#aka the one time where i can actually ride my horse enough according to cunts on here

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#are you ever at the point where like #you hate actually riding so much #the only reason you keep doing it is cos you love your hoss too much to let him go #and there is 0 way you could justify keeping him without riding #anyway we're at 5 weeks of shit now #and my positivity that we'll get through it and out the other side just wanes by the day #and i mean sure like maybe in six months lol we'll be where we were 6 weeks ago #but i feel so fucking shit cos i'm wasting daylight savings time #aka the one time where i can actually ride my horse enough according to cunts on here #because when i'm outside of a lesson it turns to shit #so i become demotivated and find excuses not to ride when i could be cos its on my own #im just #yeah #i hate that something i loved is now something i fucking dread #like it's literally not fun at all and i hate it right now