5 hours even though the next day he blocked me on everything
6. describe your experience having sex for the first time (were you nervous? or was it easy peasy?)
fam i was nervous as fuck are you kidding me? and it was aight, i’m still inexperienced af though so that kinda stops me having fun most of the time
7. are you a morning time gay or night time gay?
Night Time I Go To Bed At 6AM Most Days
8. opinion on nap dates?
love them
9. opinion on brown eyes?
i have no real strong opinions on eye colour tbh but theyre cute
10. dog gay or cat gay?
CAT GAY ALL DAY ERRDAY
11. would you ever date someone who owned rodents or reptiles?
ofc, pets arent really a defining factor for me. except spiders. we ain’t dating if you own like a big fuck off tarantula or some shit
12. whats a turn off you look for before you start officially dating someone
not sure? i havent dated enough people to really sorta know that yet? i dont think there’s been a pattern
13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?
i had a LOT. i used to be extremely disgustingly homophobic when i was v young bc i was brought up in a family that is extremely bigoted (homophobic, racist, the fucking works lads) so i can’t really pick out just one misconception, because everything i thought of lgbt people back then was entirely made of misconceptions. tbh im lucky that i’ve managed to grow out of it, because a lot of my family never did to this day
14. what is a piece of advice you would give to your younger self
related to above answer: stop being a homophobic little shit fam bc the love of dick is gonna hit you like a fucking train in a few years
15. (if attracted to more than one gender) do you have different “types” for different genders?
n/a, only attracted to guys
16. who is an ex you regret?
i dont regret any of them. i went through a lot of very good and very bad shit with them but at the end of the day despite what some of them did im still glad to call them friends and im glad that i dated them. i dont have any regrets.
17. night club gay or cafe gay?
cafe gay, i cant dance
18. who is one person you would “go straight” for
kirstin maldonado from pentatonix
seriously her LOOK in the daft punk video made me question a lot of things
19. video game gay, book gay, or movie gay?
definitely video game gay, i can never sit down and read a book without getting bored and i always spoil the end of movies for myself by reading the plot on imdb while watching it but ive played every sonic game that’s existed ever
20. favourite gay ship (canon or not)
ᶰᵒ ᶜᵒᵐᵐᵉᶰᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵒᶰᵒᵘʳ
21. favourite gay youtuber
i dont think i watch any?? like some that i watch may be gay but idk. i pretty much only watch certain yogscast members (lewis, simon, hat films, sjin, tom, harry, and sips) and i dont think any of the one’s i watch are gay
22. have you ever unknowingly asked out a straight person?
iMPLYING I HAVE THE COURAGE TO ASK ANYONE OUT AT ALL
23. have you ever been in love?
yes
24. have you ever been heartbroken?
very yes
it is at this point that callum accidentally clicks a side button on his mouse that’s bound to the back button and loses his answers, he then proceeds to desperately try to get the answers back for 10 minutes, which is successful but frustrating as fuck because tumblr wont interpret the html formatting tags anymore so he had to manually strip them out by hand
25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someone
i dont? i’m always stuck with that dilemma 
26. favourite lgb musician/band
i dont think i have one?
27. what is a piece of advice you have for young / baby gays
if you’re under 18 please please dont use grindr because there are some predatory fuckers on there and it legit aint worth it interacting with them
28. are you out? if so how did you come out
i’ve been out for 3 years and it was an odd story tbh. it involved packing to run away the night before in case things got violent (bc remember, question 13) and then on the day, sat in the back of the car, pulling up outside the house after going shopping, i tell my parents im gay, they proceed to pretty much ignore it for a few hours until they acknowledge it later that night and they were surprisingly okay about it
29. what is the most uncomfortable / strange coming out experience you have
sat in my friends house because he was helping me build my first computer, we were on a skype call with some other friends who were watching us build it, i make a lewd gay joke and then have to explain that im gay to like all 4 of them when they froze and just stared at me confused
30. what is a piece of advice for people who may not be in a safe place to express their sexuality
im not sure?? up until going to uni two years ago i never knew how to express my sexuality, and i only actually moved out of my parents house 6 months ago so i still dont know how to express it since i myself am only just exposing myself to safe spaces to express my sexuality in. 
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caepaecaesurae · 7 years
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> Last week sometime...
caepaecaesurae ... I apologize for the #tyrian/ tag, by the by.  My moirail has trouble wvith your alternates, that he is still wvorking through. brackishbarracuda so i noticed i didnt mean to start shit caepaecaesurae You havwen't, and he holds no animosity.  Only memories. brackishbarracuda i cant reely say shit tbh w u i used to have the same problem w certain cronus alts i aint gonna go into it but im betta than i was
caepaecaesurae .. There are so vwery many things wvrong wvith certain Cronus alternates. brackishbarracuda an nearly all a mine are fucked so caepaecaesurae I'm glad you're doing better ..and that the entire Ampora line is not currently completely poisoned for you. brackishbarracuda trust me theres a few i could stand to see w a head on a different end a the room than the rest a them but i got double diamonds and both are v much amporas caepaecaesurae There's some that -I- wvould be inclined to separate from themselvwes. brackishbarracuda aight if im bein honest its one in particular and its an erian so i still count that as improvement caepaecaesurae I'd agree.  WVas he perchance recently invwolvwed in the dashcourse? brackishbarracuda i dont think so i aint been payin attention i dont mind a name drop if ur currious just dont out me aboat it its complicate complicated efin caepaecaesurae Reasonable.  ...  I don't speak wvith many Eridans, I suspect it's not likely to come up, so I'll abstain. brackishbarracuda as in dont tell me or u wont out me caepaecaesurae Don't tell me -- I wvouldn't out you either wvay. brackishbarracuda s fair caepaecaesurae But this wvay, I'm not likely to read his page out of curiosity. Or ask a thousand questions that aren't my business.  I'm afraid I'm as gossipy as Arlequin can be. brackishbarracuda trust me tho if he shows up and starts shit youll kno who it is caepaecaesurae Do let me knowv if you evwer need a hand. brackishbarracuda pike i said its complicated 38/ and f reel tho i aint mind questions from u in particular caepaecaesurae If you're certain, then -- wvho, and dare I ask his specific failings? brackishbarracuda violaceousvanity too many to fuckin count brackishbarracuda most a which is fuckin w my rails pusher an holdin the fact said rail had feelins for him over my damn head when i was low caepaecaesurae .. Ugh. brackishbarracuda im really tryin naut to go on a tirade aboat every fuckin thing hes done wrong bc i wont stop if i get started its platonic af caepaecaesurae I knowv the feeling. Aye, interference in romantic affairs often can be. brackishbarracuda hes still a part a my rails past tho before i knew him and he swears hes his friend so im over here just shruggin violently brackishbarracuda ur ugh in response was afishiated tho its hard to properly disgusted w somebody existence when other ppl aint as pissed as u are
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caepaecaesurae I sympathise.  Interpersonal conflicts of that nature are... Awvkwvard at best. caepaecaesurae Pardon for disappearing on you. brackishbarracuda nah shit happens u aight caepaecaesurae > Caesurae looked at that question, blankly, for over a minute before he could bring himself to quietly facepalm, sigh, and gather his words. Sleep came unexpectedly, that's all. brackishbarracuda count ur blessings i had to watch cats the musical before i could get my wrigs to fall the fuck asleep caepaecaesurae You havwe wvrigglers? I feel like I should havwe knowvn, sorry for the inobservwance. brackishbarracuda i dont talk aboat them much naut publicly anyway brackishbarracuda too much shit can go wrong but yeah i got five a them caepaecaesurae It's easier to protect something no one knowvs about. Gods, that seems daunting. brackishbarracuda i mean they aint mine i kinda inherited them but they mine u feel cept one ones actually mine caepaecaesurae I believwe Arlequin had a fewv sprung on him wvhen it turned out one of his flings came from a timeline wvith interesting biology. He adores havwing a massivwe family for church reasons though. brackishbarracuda yeah caepaecaesurae May I ask about the inheritance? brackishbarracuda bouy seems pike hed b happy just havin em drip off him while he fucks around in the kitchen caepaecaesurae That's fairly accurate, aye. brackishbarracuda dead red caepaecaesurae I'm sorry. brackishbarracuda they didnt really have anybody else me and the rails look after em caepaecaesurae Good that someone or something does. If you havwen't ended up lusus-bonding wvith them yet you might be able to get them lusii in a timeline somewvhere.  I suspect you havwe though, by the sound of it. brackishbarracuda loz would raise from his fuckin ashes and haunt my ass if i ever got rid a them especially now brackishbarracuda theyre mine caepaecaesurae I'm glad you care for them. I'm...familiar wvith the concept from Beforus, and from my moirail's family.  It's not something I'vwe personally evwer wvanted, but I'm glad it suits you. Are they young, still ? brackishbarracuda it aint someifn i ever personally wanted either tbpfh w u little shits grow on u yeah caepaecaesurae Has Arlequin met them yet? brackishbarracuda ach is the oldest and shes under five sweeps and ayas the youngest and shes in a coon rn i think we planned on it but it aint happened yet brackishbarracuda lotta shit goin on rn caepaecaesurae I suspect he'd enjoy it quite a bit.  He adores spoiling wvrigglers. brackishbarracuda yeah i can sea that lmao hes a big cod damn nerd brackishbarracuda hey i got a question caepaecaesurae Aye? Fire at wvill. brackishbarracuda do u no anybody youd trust w a needle pike tattoos do u think arlequin would kno anybody in the church oar caepaecaesurae I knowv Porrim has a studio here, though I'd havwe to gently feel out howv she feels about seadwvellers.  I'm sure Arlequin knowvs howv to apply tattoos in the old wvay, wvith hand-made tools and ointments rather than wvhat one wvould vwisualise in a modern tattoo parlor. I'm sure Nadaya wvould knowv someone, and could ask, if that wvould be of use. brackishbarracuda idk if i trust his evaluation of i trust u naut to kill me while u do this but yeah if u could ask around so i got options id afishiate it tbh isle still probubbly sea what arlequin can do seein as i already trust him caepaecaesurae Arlequin I wvould trust completely to do blackwvork.  If he specifically says he can do brilliant colors and gradients, I'd believwe him on those too. I trust Nadaya not to put other people into stupid situations.  He tries plenty of things himself he wvould not consider for others. brackishbarracuda thats fair caepaecaesurae I'll see if I can put together a list for you -- and I'll mention wvho each recommendation came from, as wvell. I'vwe been somewvhat tempted to look into it myself, I just havwen't been able to think of a design I wvanted. At least anything that wvasn't somewvhat trashy. brackishbarracuda hell let it be trashy caepaecaesurae References to the Kraken brackishbarracuda lMAO caepaecaesurae A tramp stamp, if I could bring myself to it brackishbarracuda PLZ I N-E-ED T)(IS caepaecaesurae Haha Gods.  Maybe. brackishbarracuda oh my shi t absofuckinlutely i am behind this and behind u so i can stare at it caepaecaesurae I appreciate the vwote of confidence. "This side up" brackishbarracuda im la ughign i swear to fuck man embrace that shit caepaecaesurae On the one hand, yes. On the other, if I don't, I can fake being a vwery dignified older man at wvill. And people wvho don't knowv me wvill believwe it. brackishbarracuda i mean thats fair but u can do that w some paint an sealer caepaecaesurae ..Oddly true.  Of course, I could put on a vwariety of different tramp stamps at wvill in the same wvay. brackishbarracuda embrace ur inner trash prince caepaecaesurae You are a terrible influence, but I'm almost intrigued enough to put together a selfie. brackishbarracuda i am tho caepaecaesurae This Side Up is the best one I can think of.  Maybe a reference to the Gunshowv WVhat are some other good ones, vwisible from the front? I am preparing something. brackishbarracuda suns out guns out has alwaves been a personal fav isle ahab ur crosshairs idfk visual pun put ahabs on ur bicep caepaecaesurae Oh, perfect brackishbarracuda i am all for this please dear cod also ur attractive just fyi caepaecaesurae Thank you, I appreciate that.  You as wvell, from the pictures I'vwe seen. brackishbarracuda the reactions ur getting are worth this shit alone caepaecaesurae Oh, aye, I need to do this more often. brackishbarracuda u reely do i almost wanna reblog the dam thing again caepaecaesurae One feature of tumblr that I personally appreciate is the ability to schedule posts to go off at pre-determined times years into the future. brackishbarracuda oh my shit ohhh my shit caepaecaesurae And you look at your dashboard, and you ask yourself "WVhen did I reblog that --  Oh.  Ohhhhhhhhh right." brackishbarracuda i am here for this brackishbarracuda plz at least keep the gun caepaecaesurae Hah.  I don't knowv.  The tiny one? brackishbarracuda yeah i mean its easily hidden w sleeves an its a good ice breaker caepaecaesurae It is at that. If I did, I'd probably ask Arlequin to apply it for real.  Things I imagine into place are easy to imagine awvay again. brackishbarracuda i nearly said id imagine so and stopped myself wtf me caepaecaesurae I can imagine it, and I wvouldn't havwe caught it. brackishbarracuda hes doin aight if ur currious thats my rails caepaecaesurae I'm glad he is. brackishbarracuda i get over excited about the bouys so i apologize in advance caepaecaesurae Hah.  Both vvic and his brother? Enthusiasm is a blessing, enjoy it. brackishbarracuda yeah f reel tho they aint get out much so im over here wavin a lil flag when they talk to ppl on their own caepaecaesurae I havwe a fewv friends like that. Thankfully theyvwe started getting along wvith one another, wvhich is nice. brackishbarracuda tru tf to that
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brackishbarracuda are u sugestin arlequin is a wrong choice caepaecaesurae No, I just knowv Arlequin wvell and don't knowv if he knowvs him. Arlequin making more positivwe social contacts is good. brackishbarracuda (that was a joke ) tru af tho caepaecaesurae I'm not that great at jokes if the punchline is someone being offended, if I'm honest. brackishbarracuda aight fair caepaecaesurae Sorry, chief. brackishbarracuda nah u aint got anyfin to apologize for
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